“My wife is lying very ill next door,” said the stranger, “so ill that

I fear she will not live till morning. Will you please come to her at

once?”

“Next door?” cried the physician. “I didn't know the Nethertons were

home!”

“Please hasten,” begged the man. “I must go back to her. Follow as

quickly as you can.”

The doctor went back upstairs to complete his toilet.

“How absurd,” protested his wife when she heard the story. “There is no

one at the Nethertons'. I sit where I can see the front door, and no one

can enter without my knowing it, and I have been sewing by the window

all day. If there were any one in the house, the gardener would have the

porch lantern lighted. It is some plot. Some one has designs on you. You

must not go.”

But he went. As he left the room his wife placed a revolver in his

pocket.

The great porch of the mansion was dark, but the physician made out that

the door was open, and he entered. A feeble light came from the bronze

lamp at the turn of the stairs, and by it he found his way, his feet

sinking noiselessly in the rich carpets. At the head of the stairs the

man met him. The doctor thought himself a tall man, but the stranger

topped him by half a head. He motioned the physician to follow him, and

the two went down the hall to the front room. The place was flushed with

a rose-colored glow from several lamps. On a silken couch, in the midst

of pillows, lay a woman dying with consumption. She was like a lily,

white, shapely, graceful, with feeble yet charming movements. She looked

at the doctor appealingly, then, seeing in his eyes the involuntary

verdict that her hour was at hand, she turned toward her companion with

a glance of anguish. Dr. Block asked a few questions. The man answered

them, the woman remaining silent. The physician administered something

stimulating, and then wrote a prescription which he placed on the

mantel-shelf.

“The drug store is closed to-night,” he said, “and I fear the druggist

has gone home. You can have the prescription filled the first thing in

the morning, and I will be over before breakfast.”

After that, there was no reason why he should not have gone home. Yet,

oddly enough, he preferred to stay. Nor was it professional anxiety that

prompted this delay. He longed to watch those mysterious persons, who,

almost oblivious of his presence, were speaking their mortal farewells

in their glances, which were impassioned and of unutterable sadness.

He sat as if fascinated. He watched the glitter of rings on the woman's

long, white hands, he noted the waving of light hair about her temples,

he observed the details of her gown of soft white silk which fell about

her in voluminous folds. Now and then the man gave her of the stimulant

which the doctor had provided; sometimes he bathed her face with water.

Once he paced the floor for a moment till a motion of her hand quieted

him.

After a time, feeling that it would be more sensible and considerate

of him to leave, the doctor made his way home. His wife was awake,

impatient to hear of his experiences. She listened to his tale in

silence, and when he had finished she turned her face to the wall and

made no comment.

“You seem to be ill, my dear,” he said. “You have a chill. You are

shivering.”

“I have no chill,” she replied sharply. “But I--well, you may leave the

light burning.”

The next morning before breakfast the doctor crossed the dewy sward to

the Netherton house. The front door was locked, and no one answered to

his repeated ringings. The old gardener chanced to be cutting the grass

near at hand, and he came running up.

“What you ringin' that door-bell for, doctor?” said he. “The folks ain't

come home yet. There ain't nobody there.”

“Yes, there is, Jim. I was called here last night. A man came for me to

attend his wife. They must both have fallen asleep that the bell is not

answered. I wouldn't be surprised to find her dead, as a matter of fact.

She was a desperately sick woman. Perhaps she is dead and something has

happened to him. You have the key to the door, Jim. Let me in.”

But the old man was shaking in every limb, and refused to do as he was

bid.

“Don't you never go in there, doctor,” whispered he, with chattering

teeth. “Don't you go for to 'tend no one. You jus' come tell me when you

sent for that way. No, I ain't goin' in, doctor, nohow. It ain't part

of my duties to go in. That's been stipulated by Mr. Netherton. It's my

business to look after the garden.”

Argument was useless. Dr. Block took the bunch of keys from the old

man's pocket and himself unlocked the front door and entered. He mounted

the steps and made his way to the upper room. There was no evidence of

occupancy. The place was silent, and, so far as living creature went,

vacant. The dust lay over everything. It covered the delicate damask of

the sofa where he had seen the dying woman. It rested on the pillows.

