BOOK III.

_On outside wrapper (a handkerchief):_

No secrets as far as I am concerned.

C. G. GORDON.

LT.-COLONEL STEWART, C.M.G., Chief of the Staff, or LORD WOLSELEY,

G.C.B. Soudan Expeditionary Force.

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JOURNAL OF EVENTS—KARTOUM, VOL. III. From 1st Oct. to 12th Oct., 1884.

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_On cover at back_:

GENERAL GORDON’S JOURNAL

From 1st Oct. to 12th Oct., 1884.

EVENTS IN KARTOUM.

It will require pruning down if published.

C. G. GORDON.

1/10/84.

_On inside sheet_:

EVENTS AT KARTOUM.

GENERAL GORDON’S JOURNAL, VOL. III.

From Oct. 1st to 1884.

If published, must be pruned down.

C. G. GORDON.

[Illustration: GOUVERNORAT GENERAL DU SOUDAN]

JOURNAL.

_October 1._—Steamers left yesterday at 3 P.M. for (Berber, _D.V.,

viâ_) Shendy. Yesterday the steamer _Towfikia_ attacked the Arabs on

the White Nile, and killed a horse and three men. Steamer _Bordeen_

drove back the horsemen on the Blue Nile. The Arabs attacked a village

lower down the White Nile than Halfeyeh, and were driven back by the

villagers with loss: you may believe as much as you like of this, _but

our vessels went out_, that is the main thing.

The more I think of appointing Abdel Kader[94] Pasha in my place, the

more strongly does the idea recommend itself, for it does away with

all difficulties, and leaves Her Majesty’s Government perfectly free

to abandon or not as it thinks fit. Abdel Kader Pasha would be under

no such obligations as I am to the soldiers, &c., of these beleaguered

places, and Her Majesty’s Government could put it all on him if

anything was said. To me it has the selfish advantage of being free at

once of a very disagreeable and troublesome position, both personally

and publicly.

As for feeling at all vexed at this arrangement, viz. my being put

out, I should not, for the only thing which actuates me is this: _I

think it mean to leave the garrisons_; but if my superiors decide to do

so, and will take the responsibility, then what am I? to dispute their

decision, the more especially as I cannot do so without funds, which I

have not. I do not dispute but that the withdrawal of the garrisons is

not a difficult task, but not impossible; and if not impossible, our

honour binds us to fulfil it, and to my mind it is shabby not to do

it: but Governments do shabby things, _vide_ the Boer business, and if

they are going to do it here, the way I have pointed out is the best.

There is not the least reason for me to participate in its execution,

it would not be fair to try and force me, and another thing is that I

would _not_ be forced. I believe Her Majesty’s Government will adopt

this idea, and if they do, I see a vista of an escape with honour and

without _fracas_ (which is very pleasing), from a position which is

not likely to be a feather-bed, and which might require me to go on

struggling for over a year, not only against the Arabs, but against the

antipathies and ill-disguised hostility of Her Majesty’s Government,

for certainly they would not be over friendly if forced into a line of

action their soul abhors.

_I think_ we are bound to extricate the garrisons whatever it costs;

_they do not_; there is no reason for any difference of opinion which

cannot exist between a Government and an individual, they simply place

an individual who thinks with them, and the matter is done, and this

individual is Abdel Kader Pasha. I see no reason to try and force me to

do what I do not think right, and which I can consequently do only in a

half-hearted manner if I even undertook it, _which I will not_.

As for the effect of my replacement by Abdel Kader Pasha: 1st, it

would produce no surprise, for it is well known I and Towfik are not at

all friends. 2nd, it is also known that Her Majesty’s Government wish

to be rid of all responsibility of the Soudan, _in re_ the garrisons;

therefore the removal of me would be merely the carrying out of this

policy. 3rd, Abdel Kader Pasha is the best man they have had up here,

and so, till the matter was broken to them, he would be well received.

It is not vaunting myself when I say that the general opinion here is

this, that Her Majesty’s Government would never have sent an expedition

up here had it not had me and Stewart here, _sent up by them!_[95] I

think they fully realise, that as far as the garrisons, &c., &c., were

concerned, were it not for us they might perish as quickly as they

liked; they also realise that, unless for the action of Her Majesty’s

Government at Cairo, assistance would have been sent long ago from

Cairo, so it must not be expected of the people to be very grateful.

They are glad to get out of their mess, but consider they are only

extricated under compulsion of circumstances, and not _con amore_.

If time presses, then telegraph Towfik to make the Mudir of Dongola

_Governor-General_ (it does not signify who is your dummy, only perhaps

he may not be so ductile as Abdel Kader) in my place, and your work is

easy, such work as it is.

_Personally_, I can assure you, I shall be only too delighted, for I

could be in Brussels in December, and free, honourably, of the whole

affair; you could not possibly expect me to stay after being replaced.

_Mark my words, if you have made up your mind, this is the best

solution_ and avoids all scandal.

Abdel Kader will make out that the Mahdi’s government is not really

so bad: that it is impossible, &c., &c., to be wandering all over

Africa, and his paper on the state of affairs will go down splendidly

with the public, and there will be honours all round, and mutual

congratulations. The British public accepted, without hesitation, the

trial of Arabi Pasha, by Ismail Pasha Ayoub, and Réouf Pasha, _as being

a just one_! Why, had they tried an angel, and Towfik had wished the

angel _guilty—guilty that angel would have been_, even if Michael or

Gabriel. Now I have told you how to whitewash I will end this tirade.

I will only remark that Her Majesty’s Government must not say _I was

replaced, because I wished to keep the Soudan_, FOR I DO NOT SAY SO, it

is an useless country; what I say is, that it is shabby _to abandon the

garrisons_, &c., &c.

I own the proposition I make is in some degree a trap, for I feel

confident that there will be no end of trouble, even in placing Abdel

Kader Pasha in my place and trying to evacuate; but if you accept it

you will do so (after this warning) with your eyes open.

Two women slaves came in from the Sheikh el Obeyed; no news, except

that the Arabs with this chief, are very badly off for water.

The following is what I would do, if in supreme command, military and

political. Divide the forces into three sections; one, A, to stay at

Dongola, half force, and look after communications from Wady Halfa to

Berber by river, in those _étapes_ or stages already alluded to.

Another, B, to occupy Berber, quarter force.

Another, C, to be a fighting force (quarter force) without artillery,

for we have guns up here. With C I would come to Kartoum, coax Arabs

down to Giraffe, destroy them, then coax Arabs to El foun and destroy

them; then push up to Wad el Medinet and destroy Arabs there, thus

opening the road to Sennaar and allowing grain to come down.

[Illustration]

By which time you would see your way as to the future. I would restore

the telegraph as I went along.

The result of these operations would be the retreat of the Mahdi’s

Arabs to Kordofan, and the surrender of those in and about Kassala.

Humanly speaking, there will be probably _three_ fights, costing each

fight, _eight_ killed and _fifteen_ wounded, as far as experience goes;

not more, and very likely, if the first fight is a good one (and we

have a _good_ pursuit), there will be no more after it; all the rest

will be child’s play.[96]

Arabs must have one good defeat, to wipe out Hicks’ disasters, and _my

defeats_. Berber will be evacuated.

[Illustration]

The troops at fight No. 1 _Giraffe_ will go up in the castellated

barges (which are real fortresses), and be covered by five steamers,

each with two guns, and two barges with a Krupp gun in each

(16-pounders), so there would be no risk; none of the Arabs’ forts are

closed at gorge.

Force need not be more than 1000 strong, _for we could send_ 3000 for

the flanks; but, as it would fight on river banks, there would be no

fear for flank attack. All could be done in thirty days as far as

fighting is concerned. This of course leaves the question of Kordofan

unsettled. The Mahdi might come to terms, and abandon his spiritual

power, but I doubt it.

[Illustration]

The fighting force C probably will be under Buller. _Earle_ at

_Berber_; _Dormer_ at _Abou Hamed_; and _Fremantle_ at _Dongola_; the

Sirdar at _Wady Halfa_; Lord Wolseley PARTOUT! Goodenough in command of

Royal Artillery; Harrison (in recollection of China) commanding Royal

Engineers. I hope Goodenough will not be too proud to use our guns, he

will be horrified at the vents, which are from continuous firing; we do

not rebouch up here, not having bouches.

