Upon the arrival of the newspapers, Northcote turned first to the

obituary notices, rather than to the accounts of the trial in which

his own personal triumph would be displayed. Following the custom of

bestowing even more indiscriminate eulogy upon mediocrity when it is

dead than it receives when it is living, the newspapers vied with

one another in descanting upon Sir Joseph Brudenell’s services to

the public, and his qualities of heart and mind. It brought immense

relief to Northcote that this was the case. He was in no mood to suffer

disparagement of that venerable figure.

The _Age_ had a leading article upon the trial, and it was soon

apparent to the advocate that its hostility towards himself was very

marked. It said: “We venture to think that a more singular speech was

never heard in a court of justice. It is not our province to advance

opinions which encroach upon the right of counsel to settle for

themselves what is proper and what is improper in the means they may

adopt to safeguard the interests of an accused person, particularly

in cases of this nature. But it does seem to us, and we believe this

view is shared by the majority of competent persons who were present

in court, that the course adopted by the counsel for the defence, if

it were to become general, would constitute a grave public danger.

Mr. Northcote is a young advocate, whose reputation is yet in the

making; and in yielding to the call of his ambition, he adopted a

means for the display of his forensic skill the propriety of which we

venture seriously to call in question. Had Mr. Justice Brudenell--whose

tragically sudden death (to which we refer on page 9) occurred within

an hour of the rising of the court--been in the complete enjoyment

of that mental and bodily vigor which during a period of twenty-five

years he had taught the public to look for in the performance of his

avocations, we are sure that, to use a mild term, such a travesty as

that with which Mr. Northcote assailed the ears of the jury would not

have been allowed to invade a British Court of Judicature. We are sure

it would have been stopped peremptorily at the outset. As it was, a

concatenation of unforeseen circumstances vouchsafed to the counsel for

the defence a license of which he availed himself to the full. And the

result we can only regard as lamentable.

“The youth and the limited experience of the counsel for the defence

are entitled to be urged on his behalf; while the physical condition

of the judge which resulted, almost immediately this extremely painful

case had concluded, in his tragically sudden death, removes from his

shoulders the least onus for what was allowed to take place. But

at the same time it is to be urged upon ambitious members of the

junior bar that yesterday’s precedent is not one to be followed with

impunity. Whatever the exigencies of the moment may dictate to young

counsel in course of a trial for a capital offence, public opinion

will not permit the introduction of the doctrines of Nietsche into a

British Court of Justice. The parody which was perpetrated yesterday

upon religion at the Central Criminal Court must have been peculiarly

repugnant to every reverently constituted mind, while its effect upon

the verdict can only be characterized as a total failure of justice.

Again the effect upon the advocate who permitted himself to indulge in

an occupation so perilous was demonstrated in a remarkable and dramatic

manner at the conclusion of his address. The reference he was led into

making, for which afterwards he was impelled to make an unreserved

apology, to the miscarriage of justice which occurred in the case of

the unfortunate man John Davis a year ago, a reference which took the

form of an impeachment of the learned judge himself, and of Mr. Weekes,

K. C., the senior counsel for the Crown, can only be characterized as a

gross breach of taste, and an equally gross disregard of those higher

tenets of humanity which Mr. Northcote in addressing the jury put to a

use so questionable.”

“Well done, old Blunderer,” said the recipient of this castigation,

his mouth full of buttered toast, and attempting the delicate feat

of propping against the teapot the instrument with which it had been

administered. “In the performance of your ‘daily avocations,’ my dear

old friend, you are to be admired. The ‘doctrines of Nietsche’ is

distinctly good. Whatever will happen to us in this country when you

can no longer be bought for threepence I am sure I don’t know.”

However, when the young man had finished his breakfast, and he had

read the article again, he did not view it with quite the same air of

detachment with which he had contemplated it at first. By nature he

was immensely impatient of criticism. He accepted his own superiority

to all the rest of the world without question, but like an arbitrary

despot, he could not suffer the power of which he felt so secure to

suffer misinterpretation, or the motives that impelled it to be called

in question. His pride, after all, was of a ferocious and aggressive

kind. The old judge’s appeal had humiliated him bitterly. This

newspaper article filled him with the fury that it would have filled

Voltaire.

