suitors, Cornelia instituted comparisons between him and Claude, never
to the former's advantage. She took occasion to contrast Claude's noble
bearing and look of sovereign strength with Robert's simpler and frailer
appearance. She dwelt on the cosmopolitan aura that clung to Claude,
his subtle atmosphere of wealth, breeding and high social origin, the
amalgam of gorgeous qualities that offered so much more than Robert's
radical connections and straitened financial circumstances. Her trump
card was to call attention to Claude's free and easy response to the
Lorillard conception of the rights of women and to offset this picture
with an allusion to Robert's prudent reservations on the same subject.
If these comparisons were of an offhand and haphazard sort, nothing was
thereby lost in effectiveness. Far from it. They glorified Claude by
what was carelessly said: they damaged Robert by what was carefully left
unsaid.
Although unaware of the Machiavellian promptings of which she was the
innocent cause, Janet became dimly conscious of the conflict already
sensed by Robert, the conflict between her work (which was bound up with
Robert) and her love affair (which was somehow bound up with Cornelia as
well as with Claude). She felt the tug of Robert one way and the tug of
Claude and Cornelia the other way, without fully grasping the difference
in the two directions or the final significance of either goal.
It was Claude, however, and not Cornelia, that gave Janet's friendship
with Robert an importance that none of those concerned attached to it.
Claude simply could not understand why Janet should refuse to neglect
Robert's League, whenever the work of the League stood in the way of
their outings together. Economic independence, the reason advanced by
Janet, was a reason he laughed at. The words meant hardly anything to
one who from birth had been glutted with the thing itself. Surely a few
beggarly dollars, more or less, did not adequately account for Janet's
readiness to cloister herself in Kelly's bare and sunless study! Yet
what other motive could there be, if not one of tender feeling on
Robert's part, or soft pity on hers?
Still, the rivalry that actually sprang up between the two young men was
not a rivalry in love, at least not in Robert's sense of the word.
For Robert was no fool. He was soon convinced that Claude and Janet had
surrendered unconditionally to a mutual infatuation which he was in no
position to challenge. Yet he had a magnetism of his own, a magnetism
of the spirit rather than of the flesh. To this magnetism Janet
responded. Why should he not claim the same title to Janet's response
in the one sphere that Claude laid claim to in the other?
At all events, he meant to fight for what he considered his rights,
regardless of Claude's frowns or vanishing friendship.
Between the two, Janet had a hard time of it. Claude professed to
accept free love as a new and improved social principle, and praised her
for holding it; yet he grew unmanageable the moment she gave the least
hint of exercising this freedom in connection with any other man than
himself. On the other hand, Robert rejected free love as a pernicious
Greenwich Village or Lorillard tenement eccentricity, and even severely
scolded her for entertaining it; yet his actions showed that she might
love as many different men as madly as she pleased, without causing his
friendship for her to undergo any really radical change.
To cap the oddity of this contrast, she found that Robert's unlimited
tolerance, though socially much the more agreeable attitude, was not
without its suggestion of tepidity of sentiment, a suggestion which
piqued her not a little.
The rivalry, such as it was, followed a very human course. Robert, as
an outgrowth of his work with Janet took to promoting her education in
contemporary thought and political theory. Claude, not to be
behindhand, made the most of his special knowledge of art as well as of
his wide first-hand acquaintance with the men and events that figured
picturesquely in the ruling social and political rings of Washington and
New York. In the matter of books, Claude generally took the cue from
Robert. The latter would lend her works by Shaw, Wells, Bennett,
Galsworthy, Bertrand Russell, Anatole France, Barbusse, Romaine Rolland;
Claude would follow suit with the latest fiction by Robert W. Chambers
or Rupert Hughes, his authors ranging as high as Rudyard Kipling,
Maeterlinck or Barrie. One would take her to a symphony concert in
Carnegie Hall, the other to a Sunday Pop in the Hippodrome. Robert held
out invitations to a Theater Guild's play by Masefield or Andreyev,
Claude would counter with an evening at a revival of Florodora or San
Toy. If Janet accompanied Robert to a Labor Mass Meeting at Cooper
Union or to a radical Cameraderie at the Civic Club, she was sure, soon
after, to be escorted by Claude to a Titta Ruffo recital in Aeolian Hall
or to a midnight cabaret in Moloch's Den off Sheridan Square.
To Janet, who had broken with the Barrs of Brooklyn and who was as much
on pleasure as on emancipation bent, it was not Robert's offer that
usually seemed the happier one.
Not the least of Claude's advantages was the fact that he moved in Kips
Bay as a representative of the great forces of finance and fashion. He
reflected the high lights of that glittering social system of which he
was a favorite child. Direct and intimate was his contact with the
celebrities of the day--the bankers and politicians, the diplomats and
society leaders, the cabinet set in Washington, and the inner opera box
set in New York. These were his real people; the Lorillarders were
merely the people among whom he was sowing his radical wild oats.
In short, Claude was one of the persons "in the know." He knew a good
deal more about the personages whose names were on everybody's tongues
than the public knew or the newspapers thought fit to print. He could
tell about the opera soprano of the first magnitude whose attacks of
hysterical jealousy would cause the curtain to be held down between the
acts for forty minutes, while the poor director tore his hair in
desperation. He could laugh at the "mystery" of the appointment of a
certain mediocre woman teacher to a superintendency in the city's
schools, the mystery vanishing upon his inside story of how the lady in
question "had been good" to Big Jim Connolly, a local political boss.
And he could explain the connection between the failure to float a
certain foreign loan and the omission of a well-known financier's wife
from the group of guests invited to meet the Prince of Wales.
Thus Claude Fontaine, whose handsome face and dashing airs would have
made him an idol in almost any society, enchanted his fellow Outlaws
with the aroma clinging to him from the world of fashion and the
glimpses he afforded into the secret workings of the world of power.
Small wonder that to Janet, as to the others, Claude was bathed in a
romantic glamor.
By contrast with Claude, Robert seemed to lead a decidedly work-a-day or
humdrum life. Especially so, since his newspaper employment had been
cut off and his active time given up to the League of Guildsmen. As far
as Janet could see, Robert's entire thought and energy were absorbed by
an overwhelming interest in the Labor movement. For though he had
plenty of esthetic diversions, she noticed that the books he read, the
music he delighted in, and the pictures he admired were all in some way
expressive of souls in bondage, aspiring to freedom.
Now for the time being, Janet wanted to forget about the lowly and the
oppressed. She had the same feeling towards "causes" and "reforms" that
a released convict has towards societies for Improving the Condition of
Prisoners on Parole.
It must not be supposed that Janet took an unsympathetic view of the
movements for human freedom which were convulsing society after the
Great War. She was a sincere convert to the principle of woman's
equality and she made an honest effort to be open-minded to the theories
that Robert expounded. But her heart was not in theories. Her pulse
refused to quicken when Robert told her of the new social cleavage which
was fast ranging the useful active people on one side, and the parasitic
profiteering people on the other. In common with a great many of her
contemporaries, she sat heedlessly on a volcano, enchanted by the
twinkle of the stars.
What if Robert _did_ prove up to the hilt that the world was in the
birth throes of a new social order! Youth must have its glamor. And
there is no glamor about birth throes, not even about the birth throes
of a new world.
Besides, the old social alignment in which princes of the purple and
masters of the gold ruled in pomp or circumstance over the toilers of
the factory, the office and the soil--this old alignment was much more
familiar to poor Janet (and to everybody else) than the new one
predicted. Literature and legend, the school room, the pulpit and the
press--all the regular organs of education, in fact--had mesmerized her
into viewing the practical politics and the dominant economics of the
day as splendors and glories without parallel. Was the psychology of a
lifetime to be uprooted or transformed by a few weeks of unconventional
conduct in a Kips Bay tenement, or even by a brief high-tension course
of reading in the works of Samuel Butler, Bernard Shaw, Romaine Rolland
and other prophets of the life to come?
Clearly not. And so when Claude came with his many-colored news from
the seats of the mighty, he found it easy to engross and transport
Janet. But when Robert talked to her of strikes, trade unions and labor
congresses, he left her bewildered or mystified, though seldom cold. In
short, the rivalry even for the mind of Janet was a rather one-sided
affair, Claude, the darling of the gods, holding an immense initial
advantage over Robert, the advocate of rebel causes.
*CHAPTER SEVENTEEN*
*I*
On an afternoon late in May, Claude took Janet to see the boat race
between Yale and Pennsylvania over the so-called American Henley course
on the Schuylkill. Nature was in one of her soft and sober moods. The
weather was mild, the sky lightly overcast, and the colors of the
landscape as well as of the living things upon it were toned down to
various shades of slate, dove or lavender, all blending into the serious
beauty of a dominant pearl gray.
After the race, while the crowds were melting away, the two lovers
walked into the pathway along the river. Perhaps in response to the
pallid coloring around, Claude became a prey to melancholy thoughts; and
the day, the mood and the girl impelled him to confidences about the
marriage with Marjorie Armstrong into which he felt himself being
forced.
Janet made an ideal confidante. The exercise of putting herself
sympathetically into other people's shoes was a joy to her. Not only
did she see herself as others saw her; she had the rarer gift of seeing
others as she saw herself. In doing so, she could leave her own desires
and feelings entirely out of the prospect. Thus, the story of Claude
and Marjorie, like any other human drama, appealed to her judgment on
its merits. Nor did she disturb Claude with the intrusion of any vulgar
jealousy because the lover was her own lover and the woman was a rival
woman.
The narrative began with the tenderness Claude had conceived for
Marjorie some two years before. He told Janet how the proud beauty had
first encouraged him and then, with unexampled coolness, had allowed the
Earl of Dunbar to displace him in her favor. Later the Earl in his turn
had jilted Marjorie. Could he be asked to care for her after such an
ill-starred episode?
Unluckily, he was by now far the most desirable match among the young
men whose names she consented to put on her list of eligibles. In this
preference she had her father's hearty support. Naturally. For Mr.
Armstrong was a slave of every wish she framed. Meanwhile, his own
father had the most urgent private reasons for promoting the Armstrong
project.
"You see my horrible position," he said. "I'm expected to marry a girl
I don't love in order to get my father out of a bad box. It's like a
story of the eighteenth century; only, in those happy days, it was the
daughter, not the son, who had to pull the chestnuts out of the fire."
"But surely, Claude, not all the king's horses nor all the king's men
can _compel_ you to marry if you don't want to."
"No, but compulsion isn't the only form of coercion in the world, Janet.
Nor even the worst. Can you think what it means to have everybody in
your set _expecting_ you to do a certain thing?"
"Expecting you?"
"Yes, it sounds fantastic. But it would sound real enough if once you
had a taste of it. They show their expectations by word and deed, by
sign and innuendo. They show it constantly, mercilessly, in a hundred
small and super-subtle ways. I tell you, Janet, concerted expectation
is the strongest form of pressure that can be brought to bear upon a
man. It can bring about miracles. It can move mountains. Only a hero
or a coward can resist it."
"I suppose it's like the pressure of public opinion or of one's family,"
she said, her soft clarinet tones pouring balm on his feelings. "I know
what family pressure means. I am so sorry for you, Claude, sorry from
my heart."
"I love you for saying that, Janet! I love you for your adorable pity.
I love you for being so unlike Marjorie. She has her good points; but
fellow feeling is not one of them. You see, her social ambition and the
ease with which she can gratify her every wish have quite dried up the
tender places in her heart. She has no pity left in her nature. And
pity is always the essential thing in a woman's soul."
They sat down on a grassy slope in a secluded corner of the park. In a
lyrical mood, Claude pointed to the sun just then flaring out and
splashing a thousand colors on the livid sky.
"Look, Janet," he said, "how the whole earth thrills to its warm
radiance! Just as everyone thrills to your divine gift of sympathy."
He was lying on the ground with his head in her lap, while her hand was
gently stroking his curly hair.