No one could be astonished at my reluctance to make a bolt of it

without the garrisons, for it virtually makes out all our toils, for

the last seven months, as utterly useless; we had, to all intents and

purposes, better have surrendered months ago. One feels such a mean

brute to go egging on men to fight, and then to let it end with a

skedaddle.

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_October 2nd._—A sergeant-major, with a soldier, escaped last night;

he reports that the Mahdi came from Obeyed to Schatt, with two ortas

of black captured troops, two Krupp guns, and seven mountain guns;

but then the Arab tribes in his rear rose, and that he went back,

taking the guns with him, sending one of his Ameers, Abdullah Waled

Jubira, to Kalakla with 100 black troops. The sergeant-major reports

the Arabs have 140 Krupp shells and 200 boxes of Remington ammunition;

that the Arabs did not suffer when they fired on the steamers coming

from Sennaar; that, with the Mahdi, are all the Roman Catholic Mission

party, _who have not changed their religion_: one nun is exposed to

the sun to force her to do so. The man says the other guns are all

broken in their carriages, in the Mahdi’s fights with the Arabs. The

Mahdi takes Slatin and all the Europeans with him when he moves; he

reports Waled a Goun has sent the black troops he had with him to the

rear, because so many escaped; the Arabs fired a salute of four guns on

arrival of the Ameer Abdullah Waled Jubira.

A slave coming in from the left bank reports Faki Mustapha with few

troops; says the rumour of the advance expeditionary force is rife;

says the Arab ferry is at Kalakla; they pass only at night. The

sergeant-major says that he is sure the tribes (on the Mahdi’s going

to Schatt) all rose and pillaged on the road: hence the Mahdi’s return

towards Obeyed.

The man the doctor operated upon for the large stone is dead.

From what the sergeant-major says, it appears I am not more liked by

the Mahdi than I am _elsewhere_—a nuisance! and a bore!

The _Towfikia_ steamer went up the _White_ Nile, and fired upon the

Arabs! The _Bordeen_ steamer went up the _Blue_ Nile, and fired upon

the Arabs! The Halfeyeh people went out and captured a camel! All these

things are _hostilities_ not countenanced by Her Majesty’s Government.

This afflicts me, that joker Egerton!

I have sent off another spy to Debbeh, saying that three steamers wait

their orders at Metemma, _one hundred and fifty_ miles from Debbeh!

The Shaggyeh tribes are giving me bother again with their horrid

families down river. They are most exasperating.

A horse escaped from the Arabs, formerly belonging to Government. It

gave _no_ information; but from its action, may be supposed _not to

believe in the Mahdi_.

Simmons[97] and I agree on one subject—that Egypt is useless to us,

unless we have command of the seas; and if we have command of seas,

Egypt is ours; therefore it is not worth bothering about. We will never

be liked by its peoples; we do not go the right way to be liked. To

my mind, if we looked after the Cape and Mauritius, &c., it would be

far more beneficial, and less expensive, than wasting our money on

Egypt and the Soudan; but because Egypt _used to_ be important, we

think it is always so. Whereas, the introduction of steam has quite

altered its importance, while the creation of other Naval Powers in the

Mediterranean renders that sea no longer a question of supremacy of

France or England.

I have mentioned reports of troops moving on Kassala, yet not one word

is said, either one way or another, by Kitchener. Surely he must know

that if this is the case, I ought to be told; or if no movement is

being made in that direction, I ought to be informed.

Arabi’s clerk, Ahmet-Eff-Awaan[98] (Stewart knows him well) was, on

Stewart’s departure, represented to me as in utter misery, so I gave

him back £10 a month. _To-night_ I heard my friend had been positively

preaching for the Mahdi! so I have shut him up. An attempt was made

the day before yesterday morning to set fire to one of the houses near

the magazine at the Roman Catholic Mission. It was discovered; it was

evidently the work of an incendiary. I have ordered all houses to be

pulled down in the neighbourhood. This is not comfortable, for it shows

we have some evil-disposed people here.[99]

_October 3._—Small church parade to-day on South Front. Some

twenty-five horsemen came near the lines, and four shots were fired at

them.

An inquiry is going on about the fire near the magazine. Some little

suspicion that Awaan is mixed up with it, for his house was near;

indeed, it adjoins the place where the fire was. It burned four tents.

It will go hard with him if he is found guilty: certainly his preaching

in favour of the Mahdi is against him.

I visited the place of the fire, and also Awaan’s house. My impression

is against Awaan’s being the culprit; but I have no doubt the Court

of Inquiry will find him guilty. Wilfred Blunt will be crying out

about this ill-used martyr, so will Arabi the blest. I am paying for

the houses pulled down. There is no doubt the fire was the work of an

incendiary. To-day ends the Bairam.

Stewart will not believe it of Awaan; but it appears that in disputing

about the Mahdi, Awaan took off his slipper[100] and struck his

opponent—he was so strong in his opinion. A more fawning, wretched

fellow one never saw. I should send him to the Mahdi, but that he knows

English, and is a born intriguer.

I reason thus, respecting the slackness of the Intelligence Department

not sending in spies. As noted in the Journal, on an average four or

five men come in daily from the Arabs, therefore they do not keep so

very strict a look-out; also now there are vast gaps in their lines

around the place, and one may say from here to Shendy is open. It is

more difficult to go out than to come in, for in going out one may

stumble on some new emplacement of the Arabs, while in coming in a man

can ascertain such emplacements beforehand; it is evident also, that

as all the information we have had has come from my _return spies_,

that no effort has been made by the Intelligence Department. Had that

Department initiated any such step, in any energy, it is unlikely that

all _their_ men would have been stopped—my spies get caught, though,

_so frequently_ passing the lines of Arabs.

The more one thinks of it, the more impossible does it seem for Her

Majesty’s Government to get out of this country without extricating the

garrisons and establishing some Government at Kartoum; once having, as

they have, come up to Dongola, they cannot well go back from Dongola,

they must come to Berber, and when once at Berber, as there is the

river, they must come up here; once here, they must go to Sennaar or

arrange to open this route. It is of all things the most perplexing,

and one does not see the end of it, unless we give the country to

the Turks. With the best will and with all favourable circumstances,

_i.e._, that it is found possible to abandon, it will take six to eight

months, and with a terrible outlay, and one cannot think that even then

it is a satisfactory termination if, after extricating the garrisons

and contenting ourselves with that, we let the Mahdi come down and

boast of driving us out.

If we proclaim the abolition of slave-holding we must proclaim it in

Egypt as well, and then the revenue falls. The Turks really seem the

only way out of it, in a speedy way. It would be cheaper to give them

a million pounds than to keep our people up here, and there is no

discredit to our arms if we take Berber and open the route to Sennaar,

and then leave the country to the Turks, letting them deal with the

Mahdi as they like. I think even the gift of two millions to the Turks

would be a cheap solution of it, and is also a quick and an honourable

one.

As for Her Majesty’s Government keeping the Soudan itself, it is out

of the question, for you could not get men to serve here except under

great salaries and supported with large forces; and as for giving

it back to Egypt, in a couple of years we would have another Mahdi;

therefore, our choice lies between Zubair and the Turks. Now, the time

has gone by when Zubair, almost alone, would suffice; he would now

need aid in men, while the Turks would need no aid from us in men.

Therefore, give the country to the Turks, when once you have come to

Kartoum, with one or two millions sterling (which YOU will spend in

three months’ occupation up here if you delay), make arrangements at

once with the Porte for its Soudan cession, let 6,000 Turks land at

Suakin and march up to Berber, thence to Kartoum; you can then retire

at once before the hot weather comes on.[101] Let 3000 Turks land at

Massowah and go to Kassala; that saves you that journey. You would

be even saved waiting till the troops came from the Equator and Bahr

Gazelle.

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_28th October._—Berber occupied.

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_5th November._—1000 Troops at Kartoum. 6000 Turks land at Suakin and

march to Berber. 4000 Turks land at Massowah and march to Kassala.

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_8th November._—Defeat of Arabs on south lines—unless they have

bolted.

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_12th November._—Defeat Arabs near El foun, unless they have

submitted.

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_15th November._—Despatch of force to Sennaar to clear country round

Medinet.

