Numbers of poor wounded Highlanders were patiently sitting in the

streets, shaded from the powerful rays of the sun. We had a good

deal of conversation with several of the privates of the 42nd and

92nd regiments, and their account of the battle was most simple and

interesting. They seemed not to have the smallest pride in what they

had done; but to consider it quite as a matter of course; they uttered

not the smallest complaint, but rather made light of their sufferings,

and there was nothing in their words or manner that looked as if they

were sensible of having done anything in the least extraordinary;

nothing that laid claim to pity, admiration, or glory. The carnage

among the French, both on the 16th and 18th, in their encounter with

the Highland regiments, was described to us as most dreadful. The

cuirassiers, men and officers, horses and riders, were rolled in

death, one upon another, after the British charge with the bayonet.

In vain the French returned to the attack with furious valour and

reinforced numbers. Their utmost efforts could make no impression on

the impenetrable squares of the infantry, and the spiked wall of the

British embattled bayonets; and when they retired from the ineffectual

attack, the brave Highlanders, with loud cries of "Scotland for ever!"

rushed among them, bore down all resistance, and scattered their

legions like withered leaves before the blast of autumn.

It is but justice to these gallant men to say, that it was not from

themselves we heard this relation of their own deeds. _They_ could

not be induced to speak of what they had done, but it was repeated on

every side; it was the theme of every tongue. The love and admiration

of the whole Belgic people for the Highlanders are most remarkable.

Whenever they heard them mentioned, they exclaimed, "Ah! ces braves

hommes! ces bons Ecossais! ils sont si doux--et si aimables--et dans

la guerre!--ah! mon Dieu! comme ils sont terribles!" They never speak

of them without some epithet of affection or admiration. Their merits

are the darling topic of their private circles, and their figures the

favourite signs of their public-houses; in short, they are the best of

soldiers and of men, according to the Belgians--nothing was ever like

them, and the idea they have of their valour is quite prodigious.[18]

The sufferings of the wounded, however, did not form the only affecting

sight that Antwerp presented. The deep, the distracting grief of the

unfortunate people whose friends had perished, and the heart-rending

anxiety of those who vainly sought for intelligence of the fate of

those most dear to them, were amongst the most distressing parts of

the many mournful scenes we witnessed. Of those friends for whose

safety we were deeply solicitous, we could gain no information, and the

suspense, dreadful as it was, we, as well as thousands, were obliged to

endure. But our anxiety, our sorrows, seemed light indeed in comparison

with those of others: there were few who had not some near friend or

relative to deplore, and Antwerp was filled with heart-broken mourners,

whom the victory of yesterday had bereft of all that made life dear to

them. In the same hotel with us was poor Lady de Lancey, a young and

widowed bride, upon whom, in all the hopes of happiness--in the very

flower of youth--unacquainted with sorrow, and far from every friend,

the heaviest stroke of affliction had fallen unprepared. But three

little days ago, she seemed to be at the summit of felicity, and now

she was bereaved of every earthly hope. She bore the intelligence of

her irreparable loss with astonishing firmness. I did not wonder that

she refused to see every human being, for no earthly power could speak

consolation to misery such as hers. In vain I tried to forget her--I

could not banish her from my remembrance; and often, during our long

wanderings in the distant regions of Holland, when I was far from her,

and far from all that might have recalled her to my remembrance, among

other sights and other scenes, her early misfortunes wrung my heart

with the deepest sorrow.

But whatever might be the grief and anxiety of individuals, the

universal joy was unbounded. It is impossible to describe the effects

of this victory upon all ranks of people. Every human heart seemed to

beat in sympathy; every countenance beamed with joy; every tongue spoke

the language of exultation. As the terror and despair of the Belgians

had been excessive, their transport was now vehement and overflowing,

and their volubility not to be imagined. We went into several shops,

and the people, unable to restrain themselves, poured out upon us

the fulness of their joy, their astonishment, their gratitude, their

admiration, and their praise. Totally forgetful of their interests,

they thought not of selling their goods; they thought of nothing--they

could do nothing but talk of the battle and the British, and it was

with difficulty we could get them to show us what we wanted: nay, more

than once we were actually obliged to go away without doing anything,

from the impossibility of making them attend to the business of selling

and buying.

