Northcote was too highly wrought to appreciate a word that was uttered

by the solicitor. He could only smile and nod and wish him good night,

all of which was done with incoherence and abruptness. As the young man

passed out of the court, an elderly unfortunate, without any teeth,

one-half of whose face had been destroyed by disease, crept from her

hiding-place in a dark corner of the corridor. She grabbed the hem of

Northcote’s gown and carried it to her lips.

“Gawd bless yer, guv’ner,” she mumbled, in a thick, wheezy whisper.

In the barristers’ robing-room the entrance of Northcote created a

stir. Jumbo, a bencher of Northcote’s inn, and like all who are not

afraid to present themselves without reserve, just as nature devised

them, a man of immense popularity, hit the young advocate a blow on the

shoulder.

“When can I stand you a bottle, dear boy? Fine work!”

The son of the Master of the Rolls came up.

“I say, Northcote,” he said, “you don’t remember me? I’m Hutton. I was

in Foxey’s house with you at school.”

“Of course, of course,” said Northcote, hardly knowing a word that he

spoke; “I remember you perfectly well. You have not altered at all.”

“You’ve not altered much, although you look awfully old and very much

thinner than you used to look. I want you to mention an evening that

you can come round and dine with my governor--you remember the governor

I used to get ragged so tremendously for boasting about? He will be

delighted to meet you. I shall tell him all about this; he is the

kindest old soul.”

“Thanks, but I can’t dine with you until I’ve got my evening clothes

out of pawn.”

Northcote’s schoolfellow laughed heartily.

“No, you’ve not altered,” he said. “Just the same amusing cynical old

cuss you were at school--just the same cynical old cuss of whom we were

so much afraid and who was so frightfully unpopular.”

“Poverty and pride were never a popular combination,” said Northcote,

aroused from his preoccupation by the sympathy of one of the few

who had supported him in his youth. “If I hadn’t been a bit of a

football-player I don’t know what would have happened to me in those

days. I used to derive pleasure, I remember, from insulting everybody.”

“Foxey used to call you Diogenes.”

“He used to say that Diogenes was considerably the pleasanter fellow of

the two.”

“Poor old Foxey always feared you, I believe, just as did everybody

else. You were a gloomy, dreamy sort of chap when you were not merely

formidable. I remember once you were nearly superannuated. And do you

remember Foxey saying there was nothing you might not do, if only you

would apply your mind to it; but as it was, he was sure you would never

do anything?”

“I lived in a mental fog in those days,” said Northcote, with a dreary

laugh. “There was a thick vapor wrapped all round my brain. I could see

and understand nothing. One fact only was borne in upon me with any

sort of clearness. It was that I was vastly superior to everybody else.

There never was such a colossal self-esteem.”

“Well, you certainly despised everybody in those days. And you must

have gone on despising everybody to be capable of doing what you have.”

“I remember I was generally chosen to lead the scrum because I had a

big voice,” said Northcote, with the light of reminiscence softening

his grim mouth.

“But your voice is so much greater now than it was then, although it

was always an immense booming sort of thing that seemed to come out of

your boots. But your hands used to impress me more than anything else.

I used to think that if I had hands like that I should break ribs for

my private amusement. Do you remember standing the three-quarters on

their heads? You were a hefty brute in those days.”

“I was always more or less a man of my hands, yet at the same time was

always intensely interested in myself. I used to consider that ‘Cad’

Northcote--that was my name at school, although you are too polite to

remind me of it--was quite the most wonderful person who had ever

been born into this world or into any other. I used to lie awake all

night taking myself to pieces as though I had been a watch. Sometimes I

dreamed that I was Napoleon, and that it had come to pass that he had

been chosen to lead the English pack while he was still at school.”

“Well, that dream came true at any rate,” said his schoolfellow, with

an outburst of enthusiasm. “You were still with us when you pushed

those Welshmen all over the place.”

The conversation was curtailed at this point by the appearance of the

judge’s marshal.

“Mr. Northcote,” said this courteous and nicely dressed official, “Sir

Joseph would be very much obliged if you would come round and see him

in his room.”