The place smelled musty and evil, as if it had not been used for a long

time. The lamps of the room held not a drop of oil.

But on the mantel-shelf was the prescription which the doctor had

written the night before. He read it, folded it, and put it in his

pocket.

As he locked the outside door the old gardener came running to him.

“Don't you never go up there again, will you?” he pleaded, “not unless

you see all the Nethertons home and I come for you myself. You won't,

doctor?”

“No,” said the doctor.

When he told his wife she kissed him, and said:

“Next time when I tell you to stay at home, you must stay!”

THE PIANO NEXT DOOR

BABETTE had gone away for the summer; the furniture was in its summer

linens; the curtains were down, and Babette's husband, John Boyce, was

alone in the house. It was the first year of his marriage, and he missed

Babette. But then, as he often said to himself, he ought never to

have married her. He did it from pure selfishness, and because he was

determined to possess the most illusive, tantalizing, elegant, and

utterly unmoral little creature that the sun shone upon. He wanted her

because she reminded him of birds, and flowers, and summer winds,

and other exquisite things created for the delectation of mankind. He

neither expected nor desired her to think. He had half-frightened her

into marrying him, had taken her to a poor man's home, provided her with

no society such as she had been accustomed to, and he had no reasonable

cause of complaint when she answered the call of summer and flitted

away, like a butterfly in the morning sunshine, to the place where the

flowers grew.

He wrote to her every evening, sitting in the stifling, ugly house, and

poured out his soul as if it were a libation to a goddess. She sometimes

answered by telegraph, sometimes by a perfumed note. He schooled himself

not to feel hurt. Why should Babette write? Does a goldfinch indict

epistles; or a humming-bird study composition; or a glancing, red-scaled

fish in summer shallows consider the meaning of words?

He knew at the beginning what Babette was--guessed her

limitations--trembled when he buttoned her tiny glove--kissed her dainty

slipper when he found it in the closet after she was gone--thrilled at

the sound of her laugh, or the memory of it! That was all. A mere case

of love. He was in bonds. Babette was not. Therefore he was in the

city, working overhours to pay for Babette's pretty follies down at the

seaside. It was quite right and proper. He was a grub in the furrow;

she a lark in the blue. Those had always been and always must be their

relative positions.

Having attained a mood of philosophic calm, in which he was prepared to

spend his evenings alone--as became a grub--and to await with

dignified patience the return of his wife, it was in the nature of an

inconsistency that he should have walked the floor of the dull little

drawing-room like a lion in cage. It did not seem in keeping with

the position of superior serenity which he had assumed, that, reading

Babette's notes, he should have raged with jealousy, or that, in the

loneliness of his unkempt chamber, he should have stretched out arms of

longing. Even if Babette had been present, she would only have smiled

her gay little smile and coquetted with him. She could not understand.

He had known, of course, from the first moment, that she could not

understand! And so, why the ache, ache, ache of the heart! Or WAS it the

heart, or the brain, or the soul?

Sometimes, when the evenings were so hot that he could not endure the

close air of the house, he sat on the narrow, dusty front porch and

looked about him at his neighbors. The street had once been smart and

aspiring, but it had fallen into decay and dejection. Pale young men,

with flurried-looking wives, seemed to Boyce to occupy most of the

houses. Sometimes three or four couples would live in one house. Most of

these appeared to be childless. The women made a pretence at fashionable

dressing, and wore their hair elaborately in fashions which somehow

suggested boarding-houses to Boyce, though he could not have told why.

Every house in the block needed fresh paint. Lacking this renovation,

the householders tried to make up for it by a display of lace curtains

which, at every window, swayed in the smoke-weighted breeze. Strips

of carpeting were laid down the front steps of the houses where the

communities of young couples lived, and here, evenings, the inmates of

the houses gathered, committing mild extravagances such as the treating

of each other to ginger ale, or beer, or ice-cream.

Boyce watched these tawdry makeshifts at sociability with bitterness and

loathing. He wondered how he could have been such a fool as to bring

his exquisite Babette to this neighborhood. How could he expect that she

would return to him? It was not reasonable. He ought to go down on his

knees with gratitude that she even condescended to write him.