"I am so happy to be in this spot with you, Claude, and to hear from
your lips the things that only you can say. When you make love to me, I
feel as though I were in some Enchanted Valley with a prince from the
_Arabian Nights_."
"Yes, and he a miracle of discretion, too!"
"A miracle of indiscretion, rather!" said Janet, as he drew her head
down to his, kissed her once and kissed her again.
He soon became pensive, however. Pursuing his former train of thought,
he declared that if he remained in New York, "public expectation" would
certainly drive him into the dreaded marriage with Marjorie. There was
only one avenue of escape. That was to go abroad and stay out of harm's
way until Marjorie should choose some one else as in due time she was
bound to do.
"But the force that holds me back," he said, "is far stronger than the
one that bids me go. I can't live without you, Janet, darling."
"Then I suppose you'll have to take me along," she said, bending low
over him.
Their lips met in a sustained and ardent kiss.
"No," he said. "I dare not assume a responsibility so great."
"If I go with you," she said quietly, "I shall go on my own
responsibility."
"Janet, it would be too wonderful. Don't let me think of it, or my good
resolutions will stand no firmer than a flag in a strong wind. But you
are an angel to offer to come. You do love me then, very, very much?"
"What a question, Claude!"
"Well, you keep a pretty tight rein on your feelings, darling," he said,
with the least trace of reproach. "Tender and true you are, I know," he
added. "But you don't say any of the things that girls say when their
hearts are in the grip of a wild, extravagant passion. Do you know that
you have never even asked me once whether I really and truly and madly
love you?"
"Whether _you_ love _me_?"
"Yes, that is the question girls ask their lovers over and over again."
"Well, Claude, the important thing to me is that _I_ love _you_."
"Do you mean to say, Janet, that you don't care whether I love you or
not?"
"I don't mean that. But what I care about most is that you are the sort
of man whom _I_ can love. That is the thing that makes me happy. It's
delightful, of course, to know that you love me in return. Still, if
you didn't love me, I don't think I should be in hopeless misery. If
you turned out to be different from what I dreamed you were, so
different that I could no longer love you, then I should be
heart-broken."
To Claude, this seemed a bitter-sweet reply. More sweet than bitter,
however, and so he did not contest it.
What a puzzling girl she was, he thought. So sensible and yet so
imprudent. And totally devoid of the instinct that induces most women
to exploit the amorous moment. Claude could not get over it. Any other
girl would have made the most of his present mood, the mood in which he
was ready to think the world well lost for love. When the blood is hot,
the tongue is prodigal of vows. Claude, at all events, was willing to
promise anything, especially as he was still in pursuit, and as his
promises were not to mature until he was in possession.
Yet Janet asked absolutely nothing! This surrender, as open-handed as
it was confiding, moved him to compunction. He sat up and put his arms
around her. Her head buried in his shoulder had the effect of seeking
refuge there. And she looked so trusting, so helpless, so innocent, that
a great love for her welled up in his heart. Ought he not to do the
noble, the chivalrous thing?
"Look here, Janet," he said, with the air of Sir Philip Sidney offering
his last drink of water to another wounded soldier on the battle field,
"why couldn't we be married? My father would get over it in time."
"Yes, your father might. But _we_ might not."
"No, no, dearest. You mustn't say that. My love is not a thing of
whims and fancies. I shall love you till life itself has passed away."
"Then what difference does it make whether we get married or not," she
said.
With infinite tact, she refrained from accepting his lofty pledge of
eternal constancy. She also refrained from a similar commitment of her
own affections.
"Don't misunderstand me, Janet," he said, as sadly as if her
disagreement cut him to the soul. "I merely felt in honor bound to
offer to marry you. I know better than you do what an unconventional
step means.
"All the more reason why I should learn by experience, then. No,
Claude. If I married you, I'm sure I should soon stop loving you. The
thought that you had a legal claim on my affection would be enough to
kill it."
"Oh, you mustn't take the law so seriously, darling. Nobody does,
nowadays."
"I know nothing about the law, Claude," she said, repudiating all
jurisprudence with one of her eloquent gestures. "Do you want us to
become a careworn, broken-spirited, isolated married couple, hating all
the other careworn, broken-spirited, isolated married couples of the
western world? Do you want me to grow to hate and despise you as my
mother hates and despises my father, as so many wives appear secretly to
hate and despise their husbands?"
"How can you say such monstrous things, Janet?"
"How can you pretend to believe that love should be free?" she retorted.
"Well," he replied, "I admit there's a lot in what you say. I suppose,"
he added with a fine masculine irrelevance, "that we can always change
our minds and get married later on if we choose to."
He could not fully persuade himself that Janet really believed in free
love. Nevertheless, he was hugely relieved to learn that, whatever her
motive might be, she had no ulterior matrimonial designs on him. If
only he could have suppressed a sneaking fear that he was "taking
advantage" of Janet, as he called it, or satisfied himself that he was
legitimately taking the good the gods provided, as the Outlaws boldly
called a step of this sort!
But Claude's Bohemianism was only skin-deep. Like a good many
Bohemians, he discarded traditional forms, costly conventions and social
restrictions, chiefly in order to extract from social intercourse and
philandering, the greatest amount of pleasure with the smallest amount
of risk. Being a Bohemian was merely a sybaritic pastime for him.
In short, Claude lacked the courage of his experiments. The only
morality he genuinely believed in was the current morality (and
immorality) of his peers. Thus loose love could be allowed to have a
certain place in the scheme of things, but free love, as an avowed
principle, was incontestably wrong. Claude might humor the model
tenementers to the extent of using their free-love propaganda for his
own ends. At heart, however, he was profoundly shocked by Janet's
stubborn contention that her views of marriage, though glaringly
heterodox, were morally sound.
As Claude had worked it out, there were two ways of getting past the
limitations of a social institution. One was to support the institution
while sneaking over the fences and enjoying the secret breach of law as
a delightful bit of "living in sin." The other way was to defy the
institution by boldly climbing over the fences and asserting the sin to
be a virtue. Surely, the first was the pleasanter, the wiser, nay, the
more ethical proceeding!
Of course Claude did not reason the distinction out as clearly as this.
But he felt its force and, for his part, was resolved to act upon it.
However, he did not attempt to convert Janet to his way of thinking.
That would have been fraught with peril to the smoothness of their
future relations. Besides, a long didactic argument would have spoiled
the tender passages in the journey home. And Claude never encouraged
his conscience to make a martyr of him.
*II*
When they got back to Kips Bay, they found Cornelia and her Hercules in
Number Fifteen. Harry Kelly, silent and worshipful, was washing the
accumulated dishes of the day, in a supreme exhibition of devotion. His
inamorata, ensconced in state in her favorite armchair, was tacking a
blue denim smock together with bits of fancy colored worsteds.
She announced her intention of marching in the parade of the Overalls
Economy Club, an organization recently formed to protest against the
high cost of living.
Robert, it appeared, had greeted this announcement with gibes and with
an ironic contrast between her expenditure of time and her economy of
money. Nor had he confined his sarcasm to her.
"What do you suppose Cato said when I told him about the parade?"
Cornelia retailed vindictively. "He said, 'I suppose Claude will march,
too? He will have no difficulty in getting the right kind of uniform.
In the Times this morning, a Fifth Avenue store advertises overalls with
solid gold buckles from fifty dollars up.'"
"There's a typical reformer for you," said Claude, bitterly. "Always
shying bricks at the very people that want to build with them."
Hereupon, Cornelia, in the role of a loyal though long-suffering friend
of Robert's, undertook to extenuate his conduct. She observed that he
had doubtless been made angry because his work was retarded by Janet's
absences. The best proof of his state of mind was a threat he had made
to engage another secretary.
"I wish he would," said Claude, compressing his lips, while Janet tried
not to look conscience-stricken.
"Of course he doesn't in the least mean to part with Araminta,"
continued Cornelia, wallowing in the emotional effect of her news. "Not
he. Cato knows a good thing when he sees it. But he doesn't approve of
Janet's parties with you, Lothario. The principle is wrong, he claims."
"The principle is wrong!" cried both Claude and Janet with very
different inflections.
Cornelia laughed musically up and down the scale.
"Just fancy what he said: 'A friendship which doesn't grow spontaneously
out of joint partnership in work is built on quicksands.'"
"He's a fanatic," said Harry Kelly, breaking his silence and one of
Cornelia's saucers in the violence of his feelings.
"Nonsense, Hercules," she said, in a tone that poured contempt on his
vehemence. "He has simply let all the soft places grow in his head and
all the hard places in his heart."
Janet went into the next room to hang up her hat and coat. Claude
followed her.
"I think Robert's ideas are getting more and more unbalanced," he said,
dictatorially. "If I were you, Janet, I'd finish up my work with him at
once."
"It takes two to break a bargain, Claude."
"Well, you might at least keep your relations with him on a strictly
business footing--and as little of that as possible."
He ignored her slight mutinous gesture.
"He's a difficult man to get along with," he went on. "Look how even
Hutchins Burley had to fire him. And as if his dismissal from the
_Chronicle_ were not bad enough, he joins these Guildsmen people who are
trying to wreck the very basis of modern society. That has just about
dished him, as far as the Outlaws are concerned. They all cut him now."
A new imperiousness crept into his voice as he added:
"I wish that, for my sake, you would not be seen going about with him,
ever."
He accepted her silence as an evidence of tacit consent.
*III*
The very next afternoon, before a full hour's writing and typing had
been done, Robert amazed Janet by proposing that they suspend work and
take a walk.
"I want particularly to talk to you," he said.
"About what?"
"About love," said Robert, gravely.
What girl could resist an invitation like that? Despite Claude's stern
admonition, Janet did not wait to be urged.
They walked near the East River towards the gas-house district, and
presently turned into a recreation pier which was almost deserted.
Clearly, Robert was looking for a very private and sequestered corner.
On the way, every topic was broached except the one that Robert had
advanced as an excuse for truancy. Did suspense sharpen Janet's
anticipation? No. Janet was curious, but not consumedly so. She had a
marvelous power of attracting confidences and was quite used to having
young men, who had known her only a few days, confide in her their love
affairs, their religious or financial troubles, and indeed the whole
history of their lives. True, Robert might be in love, not with another
girl but with herself. Having no false modesty, Janet entertained the
suspicion for a moment. Only for a moment, however. For the
presumption against it seemed conclusive.
Meanwhile, they walked happily along, until Robert found the spot that
suited him. This was at the end of the pier farthest from the street.
No watchman being in sight, they sat down on a great terminal beam and
let their legs swing over the green and choppy water.
The Janet who laughed and chatted with Robert was a very different girl
from the Janet who was accustomed to hang romantically on Claude's lips.
Nothing, of course, could equal the magnetism of Claude or match the
fire and glory of their mutual passion. Still, in Claude's presence she
seemed constantly to be playing up to some magnificent part; she felt
like a cross between, say, the Lady of Shalott and the ecstatic lady in
the Song of Songs. Without denying that it was a rapturous game, a game
well worth the candle, she found it a trifle exhausting.
With Robert, on the other hand, the high-tension, party-dress Janet
could be put away (so to speak) and the simple, work-a-day,
blouse-and-skirt Janet substituted. Now Janet was the kind of girl who
always looked her worst in her best things and was most herself when
least dressed up. Naturally, she did not apply this symbol to her two
friendships. Being a young, rebellious, and infatuated young lady, how
could she? Besides, had she done so, she might have reasoned the matter
out to a disturbing conclusion.
"Well, Robert," she said, cheerily. "Begin, and tell me all that's in
your heart of hearts."
"It's not my heart I mean to talk about. It's yours."
"Mine! What an idea! Why, my heart's in the pink of condition.
Positively no inspection needed.
'Oh my heart is a free and a fetterless thing,
A wave of the ocean, a bird on the wing.'
I don't mean to say that it's a flighty object, though," she added, with
a smile.
"No, if it were, it would be much easier to talk to you about it," said
Robert.
"What do you mean?"
