reflection that she had showed much more courage when _she_ had been in
London with Percival Houghton.
I must add that free love, at any rate in my case, has proved a failure,
a dead failure. I do not say that trial experiments in loving and
living together should not be made, but I do say that the time is not
ripe for them. At present, the two scores I have against free love are:
First, that it simply won't work; and second, that the only thing about
it that is _free_ is the undesired advertising one gets.
This conclusion has not been reached in what Mrs. Grey calls the cool,
disinterested spirit of the dispassionate investigator. All the same,
it is my conclusion.
Of course, it is an abominable thing that a unique, intensely individual
experience like love should have to be made the subject of public
inquiry and official registration before it can claim to be legitimate.
In a more highly civilized nation, such a state of affairs would be
unthinkable. But amongst us! Well, when you think of our housing,
transport, and domestic arrangements, when you remember how primitive
and rigid these still are, can you expect more fluid and elastic
relations between the sexes to be welcomed or even understood?
"Huh," exclaimed Cornelia, half aloud, "she got all that from Robert."
Please don't picture me as sitting down and wringing my hands. What's
done is done and can't be undone. I've made an experiment in love. And
if the result hasn't been what I expected, I have, like the experimental
chemist, made discoveries I never dreamed of, discoveries about myself,
about other men and women, and about human institutions. I can truly
say that I haven't spent four more unhappy weeks in my life, nor--mark
this--four weeks that have done me more good.
I call them unhappy weeks. But suppose I had _married_ Claude!
Well, I dare say you've been thinking to yourself: "She is capable of
anything; now she will try to sell out to smug respectability and settle
down as Claude's duly wedded and articled wife." I admit this would be
the logical sequel to my new conclusions about love and marriage. But
though I'm still fond of Claude, a great streak of doubt has crossed my
dreams of a happy future with him.
Shall I tell you the truth, Cornelia? Claude and I would make a very
poor team. I have in mind, not his fits of bad temper, which are very
annoying, nor his attacks of jealousy, which are monstrous. I have in
mind his outlook on affairs and his active interests, which are in every
respect different from mine. Claude is in love with the pomps and
trappings of life; and I am not. He goes in passionately for elegance,
luxury, all the externals which men admire in society or public
institutions; and I do not. He wishes to study and master the ritual of
social intercourse in all its forms (even in its Kips Bay form); and I
will not. He is fond of the gay boulevards, the fashionable
restaurants, the crowded promenades; I am fond of quiet places and a
chair to myself in a corner of a park. Our divergence of tastes is
almost absolute. We don't like the same theatres, concerts, pictures;
we don't even like the same games.
The only game we ever enjoyed together was the great game of love.
"What," you will exclaim, "you mean to contend that this game, which you
played with such abandon, so thrilled and absorbed and united you both
as to smother the thousand differences between you?" Precisely. That is
what I contend, for that is what happened. It is weird, disconcerting,
inexplicable, yet it is true.
Equally true is the fact that Claude lacks the talent for companionship.
With women, at all events. He has no use for a woman except as a
plaything or a wife. And he does not want his wife to be a companion or
a partner in his work. He wants her to be an ambassador
plenipotentiary, representing him in polite society, and also a species
of superior twentieth-century domestic scientist taking full charge of
his creature comforts at home. I don't see myself in either role. Do
you? Can you picture me as a sort of mother, nurse, housemaid, valet,
cook and errand girl rolled into one?
All of which means that I'm not quite ready yet to handcuff myself with
Prince Charming's household keys. "Hoity-toity," say you, "isn't this a
bit like piling the evidence sky-high to prove that the grapes aren't
sour?" Perhaps it is, but I think not. It is true that Claude hasn't
asked me to marry him yet. It is true that whenever he is out of sorts
with me he tells me that my reputation is damaged beyond repair and that
I need not look to him to patch it up. It is true that when I smile at
this he invariably insists with explosive fury that he will never, never
ask me to marry him. He repeatedly insists that he will not. Still, I
believe that he will. My problem is not what will become of me if
Claude _doesn't_ marry me, but what will become of me if he does.
As for my damaged reputation, I'm really not worrying about that. Say I
have _sullied_ my character. In one respect, a spot on a character is
like a spot on a fine satin dress: hard work will wash all spots away.
But it stands to reason that things can't go on like this much longer.
The little Sorbonne _pension_ in which we are staying (as Monsieur and
Madame) has its good points. And there are evenings when Claude, a
little tired of all the famous and imposing Parisians he has met,
expresses a longing to be quite alone with me again, and transforms
himself once more into the Claude he was before we lived together. Then
we walk along the Seine or drive on the wondrous roads towards
Fontainebleau or Versailles. And these evenings are very delightful.
But they cannot be repeated forever. Any day I may take the step that I
ought to have taken some time ago.
Write to me, Cornelia dear. Tell me all the news about the tenements.
I suppose the Outlaws are as tame and bourgeois as ever. Does dear old
Harry keep you fit and sylph-like with his rising exercises? And how is
Lydia Dyson shaping? I see she has another serial in the _Black Baboon_
(I found a copy in Brentano's here)--she must have coined bushels of
money by it. I wish I could work as copiously on _my_ diet as she does
on hers of cigarettes and Haig and Haig. Charlotte Beecher, I fear,
will be "through with me" as the cinema heroes say. Has she exhibited
again or married Robert yet? Tell Robert I shall write to him as soon
as I've done something he'll approve of.
Need I give further hints of my insatiable hunger for news? Don't let
me continue to be cut by the postman. Write and write soon to
Your affectionate friend,
Janet.
*III*
"Janet's a little fool," was Cornelia's laconic comment as she folded up
the letter.
Under Kelly's persuasive service, she attacked breakfast. Between
mouthfuls she epitomized the contents of the letter, a proceeding that
she punctuated with caustic exclamations. At the end, Harry Kelly
expressed much sympathy with Janet's predicament.
"She has made her bed; she'll have to lie in it," said Cornelia.
This was a far cry from the line Cornelia used to take when she told
Janet that "marriage is either a vulgar sex deal or a legalized
debauch;" or when she declared in lyrical accents that "a free union is
the golden key to the garden of spiritual love." Her sentiments on this
subject had undergone dilution since Harry Kelly with his athletic
build, fair prospects, and standing offer of marriage had become a
fixture in Number Fifteen.
But then Cornelia had never really had the courage of her radical
opinions. Beneath her advocacy of new forms of sex relationships there
lurked a strong affection for the old forms. Essentially, her instincts
fitted her for the orderly virtuous days of bustles and bust pads, not
for these latter days in which established conventions were being
summarily overhauled. For her, the time was decidedly out of joint.
It had been so since her affair with Percival Houghton, the artist who
had "stolen her soul." This affair had been an accident of conduct and
circumstances, and not, as she always declared, a logical outcome of her
character and convictions. And it was as a result of this accidental
episode that she was now an irritable, spiteful, new-fangled woman
instead of the old-fashioned wife and mother (of seven children) that
she should have been.
Some dim perception of all this stirred in the head of Harry Kelly the
ex-Harlem Gorilla. Kelly's mentality fell far short of his bodily
development. Still, he was no fool, and he rightly guessed that
Cornelia was unfair to her former protegee. He did not approve of
Janet's flight with Claude. But he had seen too much of life in the
Lorillard tenements to be easily scandalized. Moreover, his fondness
for Janet disposed him to put the blame, if any, on her lover. Like
many amiable persons, he reserved his moral censure exclusively for
people he did not know or did not like.
"The poor kid's down on her luck," he ventured gingerly. "It's not up to
us to hurry the post-mortem."
"Down on her luck! With a man like Claude at her side?" cried Cornelia,
the words curving by slow ascent to an unmusical top note.
"Claude's a grand looking man, that's true. But I've known many a grand
looking man who was no better than a four-flusher when you had to share
your bunk with him."
"Poor Hercules, what do you know about it? If Claude was a rotter, she
should have left him. In all decency, she should have left him the
moment she saw that her passion was merely physical. What has she done?
Nothing. They are still together on the most intimate terms."
Kelly put his arm soothingly round her waist. It was a privilege she
had allowed him in the dull days of late--though not often and always
grudgingly.
"I don't suppose she's going to have a child," she went on, in a bitter
tone, "yet that would be her one solid happiness. She's too selfish, I
fear. Look how idiotically fate deals out the cards. _She_ could have
a child, but she doesn't want one, while I want one so much, but--"
It was a generous hiatus, and her voice softened as she approached it.
She was forever telling men that she wanted a child of her own; they
were usually embarrassed or piqued by the information; and whatever the
effect she enjoyed it.
For once, Kelly was not nonplussed. He drew his arm tighter.
"Listen, sweetheart," he said, sentimentally, "what's to prevent it? I
want kiddies, too."
"Do you indeed," said Cornelia, with a dangerous light in her eyes. "I
said I wanted a child. The difficulty is that I don't want the father
for it."
"Why not, if we're married?" he proceeded with unexampled obstinacy.
"I'd rather follow Janet than go on being tormented like this," he
concluded, drawing the long bow at a venture.
She withdrew from him and rose, her cheeks parading an angry red.
Ordinarily, a look was enough to make him quail, but, lo and behold, he
was marching with unprecedented independence to the door. And how could
Cornelia know that his body went hot and cold by turns for fear that she
would let him walk out?
She could not afford to lose him, so she called him back.
"Here, goose!" she cried, coming swiftly down from her high horse.
"Here's Janet's letter. You'd better read it through before you quarrel
with me about it."
He took it happily and obediently, she getting little pleasure from such
an easy victory.
While he read it, she reflected once more that she could not afford to
lose him. She set small store by his doglike devotion and, though he
had recently obtained an excellent position as physical trainer in a
fashionable men's club, she considered him vastly beneath her. That he
was physically a veritable Borghese Warrior was wholly offset by the
fact that he was socially little better than a superior handicraftsman.
In her eyes, that is to say, he had his points, but they were not the
points of a polished gentleman.
Yet he was the one friend left to her in Kips Bay, the one friend whose
constancy to her was undeviating and unimpaired.
Cornelia's decline from glory had proceeded rapidly since the departure
of Janet. The renaissance of flat Number Fifteen as the social and
artistic center of the Lorillard tenements had been shortlived. That
renaissance (which Cornelia tried to believe was of her own making) had
really begun with Janet's advent. While it lasted, the Outlaws and
their cohorts had paraded back, with all flags flying, and had restored
the flat to the pinnacle of importance which it had occupied when
Cornelia, in the full flush of the Percival Houghton notoriety, had
first settled down in Kips Bay. For a brief space Cornelia, glittering
like the morning star, had been "the first lady of the model tenements,"
and had tasted again what she called life, splendor, joy.
But Janet had gone, and Claude had gone with her. As a direct
consequence of Janet's flight, Robert had more and more often invented
excuses for absenting himself from the Lorillard flats. Charlotte
Beecher's visits ceased as soon as Robert's did, and Denman Page's as
soon as Charlotte Beecher's. In its turn, the loss of Claude deflected
a whole galaxy of feminine stars, including Lydia Dyson at the top of
the scale and Mazie Ross at the bottom. And so on, ad infinitum.
