So he went about doing more fiction, taking no especial care of himself,

and wrapt in rosy dreams, which, not being warm enough for the weather,

permitted him to come down with rheumatic fever.

He lay alone in his room and suffered such torments as the condemned

and rheumatic know, depending on one of Nora's former friends to come in

twice a day and keep up the fire for him. This friend was aged ten, and

looked like a sparrow who had been in a cyclone, but somewhere inside

his bones was a wit which had spelled out devotion. He found fuel for

the cracked stove, somehow or other. He brought it in a dirty sack which

he carried on his back, and he kept warmth in Tig's miserable body.

Moreover, he found food of a sort--cold, horrible bits often, and Tig

wept when he saw them, remembering the meals Nora had served him.

Tig was getting better, though he was conscious of a weak heart and a

lamenting stomach, when, to his amazement, the Sparrow ceased to visit

him. Not for a moment did Tig suspect desertion. He knew that only

something in the nature of an act of Providence, as the insurance

companies would designate it, could keep the little bundle of bones away

from him. As the days went by, he became convinced of it, for no Sparrow

came, and no coal lay upon the hearth. The basement window fortunately

looked toward the south, and the pale April sunshine was beginning

to make itself felt, so that the temperature of the room was not

unbearable. But Tig languished; sank, sank, day by day, and was kept

alive only by the conviction that the letter announcing the award of the

thousand-dollar prize would presently come to him. One night he reached a

place, where, for hunger and dejection, his mind wandered, and he seemed

to be complaining all night to Nora of his woes. When the chill dawn

came, with chittering of little birds on the dirty pavement, and an

agitation of the scrawny willow “pussies,” he was not able to lift his

hand to his head. The window before his sight was but “a glimmering

square.” He said to himself that the end must be at hand. Yet it was

cruel, cruel, with fame and fortune so near! If only he had some food,

he might summon strength to rally--just for a little while! Impossible

that he should die! And yet without food there was no choice.

Dreaming so of Nora's dinners, thinking how one spoonful of a stew such

as she often compounded would now be his salvation, he became conscious

of the presence of a strong perfume in the room. It was so familiar

that it seemed like a sub-consciousness, yet he found no name for this

friendly odor for a bewildered minute or two. Little by little, however,

it grew upon him, that it was the onion--that fragrant and kindly bulb

which had attained its apotheosis in the cuisine of Nora Finnegan of

sacred memory. He opened his languid eyes, to see if, mayhap, the plant

had not attained some more palpable materialization.

Behold, it was so! Before him, in a brown earthen dish,--a most familiar

dish,--was an onion, pearly white, in placid seas of gravy, smoking and

delectable. With unexpected strength he raised himself, and reached for

the dish, which floated before him in a halo made by its own steam. It

moved toward him, offered a spoon to his hand, and as he ate he heard

about the room the rustle of Nora Finnegan's starched skirts, and now

and then a faint, faint echo of her old-time laugh--such an echo as one

may find of the sea in the heart of a shell.

The noble bulb disappeared little by little before his voracity, and in

contentment greater than virtue can give, he sank back upon his pillow

and slept.

Two hours later the postman knocked at the door, and receiving no

answer, forced his way in. Tig, half awake, saw him enter with no

surprise. He felt no surprise when he put a letter in his hand bearing

the name of the magazine to which he had sent his short story. He was

not even surprised, when, tearing it open with suddenly alert hands, he

found within the check for the first prize--the check he had expected.

All that day, as the April sunlight spread itself upon his floor, he

felt his strength grow. Late in the afternoon the Sparrow came back,

paler, and more bony than ever, and sank, breathing hard, upon the

floor, with his sack of coal.

“I've been sick,” he said, trying to smile. “Terrible sick, but I come

as soon as I could.”

“Build up the fire,” cried Tig, in a voice so strong it made the Sparrow

start as if a stone had struck him. “Build up the fire, and forget you

are sick. For, by the shade of Nora Finnegan, you shall be hungry no

more!”