But sometimes the expression of their feelings was so simple, so

natural, and so touching, and there was so much of truth and naïveté,

both in their manner and their words, that it was impossible to hear

them without emotion. The French they loaded with execrations; and

their hatred, their indignation, and their bitter feelings of their

wrongs, said more than volumes of eloquence, or even facts could have

done, in condemnation of the conduct of their late masters. All the

English merchandise, and all colonial produce, imported even before

it was decreed to be a crime, were seized, carried from their shops

and warehouses, and burnt before their eyes in the Place Verte. No

remuneration, no indemnity whatever was given them; and by this single

act of wanton tyranny, hundreds of industrious families were reduced

to beggary. Heavy exactions and continual contributions were levied,

and the weight of these fell upon the most industrious and respectable

orders of the people. "All that we had they took," was said again and

again to us, "and if we had had thousands more, it would have all

gone." They ruined the commerce, the manufactures, the trade of the

country, and then they drained the poor inhabitants of their property.

They shut up the sources of wealth, and then called on them for money.

They blocked up the fountain, and then asked for its waters. Like

Egyptian task-masters, they took from them the materials, and then

demanded their work. They expected them to make "bricks without straw."

The French soldiers lived at free-quarters upon the people, and the

Belgic youths were marched away to fight in foreign wars. The oppressed

people were subject to the unrestrained rapine and brutal insolence of

the French soldiery, of which they durst not complain. It was unsafe

even to murmur. Not only the liberty of the press, but the liberty of

speech was denied them. Any unfortunate person convicted of holding

intercourse with England was imprisoned, and some of them (we were

told), by way of example, were shot.

We happened to go into a little stationer's shop, kept by a widow and

her three daughters, who received us almost with adoration because we

were English. They all began to talk at once, and relieved their minds

by pouring out a torrent of invectives against those detested tyrants,

"Ces fléaux du genre humain," as they called them. All their goods had

been seized; their shop (which was not then a stationer's) completely

stripped of its contents, under the pretence of its being filled with

British and colonial produce, which they said was not the case; and a

considerable quantity of continental manufactures had also been carried

away. "But _that_ was nothing," the poor mother said, as she wiped

the tears from her eyes, "_that_ she could have borne, for though it

seemed heavy at the time, she thought less of it now;--but her five

sons (fine handsome young men, they were, as ever a mother bore), her

five sons were all taken for soldiers, and perished in the French wars;

some in the retreat from Russia, and some in the subsequent campaign

in Germany." The tears streamed down the cheeks of one of these young

women, as she spoke to me of her "poor brothers." I can give no idea of

the bitterness, the rancour, the hatred, and above all, the volubility

of the abuse which these poor women poured out against the French.

We got away from them with difficulty; and though the deep sense of

their own wrongs rankled in their minds, and aggravated the resentment

and detestation which they must naturally feel towards the authors of

so much misery, yet we found the same sentiments, in greater or in

less degree, among all the Belgians with whom we conversed, or whom we

heard conversing. I had always understood that the French (and Napoleon

in particular) were highly popular in Antwerp, but from some most

respectable old-established merchants, both British and Belgic, we

learned that the inhabitants were decidedly hostile to the French, and

that they were both feared and hated by all, excepting the very dregs

of society, and those individuals who had made fortunes under their

administration.

In the course of our rambles we had many conversations with various

people whom we never saw before, and I suppose shall never see again.

We met a wounded officer who had been taken prisoner by the French. He

said, that after repeatedly threatening to kill him, and loading him

with abuse, they actually knocked him on the head with the butt-end

of a musket, and left him for dead upon the field: he came, however,

to himself, and effected his escape. His face was most frightfully

swelled, and so bruised, that it was every shade of black, and blue,

and green; his head was entirely tied up with white handkerchiefs and

bloody bandages, and in my life I never saw a more battered object. He

had his arm in a sling; but he was by much too rejoiced at his escape

to care about his wounds or bruises. He told us, what _then_ I could

scarcely believe, that the French had killed many of our officers whom

they had taken prisoners, and that they had _piked_ numbers of the

wounded. The truth of these brutal murders, disgraceful to humanity,

and even more dishonourable and more barbarous than the worst cruelty

of savages, were unhappily, afterwards, too indisputably proved.