Sitting one night till late,--so late that the fashionable young wives

with their husbands had retired from the strips of stair carpeting,--and

raging at the loneliness which ate at his heart like a cancer, he heard,

softly creeping through the windows of the house adjoining his own, the

sound of comfortable melody.

It breathed upon his ear like a spirit of consolation, speaking

of peace, of love which needs no reward save its own sweetness, of

aspiration which looks forever beyond the thing of the hour to find

attainment in that which is eternal. So insidiously did it whisper these

things, so delicately did the simple and perfect melodies creep upon the

spirit--that Boyce felt no resentment, but from the first listened

as one who listens to learn, or as one who, fainting on the hot road,

hears, far in the ferny deeps below, the gurgle of a spring.

Then came harmonies more intricate: fair fabrics of woven sound, in

the midst of which gleamed golden threads of joy; a tapestry of sound,

multi-tinted, gallant with story and achievement, and beautiful things.

Boyce, sitting on his absurd piazza, with his knees jambed against

the balustrade, and his chair back against the dun-colored wall of his

house, seemed to be walking in the cathedral of the redwood forest,

with blue above him, a vast hymn in his ears, pungent perfume in his

nostrils, and mighty shafts of trees lifting themselves to heaven, proud

and erect as pure men before their Judge. He stood on a mountain at

sunrise, and saw the marvels of the amethystine clouds below his feet,

heard an eternal and white silence, such as broods among the everlasting

snows, and saw an eagle winging for the sun. He was in a city, and away

from him, diverging like the spokes of a wheel, ran thronging streets,

and to his sense came the beat, beat, beat of the city's heart. He saw

the golden alchemy of a chosen race; saw greed transmitted to progress;

saw that which had enslaved men, work at last to their liberation; heard

the roar of mighty mills, and on the streets all the peoples of earth

walking with common purpose, in fealty and understanding. And then, from

the swelling of this concourse of great sounds, came a diminuendo, calm

as philosophy, and from that, nothingness.

Boyce sat still for a long time, listening to the echoes which this

music had awakened in his soul. He retired, at length, content,

but determined that upon the morrow he would watch--the day being

Sunday--for the musician who had so moved and taught him.

He arose early, therefore, and having prepared his own simple breakfast

of fruit and coffee, took his station by the window to watch for the

man. For he felt convinced that the exposition he had heard was that of

a masculine mind. The long, hot hours of the morning went by, but the

front door of the house next to his did not open.

“These artists sleep late,” he complained. Still he watched. He was

too much afraid of losing him to go out for dinner. By three in the

afternoon he had grown impatient. He went to the house next door and

rang the bell. There was no response. He thundered another appeal. An

old woman with a cloth about her head answered the door. She was very

deaf, and Boyce had difficulty in making himself understood.

“The family is in the country,” was all she would say. “The family will

not be home till September.”

“But there is some one living here?” shouted Boyce.

“_I_ live here,” she said with dignity, putting back a wisp of dirty

gray hair behind her ear. “It is my house. I sublet to the family.”

“What family?”

But the old creature was not communicative.

“The family that lives here,” she said.

“Then who plays the piano in this house?” roared Boyce. “Do you?”

He thought a shade of pallor showed itself on her ash-colored cheeks.

Yet she smiled a little at the idea of her playing.

“There is no piano,” she said, and she put an enigmatical emphasis to

the words.

“Nonsense,” cried Boyce, indignantly. “I heard a piano being played in

this very house for hours last night!”

“You may enter,” said the old woman, with an accent more vicious than

hospitable.

Boyce almost burst into the drawing-room. It was a dusty and forbidding

place, with ugly furniture and gaudy walls. No piano nor any other

musical instrument stood in it. The intruder turned an angry and baffled

face to the old woman, who was smiling with ill-concealed exultation.

“I shall see the other rooms,” he announced. The old woman did not

appear to be surprised at his impertinence.

“As you please,” she said.

So, with the hobbling creature, with her bandaged head, for a guide, he

explored every room of the house, which being identical with his own, he

could do without fear of leaving any apartment unentered. But no piano

did he find!

