XII

Nineteen hundred and eighteen dawned with little suggestion of the

brilliant and victorious events it had in store for us. Belgium was at

the end of her strength, almost at the end of her courage. Everyone,

even the wealthy, was cold for lack of fuel in the midst of an

unusually severe winter; many were starving, and no one had _enough_

to eat. There was, also, scarcely any gas to relieve the darkness

of early dusk; in some quarters of Brussels no gas at all, and no

candles to be had. The weather was abnormally bitter, and winter

dragged on relentlessly into the month of March—the BLACK MONTH, when

even the bravest hearts were ready to break under the harrowing news

of that second German offensive, rushing forward again over all the

hard-gained territory across which we had with such eagerness and

confidence followed the Allies on the map!

Nothing can depict the moral anguish of those days in Brussels, when

the German _affiches_ were announcing victory after victory—when an

increase of force, gathered from the Russian front, made their success

appear inevitable. Trainloads of cannon, ammunition, and men rolled

by during whole days and nights, troops reinforced by the desperate

determination to win, by foul means or fair, which obsessed the Kaiser

and his chiefs. It was a time of utter despair for the Belgians—for

everyone, indeed, whose sympathies were with the Allies. And, to add

to the pervading misery, every German victory was not only blazoned on

the walls, but troops were marched through the city playing joyous and

triumphant music from early morning until evening!

When, at last, the news reached us that their onrush was stemmed for

the second time, the occupying powers concealed it from us as far as

possible. We had looked for great things from America, but were told

that their men could not get over, while our souls were sickened by

eulogistic accounts of all that the under-sea boats were doing. Each

edition of our miserable papers presented a long list of ships sent to

the bottom by treacherous Germany.

But the Zeppelin was dead! That was some comfort; and, with a feeling

that it was perhaps the sign of better times, we saw demolished the

enormous iron-clad garage where one of these monsters used to be

housed.

But few gleams of real promise reached us, and it was dread of a

fifth winter, then appearing inevitable, that broke the spirit of

those who went (only then) to work in Germany as a desperate act of

self-preservation.

Even in days that were so much brighter for outsiders, in August and

September, we were denied the satisfaction of knowing that our cause

was progressing. The information allowed us did little to ease the

pressure of mingled hope and anxiety. We longed to learn something

definitely encouraging of what was going on where the cannon, ever

louder, was continuously roaring. Day by day our papers were searched

for some hopeful news, through long columns concocted only to destroy

hope and breed despair. Every event suggesting menace to the Allied

countries, culled from obscure journals in every part of the world

(especially from the _National Zeitung_ of Bâle), was set forth and

embroidered. Often they bore no more reliable heading than “_Le

Bruit court_,” but their effect on a people now morbidly prone to

look on the dark side of things was none the less depressing. Irish

troubles; strikes and discontent in India; political confusion in

France and Italy; friction between the United States and Japan or

Mexico; disastrous failure of the Allied venture in Russia—such items

contrasted with the triumphant German communiqués, which, even when

acknowledging retreat, depicted it as a victory, or a mere tactical

movement to attain a stronger position for a decisive counter

offensive.

Only later were we allowed to know when a position of importance was

won by the Allies. Our first knowledge that Péronne had been retaken

was the naïve announcement in the German report, “Péronne now finds

itself immediately in front of our lines”!—as though the town had

grown weary of being behind them, and had of its own will altered its

position!