FROM THE LOOM OF THE DEAD

WHEN Urda Bjarnason tells a tale all the men stop their talking to

listen, for they know her to be wise with the wisdom of the old people,

and that she has more learning than can be got even from the great

schools at Reykjavik. She is especially prized by them here in this

new country where the Icelandmen are settled--this America, so new in

letters, where the people speak foolishly and write unthinking books.

So the men who know that it is given to the mothers of earth to be

very wise, stop their six part singing, or their jangles about the

free-thinkers, and give attentive ear when Urda Bjarnason lights her

pipe and begins her tale.

She is very old. Her daughters and sons are all dead, but her

granddaughter, who is most respectable, and the cousin of a physician,

says that Urda is twenty-four and a hundred, and there are others who

say that she is older still. She watches all that the Iceland people do

in the new land; she knows about the building of the five villages on

the North Dakota plain, and of the founding of the churches and the

schools, and the tilling of the wheat farms. She notes with suspicion

the actions of the women who bring home webs of cloth from the store,

instead of spinning them as their mothers did before them; and she

shakes her head at the wives who run to the village grocery store every

fortnight, imitating the wasteful American women, who throw butter in

the fire faster than it can be turned from the churn.

She watches yet other things. All winter long the white snows reach

across the gently rolling plains as far as the eye can behold. In the

morning she sees them tinted pink at the east; at noon she notes

golden lights flashing across them; when the sky is gray--which is not

often--she notes that they grow as ashen as a face with the death shadow

on it. Sometimes they glitter with silver-like tips of ocean waves. But

at these things she looks only casually. It is when the blue shadows

dance on the snow that she leaves her corner behind the iron stove, and

stands before the window, resting her two hands on the stout bar of her

cane, and gazing out across the waste with eyes which age has restored

after four decades of decrepitude.

The young Icelandmen say:

“Mother, it is the clouds hurrying across the sky that make the dance of

the shadows.”

“There are no clouds,” she replies, and points to the jewel-like blue of

the arching sky.

“It is the drifting air,” explains Fridrik Halldersson, he who has

been in the Northern seas. “As the wind buffets the air, it looks blue

against the white of the snow. 'Tis the air that makes the dancing

shadows.”

But Urda shakes her head, and points with her dried finger, and

those who stand beside her see figures moving, and airy shapes, and

contortions of strange things, such as are seen in a beryl stone.

“But Urda Bjarnason,” says Ingeborg Christianson, the pert young wife

with the blue-eyed twins, “why is it we see these things only when we

stand beside you and you help us to the sight?”

“Because,” says the mother, with a steel-blue flash of her old eyes,

“having eyes ye will not see!” Then the men laugh. They like to hear

Ingeborg worsted. For did she not jilt two men from Gardar, and one from

Mountain, and another from Winnipeg?

Not even Ingeborg can deny that Mother Urda tells true things.

“To-day,” says Urda, standing by the little window and watching the

dance of the shadows, “a child breathed thrice on a farm at the West,

and then it died.”

The next week at the church gathering, when all the sledges stopped

at the house of Urda's granddaughter, they said it was so--that John

Christianson's wife Margaret never heard the voice of her son, but that

he breathed thrice in his nurse's arms and died.

“Three sledges run over the snow toward Milton,” says Urda; “all are

laden with wheat, and in one is a stranger. He has with him a strange

engine, but its purpose I do not know.”

Six hours later the drivers of three empty sledges stop at the house.

“We have been to Milton with wheat,” they say, “and Christian Johnson

here, carried a photographer from St. Paul.”

Now it stands to reason that the farmers like to amuse themselves

through the silent and white winters. And they prefer above all things

to talk or to listen, as has been the fashion of their race for a

thousand years. Among all the story-tellers there is none like Urda, for

she is the daughter and the granddaughter and the great-granddaughter

of storytellers. It is given to her to talk, as it is given to John

Thorlaksson to sing--he who sings so as his sledge flies over the snow

at night, that the people come out in the bitter air from their doors to

listen, and the dogs put up their noses and howl, not liking music.