Thus, almost in a week, the brilliance of Number Fifteen had been
extinguished. Forever, or so Cornelia feared. True, her queenly state
had ended in a burst of radiance, as a sky-rocket ends in a dazzling
shower of gold. But this was cold comfort at best. Cornelia knew that,
without some novel attraction, there was no hope whatever of recapturing
the fickle homage of the model tenementers. And no such attraction was
in sight. For once, no other adventurous young lady was ready or eager
to step into Janet's shoes as Janet had stepped into those of Mazie
Ross. Cornelia's stock had fallen to its nadir.
She felt deserted. In a mood of bitter, unreasoning resentment, she
gave Janet full credit for dimming the splendor of Number Fifteen, the
splendor she had never given her any credit for enkindling.
She was very angry with Janet on another score. This adventurous young
lady, after a gorgeously romantic time abroad with Claude Fontaine, had
apparently come a cropper, as her tirade against free love sufficiently
betrayed. Reading between the lines, Cornelia fancied that she detected
a veiled reproach. It was as if she were being held responsible for
pointing out the step that had landed the writer in disaster. Cornelia
repudiated this responsibility and was intensely irritated by the
reproach.
What, hadn't she and Janet threshed out the whole question of sex in the
most open and aboveboard fashion? And hadn't she drawn a sharp line
between free love as she sincerely advocated it for the sake of a
woman's rights, and free love as it was practiced among the Outlaws and
in Greenwich Village for the sake of a woman's pleasure or gain? She
had told Janet (and told it with some feeling) that many young women
nowadays regarded free love as simply a very convenient antidote against
man's growing disinclination for matrimony. It was a new bait for the
old trap, and a very successful bait, too, as numberless marriages
growing out of free unions attested. In Greenwich Village marriageable
girls used this bait by instinct; in Kips Bay they used it with cool
professional dexterity, as a surgeon uses a knife.
For Janet to insinuate that she had been taken in, was a trifle strong.
If she had been duped at all, she was self-duped. And was this likely?
The curve of contempt in Cornelia's lips indicated her belief to the
contrary. There was such a thing as carrying a pose of artless
inexperience too far. And what did Janet mean by all this talk of
casting Claude off? Casting Claude off, indeed! What was she really up
to?
Harry Kelly, having finished the letter, now handed it back.
"Janet's getting a bit flighty," he remarked with true male cynicism.
"Seems to me Claude has got somebody else on a string."
Cornelia gave a scornful laugh.
"Don't be an idiot, Hercules," she said. "More likely, Janet has got
somebody else on a string."
Kelly held his peace. Like King Lear's daughter, he adored and was
silent: his love was mightier than his tongue.
*CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE*
*I*
By the time Cornelia's answer reached Paris, Claude had taken Janet to
Brussels. The immediate cause of this move was a stringency in Claude's
funds. A brief and somewhat acrid correspondence between father and son
had followed hard on the latter's international adventure. After much
shilly-shallying on Claude's part, Mr. Fontaine had laid down the terms
on which alone he proposed to continue polite relations.
Mr. Fontaine proceeded on the theory that in some cases the most
effective sort of moral force is material force. He did not demand that
Claude abandon Janet, although this was the goal of his desire. He
simply made it emphatic that until his son _did_ leave Janet, the old
days of independence coupled with generous financial supplies were over.
Meanwhile, he made a point of thwarting Claude at every turn. Claude
longed for leisure and also for a fairly free hand with the Fontaine
Company's bankers in Europe; Mr. Fontaine offered him definite work at a
far from princely salary. Claude wanted to travel (as heretofore) in
the role of a commanding member of the firm; Mr. Fontaine allowed him no
choice but a paltry assistancy to one of Fontaine's European agents.
Claude vastly preferred the conspicuous agency in Paris, if an agency he
had to be reduced to; Mr. Fontaine detailed him peremptorily to the
humble agency in Brussels. And so on.
Clearly, Mr. Fontaine believed that a series of pin pricks, tirelessly
administered here and there, would serve his purpose much better than a
dagger inserted under the fifth rib.
Claude, having some means of his own, planned a summary rejection of his
father's terms. But his available funds were pitifully inadequate to
his tastes and habits. It was in vain that Janet threw herself sturdily
into the task of retrenchment. She lacked experience; and as for
Claude, he was born to the purple and had inherited the aristocratic
idea that economy consists in making lesser people do the saving. He
could not refrain from living on a handsome scale or from entertaining
his Parisian friends at costly parties. The day of atonement drew
swiftly nearer.
And came in due course. All his pecuniary sins were visited upon him at
one and the same inopportune moment (when ordering a dinner at the Ritz
in honor of the Prince de Cluny). At that moment he experienced the
novel sensation of finding himself suddenly without a single penny of
credit. Had the ground been abruptly withdrawn from his feet, the shock
could not have been greater.
There was nothing for it but an immediate acceptance of the terms on
which his father had proposed a truce. The Brussels agency was in charge
of a hard-headed Walloon between whom and Claude little love was lost.
The pin pricks were warranted to do their work to a nicety.
Thus it was that in no very amiable frame of mind Claude set foot in the
Belgian capital and reported to the Fontaine agent there. Janet shared
his contracted fortunes, accompanying him from Paris in spite of a
series of quarrels which had chequered the weeks preceding their
departure.
She accused herself of weakness for remaining with Claude. But she felt
she could hardly leave him when he was so completely down on his luck.
True, their quarrels furnished her with a pretext, but not with a worthy
one. They were all in the nature of petty bickerings, trumpery matters
seemingly unrelated to the real issue.
But she began to suspect that the real issue between herself and Claude
would never be brought into the open.
*II*
Their hotel was in the aristocratic _Quartier Leopold_. Scarcely a year
had elapsed since the armistice was proclaimed, yet the _Boulevard
Anspach_ and other central highways were again the glittering rendezvous
of international idlers indefatigably bent on expunging the last
unpleasant memories of Armageddon. This expunging process appeared to
involve the consumption of much bad food and the production of much loud
noise.
Early in the morning of his seventh day in Brussels, Claude was awakened
by the penetrating backfire of a motor car in the street. Having
already been aroused by disturbances twice, he sprang from one of the
twin beds in the room and closed each window with a furious bang.
Janet, in the other bed, changed from her right side to her left, but
was too deep in sleep to wake up.
"Damnation!" he called out, first towards the street and then, as this
bore no fruit, in the direction of the occupied bed.
Getting no response he stalked to the sleeper's side.
"How can a man get any rest," he shouted angrily, "with pandemonium in
the streets and every window in the place wide open?"
The world in general showed no interest in this conundrum propounded by
a very good-looking young man in pajamas. And Janet, after stirring
uneasily for a moment, returned to a motionless slumber. The street
noises had kept her, as well as Claude, awake until the small hours of
the morning. Once asleep, however, she slept soundly and could defy
Bedlam.
Seeing no prospect of petting or sympathy from this quarter, Claude
nursed his anger to leviathan size. He paced the room like a madman,
distributing a liberal supply of imprecations on everything and
everybody as fast as the images raced into his thoughts. This
proceeding relieved him of a part of his fury. The rest he sublimated
in the act of tidying up the room.
He went at this task with breakneck speed. His method was to set chairs
and tables in and out of place with vicious thumps; then to pile books,
newspapers, brushes, combs, wearing apparel and the like into roughly
classified heaps. He took special pains to pick up Janet's scattered
articles of underwear and to fling each one on top of the last with the
force of an invective.
Under this steady percussion and repercussion, Janet finally woke up.
"What's the matter?" she murmured drowsily, pushing the rebellious dark
curls from her face.
Claude bombarded her with reproaches.
"The matter! The matter is that you have the nerves of a rhinoceros. I
can't sleep with the windows open, while you could sleep with them shut.
But it means nothing to you that I haven't slept a wink for seven nights
running, just because you insist upon keeping the windows open."
(Janet's hands gestured: "Oh dear, another tempest in a teapot!") She
sat up in bed and, with her feet tucked under her and her hands folded
over her knees, braced herself for the storm.
"I thought we agreed to compromise by changing off," she said mildly.
"The windows have only been kept open every other night."
"Compromise! Compromise!" He sprang from his chair with a violent
laugh. "How can oil and water compromise?"
"I'm sure I don't know. I'm not a chemist. They don't mix, but they
may get along very amicably together side by side, for all I can tell.
What difference does it make, anyway? The real trouble is that you've
been made nervous and irritable by your father's letters. If you'd only
let us talk the whole matter over sensibly and in good humor--"
"My father's letters have nothing to do with the case," he cut in
savagely. "The trouble is with your idiotic superstition that the
sooty, dusty air from the street is more important than peace and
quiet."
"What is the use of saying the same thing over and over," said Janet,
with a touch of asperity in her clear, soft tones. "You are in a
perfectly childish temper, Claude. If I were your wife I'd have to put
up with it. As I don't have to, I won't."
"My wife! If you were my wife, you wouldn't dare to be so selfish, or
to ignore my rights so shamelessly."
"Luckily, I'm _not_ your wife."
"No, thank Heaven. It's also lucky that you're so well satisfied with
your limitations and your sorry future. Like all the Barrs of Brooklyn,
you may well glory in your irresponsibility. It's all you have."
"Oh, I have my freedom. I glory in that, too. If I were married to
you, I dare say I should have to cringe and even ask your forgiveness.
As it is, before this day is over, you will probably ask mine."
"Don't flatter yourself! I'm going for good. That'll spike your
prophecy."
He began to dress posthaste in order to put time and space between his
threat and its retraction.
Janet watched him through the long dark lashes of her half-closed gray
eyes. He was spoilt, tyrannical, contemptible. Yet his energetic
masculine beauty and the seductive ring of his voice still had power
over her.
"Don't imagine I can't see through your game," he flung out, recklessly
scattering the heaps he had so painfully assembled, in a frenzied search
for a necktie. "Your fine pretense of not wanting to marry me is a
clever way of getting me to do it. Exceedingly, overwhelmingly clever!
But it hasn't fooled me. Not a bit! There are some things I don't
swallow."
"Thank goodness. Perhaps you won't swallow me then, though you seem on
the point of doing so."
She lay down again. Her averted face permitted only her dark curly head
to show.
"I might have married you," he shouted, brandishing the recovered
necktie at the bed. "I might, if you hadn't shown yourself in your true
colors. Thank God, I found you out in time."
"Yet you don't seem a bit pleased."
"You little serpent! Is there no escaping your sting?"
"A minute ago I was a rhinoceros, now I am a serpent. A pretty swift
evolution, isn't it? Of course, the 'Descent of Woman' _would_ beat the
'Descent of Man' all hollow."
And she turned her back upon him contemptuously. Stung by her disdain,
he moderated his temper somewhat and said:
"It is the trick of women to put men subtly in the wrong. You fight, but
you never fight in the open. You send us into a devil of a temper, and
slyly perpetuate the quarrel until you can make capital out of our
degraded condition. Patient Griseldas, martyred angels, persecuted
saints! If only you'd drop the pose of injured innocence!"
This impassioned speech was really a bid for a truce. But Janet, her
heart hardened, lay quite still, the back of her head expressing
defiance.
The silence maddened him more than a flood of reproaches, and he
continued dressing _fortissimo_. Finally, he reached for his hat,
sending her, at the same time, a parting shot.