In our progress through the streets we could not resist stopping to

speak to such of the poor wounded soldiers as seemed able to talk,

and who looked as if they would thank us even for a word of kindness,

much to the amazement of Mr. D., an Antwerp merchant, who was walking

about with us, to "show us the lions," as he said. However, he waited

most patiently, while Mrs. H., my sister, and I talked to ensigns,

sergeants, corporals, and common soldiers, who were all, more or less,

wounded or disabled.

"We have got six of those wounded soldiers billeted upon us," said

Mr. D., as we walked on, "but I must get them boarded out somewhere,

for they would be very troublesome in the house." "Troublesome!" I

exclaimed. "Yes! you know they would be very troublesome in a house,

though I suppose the surgeons will look after their _wounds_, and all

_that_; they will cost me" (I forget how many guelders he said) "a

week, but I would rather _pay_ it" (with a strong and proud emphasis

upon the word pay) "than have them in the house, it would be so very

disagreeable."

I was silent, for I durst not trust myself to speak. Yet this was a

very well-meaning man. I make no doubt he subscribed _handsomely_ to

the Waterloo fund, and that he would have given money to those very

wounded soldiers to whom he refused shelter--if he had thought they

wanted it. But beyond giving money his ideas of charity did not extend.

To his mercantile mind, money was the chief and only good; the sole

source of pride and of happiness; the only object in life worth seeking

after--the one thing needful. He was a very good kind of man in his

way, but he was entirely occupied with his "snug box" at Clapham, his

brother's grand potteries in Staffordshire, and his own cargoes of

rice, and hogsheads of rum and sugar; he could not feel the vast debt

of gratitude their country owed to "the men of Waterloo;" to those

gallant soldiers who had fought and bled for her safety and glory.

He did not mean to be unkind or ungenerous; he would have started at

the reproach of wanting humanity, or being deficient in gratitude,

but--but--but--in short, he was altogether an Antwerp merchant.

The day was extremely hot, and on the outside of the Cafés, beneath

the shade of awnings, and seated beside little tables in the open

street, the Belgic gentlemen were eating ices and fruit, and drinking

coffee, and reading "L'Oracle de Bruxelles," and playing at domino

and backgammon with the utmost composure, utterly regardless of the

crowds of passengers, and apparently as much at their ease as if they

were in their own houses,--or indeed more so; for the Belgians, like

the French, are more at home at le Café, or in the public streets, or

anywhere, than in their own home, which is the last place in which

they think of looking for enjoyment. They have no notion of domestic

comfort, domestic pleasure, or domestic happiness; and consequently

they cannot have much knowledge of domestic virtues. I cannot,

therefore, help considering the French as a gay, rather than a happy

nation. French habits and manners, and, I am afraid, French morals,

are universally prevalent throughout Belgium. Groups of ladies of the

most respectable character may everywhere be seen, sitting on chairs

or benches, in the public streets or promenades, working, talking,

laughing, and amusing themselves with all the ease and gaiety and

sangfroid in the world. Sometimes only a knot of ladies, but more

frequently ladies coquetting with their obsequious beaux.

We visited the unfinished Quay, begun by Napoleon, which was to have

extended above a mile along the broad and deep Scheldt, and would have

been one of the finest quays in Europe. We saw the flying bridge ("Le

Pont Volant"), a most ingenious contrivance, on which carriages,

horses, and waggons pass with great rapidity and security from one

side of the river to the other, without interrupting its navigation,

even for vessels of the largest burden. Such a plan, I should think,

might be adopted with great success upon the Thames between London and

Gravesend, or in any river where the arches of a stone bridge would

obstruct the passage of the ships, and where the breadth is too great

for the single span of an iron bridge. The mechanism seemed to be very

simple. The largest ships of war can come up close to the quay; but the

navigation of the Scheldt is difficult, and even dangerous, from the

number of sand banks which choke it up. Antwerp is upwards of fifty

miles from the mouth of the river.

