Not far out of Malines, we ran into the first Belgian outpost. When we

were about fifty yards from them, they surged across the road and began

brandishing rifles, swords, lances--a veritable armory of deadly

weapons. Blount put on the emergency brakes, and we were bracing for

quick and voluble explanations when we saw that they were all grinning

broadly and that each one was struggling to get our particular

attention. We had our _laisser-passers_ in our hands, and waved them in

the air. No one would pay the slightest heed to them. From the hubbub

that was seething about our ears, we learned that ten minutes or so

before they had finished a little brush with the Germans, and that the

articles they had been waving in our faces were the trophies of the

combat. Each fellow was anxious to show us what he had taken, and to

tell just how he had done it. They seemed to take it for granted that we

were friends and would enjoy the sight, and share their delight. One of

the boys--a chap about eighteen--held aloft a huge pair of cavalry boots

which he had pulled off a German he had killed. It was a curious mixture

of childish pride and the savage rejoicing of a Fiji Islander with a

head he has taken. We admired their loot until they were satisfied, and

then prevailed upon them to look at our papers, which they did in a

perfunctory way. Then, after shaking hands all round, they sent us on

with a cheer. We were hero-curiosities as the first civilians who had

got through from the German lines since the occupation of Brussels. And

perhaps we were not glad to be safely inside the Belgian lines! It was

nervous work that far, but once inside we found everybody friendly and

got through without any trouble, although we were stopped every

kilometer or so. Soon after we passed the first outposts, we began

passing Belgian troops advancing toward Malines in large force. They

seemed in good spirits and ready for anything. Our position here has

gone steadily up since the beginning of the hostilities, and everywhere

we went, the flag was cheered and we got a warm welcome.

This forward movement of the troops was a part of a concerted operation

by which the Belgians were to attempt to push through to Brussels while

the main German army was engaged in attacking Mons and Charleroi.

About twelve kilometers out of Antwerp, we were stopped at a little

house and asked if we would take a wounded man into town to the

hospital. He had been shot through the hand and was suffering from shock

and loss of blood, but was able to chew on a huge chunk of bread all the

way into town. He had no interest in anything else, and, after trying

one or two questions on him, I let him alone and watched the troops we

were passing--an unbroken line all the way in. The main Belgian army and

a lot of the Garde Civique were inside the ring of forts and were all

being put on the road with full contingents of supply wagons,

ambulances, and even the dog artillery. These little chaps came tugging

along the road and turned their heads to bark at us with enthusiasm.

For a mile or so outside the _enceinte_, which has been thrown up around

the town, the roads are heavily mined, and small red flags planted

between the cobbles to warn passers-by to tread gently and gingerly. We

did not require the urging of the sentries to make us proceed with

caution over these places, which were so delicately mined that heavy

carts were not allowed to pass. I breathed more easily when we were once

out of this.

We found the military hospital and handed over our wounded soldier to

the attendants, who bundled him inside and then rushed back to hear what

we could tell them. They had not heard a word from the outside

world--or rather from our part of the outside world--since the

withdrawal of the Belgian army to Antwerp, and they greeted us as they

would greet fellow-beings returning from a journey to Mars. They had a

few newspapers which were being published in Antwerp, and handed them

over to us, we being as anxious as they for the news that we had not

been able to get.

From the hospital we drove to the Hôtel St. Antoine and asked for rooms.

The proprietor was very suspicious of us, and we had a tremendous time

convincing him that there was nothing the matter with us. He _knew_ that

we could not have come from Brussels, as nobody had been able to make

the trip. Our papers were _en règle_, but that made no difference.