"Well, a whole century separates the Janet I first knew--the Janet who
hesitated to go to a picture play on the Sabbath--from the Janet who
reads Bernard Shaw and Bertrand Russell, attends labor meetings on
Sundays, and catches each newest whiff of radical opinion. The change
takes one's breath away."
"You admit it's a change for the better, don't you?"
"In every way but one."
"Which one?"
"You have taken Cornelia too seriously. Her views on sex are morbid and
totally unsuited for adoption by a healthy, inexperienced girl."
"Now, Robert, please don't begin that over again. You've said it all
before."
"I shall say it and say it again until I've convinced you. Even you
must admit that Cornelia has a chronic grudge against men."
"Well, it isn't so unnatural, after her unhappy love affair, is it?"
"Precisely. As a result of that love affair, all her sex emotions are
inverted. She sublimates her sex into acts of spite, usually
unconscious acts. For instance, she is subtly encouraging you to run
off with Claude as she ran off with Percival Houghton. Forgive me for
mentioning it, Janet. But I can't bear to see you duped. Believe me, if
you followed her example, with an equally unhappy result, she would like
nothing better."
"Claude is not in the least like Percival Houghton," said Janet coldly.
"Whatever else he may be, he isn't a cad."
"Of course he isn't," Robert hastened to say.
"Then stop making horrid comparisons. It is such an easy thing to do.
Suppose I were to say that you are like an X-ray machine, finding out
all that is bad in people, while Claude is like a magnet drawing out all
that is good in them. What would you say to that comparison?"
"I should accept it," replied Robert, with a smile. "The superiority of
the X-ray in point of social usefulness is, I think, beyond dispute."
"Oh, with you social usefulness is everything, and personal happiness
nothing!"
"Suppose Claude is a magnet," he went on, unheeding her exclamation.
"Is that a good reason for flying into his arms, like a willless iron
filing, on _his_ terms instead of on your own?"
"On my terms! What do you mean?"
"Janet, my friendship will be worse than useless to you unless I can
tell you exactly what is in my mind. I either do that or hold my peace
forever. Will you let me speak frankly?"
"Will I let the rain fall or the sun shine? I'd like to see the person
who could stop you from speaking frankly. But please don't attack
Claude."
"Have no fear. I don't intend to play the part of the heroine's second
friend confidentially warning her against the first. What I want to
urge, with all the force I can, is this: if you mean to live with
Claude, why not marry him?"
"Quite apart from my own preferences in the matter, Robert, how do you
know that Claude wants to marry?"
"Oh, no doubt he doesn't want to. In the eyes of the modern man,
marriages made in Heaven are as popular as canned beef made in America.
But what of that? Claude is young, self-willed, accustomed to get his
own way, and--he worships you. And you--well, I have no superlatives to
do justice to the case. You are you. You could marry him in a
twinkling if you played your cards right."
Janet laughed.
"Oh, the heart is a free and a fetterless thing--" she sang, saucily.
"Stop coquetting like Cornelia," he remonstrated. "You are making it
totally impossible for me to talk rationally. Are you a butterfly or a
woman? Am I discussing your glorious voice or your precarious future?
Be serious."
"How can I be serious when you ask me to be a bargain hunter in hearts
and coronets?"
"Now you're acting like one of Marie Corelli's heroines, Janet!"
"Thank you. Why are you so anxious to have me get married?"
"Because I think that your fine spirit of independence and your divine
gift of imagination ought not lightly to be wasted. Because I think, in
short, that you have a nobler purpose in the world than mere loving or
being loved."
"Than mere loving!"
"Yes. The world was not made for the gratification of our own
feelings."
"So you are fond of saying, Robert. But, as a matter of fact, I'm not
trying to gratify my feelings. I'm trying to carry out my principles."
"The world isn't a grindstone to sharpen our principles on, either,"
said Robert, with prompt conclusiveness.
"From watching you, I rather thought it was," said Janet, stung into
sudden irony.
There was a pause. He tried to take her hand, but she drew it sharply
away, with difficulty repressing her tears. After a while, he began
again, with impetuous candor:
"Janet, don't go into this adventure with your eyes shut. Remember, you
can't give yourself up to an experiment in free love without giving up
everything else. That is the strongest argument against the step. All
your gifts, all your energy, all your purpose will be consumed in
explaining, defending, evading. Your whole life will be one long course
of swallowing the consequences and warding off criticism. Do you wish
to be a life-long martyr to free love, like Cornelia?"
"I've never posed as a martyr to anything--not even to drink," said
Janet, recovering her good humor.
"Then why become one? Martyrdom is all very well for fanatics like your
mother who enjoy it, or for idlers like Cornelia who have nothing better
to do. But you are neither a fanatic nor an idler; you are a worker."
"But when one believes that an institution has served its turn, isn't it
one's duty to destroy it?"
"Institutions are never destroyed. They are sometimes transformed, as
tadpoles are into frogs."
"Are you sure? Cornelia says that every free union is a mine exploded
beneath marriage. I think she's right."
"A mine! Better call it a squib, Janet. And all the trouble you invite
will be like laying a long and elaborate fuse to ignite the squib."
"Oh, you have no ideals left!" she cried, revolted at this demolition of
her romantic conceptions.
"I have a little common sense left," he answered. "We can't escape the
customs or the institutions of our time, however much we may disbelieve
in them. Flying in the face of a decadent institution does not destroy
it. It only gives it a new lease of life by putting the props of public
sympathy and traditional morality at the disposal of its defenders.
Look at the case of George Eliot. Did her entirely justifiable free
union help the cause of marriage reform? No. It actually turned her
into a defender of the very institution she had set out to challenge."
"What a very wise young man; this wise young man must be," she said,
parodying a line of Gilbert's.
"No side-tracking! Promise me you'll turn the matter over in your
mind."
"In my mind? Yes. But what about my heart?" she said. And with
dancing eyes she sang:
"'Oh, the heart is a free and a fetterless thing,
A wave of the ocean, a bird on the wing.'"
Her voice turned his blood to paradisaical currents.
"If you sing that again, I shall kiss you on the spot, in public or out
of it," said the tormented young man.
"Why, Robert, what abysses of passion lurk hidden in you!" she exclaimed
mockingly. "I believe you said you'd always treat me just like a man.
Do you talk like this to your male chums?" Then demurely: "We'd better
go home at once."
On the way home, she resumed the discussion. In a more earnest tone
than before, she thanked him for taking so much trouble over her and
promised to think about his point of view very carefully. She insisted,
however, that his reasoning had not convinced her. She and Claude
appeared very well suited to each other now, but who could tell what
changes a few years might not bring forth?
"True," said Robert. "But the future is dark to us in other matters
besides marriage. As things stand now, Claude couldn't do better, and
you might do worse. And if the very worst happened, you could get a
divorce."
She replied by reminding him that she and Claude were not the kind of
people who lightly repudiated their ties or the responsibilities that
grew out of them. Consequently, once married, they would probably
remain so for life. In any event, if she changed her mind, it would be
infinitely simpler to do so under the other plan.
"Say I grew tired of Claude, for instance, and quite suddenly wanted
you," she said with a mischievous look.
"Well, it couldn't be done," said Robert, decisively, her complacent
assumption jarring his pride.
"Oh, couldn't it?" She flashed him a challenging glance.
"Not in my case," he returned, in clipped tones. "Free love is the most
expensive luxury in the world. Only the very rich or the unambitious
can pay for it. As for me, I never can have anything to do either with
free love or with a woman who has had a free lover. It would ruin all
my plans."
Janet replied with the faintest shrug, whereat all his self-assertion
promptly went bang. Neither yielded a point; but they divined each
other's feelings and, as they walked on, steered the conversation into
lighter channels until they got back to the Lorillard tenements.
Standing in the dark hallway at the foot of the stairs, Janet told him
with a touch of impishness that his logic had been irresistible.
"Has it? It hasn't touched your heart," he said, somewhat dolefully.
"Ah, well, the heart is a free and a fetterless thing--"
As Janet darted up the stairs, the door of an apartment opened overhead,
and she fancied she heard Claude's voice.
*CHAPTER EIGHTEEN*
*I*
On her own floor, she halted and, with Robert's kiss still burning on
her lips, waited until he had turned into Kelly's flat. Then she opened
the door of Number Fifteen.
Sure enough, Claude was there, full of resentment at her absence on a
jaunt with Robert. She thanked her stars that Robert's visible presence
could not fan the flame. Even so, Claude acted badly enough. He was in
a vertigo of jealousy, and at small pains to hide the fact.
At first, Janet tried to carry the matter off lightly, and strove to
mollify him by saying that Robert had asked her to consider a very
serious problem. She was a little conscience-stricken over this fib,
but believed it the best thing to say. She pointed out that while it
was with Robert that she worked, it was with Claude, after all, that she
played.
At this Cornelia executed an unnecessarily tuneful laugh.
"There's nothing like a man's problem for disarranging a girl's hair,"
she observed, dropping the inevitable dress she was busy with.
"Araminta, your hat's a sight! Do look at yourself in the glass."
Naturally, Claude was more furious than ever. He sulked in silence
whilst rebuffing the advances that Janet made. Finally, maddened by
Cornelia's pin-prick innuendoes, he strode out, flashing a terrible look
at Janet as he did so.
*II*
When will the play of Othello be absolutely unintelligible? Perhaps five
hundred years from now or, let us hope, sooner. Surely, at some distant
date, the private ownership of a woman by a man or of a man by a woman
will seem as barbarous as the rings our ancestors stuck through their
noses or as unfashionable as the three hundred concubines of Solomon.
And the jealous passions arising from this ownership will be classed
with rage, hysteria and other forms of emotional disease or pathological
bad manners.
Indeed, do not the best people already look upon a pronounced fit of
jealousy as an exhibition of arrested development or mental inferiority?
If the jealous man is not destroyed, root and branch, by the
refuse-reduction plant of ridicule, he will be rendered obsolete and
perhaps extinct by the spread of the conviction that, after a human
being has discharged his obligations to himself and his obligations to
the community, he owes no other personal allegiance whatever.
Herself singularly free from jealousy, Janet was in direct touch with
three persons whom the malady afflicted sorely. Besides the case of
Claude, she had on her hands the case of Mrs. Howard Madison Grey in
business, and the case of Cornelia at home.
Cornelia, who was no believer in keeping her emotions hermetically
sealed, made her frame of mind patent to Janet on an unforgetable
occasion. It was not the first, nor was it to be the last, of a series
of blows, which were fast converting Janet to the belief that her own
opinion of Cornelia was founded on an illusion, whilst Robert's opinion
was the correct one.
For some time past it had been Harry Kelly's practice to come into
Number Fifteen before breakfast and put the two girls "through their
paces," as he called the light drill he prescribed for them. Always on
the lookout for some new outlet for his tremendous supply of energy, the
physical culture expert had hit on the scheme of improving Cornelia's
bad health by reforming her bodily habits. Cornelia, who considered
early rising bad form and breathing exercises a superstition, was for a
prompt veto of the scheme, but Janet's cordial support of it saved the
day.
So, early in the morning of the day after Claude's wrathful departure,
Kelly, in gymnasium garb, made his entrance as usual. The athlete was
not a man of many words. Words, after all, were not needed in his case,
since, as he strode along with the nervous muscularity of a Rodin
statue, his lithe, powerful body proclaimed his mission to all the
world.
"Wake up, girls," he called out, "and fill your bellies with the good
south wind."
The unvarnished word always moved Cornelia to a protesting shriek and a
well-trilled "How do you do!" Kelly enjoyed both immensely.
After throwing the windows in the sitting room wide open, he paced the
floor like a panther in his den. Janet was the first to appear. She
was still drowsy, and her short dark hair, in tight somnolent curls,
hung down her back. She wore a short-skirted bathing suit, a custom
Kelly held in high regard for the business in hand.