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_1st to 10th December._—Arrival of Turks at Berber and Kartoum, and at

Kassala.

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_20th December._—Return of Her Majesty’s forces to Wady Halfa, leaving

1000 men at Dongola till Turks could come from Berber.

The frontier to be Wady Halfa. All steamers, &c., to be handed over to

the Turks. The two millions to be paid in four instalments.

Suakin and Massowah to be free ports under the Turks.

Egypt is responsible for the pensions of those who return to Egypt.

Turkey is responsible for the pensions of those who stay in the Soudan.

I see nothing to prevent the whole affair being settled by the end of

January, and the whole expeditionary force from being in Cairo at the

end of February.

As for the slave-trade, one cannot help it.[102]

I cannot see why France could object if we let her have some “say” in

Egypt. She will thwart all we do there unless we do let her have a

“say.”[103]

We make up with Turkey by this action, and she would aid us to prevent

Egypt being annexed by any other Power.

Remember we have no time to lose—that we must make our choice at

once—and that choice must be one of a strong decisive kind, with

no shifting hopes of something turning up. Our expedition is very

ticklish, very expensive, and _utterly unremunerative_.

If once our men get sickly up here, and our programme is a skedaddle,

the consequences might be most disastrous. The skedaddle programme

would cool all the people against us, and strengthen the Mahdi

immensely; and then there is no way to avoid the heats, unless by the

skedaddle programme; but if you agree with the Turks, you avoid the

heats and the skedaddle programme, and have people with you.

I hope I am not going down to History as being the cause of this

expedition, for I decline the imputation. _The expedition comes up to

deliver the garrisons._[104] I think it would read well in history:

“Her Majesty’s Government having accepted duties in Egypt, and

consequently in the Soudan, sent up a force to restore tranquillity,

which, having been done, Her Majesty’s Government handed over that

government of the Soudan to the Sultan.”

Our people may try as they like, they can never govern Egypt and pay

the interest; combine with France, and let down the interest to 3 per

cent., which we cannot do without France agreeing.

As for any of the men in Cairo now pretending to govern, it is

useless; they know nothing of, and have no sympathy with, the

country. What can they know of the country, sitting at Cairo? What

the people want, is half taxes, and Censors going through provinces

remedying evils. Do away with Wood’s army, an useless expense.

Do away with three-fourths of European employés, railway, &c.,

&c.—cormorants!—ditto Gendarmerie.

I shall send out three men in different directions to-morrow to Debbeh,

with further notifications that three steamers, and each with two

field-guns, are at Metemma, Shendy, 150 miles from Ambukol, which is

35 miles higher up river than Debbeh, waiting orders of expeditionary

force, and saying Cuzzi’s baggage is to be searched. I have now done

all I can. In ten days’ time I shall send a steamer to Metemma with

further information. The attempt to fire the magazine has made me

vicious with the people. No one in from Arabs to-day. Query, _ominous_!

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_October 4._—The boiler will be put in the new steamer (sister to

_Abbas_) to-day. She will be ready for sea in six days.

Report from Cassim el Mousse late last night. Arabs say Sheikh el

Obeyed meditates an attack on Halfeyeh. The trouble these Shaggyeh have

given us is beyond description.

Ibrahim Bey Ruckdi, loq. Lutraim: “He called for me at (9 P.M.) 3! in

the night; he bullied me to work. Can you imagine such a thing?—it

is preposterous. He flew at me like a tiger, because I showed he was

unreasonable. It is _Bairam_ too: can you imagine such a thing?”

_Awaan_, Arabi’s clerk, has been telling, in the town, that the

letters I got saying, “Her Majesty’s troops are advancing,” were

written by him and sent down, and then returned. There is an evident

wish to take off his head; but I think he is more fool than knave, and

shall try and resist the wish of town.

Saleh Pasha’s son telegraphed to me he wanted to come and see me. I

answered he might come or _go_, as he liked. He said, what did I mean

by “go?” I was much tempted to say, “_Go to your father, who is in

chains with Mahdi_,” but resisted temptation, and said, “_Go out of

telegraph station_.”

I had to send down ten barges for those creatures at 10 P.M. last

night. (See p. 185.)

No spies in this morning; people will begin to believe Awaan’s

statement, that he it was who wrote the letters (I pretended to have

had) from the English.

A woman just in says there is a report with the Arabs that the English

are at Dongola; that a steamer and four nuggars, with English, are at

Berber(?) (I expect she has mixed up Stewart’s steamer and boats with

her story); that the Arab chief of Berber has sent for help, which has

not yet been sent him.

One of those large shells was blown up by a boy treading on it; it does

not appear to have hurt him; it was in the group of date palms opposite

to the Palace.

I confess the shells do not seem so very destructive. Perhaps they are

too deeply buried; however, they have frightened people.

A small boy and five men escaped from the Arabs and came in. The

Mahdi, with Europeans, is at Schatt; he means to come to Omdurman. They

corroborate that some troops went back to Obeyed to put down the rising

of tribes.

The boiler has been successfully put in the small steamer.

It is odd how quick the blacks, by instinct, know how to avoid the

effects of the shells, by throwing themselves on the ground when

they hear the fizz of the quick-match; they all do it, and thus have

escaped. Of course it would not do in an assault. The little black chap

never ran so fast as he did when he got up after the explosion, never

looking behind him. He went to two black sluts, who had been alarmed at

the noise, and explained the opening of the ground, &c., with a good

deal of gesticulation. They had a sort of Medgliss[105] on the subject

whether it was not time to return home, and pick no more grass, after

such dreadful things had happened, and which ended in their doing so,

carefully avoiding the scene of the accident.

I expect these improvident people killed over 1000 sheep and goats at

their Bairam; the report is that it exceeds that number.

There is no doubt there will be a fearful famine in this country next

year, for there are vast districts lying desert which were formerly

cultivated.

The party which went to Jaila, the village north of Halfeyeh which

the Arabs had attacked, have come back with the rescued families, and

twenty-five cows captured from the so-called rebels. (Query, Who are

the rebels, _we or the Arabs_?) (To-day is the 206th day we have been

more or less shut up. Delightful life! I wonder what Azotus [Ashdod]

felt with its twenty-nine years blockade?)

* * * * *

_October 5._—Two men and a boy came in from the Arabs, and report that

the Mahdi has made a small advance towards Omdurman. Little else of

import. They say Hussein Pasha Khalifa, Saleh Pasha, Slatin, and all

the Europeans are with the Mahdi; that Kordofan is in turmoil; that the

Arabs say they will wait till they can collect a lot of men, and then

will attack the lines.

If you do not arrange with the Turks you will not get out of the

country for a year, and it will cost you twelve millions, and probably

then you will have to fall back on the Turks.[106] Whereas if you

arrange with the Turks you can get out in January, and it will cost you

seven millions, including the two millions you give the Turks. Truly

this black sister “Soudan” has avenged her white sister “Egypt.”

A scorpion in bath sponge this morning. It stung me upon the finger. I

murdered it, and so am quits. I wonder whether any analysis has been

made of the scorpion’s and the cobra’s poison. This is the sixth time I

have been stung.

A sheikh of the neighbourhood came in, and says a short time ago a

Frenchman came up with two Arabs from Dongola to the Mahdi. The Mahdi

could not make it out, and asked why he came. The man said he had come

up to salute the Mahdi. The Mahdi being suspicious imprisoned him for

seven days, and then let him out. He was in a Dervish dress. It is said

he spoke to Saleh Pasha and to Slatin in secret, upon which the Mahdi

separated these two, and put them in open arrest (is this Rochefort?)

My informant says he denied to the Mahdi that the English were in

Dongola, but told Slatin and Saleh Pasha that they were there. This man

is with the Mahdi now, and is free. It might be Renan,[107] the author

of the ‘Life of Jesus,’ who in his last publication takes leave of the

world, and is said to have gone into Africa, not to reappear again. He

was a Roman Catholic priest originally, is a great Arabic scholar, and

evidently a very unhappy and restless man.

I met him once in the rooms of the Royal Geographical Society one

afternoon, and I remember the Secretary proposing to him to go up to

the _top_ of that _high house!_ to see the observatory. Renan declined.

He looked bored and weary in being made a hero of, and when Sir R.