German spies and other suspicious characters had managed to get forged

papers before that. Fortunately, all the other diplomats were living in

the hotel, and I asked that he hunt up some of them, and verify what we

had to say for ourselves. Webber, of the British Legation, was brought

out and acted as though he had seen a ghost. He calmed down enough to

assure the proprietor that we were respectable citizens, and that he

could safely give us rooms. All the other people were away from the

hotel for the moment, so we deposited our things in our room, and made

for the Consulate-General. It was then half-past six, and the

Consul-General had gone for the day. A well-trained porter refused to

tell where either he or the Vice-Consul-General lived, but we managed to

find out and got to the Vice-Consul-General's house after a hunt with a

_chasseur_ of the hotel on the box. He was not at home, but his wife

was there. We talked with her for a few minutes, and then went back to

the hotel to await Sherman's (Vice-Consul-General) coming. He called in

the course of a few minutes, and we made arrangements to go to the

Consulate after dinner and get off our telegrams.

By the time we could get washed up and ready for dinner, the crowd had

come back, and when we set foot on the stairway, we were literally

overwhelmed by our loving friends. First, I met Sir Francis Villiers and

accepted his invitation to dine. He and Prince Koudacheff, the Russian

Minister, a lot of other colleagues, and goodness only knows who else,

fell upon us with demands for news. I took refuge in Sir Francis's

office, and saw as many people as I could until dinner time. Baron van

der Elst, the Secretary General of the Foreign Office, and M. Carton de

Wiart, the Minister of Justice, forgetting all about the requirements of

the protocol that I should make the first call upon them, came flying

around to see if I had any news of their families. Luckily I had, and

was able to tell them that all was well. I did not know that I had so

much first-hand knowledge of the people in Brussels, but was able to

give good news to any number of people. It became a regular joyfest, and

was more fun for me than for anybody else. By eight o'clock we got out

to dinner, but hardly got two consecutive bites without interruptions.

In the midst of soup, General Yungbluth, Chief of Staff to the King,

came around in full regimentals and wanted to get all sorts of news for

the Queen. Before we got much farther, others began to arrive and drew

up chairs to the table, filling up all that part of the room. As we

were finishing dinner, several Ministers of State came in to say that

the Prime Minister wanted me to come to meet him and the Cabinet Council

which was being held--just to assure them that all was well with their

families and to tell them, in the bargain, anything that I felt I

properly could. However, I had my real work ahead of me--getting off my

telegrams to Washington. I tore myself away from the crowd and, joining

Sherman, who was waiting for me in the hall, I made for the

Consulate-General. The Consul-General was already there, anxious to hear

the news. I had to get before the Department all the news I could, and

as comprehensive a statement as possible of everything that had happened

since communications had been cut. I pounded away until after eleven,

and got off a fat bundle of cables, which Sherman took to the office for

me. I then made for the Grand Hôtel, where the Cabinet Council was

waiting for me.

I have never been through a more moving time than the hour and a half I

spent with them. It was hard to keep from bursting out and telling them

everything that I knew would interest them. I had bound myself with no

promises before I left about telling of the situation, but none the less

I felt bound not to do it. I was able to tell them a great deal that was

of comfort to them, and that could give no ground for objection if the

Germans were to know of it, and, on these subjects, I gave them all they

wanted. After telling them all I could about their families and friends,

I let them ask questions and did my best to answer those that I could.

The first thing they wanted to know was how the Germans had behaved in

the town. The answer I gave them was satisfactory. Then they wanted to

know whether the Royal Palace had been respected, or whether the German

flag was flying over it; also whether the Belgian flag still flew on the

Hôtel de Ville. Their pride in their old town was touching, and when

they heard that no harm had as yet been done it, you would have thought

that they were hearing good news of friends they had lost. Then they

started in and told me all the news they had from outside sources--bits

of information which had reached them indirectly via Holland, and the

reports of their military authorities. We have never had such complete

information given us--enough to justify the trip even if I had not

restored communication with the Department.

We stayed on and talked until nearly half-past twelve, when I got up and

insisted on leaving; perhaps it is just as well. They did not want to

break up the party, but when I insisted, they also made up their minds

to call it a day's work and quit.

We brought van der Elst back to the hotel, and with his influence ran

our car into the Gendarmerie next door. Then to bed.