As she toddled sleepily towards the athlete, the energy pent up in his
frame unbottled itself on the impulse of the moment. Catching her at
the waist, he lifted her high up in the air and spun her around three
times as if she were a featherweight. Then, clasping her lightly by
shoulder and leg, he set her tenderly down again.
"Do it again, Hercules, do!" articulated Cornelia, coming in just at the
close of this maneuver, whilst Janet, still laughing and protesting, was
in the act of resuming control of her well-shaped limbs.
But as there was that in Cornelia's eye which belied her command, Kelly
was careful to make no move to execute it.
Cornelia's golden hair was done up on her head in a makeshift coil, she
herself being enveloped in a long kimono that trailed to the ground.
Kelly looked at this garment without ecstasy, a fact that did not escape
the wearer's observation.
"Hercules," she commanded peevishly, "you might close this window near
me. I've got a very bad headache from too little sleep. Do you want me
to catch my death of cold, too?"
He complied with all haste, and then pitched into his calisthenics,
Janet joining him with gusto. Cornelia followed suit, though in a very
languid spirit; and soon she stopped altogether, on the pretext of
unusual weakness.
Her chilly aloofness cut the period short. It was now time to prepare
breakfast, a task theoretically shared by all four, including Robert,
who was unaccountably late this morning. Habitually, three of them did
the actual work while Cornelia "directed," a process which, she firmly
believed, enabled the others to save time. But, as Robert sardonically
put it, "Cornelia's method of showing us a short cut is to send us round
Robin Hood's barn."
It was Kelly's special business to convert a part of the kitchen into a
dining room, and thereafter to make the toast. He had just reached this
stage, when Cornelia took another hand in the proceedings.
"Go down and get the letters for me, Hercules," she said suddenly,
relieving him of the toaster.
"Why, what's the hurry? Rob always gets them after breakfast."
"Oh, do let Harry make the toast," said Janet, chiming in with him.
She, too, had thought of the letters, and was in no hurry to bid the
devil good morning. "Nobody can eat toast the way you make it,
Cornelia. And Robert is sure to--"
"No doubt Robert will do exactly as _you_ tell him," said Cornelia,
interrupting her sweetly. "Please let Harry do as _I_ tell him.
Hercules, go _now_, please. I have a notion there'll be some famous
news for me this morning."
Kelly, having been her devoted (and despised) slave since the day he
ejected Hutchins Burley, obeyed submissively by mere force of habit. He
ran down the three flights of stairs and in a very short time came back
again with a single letter.
It was for Janet from Claude, and sarcasm was its prevailing tone.
The writer began by deploring his fatuous inability to remain away from
her side. He pointed out that, as his chance visits might take her by
surprise or catch her off guard, not to say worry her into thinking of
promises she had no mind to keep, he should take steps to rid her of his
manifestly superfluous attentions. He had accordingly arranged to spend
some time with his friends the Armstrongs, in Huntington. By doing so
he should at least please his father, which was better than nothing,
certainly better than not pleasing either himself or her.
In short, it was just such a petulant note as a spoiled woman's darling
like Claude might be expected to write. Having always received complete
submission from women, he regarded the least opposition to his
self-indulgence as outrageous and even wicked or perhaps blasphemous.
The depth and passion of Janet's nature were not easily stirred, but
this letter startled her out of her usual lightheartedness. She sat
down in a chair by the window and looked out fixedly, in an effort to
repress her feelings. Kelly, sympathetic and bewildered, gave vent to
sundry heartening murmurs and exclamations; and, as these accomplished
little, he moved dishes attractively and hopefully around Janet's empty
place.
From her point of vantage at the table, Cornelia surveyed her handiwork
with a pious simulation of sadness, surveyed it, and found that it was
not so bad.
Janet blue and still, Kelly heavily anxious, Cornelia sweetly
sanctimonious, such was the curious tableau that Robert saw when he came
in, his slender frame and vigorous movements forming a direct contrast
to the static spectacle before him.
"Now, see what you've done, Cato!" declaimed Cornelia, in one of those
complacent greetings which only she could make sublime.
She fluttered Claude's note aloft and called out the sender's name for
Robert's information.
Ignoring her, but grasping the import of the scene, Robert went over to
Janet's side and asked her in all simplicity whether he could be of any
service whatever.
But she, to hide her tears, turned decisively away from him. Robert
gave her movement a totally different interpretation, drew back, and
walked quickly out of the room.
*III*
The alarums and excursions for which Claude and Cornelia were
responsible might well have monopolized Janet's mind. But her thoughts
were kept in flux by a thunderstorm which threatened her peace from
another quarter.
The new cloud on her horizon came from no less a person than Mrs. Howard
Madison Grey, the wife of her employer.
Mrs. Grey served Janet as a symbol, a symbol opposed to the Outlaws.
The Outlaws were a convenient symbol of the world _within_ Kips Bay.
Mrs. Grey was an equally pat symbol of the world without.
It amused Janet to study her own reactions to these two symbols and to
analyze her experiences with the moral codes symbolized.
According to one of the primary conventions of the Outlaws, sex was
anybody's to have and nobody's to hold; there was no recognized private
property in sex. In Kips Bay, Janet had acted in the spirit (though not
in the letter) of this convention. And the results had been disastrous.
On the other hand, in the world beyond the model tenements, the right of
private property in sex was absolute. In Mrs. Grey's world, Janet had
acted in the spirit and even in the letter of this convention. And
again the results had been disastrous.
The second disaster materialized slowly. Its point of departure was the
visit paid by an ex-President of the United States to a performance of
Mr. Grey's third play, "The Great Reprieve."
As originally written, this was a drama in which a Vermont Yankee
resigns to a younger brother the girl he madly loves, after which lofty
sacrifice he starts life anew in the Klondike, makes a fortune there,
and later turns up for a brief visit to the old homestead. To his
dismay he learns that the girl of his dreams has been left a widow and
that, with poverty and distress staring her in the face, she has no
choice but to take up the lot of an actress in the great Subway Circuit.
Nothing but his hand in marriage can save her from the doom in store for
her! And the curtain falls on the Great Reprieve.
The play was a triumph of mediocrity in conception, construction, and
style; yet for some unaccountable reason it fell flat. The producer was
reluctant to accept the verdict of the playgoers for a fact, but a
second footing-up of the box-office revenues conquered his reluctance
completely.
Half a dozen play-surgeons--writers of Broadway successes, high-priced,
fifth-rate super-hacks, before whose names the public prostrated
itself--were hastily called into consultation and an immediate and
drastic operation was advised.
No time was wasted in thinking. All six consultants took a hand, so did
the producer, so did the favorite chauffeur of the producer's second
best mistress. Three days and three nights of heroic writing, drinking,
and rehearsing followed. At the end of this furious interlude, "The
Great Reprieve" had been whipped, or as the favorite chauffeur said,
"Goulasht" into shape.
The chief character in the revised version was a typical American boy of
fifteen (erstwhile the heroine's brother), and upon his pranks, antics,
impudence, and callowness, the play now pivoted. The lad's capacity for
noisy pertness and imbecile clownage was represented as inexhaustible,
yet even so, the producer expressed a fear that the audience might not
be equal to the intellectual pressure of the dialogue. Relaxing
incidents were introduced--a woman purring over a poodle dog, a chorus
girl spouting the real American language invented by George Ade, a
squawking parrot, and a Southern mammy (out of "Uncle Tom's Cabin")
worshipping the ground the leading juvenile treads on.
These features were warranted to give the play its "universal appeal"!
Dramatic action there was none. Why cast pearls? After all, there was
plenty of movement, plenty of "pep" and "kick" as the producer said.
All the characters made their entrances and exits with frenzied
vehemence and, whilst on the stage, jerked arms and body and legs
ceaselessly to and fro, as if in the last throes of St. Vitus' Dance.
The audience would get its money's worth of "speed"--so much was
provided for, if nothing else was. The dialogue was spoken with a
short, sharp, pop-gun explosiveness, except in the maudlin sentimental
scenes in which it was drawled out into one world-without-end whine.
Apart from these details, nothing in particular was to happen in the
play; for nothing in particular mattered. However, a squealing child
was kept in reserve, ready to be trotted out for "sure-fire" applause,
if the "action" should chance to flag.
In its renovated form, Mr. Grey hardly recognized "The Great Reprieve."
It seemed to him that his comedy had become an exact replica of each of
the other ten American comedies then playing in Times Square. This,
though Mr. Grey was no intellectual giant, made a difference to his
artist's pride. It made no difference to the Broadway theatregoers.
They fairly devoured the play. They swallowed all the old wheezes and
all the old slush and all the George Ade lingo and all the Southern
mammy stuff. They swallowed it all without winking. Despite the fears
of the producer, they proved themselves to be almost fully up to the
intellectual level of the fifteen-year-old leading juvenile. They
greeted his every act of clownage and horseplay with salvos of applause.
They laughed themselves sick over him. And when the poodle dog and the
baby appeared, the applause brought down the rafters.
To put it mildly, Mr. Howard Madison Grey was stupefied. However, the
success of "The Great Reprieve" became the talk of the town. An
ex-President of the United States went to see it and drenched his box
with the tears of hilarity and contentment. Next day, he described the
play as "a clean, wholesome play of American life, manners and
thought!--every one hundred per cent American will be satisfied with
it."
This description was henceforth underscored in every advertisement of
"The Great Reprieve." Seats were sold ten weeks in advance. The
producer and his crew of play-salvagers added another feather to their
caps. And Mrs. Howard Madison Grey began to look for an apartment on
upper Park Avenue.
*IV*
The ensuing increase in the volume of engagements and correspondence
threw Janet together with Mr. Grey for uninterrupted stretches, oftener
than Mrs. Grey thought wise.
Before long, the author's wife noted significant alterations in her
husband's behavior.
Mrs. Howard Madison Grey was nothing if not scientific. She believed
religiously in the scientific method and applied it to all her
activities, even to her excursions in jealousy. As she hadn't read
"Science and Power" by Fitzfield Tyler, the efficiency engineer, for
nothing, she understood thoroughly that the proper method for scientific
research proceeds by three stages, namely:
One: Observing facts, without any preconceived notion.
Two: Imagining a general explanation or hypothesis that establishes the
relation of cause and effect between two groups of facts.
Three: Verifying this hypothesis, a process of determining by means of
personally conducted observations, whether the hypothesis fits the facts
it proposes to explain.
Observing, imagining, verifying--these were the three stages the trained
investigator had to grasp. And Mrs. Howard Madison Grey grasped them
with considerable kinetic energy.
In the first place, observation of the library during work time ceased
to reveal Mr. Grey in the careless act of dictating in shirt sleeves and
suspenders or of puffing cigarette smoke unconcernedly towards Janet's
innocent lungs. Instead, it disclosed him in a handsome velvet smoking
jacket and betrayed the astonishing fact that from the very moment the
smoking jacket was exhibited the smoking habit was suppressed. Clearly,
Mr. Grey's behavior in the past and his behavior in the present showed
the existence of two utterly different groups of facts.
To imagine a general explanation which should connect these two groups
of facts was the second and by long odds the easiest step. Mrs. Howard
Madison Grey formulated the hypothesis that some perverse piece of
femininity had lost her head over Mr. Grey's resplendent fame and
fortune, and had set out to tempt him into the primrose path of
dalliance.
The third step was to verify this hypothesis with a series of
experiments.
Mrs. Grey began by putting Janet through a systematic cross-examination.
Didn't she think men looked revolting in shirt sleeves and suspenders?
Quite so. Frankly, hadn't she simply longed to know a great literary
genius intimately? Naturally! And what might be her views on the
subject of nicotine? She thought smoking a disgusting habit? Ah, well!
These answers were supplemented by scraps of information obtained, it
must be confessed, by experiments that might have daunted any but a most
dispassionate investigator. Disregarding ethics, it is an open question
whether a personally conducted observation is better served by studying
truth face to face or by studying her through a keyhole. Mrs. Grey's
contribution to the answer was to adopt the latter plan on the principle
that all is fair in love and science.