Alcock introduced me to him, I suppose he saw my look of commiseration

for his trials, and was civil to me. I have often thought we might meet

again. What a fearful infliction hero-worship is to its victim. I think

it a great impertinence to praise a man to his face. It implies you

are his superior, for the greater praises the smaller; and though that

may be the case, it is not necessary to announce it to the smaller.

Supposing one is wrinkled and grey-haired, it is satire to say you are

smooth-skinned, &c., &c., and beautiful, and so it must be with every

man who knows himself and who is praised—endurance, self-denial, and

twaddle—one would have bolted like a lamplighter if one could, and one

could have stood the after criticism.

... on going to the trenches before Sevastopol fell out, and said he

would not go down. The colonel put him under arrest. He was in a way

more plucky to do this than to go to the trenches. Self-sacrifice is

that of a nurse—ignored (and “paid,” of course, what can she want

more!). No one goes into ecstasies over her self-denial.

If it is Renan he will not approve of the pepper system. The man says

the Mahdi was perfectly astounded at this Frenchman’s appearance, and

did nothing but question him. “Why do you come here?” &c., &c. If he

comes to the lines, and it is Renan, I shall go and see him, for,

whatever one may think of his unbelief in our Lord, he certainly dared

to say what he thought, and he has not changed his creed to save his

life.

A black mother and her two sons have come in, and say the Mahdi is at

Jura Hadra, twenty-five miles south of Duem. The woman was delighted to

see herself in the mirrors, and grinned and smirked at her reflections.

Spies say Nuehr Bey Angara has been sent back by the Mahdi to Obeyed,

to put down the rising of the tribes; if he would only _rise_ himself,

for he is an old friend of mine, the Mahdi would be cut off from Obeyed

and be in a bad way.

The steamer _Bordeen_ is back from Halfeyeh.

We chose to regard Greece, Spain, Turkey, Mexico, and other lands,

as debtors and bankrupts. We did not attempt to saddle the rulers,

personally, with the debts of these countries—excepting in the case

of Egypt and Ismail Pasha (_i.e._, we did not turn out the rulers of

those states, while we did turn out Ismail), of course it is easy to

put it down to his ill-faith. I expect the rulers of those other states

were guilty of far worse faith. It is the custom to _say_ we acted in

the interests of the oppressed fellaheen, but what have the fellaheen

gained up to the present time? Where are those millions to come from I

have talked of?

Let us consider dispassionately the state of affairs. Does Her

Majesty’s Government consider they are responsible for the extrication

of the Soudan garrisons and Cairo inhabitants? We can only judge that

Her Majesty’s Government does recognise this responsibility, for

otherwise why did they send me up, and why did they relieve Tokar?

Once this responsibility is assumed, I see no outlet for it but to

relieve the garrisons, _coûte que coûte_. It may be said that the

object of the present expedition is for _my_ relief _personally_. But

how is it possible for me to go away and leave men whom I have egged on

to fight for the last six months? How could I leave after encouraging

Sennaar to hold out? No one could possibly wish me to do so. No

Government could take the responsibility of so ordering me. There is

this difficulty: perhaps it would be patriotic to bolt; but _even if_

I could get _my mind_ to do it, I doubt if it is possible to get _my

body_ out of this place. Had Baring said in March, “Shift for yourself

as best you can,” which he could have done, the affair could have been

arranged, and we could have bolted to the Equator; but, if you look

over my telegrams,[108] you will see I ask him what he will do, and he

never answered.[109] The people had not then endured any privation, and

I was, as it were, not much engaged to them; but now it is different,

especially as we have communicated with Sennaar.

No one can judge the waste of money and expense of life in the

present expedition—it is an utter waste of both—but it is simply due

to the indecisions of our Government. Had they said from the first,

“We do not care—we will do nothing for the garrisons of the Soudan,

they may perish; had they not relieved Tokar; had they not telegraphed

to me as to the force to relieve me (_vide_ telegrams, 5th May,

from Suakin; 29th April, from Massowah). Had they telegraphed (when

Baring telegraphed to Cuzzi 29th March, which arrived here saying,

‘No British troops are coming to Berber, negotiations going on about

opening road—Graham was about to attack Osman Digna’”), “_SHIFT FOR

YOURSELF_”, why, nothing could have been said; but Her Majesty’s

Government would not say they were going to abandon the garrisons, and

therefore “_shift for yourself_”. It is that which has hampered us

so much. On the one hand, if I bolted I deserted them (Her Majesty’s

Government); on the other hand, by staying I have brought about this

expedition. Baring gave me distinct orders not to go to the Equator

without the permission of Her Majesty’s Government (_vide_ telegrams

with Stewart’s journal).[110] I do not question the policy of Her

Majesty’s Government in not keeping the Soudan. It is a wretched

country, and not worth keeping. I do not pretend even to judge the

policy of letting the garrisons, &c., &c., perish; but I do say, I

think that Her Majesty’s Government ought to have taken the bold step

of speaking out and saying, _“SHIFT FOR YOURSELF” in March_, when I

could have done so, and not now, when I am in honour bound to the

people after six months’ bothering warfare. Not only did Baring not

say, “_Shift for yourself_,” but he put a veto upon my going to the

Equator—_vide_ his telegrams in Stewart’s Journal. I say this because

no one deplores more the waste of money and life in this expedition,

and no one can realise its difficulties better than myself, but,

owing to what has past, owing to indecision, we are in for it, and

the only thing now to do is to see how to get out of it, with honour

and the least expense possible—and I see no other way than by giving

the country to the Turks. I am not raising difficulties, or being

cantankerous; I wish most sincerely I was out of the place, where from

February I have had no peace. The question is how to do so. I may be

wrong, but I have a strong suspicion that much rejoicing (_rejoicing_

perhaps a _little_ for my personal, but a good deal for my official

safety) would have taken place in official circles had I appeared in

the _Abbas_ with Stewart; but it was not even physically possible, and

I should have been a disgraced man for ever had I been able to do so

and had done it. Besides which, we were entirely in doubt as to the

intentions of Her Majesty’s Government as to letting the garrisons

slide or not. I might have been tried for deserting my post, and for

letting the steamers and stores fall into the hands of the Mahdi, for

that was certain within five days of my quitting the place. What I

suspect or do not suspect, would not justify me in my action, and,

as it turns out, my suspicions were wrong, for after Stewart left, I

hear a British force is coming up—of course it is a query what is

it coming up for? If _for the garrisons_, then I have done what the

Government wants, for I have kept the city; if _for me_, then I have

done wrong, for I should have come down at all costs; but in one case

great inconvenience would have been given; while in the other it is

only my life—and if it is _for me_ the expedition comes, it would be

better to tell me, “Shift for yourself; we do not mean to extricate the

garrisons”—in which case perhaps we may find an issue—at any rate the

people will know exactly the state of affairs, and our Government will

not be exposed to an unnecessary expense and danger in sending troops

up here for _ME_. I should consider Her Majesty’s Government were

completely exonerated from all responsibility with respect to myself

if they sent me that order, “_Shift for yourself_; we _do not mean to

extricate the garrisons_,” I should make my arrangements, and (telling

the people how I am situated, with no hope of relief for them), should

make a bolt to the Equator in six weeks’ time. There would be no

dishonour in that, for, as I had no relief coming, the only sequel of

my staying with them would be to be a prisoner with them, and in fact

my presence would only exasperate the Arabs instead of being of any

good.

It may be argued, Why not retreat on Berber? I would rather not do

that, for I would wish to show in a positive way that I had no part or

lot in the abandoning of the garrisons, &c., &c., and, at any rate, I

should save the garrisons of the Equator and of the Bahr Gazelle if I

succeeded in getting away to them.

* * * * *

_October 6._—The steamer _Bordeen_ up the _Blue_ Nile wasting a lot

of ammunition on the Arab foraging parties. No arsenals could stand

this drain on their resources. I expect that the _Bordeen_ fired fifty

rounds to-day.

Three escaped soldiers came in from the Arabs; they say that the Arabs

have sent a Krupp and a mountain gun to Giraffe; so that may account

for the heavy firing above mentioned. One of the men says the Arabs

placed two boats in a position close to the two guns they had brought,

in order to entice the steamer to go and take them, thus hoping to

sink her. However, I am glad to say the steamer is on her way back.