"Keep it up," he said, "and you'll be a past mistress in the art of
demoralizing a man."
He went out with a spectacular exhibition of bad manners.
Poor Claude! He did not feel entirely guiltless. But he was absolutely
certain that the fault lay vastly more on her side than on his. In the
breviary of love, he had pledged his soul to an eternity of devotion,
but not his temper to a five minutes' trial.
*III*
The door had scarcely been closed before Janet turned out of bed and
began to put on her stockings. She got no further than the first one
before she heard returning footsteps. Quick as a flash she resumed her
former position in bed, so that when the door opened, her face was
buried in the pillows and the back of her head was one obstinate,
unconciliatory curve.
Claude had come back on the pretext of getting his walking stick, really
in the hope of finding Janet penitent or at least willing to placate
him. When he saw that all the advances would have to come from his
side, he turned sharply on his heels and marched out, in his anger
forgetting his cane.
Janet now waited until she was sure that he had gone in good earnest.
Then she finished dressing, reflecting the while that for the third time
within a week she was left quite alone. It was the discord that
troubled her, not the solitude. Solitude had no terrors for her,
although it had a drawback of a practical sort.
Namely, in the matter of the language. She was almost totally ignorant
of French, her opportunities in Paris for acquiring the vernacular
having been extremely few. She knew that Claude expected his absence to
make a virtual prisoner of her. In fact, with this punishment in view,
he had stayed away until late at night on the two occasions of their
recent quarreling. And she did not doubt that he meant to punish her in
the same manner again.
She went downstairs to breakfast full of pity for herself and of
indignation against Claude.
Breakfast changed her mood completely. It occurred to her that Claude
might feel the discord between them as keenly as she did, though he
might not be as conscious of the reasons. This led her to feel sorry
for him and to wonder whether she might not have been more conciliatory.
Her nature was so essentially sound that she was inclined to look on
Claude's outbursts of rage as symptoms of a mental disorder. She told
herself that her equable temper gave her an immense advantage over him,
an advantage she ought not to exploit too far.
It was Robert who had first made her conscious of the worth of her
well-poised temperament, not to mention other good qualities which had
seemed as inevitably her own as her two arms and two legs. Lately,
since realizing what a surprisingly large number of people were
ill-humored and bad tempered, she had begun to prize her even-mindedness
for the rare gift it was.
Her self-esteem improving, her spirits followed suit. It was too fine a
day to spend indoors. And, Claude or no Claude, she made up her mind to
gratify a desire to wander through the fashionable shopping district.
She bethought herself of a pocket English-French dictionary, and a
little "Colloquial French in Ten Lessons," which she had picked up at
Brentano's in Paris. Thus equipped, she sallied out on an adventurous
journey in the direction of the Hotel de Ville.
Her course from the _Quartier Leopold_ to the _Boulevard Anspach_ was
intentionally zigzag. Walking leisurely and observing critically she
was able to confirm or correct impressions of the capital gathered while
riding with Claude in taxis or motor buses.
It struck her that Brussels was cleaner, wholesomer and more competently
managed than either New York or Paris. Had the _Bruxellois_ taken a leaf
out of the book of Prussian efficiency or were they a more competently
executive people?
Brussels was, of course, much smaller than Paris, less ostentatiously
"grand" or "cosmopolitan." Janet did not agree with the orthodox
tourist opinion that the Belgian capital was merely a pocket edition of
the Gallic. Brussels was lively without being chaotic, and picturesque
without being dirty. Paris, on the other hand, was in some respects a
very American city. Its Rue Royales, Champs Elysees, Faubourg St.
Germains and other show sections were perhaps more numerous and
certainly more beautiful than the corresponding show sections in New
York. But apart from these picked quarters, Paris and New York had the
same tawdry glitter, the same rag-bag dishevelment, the same noisy,
neurotic people, the same morbid chase after pleasure.
These results of modern civilization seemed by no means entirely missing
from Brussels, but they existed in a smaller degree, even in proportion
to the city's size. Life on the streets of Brussels still had an
appearance of being orderly, sane. You could walk along the main
thoroughfares without the sensation that you were steering your way
through scurrying, erratic, homicidal pedestrians. In a crowd in New
York or Paris you might well become a prey to the fear that Darwin was
right, after all, and that the evolution of man was guided chiefly by
the principle of chance, Nature being a sort of brute Junker force which
imposed _Kultur_ on the survivors.
With these reflections, Janet sailed along, and though remembrance of
the quarrel with Claude gave her an occasional sinking feeling, this was
but the ground swell after the storm.
*IV*
At the Grands Magasins de la Bourse, Janet experienced little difficulty
in making several minor purchases. Not because she had memorized a
score of colloquial questions and answers from her little book, "French
Guaranteed in Ten Lessons." For the questions and answers which she had
conned so trippingly from the text were amazingly inapplicable to her
needs. In the realm of trade or barter the phrases she needed always
called for a subtly different twist from the high-flown phrases in the
text-book. The book model advised her to say: "_Sir_ (_or Madam_),
_have the kindness to direct me to the street by which one may proceed
to the Rue Royale_." She actually wanted to say: "_What's a good
short-cut to the Rue Royale?_" But as to this racier version the
text-book was mute.
These difficulties proved no insuperable barrier to Janet. A glance, an
eloquent gesture, and a copious use of the phrase _comme ca_, bridged
the worst gaps in the course of communication. _Comme ca_ alone, used
at the end of the index finger, so to speak, worked wonders.
Single-handed, it was mightier than a whole battalion of text-book
phrases. Yet Janet flattered herself that she could, at a pinch, have
dispensed even with this omnipotent demonstrative. To be sure, she was
far swifter at divining other people's wishes than at getting her own
wishes divined. Still, though she had a genius for the first process,
she had at least a talent for the second.
"It would be strange," she thought, "if a New Yorker could not talk
inarticulately in more languages than one."
The shop assistants met her attempts to communicate with them fully
halfway. Their friendliness and courtesy in difficult situations
astonished her. So did their efforts to comply with her precise wishes.
It was all very different from the American shop men and girls that she
was accustomed to. A New York salesman, who slept in a hall room in the
Bronx and lunched at Child's, on a ham sandwich and tea or on griddle
cakes and skimmed milk, was professionally guiltless of every effort
save one, and that was an effort to convey to each customer a sense of
the latter's abysmal insignificance; also an intimation of his supreme
good luck in being waited on by the most distinguished clerk in the
metropolis.
Standing at a counter in New York, one might be excused for supposing
that the salesman accepted the purchaser's custom only as a grudging
favor to the purchaser. Standing at a similar spot in Brussels, one
might hope that the favor would be allowed to be the other way.
Perhaps the Brussels salesmen did not really feel favored. In view of
the final disposition of the profits, they probably merely pretended to
feel so. If this was the case, their pretense carried conviction, by
virtue of the artistry of their politeness. Were there not, then, as
many fictions in the life of New York as in the life of Brussels? Yes,
but they were neither convincing fictions nor polite ones.
Artistry and politeness, Janet concluded, though they might be minor
virtues, were not the minor virtues of an industrial republic.
Her last errand in the Grand Magasins was to buy Claude several pair of
socks. The redoubtable _comme ca_, in a choice variety of modulations,
did yeoman service in facilitating the selection of the correct color,
quality, size.
She was sure Claude did not deserve the pains she was taking over him,
particularly in view of his conduct that morning. But Janet's
indignation had failed to blot from her mind a picture of the night
before at bedtime, when Claude had pathetically drawn attention to the
spectacle of both his great toes protruding rudely from the tips of his
socks. This picture of Claude walking about Brussels with protruding
toes offended her sense of the fitness of things. And, as she did not
believe that the fitness of things should be tempered with revenge, she
made the necessary purchases without pluming herself on her magnanimity.
Parcels in hand, she came close to a section set apart by a low railing.
A somewhat depressed looking woman in front of the railing was talking
humbly to a magnificent young man behind it. From a sign which read
_Bureau d'Emploi_, Janet guessed that this was the section in which
applications for employment were received.
If only she knew the language well enough to apply for a position
herself, what a lot of problems this would solve!
The magnificent young man, who was patently the absolute monarch of the
section, looked disapprovingly at the somewhat slatternly applicant who
was abasing herself before him. With an air as superb as his sartorial
equipment, he concluded the interview. So Cophetua might have concluded
an interview with an unavailable beggar maid.
The dismissed applicant was the picture of dejection as she walked past
Janet, who pitied her from her soul.
Suddenly Cophetua saw Janet.
Was she a lady or was she a beggar maid? He reasoned that ladies rarely
burden their arms with a load of parcels, nor were they in the habit of
making lingering stops in front of a _Bureau d'Emploi_. On the other
hand, the object of his speculation was young, supple, well dressed; her
gray eyes glancing his way thrilled him as no salesgirl beggar-maid had
ever thrilled him before.
Decidedly, if she _was_ a beggar maid, she was a most uncommon one.
Cophetua saw that she was still looking at him, not artfully, and yet
not disinterestedly either. The problem was disconcerting and
insoluble; the call of the blood was peremptory and imperious.
He resolved to chance it.
Unbending as much as so magnificent a young man could unbend, he called
out to Janet in a most inviting tone.
Alas, she couldn't understand a single word. All she could catch was
the note of interrogation.
"_Je ne comprends pas francais_--I'm sorry, but I don't understand," she
informed him in polyglot. She wondered whether he could possibly be
offering her employment, although she doubted this, for his glances were
far from businesslike.
Again Cophetua spoke, more slowly. Yet on the same suave, interrogative
note. He eyed her with immense favor. She understood his looks; and, as
it was clearly not a case for the use of her pet _comme ca_, she lost
all desire to understand his words.
Flushing and not quite knowing what to make of it all, she prepared to
walk away, discretion seeming to be the better part of valor.
"Can I be of assistance?" said a gentleman who had suddenly stopped on
his way past her.
She saw a short, robust, handsome man with an auburn beard and somewhat
darker hair faintly tinged with gray. He took off his hat and bowed.
"I can speak a little English," he said, fluently enough, though to
Janet's ears the accent sounded rather German.
Then he and Cophetua rapidly exchanged a few sentences in French. From
the latter's frigid manner, nothing was plainer than that he regarded
the stranger's mediation with extreme distaste.
"He merely wishes to know whether you are seeking a position," said
Janet's self-appointed interpreter.
"How could I be? I don't know a word of the language, as you can see,"
she said, with one of her fascinating gestures.
This reply was duly conveyed to the chief of the employment bureau who,
with a thousand daggers in his parting smile, withdrew majestically into
his shell.
"It is impossible to know the reason for a mistake so deplorable," said
he of the auburn beard, apologizing for Cophetua.
He lifted his hat again, and made as if to go. But he did not go.
"Oh, I don't mind a bit," said Janet, laughing unaffectedly. "If only I
knew French, I should like nothing better than to take some position or
other."
For a second, they looked into each other's eyes with mutual approval.
Then he said boldly:
"In that case--would you like to be--what do the English call it--tutor
to my little girl?"
From Cophetua, looming in the background, came mesmeric waves of
hostility. Sensing this, they walked away together. He gave her a card
inscribed with the name of Anton St. Hilaire. He told her he was an
Alsatian, a widower with one child of about fourteen years. His wife
had died during his absence on service at the front. His daughter
having sickened, he had been to Italy with her. Now he meant to make a
long stay in Brussels in order to be near a famous specialist for
children. Later he and Henriette would travel.