She ratified the somewhat precarious keyhole method by the surer method
of sudden sallies into the library. She heard Mr. Grey addressing his
secretary in musically resonant tones, and saw him showing undue
solicitude for her comfort. Nay more, she surprised them in animated,
unworkmanlike conversations. True, she did not get the precise drift of
these talks, but she was morally certain that the talkers were
discussing six of the deadly sins and wishing the seventh. Though
further proof was scarcely needed, she found the straw that topped the
climax. Mr. Grey offered to double Janet's salary without request. The
conclusion forced itself on Mrs. Grey that her hypothesis was
incontestably established. It brought light out of darkness and order
out of chaos, besides fitting all the facts it proposed to explain.
She lost no time in acting on the verified conclusion.
One Monday morning before Howard Madison Grey returned from a week-end
on the New Jersey coast, she intercepted Janet.
"The new play," she said accusingly, "isn't progressing very fast."
"No," admitted Janet, "it isn't. So many topical matters have had to be
disposed of lately that the final copy of the play has been held back."
Janet could scarcely dwell on her employer's growing penchant for
conversation with her when his wife was presumed to be securely
occupied.
"Mr. Grey," said his wife, half reflectively, "Mr. Grey has the creative
temperament."
She frequently aired this phrase; it had, she believed, the ring and
tang of distinction. Privately, she thought that the artistic
temperament incapacitated a man from the sane discharge of his most
elementary duties.
"The creative temperament," she went on, "is too fine to cope with the
details of business."
She gave Janet to understand that it was imperative that the success of
"The Great Reprieve" should be followed up without delay.
"Mr. Sarsfield, the manager," continued Mrs. Grey, "has just telephoned
anxiously for the next manuscript."
"Mr. Grey is still working on the revision of the third act," said
Janet. "As soon as he finishes it, I shall rush the whole play through.
Of course, I can type the first two acts at once."
"Yes, do. But can you work uninterruptedly here? Perhaps you could
finish it faster at home--instead of coming here?"
Janet jumped at the chance. "Certainly," she said, "I can finish it at
home in half the time."
Mrs. Grey was taken aback. On second thoughts, she put Janet's
eagerness down to the new feminist strategy.
"There's the risk," she said, uneasily picturing the precious pages at
the mercy of the New York transit services.
Anxious to escape the assiduities of the wife, if not of the husband,
Janet gave reckless assurances of her devotion to the manuscript.
Mrs. Grey finally assented to the arrangement. Janet was to take the
manuscript in sections and, if the scheme worked well, she might do all
future typewriting for the playwright in the same way. She need come to
the Greys' house only for the dictation.
"I hope Mr. Grey will be satisfied," Janet could not help saying, once
the bundle of papers was safely tucked under her arm.
"I hope so," said Mrs. Grey meditatively. "But who can fathom the ways
of the creative temperament--?"
She left an eloquent hiatus.
From which Janet inferred that the shortest way with that particular
temperament was to let the explanation follow the act.
*V*
This bout with the green-eyed monster had taken place shortly before
Claude's petulant flight to the Armstrong estate in Huntington. To
Janet the whole affair was very ludicrous, and none the less so in that
she had given Mrs. Grey little cause for anxiety.
Not for a moment had the newspaper acclaim of Howard Madison Grey
imposed upon her. Having measured her own wits with the playwright's,
she had formed an estimate of his talents which caused her to reject
with contempt the fantastic eulogies of him in the press. She continued
to see in Mr. Grey what she had always seen, namely, a decidedly
middle-aged man with a bald head and a graceless figure, a man whose
amorous pleasantries and elderly sentimentalism inspired her with the
same distaste as the odor of stale tobacco smoke with which his person
seemed to reek.
She knew quite well that she had captured his emotions and his
illusions, but as she had found no difficulty in keeping his advances
within bounds she had seen no reason for giving the matter serious
thought.
On the day of Mrs. Grey's interference, Janet returned to Kips Bay in
high feather. This had mystified Cornelia, who could not see in her
friend's recital of events any great cause for congratulation. She
gloomily predicted that Janet would soon lose her position altogether.
Janet said she didn't care. A change was the only stimulant she ever
took or needed. And any change, even a change for the worse, would
serve the purpose admirably.
Cornelia wondered what was back of all this optimism until Janet pointed
out that, with her new program of work, she could repay Robert for his
many services to her. The firm of Barr & Lloyd could now carry on
business in the mornings as well as in the afternoons, Robert sharing
with her the work that came in from the Greys and perhaps from other
authors, just as she had shared with him the work that came in from the
League of Guildsmen. This statement was received in silence by
Cornelia, who drew her own conclusions and communicated them only to
Harry Kelly.
Janet's offer to pool her secretarial jobs from all sources with her
typewriting for the League had been very welcome to Robert. His funds
were running uncomfortably low just then. The reason was that the
League was not a paying concern. The economic changes advocated by the
Guildsmen were so drastic in character and called for so much discipline
and far-sighted cooperation on the part of the working classes that the
very people whom they were intended to benefit fought shy of them.
Leaders of labor received the Guild proposals coldly, and the rank and
file gave them little sympathy and less support.
For several mornings Robert and Janet pitched in with a will on the
typewriting of Mr. Grey's manuscripts. In the afternoons they had
continued the League work. Their comradeship was a happy and an
intimate one, how happy and how intimate Janet did not fully realize
until long after it was over. Perhaps the most delightful periods were
those in which they proofread the manuscripts they had finished. They
took turns reading aloud, and endless was the fun they extracted from
the lines of Mr. Grey's new play. More delightful still were excursions
into the fields of literature and economics, the play or some Guild
pamphlet furnishing the starting point.
Thus the partnership of Barr & Lloyd had gone on swimmingly for two
weeks, until the afternoon on the recreation pier, the memorable
afternoon that had begun with the long talk about free love, and had
ended in the model tenement with Robert's kiss and Claude's sulky fit of
jealousy.
*VI*
On the morning after this fateful day, Janet had to go to the Howard
Madison Greys' to return some finished manuscripts.
She had gone there for this purpose some two or three times a week,
since the last arrangement with Mr. Grey. On these occasions, the
playwright himself met her. And usually he spun out the interview as
long as possible, due regard being had to the prudent Mrs. Grey who,
hovering watchfully in the background, reminded Janet of a quiet but
overcautious museum attendant.
Mrs. Grey would frequently contrive to come into the room for the
undisguised purpose of glancing at or even criticizing Janet's
typewriting. The expectation of such a visit made Janet, on this
particular day, decidedly nervous. For, what with her distraction by
Claude's anger, and a sudden crotchiness that had overtaken the
typewriter, her papers bore the glaring evidence of innumerable
corrections and erasures.
However, Mrs. Grey seemed for once to be off duty. So at least Janet
concluded from the fact that the author himself received her with much
less than his customary constraint and far more than his ordinary
enthusiasm. And not only was he in the best of spirits; he was groomed
to perfection. He had put on a suit cut in a fashionable English mode,
with quaint cuffs on the sleeves of the coat as well as on the bottoms
of the trousers.
These and other details of sartorial artistry were probably lost on
Janet, but she was sensible enough of the general effect to surmise that
her employer had dressed himself to conquer. This surmise would have
forced itself upon her in any event, for Mr. Grey soon launched into
repeated hints looking to an assignation with her outside his home,
hints that presently crystallized into a direct invitation to a dinner
at Sherry's.
According to the principles of Kips Bay--and Janet at this time
subscribed to these principles--there was absolutely no reason why Mr.
Grey should not invite her and absolutely no reason why she should not
accept. But the heart has a reason to which reason must bow. Janet's
heart was in submission to but one law, and that was the law of her
integrity. She could no more strike up a friendship with a man to whom
she was not naturally, spontaneously drawn than she could fly. And she
could hardly pretend to be drawn to Mr. Grey. No, not even for the
pleasure of giving the suspicious Mrs. Grey something to be suspicious
about.
Besides, the man was too cocksure. He appeared to share Mrs. Grey's
conviction that the slightest nod on his part would incline Janet (or
any other woman) to follow him to the ends of the earth. This was
amusing. But it was also irritating to one's pride of sex.
The trouble with Mr. Grey was that, having realized the first of the two
ambitions which governed his desires, he felt satisfied he was about to
realize the second. As an author, he had conquered the public; as a
man, he now meant to conquer women.
To Janet, Mr. Grey's illusions about himself were as transparent as his
illusions about her. It was plain that he took with the utmost
seriousness the greatness that had recently been thrust upon him. His
reasoning was quite simple. If success in pleasing the crowd and its
leaders did not imply the possession of superior gifts and of a masterly
technique in exploiting those gifts, what did it imply?
This reasoning struck Janet as puerile. Yet Mr. Grey could hardly be
expected to share her view that talent and superb execution had never by
themselves attracted the plaudits of the crowd, or that the only man who
could please the million was the man born with the taste of the million.
Mr. Grey had been lucky enough to inherit this taste. Why demand that
he look a gift horse in the mouth?
But the judgment of youth is direct and pitiless! It seemed nothing
less than ridiculous to Janet that Mr. Grey should seriously pose as a
fount of the divine fire, and calmly invite her to become a ministering
angel to the sacred fount. What was still more ridiculous was that he
disguised his offer in weird, roundabout phrases calculated to enable
her to "save her face."
He was still confidently urging the project, when Mrs. Grey swept in and
fell upon them like a moral landslide.
Mrs. Grey did not stop to account for her unexpected return, to disclose
how long she had been eavesdropping, or to listen to Mr. Grey's
stumbling and embarrassed explanations. Her belligerent manner left no
doubt that she put the very worst construction on what she had heard.
Ignoring Janet altogether, she opened her batteries full on her husband
and discharged a broadside of questions, short, sharp and desolating.
Her questions were entirely rhetorical.
Was this the loyalty he had sworn to her, when she picked him out of the
gutter of obscurity and married him? Had she not, all along, suspected
that he was plotting an affair with this girl? No doubt the girl had
been setting her cap at him, but was that a legitimate excuse for
inconstancy? At his age, he ought to be beyond a desire to sow wild
oats. Didn't he know that a mature man sowing his wild oats presented
as idiotic a spectacle as if he were sucking his thumb? She didn't know
or care what _his_ family would think, but was he proposing to besmirch
the unstained record of _her_ family with a divorce scandal? And so on--
Janet listened in icy humiliation whilst the storm broke over and around
her. She expected every moment to be caught up in it, whirled into its
vortex, and destroyed.
What actually happened was that Mr. Grey played a ghastly imitation of
his masterful hero in "The Klondike Mail," until his lady, infuriated by
even this shadow of defiance, reached a degree of tension that would
have burst a twelve-inch gun. Death and destruction were almost afoot
when she spied the typewritten papers which Janet had just returned.
She pounced upon these papers and violently projected them to a point
within three inches of her spouse's nose, after which she regaled him
with a description of the flaws in the typewriting and the deficiencies
in the typist.
This description was pithy, elaborate, exhaustive, but it was not
exactly verified.
Followed an effective oratorical pause. And then Mrs. Grey begged to be
informed whether the quality of the work was not ample evidence that the
worker came for no good and sufficient business reasons. No one
venturing to reply, she hurled the manuscripts at the head of Mr. Grey's
rapidly retreating form and, as her aim was marred by a trifling
miscalculation, she picked up another document and took a shy at Janet.
While Janet was warding off this missile, the playwright made good his
escape.
"Really, Mrs. Grey," said Janet, standing her ground boldly as her
indignation got the better of her fright, "you are behaving worse than a
fishwife."
Mrs. Grey sobered down with incredible suddenness.
"My poor girl," she said, solicitously, "did I hit you?"
"You came within an ace of knocking out one of my eyes!"
"Just so. Within an ace. That was my intention, precisely. I aimed
for effect, not for damage. I assure you I'm a first-rate shot."
Mrs. Grey had now composed her feelings and her dress, both of which had
been considerably ruffled.