In the little cabin of Peter Christianson, the husband of Urda's

granddaughter, it sometimes happens that twenty men will gather about

the stove. They hang their bear-skin coats on the wall, put their fur

gauntlets underneath the stove, where they will keep warm, and then

stretch their stout, felt-covered legs to the wood fire. The room is

fetid; the coffee steams eternally on the stove; and from her chair in

the warmest corner Urda speaks out to the listening men, who shake their

heads with joy as they hear the pure old Icelandic flow in sweet rhythm

from between her lips. Among the many, many tales she tells is that of

the dead weaver, and she tells it in the simplest language in all

the world--language so simple that even great scholars could find no

simpler, and the children crawling on the floor can understand.

“Jon and Loa lived with their father and mother far to the north of the

Island of Fire, and when the children looked from their windows they saw

only wild scaurs and jagged lava rocks, and a distant, deep gleam of the

sea. They caught the shine of the sea through an eye-shaped opening in

the rocks, and all the long night of winter it gleamed up at them, like

the eye of a dead witch. But when it sparkled and began to laugh, the

children danced about the hut and sang, for they knew the bright summer

time was at hand. Then their father fished, and their mother was gay.

But it is true that even in the winter and the darkness they were happy,

for they made fishing nets and baskets and cloth together,--Jon and Loa

and their father and mother,--and the children were taught to read in

the books, and were told the sagas, and given instruction in the part

singing.

“They did not know there was such a thing as sorrow in the world, for no

one had ever mentioned it to them. But one day their mother died. Then

they had to learn how to keep the fire on the hearth, and to smoke the

fish, and make the black coffee. And also they had to learn how to live

when there is sorrow at the heart.

“They wept together at night for lack of their mother's kisses, and in

the morning they were loath to rise because they could not see her face.

The dead cold eye of the sea watching them from among the lava rocks

made them afraid, so they hung a shawl over the window to keep it out.

And the house, try as they would, did not look clean and cheerful as it

had used to do when their mother sang and worked about it.

“One day, when a mist rested over the eye of the sea, like that which

one beholds on the eyes of the blind, a greater sorrow came to them, for

a stepmother crossed the threshold. She looked at Jon and Loa, and made

complaint to their father that they were still very small and not likely

to be of much use. After that they had to rise earlier than ever, and to

work as only those who have their growth should work, till their hearts

cracked for weariness and shame. They had not much to eat, for their

stepmother said she would trust to the gratitude of no other woman's

child, and that she believed in laying up against old age. So she put

the few coins that came to the house in a strong box, and bought little

food. Neither did she buy the children clothes, though those which their

dear mother had made for them were so worn that the warp stood apart

from the woof, and there were holes at the elbows and little warmth to

be found in them anywhere.

“Moreover, the quilts on their beds were too short for their growing

length, so that at night either their purple feet or their thin

shoulders were uncovered, and they wept for the cold, and in the

morning, when they crept into the larger room to build the fire, they

were so stiff they could not stand straight, and there was pain at their

joints.

“The wife scolded all the time, and her brow was like a storm sweeping

down from the Northwest. There was no peace to be had in the house.

The children might not repeat to each other the sagas their mother had

taught them, nor try their part singing, nor make little doll cradles of

rushes. Always they had to work, always they were scolded, always their

clothes grew thinner.

“'Stepmother,' cried Loa one day,--she whom her mother had called the

little bird,--'we are a-cold because of our rags. Our mother would have

woven blue cloth for us and made it into garments.'

“'Your mother is where she will weave no cloth!' said the stepmother,

and she laughed many times.

“All in the cold and still of that night, the stepmother wakened, and

she knew not why. She sat up in her bed, and knew not why. She knew not

why, and she looked into the room, and there, by the light of a burning

fish's tail--'twas such a light the folk used in those days--was a

woman, weaving. She had no loom, and shuttle she had none. All with

her hands she wove a wondrous cloth. Stooping and bending, rising and

swaying with motions beautiful as those the Northern Lights make in a

midwinter sky, she wove a cloth. The warp was blue and mystical to see,

the woof was white, and shone with its whiteness, so that of all the

webs the stepmother had ever seen, she had seen none like to this.