Henriette had a nurse who for many reasons was unsatisfactory. His wish
had long been to place the child in charge of a cultivated woman who
should be a friend to her rather than a mere attendant, and who should
inspire him with entire confidence. After a few not very searching
questions, he professed to have entire confidence in Janet. He waved
aside as immaterial the objection in respect of Janet's ignorance of
French. She would pick up French as quickly as Henriette picked up
English. Henriette had already had some English instruction; and Janet,
for her part, had no doubt of her ability to manage the child as far as
the linguistic difficulty went. Had she not proved up to the hilt her
genius for making foreigners understand her when such was her desire?
"I could get along with a Choctaw," she said to herself, exultantly.
They talked as they proceeded along the Boulevard Anspach. The long and
the short of it was that Janet agreed to consider the offer. She
promised to pay a visit next day to M. St. Hilaire's apartments in order
to meet Henriette. She would then make up her mind whether to take the
position or not.
Upon this understanding the Alsatian left her.
Janet, all agog with her adventure, gave up shopping for the day.
The encounter appeared to her to be a godsend.
She liked M. St. Hilaire. If she also liked his daughter, if she and
Henriette took to each other enough to make the proffered place
attractive, she would be in a position to part company with Claude
immediately.
As she had a strong conviction (backed by plenty of experience) that she
could get along with any halfway tolerable human being, she considered
the step as good as taken.
True, she anticipated a bad quarter of an hour in having it out with
Claude. But what a jolly thing it was to be in possession of a powerful
weapon like economic independence. It was the last argument against
tyrants, in this case against Claude and the special set of
circumstances that made her absolutely dependent upon him.
She wished she could be candid with Claude and tell him all about the
Alsatian. But this was impossible. Claude's capacity for candor was
like some people's capacity for alcohol. A little of it went to his
head and made him quarrelsome.
She was not like that! She could stand being told any amount of truth
(or so she flattered herself). This was why so many people made her
their confidante. Having an illusion stripped away might give acute
pain, but it never outraged her. Witness her disenchantment with the
theory of free love. But Claude, in common with most people, was like
the famous prisoner who had spent years in a dungeon and who, when
released, was quite overpowered by the fresh air. An unusual supply of
truth all but killed the average man.
In this matter, the only one she had ever met like herself was Robert
Lloyd. How she had underestimated Robert! Worse, how she had
underestimated the strength of her attachment to him! Her partnership
with Claude, a partnership of infatuation, had been a weak thing. A
breath had made it, and a breath had blown it away. But her partnership
with Robert, a partnership of work and mutual interests, had been a bond
of adamant. Time could not wither it nor custom stale its precious
memory.
She had a passionate longing to write Robert and pour out her heart to
him as in the old days of the firm of Barr & Lloyd.
But no. This would never do. In questions of sex, Robert was as
fanatic as any average American business man. The scene on the East
River pier came back to her vividly. There he had stood like a
reincarnation of Cato the Elder (Cornelia's nicknames certainly did hit
the bull's-eye at times!) lecturing her and saying:
"I sha'n't have anything to do with free love or with a woman who has
had a free lover."
The remembrance caused a wave of bitter feeling to surge through her.
By this time she had reached the Place Rogier. There she took a bus to
the office of the American Express Company in order to inquire for mail.
The one letter handed to her had been forwarded from Paris. The
superscription was in Cornelia's handwriting, and Janet tore open the
envelope without delay.
*CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO*
*I*
As was her custom, Cornelia had written in a decidedly lyrical vein,
sounding in turn the strings of pathos, misgiving and melancholy
sympathy. Without formal salutation the letter began:
My heart is torn for you, Araminta dearest, as I follow the story of
your wanderings. It is a story that reopens old wounds, for in your
sufferings I again experience my own. With what a different poignancy!
Different as Claude Fontaine and Percival Houghton are different. I
know that Claude possesses the supreme fascination that leads so many
women to throw themselves recklessly into his arms. He turns their
heads; but at least he does not rob them of their souls. This, Percival
Houghton did. Thank your kind stars, my dear, that Claude is not as
Percival, that he has not the latter's dominating will or piratical
psychic personality. Your soul can still be called your own.
How I pray that your trials may turn out for the best! Araminta, every
woman is fated to learn at the hands of some man how unscrupulous all
men are in matters of sex. But is it not strange that men should outflag
us at what is called our own game, and that women should let themselves
be deceived by the fact that they are always credited with the victory?
This indeed is man's greatest cleverness. He snatches the spoils even
whilst loudly protesting that we have him completely at our mercy. Yes,
men are our masters in the game of love, the game that is said to be
_our_ profession and _their_ pastime. My dear, the amateur who gaily
calls the tune has a much better time of it than the professional who is
compelled to do the fiddling--unless the fiddler plays wholly and solely
for love or is clever enough to exact a price insuring freedom after the
dance is over. But this is an elementary principle which I need hardly
point out to _you_, Araminta.
You say you do not mean to marry Claude, although you believe it lies
within your power to do so. At the same time, you speak in harsh
disparagement of free unions. To be candid, this mystifies me. I hope,
however, that I'm wrong in detecting, beneath your criticism, a subtle
reproach. If I'm right, you've done me a grievous injustice.
Didn't I consistently urge that free love is for daring and devoted
spirits only? And what wonders have not the bold and brave done for our
sex in the last thirty years! Look how the market value of men has
fallen and how the market value of women has risen, if I may use the
crude language of Mazie Ross. No longer do women live, as did our
grandmothers, for the sole purpose of "charming" men or of sipping the
nectar of their "homage."
Pray observe, dear child, that I never decried marriage in the case of
the few women who are strong enough to command the legal tyrant instead
of submitting to him, and who thus are in a position to straighten out
the irrational knot from the inside. As for the common rule of females,
if they _will_ go on flocking to the altar in droves, if they _will_ be
infatuated with marriage after we have opened their eyes to man--why,
let them rush in where angels fear to tread. And let them take the
consequences, too. Small blame to the nuptial fire if it scorches the
likes of _them_. Is the flame guilty because the moths dash in?
But now for the news, although there is precious little.
First, Lydia Dyson has produced a new novel--and a new baby. You know
she lets this happen (I mean the baby) every once in so often because
she says it is the only way to keep her complexion perfect. (It really
is a perfect olive, in spite of the quantities of gold-tipped cigarettes
she smokes.) The baby, like its predecessors, has been given out for
adoption to a childless couple in good circumstances, Lydia contending
(_a la_ Rousseau) that an artist makes a very unsatisfactory parent.
Lydia's other achievement, her novel, "The Mother Soul," has been
running serially in the _Good Householder_. It's netting her the usual
mint of money, ten thousand dollars down, to say nothing of copious
extras in the shape of book and dramatic royalties.
There's Lydia for you, flourishing like the green bay tree! Not like
your poor Cornelia, who'd be happy enough to take the child and let the
royalties go.
Robert is rarely here nowadays. Charlotte Beecher, therefore, doesn't
show up often, and so, what with you and Claude in Europe, I'd be
monarch of all I surveyed, if Hercules didn't take pity on me and come
in to drive the blue devils away. He spoils me almost as much as you
did. A dear, dutiful boy he is, as fond of work as a camel. I feel
conscience-stricken when I think how lightly I accept his devotion.
Ought I to make him happy? Ah, well-a-day! I'm sometimes tempted--ah,
_how_ I'm tempted!
But a poor soulless thing like me mustn't think of such things.
Harry's prospects have improved wonderfully of late. You know his heart
was never in professional wrestling. He deliberately gave up a promising
career _on the mat_, as they call it, where he acquired that odious
nickname of the "Harlem Gorilla." Poor Hercules is about as much like a
gorilla as I am like an elephant. Refusing engagements to appear in
public contests brought him down on his luck for a time. That's how he
happened to land in the model tenements. He never was even the least
bit of a radical. Among the Outlaws, our gorilla is quite a lamb.
Well, this repulsive part of his career is over for good. He is now the
physical director of the Bankers' Club. (What think you of my prophetic
nickname for Hercules? The bankers have their monster clubhouse on Fifth
Avenue, almost next door to the Pillars of Hercules, as the Gotham and
St. Regis hotels are called.) It's a good position. And an even better
one is in sight. The Life Prolongation Institute (I say, Araminta, what
a name!) has lately approached him in regard to a post at one of its
European branches.
Wouldn't it be odd, if we all met some fine morning in Trafalgar Square
or the Champs Elysees?
As for Robert, he has become as mad as a March hare. His Guild League
seems to have dropped through a hole in the ground. (I predicted that,
too!) He says the Guildsman propaganda was too radical for the
old-style Laborites and too conservative for the Bolsheviks. But I
can't pretend to follow these distinctions.
At all events, he was very much at loose ends for a while. One or two
excellent openings in the newspaper line he calmly turned down with the
remark that a successful journalist would have to be as corrupt as
Falstaff and Hutchins Burley rolled into one. He is really quite
incorrigible. He never seems to be content until he has got himself
thoroughly on the wrong side of everybody who might be of service to
him.
There are any number of instances of this trait. His personal quarrel
with Hutchins Burley was quite unnecessarily lengthened into a business
feud. He never made the most of his friendship with Claude (think what
a chance it was for a man in his circumstances to be intimate with a man
in Claude's!). He got himself in the black books of the whole newspaper
world because of his agitation for the Guildsmen. And he is always
flinging off violently from his friends. To this day, he rebuffs
Hercules and me whenever we try to help him.
But finally, on account of his mother and sister out West, he had to put
his pride in his pocket. It was too late! Did Cato ever tell you that
he had an uncle with bushels of money in California? Well, it seems
there _is_ such a relative, and Robert applied to him for temporary
help. The uncle, a chip of Robert's block--for he evidently has little
use for affection, family or otherwise--preserved a discreet silence.
After cross-questioning our friend, I found out why. He had
painstakingly sent the old gentleman (who made a fortune in real estate
speculation) his own pamphlet on land profiteering! As I said before,
Robert is incorrigible.
What does he do next but hit on the brilliant scheme of going to work as
a clerk in an insurance company, downtown. Denman Page's insurance
company, as it happens. Fancy our fastidious Cato with his quick ways
and ideal enthusiasms sitting from nine till five at a poky desk in Wall
Street. And is this fearful sacrifice made for the sake of turning over
an honest penny (thirty dollars a week, to be exact)? Never believe it.
Robert's little game is to help organize the mercantile employees into a
radical labor union. Can you beat it?
He says that the clerk is the most abject boot-licker and willing slave
of the ruling robber bankers to be found in the whole industrial system
(I won't vouch for the accuracy of this description). He (the clerk,
that is) needs redemption. But although plenty of rich people go
a-slumming amongst the very poor and downtrodden, nobody is
self-sacrificing enough to go on a mission of mercy amongst the
benighted and degraded "clerkical" classes.--And so he raves on.
In retaliation, the big bankers and insurance chiefs have also formed a
society to resist the inroads of Robert's infant union. Denman Page,
Charlotte's indefatigable wooer, is one of the most aggressive leaders
in the employers' society and is doing his utmost to persecute Robert
and make his life as miserable as possible. Robert, loathing business,
hangs on downtown, purely out of regard for his union.