The continual anxiety one is in about these little things is very

wearing. One never knows if, through some rash act, I may not lose a

steamer, or men may not be cut off. One has no man like Gessi[111] who

one can trust for these little expeditions. Steamer _Towfikia_ went up

the White Nile and fired upon the Arabs. It is just as I thought: the

_Bordeen_ steamer has come back, having been struck by a shell about a

foot above the water-line, close to the cutwater; no one was hurt. All

the Arabs are going from the White Nile towards Giraffe. I expect we

shall have the old game at Bourré again. In these circumstances you can

imagine how very vicious one feels towards Her Majesty’s Intelligence

Department for not giving us any news. It is not so much for myself as

it is for the townspeople.[112]

The steamer reports that the Arabs had five guns. It is evident the

Arabs mean to hold the Blue Nile by their force at Giraffe, and I dare

not try to dislodge them; they will then communicate with the Sheikh el

Obeyed’s force, and eventually come down upon Shoboloha or thereabouts;

while the Mahdi, coming to Omdurman, will circle us in, a second time.

Owing to a discovered intrigue and the risk of having too much power

in the hands of one man, I have sent Ibrahim Ruckdi to Malia as chief

clerk, and Gugliz Bey of Malia is made my chief clerk. Nothing like

change of air for these fellows.

As interesting to Stewart, I will mention the intrigue. He knows of

the letters which came, accusing Ibrahim Ruckdi of venality. Well, a

Medgliss was held, and Mahomet Bey Agad was found guilty of sending the

letters. I did not care to push the matter, for, in my belief, Agad was

right in his accusation, although he had no right to write anonymously.

_Of course_ the Medgliss found him guilty, as every Egyptian Medgliss

does every one sent before it; so I temporised and hinted to a third

person that it would be well if Ibrahim asked pardon of Agad; this

hint, being of course a sort of order, he took; but I noticed he was

working against Agad; and yesterday he came with a paper against Hassan

Agad the Sandjak, putting it forward as Ferratch Pasha’s idea to turn

Hassan Agad out. I thought over it, and it worried me, the viciousness

of the man; but I took no action. However, to-day, as I told him to

write another order about the troops saluting me by stopping in the

road and saying he was responsible for it, he said, as he turned away,

in an impertinent manner, “Am I Commandant of troops?” He was brought

back, and, nose to grindstone, was sent to Malia, and Gugliz Bey was

brought up to chief clerkship.

I own I am suspicious, _i.e._, I judge by the eye, by little signs,

&c., for I do not know the language; but I cannot help thinking I

am more often right than wrong with my suspicions. One comes on a

group of clerks, heads all together, in the chief clerk’s room; one

sees disturbed countenances at once. I cannot help thinking “You are

concocting devilry!” and I look out for some “_tricks_.”

Another soldier escaped here from the Arabs, and says the Mahdi is

at Jura Hadra, and intends coming to Omdurman. He does not appear to

think the Arabs care for the English advance, though they know they

are at Dongola, “a far cry,” they say, to Kartoum. They consider

Hicks’s defeat was one over the English troops. One thing is good,

viz., that the Arabs came down to Giraffe, for if they stay there,

when the British do come they will fall easy victims without any long

march inland. It certainly does seem astounding that the Arabs seem

so confident when a British force is only 150 miles from them, which

is the case, for that distance of 150 miles alone separates the three

steamers from Debbeh, which has a water-way to Dongola, and the place

the three steamers are at, has a water-way to Kartoum. In reality, with

a well-equipped force, Debbeh is not more than eight days’ from Kartoum

at the outside, saying that the 150 miles were made in six and a-half

days, which for camels is twenty-five miles a day, very easy marching;

while, from Metemma to this is 100 miles—a day and a half for steamers

(when I say Debbeh, I mean Ambukol, to which place from Debbeh you have

the open river). The appearance of one British soldier or officer here

settles the question of relief _vis-à-vis_ the townspeople, for then

they know that I have not told them lies.

The Arabs fired fourteen rounds at the _Bordeen_. The shell which

entered her was a Krupp; the hole is now repaired.

It was an unfortunate remark of Ibrahim Ruckdi, “Am I Commandant

of soldiers?” I had dismissed the thought of changing him, having

comforted myself that, one way or another, my tenure of office could

not be long up here, when he said that; it was like a match in powder;

he was brought back, and made then and there to sign his dismissal. I

do not think he realised it, even after he had written it. Even to me

it was a surprise, for I really had given up all idea of sending him

off.

The sister steamer to the _Abbas_ will be finished, I hope, in four

days. She will be called the _Hussein_, after the head of the dockyard.

The other one, also a sister steamer, will be, I hope, finished in six

weeks, if we exist that time. Of the two steamers at Berber with Arabs,

the _Fascher_ and the _Monsuhania_—the latter is reported disabled.

I have ordered _Bordeen_ to go on the White Nile on patrol from Kalakli

to Shoboloha; the _Ismailia_ is at Halfeyeh, _Towfikia_ at Omdurman.

The Arabs, who went in numbers to Giraffe to-day went back to their Dem

at sunset.

We have another large steamer, the _Chabeen_, up in our _dry-dock_,

which I hope will be soon ready for action.

A man came in from the Arabs; he says Seyd Mahomet Osman has sent 300

camels to bring his family from Shendy to Kassala (this is a bad sign);

he says the English have advanced towards Berber.

* * * * *

_October 7._—Ibrahim Ruckdi has fallen from £60 per month to £30.

Sixteen soldiers with their arms came in to-day from the Arabs, also

one slave; they had not much to say. Arabs had three guns against the

steamer yesterday; they kept one gun at Giraffe, where they keep small

detachments all night. The Arabs pursued the men escaping, and fired

a few rounds, but did no harm; with these men came in four women of

theirs, quite a flock.

I really think the Arabs on the south side keep such a way off because

they are afraid of the captured soldiers deserting. The sixteen men who

came in were splendid fellows, all nearly six feet; they say a body of

forty others have made up their minds to come in a mass either to-day

or to-morrow.

An Arab of Kartoum came in from Omdurman; says grass huts are being

made for the Mahdi’s arrival there; man says the Arabs report “English

and Turkish troops at Debbeh.” _Towfikia_ went up the White Nile; saw a

few Arabs, who fired on her.

Another soldier has come in—the Arabs will be furious; he says nine

others have made up a party to leave the Arab camp. The Arabs spread

reports that I kill all who come in; but the whole of the soldiers of

the Soudan know me of old, and so the reports are not believed. This

soldier was at Berberah when last I saw him. I had moved all the black

soldiers from there to Senheit, as the climate did not suit them. It is

odd that Berberah, Zeila, and Harrar suits the Egyptian and chocolate

faces; not the blacks, who suffer from pulmonary complaints in those

parts.

The sputtering of musketry on the lines this morning quite reminded me

of old times. The Arabs fired a good deal at the runaways.

[Illustration:

Berber

Arabs

Metemma

Shendy

_Three Steamers_

Shoboloha

_Three Steamers_

Arabs

KARTOUM

Kalakla

El foun

Giraffe]

Some of the officers are very anxious to go out against the Arabs, but

I do not see it. We are not safe off the river banks, and there is no

good risking matters; besides which, we can never, with our force, give

them a crushing defeat, which will alone settle the question; and we

might, by a small defeat, drive them into the desert, where one could

not reach them if other troops come up. We are now thus placed (see

Map), and in four days I shall have four steamers between Shoboloha

and Kalakla. In a month I hope two more steamers will be ready: total,

_nine_. Arabs have _two_ at Berber, _one_ at Wad el Medinet; of those

at Berber only one is fit for work, the _Fascher_.

I will mention a secret in all Egyptian administrations, _i.e._, if

you give an order, it is totally inefficient in three days’ time if

not repeated again and again at intervals; it seems as if its essence

evaporated in the heat of these countries. The officers would laugh

you to scorn if you said, “Why, I gave a _standing order_ respecting

this or that.” It would be to them perfectly ridiculous and absurd to

expect a “standing order” to be obeyed, unless _repeated_ at intervals.