We saw the docks, the offspring of Napoleon's hatred against our

country; one of them was made sufficiently large and deep to be capable

of containing the greatest part of the British navy, and at one time he

exulted in the expectation of seeing the "wooden walls" of Old England

safely moored in _his_ docks at Antwerp. Little did he anticipate the

day when the little army of England, which he despised and ridiculed,

should be the unmolested possessors of _his_ capital of Paris!

The Arsenal (la Maison de Marine) is now emptied of its stores, and

deserted by its workmen. We saw a long building erected by Napoleon for

the manufacture of ropes for ships--now equally useless. Its length is

precisely the same as that of the cable of a first-rate British ship

of war. The manner in which they repair ships in these docks is unlike

anything I ever saw before. Instead of lifting the ship entirely out

of water, and placing it upon the stocks (in effecting which, or in

relaunching it, a vessel is said often to sustain injury), a rope is

attached to the masts, and the ship is hauled down until its keel is

exposed; after repairing that side they haul it down on the other in

the same manner, and the workmen stand upon a raft that is fastened to

its side.

We went to see the Citadel, a noble and complete fortification

overlooking the Scheldt. The walls are of such an immense height and

thickness, that I should imagine them to be quite invulnerable. The

fortress is capable of containing 10,000 men; by means of the river

fresh reinforcements might be constantly thrown in; and with a strong

garrison, and an adequate supply of provisions and ammunition, I should

suppose, that like another Troy, it might stand a ten years' siege;

only that modern patience would never hold out such a length of time.

The commandant was confined to his bed by indisposition; but every

part of the fortification was explained to us by a very good-humoured,

intelligent Irish officer, whose name I have forgotten, but who seemed

to be excessively amused by the (I fear) almost childish delight which

my sister and I betrayed in seeing all the wonders of this wonderful

place. Everything to us was new and interesting. It was the first

citadel we had ever seen: and to see with our own eyes a real, actual

citadel--nay, more, to be in one, was so very delightful, that we both

agreed, if we had seen nothing else, we should have thought ourselves

amply repaid for our journey to Antwerp.

This good-natured officer contentedly toiled along with us, under the

burning rays of a most sultry sun, round the whole fortifications, and

pointed out to us where and how attacks might be made with success,

and in what manner they could be resisted. The sight of the moat,

the draw-bridges, the ramparts, the bastions, and the dungeons; the

sally-ports and gates, which communicate with the citadel from the moat

by long subterranean passages, so forcibly recalled to my recollection

all that I had heard and read of battles and sieges in history and in

tales of chivalry, that I could have fancied myself transported back

into ages long since past--into the iron times of arms; and all that

had before existed only in imagination was at once realised.

After visiting all the lions of Antwerp, docks and fortresses; and

ships and statues; and pictures and prisons; and quays and cathedrals;

and battle-beaten walls and flying bridges; and decayed monasteries,

and modern arsenals; which, as they have all been often so much better

described than I can describe them, I shall forbear to describe at

all--we returned to the hotel, excessively heated and tired, and very

glad to sit down to rest. To-day, for the first time since our arrival,

we began to have serious thoughts of getting some dinner. We might have

eaten something during those days of alarm and agitation, and I suppose

we did; but, excepting the breakfast we had got upon the stairs at

Brussels on Saturday, I have not the most distant recollection of ever

having eaten at all.

Upon the necessity and expediency of now dining, however, we were all

unanimously agreed: the difficulty was how to achieve it. Mr. and Mrs.