He is simply throwing his natural talents away. All so unnecessarily,
too. At any moment, he could marry Charlotte Beecher for the asking,
and develop his executive ability--become a great public administrator
or something like that. Charlotte isn't noted for her beauty; but she
is young, she has several millions in her own right, and she is no mere
society trifler either. She works almost as hard at her sculpture as if
she had to earn her own living. Lots of men are after her, naturally
enough. They say Denman Page would give his eyeteeth to add Charlotte's
fortune to his bank account. But she seems to want Robert. Rumor has
it that she has even proposed to him several times. To Cato! And leave
it to him to fish up some silly scruple about not selling his
independence to a rich wife!
Still, I saw him in Charlotte's studio in the Mews lately. He was quite
lover-like (in his Catonic way). I hear he goes there pretty often. So
perhaps there's hope.
What a picture I could draw of how your departure with Lothario set the
Lorillard tenements by the ears! The headlines, the excitement among
the Outlaws, Kips Bay in a buzz, buzz, buzz--but you can imagine it much
better for yourself. Cato alone took it with stoical calm. Araminta,
he astonished me! Hardly a syllable would he say about it. A stern
sort of "make your bed and lie in it" expression was all we could get
out of him. And he shut off questions with the remark that it was
entirely _your_ affair.
Yes, we all thought Big Hutch held the key to the leakage into the
papers. He hates Claude with an undying hatred for some reason unknown
to me, and he has an immortal tomahawk out for you because you so openly
showed the disgust he filled you with. "Hell hath no fury like a
Hutchins scorned."
The old villain was lately appointed a member of a newspaper mission to
travel _de luxe_ to Russia. Trust Hutchins to keep himself in clover.
Mazie Ross, as bad, as pretty, and as syrupy as ever, is to be his
traveling companion (all on the quiet, of course--the purpose of the
mission being to report on the stability and morality of the Bolshevik
regime). And they say that ethics is a humorless science!
Keep me informed, dear child, of your plans and movements. What shall I
send to Lothario? Rosemary and rue, or poniards and poison? My fondest
hopes and wishes--from my heart--wing their way to you.
Ever your devoted,
Cornelia.
Janet finished reading with a sigh. The letter changed none of her
opinions or plans. It merely determined her all the more strongly to
suppress her desire to write to Robert.
*II*
On returning to her room at the hotel she got rather a start, for Claude
was there. Usually when he went away in anger, he returned late at
night, and it was now only late in the afternoon. A glance showed her
that he was in gay spirits and that he had communicated this mood to the
apartment by filling it with the color and fragrance of flowers. It was
a part of his peace offering.
Hardly had she entered, when he rushed forward, relieved her of her
parcels and kissed her ardently.
"Darling," he exclaimed, "what a bad-tempered beast I've been! Can you
forgive me once more?"
She fought desperately against the spell of his romantic personality.
"Why not?" she said, withdrawing from his caresses.
"You are an angel, dearest," he said, seizing her hands.
"Then I shall be an angel on the wing, Claude."
"Janet! Say anything but that. Prescribe any punishment you please.
But do let's begin again, with a clean slate."
"You can't get the slate clean when the scratches are too deep, Claude.
To forgive and act as though nothing had changed is hard; to forgive and
act as though everything had changed is harder still. We must both be
sensible and do the second, the harder thing."
"What do you mean?" said Claude, in alarm.
"I mean that we'll be much happier apart."
"Don't say that again, Janet dearest. You are taking my conduct of the
last two weeks too seriously. It isn't fair. I've frequently behaved
abominably. I don't try to excuse it. I admit it. But remember the
constant worry I've had to put up with at this cursed Brussels office.
That boor of a Walloon in charge has undoubtedly had orders from my
father to be a thorn in my side. And he's doing his level best to
please. Not a day passes but what he gives me a hundred lancet
scratches ending in a good stiletto stab."
Worry had not made Claude less handsome. The ring and tang of his voice
thrilled Janet almost as much as of old. His patrician manner and
flashing blue eyes were almost as irresistible. Yet Janet put away his
arm and said:
"Claude, I know you've had a very trying time. It's altogether on my
account, isn't it? All the more reason for me to go away."
"But what on earth do you want to leave me for?"
"For a thousand reasons."
"You might deign to mention _one_."
"Well, when you frown, you want me to be sad; when you laugh, you want
me to be gay. You never think that I may have moods of my own, moods
that won't dance to your piping. You never think of any one but
yourself."
"Oh, don't I? I've had you on my mind all day. I've thought of nothing
else. And it's not the first day that I've spent in a torment of worry
about your attitude towards me."
A great wave of self-pity swept through him and quite carried him off
his feet. By precedent, it should have carried Janet off her feet, too.
She stood her ground in silence.
"For Heaven's sake, don't be obstinate," he said, his confidence
beginning to desert him. "It isn't late yet," he added, in a more
pleading tone. "We can still have an awfully good time this evening.
Do be nice--"
"Nice!"
She stood up and looked at him. He mistook the mocking expression in
her smiling gray eyes, and did not notice the faintly contracting brows
above her long-lashed eyelids.
"Yes, nice and reasonable," he went on, pursuing what he thought an
advantage.
"Reasonable!" The faint contraction was now a forbidding bar. "I'm
trying hard to be reasonable, Claude."
After a pause, she smiled again. "You pull me one way, reason pulls me
another," she said, with characteristic candor. "Now see if my plan
doesn't follow reason. You left this morning, for a short while; I'm
leaving tomorrow, for good and all. You left me in anger; I should like
to leave you good friends. It isn't as easy as it sounds. Will you
help me?"
He flung himself angrily into an armchair.
"You must be mad to think you can shift for yourself in a strange
country."
"Mad or not, that is exactly what I think," she said, coldly. "And I
shall begin to pack my things now."
She actually drew out a bag and suited the action to the words. Claude
looked on, speechless. After a while he went over and, roughly taking
hold of one of her arms, continued his remonstrance.
"You can't even _read_ the language, let alone speak it. And you haven't
a penny of your own. Or do you expect to earn money on the streets?"
"Not until I've exhausted the _regular_ channels," she said, maddeningly
calm.
Inwardly she was boiling. She looked at him steadily until he released
her arm. Then she added:
"I feel perfectly capable of looking out for myself, even in a strange
country. Here are some socks I bought for you at a counter where no
English was spoken."
"The devil take the socks!" he said, hurling the package to the other
end of the room.
She sat down on a tuffet beside her case.
"You know quite well that I had a little money of my own, which I
brought with me," she said. "That will do me to begin on."
"To begin on!" he raged, pacing the floor violently. "What do you mean
by _begin on_? Is this another secret? As for your money, I know
nothing about that either. I'm continually being slapped in the face
with something or other that you've kept in the dark. But what's a
little deceit among lovers?"
"I've never deceived you," she said, growing bitter as she went on. "In
any case, deceiving you would be a trifle compared with the crime of
deceiving myself."
"Deceiving yourself?"
"Yes. Do you suppose I could ever have lived with you, without first
thoroughly deceiving myself?"
Claude's anger cooled at this bitter question. Janet was now worked up,
and anything was better than the killing indifference she had so far
maintained. He closed her valise and sat down on it, at her side.
"Janet," he pleaded, "you were never like this before. So unyielding, so
cold. And I had planned that we'd make a gala night of it. Look at
these lovely flowers. Don't you understand their symbolism? I'm going
to do the right thing. I mean to marry you now, here in Brussels, at
once!"
"You've offered to do that before."
"Yes, but I really mean it this time."
"And I really meant it Claude, every time I refused. You see, I always
assumed that your offers were made in good faith."
"You are making a fool of me."
"No one can do that but yourself."
He got up abruptly and stood there nonplused, while she calmly went on
packing. He hated her for it. She was rude, inflexible, callous. Her
motives were unfathomable. She was never twice the same. Yet at this
moment he believed he wanted her more passionately than he had ever
wanted her before. He burst into suspicion.
"What's the real reason, Janet? Some one has written to you--Robert, I
dare say?"
He took her silence for an affirmation.
"I thought so. Now I understand your change of attitude. He's been
preaching at you. It's his specialty. His views, curse them, are like
a drought. They dry up all one's spontaneity and natural affection.
Long ago, in the tenements, I noticed his sinister effect on you.
Whenever you went out with him, you came back with your heart hardened
against me."
She laughed and said:
"What nonsense! You're quite wrong. Robert hasn't wasted any of his
valuable sermons on me. He hasn't sent me so much as a scrap of paper."
"Then what has changed you, all of a sudden? Is it my father you're
afraid of? That would be too absurd. He'll come around. He has got to
come around. He can't help himself. I know too much about the
business, its secrets and its weaknesses. So don't worry on that
score."
"Claude, it's all very fine. But I don't see myself as your wife. I'd
never do. You need a woman to manage you like a mother and to flatter
you like a squaw. But--these jobs not being in my line--I'd criticize
you like an equal. And you know you simply can't stand criticism."
Was she really rejecting his offer of marriage? Claude was appalled at
the apathy of the feminine intellect in the face of a miracle. Didn't
she know what his offer meant? (He tried to convey it to her--not in the
exact words, but in euphemisms.) It meant a change of estate from
mistress to wife. The wife of Claude Fontaine! The wife of a merchant
prince of Paris, London, New York, etc. (the only sort of prince that
counted in the twentieth century; no mere paper prince or petty Venetian
dogeling, but a prince whose rank had an international validity and
whose means could challenge the heart to name its wildest desire). It
was not conceivable that she knew what she was about. Still, he had to
face the possibility.
And this desertion on top of all he had endured in consequence of
leaving America with her!
"Isn't there a shred of gratitude in you?" he cried out, aghast at her
unyielding front.
"I'm not ungrateful, Claude," she said, gravely. "Living with you has
been a liberal education. I've learned the truth about marriage without
binding myself for life; I've also learned the difference between
affection and infatuation without breaking either your heart or mine.
Can I ever repay this? If every girl could have some experience in
living with a man or two before she made a permanent choice, I believe
marriage would be far more popular."
"Confound your opinions," he shouted, in an agony of rage.
With a wild movement, he seized both her arms and furiously lifted her
to her feet.
"Look here. Do you think you can calmly turn your back on me after what
I've put up with, after all I've suffered on your account? Exactly why
do you want to go away at the very moment that I'm marooned in this
infernal town? You've got to tell me straight! Is it sheer insanity,
or a craze for romantic adventure?"
With cheeks glowing and lips quivering, she said:
"I'm leaving you because we have nothing in common except our physical
attraction. And that is mostly physical repulsion now, as you see."
"Haven't you one spark of love for me left?"
"Claude, with all your faults I love you still," she replied, smiling,
as she rallied her self-command.
He relapsed into his seat, utterly overwhelmed.
Deeply moved, she went over to his side, and looked at him with a pang
of remorse. He edged away from her with a passionate sense of injury.
"Remember," he warned her, "if you leave me, that will end everything.
Society may ostracize you, or toss you back into the gutter. Don't ask
me to lift a finger."
The friendly words froze on her lips. She quietly resumed packing.
He sprang up, beside himself, his whole person vibrating with his fury.