“Explain,” roared Boyce at length, turning upon the leering old hag

beside him. “Explain! For surely I heard music more beautiful than I can

tell.”

“I know nothing,” she said. “But it is true I once had a lodger who

rented the front room, and that he played upon the piano. I am poor at

hearing, but he must have played well, for all the neighbors used to

come in front of the house to listen, and sometimes they applauded him,

and sometimes they were still. I could tell by watching their hands.

Sometimes little children came and danced. Other times young men and

women came and listened. But the young man died. The neighbors were

angry. They came to look at him and said he had starved to death. It was

no fault of mine. I sold his piano to pay his funeral expenses--and it

took every cent to pay for them too, I'd have you know. But since then,

sometimes--still, it must be nonsense, for I never heard it--folks say

that he plays the piano in my room. It has kept me out of the letting of

it more than once. But the family doesn't seem to mind--the family that

lives here, you know. They will be back in September. Yes.”

Boyce left her nodding her thanks at what he had placed in her hand, and

went home to write it all to Babette--Babette who would laugh so merrily

when she read it!

AN ASTRAL ONION

WHEN Tig Braddock came to Nora Finnegan he was red-headed and freckled,

and, truth to tell, he remained with these features to the end of his

life--a life prolonged by a lucky, if somewhat improbable, incident, as

you shall hear.

Tig had shuffled off his parents as saurians, of some sorts, do their

skins. During the temporary absence from home of his mother, who was at

the bridewell, and the more extended vacation of his father, who, like

Villon, loved the open road and the life of it, Tig, who was not a

well-domesticated animal, wandered away. The humane society never heard

of him, the neighbors did not miss him, and the law took no cognizance

of this detached citizen--this lost pleiad. Tig would have sunk into

that melancholy which is attendant upon hunger,--the only form of

despair which babyhood knows,--if he had not wandered across the path of

Nora Finnegan. Now Nora shone with steady brightness in her orbit,

and no sooner had Tig entered her atmosphere, than he was warmed and

comforted. Hunger could not live where Nora was. The basement room where

she kept house was redolent with savory smells; and in the stove in her

front room--which was also her bedroom--there was a bright fire glowing

when fire was needed.

Nora went out washing for a living. But she was not a poor washerwoman.

Not at all. She was a washerwoman triumphant. She had perfect health, an

enormous frame, an abounding enthusiasm for life, and a rich abundance

of professional pride. She believed herself to be the best washer of

white clothes she had ever had the pleasure of knowing, and the value

placed upon her services, and her long connection with certain families

with large weekly washings, bore out this estimate of herself--an

estimate which she never endeavored to conceal.

Nora had buried two husbands without being unduly depressed by the

fact. The first husband had been a disappointment, and Nora winked at

Providence when an accident in a tunnel carried him off--that is to

say, carried the husband off. The second husband was not so much of a

disappointment as a surprise. He developed ability of a literary order,

and wrote songs which sold and made him a small fortune. Then he ran

away with another woman. The woman spent his fortune, drove him to

dissipation, and when he was dying he came back to Nora, who received

him cordially, attended him to the end, and cheered his last hours by

singing his own songs to him. Then she raised a headstone recounting his

virtues, which were quite numerous, and refraining from any reference to

those peculiarities which had caused him to be such a surprise.

Only one actual chagrin had ever nibbled at the sound heart of Nora

Finnegan--a cruel chagrin, with long, white teeth, such as rodents have!

She had never held a child to her breast, nor laughed in its eyes; never

bathed the pink form of a little son or daughter; never felt a tugging

of tiny hands at her voluminous calico skirts! Nora had burnt many

candles before the statue of the blessed Virgin without remedying this

deplorable condition. She had sent up unavailing prayers--she had, at

times, wept hot tears of longing and loneliness. Sometimes in her sleep

she dreamed that a wee form, warm and exquisitely soft, was pressed

against her firm body, and that a hand with tiniest pink nails crept

within her bosom. But as she reached out to snatch this delicious little

creature closer, she woke to realize a barren woman's grief, and turned

herself in anguish on her lonely pillow.