“Right you are! I will be round in a minute,” said Northcote, shaking

hands with his old schoolfellow and declining an invitation to dine in

Eaton Square the next evening but one.

XXX

SIR JOSEPH BRUDENELL

In the judge’s room Northcote found its occupant seated in an armchair

at the side of the fire. The light was subdued, and the face of the old

man was in shadow even while he rose to receive his visitor.

“I thank you for coming to see me, Mr. Northcote,” he said, in a low

voice. “I will not detain you long, but I hope you will sit down.”

Northcote accepted the seat that was indicated opposite to the judge’s

armchair. His curiosity was roused in a strange fashion by the manner

and tone of this old man. They were extremely kind and gentle, almost

those which an aged and benevolent parent might employ when about to

take leave of a favorite son.

“If you will allow an old advocate,” said the judge, leaning back in

his chair and placing the tips of his fingers together, “to affirm it

again, I have been impressed by your conduct of this case. My memory

carries me back a long way; I have been more than fifty years at the

bar and on the bench. During that period I have been brought into

contact with the greatest advocates of their day, and I have been

called upon to bear a part in many of the leading causes. But never,

Mr. Northcote,--I emphasize the word,--has it been my privilege to

witness a performance so remarkable on the part of one who is young

and untried as the one given by you to-day.

“In the first place, and bearing in mind the limited character of your

opportunities, I cannot pretend to know how it has been achieved.

Your cross-examination of the last witness called for the Crown was,

in my view, masterly. I have always held, and many will support me, I

am sure, that the art of cross-examination is a searching test of an

advocate. To the ordinary person even moderate skill in that supremely

difficult branch only comes with years and experience. But you begin,

Mr. Northcote, where many of true distinction are only able to leave

off.

“I have always been proud, jealous--I might say overjealous perhaps--of

my profession, to which I have given the flower of my maturity; and I

have always felt that whatever degree of talent it may please God to

bestow upon a man, this great profession of ours offers a field which

brings it to the test. You must let me say, Mr. Northcote, that when

I heard you deal with that poor woman this morning, and I heard you

frame those questions which you put to her with a really beautiful

sincerity which told heavily with the jury, I felt proud that so young

a man could stand up so fearlessly and so collectedly in his first

great criminal cause and put to so fine a use the talents that God had

given to him. Had you been my own son I could not have felt prouder

of you, and prouder of the traditions that you were upholding. Many

of the great lights of the past came before my eyes--Pearson, now the

Lord Chief Justice; Hutton, the Master of the Rolls; poor, dear Fred

Markham, in many respects the most brilliant of them all, who was cut

off, poor fellow, almost before he had reached his prime; the late

George Stratton; Lord Ballinogue; Walker; Skeffington; and I know not

how many more--but I did not hesitate to believe, although we old men

are tenacious of our prejudices, that the bounty of nature had placed

you already on their level, and that great and good and glorious as

were all these names I have mentioned, you were starting at the point

where they were content to end.”

Northcote leaned forward and lowered his head with a fierce, almost

uncontrollable sensation of bewilderment, in which, however, pain was

predominant. Every word that was uttered by that low, trembling, old

voice appeared to spring from the heart. It was something more than

an old man babbling of his youth. There was a pride, an eagerness, a

solicitude, in the manner of this aged judge which seemed to clasp

Northcote like the impersonal devotion of a noble woman to something

more radiant but less pure and less rare than that which emanates from

herself. In the keenness of his distress it was as much as Northcote

could do to refrain from rushing from the room.