"If you're going, you needn't wait until tomorrow!" he said, drawing in
his breath. "You can go now, for all I care."
He walked to the window, his teeth clenched and his body set.
While she hastily assembled the rest of her most necessary things, he
was saying to himself:
"This damned idea of independence! She thinks she can frighten me. She
thinks I won't let her go. I'll call the bluff, and she'll come back
flying."
All this on a horrible quicksand of doubt.
But she saw only his hostile back and heard only the echo of his savage
tones.
How like her mother he was!
Without a word, she picked up her bag and went out.
*CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE*
*I*
A sedan drove up to M. St. Hilaire's house in the _Quartier Leopold_.
The young lady who got out was met at the door by a girl of fourteen who
enfolded her in affectionate embraces.
"Oh, what a slow poke!" cried the girl reproachfully. "You were gone for
ever and ever, Jeanette!"
"Two hours and ten minutes, Henrietta," said Janet looking at her wrist
watch, "is pretty short measure for eternity. I'm glad you're not my
butcher or baker."
Henriette grimaced. They went upstairs together, the girl's arm tightly
clasping her companion's waist.
Henriette St. Hilaire was a lovely girl, lithe and slender. Her fair
hair was bobbed and her eyes were the soft blue eyes of the North.
She complained again of the dull time she had had.
"Serve you right for having a headache when I left," said Janet.
"According to Herbert Spencer, if I went out for a drive by myself every
time you had one, your headaches would soon disappear."
"Mine has gone already. Show me all you bought, Janski. May I open the
parcels?"
"Yes, one by one."
For Henriette was recklessly attacking strings and wrappers, to the
great peril of the contents.
Among the parcels undid was one containing a book.
She read out the title: "Tom, Dick and Harry."
"What's this?"
"That's a book of light reading for a young lady well advanced in the
English language."
Henriette had taken to English as a duck takes to water. After a year of
continuous practice, she spoke it well; and read or wrote it passably.
"Oh, it isn't a girl's book, is it?" she said, dubiously, and scanning
the title again in the light of Janet's words.
"No, it's a boy's book. Boys' books are the only ones I know about
because they were the only ones I used to read. They were much jollier
than the girls' books."
"Did your mother let you read boys' books? My mother wouldn't."
"Nor mine either. But I read them on the sly. That's what made them so
enticing, I suppose."
"I can't imagine that you ever did anything on the sly, Janski," said
the child, who still took idioms somewhat too literally.
"Oh, can't you? Then I'm not half such a fool as I look."
Henriette laid the book down and went over to make a demonstration of
tenderness by way of intimating that she believed Janet to be the best
and cleverest person in the whole world.
Janet skillfully cut this demonstration short. She believed that a
child's affections, like its disaffections, should be kept well within
bounds.
"Your enthusiasm for 'Tom, Dick and Harry,'" she said, in her musical
voice, "leaves much to be desired. Let me tell you that it is not a
book for study, but a book for light reading. If you really mean to
make English your 'adopted tongue,' as you sometimes tell me, you must
get used to light reading. The English-speaking nations read very
little else."
Henriette gave her a look full of adoration.
"Oh, I don't need light reading while I have you. To be with you is
like--it's as exciting as watching the loop-the-loop!"
"Look here, Miss, do you imply that I'm a sort of three-ringed circus or
professional jumping-jack?"
"No. I don't mean anything horrid and jumpy like that. I mean you are
never like other people. That's why it's such fun to try and guess what
you will do or say next. And I hardly ever guess right."
"I see. I'm more like a Christmas stocking, full of surprises."
"There, you see what funny things you say! It's far more absorbing than
a hundred books of light reading."
"Henriette, you are becoming highly skilled at flattery. It's a very
useful accomplishment. If my absence brings out virtues like this, I
think I shall make a point of deserting you for two hours every morning.
You will become a paragon, and I shall be famous for my absent
teaching."
"Oh, no, no, most dearest Jeanette. If need be, I'll say the most awful
things about you. I'll do anything to keep you."
She gave a great sigh.
"You don't know how I worry about losing you. It's terrible! Why
weren't you my sister or my aunt? Then I'd be sure of keeping you
always!"
"Don't be too sure of that, darling. If we were close relations,
everybody would expect us to be fond of each other. And this
expectation would probably destroy most of the fondness, unless our
attraction for each other happened to be overwhelming."
"Oh, it is overwhelming, isn't it? It must be, Jeanette. Why, I
wouldn't mind even if you were my mother!"
"That's what I call crushing proof."
"Yes. And it's taking chances, too. I don't really want another
mother, you know. Mothers are only truly nice to their sons. Now do
you see how much I love you?"
"I do, you little philosopher. And I conclude, from so much undeserved
affection, that, as a teacher, I have probably been far too easy-going.
In future, I shall have to be much more severe."
"Oh, that has nothing to do with it," said Henriette, laughing. "It
isn't the way you treat me. It's--well, I don't know what. Perhaps
it's the deep, deep mystery about you. Papa has noticed it, too."
"Has he, indeed?"
"Yes. And speaking of mysteries, I forgot to tell you that some one
called to see you while you were out. A gentleman--"
"A gentleman! Who could it be?"
"Well, he was a great big mountain of a man. Ugly, oh, like the ogre in
a fairy tale. I didn't like him a bit."
"Oh, you saw him?"
"Yes. I peeked over the banisters. What a monster! Papa wasn't home.
Berthe let him in because he said he was an old friend of yours. Here's
his card."
Janet read the name of Hutchins Burley, and needed all her self-control
not to show her dismay.
"Did he leave a message?"
Henriette prattled on, unaware of Janet's emotion.
"He asked Berthe to tell you that he would call again about five o'clock
tomorrow afternoon. He said he especially wanted to see you. If you
couldn't be in, he would be sure to see papa."
"Five o'clock, did he say?"
"Yes. Just when my riding lesson comes. I suppose we shall have to
give up our ride," she added mournfully.
"Let's wait and see, dear."
*II*
Had Burley chanced upon her in the street and followed her home, or had
he seen her in one of the shops or at one of the English tea rooms in
Brussels? Janet did not pursue this fruitless inquiry. The question
was how to meet the fact, the perilous fact. For she could hardly doubt
that Hutchins Burley's visit boded her no good.
She passed the events of the last nine months in quick review. M. St.
Hilaire had engaged her without references. True to his agreement,
moreover, he had given her a free hand with Henriette's education and
had been well pleased when a growing attachment between Janet and his
daughter relieved him almost entirely of routine parental cares.
As the virtual guardian of Henriette, Janet had had little to complain
of and much to be thankful for. Her pupil and her pupil's father had
treated her from the first as one of themselves, so that she enjoyed all
the advantages of membership in a family of wealth and refinement.
These advantages were not to be scoffed at. M. St. Hilaire was not only
a man of cultivated tastes; he possessed the means (derived from
extensive realty holdings in Alsace and Switzerland) which permitted him
to indulge his tastes on a very liberal scale.
All in all, Janet thanked her lucky stars, especially as the pose of
chivalry, which M. St. Hilaire had contributed to their first meeting,
had worn very well. True, at the outset, he had made a few advances
ranging from the demonstrative to the amorous. But she had set these
experiments down to the incorrigible habit of continental gallantry. He
had not gone beyond them, had accepted her gentle rebuffs with a very
good grace, and had not thenceforth encroached upon her intimacy further
than she wished.
Of late, she had not been able to close her eyes to the fact that her
employer was engaged in a mental debate as to whether or no he should
propose marriage to her. She regretted this fact and dreaded its
sequel. For reasons that seemed good and sufficient to her instincts if
not to her intellect, she had no desire to marry M. St. Hilaire. Her
present berth was very comfortable and altogether to her liking. It gave
her the rest she needed after the strain of her adventure with Claude;
it also gave her an opportunity to reflect on the past and get her
bearings in the present, before she took another leap.
It was in the light of these relations with M. St. Hilaire and with
Henriette that she wondered what she ought to do.
As regards Hutchins Burley, she was sure that he meant to play the heavy
villain. Why not? Nature had cut him out for the part, patterning him
magnificently upon the "heavies" that trod on the blood-and-thunder
stage. After all, one had to give this stage its due. If the literary
drama could create characters which nature copied (and sometimes
improved on), so could melodrama. And certainly, in Hutchins Burley,
melodrama had prompted nature to make her masterpiece.
Janet had rather settled it, then, that Hutchins would have the audacity
to approach her with a repugnant offer (the same old offer), hoping that
her recent experience might have left her less squeamish than in the
days of the model tenements when she had repeatedly repulsed him with
scorn. On being repulsed anew, he would proceed to inform M. St.
Hilaire of her affair with Claude Fontaine in the expectation that the
news would bring about her discharge. For it was unlikely that a father
would wish his child to continue in the care of a young woman who had
"gone wrong."
The mischief done, Hutchins would live in hopes of snatching from her
weakness the gratification he had vainly striven to beg, borrow or steal
from her strength.
Should she now, like a movie heroine, try to head Hutchins off,
temporize with his expected offer, pay him blackmail, or what not? She
laughed heartily at this idea, its execution was so foreign to her
nature.
What would Robert advise her to do? At this point she repeated an act
that had lately been a favorite part of her daydreams. She called up
Robert, as Saul called up the Witch of Endor, and had a long, sensible
talk with him one of those long, sensible talks so frequent in the days
of Barr & Lloyd in the Lorillard tenements.
Robert advised her to obey her common sense unless her instinct kicked
over the traces, in which case let her feel no compunction about obeying
her instinct. She had better have as little direct dealing with
Hutchins Burley as possible. You could no more put off a scoundrel than
you could buy up a gentleman. The basest as well as the best of men
were incorruptible. If Hutchins had it in mind to do something nasty,
he would do it, no matter what course she took.
Of course, she might throw herself on M. St. Hilaire's mercy. But then,
though M. St. Hilaire was a decent sort of man, was he not, like most
cultivated men, a classicist? That is, were not his reactions towards
matters of sex thoroughly traditional? If so, the only attitude of
Janet's that he would comprehend would be that of a penitent Magdalene
with uplifted hands and tearful eyes. Was she prepared to assume this
role?
"Decidedly not," was Janet's hot reply to Robert's shade. "I may have
been rash or worldly-unwise, but I won't admit that I was wicked. If I
am asked to pay up for my folly, I shall not try to evade payment. But
if I am asked to pay up for my wickedness (which I do not acknowledge),
I shall fight payment to the last ditch.
"No doubt, M. St. Hilaire will think me wicked, but do you?"
"There are three kinds of people," solemnly responded Robert's astral
spirit. "And they correspond roughly to three kinds of existence we
recognize: animal, vegetable and mineral. The mineral people are the
dead people. Not more dead than the so-called minerals. But, like
rocks and stones, they are incarnations of law and custom petrified.
Then there are the vegetable people, the people who fold their hands and
piously accept such crumbs of life as are showered upon them from the
lap of High Heaven. Lastly there are the animal people, the people who
go out to find life instead of waiting for life to find them. If you
intend to remain in the last-named class, you must cheerfully assume the
risks of adventure."
"Dear me," ejaculated Janet, "if his very shade isn't lecturing me for
old times' sake!"