“I see what it is,” he said, filling his pipe. “They are all in the

ring, and they are afraid a rank outsider is going to break it. And so

he shall!”

He finished with a volley of oaths.

The next moment tears had sprung to his eyes. Tears of chagrin, rage,

disgust, of resentment against himself. How dare he be so arrogant

when the words of the honest old man, spoken while the hand of death

was upon him, were still in his ears. Mediocrity had its function, its

reason to be. Until he had grasped that elementary truth he could never

emerge, clad in valor and completeness, upon that high platform which

nature had designed him to occupy. “Cad” Northcote had been the name

bestowed upon him at school by his humbler but honester fellows: the

same term of opprobrium had now been applied to him in a more public

manner.

It was unworthy that he should ascribe the bitter antagonism he had

raised against himself to the eternal feud of mediocrity versus

genius. That fine gentleman, the old judge, was incapable of bearing

false testimony. Outface it as he might, the flaw was in himself. It

had been there from the beginning. The genie in which his intellectual

pride was centred was the seat of the canker. Every time he employed

it he must be aware of his fatal gift. It was a sinister talisman, or,

in the words of the judge, a two-edged sword. Better a thousand times

not to be distinguished from the mediocrity he was never weary of

despising, than to be at the mercy of a genius that would compass his

destruction.

He took up another newspaper, and turned his attention to an article

entitled: “‘Bow-wow’ Brudenell, by an Old Friend.” In the course of

a column of appreciation it said: “Public life is the poorer to-day

by a memorable figure. Mr. Justice Brudenell had achieved an odd sort

of fame. It rested upon his idiosyncrasies upon the bench; upon the

curious, irascible, barking delivery he affected, which earned him

the name by which he was always spoken of in the circles in which he

moved. In the judgment of his profession he was hardly considered

to be a ‘strong’ judge, nor was he widely popular; yet although he

had detractors, he was always listened to with respect. His queer

little tricks of manner and his somewhat formidable aspect created an

impression in the public mind which cannot be said to have been wholly

in his favor. Yet none could have told from his demeanor on the bench

what the man was at heart. It would require the pen of a Charles Lamb

to limn him in his quiddity. To his private friends he was a perpetual

delight and stimulus; he stood for all that was worthiest in the human

character. He kept a too fearful conscience ever to be truly eminent in

public life, but no kinder, humbler, humaner gentleman ever walked the

earth than Joseph Brudenell.

“It is to be feared that the closing days of this good man’s life

were darkened by tragedy. The present writer was sitting with him in

the smoking-room of a club, when a fellow member, an occupant of the

Episcopal bench, carried over to him the evening paper containing the

confession of the man Burcell in whose stead John Davis had suffered

the extreme penalty a few days before. It would engage the pen of a

dramatist to portray the self-righteousness of the bishop and the

horror and bewilderment of the judge. ‘It has overtaken me at last,’

said the old judge, covering his eyes as though he had been poor

blind Œdipus. ‘This is the shadow that has darkened my life during

twenty-five years.’

“His distress will never be forgotten by those who witnessed it. From

that hour he was never the same. The tragic suddenness of his end was

not unforeseen by those who knew him best. Yet to the last he was the

same gentle, courteous compound of scholarship and refinement. In no

sense could he ever have been looked upon as brilliant. No epigrams, no

pregnant sayings, no flashes of wit are recorded of him; upon the bench

he was too much in earnest even to be genial. Every cause that came

before him appeared to engage the very blood of his veins and the whole

life of his intellect. It was a ruthless kind of irony that fixed upon

such shoulders as these the responsibility for as grave a miscarriage

as ever darkened the annals of English justice.

“In his private life he had known great sorrows. His only son was

drowned twenty years ago while a freshman at Oxford. Had he lived,

he was destined for that profession for which his father had so

profound a reverence. Nothing could have been more exquisite than

Joseph Brudenell’s childlike devotion to his calling, yet he was

always haunted by the consciousness that the ideals he had set up were

beyond his grasp. This son was to have been the truer, the wiser,

the stronger, the more penetrating man; yet it was never to be. The

accident that deprived him of this enlarged and completer edition of

himself added something to his latter years that his faithful circle of

old friends found wistful and affecting. And only last week he lost the

devoted daughter who had been the stay of his declining years.