“Yet, Mr. Northcote,” the old man went on, “if I say this of your

cross-examination, which as far as you are concerned was a thing of

the moment, a mere piece of _esprit_ thrown off without premeditation,

what shall I say of that address with which you conquered all who

listened to it? I speak no longer as a judge, Mr. Northcote; my livery

is laid by. As I sat there in court with every chord in my heart

responsive to the noble music of your voice, I felt that you had

brought home to me that the time had come when I had ceased to be of

service to the public. I shall take my seat on the bench no more. But

henceforward I shall always carry your words in my heart. They were

noble words, nobly spoken; nature has been almost wantonly lavish

to you in her gifts. It has been given to you, a young man, to show

that the completest abasement of human nature is not in the gutter. I

read the deeper and the truer meaning that was innermost, the divine

message that was unfolded by the deep vibrations of your singularly

beautiful voice. You revealed to one in that court, Mr. Northcote, who

should have been engaged in performing his duty to the public, that no

sore festers in our social life to-day like the organized degradation

of the police-court, where learning, wisdom, courage, and integrity

are debased to even fouler depths than the gutter by their constant

traffic in human misery. Many times, Mr. Northcote, have I cowered in

spirits since I have been called to my office, but it has remained for

you, a young advocate, a fledgling of a newer and grander generation,

which will touch this material world of ours to finer issues--it has

remained for you to knock at the door of the citadel of the oldest of

his Majesty’s judges, and to put questions that he cannot answer. You

forced him to say to himself, ‘Tell me, Joseph Brudenell, what law you

are obeying when you take your seat on these cushions, and you endeavor

to fulfil the functions of the office to which you have allowed

yourself to be called?’

“When, Mr. Northcote, in the height of your conviction you dared

to swear in your own jury, you made every member of it actual and

visible to me. You may have been uttering a profounder truth than

you knew--which is one of the many prerogatives of genius--when you

asserted that every one of those fearful and unhappy tradesmen had that

jury within him in the jury-box. As you pointed out, we are the heirs

of all the ages: the prisoner and the policeman, the advocate and the

judge. And he whom you caused this jury of yours to elect as their

foreman showed to me how responsible and authentic that jury was. By

the magic, Mr. Northcote, in which you deal, you not only evoked that

foreman in the spirit, but by some miracle you clothed him in flesh.

That was a terrible achievement. It was the first occasion that the

redeemer of mankind was seen to be in the occupation of a seat at the

court of Old Bailey.

“I have heard all the great advocates of my time. I was present on that

memorable occasion when Selwyn Anstruther made his appeal on behalf of

Smith. Anstruther spoke during the whole of three days; as an orator he

would, with equal opportunities, have been the peer of Gladstone and

John Bright. Anstruther’s tradition is such--he had killed himself with

overwork by the time he was forty--that he has become almost a myth.

But even this speech of his to which I allude, many phrases of which I

can recall after all these years, does not compare forensically with

this appeal of yours, to which we had the awful privilege of listening

this afternoon.

“Nature, Mr. Northcote, as I have said, has in your case been almost

wantonly lavish of her gifts. Like one who was compounded of pure

wisdom, you appear to have sprung from Jupiter’s forehead completely

armed. You have the voice and presence of the tribune; you add to the

power of the demagogue a cool, elastic, and a subtle brain. I know

not which to marvel at the more, your almost reckless courage, or

that wonderful self-discipline which bends a courser so fiery to your

lightest behest.

“You must bear with me in patience, Mr. Northcote, while I exhaust the

stock of my superlatives; you see you have carried an old advocate

away just as completely, nay, even more completely than you carried

those honest laymen. This afternoon you furnished an old warrior,

weary of the arena, with a few more of those priceless moments which

he had not dared to hope again to enjoy. For over and above all your

other qualities you have the divine gift which fuses every quality you

possess. You have that sympathetic imagination which is the gift of

heaven. It is a key which unlocks every bosom. The rich and the poor

must alike bow before it. Things and men, Nature herself, even the

universe itself, if you care to address your questions to it, can deny

to you none of their secrets. The foreman of your jury, the divine

mystic of the Galilean hills, was the man who was endowed with that

rare jewel beyond all others; and he, as we read, carried the multitude

from place to place and caused the sea to open that it might walk

across.”

The voice of the judge grew lower and lower. He had spoken very

rapidly, and under the impetus of an excitement almost painful in one

of his years. Northcote was entranced by the vivid energy of the old

man, and the tremulous emotion with which his words were charged.

It seemed to be uncanny that he should be sitting there to listen.