It was a little humiliating to be so dependent on Robert, even in the
spirit. She wouldn't have minded it so much if his terrestrial self
hadn't, with desolating coldness, washed his hands of her fate.
Still, take it all in all, he had done what all sagacious ghostly
advisers should do, he had told her to do exactly what she wanted to do.
Consequently, Henriette's riding lesson should not be interfered with
tomorrow. When Hutchins Burley came at five o'clock, he would find her
out. Tableau of a raging ogre! His fury would know no bounds, and he
would surely embellish Janet's life history so that M. St. Hilaire
should put the worst interpretation on everything. Well, let him do his
vilest. Come what may, time and the hour would run through the roughest
day.
Losing Henriette!--Ah, that would be a bitter pill to swallow. Still,
it wasn't the first bitter pill and it wouldn't be the last.
In every other way, she felt ready for a change.
*III*
"Can I see you for a few minutes?" said M. St. Hilaire to Janet,
intercepting her outside his study, a little after six o'clock next day.
She and Henriette were on their way upstairs to take off their riding
clothes and to dress for dinner.
"If you two are going to chatterbox, I shall take a little nap," said
Henriette, climbing drowsily up another flight of stairs to her room.
"Don't be too long, _mon pere_," she added, stopping half-way and
looking down over the banisters. "I'm even more hungry than sleepy.
Jeanette, please wake me when you come up."
Janet, from within the study, promised to do so.
Neither her voice nor her manner betrayed her apprehensiveness. Her
sailor hat was set rather jauntily on her head. Her light-brown riding
coat and breeches made a most becoming costume, one that showed the
undulating grace of her movements to excellent advantage.
M. St. Hilaire followed her into the study and closed the door a shade
too circumspectly.
His glances and the vibrant tones of his voice puzzled her considerably.
She could guess the substance of what he meant to convey but not the
form in which he meant to convey it.
"That man--" he began in a hesitant manner.
"Mr. Burley, the man I said was coming today?"
"He came. You didn't tell me what he was coming for."
"I knew he'd do it so much better."
"He treated me to a long, long story about you."
"Yes, I rather thought he would."
"Oh, so you knew that, too?"
"I had no cause to suspect him of amiable intentions," she said,
swinging her sailor hat by the elastic band. "I suppose he told you
that I lived with Claude Fontaine?"
"Yes, but of course, I--"
"Oh, it's quite true."
M. St. Hilaire, nonplused by her candor, stroked his auburn beard and
feasted on the sight of her as she sat in an armchair not far away. The
indefinable suggestion of a devil-may-care mood enhanced her vital charm
until it stirred, thrilled, intoxicated him.
"Perhaps--at one time--you have loved this Burley?" he asked, nursing
the suspicion.
"A beast like that? Never!"
He moved his chair very closely to hers.
"Just Monsieur Fontaine?"
"You don't expect me to go into details?" she said, coloring deeply.
"No, no, my dear. But--what has been, can be. Is it not so?"
"I don't know what you mean."
He didn't quite know himself. Being in no condition to reason clearly,
he had leaped rashly to the conclusion that she had wished him to learn
of her love affair as an indirect way of encouraging him.
Janet could not know his thoughts precisely, but she had an inkling.
She wondered that she could have been so blind as not to have seen that
his studied chivalry towards women covered a strongly sensual nature.
Even then, she was not insensible to the fact that Anton St. Hilaire was
a pleasing man to look upon. His bright blue eyes and clear, ruddy
complexion testified to a sound physique. Perhaps he was a trifle too
robust. But there was a feminine comeliness about him which was a foil
to his surging virility. In many women, the first quality calmed the
piquant fears which the second quality excited.
"Burley naturally told all sorts of lies about you," he added, for want
of a better line to take.
"I expected he would."
"And of course I sent him about his business."
"I rather expected that, too," she said, smiling in spite of a growing
sense of alarm.
For he had abruptly approached her and advanced as fast as she
involuntarily withdrew. She retreated around the desk towards the
closed door, on one side of which stood a wide leather couch. Against
this she stumbled slightly, and he caught up with her.
"Janet," he said, in a low voice, thick with excitement, "the way he
dared to talk about you, you--so sweet, so clean, so adorable. I could
have strangled the brute."
"I wish you had."
"You must let me protect you--"
They were at cross-purposes. She thought she could still reach the door
and make a dignified escape. He felt her withdrawal as an added
incitement. He had so long dispensed with the anticipating, insinuating
maneuvers in the technique of love-making that he had lost the knack of
using them. Moreover, his muscular strength, a sanguine temperament,
and past successes in sexual experiments had primed him with the belief
that direct action was the shortest way with all women.
"You must let me protect you--"
With the words still on his lips, he took her violently in his arms.
The touch of his hand against her body filled her with an enormous,
sexless anger. Making an almost superhuman effort, she struck back his
head and succeeded in wrenching herself from his grasp.
He stumbled, but instantly picked himself up. As he tried to back her
away from the door, she again raised her hand.
"I can protect myself," she said, with a passionate repugnance that
chilled him to the soul.
"Don't go like that," he cried, springing forward and clutching at her
arm.
She dragged it away, rang for the maid, and rapidly turned the door
knob.
"Berthe," she called down the hall, in clear ringing tones, "please open
the storeroom. I want to get at my trunk."
Then she turned and looked at him, cold, distinguished, unapproachable.
M. St. Hilaire plumped into the nearest seat.
"I meant no harm," he muttered, numb, and crestfallen as a dried pear.
*CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR*
*I*
Ten days later. A large sitting room in exclusive lodgings near
Picadilly, London. Two men in an animated conversation. The decidedly
younger one, breezy and Times Squarish, and yet politely deferential to
the experience of his senior; the latter, a tall, wiry man immaculately
dressed in a suit of neutral coloring.
The young man was saying:
"Yes, Mr. Pryor, he's slowly warming to me. Slowly. I tell you, sir, a
Japanese naval attache can give points to an icicle. Still, I think
he's biting!"
"Did you tell him that the U.S. Army of Occupation had sent machine guns
to the number of three thousand two hundred and fifty to the Ukraine?"
"No. I followed your instructions to the dot. I merely said I was in a
position to tell him the number."
"Well?"
"He replied, with a sour smile, that he was in the same position as
regards me. I ventured to question the correctness of his information.
He volunteered the figure."
"And the figure he gave?"
"Was three thousand two hundred and fifty."
Mark Pryor's rather long neck collapsed telescopically down his high,
straight collar.
"And you think he's biting!" he said, turning his roving gray eyes
quizzically on his companion. "Take care, Smilo, my boy, or he'll have
_you_ 'biting' before you know it. And that will be a case of the biter
bit."
"Have your little joke at the expense of the service, Mr. Pryor," said
young Smilo, with an air of tactfully conveying a rebuke. "But is a
mere Jap likely to come it over a real American like you or me? I
_don't_ think."
"Let's waive discussion on a point so personal. In temperament and
disposition we are exact opposites. That's why we get on so well
together, and why I'm going to take you into my confidence."
"Mr. Pryor, you mustn't think--"
"I know it, my boy, I know it. I must never think, and I ought never to
take you into my confidence, either. Both acts are first-class
infractions of the rules of the military secret service. I admit it
shouldn't be done. It might result in important discoveries. It might
even lead to the disentangling of one of the mysteries we're working on.
Think of it! There'd be only one thousand two hundred and fifty-six
mysteries left."
Young Smilo laughed good naturedly (to cheer the old boy up!).
"None the less," continued Pryor, gravely, "I shall now violate another
inviolable rule. I shall give you four pieces of information. The
first: Running across Hutchins Burley in Paris twelve days ago, I told
him the number of machine guns sent by us to the Ukraine."
"So that was the dodge. I see! You told him the exact number?"
"Hardly. I told him three thousand two hundred and fifty. I thought
that number would do as well as any. Much better than the real number
for a variety of reasons which I won't stop to detail. Suffice it, the
number agrees with the number which you, in your capacity of informer to
the Japanese Secret Service, offered to reveal to the attache, and which
he already knew."
"By George! With all the other dope you've got in the Burley case, you
must be pretty nearly ready to close in on the man?"
"So _I_ thought. But Headquarters didn't. You see, I had followed
Burley along a devious route to Brussels. By the way, he nearly slipped
through my fingers there. I muffed him, so to speak. But I picked him
up again before he left Belgium and dogged him to Coblenz."
"Coblenz? In the thick of the American occupation?"
"Precisely. And bang under the noses of the American army, Mr. Hutchins
walked into a tobacconist's shop and sent a letter to the Japanese
embassy. At this tremendously exciting moment, Headquarters, in all the
majesty of its omniscience, shunted me off to London and ordered me to
take you in tow and mark time."
"We marked time all right," chuckled Smilo. "You might say we
hall-marked it, what little we had. Linking Burley up with the Japs on
the one hand and with the smuggled Fontaine diamonds on the other,
wasn't such a bad week's work, even though we haven't got the goods on
him yet."
"That's all very well, my boy. But what do I get today? Here is your
second piece of information. I get word to quit the Japanese case."
"What for?"
"For a post of honor in the business of trailing certain dangerous
American radicals who are temporarily in London. How do you like that?"
"I don't like it, Mr. Pryor. And I don't blame _you_ for not liking it.
It looks like a raw deal. But are you sure it hasn't some remote
connection with Burley?"
"No, I'm not sure. The devil has many irons in the fire. So has
Hutchins Burley. Most energetic gentlemen whether of the diabolic or
the celestial brand can gobble up an astonishing number of miscellaneous
jobs. For all I know, Hutchins may be the new Head Bolshevik Bomb
Thrower; or he may be the old chief _Agent Provocateur_; or he may be
merely somebody with a friend in Washington whose word can make
Headquarters quail. It's a conundrum. A pretty, picture-puzzle,
play-box conundrum, if you like. Still, a conundrum. And I'm heartily
sick of conundrums. I'm done with them. I joined the Secret Service to
become a detective, not a musical comedy magician."
"You don't mean to say you are going to resign?"
"I do. You have guessed my third item of news. As fast as a steamer
can carry me, I mean to proceed to Washington, there to give my
resignation and sundry pieces of my mind to the Chief in person."
"But keeping its agents in the dark is an old, cherished method of the
Service, isn't it? Mr. Pryor, I feel sure you have another reason."
"I have. Item four: I'm being followed."
"Followed--I don't understand."
"I began to suspect something the moment I came to London. Well, I put
my suspicions to the test yesterday. Before going out I folded a pair of
trousers in a very particular way and left them on a chair. When I came
back they had been refolded in a slightly different way."
"Did you question your landlady?"
"Yes. Naturally she denied that any stranger had entered, but her
confusion was obvious. I quickly suggested that my tailor might have
called, and she as quickly agreed that this was so. When, an hour
later, I interviewed the tailor and he confirmed me in my belief that he
had not been near the house, the inference was clear. I was being
watched. And, mark you, Smilo, I have reason to believe that the
watcher is one of our own colleagues."
"Lord, no!"
"Judging from the awkward way the pockets were crumpled in the act of
refolding the trousers, I have further reason to believe that the
watcher is a woman."
"Impossible!"
"Nothing is impossible in this best of impossible worlds."
"It's a low-down shame, Mr. Pryor. But, after all, it can't hurt you.