In most services, standing orders are regarded, but certainly not in

Egypt; this is the reason why all those beautiful proclamations and

laws issued by the control and their successors, are _dead letters_

after ten days; they are constructed for the European Press. What is

needed, is continual hammering at seeing your orders obeyed. Saleh

Pasha sent a man in with a message to me: “Mahdi is coming with 40,000

men, etc., etc., etc.” This is all rubbish. All Kordofan could not

produce this number; and if it could, the country could not support

them in food for five days.

Fearful row to-night because, after one-and-a-half days’ warning, the

_Bordeen_ was going to start for Halfeyeh, no soldiers were found on

board, and this after repeated orders to Ferratch Pasha. Men may say

what they like, but one is bound to lose one’s temper in such cases.

This is the story Saleh Pasha’s man tells: “Mahdi with 40,000 men is

coming to Omdurman, and will take it; he will then plunge into the

river and take Kartoum before the English come.” I reply that “the

Mahdi is not a fool to think that by plunging into the river he will

take Kartoum, neither can he have 40,000 men with him. _Put Saleh

Pasha’s messenger into chains as a spy of the enemy._” We have spies

direct from the Mahdi’s camp, who say “he has not 3000 with him.”

This business was going at the same time as my row with Ferratch

Pasha—certainly one is not on a bed of roses in this place.

* * * * *

_October 8th._—One soldier who escaped this morning, reports that

the Arabs are furious at the desertions of yesterday. Saleh Pasha’s

messenger (spoken of yesterday), on being put in chains, acknowledges

his statement is all fudge about Mahdi’s 40,000 men, &c., &c.

A sergeant escaped from the Arabs; he says the Arabs sent up about 200

black soldiers to Mesalamieh to get grain, and they escaped to Sennaar;

that Waled a Goun meditates coming over, with two guns, to the old Dem,

which was previously occupied by the son of Sheikh el Obeyed, on the

north side, near Halfeyeh, which, if he does, will be a great bore for

us. The Mahdi is at Jura Hadra; that a man had come from near Berber to

say the expedition was advancing towards that place. One has heard so

much of this sort of report that taken with the report of Waled a Goun

coming to Halfeyeh, one is inclined to doubt it, for he would not be

likely to do that if it was true about the expedition at Berber.

Sent out spy from Halfeyeh towards Shendy.

Whatever may happen, I hope it will be put to our credit that we gave

you the _Abbas_ steamer, and placed three steamers at your disposal

at Metemma,—when, if we had them we might have cut the route between

Jura on left bank of the Nile, and Fakir Ibraham on the right bank of

the Nile,—besides using up 350 soldiers of our meagre garrison in the

equipages of those steamers! Truly the indecision of our Government

has been, from a military point of view, a very great bore, for we

never could act as if independent; there was always the chance of their

taking action, which hampered us.

Take the Tokar business: had Baker been supported by, say, 500 men,

he would not have been defeated; yet, after he was defeated, you go and

send a force to relieve the town. Had Baker been supported by these 500

men, he would, in all probability, have been victorious, and would have

pushed on to Berber, and, once there, Berber would not have fallen.

What was right to do in _March_, was right to do in _February_. We sent

an expedition in March, so we ought to have sent it in February; and

then, the worst of it was, that Baker, having been defeated, _when you

did send your expedition to Tokar_, Baker’s force no longer existed,

and his guns resist me at Berber. It is truly deplorable, the waste

of men and money, on account of our indecision. Baker’s expedition

ought never to have been pushed forward, unless by small stages,

supported by forts. It had not more than fifteen or twenty miles to go,

and that distance ought to be, so to say, sapped. Take your present

expedition, I do not know (_thanks to that Intelligence Department!_)

the details, but it seems to me that till 20th August, or thereabouts,

we were supposed to be quietly disposed of, but about that date our

resurrection occurred, and then, “Let us have an expedition at once,

and send for Wolseley.” Had the men at Wady Halfa (Duncan) been told

in March (when he came up to Assouan) to make _étapes_ up to Dongola,

they would have been all ready for the expedition now. Personally, I

do not care, but I think what a perfect mess we would be in, in an

European war. I am convinced Wood, the Sirdar, and many others, foresaw

what was likely to happen, but they did not consider they were called

upon to make a row about it. (Plutarch’s Lives are out of print in our

generation; we do not like to be what club men call insubordinate,

though, of all insubordinates, the club men are the worst.) What is the

consequence? Why, an infinite expense and great difficulty. Mark the

way the Mahdi treated Cuzzi: is it likely he did it for the love of

Cuzzi? was it not because Cuzzi told him of Baring’s telegram, “that no

troops will be sent to Berber”? Remember, though I put these queries,

it is not I who put them: it is _history_. Why did Baker go to Suakin,

and Wood, the Sirdar, stay at Cairo? One was chief of gendarmerie; the

other was commander-in-chief. It was not a question of police, but of

war. If it was right to let Sinkat perish, it was right to let Tokar;

if it was right to relieve Tokar, it was right to see after Berber,

and thence on to Kartoum, Sennaar, Kassala, Bahr Gazelle, and the

Equator. At any rate, _be consistent_. No one can question the right of

the Government to decide; but when they decide, let it be a decision.

“WE WILL ABANDON ALTOGETHER, _and not care what happens_.” That is a

decision one can understand, whether one approves or not. We are not

the judges; but what we have done is such, that I declare I very much

doubt what is really going to be the policy of our Government, even now

that the expedition is at Dongola.

What were my ideas in coming out? They were these: _agreed abandonment

of Soudan, but extricate the garrisons_, and these were the

instructions of the Government; and I only wish that the public would

look over Baring’s and my telegrams exchanged from 28th February to

16th March, and see how he answered me:[113] it was as if I was amusing

myself up here. And then that light-hearted fellow Egerton ... adds

to it (“that I am in Capua”), “What are your intentions in staying at

Kartoum?”[114] I should like to see some explanation why no efforts

were made for the _relief_ of the _garrisons_ before August (_not_ MY

_relief_). Berber was known to have fallen in March; it may be said

the season was not good, then why in June does Egerton tell me to make

_contracts_? I hope Stewart will _cut out all this biliousness_.

9 P.M. _Telegraph cut with Halfeyeh._ This corroborates rather what

this man who came in to-day said, _i.e._ that the Arabs meditate coming

again to the Dem, north of this town, which will be a trouble—it will

be the beginning of a second blockade, and I hope the _last_, for I

declare I do not think I could go through a third _blockade_—siege is

too great a word for it.

* * * * *

_October 9._—Telegraph repaired with Halfeyeh. The Arabs came down on

the lines with two guns and exchanged some shots with our people. Only

waste of ammunition.

One soldier escaped from the Arabs to-day. He came from Sheikh el

Obeyed. He says they have got the gun which was captured at Katarif.

The Arabs fired seventeen shells this morning, but did no harm.

_Those Shaggyeh!_ I will back them to try a man’s patience more sorely

than any other people in the whole world, yea, and in the Universe. It

is no use detailing their efforts. I have now sent Moussa Bey down to

Halfeyeh. I really believe that they did try the patience of the Arabs,

from all I hear; for the Arabs frequently thought of putting them to

the sword, and I can quite imagine Arabs having this thought, from the

wear and tear they have given me.

Of course, the officer on the lines reports masses of Arabs killed

to-day.

Sheikh el Obeyed killed all the prisoners he took (who were

inhabitants of Kartoum) in Mahomet Ali’s defeat, near El foun. I have

ordered the sale of 200 ardebs of grain, no one to buy more than

¼ ardeb.

Stewart will be annoyed at hearing “Ibrahim Ruckdi is _very ill!!!!_”

Illness dates from hour of being turned out of head clerk’s place; he

has not sent for the doctor.