"A husband is hard to get nowadays," she went on, smiling, "but he is
even harder to keep. When a charming girl makes this comparative
difficulty a superlative one, she does a wife grave wrong. Still, under
the circumstances, I forgive you."
"You mustn't presume too much on my wickedness," said Janet, smiling at
this strange turn of affairs. "I'm disgracefully inexperienced."
"Inexperienced! Ah, well, men have an amazing weakness for some kinds
of inexperience--in a girl. In a wife they're not so keen on it. My
dear, if unmarried girls would only put themselves in a wife's place,
what a lot of trouble they'd save--for us now and for themselves later
on. But of course, they can't do it. They think marriage is a picnic on
a motorcycle with the bride in the carriage attachment. What a dream!
Marriage is more like a tennis game with the two players facing each
other across the dividing line of sex. You'll find that out the day
after the wedding! You'll know then that the only way to manage a
husband is to discover his weakest point and keep driving at that until
the game and the set are in your hands. Mr. Grey's weakest point is his
horror of facing facts. He dreads a fact the way a boy dreads soap. I
discovered that at our honeymoon hotel when we debated how to stop the
waiter from serving us with cold soup. Rather than compel the waiter to
change it, Mr. Grey tried to prove that the soup was really quite hot.
No, I'm not the tartar you think I am. I don't object to a man having
his fling now and then, provided it's a short fling. But I can't let him
get into the grip of a girl of your sort, the permanent sort. That
might introduce fatal complications, and I don't mean to take any
chances."
"Then why did you let me come here in the first place?"
"Because you took me in completely," replied this astonishing woman.
"You had none of the obvious female ways. You were almost pathetically
businesslike and you seemed to be--well--no beauty. Excuse me for being
frank."
"The excuses are all on my side, I'm sure," said Janet, highly amused.
"Not at all, my dear. I'm convinced I was quite wrong. You grow on one,
even on a woman. I soon found out that beneath your dovelike innocence
there was a serpentine wisdom. It's a magic combination. No man can
resist it."
"Thank you, Mrs. Grey. This flattery is more than I deserve, but--"
"It's no good protesting. There is a devilish fascination about you.
If I'm beginning to feel it myself, what must poor Mr. Grey feel?"
And with a gesture which betokened that, in these matters, feelings
transcended verbal arguments and oral contracts, she paid Janet what was
owing to her and made it clear that she need not come again.
At the door, she wished Janet good luck.
"My dear," she said, "as a typist you cut rather a poor figure. But
that combination I spoke of--it's worth a fortune--"
Janet went away not knowing whether to laugh or to cry. A good cry
would not have come amiss; and yet, as she counted up the fortunes of
the last two days, she could not help observing that her mishaps had
trod on one another's heels in a procession that was well-nigh comic.
Claude's letter and flight, Cornelia's bad temper, her own involuntary
rudeness to Robert, the crop of errors in the playwright's manuscript,
Mrs. Grey's impertinences, and the crowning loss of her position--here
was a downpour of calamities amounting to a regular deluge!
And not a single ray of sunshine in sight, either.
On second thoughts, she had to admit that this statement was not
strictly true. For Robert would probably be home, and what an immense
relief it would be to tell him all that had happened to her! At the
same time she would be able to obliterate the effect of yesterday's
rudeness.
For she guessed that Robert's feelings had been deeply hurt by her
gesture of withdrawal from him. But she felt no doubt of her power to
conciliate him or to conquer his just resentment. In fact, she had so
little doubt of this power that, the nearer home she got, the more she
looked forward to the prospect of exercising it.
Ah, yes, it would be simple and sweet to make up with Robert, and they
should spend a very jolly afternoon together, working over sundry papers
and planning new activities for the firm of Barr & Lloyd.
And (such is the peremptory, indomitable influence of the heart!), her
spirits rose again. In the full flush of agreeable anticipation, she
began to turn the day's adventures over in her mind. As she did so, she
gave them a humorous twist, for she meant to relate them to Robert
entertainingly, in return for his expected concession to her.
*CHAPTER NINETEEN*
*I*
On reaching her own street, Janet had to plough her way to the Lorillard
tenements through shoals of children that scampered about as derelict as
herself. She felt the keenest pity for these little tots who came from
the very immodel tenements not far away, where five or even eight people
existed in a single room, defying the decencies of life by day and
mocking them by night in order to live up to "the highest standard of
living" in the world.
She did not expect Robert until two o'clock, when he regularly returned
from the League of Guildsmen. In the interval she looked, as a matter
of course, under Cornelia's alarm clock, where the four friends were in
the habit of putting brief communications for one another. She found
the following note addressed to her in Robert's painstaking hand:
Dear Janet:
Forgive me for not being on hand this afternoon. During the next few
days, and perhaps longer, I shall be in Pittsburgh. For some time,
therefore, the whole burden of the firm of Barr & Lloyd will have to
rest on the shoulders of one partner. Lucky that this partner is so
thoroughly staunch and dependable, isn't it?
What is taking me out of town is the strike in Pittsburgh. Thousands of
steel workers have laid down their tools in protest against the
conditions under which they are obliged to work. The contest between
these men and their all-powerful employers is horribly uneven, and the
apathy of the general public towards the issues at stake is appalling.
Naturally, every agency that is pledged to the success of a healthy
labor movement must pitch into this prickly business. For the strikers
need all the help they can get, whether of a material or a moral kind.
It is on the moral side that our League of Guildsmen comes in. The
recent war has filled the earth with indescribable bitternesses and
resentments. It has also given sovereign strength to the idea that
henceforth the control of the world's affairs must be taken away from
the idlers and profiteers and given to the workers and producers. At
every turn, omens of a vast incalculable change force themselves upon
our senses.
Clearly, those who don't want a bloody revolution have got to work tooth
and nail for a pacific one. Now the Guildsmen, being advocates of a
change that shall be peaceful though drastic, have a vital interest in
drumming it into people's heads that violence can never breed anything
save violence and violence again.
You see, don't you, that I am needed there far more than here? Please
believe that I'm sorry in the last degree to upset our joint business
plans and to hold up "The Klondike Mail" on the typewriter at just the
critical moment when Mr. Grey's double-dyed desperadoes are holding it
up in the middle of the third act. It makes me feel like an accessory
to the crime, all the more so in that it gives you, at the secretarial
end, the task of foiling one more villain.
Arrangements have been made at the League office for the delivery to you
of another batch of Mss. Could you call in there tomorrow afternoon?
More later, as soon as my plans are surer.
Ever yours,
Robert.
P.S. On second thoughts, it seems a shame that you should be saddled
with a partner who is bound to be more or less on the jump. I recall
the plan you confided to me last week, the plan of turning Barr & Lloyd
into a real secretarial business on an extensive scale. With this on
your mind, you may well fear that my haphazard movements will prove
ruinous to any settled policy. If so, and whenever you can find a more
stable associate, please have no compunction about making a change. We
must not let sentiment stand in the way of good management.
"He can't even say good-bye without delivering a lecture," said Janet
bitterly.
She felt aggrieved. Just when she needed Robert most, he left her in
the lurch. True, his direct connection with the labor movement made his
departure inevitable. But did he have to rush off to Pittsburgh the
very moment the strike broke out? She supposed his haste was partly
prompted by his injured feelings. If not, why had he so needlessly
offered to dissociate himself from her, why, indeed, had he written such
an entirely cold, unsympathetic letter?
"Like his cold, unsympathetic views on love," she said to herself,
recalling with some scorn his severe, intolerant pronouncements on the
free love theme.
She reviewed the business-like contents of the letter with a growing
sense of desolation. It looked as though she were in for a dismal
evening, one of those dismal evenings that are enormously good for us
_afterwards_, because at the time they so thoroughly plough up our
deepest feelings.
*II*
But the facts of the present were too disturbing to permit her to
extract much consolation from a philosophy of the future.
For Janet's difficulties were by no means entirely sentimental.
Much as Claude's anger and Robert's coolness tortured her feelings, it
was the destruction of her plans that chiefly occupied her thoughts.
These were the plans that Robert had referred to in his letter.
Ably assisted by Cornelia, whose power of sketching the most imposing
schemes quite exhausted her capacity for executing even the humblest
ones, Janet had mapped out a very ambitious career for herself. Her
intention was to make the most of her stenographic foothold; to
accumulate enough resources to permit a spur, so to speak, to be run
into the domain of the law; and eventually to reach a point where the
secretarial specialty and its legal intertwinings should be united in
one occupation.
It was, as Cornelia all aglow remarked, a time when women were not only
casting down the barriers raised by men around the old professions, but
were actually bestirring themselves to carve out brand-new professions.
What Cornelia put into enthusiasm, Janet proposed to put into cold
deeds.
As a first step in this direction, she resolved that the firm of Barr &
Lloyd, which had been born in jest, should be reared in dead earnest.
Her work for Mr. Grey, a certain amount of casual work which she was
getting from friends of the playwright, and such odd jobs as Robert
brought from the Guild League--these three sources were to form the
basis of a secretarial office dealing with authors' manuscripts in
relation to typing, revision, criticism, and so on.
In short, Barr & Lloyd (Barr first, because Robert, as an advocate of
the absolute equality of men and women, insisted that the correct order
of precedence was a strictly alphabetical one)--Barr & Lloyd were to be
manuscript specialists, handling every conceivable matter linked up with
the preparation and sale of manuscripts and the protection of authors'
rights.
From Robert, Janet had extracted a promise to supervise the department
of criticism and revision. Claude (this was before his flight in a fit
of pique) had refused to take the project seriously. Cornelia, in her
most pronounced _bel canto_ style, had volunteered to "lend a helping
hand" to the typewriting department and to give her moral support to
most of the other departments. As Janet's last illusions about Cornelia
were being speedily dissipated, and as she judged that some birds in a
bush are worth ten in the hand, she contracted for Cornelia's moral
support and nothing but her moral support in all the departments.
Then, as regards the legal department. Janet held that, in order to
round out her business in the most complete way, one member of the firm
ought to be equipped with a first-hand training in jurisprudence. She
saw nothing for it but to be this member herself, and accordingly she
had already made arrangements to attend the coming fall sessions of an
Evening Law School. Needless to say, this part of her dream had not
been so much as breathed to Claude.
Janet intended, as soon as she had passed her bar examination, to
specialize on all points of law bearing on literary and dramatic
productions, the rights of authors, and the relations between the buyers
and sellers of manuscripts. She had been put onto this idea by a popular
short-story writer, one of Mr. Grey's friends. This man had assured her
that the literary field, on its legal side, was practically a virgin
field. Merchants, inventors, landlords, captains of industry and the
like could, where the law touched their spheres of influence, find
appropriate legal specialists with all the precedents, traditions,
decisions, appeals, evasions, etc., at their fingers' ends. Authors
alone were in no such happy case. The legal background of authorship
was a vast morass of contradictions, quibbles and uncertainties. Authors
were frequently at sea in respect of their rights, constantly
handicapped in the matter of expert advice, and always liable to be done
in the eye by the more unscrupulous members of the fraternity of
editors, publishers, managers and agents.
This, then, was the field that Janet meant to conquer. She had a roseate
vision of Barr & Lloyd occupying a suite of offices on the lower end of
Madison or Park Avenue. If fortune favored her, these offices were to be
staffed with ambitious young women assistants whom she would help to
useful and honorable careers (as far as male prejudice and
discrimination would allow). Barr & Lloyd, in other words, besides
their primary business as manuscript practitioners, would have a
secondary mission, namely, that of multiplying the avenues along which
woman might march towards economic equality with men.
Such was the purpose which Janet had already begun to work for. She now
saw all her plans collapsing like a pricked balloon. The action taken
by Mrs. Grey meant the loss of much potential custom which she had hoped
would grow by recommendation out of the Grey patronage. The most
galling, stabbing fact in all this sorry business was the reflection
that she had failed not merely in her human and business dealings but in
her workmanship. If only she hadn't made a mess of those last
manuscripts for the playwright, the ones she had prepared under the
strain of Claude's tempestuous displeasure! Mrs. Grey's taunt still
rankled in her ears: "As a typist, you cut a very poor figure--"
True, Mrs. Grey had tacked on another phrase--the one about her "magic
combination." But what did this trumped-up compliment weigh against the
maddening behavior of Claude and Robert?