“Yet the sight delighted her not, for beyond the drifting web, and

beyond the weaver she saw the room and furniture--aye, saw them through

the body of the weaver and the drifting of the cloth. Then she knew--as

the haunted are made to know--that 'twas the mother of the children come

to show her she could still weave cloth. The heart of the stepmother was

cold as ice, yet she could not move to waken her husband at her side,

for her hands were as fixed as if they were crossed on her dead breast.

The voice in her was silent, and her tongue stood to the roof of her

mouth.

“After a time the wraith of the dead mother moved toward her--the wraith

of the weaver moved her way--and round and about her body was wound the

shining cloth. Wherever it touched the body of the stepmother, it was as

hateful to her as the touch of a monster out of sea-slime, so that her

flesh crept away from it, and her senses swooned.

“In the early morning she awoke to the voices of the children,

whispering in the inner room as they dressed with half-frozen fingers.

Still about her was the hateful, beautiful web, filling her soul with

loathing and with fear. She thought she saw the task set for her, and

when the children crept in to light the fire--very purple and thin were

their little bodies, and the rags hung from them--she arose and held out

the shining cloth, and cried:

“'Here is the web your mother wove for you. I will make it into

garments!' But even as she spoke the cloth faded and fell into

nothingness, and the children cried:

“'Stepmother, you have the fever!'

“And then:

“'Stepmother, what makes the strange light in the room?'

“That day the stepmother was too weak to rise from her bed, and the

children thought she must be going to die, for she did not scold as they

cleared the house and braided their baskets, and she did not frown at

them, but looked at them with wistful eyes.

“By fall of night she was as weary as if she had wept all the day, and

so she slept. But again she was awakened and knew not why. And again

she sat up in her bed and knew not why. And again, not knowing why, she

looked and saw a woman weaving cloth. All that had happened the night

before happened this night. Then, when the morning came, and the

children crept in shivering from their beds, she arose and dressed

herself, and from her strong box she took coins, and bade her husband go

with her to the town.

“So that night a web of cloth, woven by one of the best weavers in all

Iceland, was in the house; and on the beds of the children were blankets

of lamb's wool, soft to the touch and fair to the eye. After that the

children slept warm and were at peace; for now, when they told the sagas

their mother had taught them, or tried their part songs as they sat

together on their bench, the stepmother was silent. For she feared

to chide, lest she should wake at night, not knowing why, and see the

mother's wraith.”

A GRAMMATICAL GHOST

THERE was only one possible objection to the drawing-room, and that was

the occasional presence of Miss Carew; and only one possible objection

to Miss Carew. And that was, that she was dead.

She had been dead twenty years, as a matter of fact and record, and to

the last of her life sacredly preserved the treasures and traditions of

her family, a family bound up--as it is quite unnecessary to explain to

any one in good society--with all that is most venerable and heroic in

the history of the Republic. Miss Carew never relaxed the

proverbial hospitality of her house, even when she remained its sole

representative. She continued to preside at her table with dignity and

state, and to set an example of excessive modesty and gentle decorum to

a generation of restless young women.

It is not likely that having lived a life of such irreproachable

gentility as this, Miss Carew would have the bad taste to die in any way

not pleasant to mention in fastidious society. She could be trusted to

the last, not to outrage those friends who quoted her as an exemplar of

propriety. She died very unobtrusively of an affection of the heart, one

June morning, while trimming her rose trellis, and her lavender-colored

print was not even rumpled when she fell, nor were more than the tips of

her little bronze slippers visible.

“Isn't it dreadful,” said the Philadelphians, “that the property should

go to a very, very distant cousin in Iowa or somewhere else on the

frontier, about whom nobody knows anything at all?”

The Carew treasures were packed in boxes and sent away into the Iowa

wilderness; the Carew traditions were preserved by the Historical

Society; the Carew property, standing in one of the most umbrageous

and aristocratic suburbs of Philadelphia, was rented to all manner

of folk--anybody who had money enough to pay the rental--and society

entered its doors no more.