It will be a satisfaction for some to know that, owing to their not

sending me any news, I am exposed to hearing all sorts of disquieting

rumours from the town, which, though I do not mind them, are not

destined to make one’s life lighter. The Ulemas have been coming here

for two days to see me; they have been bothering for more grain, and

so I put off seeing them, but I gave them one ardeb a piece. To-day,

however, they pushed an interview, but I still held out, and said they

_must_ tell my Vakeel what they had to say. After a deal of palaver

my Vakeel came in to say, “_that the whole of the town requested I

would take back Ibrahim Ruckdi_.” What an idea! I said “The town had

better mind their own business, and leave me to mind mine.” I think it

is lovely! and how Ruckdi must have worked at it during his _severe

illness_. Ruckdi had got at my servants. Edrees, the butler, told me,

with a look of deepest commiseration, how ill Ruckdi was, on which I

laughed. I guessed he was on the sick list, and had asked. “Yes” (with

a deep sigh), “_Ruckdi was very ill_.” “Illness commenced when?” I

asked. “Oh, a long time back, but duty and fidelity to _me_ had enabled

him to crawl through his work,” at which I laughed again. Then came

the Ulemas, with the town petition. I can quite imagine when men have

bribed the chief clerk A. to be favourable, that it is a bother to have

to go through the same process with chief clerk B. on A.’s being turned

out; it upsets all calculations. Ruckdi will return to Cairo with Tongi.

“See-saw,[115] see-saw, why it is enough to kill a fellow. I can’t

keep my eyes open. I would give a shilling to have an hour’s sleep!

_Yes_, of course, _you_ say it is close at hand, _you black devil_!”

“I know your _Kareb_ means at least three hours more.” “Give you

the water-bottle? I can’t. I don’t dare to touch the rope of this

long-necked brute. Hullo: there is some one come a cropper. Rifle,

‘broken,’ of course, it is, you cannot fall from a precipice without

its being broken.” “Hi! stop! Catch hold of the brute; the machufat,

as you call it, is slipping round. Can’t you stop the brute (noise of

a body falling); well, there is an end of it. I will walk _now_ sooner

than embark again on the ship of the desert. Am I hurt? Oh, no, of

course not; rather enjoyed sensation. Walks half a mile, boots full of

sand, and tries it again.”—Scene in Desert: Explorations in Central

Africa, by Her Majesty’s Army.

The machufats[116] _will_ slip forward, and camels _will_ object to

people riding _on_ their long necks; they _will_ drop vesuvians on

camels, who will not like it; they _will_ get galled, and have not

glycerine; they will drop their pipes, and not dare to descend for

them; they _will_ pass baggage-camel with sharp edged boxes, which will

rasp their legs; as they mount they will go over the other side and

swear—oh how they will swear! all their Topies will be crushed—aches

and pains in every part of the body (I should be inclined to put them

on ambulance saddles, one on each side: awkward if they meet a baggage

caravan). “Tired and ill! of course I am tired and ill after bowing

and swaying my body to and fro all night, with my eyes pricking like

as from so many needles, from desire to sleep; and you may say what

you like, I swear I saw more than one of those skeleton camels get up,

and I saw houses as plain as I see you.[117] I was between Scylla and

Charybdis. I wanted to sleep, and I was afraid of falling off—shall

never forget it.”

“Chermside to Kitchener: Any news of _him_?”

“Kitchener to Chermside: Nothing particular; two or three more men

down. Steamers at Metemma. Abuse as usual of Intelligence Department.

Mahdi doing much better: _he_ finds it more difficult to get his

letters through, and will have time to get over _his_ liver complaint

and injustices. Stewart says it was a perfect pandemonium to be boxed

up with him when in his tantrums. _I hope you are well. Let me know if

I can do anything for you._”

I think, in the interests of the Telegraph Department, Floyer ought to

make officers pay for telegrams like this intercepted one.

A man came in from the Arabs on the South Front. He says the Arabs have

imprisoned the regular troops with them; that the regulars want to make

a rush for our lines and to escape to us.

A boy came in four days absent from the Mahdi’s camp, which is at a

place opposite Gitana. He says the Mahdi is moving along the left bank

towards Omdurman, and that he has with him all the Europeans, Elias

Pasha, and Slatin; that he will try and take the place before the

advance of the English, who are said to be near Berber. Kordofan is

quiet. The Mahdi has about three to four thousand with him. The Mahdi

says he will cross the river dry-foot—by a miracle.

Sent for the _Ismailia_ from Halfeyeh, replacing her by the

_Towfikia_. The _Bordeen_, down the river, will go to the same place on

her return. Somehow this advance of the Mahdi has raised my spirits;

nothing is more dead-like to be shut up as we have been; now, at any

rate, a month will see him victorious or defeated, as God may will

it. I think he will try and negotiate, for, of course, Hussein Pasha

Khalifa has told him I had a Firman enabling me to give up the country

if I found some one to take it.

“Kitchener to Chermside.—Hurrah! Capital news! The Mahdi has _him_ on

the hip! he has gone to Omdurman. Bottled _him_ up now! We will have no

more impertinent remarks about the Intelligence Departments. Dongola

illuminated! Regular feast of lanterns! Wish you were here, old fellow;

hope you are well! Can I, &c., &c.”

I declare Floyer ought to make them pay for these

telegrams—intercepted and brought here.

... “Well after a long night comes the dawn, this is somewhat

better news. I confess I was never much taken up with Livingstone’s

explorations, and I never would have believed any one, if he had told

me I should be carrying out these explorations with a British army. One

must not be ungrateful, but one may be permitted the remark why that

Mahdi did not move before he has quite spoilt my holiday; why, dear

me, in three months I shall be back in that bear-baiting garden again,

being asked questions. What a life! What do you say? I am sacrificing

myself for my country. Well, you are right there, I am a martyr, if

ever there was one.”

The mass of people who have come in from the Arabs, have spread far and

wide,—what is to be expected from the Mahdi and his Government—so I

have no fear for the town, which I suppose has 40,000 inhabitants in it.

The Arabs prevent all coming to me—I prevent none going to them—and

I even give them written permissions to go; so I gauge the fidelity of

the people.

Small steamer got her steam up to-day, and I hope will be finished in

three days, armed and in action.

I feel sure that the Mahdi comes with the idea of negotiating; if so,

and one can have reasonable hope of success as to the extrication

of the garrisons, I shall negotiate—for up to the present time, my

original instructions are not abrogated, and I feel sure Her Majesty’s

Government will not wish any longer campaign, than is necessary, in

these parts, for their honour, but it must be remembered _if_, by

negotiating, I get out the garrisons at the cost of the steamers, &c.,

&c., I must not be blamed if in the future, by the cession of the

steamers and warlike material, Egypt suffers. Her Majesty’s Government

gave me clear orders, _i.e._, “get out garrisons and evacuate”—these

orders have not been cancelled and are in force. No official notice is

given me of an advance of troops or of a change of policy; therefore I

am justified in acting on my original instructions. Kitchener’s note

is not sufficient to justify me in disobeying my regular instructions.

Egerton’s telegram was not decipherable.

* * * * *

_October 10._—The beginning of the year 1302 of the Arabs is on the

21st October. On the 1st, 2nd, and 3rd October were Hicks’s defeats.

The Mahdi, bringing all the Europeans with him, makes his move look as

if he were confident of his success ultimately. All information tends

to show that his object is to starve us out. If the man would only drop

his prophet’s functions, we might come to terms; but he will never do

that, I fear. There is one good thing in the Mahdi’s coming here—he

will be easy of access, if our Government wishes to communicate with

him; and also if he is defeated there is an end of him, without going

to Kordofan. I suppose our people at Debbeh must be aware of the

whereabouts of the Mahdi at any rate.

It is an odd coincidence the advance of the Mahdi and of the

expeditionary force at the same time, and to the same place

(Armageddon).

I have 240 men at Omdurman, and it is pretty strong. It is not likely

to be attacked; for if the Mahdi won it, he would not have gained

Kartoum, though it would be a trouble, as it would discourage the

people.

There is one bother, in any negotiations (which, however, I do not

think possible), viz. how far one ought to go in _re_ the steamers, and

warlike store. If I had Zubair here it might be settled, but now the

expedition is at Dongola it is a query what ought to be done.

I have lost seven guns, two on board each steamer, at Metemma, and one

on board the _Abbas_.

This morning the Arabs fired six Krupp shells into the lines, which did

not burst.

Not a large church parade either at Kalakla, South Front, or at Faki

Mustapha, near Omdurman. Two men came in, one from south front with

rifle, and one from Omdurman; the latter says the Mahdi will come to

Omdurman either to-day or to-morrow, and will content himself with the

investment of the place. He has with him all the Europeans, nuns and

all. The Arabs meditate coming over to the old Dem, near Halfeyeh, but

they say it will be the _Arabs of Waled a Goun_ who will come, _not_

those of the Sheikh el Obeyed; this is odd, and it would seem as if

these two parties had fallen out. We know Sheikh el Obeyed did not

agree with Abou Gugliz.