There was not a member of the bar who would have identified in the

transfigured zealot who was pouring forth such strange words the

personality of Bow-wow Brudenell, the irascible old blusterer who was

considered to be so unsympathetic and hard to please. There was not a

word, not a gesture by which the outer man who had become so “famous”

with the public could be recognized. This intense mental energy,

burning like a lamp behind the harsh creases in his face, seemed to

have refined him and rendered him beautiful. The grand passion which

Northcote had unmasked filled the young man with awe. What did his own

imperious qualities amount to in the presence of this simplicity? How

foolish, how divine it was! This old man, whom he had dubbed in his

arrogance the type of all mediocrity, shone forth with a lustre which

filled its beholder with shame.

The judge rose from his chair with an effort. Northcote also rose. The

old man seized his hand with a humble gesture which yet transcended a

parent’s tenderness.

“My dear boy,” he said in a whisper, “I did not call you here to listen

to this unbridled praise of your own gifts. But I felt that I must

speak all that was in my mind concerning you, because I love you--I

love you for what you are and for what you will be. All my life I have

had a passion for my profession, and I bring myself to speak these

words to you, because I feel that I hold within my grasp the newer,

the wiser, the grander generation which has sprung already from the

loins of us effete old warriors. You, my dear boy, I dare to prophesy,

will be its protagonist. There is not a prize which our profession

offers which is not already in your hand. One of these days you will

be called to its highest dignities. I foresee that you are likely to

become a dictator. The imperious will by which you are impelled invests

you with a power that soon or late will control the destinies of the

state. Therefore an old public servant ventures to speak to you as he

would speak to his own son were he living to hear his words.

“The material lures of your profession are powerful, but I entreat

you never to consider them. Be a strong and great advocate who will

take his stand only upon truth. In the infinity of your nature you

are fitted to walk alone in the strait places. The temptations which

will accost one of such powers will not be light ones, but if you can

acquire that reverence for your calling, that mediocrities like myself

have been endowed with throughout their days owing to the infinite

mercy of God, that calling has nothing to fear at your hands. It will

derive a new sanction from your genius. But, my dear boy, this is a

terrible gift which you possess. It is a two-edged sword, and if in a

moment of unwariness, such as has been known to visit the heroes of

which we read, one of its sharp edges should be turned against the

society in which you dwell, I beseech you to remember the other edge

will be turned against yourself. He who affirms this is a humble and

aged servitor of truth, and on that plea I beg you to forgive his

importunity.”

All this time the judge had been holding Northcote’s hand. Towards the

end his voice seemed to fail, but the pressure of his fingers increased.

“These are my last words,” he said feebly. “Guard your trust; take your

stand upon truth. May God keep you. One who is old will remember you in

his prayers.”

Almost involuntarily the judge placed his hands on the shoulders of the

young man and pressed his lips to his forehead.

For a moment Northcote seemed petrified with bewilderment. This strange

message from one who had run his course to one who was entering upon

his own atrophied the powers of speech and motion. At last he tore

his hand from the judge’s weakening grasp and ran from the room. In

his flight he seemed to detect the sound of something dull and heavy

falling behind him. Yet in the depths of his agitation and his shame he

did not stay to look back.

He was soon out in the dark streets. Their coldness and commotion,

their secrecy, and above all their freedom, were painfully welcome.

He had hardly been able to draw breath in that arena in which he had

fought his battle during so many dreadful hours. The old madness of

movement, the old insensate desire for liberty overcame him again, and

hungry and weary as he was he proceeded to tramp fiercely about the raw

winter night.

As he marched without aim hither and thither, up one street and down

another, he had no thought of the astonishing victory he had gained.

The words of the judge had overcome everything else. They dealt with

the future; his victory was already a part of the past. His pride

was so arbitrary that it appalled and humiliated him to reflect that

any man, that even an aged servitor of the truth, in the moment of

renunciation of the arduous labors that had oppressed him for so many

years, should have had the temerity to address words of such import to

him.

From one pair of eyes at least, his talents, which had at last wrested

recognition from a jealous, narrow, conventional world, had not been

able to hide the dangers with which they were girt. This aged judge had

pierced the secret. Those senile old eyes, alone of those in the court,

had seen the pitfalls which lay beneath his triumph.