Both of them had deserted her!
Janet was not addicted to the windy heroics cultivated by the Outlaws of
Kips Bay, but for once she believed herself entitled to indulge in them.
She really felt deserted. By Claude, by Robert, by Cornelia and, of
course, by her family.
"How naturally I think of the family when I'm glum!" was her silent
comment.
Her thoughts ran back to the time when she had left home in defiance of
Mrs. Barr's ultimatum.
Since then, her mother had written one letter full of that spirit of
Christian forbearance that has driven so many people into the devil's
camp. After that, not another word from her. But there had followed a
steady stream of appeals from her father, imploring her to come back at
any price, swearing that life at home was not worth living without her,
and promising to do anything in the wide world she demanded (except, as
Janet sardonically observed to herself, damp down her mother's tyranny a
trifle. He had never had, and he never would have, the nerve to do this
or to put up the least show of fight.)
As a last effort, her sister Emily had paid a visit to the Lorillard
tenements--partly perhaps from curiosity. She affirmed that she had
come of her own free will, and probably believed this statement to be
the truth. Janet knew very well that her sister was, consciously or
unconsciously, the family ambassador. The Barrs always throve best when
their right hand did not know what their left hand was doing.
Emily, all a-tingle with the exhilaration which an angel inevitably
feels when descending upon a glittering abode of vice, had tried hard
not to betray her excitement. In a tone essenced with pious sorrow and
celestial distress! She had assured the erring one (though not in these
words), that all would be forgiven if only she returned to her home
before the world (of the Barrs) should discover that a Barr had
abandoned Brooklyn for Kips Bay, and her family for the society of
atheists, Bolshevists, and Bohemians!
"But I haven't the faintest notion of abandoning you," Janet had
replied. "I believe I can lead a fuller, freer, more active life away
from mother's apron strings, that's all. Of course I want to see the
family from time to time. I could come on short visits--"
Emily had assured her, not without a trace of exultation, that Mrs. Barr
would never hear of such a cool arrangement. Either the prodigal
daughter returned once and for all, or the family would treat her as
dead.
"Really! But how you'll miss the funeral!" Janet had wickedly
exclaimed.
At which Emily had put on her gloves.
All later messages sent by Janet to her mother in an effort to put their
mutual relations on a more reasonable footing had been severely ignored.
The only communications she had received were growingly infrequent notes
from her father, and these contained nothing but the same old
appeals--sentimental, pathetic, fatuous.
*III*
The doorbell startled her out of her long, melancholy reverie. She flew
to the threshold, and in came Claude! She had proposed to treat him
coolly at their next meeting. But his return was as sudden as it was
unexpected. And he was Claude, the same Claude with the same striking
appearance, the same telling voice, the same handsome face. Instantly,
the magnetic spark that had darted from one to the other at the Outlaws'
Ball made its swift, poignant, thrilling leap between them again.
Though words were superfluous, Claude, as he clasped her in a passionate
embrace, murmured:
"Janet, darling, forgive me. I was a beast to write a letter like
that."
"Confession is good for the soul," said Janet, laughing and trying to
release her head.
"Are you angry? Well, you ought to be. And I ought to grovel in the
dust at your feet. You are a saint to forgive me, and I should be
ashamed to accept forgiveness if I hadn't suffered. Yes, Janet, I've
suffered cruelly. I never had so keen a grief and I never so thoroughly
deserved one. But I'm nearly ill with worry."
He _did_ look pale, nor did it hurt his cause that pallor became him.
Besides, his apologies were as overwhelming as his fits of temper. How
could the poor girl help forgiving him?
And so Janet, who but a few minutes before had been considering
(mock-heroically to be sure) sundry historic forms of self-slaughter,
now forgot all about jumping off Brooklyn Bridge, etc., and poured a
heavenly compassion on Claude.
"Something happened in Huntington," she said. "Something serious. Does
it involve me? I want you to tell me straight."
"That scoundrel Burley tipped my father off about us, and as a result,
the old man is half out of his wits. He is determined that my marriage
with Marjorie shall not fall through, for the one terror of his life is
that of disobliging Mr. Armstrong. In what form the word was passed
along the line, I don't know. But they were at me, one and all, day and
night, giving me a hundred and one sly intimations of the general
satisfaction that would follow the much desired event. The pressure got
to be unbearable."
He said that the older people had left no stone unturned to bring the
Armstrong-Fontaine alliance to pass. Pacing the floor restlessly, he
spoke of the delicate hints, the veiled references, the consummate skill
with which he and Marjorie were engineered into tete-a-tetes. Could
Janet picture him alone with Marjorie, and the resultant sessions of
sweet, silent thought? Had she any idea of what the imperious will of
Armstrong's daughter could do in the way of maneuvering a man into the
most difficult situations? Janet had little difficulty in calling up an
image of the stately brunette with lustrous dark hair, patrician nose,
and sulky, discontented mouth. This imposing young lady had impressed
herself indelibly upon Janet's mind at the Mineola Aerodrome, and, such
are the unfathomable processes of sex, Janet profoundly pitied Claude.
She did this without a suspicion that he might be drawing generously
upon his imagination for the sake of that very pity of hers, which she
gave him so divinely. Nor did it occur to her that there were few young
men in all New York who would have been in unrelieved misery if Marjorie
Armstrong had set her cap at them.
As a matter of fact, Claude quite omitted to mention that he had gone to
Huntington with more than a vague notion of finding out whether he and
Marjorie couldn't hit it off together, after all; also that, if
Marjorie, with all her eagerness to capture him, had not so plainly
exposed her design of "bossing" the marriage after it had taken
place--well, then--
What he did say, was:
"Of course, I was left quite free to do as I pleased. Oh, quite free.
They wouldn't lead the horse to water--not they, that would be brutal
coercion--they would simply make it drink."
This irony expressed the full truth. Claude had virtually given his
father a promise not to marry Janet. But Mr. Fontaine senior put no
faith in vows that were subject to the stresses and strains of love.
Mistrustful of his son's infatuation and also of the unknown quantity of
Janet's ambition, he did not scruple to adopt any tactical measure by
which the union of the Armstrong-Fontaine forces might be achieved.
"What do you mean to do?" asked Janet, greatly troubled.
"What _can_ I do? What can _any_ prisoner do? Run away, I suppose."
"What--without me?"
"Well, you see, I'm planning to go to Europe, darling. Separated by the
Atlantic I shall be able to make my position much clearer to my father.
An ocean is an astonishing convenience when it stands between the giver
and the receiver of an explanation."
"Yes, but why can't I go, too?"
"You dear innocent," he said, taking her hand tenderly, "we can't go
cavorting over two continents as if we were merely joy-riding from here
to Quakertown."
"Why not?" she persisted, with her customary refusal to be sidetracked.
*IV*
The question embarrassed him. Even had he been clear about the train of
thought at the back of his mind, he could not, in all brutal directness,
have said: "A man in my station does not flaunt his mistresses in the
face of the public. That is all very well for the vulgar rich. But not
for my sort. High-class polygamy is strictly _sub rosa_."
Claude did not explicitly think this, much less say it. His chief
difficulty in the way of reaching a straightforward understanding with
Janet was that his mind did not work straightforwardly upon the problem
of sex relations. His adopted radical professions were entirely
subordinate to powerful, instinctive reactions along traditional lines.
Thus, at heart, he had little use for Janet's views about free love. To
Janet, the term meant a public abandonment of an obsolete institution.
To Claude, it was little more than a polite synonym for illicit
intercourse.
Claude, in fact, had no deep quarrel with existing institutions. He
prided himself on being tolerant, and his tolerance extended to the
institutions of Bohemianism (which had no recognition in law), as well
as to the institutions of the established order (which enjoyed this
recognition). His support of "advanced" art, his membership in the
Outlaws' Club, his philandering among the Lorillard tenementers--these
were all ways of escape from the particularity of normal civilized life.
Bohemianism, by systematically discarding troublesome forms, costly
conventions and restrictive social obligations, really organized these
ways of escape for him and provided a maximum of pleasure with a minimum
of effort.
He was, therefore, by no means prepared to go as far as Janet wished to
go, openly; yet he was fully prepared to go to the limit, clandestinely.
So much so, that a severe critic like Robert would have said that Claude
was deliberately taking advantage of Janet's inexperienced outlook on
life. And it was quite true that Claude was willing to profit by her
belief in free love, although he was far from willing to champion this
belief, much less to become a martyr in its promotion.
But if he was exploiting Janet's infatuation for him, he was not doing
so consciously. And the fact remained that, had she been so minded, she
could just as easily have exploited his infatuation for her. Indeed,
the latter would have been easier. Claude was not aware of this. He
was aware only of his own power, and he believed he was exercising
almost superhuman self-control in an effort to avoid compromising her
future.
He believed he was doing this now, whilst fishing for an answer to
Janet's candid "_why not?_" A few hours earlier, in Huntington, under
the concerted pressure of the Armstrong family, he had realized that he
would have to give up either Marjorie or Janet; and it had occurred to
him that if he took Janet now, Marjorie was not lost to him later;
whereas if he took Marjorie now, Janet was lost to him forever.
Naturally, it was not in terms of pitiless realism that he sought to
explain his choice.
A more heroic explanation was that he had given up Marjorie for Janet's
sake, and that, on a peremptory summons of the heart, he had run away
from Huntington determined to risk everything--from his father's wrath
to the loss of Mr. Armstrong's protection in the matter of smuggled
diamonds. The heroic explanation was the one he meant to give to Janet.
Looking, at the moment, into Janet's gray eyes in their superb setting
of long, dark lashes, he was ready to give his thoughts any form that
might be acceptable to her. Surely, such a mixture of radical daring and
native good sense, of enticement and candor, of self-reliance that
ennobled her and soft yielding that flattered _him_--such a mixture had
never before been found in one woman. It made her exquisite, enigmatic,
thrilling and quite indispensable to him.
So reasoned his heart. And all his commanding nonchalance returned.
*V*
The result was that when Janet, failing to get an answer to her
question, repeated anew her wish to accompany him abroad, he enfolded
her in his arms and said:
"After all, why not?"
And after a fervent embrace, he added:
"Janet, I think you ought to face what's in store for us."
"Don't let's cross bridges, Claude," she pleaded.
"We'll get married, of course," he went on, unheeding her. "Frankly, my
father won't like it. He'll probably make Rome howl. However, he'll
get used to it in the end--especially when he meets you. But, though
there's a storm ahead, you are brave and we'll weather it, I'm sure."
"Your father won't raise a storm," said Janet, with a strange smile,
"for a small but important reason. Remember, I'm not going to be
married."
"Janet!"
"You know I don't believe in it."
They argued the matter pro and con, she spiritedly, he lamely. Janet
pointed out, among other things, that when Mr. Fontaine senior learnt of
their free union he was little likely to attempt any serious
interference, but would count on time to separate them.
"'Love's not Time's fool!'" said Claude, quoting dithyrambically. "We'll
never be separated, darling, will we?"
"Well--not for the present," said Janet, with dancing eyes. "I won't
vouch for our dim and distant feelings."
"No teasing, you darling imp!"
"Claude, I mean it. If--if it should turn out that your father was
right, that will merely prove that we were wrong."
He was at a complete loss how to treat her incredible self-surrender.
As a man of the world, he was part scandalized, part uneasy, according
as he swerved from the conviction that Janet was candid, to the
suspicion that she was designing. Again, as a gay Bohemian trifler, he
saw in her attitude an easy way out of possible complications. Whether
he should or should not carry out his offer of marriage was now a
question he would not have to face. She did not mean to put his vows to
the test! This was breath-bereaving, staggering; it was even slightly
annoying. But, her eccentric choice being a fact, surely the
consequences did not rest on his soul?