Blount and I had a huge room on the third floor front. We had just got

into bed and were settling down to a good night's rest when there was an

explosion, the like of which I have never heard before, and we sat up

and paid strict attention. We were greatly interested, but took it

calmly, knowing that the forts were nearly four miles out of town and

that they could bang away as long as they liked without doing more than

spoil our night's sleep. There were eight of these explosions at short

intervals, and then as they stopped there was a sharp _purr_ like the

distant rattle of a machine gun. As that died down, the chimes of the

Cathedral--the sweetest carillon I have ever heard--sounded one o'clock.

We thought that the Germans must have tried an advance under cover of a

bombardment, and retired as soon as they saw that the forts were

vigilant and not to be taken by surprise. We did not even get out of

bed. About five minutes later we heard footsteps on the roof and the

voice of a woman in a window across the street, asking some one on the

sidewalk below whether it was safe to go back to bed. I got out and took

a look into the street. There were a lot of people there talking and

gesticulating, but nothing of enough interest to keep two tired men from

their night's sleep, so we climbed back into bed and stayed until

morning.

Blount called me at what seemed an unreasonably early hour and said we

should be up and about our day's work. When we were both dressed, we

found that we had made a bad guess, when he looked at his watch and

discovered that it was only a quarter to seven. Being up, however, we

decided to go down and get our breakfast.

When we got down we found everybody else stirring, and it took us

several minutes to get it through our heads that we had been through

more excitement than we wotted of. Those distant explosions that we had

taken so calmly were bombs dropped from a Zeppelin which had sailed over

the city and dropped death and destruction in its path. The first bomb

fell less than two hundred yards from where we slept--no wonder that we

were rocked in our beds! After a little breakfast we sallied forth.

The first bomb was in a little street around the corner from the hotel,

and had fallen into a narrow four-story house, which had been blown into

bits. When the bomb burst, it not only tore a fine hole in the immediate

vicinity, but hurled its pieces several hundred yards. All the windows

for at least two hundred or three hundred feet were smashed into little

bits. The fronts of all the surrounding houses were pierced with

hundreds of holes, large and small. The street itself was filled with

débris and was impassable. From this place we went to the other points

where bombs had fallen. As we afterward learned, ten people were killed

outright; a number have since died of their injuries and a lot more are

injured, and some of these may die. A number of houses were completely

wrecked and a great many will have to be torn down. Army officers were

amazed at the terrific force of the explosions. The last bomb dropped as

the Zeppelin passed over our heads fell in the centre of a large

square--la Place du Poids Publique. It tore a hole in the cobblestone

pavement, some twenty feet square and four or five feet deep. Every

window in the square was smashed to bits. The fronts of the houses were

riddled with holes, and everybody had been obliged to move out, as many

of the houses were expected to fall at any time. The Dutch Minister's

house was near one of the smaller bombs and was damaged slightly. Every

window was smashed. All the crockery and china are gone; mirrors in tiny

fragments; and the Minister somewhat startled. Not far away was Faura,

the First Secretary of the Spanish Legation. His wife had been worried

sick for fear of bombardment, and he had succeeded only the day before

in prevailing upon her to go to England with their large family of

children. Another bomb fell not far from the houses of the

Consul-General and the Vice-Consul-General, and they were not at all

pleased. The windows on one side of our hotel were also smashed.

[Illustration: Boy Scouts at Belgian headquarters, Lierre]

[Illustration: Reading from left to right: a Belgian Staff Officer,

Colonel Fairholme, Colonel DuCane and Captain Ferguson. (Malines

Cathedral in the background)]

[Illustration: "Hommage aux Glorieux Martyrs de Tamines, tombés dans la

Journée du 20 Août 1914". List of the civilians killed by the Germans at

Tamines on August 20, 1914.]