People do not appear a bit put out at the approach of the Mahdi; in

fact they look on it as a good thing, for they say the affair will be

ended here, and there will be no necessity to go to Kordofan.

A very little Arab boy, with large, black, limpid eyes, came in from

the Arabs. He had been captured some months ago.

The steamer _Bordeen_ is still down the river, robbing, I expect, right

and left.

A Sandjak of Shaggyeh, who was for months a prisoner with Sheikh

Ibrahim (son of Sheikh el Obeyed), told me how this latter used to

quarrel with Abou Gugliz, how the latter had taken the gun they had

captured from us; and how glad Sheikh Ibrahim was when we beat Abou

Gugliz at Giraffe. On one occasion Abou Gugliz put Sheikh Ibrahim in

chains.

Four of the Arab Krupp shells fell in the centre of the town—did no

harm—(regular bombardment of Paris), moral effect, _nil_.

Little steamer _Husseinyeh_ trial trip to-morrow. The Arabs will think

one of the large steamers has been brought to bed.

One cannot help being amused at the Mahdi’s carrying all the Europeans

about with him—nuns, priests, Greeks, Austrian officers—what a

medley, a regular Etât major. It will be a great crow for Lord Wolseley

if he manages to put an extinguisher on the Mahdi.

Cambyses, son of Cyrus of Isaiah, lost his army B.C. 525, in these

deserts, 2409 years ago.

The Mussulman year 1302 begins on the anniversary of Trafalgar.

“England _expects_” (does not say even “thank you”) “you will do your

duty.”

Those who were ever quartered at Gibraltar will remember two

despatches over the mantelpiece, Collingwood’s on Trafalgar; Wellington

on Waterloo. What a different tone in them. I cannot help thinking the

navy is more chivalrous than the army in all nations; they are more

seriously minded, having gone through greater vicissitudes of danger.

I noticed flags around Faki Mustapha’s tent, and three women came in

this evening from Waled a Goun’s camp, and reports that the Mahdi came

to Omdurman to-day; but a soldier who escaped with his rifle came in

afterwards and said the Mahdi had not yet come to Omdurman, but was

expected to-morrow.

In five days’ time I shall send down the _Towfikia_ steamer to Metemma,

and order the _Talataween_ back. With the _Towfikia_ I shall send this

journal up to date. The _Towfikia_ will stay at Metemma.

I have placed two of the castled santels at the end of the lines on

the White Nile, the other two are at Bourré. The _Bordeen_ steamer is

back from Shoboloha; she captured fifteen cows and four slaves. She was

fired on from the left bank of the Nile.

Armed the men of the band and made them body guard of Ferratch Pasha.

In future, for the defence of Kartoum, strong forts ought to be built

at Shoboloha, on both sides of the defile.

The _Bordeen_ telegraphed from Halfeyeh “important spy captured.” I

answered, “what did important spy say?” I was answered, “Important

spy said that the English had sent out three men to see about

roads to Kartoum.” This was two and a half hours’ work to get this

information. It is enough to drive one wild (a very small _mouse_

for such a _mountain_). Couriers were sent on horses to and fro for

this information. I am going to sit on the captain of the _Bordeen_

to-morrow. These people, if they have a grain of information which they

(not I) think important, make a perfect Mont Blanc of it, so as to get

promotion. What on earth of importance is it to us whether the British

general has sent 150 spies to look after roads.

The captain of the _Bordeen_ gave the names of the spies sent out by

the British general obtained from this “important spy,” thinking,

of course, I should be delighted. These things render one perfectly

furious, for, at least, twenty people were kept at work for absolutely

nothing; and like a born idiot, there was I, on tiptoe of excitement,

waiting information of the “important spy,” to end with the news

that “three men had been sent out by the British general.” Had “this

important spy” said the British general had started, it would have

been another thing, but that is in the future, and I do not blame the

British general for not rushing headlong into these deserts.

* * * * *

_October 11._—A sergeant-major came in at Omdurman to-day, he left

the Mahdi three days ago. The Mahdi was then one day’s march from

Omdurman, at the place Stewart met the chiefs when he went up the Nile

in March. The Mahdi will be at the camp Faki Mustapha to-night or

to-morrow. He has from 2000 to 3000 regulars with him, whom he captured

here and there. Three Krupp guns and four mountain guns, but has a lot

more mountain guns en route from Kordofan. With the Mahdi are Hussein

Pasha Khalifa, Saleh Pasha, Slatin, and all the Greeks, priests, and

nuns, who have become Muslim. A priest and a nun who refused to become

Muslim, he left in Obeyed. Nuchranza is with him. He has a mixed

multitude with him, who are not over zealous, for he has discontented

the people by his exactions. They have plenty of meat, but not much

grain. The Frenchman spoken of (and supposed to be Renan by me) has

gone away from the Mahdi. Fighting is going on in Kordofan in the Gebel

Nubar. Report is rife of the English being at Debbeh. The Mahdi intends

bombarding Kartoum from the other side, and trying to demolish the Fort

Omdurman. The money captured at Berber has not yet left Berber.

Another soldier came in from Waled a Goun’s camp; he says the regulars

are all in chains.

The Arabs are making a fort 2000 yards off the south front. They fired

eight rounds from a Krupp, which entered the town but did no harm.

Four shells entered the town yesterday—one slightly wounded five black

sluts, one struck a house belonging to the family of the Mahdi.

Small steamer’s trial trip took place to-day—a great success; she

snorts terribly.

Two more soldiers came in this morning from the Sheikh el Obeyed. They

say he intends coming to the old Dem off the north front, where they

were before. They say he is not on the best of terms with Waled a Goun.

I hope sincerely he will not come opposite to us.

Sent out two men separately to Debbeh, with notification of the

arrival of his holiness the Mahdi at Omdurman.

Connected the Fort of Halfeyeh by telegraph to river bank, 1500 yards.

Moussa Bey put in charge of the _Bordeen_ and _Ismailia_, and Omdurman

and Mogrim.

Ferratch Pasha is made a Ferile (General of Division). I am more

generous than Her Majesty’s Government (when a colonel, I used to make

Generals of Division. The Khedive used to tear his hair over it). It

may be that Ferratch Pasha may be sold for 2¼$ in a fortnight, if

the town is taken, and be carrying water for one of the Mahdi’s Ameers.

I must say I am against doctors. If a man is suffering intense pain,

and is in a more or less desperate condition, I would give as much

morphine as would still that pain. It was the custom of the ancients

to give to those who were to be crucified a numbing potion, which is

that mentioned in Matt. xxvii. 34, Mark xv. 23. Our Lord would not

abate, by mortal means, the slightest pang of His passion, and He would

not taste it. But in our Lord’s case He knew the object of giving Him

this potion, whereas a patient need not know it. Our doctors give a

composing draught to produce sleep, and I cannot see why they stop at

that and do not give a draught to produce insensibility to pain—but

I suppose they have rules we know not of. Napoleon at Jaffa asked the

principal medical officer a question—whether, with respect to the

plague patients (whom he could not take with him in his retreat to

Egypt, and they would have had their throats cut had they stayed) it

would not be justifiable to give them composing draughts. The principal

medical officer answered, “his business was to cure, not to kill.”

Now Napoleon did not say “do so,” but he merely asked the question,

inasmuch as it was certain that the throats of those patients would be

cut by the Turks if they were left behind. History disputes whether

Napoleon did not get another doctor to give the composing draughts,

but it is certain that the plague-stricken patients were killed by the

Turks (whether under the influence of composing draughts or not it

does not much signify). To my mind the principal medical officer was a

snob, and took advantage of Napoleon’s question to make himself a hero.

Napoleon alluded to it afterwards at St. Helena, and I am inclined to

believe his version, viz. that he only put the alternative question

to the principal medical officer, and did not order the giving of the

composing draught. I shall now conclude this Volume III. I have sent

200 men to Omdurman, and am prepared to evacuate Halfeyeh and place its

garrison at Goba, if the Sheikh el Obeyed moves to the north of this

place.

C. G. GORDON.

12/10/84.

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