H. had a pigeon-hole for their only habitation, in which it would

have been perfectly impossible to have introduced a table; a single

chair was all it was capable of containing. In our rooms we had some

difficulty in turning round when more than one person at a time was

in them; but by dint of sitting _out_ of the window, and against the

door, and upon all the boxes, we had, I was assured--for I actually did

not remember it--ingeniously succeeded in getting some breakfast--but

to dine was perfectly impracticable. There happened, however, to be in

this very hotel, a Captain F., an idle, not a fighting, captain; one

who made his campaigns, not at Waterloo, but in Bond-street; and this

Captain F., who had been in Antwerp long before the commencement of

hostilities, had, luckily for us, got possession of a room in which

it was possible to move. He was a Newmarket friend of Mr. H.'s, who

introduced him to us, with the recommendation that he was a young man

of fashion and fortune, well known about town; and in Captain F.'s room

and company, Mr. and Mrs. H., my sister, my brother, and I accordingly

dined; we were also favoured with the company of a particular friend

of his, a Mr. C. Many foolish young men it has been my lot to see, but

never did I meet with any whose folly was at all comparable to that of

Captain F.

Captain F. was a young man who prided himself upon his knowledge of

horse-flesh, and who had, by his own account, been jockeyed out of

"many a cool thousand" by his ignorance of it; he was a young man who

delighted in building more _new invented_ carriages in one year than

he could pay for in twenty; he was a young man who prided himself upon

borrowing money from Jews at fifteen per cent. while his guardians were

saving it for him at five; and in squandering it at Newmarket while

they thought him poring over Greek and mathematics at Cambridge; he

was a young man whose highest pride consisted in driving four-in-hand

"knowingly;" whose greatest ambition was to resemble a stage-coachman

exactly, and whose distinguishing characteristic was that of being a

most egregious fool.

In consequence, I suppose, of a perseverance in this laudable career,

Captain F. now found it more convenient to play the fool upon the

continent than in England. After recounting to us various and manifold

deeds of folly committed in London and Newmarket, amongst Jews and Whip

Clubs, he at length gravely asserted, "that it was impossible for any

man to dress under seven hundred a year."

This piece of information was received by some of the party with equal

amazement and incredulity: but Captain F. assured us, "'Pon his soul

it was true; that he knew as well as any man what it was to dress, and

that it could not be done for less than seven hundred a year--nay, that

it often costs nine."

"And pray, Captain F.," said I, involuntarily glancing at his coat,

which happened not to be by any means a new one, "do _you_ spend nine

hundred a year upon dress?"

"Oh! not _now_," he exclaimed; "I don't dress _now_; I never dressed

but eighteen months in my life." He then explained at large to me,

who, in my ignorance, had not understood what to dress meant, "that

'to dress' signified to be the first in fashion, to make it the study

of one's life to appear in a new mode before anybody else; 'to sport'

something new every day; and during the time he dressed," he said,

"his tailor sent him down three boxes of clothes every week from town,

wherever he might happen to be." Having thus satisfactorily proved,

that, at a considerable expense to his pocket, he had turned himself

into a sort of block for the tailors to attire in their new invented

coats and waistcoats, like the wooden dolls the milliners dress up

to set off their new fashions, he next poured out such a quantity

of nonsense about the battle and the wounded, that he reminded me of

Hotspur's account of his interview with a coxcomb of the same species:

"When the fight was done,----"

But why do I waste a word upon him.

A Scotch acquaintance, Mr. E., of M., arrived this evening from the

field, where he had been ineffectually engaged in the soul-harrowing

employment of searching among the dead, the wounded, and the dying,

for his youngest brother, who was nowhere to be found. He was a

gallant-spirited youth of eighteen, and this was his first campaign.

His horse had returned without its rider--among the multitude of

wounded he could not be found. Some hopes, some faint hopes, yet

remained that he might have been taken prisoner, and that he might yet

appear; but there was too much reason to fear that he had perished,

though where or how was unknown. Alas! every passing day made the hopes

of his friends more and more improbable. No tidings were ever heard of

him, and "on earth he was seen no more." The uncertainty in which the

fate of this lamented young man was involved was even more dreadful

than the knowledge of the worst could have been. Mrs. H.'s anxiety

respecting her brother was relieved by Mr. E.'s assurance of his being

in perfect safety. He could tell us nothing of the fate of those for

whom we were so deeply anxious. "Do not ask me," he exclaimed, "who

_is_ wounded--I cannot tell you. It would be easy to say who are

_not_." Intelligence from another quarter, however, relieved our fears,

and although it subsequently proved false, for the present it led us

to believe that our friends were in safety.

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