We learned that the Zeppelin had sailed over the town not more than five

hundred feet above us; the motor was stopped some little distance away

and she slid along in perfect silence and with her lights out. It would

be a comfort to say just what one thinks about the whole business. The

_purr_ of machine guns that we heard after the explosion of the last

bomb was the starting of the motor, which carried our visitor out of

range of the guns which were trundled out to attack her. Preparations

were being made to receive such a visit, but they had not been

completed; had she come a day or two later, she would have met a warm

reception. The line of march was straight across the town, on a line

from the General Staff, the Palace where the Queen was staying with the

royal children, the military hospital of Ste. Elisabeth, filled with

wounded, the Bourse, and some other buildings. It looks very much as

though the idea had been to drop one of the bombs on the Palace. The

Palace itself was missed by a narrow margin, but large pieces of the

bomb were picked up on the roof and shown me later in the day by

Inglebleek, the King's Secretary. The room at the General Staff, where

I had been until half an hour before the explosion, was a pretty ruin,

and it was just as well for us that we left when we did. It was a fine,

big room, with a glass dome skylight over the big round table where we

were sitting. This came in with a crash and was in powder all over the

place. Next time I sit under a glass skylight in Antwerp, I shall have a

guard outside with an eye out for Zeppelins.

If the idea of this charming performance was to inspire terror, it was a

complete failure. The people of the town, far from yielding to fear, are

devoting all their energies to anger. They are furious at the idea of

killing their King and Queen. There is no telling when the performance

will be repeated, but there is a chance that next time the balloon man

will get a warmer reception.

In the morning I went around and called at the Foreign Office, which is

established in a handsome building that belonged to one of the municipal

administrations. The Minister for Foreign Affairs took me into his

office and summoned all hands to hear any news I could give them of

their families and friends. I also took notes of names and addresses of

people in Brussels who were to be told that their own people in Antwerp

were safe and well. I had been doing that steadily from the minute we

set foot in the hotel the night before, and when I got back here, I had

my pockets bulging with innocent messages. Now comes the merry task of

getting them around.

At the hotel we were besieged with invitations to lunch and dine with

all our friends. They were not only glad to see somebody from the

outside world, but could not get over the sporting side of our trip,

and patted us on the back until they made us uncomfortable. Everybody in

Antwerp looked upon the trip as a great exploit, and exuded admiration.

I fully expected to get a Carnegie medal before I got away. And it

sounded so funny coming from a lot of Belgian officers who had for the

last few weeks been going through the most harrowing experiences, with

their lives in danger every minute, and even now with a perfectly good

chance of being killed before the war is over. They seem to take that as

a matter of course, but look upon our performance as in some way

different and superior. People are funny things.

I stopped at the Palace to sign the King's book, and ran into General

Jungbluth, who was just starting off with the Queen. She came down the

stairs and stopped just long enough to greet me, and then went her way;

she is a brave little woman and deserves a better fate than she has had.

Inglebleek, the King's Secretary, heard that I was there signing the

book, and came out to see me. He said that the Queen was anxious I

should see what had been done by the bombs of the night before. He

wanted me to go right into the houses and see the horrid details. I did

not want to do this, but there was no getting out of it under the

circumstances.

We drove first to the Place du Poids Publique and went into one of the

houses which had been partially wrecked by one of the smaller bombs.

Everything in the place had been left as it was until the police

magistrate could make his examination and report. We climbed to the

first floor, and I shall never forget the horrible sight that awaited

us. A poor policeman and his wife had been blown to fragments, and the

pieces were all over the walls and ceiling. Blood was everywhere. Other

details are too terrible even to think of. I could not stand any more

than this one room. There were others which Inglebleek wanted to show

me, but I could not think of it. And this was only one of a number of

houses where peaceful men and women had been so brutally killed while

they slept.

And where is the military advantage of this? If the bombs were dropped

near the fortifications, it would be easy to understand, but in this

instance it is hard to explain upon any ground, except the hope of

terrifying the population to the point where they will demand that the

Government surrender the town and the fortifications. Judging from the

temper they were in yesterday at Antwerp, they are more likely to demand

that the place be held at all costs rather than risk falling under the

rule of a conqueror brutal enough to murder innocent people in their

beds.

The Prime Minister told me that he had four sons in the army--all the

children he has--and that he was prepared to give every one of them, and

his own life and fortune, into the bargain, but that he was _not_

prepared--and here he banged his fist down on the table and his eyes

flashed--to admit for a minute the possibility of yielding to Germany.