On Monday, 30th September, our principal source of news, _La Belgique_

(entirely under German control), contained the following: “Between the

Ailette and the Aisne there have been no more battles, but the Germans

have withdrawn their line to the east of section Allemont-Jany,

leaving Pirnon, Chavegnor, and the fort of La Malmaison in the hands

of the French.” In regard to the retreat at Cambrai it was stated

in the same paper, 30th September, that the withdrawal “_plus en

arrière_” of German troops was executed at night unperceived by the

enemy, who “for a long time the following morning still held the

evacuated territory under fire”; and, in reference to the situation

between the Ailette and the Aisne, “Without the least intervention

of the enemy, we have drawn back our line behind the Canal de

l’Oise,” etc. “_Ce mouvement, préparé depuis de jours, s’est effectué

méthodiquement et sans être entravé par l’ennemi._” This “official

report,” in a tone of curt indifference, proceeds to show all British

advances as negligible. Then came such an announcement as this:

“Conflict between Suippes and the Aisne and also between Argonne and

the Meuse; our forces have attained a complete success.”

The redemption of Cambrai, St. Quentin, etc., we only discovered after

tracing on the map insignificant places appearing in the war-news

allowed us as reached or passed by the Allied forces; usually farms

or other trifling localities formerly unknown to fame. Delightful

as these discoveries were, they could awake no thrill of confident

enthusiasm because overshadowed by the contemptuous tone in which

each slight advance and the appalling cost to French and English was

presented. Moreover, every Allied success was attributed solely to the

clever military strategy of the Germans. Above all was belittled any

progress made by the British, whose abridged and doctored communiqués

were always presented in weak and childlike terms that made them

appear ridiculous. The English never knew, until several days after

evacuation, that the Germans had withdrawn from any locality for which

they were fighting. It was stated in an official announcement from

Berlin, dated 8th September: “_Le détachement du contact avec l’ennemi

s’operait presque toujours à l’insu de l’ennemi._” Another official

statement (13th August) was as follows: “The British offensive

between the Ancre and the Avre has been checked, after the strong and

vain attacks which have cost them such great losses, at the limit of

the old battlefield of the Somme.... On the other hand, the French

have once more placed in line many fresh divisions in order to attempt

to pierce, in spite of all, our positions between the Avre and the

Oise to which the Germans have retired in so able a manner (_d’une

manière si habile_) after having inflicted such heavy losses on their

adversaries.”

Niggardly as this information was, we were of course able to derive

from it a certain amount of encouragement. But this was damped by

the boastful German confidence, the constantly reiterated threat of

another vast offensive which would bring the war to an end glorious

for Germany; the awful descriptions of French towns reduced to heaps

of ashes, and the incalculable losses of the Allies.

In September, when matters were much harder than we suspected for the

Central Powers, a new voice came from the monster’s mouth—or rather a

still more pitiful, soft-hearted cry for poor suffering humanity!—from

these people who, after two thousand years of civilization that had

gained for them so high a place in the world, had revived, without

cause, the treachery and barbarity that had made them odious to and

distrusted by Cæsar; who committed crimes in 1914-15 and 1916 that

will haunt the world’s memory for ever! What a mockery must those

German pleas for humanity have appeared to the people of Tamines,

Aerschot, Louvain, and other districts of Belgium still grieving for

those ruthlessly murdered, still morally suffering from the horrors to

which they were unjustly subjected!

Heart-rending pictures were given of fair towns destroyed in the

valley of the Somme; of their homeless and perishing inhabitants;

of beautiful historic edifices wrecked by the “folly of the French

bombarding their own cities”—those centres of a hostile Power

that had not hesitated to commit any outrage in its vainglorious

and frantic rush for Paris! No murmur of regret had escaped the

success-intoxicated legions who advanced, with comparative ease, from

the ruins of innocent Belgian towns, leaving devastation and despair

behind them! No pang of remorse then made them hesitate to slaughter

guiltless citizens, and bury them in heaps, sometimes before life was

extinct, or to crucify their first British prisoners—a fact I was

later assured was true, by an English soldier who had seen the bodies!