“It is safe to say that no man was ever called to the bar who was more

honestly beloved by all who understood the secret workings of his mind

than was Joseph Brudenell. Subtle it was not, it was not agile, and it

was not profound; indeed the possession of that simple and unsagacious

implement conferred only one claim to preëminence. It is as a great and

honest gentleman that Joseph Brudenell will be called to the Valhalla

of his gods. He was past master in one art only: the art which embraces

the amenities of life. Unsympathetic critics he has had in his public

capacity. He has been called a pedant, a weakling, one deficient in

insight; even his scholarship, which was so laboriously honorable, has

not escaped inquiry; but the void left by that massive and ungainly

form can never be filled. In this time, at least, his like will not

be seen. A rare jewel has been resolved to its element; earth is the

poorer by an English gentleman.”

These words served to heighten Northcote’s indignation against himself.

The stab he had directed at the judge increased in infamy. Already it

seemed as if he had paid an exorbitant price for his success. However,

in the midst of his anguish and perplexity, he heard feet on his

staircase. There came a knock to his door. It was the solicitor.

“Well, my boy,” said Mr. Whitcomb, shaking his hand affectionately, “do

you see you have killed the judge?”

“Yes,” said Northcote, “but I saved the life of your client.”

XXXII

MEDIOCRITY ASPIRING TO VIRTUE

The advocate handed the _Age_ to the solicitor.

“You may have seen it,” he said. “I am honored with a leading article.”

“I have read it. It means your removal from the top story to the

basement.”

“I don’t understand.”

“It ensures that your professional emoluments will not be less than two

thousand a year.”

“That would be very well had I not arrived at the conclusion that the

game is not worth the candle. The penalties are too great.”

“Why consider them, dear boy? Why not accept the gifts of the gods in a

thankful and contrite spirit?”

“You would have me drink the nectar that they offer although they hand

it in a poisoned cup?”

“You are a queer fellow. You accept starvation with a dignified

humility, but the instant you touch success--and such a success!--you

make a face.”

“Such a success--there you have it all!”

“My dear fellow, whoever in this world got off the mark with such a

flying start? You have awoke this morning to find yourself famous.”

“Bah! I am poisoned; I have got my death!”

“Within five years, if you keep your head, you will be making a

princely income.”

“I know it.”

“And two days ago you could not afford to pay for a fire in the middle

of winter.”

“You are perfectly right.”

“Two days ago you could not fill your belly when you were hungry.”

“I shall never taste hunger again--that honest, bitter, medicinal

hunger that merges the mind in the soul. I shall never taste again that

ascetic clarity which makes the heart supple and arms the brain.”

“You talk like a Methodist.”

“My father was a country preacher.”

“I expect this is the swing of the pendulum. You must have undergone

great mental excitement in making your effort--and what an effort it

was! And now the clock has swung right back; you are below par: you

have got the blues.”

“I hate myself; I hate my cursed profession.”

“Yes, the mercury has fallen. The higher the rise the greater the drop.

But make an effort to be rational. Look at this.”

The solicitor handed the advocate a brief. It was marked with a

retaining fee of a hundred guineas.

“Two days ago that was beyond the dreams of your avarice. And now it

is a mere forerunner of the beginning. You will be compelled to change

your quarters and keep a clerk.”

“You remind me of the devil--the real authentic mediæval

Mephistopheles,” said Northcote, with his fingers trembling upon the

tape. “You are in the pay of the genie, you smug-hearted materialist.”

“Ah, the genie again! I am afraid to confess that that genie of yours

gave me a very bad quarter of an hour,” cried Mr. Whitcomb, laughing

heartily at the recollection. “I was never in such a panic in my life.

Had it not been the last moment, and had it not been impossible to get

any one else, you would never have held that brief. You and your genie

frightened me to death. I woke up in a cold sweat in the middle of the

night, wondering what would happen if you brought the infernal thing

into court.”

“Well, I did bring it into court, did I not?”

“You would never have got your verdict without it.”

“Yet you were afraid?”

“That was before I knew what it was. But as soon as you got up to talk

to the jury, and you could have heard a pin drop over the court, I gave

in.”