"Janet, you don't know what you are doing!" he cried out involuntarily,
being torn many ways at once.
She, too, was greatly agitated; but, under the pressure of her theory,
she kept her head. While he stood there as if distraught, she poured
out a flood of reasons to which he scarcely listened. For instance, she
said it was criminal for two people to form a permanent union or bring
children into a family until they were sure of being well-suited to each
other and of establishing a family that children would wish to enter.
All marriages ought to be trial marriages of the kind that George
Meredith had suggested long ago.
Moreover, until she became independent in the matter of money, she
couldn't dream of subscribing to any permanent arrangement.
He replied that this was all nonsense and derided Meredith as a bookworm
and a dreamer. For his own part, hadn't he money enough to provide for
them both? If she wouldn't take half his money, she didn't love him.
That was flat!
"I do love you!" cried Janet, with more visible emotion than before.
"That's why I mustn't marry you."
He rose with a wild movement.
"I must save myself--and you, too!" he murmured. "I'm going abroad by
the first steamer."
But these words were dashed with insurgent passion. Handsome, hypnotic,
intense, his whole being vibrated towards her. She surrendered
incontinently.
"Not without me!" she said, enchaining him in her arms.
He kissed her tempestuously.
"It's a daring step, and a perilous one," he said, more in weak protest
than in forceful remonstrance.
"No, no, no!" she cried, as with a gesture of ecstasy she hid her face
on his shoulder.
*PART IV*
*NEMESIS*
*CHAPTER TWENTY*
*I*
One morning in the middle of August, Harry Kelly cut short his
gymnastics and went downstairs to get fruit, cream and rolls for
Cornelia, as he had done daily since Janet left. The letter box held
one letter, a fat one, postmarked Paris. Cornelia was inclined to be
lackadaisical before breakfast, but a letter enlivened her at once,
especially if it came from a long-lost friend or bore a foreign
postmark. Kelly sent his powerful form bounding up the staircase, the
victuals being safeguarded by a miracle of balancing.
"A letter from Paris," he called out joyfully, as he entered Apartment
Fifteen.
"From Janet!" exclaimed Cornelia with conviction. One glance at the
handwriting verified her guess.
"Janet's hand," she said, and tore the envelope open feverishly.
"Wouldn't you enjoy reading it more after breakfast?" he said wistfully
as he watched Cornelia unfolding a great many pages of writing.
"What an idea! Make the coffee, Hercules, there's a good boy. The
water is boiling; all you need to do is to pour the water on the coffee
and let it stand."
As Kelly had fallen sole heir to the daily duty of preparing her
breakfast, he uncomplainingly went to work. Meanwhile, Cornelia, in a
very becoming green-and-gold Mimosa jacket, sat down on a lounge and
buried herself in Janet's letter.
*II*
Dear Cornelia:
Here I am in the Luxembourg Gardens, alone with my fountain pen and my
pad of paper, Claude having gone to the races as the guest of a Russian
Grand Duke. I feel ages removed from the days of Kips Bay, though by
the calendar only four weeks have gone by.
Why haven't you heard from me in all this time? That, I imagine, is the
first question you would ask me if we met face to face. No, you
wouldn't. You would divine the answer. You would know that the
blinding, paralyzing, notoriety into which we were suddenly plunged,
left me with but one desire, the supreme desire for solitude. A desert
without a single oasis would not have been too lonely for me to live in.
For a few days even Claude--
Those cruel headlines, those stabbing capital letters! Like points of
fire in a demon dance they riot in and out of my memory yet. "Affinity
or Elopement!" "Fontaine Heir Meets Enchantress on Baronia!" "Diamond
King's Son in Joy-Ride to Europe!" How did the inquisition happen to
overlook such exquisite weapons of torture as huge red capitals on a
smooth white space?
Writing the letters down affords a mild relief. To my physical sight,
not to my mind's eye. Oh yes, I actually saw the headlines that
Hutchins Burley fabricated in his newspaper story. Some thoughtful
enemy of Claude's took pains to have a copy of the _Evening Chronicle_
forwarded to his Paris address.
Didn't you guess at once that Hutchins was the beast responsible for the
publicity we got? That vicious man has a mortal grudge to pay off
against me or against Claude or perhaps against us both. But what for?
How he got on our track, heaven alone knows. Heaven and Mark Pryor.
Yes, Cornelia, our own Mark Pryor (the human embodiment of the theory of
protective coloration, as Robert called him)--he it was who brought me
the fateful news. In this wise.
On the second morning out, I was taking a turn around the deck by
myself, while Claude was chatting with the captain. (The "Baronia's"
captain is an old friend of Claude's family, the Fontaines being heavy
shareholders in the steamship company. This was the connection that
enabled us to get accommodations at such short notice, the purser's room
having been given up to me and the second engineer's quarters to
Claude.)
As I said, I was roving about the upper deck, when one of the
ventilators or posts or something, suddenly became alive. Or so it
seemed to my startled eyes. Walking remorselessly towards me, this no
longer stationary object magically assumed the form and voice of Mark
Pryor! You could have knocked me down with a feather. (By the way, I'm
more certain than ever that he's a detective or a spy or a Soviet
propagandist--or can he be merely an American novelist studying life for
the _Saturday Evening Post_?)
Whatever the key to his inmost mystery, I've always been greatly taken
with him. He's like a flash of lightning on a pitch-dark night: his
comings and goings are never more sinister or mysterious than when his
sudden vivid presence gives them a momentary relief.
Without letting me into the secret of his skill at sleight-of-hand (or
rather, sleight-of-feet), he drew me aside and told me in a most
sympathetic way of the story about Claude and me that was being
headlined in the _Evening Chronicle_ and that was soon to be the gossip
of two continents. The information had breezed his way--by wireless.
Out of pure regard for me, he had bribed the radio man to keep mum.
Wasn't it splendid of him? But he warned me to prepare for a leak.
"The only thing you can keep dark nowadays is the truth," he said, in
his quiet way, without a twinkle in his eye.
He also said that Hutchins Burley was certainly at the bottom of the
whole scandal. He was sure of this, because he had seen Burley on the
pier shortly before the "Baronia" left, and because of other reasons
which he declared he was not at liberty to divulge.
After predicting that we should meet again, Mr. Pryor "faded away" as
imperceptibly as usual, leaving me a prey to my thoughts. My heart was
mostly in my boots and I can tell you I was getting pretty limp when I
pulled myself up short with the reminder that I must pluck up a little
courage if only to show that I deserved a disinterested friend like Mr.
Pryor. (He's in France at present, on some dark business or other. I
don't care how dark, I'm glad he's here. The mere fact gives me the
sensation of being watched over. I'm confident that Mark Pryor's keen
sight is at least as far-reaching as the long arm of coincidence.)
It wasn't exactly a picnic to tell Claude the news. Like most of us,
Claude thrives wonderfully well on good luck but takes bad luck hard.
Naturally, to a man who has so many important friends, newspaper
notoriety is a bitter pill to swallow. Claude raged at his fate with a
violence that frightened me. He tortured himself by anticipating the
libels to which his character would be exposed, the pictures of himself
and me that the yellow newspapers would print, the slanders that the
busybodies would privately circulate. How his father and the Armstrongs
would take the affair was another source of torment. And then there was
the fear that the story might leak out on the "Baronia" and that we
should become the talk of the ship.
It was a calamity. And the worst of it was that Claude appeared to
think I was in some way directly responsible for it. His anger worried
me far more than the notoriety did; the angrier he got, the more the
notoriety sank into relative insignificance. He accused me of being
callous! Wasn't that monstrously unjust? Merely because my advice was
that we should make the best of a very bad matter and face the world as
if nothing had happened of which we were ashamed. He took my calmness,
which was all on the surface, as a personal affront. It infuriated him
more (if that were possible) than the exposure, and caused him to accuse
me of disloyalty and lack of sympathy. Are men ever satisfied? They
pretend that they can't endure a weeping woman. Yet, give them a
stoical countenance, and they'll ask for tears.
No, Cornelia, this was not the first rift. That had come on the very
evening we sailed, when the passengers held a dance on deck in the
moonlight. I was not feeling very well and danced only once, but Claude
did full duty as a leader of the cotillion. During his absence from my
side, a young British captain in mufti (he had been an ace in the war)
sat down in a steamer chair next to mine and helped me, what with his
charming manner and his gorgeous British accent, to while away the time.
All went swimmingly until, in an interval between dances, Claude came
back to me. Can you call up an image of Claude, the magnificent,
approaching at a temperature of absolute zero? His manner, of the ice
icy, froze the poor captain dead away. This done, he turned on me and
asked me what I meant by "picking a man up!"
You can imagine that I replied pretty tartly, and one word led to
another till we reached a point where Claude threatened that he would
never marry me--no, not for all the king's horses and all the king's
men. At this, I burst out laughing. My laughter was immodest,
unladylike, spiteful. And I should have regretted it, had Claude
understood me. But Claude is in some respects a reincarnation of
Kipling's famous vampire lady. He had never understood, and now, he
never will understand.
But I'm running ahead of my story.
As we feared, rumor and gossip about us soon had free rein on board the
"Baronia." Poor Claude had to bear the brunt of this annoyance and of
the Captain's anger too. That Claude and a lady were together on the
voyage had certainly been a secret, but a secret to which the old
sea-dog was a party. The Captain's sense of propriety was not outraged
by the secret. It was outraged only when the secret became a matter of
common knowledge. And he did not permit a feeling of delicacy to
restrain his indignation against his fellow conspirators.
What happened on the "Baronia" was trifling compared to the furor of our
landing at Southampton. We were met by "all the latest London papers"
filled with the wildest details of our "elopement." That is the way
they featured our experiment over here. It was described as the
elopement of a young multimillionaire with a poor plebeian stenographer,
an elopement carried out in the teeth of a tyrant father with invincibly
aristocratic prejudices. Shades of the Barrs and their Mayflower
ancestry!
Worse remained behind. The English reporters promptly spotted Claude.
You can't be six feet two in your socks and have the airs and graces of
Prince Charming, without being conspicuous even amongst a crowd of
first-class passengers on a fifty-thousand-ton liner. When the
newspaper men plied poor Claude with questions, I began to weaken at the
knees. But Claude was a trump. He kept his most nonchalant air, gave
cleverly evasive answers, and even begged one of his tormentors for a
cigarette quite in the style of the imperturbable villain of a screen
play. Then a battery of motion picture men turned their cameras on us.
Mark Pryor and the British captain swooped down to the rescue at this
critical moment, which was very lucky for us, as we had just about
exhausted our nerve (to say nothing of our nerves).
We stayed in London barely forty-eight hours. In spite of our assumed
names we were bundled out of three hotels, thanks to the curiosity of
reporters who kept after Claude as though he were a ticket-of-leave man.
I had supposed that only American journalists hounded people, but
evidently the London tribesmen have taken a leaf out of the New York
book in the matter of pitiless persistence. Claude felt so harassed,
outraged and persecuted that he could not get out of London fast enough.
He saw a reporter in every strange face and lived in constant dread of
another forced interview until we were safely across the Channel.
And now I had better answer the question that I know is uppermost in
your mind.
We have been living as a married couple! Now it's out. Your Janet, the
bold and fearless advocate of free unions, has been masquerading as a
wife, a timorous and trustful, cowering and respectable wife, differing
from other wives only in being a fraud.
It's a terrible comedown, a sickening fall from grace, isn't it?
But what else could I have done, short of leaving Claude entirely?
You see, Cornelia, the stark fact was that we couldn't get
accommodations anywhere except by pretending that we were married. Had
we declined to make this pretense, we couldn't have remained together at
all unless we adopted all sorts of secret, underground, time consuming
devices. It was a choice between the pretense and the secrecy--a
Hobson's choice, so far as I could see.