LXXVI

NO sooner had I got to bed, than I ordered my serving-maids to carry

food and wine for all the men into the workshop; at the same time I

cried: “I shall not be alive tomorrow.” They tried to encourage me,

arguing that my illness would pass over, since it came from excessive

fatigue. In this way I spent two hours battling with the fever, which

steadily increased, and calling out continually: “I feel that I am

dying.” My housekeeper, who was named Mona Fiore da Castel del Rio, a

very notable manager and no less warm-hearted, kept chiding me for my

discouragement; but, on the other hand, she paid me every kind attention

which was possible. However, the sight of my physical pain and moral

dejection so affected her, that, in spite of that brave heart of hers,

she could not refrain from shedding tears; and yet, so far as she was

able, she took good care I should not see them. While I was thus

terribly afflicted, I beheld the figure of a man enter my chamber,

twisted in his body into the form of a capital S. He raised a

lamentable, doleful voice, like one who announces their last hour to men

condemned to die upon the scaffold, and spoke these words: “O Benvenuto!

your statue is spoiled, and there is no hope whatever of saving it.” No

sooner had I heard the shriek of that wretch than I gave a howl which

might have been heard from the sphere of flame. Jumping from my bed, I

seized my clothes and began to dress. The maids, and my lads, and every

one who came around to help me, got kicks or blows of the fist, while I

kept crying out in lamentation: “Ah! traitors! enviers! This is an act

of treason, done by malice prepense! But I swear by God that I will sift

it to the bottom, and before I die will leave such witness to the world

of what I can do as shall make a score of mortals marvel.”

When I had got my clothes on, I strode with soul bent on mischief toward

the workshop; there I beheld the men, whom I had left erewhile in such

high spirits, standing stupefied and downcast. I began at once and

spoke: “Up with you! Attend to me! Since you have not been able or

willing to obey the directions I gave you, obey me now that I am with

you to conduct my work in person. Let no one contradict me, for in cases

like this we need the aid of hand and hearing, not of advice.” When I

had uttered these words, a certain Maestro Alessandro Lastricati broke

silence and said: “Look you, Benvenuto, you are going to attempt an

enterprise which the laws of art do not sanction, and which cannot

succeed.” I turned upon him with such fury and so full of mischief, that

he and all the rest of them exclaimed with one voice: “On then! Give

orders! We will obey your least commands, so long as life is left in

us.” I believe they spoke thus feelingly because they thought I must

fall shortly dead upon the ground. I went immediately to inspect the

furnace, and found that the metal was all curdled; an accident which we

express by “being caked.” [1] I told two of the hands to cross the road,

and fetch from the house of the butcher Capretta a load of young

oak-wood, which had lain dry for above a year; this wood had been

previously offered me by Madame Ginevra, wife of the said Capretta. So

soon as the first armfuls arrived, I began to fill the grate beneath the

furnace. [2] Now oak-wood of that kind heats more powerfully than any

other sort of tree; and for this reason, where a slow fire is wanted, as

in the case of gun-foundry, alder or pine is preferred. Accordingly,

when the logs took fire, oh! how the cake began to stir beneath that

awful heat, to glow and sparkle in a blaze! At the same time I kept

stirring up the channels, and sent men upon the roof to stop the

conflagration, which had gathered force from the increased combustion in

the furnace; also I caused boards, carpets, and other hangings to be set

up against the garden, in order to protect us from the violence of the

rain.

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