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As the chances of war continued adverse to the Kaiser’s “victorious

armies” the occupying government began to show more lenient

tendencies. In high quarters a gradual and very subtle softening was

dimly perceptible. Belgians guilty of patriotic deeds that formerly

would have brought upon them the severest punishment—deeds far more

serious than that for which Miss Cavell was shot—were now treated with

astonishing tolerance. Penalties even for flagrant acts of espionage

and defiance of military regulations were palliated through the

mysterious offices of a woman whose power no one understood. French

by birth, but the widow of a German officer fallen in battle, this

individual—a sweet-looking, _petite_ woman of about thirty, neither

remarkable for beauty, force of character, nor personal magnetism,

succeeded in having many death-penalties revoked, in liberating a

number of civil prisoners and bending the governmental will, so long

implacable, as she chose.

I made her acquaintance in the little faubourg house where she dwelt

with her mother and brother, the latter an artist, both of the same

pleasant, rather provincial and unimposing type as herself. Her

manners and speech, soft and kindly; her soft, blue, rather childlike

eyes suggested no latent power. One instance of her mediation, told

me by herself, was that of a man and his daughter condemned to death

for espionage. Damning evidence of guilt had been discovered in their

possession—drawings and writings containing important information,

some of which, it was ascertained, they had smuggled into Holland for

the enemy. And although their death-sentence had already been given,

the lady of mystery had it changed to imprisonment and a fine. The

punishment in another case (that of a Belgian youth caught red-handed

attempting to destroy a train conveying German troops) was also

altered to a milder form of penalty.

While all in Brussels appreciated the good this young widow

accomplished, they were none the less mystified; many ridiculous and,

in some cases, ungenerous explanations all equally inadequate were

given. A friend of mine, who was present while she pleaded before the

military judges, spoke highly of her persuasive powers and stated she

had won her object by appealing to their _humanity_! The case was that

of a boy who had been caught trying to cross the frontier—almost the

very crime for which Edith Cavell, Philippe Baucq, and others were

condemned to death. She begged them to consider the anguish of the

boy’s mother, to appreciate the noble patriotism of his impulse, to

put themselves in his place and ask themselves if, at his age, they

would not have done the same, and so forth—arguments that had been

uttered in that room a thousand times, enhanced by the tears and

agony of frantic mothers and wives, husbands and brothers, of those

condemned and never pardoned! Yet this familiar plea, spoken by one

lacking the deep, heart-torn passion with which it had so often been

vainly uttered, won the boy’s reprieve! Why? It is difficult for

anyone familiar with the former mercilessness of that military court

to believe that her softly spoken appeal was alone responsible. A

subtle change was coming over the spirit of German militarism. The

worlds they had sought to conquer were fading from view, and anxiety

to save something from the wreck was probably the root-incentive of

their leniency.

During October 1918 a suppressed, half-incredulous excitement could

be felt in the very air of Brussels, although contradictory reports

prevented us from knowing anything definite. Now and again rumours of

thrilling promise would sweep over the city, but disappointment had

been too frequent, hope too often quenched in despair, for the lower

classes to put much faith on them.

“_Est-ce vrai?_” was their almost invariable reply to news of

encouraging character, and scarcely any enthusiasm was shown even by

those of superior station. The dread of a new German rush forward

appeared to haunt the minds of all, a dread kept alive by the only

journals available and by the confusing accounts, always favourable to

the enemy, these contained. Even as late as 2nd October we read that

the Germans had broken through the Belgian lines, a report given with

the old triumphant bravado. Of the battle between Roulers and Warvicq

it was said the Allies had failed in their attack: “_Les Alliés ont

attaqué sans succès_.” Near Cambrai the Canadians had made a slight

advance costing them frightful losses, but were driven back on Tilloy

by one division of Würtembergers!

On the same date appeared the following report: “D’importantes

forces américaines ont attaqué à l’est de l’Argonne. Les points ou la

bataille a été la plus chaude ont été de nouveau Apremont et le bois

Montrebeau. Nous avons repoussé sur toute la ligne l’ennemi, qui a

subi hier de nouvelles et particulièrement lourdes pertes.” Equally

discouraging accounts were given of the situation in Italy, Macedonia,

and Palestine—accounts as much at variance with the Allied communiqués.

Falsification of facts may have been considered necessary in a

critical situation such as the Central Powers were facing. Surely,

however, they might have spared the unrelenting efforts to terrify

and dishearten the Belgians, who, locked in their prison, could not

have influenced the Allies’ determination to bring the war to an end

necessary for the world’s salvation.

Even when, on the 3rd of October, it was known in Brussels that

Bulgaria had asked for a separate peace, German comments robbed the

event of all encouraging significance. It was announced in our papers

that enormous forces had been dispatched to Sofia which would “settle

the Bulgarian difficulties at one stroke,” and drive the Allies back

whence they had come! Consequently there was no general elation over

an event of such tremendous significance to the outside world. We knew

too little of what had led up to it, and hope had sunk too low to

revive.

Although, of course, the ever-approaching thunder of guns told us

much, and the _feu de barrage_ for weeks roared its awful tale, the

only obvious indications we had of the vast changes brewing were the

altered sentiment and behaviour of German soldiers. They occasionally

uttered astounding opinions in regard to their Government and of

sympathy with Belgium. The poor Belgians, so long subjected to German

trickery, saw in this merely obedience to plotting chiefs who hoped

thus to overcome their hatred. No one cut off as we were from outside

news could otherwise understand it; while the journals presented

little else than vainglorious accounts of Allied reverses, German

submarine victories, and the bombardment of Paris by long-distance

cannon!