“That is true enough,” said Northcote, in the hollow tone which had

discomposed the solicitor at the restaurant, “but once having summoned

this thing to my aid, once having taken it into court with me, once,

as you might say, having let it taste blood in the arena, I shall

be compelled to have it with me every time. It is already out of my

control.”

“So much the better for you and for those who command your services.

This genie of yours will one day be worth thirty thousand a year in

cool coin of the realm. If you will deign to take the advice of one who

is perfectly willing to be a father to you, I say to you, don’t overdo

it. Employ as many devils as you please,--five, ten, or a hundred

and ten,--but don’t be tempted into taking enough work to break down

your nervous system. Keep that intact and you are predestined for the

Woolsack.”

“I feel it; and yet, do you know, Whitcomb, it hangs in the balance

whether I ever walk into court any more.”

“If you think so, it is little you know of your nature. What you call

the genie will have the last word to say on that subject.”

“Like every other mud-colored materialist your intelligence is

admirably lucid as far as it goes.”

“Compliments are flying. But is it not the faculty of youth to despise

the common sense to which one day it is only too glad to return?”

“I would spew mediocrity out of my mouth,” said Northcote, suddenly

overmastered by arrogance.

“Common sense and mediocrity are not quite the same; but you can take

it from me, dear boy, that genius has always to learn sooner or later

that mediocrity has its uses.”

The solicitor was amazed to see tears spring to the eyes of the

advocate.

“I have learnt that already,” he said huskily; “I learnt it last night

after the rising of the court.”

“I presume you are referring to poor old Bow-wow, the type of all

mediocrity.”

“Yes, to the poor dear old blunderer who, after the manner of his kind,

consecrated his life to a public display of his incapacity. Yet I weep

for Adonais, he is dead!”

“I say, my boy,” said the solicitor, amazed by the depth of emotion

that was revealed in the face of the young man, “you did not suppose

for one moment that I was in earnest when I said you had killed him?”

“You struck so near to the truth,” said the young man, “that you made

me bleed.”

“Well, this is a consummate kind of folly. You must feed well; build

yourself up; go away for Christmas; take a rest. Future greatness

cannot be allowed to play ducks and drakes with its chances.”

“I swear to you, Whitcomb, the weight of a feather would make me throw

up the bar.”

“Impossible! That voice, that presence, that imagination, that

extraordinary dynamic quality--in other words, your genie, leaves you

no choice.”

“I swear to you, Whitcomb, if it were not for my countrified old

mother, who has worked her fingers to the bone to provide an education

for me, I would never go into court any more.”

“Ah, well, I shall continue to send you briefs all the same. I cannot

recall another man who has got a start such as yours, and I shall be

astounded if through a whim you show yourself unworthy of your good

fortune. Here is a check for ‘the monkey’ you won of me at lunch

yesterday.”

“Five hundred pounds! I don’t remember anything of the circumstances.”

“I laid five hundred to fifty against your getting a verdict.”

“When?”

“At lunch yesterday.”

“You must not take any notice of that. I was very excited. I am afraid

I was not myself.”

“Why afraid? The money is yours.”

“I don’t want it; I won’t have it.”

Mr. Whitcomb had thrust the check in the hands of the advocate, who

tore it up immediately.

“Well,” said the solicitor, “I should say at the present time you have

undeniable claims to be considered the most remarkable man in London. I

can’t fathom what has come over you.”

“I was thrown off my balance a little yesterday,” said Northcote

hoarsely.

“Yesterday, my friend, you were a great man; to-day, you are a prig.”

“You are right. Yesterday, a great man stooping to foulness; to-day, a

mediocrity aspiring to virtue.”

“Well, my dear boy,” said the solicitor earnestly, “my last words

are these. Be guided by your talent. Greatness is written all over

you; it is in your eyes; it proceeds out of your mouth. Play up

to your destiny, like a wise fellow, and leave hymns and sermons

and disquisitions upon morality to the official purveyors of those

condiments.”

“You are the devil!”

“Well, Faust, dear old boy, if it come to that, it does amuse me

sometimes to think that I have not dabbled in human nature in divers

forms during the last twenty years without getting to know a little

about it. And I put it to you, do you suppose I took the trouble--I,

one of the most sagacious criminal lawyers in London--to climb up

to this attic without my dinner at ten o’clock of a December night,

without having taken your size in hats and your chest measurement?”