He ought to have been overwhelmingly happy in this new perambulation of

the darkness. Yet the sense of humiliation was paramount. That strength

upon which all his life his extravagant hopes had been nourished had

proved to be even greater than he had known, but the under side of his

nature, to which he had given rein in order to grasp success, opened up

possibilities that were strange and awful. Truth and justice had had no

meaning for the terrible genie he had called to his aid. They had been

used as so many cards in a game. The judge was right: so grievous a

prostitution of a noble talent was a grave public danger. On the first

occasion it had been employed it had compassed a notable miscarriage of

justice.

Towards ten o’clock his wanderings carried him into Leicester Square.

He stayed his steps under the ghastly lights of a music hall and made

the discovery that he was faint with hunger and fatigue. With a dismal

sense of foreboding, which habit had rendered involuntary, he thrust

his hands in those pockets which on many occasions had had nothing

to yield. To his joy his search was rewarded with a sovereign and a

halfpenny. As he held the coins in his fingers a strange weary feeling

of gratitude stole over him. His days of bodily privation were at an

end. Not again would he know what it was to need food and yet lack

the wherewithal of obtaining it. After all he must not dare to deride

success. Its attributes were substantial, definite, necessary.

As he crossed the square in search of a restaurant of whose merits

he was aware, the large letters of the news-bill of an evening

journal caught his eye. Murder Trial--Sensational Speech for the

Defence--Scenes in Court--Verdict.

“Here, boy, a paper,” he said, holding out the halfpenny.

He clutched the paper greedily and crumpled it in his fist. It almost

seemed as he did so that fame itself was tangible, that it was

something that he could crumple in his hand.

In the eating-house he passed a glorious hour in which he devoured

beefsteak and potatoes and consumed a tankard of ale. He read the

account of the trial over and over again, although as rendered by the

evening journal it had no meaning for him. Even the bald _résumé_ of

bare facts seemed far otherwise than those as rendered to himself.

He could not recognize one of the incidents. Hardly a word was

intelligible to the chief actor in that crowded and pregnant drama.

“Mr. Norcutt for the defence spoke for two hours fifty-eight minutes.

His speech was full of Biblical quotations, and even the judge was

affected by it.”

When he turned out again into the streets a newsboy came running round

the corner of Shaftesbury Avenue. He was crying, “Here y’are hextry

special. Sensational murder trial--sudden deff of the judge.”

Northcote bought another newspaper and opened it under a lamp. In the

space reserved for the latest telegrams, these words were printed

upside down, “We regret to learn that Mr. Justice Brudenell expired

in his room shortly after the conclusion of the murder trial at the

Central Criminal Court this evening. The cause of death is believed to

be heart failure.”

XXXI

MEDIOCRITY VERSUS GENIUS

Northcote could confess no surprise. But it struck him with a sense

of drama, the thrill of the unexpected which underlies the impact of

the common, that he should not have discerned the end of this aged

man to be so near. The sounds he had heard as he rushed from the room

must have been caused by that venerable figure falling to the floor.

Sharply, however, as he felt the knife of reality in all its brutal

power, he yet refrained from speculating upon the scope of its present

operation. He was now tired out; his brain was heavy. He pushed on

straight to his attic, climbed the dark stairs, and in a little while

was curled under a blanket with a merciful sleep blotting out the

actual.

He was summoned peremptorily from oblivion by the noise made by the old

charwoman in drawing back the curtains which divided his garret into

two apartments.

“Quarter to eight, sir.”

“Ay, ay,” he muttered, stretching his limbs and brushing the sleep

from his eyes. His slumber had been that of abject weariness;

deep, dreamless, undisturbed. He jumped out of bed, slipped on a

dressing-gown that hung in rags, and felt himself to be once more the

complete and valiant man.

When he sat down to breakfast he sent out the old woman to procure

the morning journals. Throughout the operation of dressing, his mind,

inflamed with conquest as it was, was filled with thoughts of the

judge. In spite of its length, his career on the bench had only been a

qualified success; he had never lacked adverse criticism. In the eyes

of many he had never been quite strong enough for his position.

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