In regard to the last-mentioned outrage, the feeling in Brussels

was no less bitter than it must have been in France, and doubtless

throughout the entire world. Our papers presented us daily with

triumphant descriptions of the terror and devastation caused to the

inhabitants of Paris, even stating that the city was being generally

evacuated. The Zeppelin had not taught Germany that her uncivilized

methods of war served merely to create large and indomitable armies in

the opposing nations, once so little prepared for war and so lacking

in enthusiasm!

By the time our beds were demanded, and armed men forced their way

even into the poorest homes to rob the cold and hungry Belgians of

their last remnant of comfort, the change in the soldiers’ sentiments

became even more marked. Beds were taken, often from under the owners

before they had risen in the morning, but in many cases there was a

noticeable indifference shown by those who did the looting. The men

who came to our house only took two mattresses, and made no attempt

to search for wool that was hidden. One of them expressed very

bitterly his distaste for the duty imposed on him, and said, among

other startling remarks: “The whole war is an outrage imposed upon us

Germans by our leaders, who must pay for it some day not far distant”!

Another, whom I met in a shop, told me that if he had not a wife and

little children in Germany he would never return to the Vaterland

he had been falsely lured to protect. At mention of the Kaiser, he

exclaimed savagely: “_Kaiser!—Ach, der Kaiser!_—Wait until the troops

get back to Germany! There will be an accounting then!” and drew his

finger significantly across his throat.

It was unspeakably pathetic at this time to see the war-weary,

ill-clad, and under-fed German troops returning from the front to

Brussels; especially those called back to the trenches, after a

rest too brief to revive their strength, or dim their recollection

of horrors endured. These poor, heavily laden slaves, many so young,

with a look of yearning for home in their wide, helpless eyes, called

for sympathy despite the wrong they represented. No voice acclaimed

them, as they strode through a hating city to give up their lives for

a monstrous error; but many of those who watched forgot, for a moment,

past suffering to express a word of compassion unheard, alas, by those

columns of desperate human beings—beings forced back to be massacred

on foreign land, merely for the vanity of their ruler—merely that

the German Kaiser’s long-cherished and carefully perfected military

toy might avoid the disgrace even then inevitable! It was galling to

better-class Belgians to note about this time a certain friendliness

developing between the German soldiers and common people. At the

markets, where soldiers swarmed, it was no rare sight to see girls

hanging to their arms, and even older women talking and joking with

them. The reason of this was not indifference to all that Belgium had

suffered at German hands, but because to these people the soldiers

spoke more openly. By dint of constant association they learned that

all Germans were not criminals, that many hundreds of the men had

been ignorant of the true situation—men who, awaking too late, were

conscious of the injustice done and bitter against the power that had

deceived and enslaved them.

This recalls a confession made to me, long before, by a man who had

lived in Belgium for twenty years, but, being still a German citizen,

was called back to the army at the outbreak of war. When approaching

the Belgian frontier he and others hesitated, demanding why they were

being led into Belgium, and were told that France had violated the

country’s neutrality, and the Belgians had called upon Germany to

defend her! Only when facing Belgian troops, they realized they had

been deceived; and to hesitate then meant being shot by their own men.

Despised as the German race was, and probably will be for many

generations to come, nevertheless their long-suffering victims were

large-spirited enough to recognize the worthiness of individuals,

and not hold them responsible for their nation’s crimes. But better

qualities were shown only by the later troops brought from Germany

to fill vast gaps in the original army hurled to death _en masse_

during the first mad effort. These entered the hideous strife when

even their leaders were beginning to tremble before the gigantic storm

of vengeance they had roused through the whole civilized world. And

even these probably did not know the whole of their nation’s guilt.

At least, one tries to believe they did not; for to think that so

great a number of civilized beings could have continued the conflict

if aware, from the very beginning, of their leaders’ barbarous

devices, would destroy one’s faith in the stability of civilization.

It seems impossible that thinking and, more or less, educated men

could countenance the illegitimate aerial assaults on English and

French towns; those cowardly and inexcusable air attacks upon Paris

which began in the very first month of the war and continued, without

mercy, to the end. The glorious capital of France now presents a mass

of wounds in her very centre—in cherished localities sacred to all the

world, such as the great cathedral of Notre-Dame, on which a bomb was

dropped as early as October 1914, before adequate protection could be

prepared! It seems as though no reasoning mind could be cognizant of

these wrongs without being impressed with the conviction that right

was on the side of those nations whose courage was unbroken by mean

and unlawful assaults, viler than history has ever before recorded.

England did not waver, and France did not waver; every dastardly

blow inflicted by Germany only increased their righteous wrath; and

the armies returning from the scene where their defeat was already

inevitable were beginning to realize how justifiable was that wrath.

They had seen thousands upon thousands of their fellows brought back

mangled from invaded countries the holding of which meant nothing to

them; had read the long lists of dead, and began to wonder what it

was all for. On several occasions I have heard the soldiers ask that

question with a look of puzzled wonder in their eyes, more eloquent

than the words, “_Wofür ist eigentlich die ganze Sache_?”

Can their rulers answer it in a manner satisfactory to these men? Can

they answer it who, safely removed from the hell into which they drove

them, continued to cry: “We must go on! We must fight to our last

man rather than lose an inch of what we have gained! Victory shall

be ours, for God is with us”? It can only be hoped that the Almighty

whom they blasphemed by that diabolic decision, will not hold those

responsible who, in blind loyalty, obeyed it with the sacrifice of

their young and promising lives.

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