But at last, after twenty years, and when all save the oldest

Philadelphians had forgotten Miss Lydia Carew, the very, very distant

cousin appeared. He was quite in the prime of life, and so agreeable and

unassuming that nothing could be urged against him save his patronymic,

which, being Boggs, did not commend itself to the euphemists. With him

were two maiden sisters, ladies of excellent taste and manners, who

restored the Carew china to its ancient cabinets, and replaced the Carew

pictures upon the walls, with additions not out of keeping with

the elegance of these heirlooms. Society, with a magnanimity almost

dramatic, overlooked the name of Boggs--and called.

All was well. At least, to an outsider all seemed to be well. But,

in truth, there was a certain distress in the old mansion, and in

the hearts of the well-behaved Misses Boggs. It came about most

unexpectedly. The sisters had been sitting upstairs, looking out at the

beautiful grounds of the old place, and marvelling at the violets,

which lifted their heads from every possible cranny about the house, and

talking over the cordiality which they had been receiving by those upon

whom they had no claim, and they were filled with amiable satisfaction.

Life looked attractive. They had often been grateful to Miss Lydia Carew

for leaving their brother her fortune. Now they felt even more grateful

to her. She had left them a Social Position--one, which even after

twenty years of desuetude, was fit for use.

They descended the stairs together, with arms clasped about each other's

waists, and as they did so presented a placid and pleasing sight. They

entered their drawing-room with the intention of brewing a cup of tea,

and drinking it in calm sociability in the twilight. But as they entered

the room they became aware of the presence of a lady, who was already

seated at their tea-table, regarding their old Wedgewood with the air of

a connoisseur.

There were a number of peculiarities about this intruder. To begin with,

she was hatless, quite as if she were a habitué; of the house, and

was costumed in a prim lilac-colored lawn of the style of two decades

past. But a greater peculiarity was the resemblance this lady bore to a

faded daguerrotype. If looked at one way, she was perfectly discernible;

if looked at another, she went out in a sort of blur. Notwithstanding

this comparative invisibility, she exhaled a delicate perfume of sweet

lavender, very pleasing to the nostrils of the Misses Boggs, who stood

looking at her in gentle and unprotesting surprise.

“I beg your pardon,” began Miss Prudence, the younger of the Misses

Boggs, “but--”

But at this moment the Daguerrotype became a blur, and Miss Prudence

found herself addressing space. The Misses Boggs were irritated. They

had never encountered any mysteries in Iowa. They began an impatient

search behind doors and portières, and even under sofas, though

it was quite absurd to suppose that a lady recognizing the merits of the

Carew Wedgewood would so far forget herself as to crawl under a sofa.

When they had given up all hope of discovering the intruder, they saw

her standing at the far end of the drawing-room critically examining a

water-color marine. The elder Miss Boggs started toward her with stern

decision, but the little Daguerrotype turned with a shadowy smile,

became a blur and an imperceptibility.

Miss Boggs looked at Miss Prudence Boggs.

“If there were ghosts,” she said, “this would be one.”

“If there were ghosts,” said Miss Prudence Boggs, “this would be the

ghost of Lydia Carew.”

The twilight was settling into blackness, and Miss Boggs nervously lit

the gas while Miss Prudence ran for other tea-cups, preferring, for

reasons superfluous to mention, not to drink out of the Carew china that

evening.

The next day, on taking up her embroidery frame, Miss Boggs found a

number of oldfashioned cross-stitches added to her Kensington. Prudence,

she knew, would never have degraded herself by taking a cross-stitch,

and the parlor-maid was above taking such a liberty. Miss Boggs

mentioned the incident that night at a dinner given by an ancient friend

of the Carews.

“Oh, that's the work of Lydia Carew, without a doubt!” cried the

hostess. “She visits every new family that moves to the house, but she

never remains more than a week or two with any one.”

“It must be that she disapproves of them,” suggested Miss Boggs.

“I think that's it,” said the hostess. “She doesn't like their china, or

their fiction.”

“I hope she'll disapprove of us,” added Miss Prudence.

The hostess belonged to a very old Philadelphian family, and she shook

her head.

“I should say it was a compliment for even the ghost of Miss Lydia Carew

to approve of one,” she said severely.

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