But now that the avenging armies, overcoming obstacles such as the

Germans never had to face, were uprooting them from the strongholds

prepared during four years, the despotic song of victory through

frightfulness suddenly became a whine of compassion, a childish and

stupid wail for peace! No outsider could have been more infuriated

at this than those in Brussels who had suffered under the despot’s

hand and witnessed the vileness of his deeds. Again and again long

articles appeared in our papers, trying to induce the cold and

famished Belgians to add their impotent appeal for a cessation of

hostilities, and to impress them with the suddenly developed Christian

spirit of Germany! This failing, an attempt was made at terrorization.

Photographs of ruined towns in France were exhibited, showing the

homeless inhabitants flying for their lives. The papers gave highly

coloured accounts of the general destruction, misery, and horror on

the scene of each battle, as the price of every step in advance made

by the Allies. The same fate was predicted for Belgium, should the

unlikely happen, and the invincible German forces find it expedient to

retire to one of their many well-prepared strongholds in that country.

(The prospect of a German defeat was represented as too improbable to

deserve contemplation.) At one time an account appeared describing the

inevitable destruction of Brussels, should the Germans ever be driven

back on it. In such a case, it was stated officially, Brussels was

to be “the bouquet of the whole war.” Added to all this, quotations

equally disheartening were printed from English papers. One,

purporting to be from _The New Statesman_, was given on 2nd October as

follows: “The Germans will certainly draw back their front to rectify

it. But at a very short distance behind, they possess lines that

form a solid base and, if able to hold it, they will not have lost

more territory than they occupied at the beginning of 1918. And even

supposing Douai and Cambrai should be lost to them, the experience of

years must guard us against exaggerated optimism.” “Above all,” it

finishes, “one can reasonably affirm that Hindenburg and Ludendorf

have not absolutely renounced the idea of a counter offensive. For

the moment, they relinquish territory, but their retreat is methodic,

and we should greatly deceive ourselves to imagine it excludes the

possibility of their launching a vigorous counter attack, when the

Anglo-French assault will have come to an end through exhaustion.”

With such discouraging signs came the German movement for peace and

plea for humanity!

“This war-fury, this rage for destruction, must be nailed to the

pillory” was quoted, about the same time, from a German socialistic

paper of 1st August 1918. Would it have been quoted four years

earlier, when blood and destruction were the means by which Germany

thought to crush civilized states and become master of Europe? Now

that her war-chariot lay wrecked amid the corpses of her legions,

death, slaughter, and devastation suddenly began to appal her, and

roused a cry of fear which found no echo in Belgium. When the British

announced they were fighting east of Roussoy and had occupied Lempire,

the official information from Berlin, dated the 20th September, told

us “the British attempted an advance in the sector Epehy-Lempire with

a great number of tanks. An enormous number of these were destroyed,

the remainder being obliged to retire; and as to the British infantry,

they fled in haste toward their positions of departure.” Every effort

of the Allies was depicted as having failed, “_grâce au feu des

mitrailleuses et de l’infanterie allemandes_.” Then, at the tail-end,

a brief announcement would appear that the German line had retired,

for strategical reasons, without being molested by the enemy.

In addition to these confusing and contradictory reports long

editorials appeared sneering at the Allies’ futile efforts. The

Americans’ advance at St. Mihiel was presented as having been attained

“without combat,” the Germans having drawn back in accordance with

long-prepared plans, and so secretly that the enemy was not aware of

it and “only pursued us very hesitatingly.” When the British made

their great rush on Cambrai and broke through the line that Hindenburg

considered impregnable, it was attributed to a fog. When they advanced

on Hummel it was over ground that had been deliberately evacuated,

with such “masterly ability” that the British for _two days_ were

unaware of the German’s retirement!

Despite the irritation such accounts caused in Brussels, enough was

unintentionally betrayed to revive our hope. Most childish of all was

the continued boasting of what Germany had accomplished in her first

onrush, which, considering all the overwhelming advantages she had,

should have carried her to rapid victory. With her check at the Marne

she was beaten, and that was the moment when the people and troops of

Germany should have waked to their blunder, and rid their great nation

of a malady that has ruined its prosperity and degraded its name.

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