'Sticks and stones may break my bones, etc.' You know the saying."
"My dear boy, being a detective you can't begin to realize that the
knowledge that you are being carefully watched gives you a very jumpy
feeling--especially when you know you're guilty."
"In heaven's name, guilty of what?"
"Of doing a good job in your own line; in my case, tracking down
criminals."
"Surely you don't mean to imply that Headquarters would permit
influences--"
"I imply nothing. I give you the benefit of the facts. But if you think
it's a pleasure to surmise that your every movement has an unseen
spectator--you don't know who, but you fear it's a young and beautiful
woman--"
The sudden ring-a-ling of the telephone bell cut across the room.
Mark Pryor took up the instrument.
"Yes," he said. "It's Mr. Pryor speaking. A young woman? Indeed!
Well, I'll see her up here."
He hung up the receiver.
"A young and beautiful woman," he repeated with a singularly straight
face.
Young Smilo, whose way of life was still in the green, the callow leaf,
was divided between admiration and bewilderment. In half a minute or so
there was a knock at the door.
The young woman who came in was Janet Barr.
*II*
Smilo's parting look was one of stupefaction at the reception the
visitor got, Pryor's enthusiasm being a startling abandonment of his
neutral, self-contained manner.
Left to themselves, Janet informed Pryor of the troubles that had
brought her to see him. The chief of these was Hutchins Burley.
Would Mr. Pryor advise her how to deal with him if he turned up again,
as seemed highly probable?
There were other difficulties. She had nearly exhausted her funds. She
didn't wish to return to the United States. Not at the moment, anyhow.
Yet she couldn't get a position without a character.
This last she had learned recently, after several bitter experiences.
Europeans seemed firmly persuaded that a character existed not in
yourself but in the minds of other people, or rather in their
handwriting. In the United States a good presence was worth a thousand
good characters and your own opinion of yourself, expressed with
imaginative brilliance, went much further than other people's opinion of
you, expressed with dullness. In Europe, the reverse was true.
Would he make out a good character for her, and have it on tap within
easy reach in case she referred employers to him?
She was sure that any testimonial coming from him--yes, from him--
"Oh, I know you're a mystery," she said, in answer to his deprecatory
gesture. "But not an ordinary mystery. A mystery linked to the pink of
propriety is a sublime mystery. Like Mrs. Grundy's husband, whom you
remind me of. No one has ever identified that mysterious man. Yet
who'd have the courage to turn down a character made out by Mr. Grundy?"
She told him of her break with Claude, of her situation as the companion
of Henriette, and of her experience with M. St. Hilaire as a result of
Burley's interference.
"I left Brussels the very next day."
"For Coblenz?"
"Via Coblenz, for Munich, to see you, if possible. It was a Munich
address you gave me, on board the 'Baronia'."
"I left Munich some time ago."
"So I learned. You see, I followed you here. But how do you know I
went to Coblenz?"
"On the seventh of October?"
"On the seventh of October. How _did_ you know it?"
"I didn't know it. The information just drifted my way."
"You are a detective then, Sherlock Holmes and M. Gaboriau rolled into
one."
"Janet, disabuse yourself of that idea. If I _were_ a detective I'd be
a very sorry one. Let me prove it to you. In the course of my duties
(whatever they are), I had occasion to look up Mr. Burley. I located
him in Brussels on the sixth of October. I had scarcely found him
before he slipped through my fingers."
"Slipped through your fingers?"
"Yes. Slipped through my fingers. You see, I'm trying to live up to
the detective role to oblige you. Well, I got on to Mr. Burley's
movements again on the seventh of October, just in time to follow him to
Coblenz. _Why Coblenz?_ I asked myself again and again. By the way,
did you ever hear of a real, live detective asking _himself_ a
question?"
"No. But what is the answer?"
"_You_ are the answer, of course. And I've only just discovered the
fact. Fancy Sherlock Holmes following Hutchins Burley all the way from
Brussels to Coblenz and from Coblenz to London and not discovering a
quintessential answer, until the answer had crossed the Channel and
stationed itself under his very nose."
"Do you mean to tell me that that odious Hutchins Burley is also in
London at this very minute?"
"Don't be alarmed; I give you my word he sha'n't molest you again. I
was about to res--I was about to transfer my valuable services to
another sphere. What you have told me determines me to hang on a little
longer, for the sole satisfaction of bringing Hutchins Burley to book."
"Oh, you mustn't injure your prospects on my account."
"No fear. There's pleasure in checkmating a fellow like Burley, and
profit, too. You know, Janet, the real old-fashioned heavy-weight
villains are deplorably scarce. Goodness, routine goodness, is so easy
nowadays, it is so much in fashion, it is so thoroughly rammed down our
throats by compulsory education, that very few people are inclined to be
wicked and fewer still are energetic enough to carry out the
inclination. Mr. Hutchins Burley is a rare beast. He does not identify
his wickedness with our goodness. Not he. He believes in himself from
top to bottom. Unlike the usual criminal of today, he doesn't suffer
from the cowardice of his convictions."
They discussed Janet's plans. Ways and means, and how to get her off
the rocks, were the first considerations.
"Do you know what?" said Pryor, reflectively; "your old friend Cornelia
Covert could give you a lift."
"Oh, no; I can't go back to America--not yet, anyhow," said Janet
resolutely.
"But she isn't in America. She's in Paris. You didn't know it? Then
I've a big piece of news for you. She's married!"
"Cornelia married!"
"Yes. Benedick, the married man, isn't in it with Diana, the married
woman."
"It's Harry Kelly, of course. Give me a moment to catch my breath.
Mrs. Harry Kelly!"
"Not a bit of it."
"What do you mean?"
"You've heard of Paulette crepe, haven't you?"
"The crepe that's all the rage this year. Mr. Pryor, when I see a
Paulette crepe blouse in a London shop, the cells of my
great-great-grandmother rise enviously within me and turn the clock back
to Noah."
"The curse of Eve," said Mr. Pryor, in his driest vein. "Well, everybody
knows that Paulette crepe is named after Madame Paulette, one of the
first dressmakers of Paris. Not everybody knows that Madame Paulette's
real name is--"
"Cornelia!"
"Precisely."
Prior briefly narrated the curious story of Cornelia's migration to
Paris, her marriage to Harry Kelly, her transformation into a
fashionable dressmaker. Through a convergence of happy events, in which
Pryor had had a hand, Cornelia had been able to enter the old and famous
house of Paulette, then noticeably on the decline. Her artistic gifts
and Kelly's industry had rejuvenated the management and revived the
glories of the Paulette tradition. In a little less than a year Cornelia
and Kelly had bought out the aged proprietors of the firm.
"No wonder I didn't hear from her," said Janet. "All my letters came
back unopened. I began to think she had turned her back on me."
"Marriage has not changed her as much as that," said Pryor, smiling.
"But I warn you that it has changed her a good deal."
"For the better or for the worse?"
"For the better _and_ for the worse. But wait and judge for yourself."
"Perhaps Cornelia will think me in the way, now that she has a husband
to look after."
"Cornelia lose sleep over Harry? No, dear girl; don't worry on that
score. And don't forget that she'll be glad to do me a favor as well as
you. More than one tony customer has come to her shop at my instance.
When I tell you that I brought Mrs. R. H. L. Jerome, the mother of the
Duchess of Keswick, to her, you'll admit that I'm a crack barker."
"Mr. Pryor, you are my _deus ex machina_. I believe you are every one
else's, too. It must be a hobby with you to help people out of
difficulties."
"Quite the contrary. It's a hobby with me to get people into
difficulties. The worst of it is, I rarely succeed. I rarely get
anybody into difficulties except myself."
"Is that true?"
"Well, it's as true of me as it is of certain other people. Sensitive
people. People like you, or Charlotte Beecher, or Robert Lloyd."
"Oh, Robert never gets himself into difficulties," said Janet, with a
trace of bitterness. "He's too efficient, too perfect."
"You do him an injustice, I'm sure. Lloyd merely puts up an
exceptionally good front. He stands the strain of existence with skill
and courage. So do you, for that matter."
"Thanks. But I really haven't had much to stand."
"It seems ample to me."
"Not half what I expected. When I went away with Claude I thought the
universe would be arrayed against me. I dare say that in the margin of
my thoughts there was a dim picture of Janet flinging a glove in the
face of a decadent, despotic world."
They both smiled.
"What happened?"
Janet went on, sub-ironically: "A geyser of slander and mockery that
spurted up from the newspapers. Nothing else. Nothing diabolic on the
world's side. Nothing heroic on mine."
"That's the rule in these cases, Janet. The Flatbush suburb idea that
all the world loves a lover is about as true as the Greenwich Village or
Kips Bay idea that all the world hates a free union."
"You think both ideas are fictions?"
"Not entirely. Modern society has its own way of giving a pat of
approval to a regular marriage and a kick of disapproval to a free
union. Apart from these casual demonstrations it doesn't get
tremendously excited over what its men and women do as males and
females, so long as they pay their rent regularly, refrain from
incurring bad debts with tradesmen, and bow the knee (at least in
public) to the seventh commandment."
"Yes, I soon found that out. Nobody cared a pin whether I was married
or not, or whether I was more to be pitied than scorned, provided I wore
the proper clothes and told the proper lies."
"Nobody?"
"Nobody, except Hutchins Burley."
"Ah, there's sure to be a Nemesis!"
"Yes. But why Hutchins Burley? What am I to Burley, or Burley to me?
Why should that horrible wretch be commissioned to persecute me? Why
was he destined to snap the bond of comradeship between Henriette and
me? He isn't exactly one's notion of a social censor, is he?"
"A scavenger isn't a popular notion of a sweet and clean man. Yet he
serves a public purpose."
"What an extraordinary analogy!"
"Not at all. You see, Janet, we moderns are too squeamish or too lazy
to do our necessary dirty work ourselves, dirty work like punishment,
for instance. The result is that when some one rashly assails the
majesty of one of our institutions, we punish him by proxy. We kill by
the hand of the public executioner. We get revenge by the hand of the
judge. We dispense poetic justice by the hand of a Hutchins Burley."
"Well, Hutchins Burley as society's Nemesis is a brand new idea to me.
I shall need time to let it sink in. But what have I done to deserve so
mighty a thing as poetic justice? I haven't even stolen another woman's
husband. Haven't I been my own worst enemy, as Laura Jean Libby used to
say? Isn't that vice its own reward?"
"Janet, your question is fair. But your voice and your eyes are not.
Now I come to think of it, there may after all be a teeny weeny bit to
say--no, not on Hutchins Burley's side--but on Monsieur Anton St.
Hilaire's side."
"Mr. Pryor!"
"I don't mean a twentieth part of what I say. But let me say it. You
are strong enough to take it straight. To begin with, the enigma of
Hutchins Burley: answer me this. Didn't you of your own free will settle
down amongst the Outlaws?"
"Yes."
"Well, you can't touch pitch without a little of it sticking to your
fingers. But let us consider what you are to do next. It's a safer
topic. We've talked unguardedly enough, considering that there's a
dictagraph in the room, put there by no friends of mine."
"A dictagraph! Then you're not a great detective," said Janet,
seriously disappointed. Hopefully, she added: "If you are not Sherlock
Holmes, perhaps you are Raffles?"