So when Tig came along, accompanied by two curs, who had faithfully

followed him from his home, and when she learned the details of his

story, she took him in, curs and all, and, having bathed the three of

them, made them part and parcel of her home. This was after the demise

of the second husband, and at a time when Nora felt that she had done

all a woman could be expected to do for Hymen.

Tig was a preposterous baby. The curs were preposterous curs. Nora had

always been afflicted with a surplus amount of laughter--laughter which

had difficulty in attaching itself to anything, owing to the lack of the

really comic in the surroundings of the poor. But with a red-headed and

freckled baby boy and two trick dogs in the house, she found a good and

sufficient excuse for her hilarity, and would have torn the cave where

echo lies with her mirth, had that cave not been at such an immeasurable

distance from the crowded neighborhood where she lived.

At the age of four Tig went to free kindergarten; at the age of six he

was in school, and made three grades the first year and two the next. At

fifteen he was graduated from the high school and went to work as

errand boy in a newspaper office, with the fixed determination to make a

journalist of himself.

Nora was a trifle worried about his morals when she discovered his

intellect, but as time went on, and Tig showed no devotion for any woman

save herself, and no consciousness that there were such things as bad

boys or saloons in the world, she began to have confidence. All of his

earnings were brought to her. Every holiday was spent with her. He told

her his secrets and his aspirations. He admitted that he expected to

become a great man, and, though he had not quite decided upon the nature

of his career,--saving, of course, the makeshift of journalism,--it was

not unlikely that he would elect to be a novelist like--well, probably

like Thackeray.

Hope, always a charming creature, put on her most alluring smiles for

Tig, and he made her his mistress, and feasted on the light of her eyes.

Moreover, he was chaperoned, so to speak, by Nora Finnegan, who listened

to every line Tig wrote, and made a mighty applause, and filled him up

with good Irish stew, many colored as the coat of Joseph, and pungent

with the inimitable perfume of “the rose of the cellar.” Nora Finnegan

understood the onion, and used it lovingly. She perceived the difference

between the use and abuse of this pleasant and obvious friend of hungry

man, and employed it with enthusiasm, but discretion. Thus it came

about that whoever ate of her dinners, found the meals of other cooks

strangely lacking in savor, and remembered with regret the soups

and stews, the broiled steaks, and stuffed chickens of the woman who

appreciated the onion.

When Nora Finnegan came home with a cold one day, she took it in such a

jocular fashion that Tig felt not the least concern about her, and when,

two days later, she died of pneumonia, he almost thought, at first, that

it must be one of her jokes. She had departed with decision, such as had

characterized every act of her life, and had made as little trouble for

others as possible. When she was dead the community had the opportunity

of discovering the number of her friends. Miserable children with faces

which revealed two generations of hunger, homeless boys with vicious

countenances, miserable wrecks of humanity, women with bloated faces,

came to weep over Nora's bier, and to lay a flower there, and to scuttle

away, more abjectly lonely than even sin could make them. If the cats

and the dogs, the sparrows and horses to which she had shown kindness,

could also have attended her funeral, the procession would have been,

from a point of numbers, one of the most imposing the city had ever

known. Tig used up all their savings to bury her, and the next week, by

some peculiar fatality, he had a falling out with the night editor of

his paper, and was discharged. This sank deep into his sensitive

soul, and he swore he would be an underling no longer--which foolish

resolution was directly traceable to his hair, the color of which, it

will be recollected, was red.

Not being an underling, he was obliged to make himself into something

else, and he recurred passionately to his old idea of becoming a

novelist. He settled down in Nora's basement rooms, went to work on

a battered type-writer, did his own cooking, and occasionally pawned

something to keep him in food. The environment was calculated to further

impress him with the idea of his genius.

A certain magazine offered an alluring prize for a short story, and Tig

wrote one, and rewrote it, making alterations, revisions, annotations,

and interlineations which would have reflected credit upon Honoré;

Balzac himself. Then he wrought all together, with splendid brevity and

dramatic force,--Tig's own words,--and mailed the same. He was convinced

he would get the prize. He was just as much convinced of it as Nora

Finnegan would have been if she had been with him.

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