“I say, you are the devil.”

“Your estimate is too liberal. There is nothing of his Satanic Majesty

about me; but, all the same, I am always perfectly willing to employ

him. I am always prepared to pay him liberally to fight these causes

of mine, wherever and whenever he is to be found. What you call the

genie is, after all, a euphemism for the devil, although under the

more chaste patronymic I failed at first to recognize that elderly

swaggerer.”

“Well, yes, you are shrewd. But you leave a bad taste in the mouth.”

“Everything does that this morning. But I am not surprised that you are

feeling cheap. The human frame has to pay for such colossal efforts.

In the meantime, you have no need to worry about anything. The mercury

will rise again; things will all come right; and you will attain an

eminence that few could occupy. In the meantime, divert yourself with

these, and mention your own time for the consultation.”

Leaving two briefs, one of which was marked with the sum to which he

had previously referred, Mr. Whitcomb descended the stairs, much to the

relief of the advocate.

XXXIII

THE HIGHWAY OF THE MANY

Success had spread out both hands to Northcote, but the emotion she

had aroused in him was not one of gratitude. He had spent many days

of suffering, of mental darkness, during the years of his obscurity,

but none had engulfed him in such humiliation as this upon which he

had entered now. He had tasted coldness and hunger; he had known the

stings of rage and despair; but these sensations appeared salutary in

comparison with a hopelessness such as this.

How could he cherish an illusion in the matter, he who knew so much?

He had made his choice deliberately under the spur of need; he had

foreseen its enormous penalties; he had foreseen the degradation that

was implied in the honors and emoluments that would accrue from its

exercise. Yet, now these things had come upon him, he smote his breast

and lifted up his voice in woe. Less than a week ago, in the freedom

of his penury, in the license of his failure, he had had the power to

spurn these lures. Yet in almost the next breath he had yielded to the

call of his ambition; and in his first walk upon the perilous path he

had elected to choose, he had shown an ease and lightness of motion

that were audacious, astonishing.

What was there to deplore? His triumph had been so patent as to win

the applause of the world. For the first time in his life money was

in his pocket. That woman of courage who had striven so heroically

for his welfare would meet with her reward. She would be enabled to

end her days at ease. In those somewhat unilluminated eyes Money had

always seemed to divide the place of honor with Duty. She would go to

her grave, this upright and courageous one, with a p an upon her lips,

because her son, her one talent, had in her old age been increased to

her tenfold. Those worn hands would need to toil no more.

After all, this success, which to an honest nature was so embittering,

had a curious virtue of its own if it could fulfil such an office.

And it was hardly for the like of himself to be troubled with these

intimations. Morality, like other privileges, was for those who could

afford to enjoy it; it was for those who had a snug little annuity in

the funds. Those who had shivered in penury, who had known the look of

want, had purchased their right to walk unfearingly by the light of

their necessity. And he had only parted with his dreams after all; he

had only transmuted airy nothings into explicit gold of the state. Let

the visionary who nourished his heart upon the unattainable despise

Crœsus as before, but let the well-fed and valiant materialist render

due homage to that lusty and pagan old fellow. You could not keep your

cake and eat it; you could not resign your ideals and yet hope to

inhabit your castle in Spain.

It always came back to the question of the Choice. Was it not a

sign-post that headed every path; did it not denote the convergence

and the parting of every road? It was his own will which had selected

the broad and muddy highway of the many, instead of the narrow and

precipitous mountain ascent which was only for the feet of the few.

In a choice of this kind there might be an affront to his nature, but

once having embraced it, it was weakness to repine. He must shed this

ferocious arrogance of his. He was now of the common herd, no longer of

the sacred few.

The strangeness of his position held his thoughts all day. That which

he had purchased had been obtained at a cost beyond rubies; it was

not worth one-half he had paid for it, but as he could never recover

his outlay he was bound to go on. It remained for him now to play the

part of the cynic and philosopher. It was not the highest style of the

hypersensitive man on the defensive, but the patchwork target would

have to serve until he found the cunning to provide himself with a more

efficient cover for his wounds. Yet when all was said the shaft had

sunk to a cruel depth in that quivering nature. Heart and mind were

lacerated.

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