And he added, "I am wretched."

She could feel his distress and was sorry for him; and said:

_With endless sorrow my heart is weighted_

_And night after night is passed_

_Even without meeting of the eyelids._

For me this is not new.

May 2. The Prince wrote to her: "Are you going to the temple to-day?

When shall you be at home again:

Answer:

_In its season the time of gently falling rain will be over._

_To-night I will drag from its bed the root of ayame._[8]

Went to the temple and came back after two or three days to find a

letter [from him]:

My heart yearns for thee, and I wish to see thee, yet I

am discouraged by the treatment of the other night. I am

sad and ashamed. Do not suppose that I remain at home

because my feeling is shallow.

_She is cold-hearted, yet I cannot forget her._

_Time wipes out bitterness, but deepens longings_

_Which to-day have overcome me._

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