Everybody else is in the same state of mind. It is not hysterical. The

war has been going on long enough, and they have had so many hard blows

that the glamour and the fictitious attractiveness of the thing has

gone, and they have settled down in deadly earnest to fight to the

bitter end. There may not be one stone left upon another in Belgium

when the Germans get through, but if these people keep up to their

present level they will come through--what there is left of them--free.

Later in the afternoon I went to the Foreign Office and let them read to

me the records of the commission which is investigating the alleged

German atrocities. They are working in a calm and sane way and seem to

be making the most earnest attempt to get at the true facts, no matter

whether they prove or disprove the charges that have been made. It is

wonderful to see the judicial way they can sit down in the midst of war

and carnage and try to make a fair inquiry on a matter of this sort. If

one one-thousandth part of the charges are proven to be true....

The rest of the afternoon was spent seeing people who came in for news

of Brussels, and who had messages to send home. I had had to tell the

hotel people that I would be there from four to seven to see people, and

that the rest of the time I must have free for my own work. They came in

swarms; all the diplomats, the Cabinet Ministers, and the Ministers of

State, army officers, and other officials--a perfect mob. I had a

package of cards on which I noted names and addresses and the messages

which were to be delivered. These messages have been sent out to-day,

after being submitted to the military authorities, some of them in

writing and some by word of mouth, and if they have afforded one-tenth

the comfort that I hope, the sum total of misery in this town has been

reduced a good deal this day.

Colonel Fairholme left for the front, with the King, early in the

morning, and was with him during the battle at Malines. He thought we

were going back during the day, as I had told him the evening before.

About noon he called up from the telephone and told Sir Francis that

under no circumstances was I to be allowed to start, as the town was

being bombarded with heavy siege pieces and all traffic was absolutely

stopped; that we could not only not get by, but that any part of the

trip by the regular road was extremely dangerous. I was just as glad

that we had decided to stay over. The Colonel stayed out all that night

and had not returned to Antwerp when we left yesterday. During the

morning he called up again and asked about us, again advising against

our starting. Pretty decent of a man who has as much to think of as he

had to be worrying about us enough to take time to telephone us as to

the dangers of the road.

During the evening bad news came in from France, and everybody was down

in the mouth. The French Minister came in and told me what he had

received. Everybody was plainly worried, and altogether things looked

pretty dismal. We sat around a little while and then decided for a good

night's sleep.

To make sure of offering no unnecessary chances for Mr. Zeppelin the

authorities had ordered all the lights on the streets put out at eight

o'clock. It was dark as midnight and there was no use in thinking of

venturing out into the town. The Cathedral clock was stopped and the

carillon turned off for the first time in heaven only knows how many

years. It was a city of the dead. Guns were posted in the streets ready

for instant use in case the airship should put in another appearance. As

a result of this and the searchlights that played upon the sky all

night, our friend the enemy did not appear. Some people know when they

have had enough.

Yesterday morning I looked out of my window at the Cathedral clock, and

saw that it was twenty-five minutes to ten. I tumbled through my tub,

and rushed downstairs to get through my morning's work, only to find

that it was half-past six. I had forgotten that the Cathedral clock had

been stopped.

It was just as well that I was up early, however, for there was plenty

to be done. I found a lot of telegrams waiting for me at the Consulate,

and had to get off another string of them. Then an orderly held me up on

the street to tell me that the King's Secretary was hunting for me all

over the place, and that I was wanted at the Palace. When I got there,

he had started off on another hunt for me. He finally got me at the

hotel, and kept me for half an hour.

By the time that I got through with him, there was word that the

Minister of Foreign Affairs wanted to see me, so I made a bee-line over

there. Then there was another call to the Consulate to answer some more

telegrams. After attending to various matters at the Palace, the

Ministry for Foreign Affairs, the Consulate General, and seeing a few

more people at the hotel, the morning was gone and it was time for lunch

and a quick get-away.

All hands came out and bade us farewell. You would have thought we were

on our way to Heaven, except for the fact that they urged us to come

back.

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