The daughter wanted the coffin turned on end in order that the corpse

might face the camera properly, but Hoyt said he could overcome the

recumbent attitude and make it appear that the face was taken in the

position it would naturally hold in life, and so they went out and left

him alone with the dead.

The face of the deceased was a strong and positive one, such as

may often be seen among Jewish matrons. Hoyt regarded it with some

admiration, thinking to himself that she was a woman who had known

what she wanted, and who, once having made up her mind, would prove

immovable. Such a character appealed to Hoyt. He reflected that he

might have married if only he could have found a woman with strength of

character sufficient to disagree with him. There was a strand of hair

out of place on the dead woman's brow, and he gently pushed it back.

A bud lifted its head too high from among the roses on her breast and

spoiled the contour of the chin, so he broke it off. He remembered these

things later with keen distinctness, and that his hand touched her chill

face two or three times in the making of his arrangements.

Then he took the impression, and left the house.

He was busy at the time with some railroad work, and several days passed

before he found opportunity to develop the plates. He took them from

the bath in which they had lain with a number of others, and went

energetically to work upon them, whistling some very saucy songs he had

learned of the guide in the Red River country, and trying to forget that

the face which was presently to appear was that of a dead woman. He had

used three plates as a precaution against accident, and they came

up well. But as they developed, he became aware of the existence of

something in the photograph which had not been apparent to his eye

in the subject. He was irritated, and without attempting to face the

mystery, he made a few prints and laid them aside, ardently hoping that

by some chance they would never be called for.

However, as luck would have it,--and Hoyt's luck never had been

good,--his employer asked one day what had become of those photographs.

Hoyt tried to evade making an answer, but the effort was futile, and he

had to get out the finished prints and exhibit them. The older man sat

staring at them a long time.

“Hoyt,” he said, “you're a young man, and very likely you have never

seen anything like this before. But I have. Not exactly the same thing,

perhaps, but similar phenomena have come my way a number of times since

I went in the business, and I want to tell you there are things in

heaven and earth not dreamt of--”

“Oh, I know all that tommy-rot,” cried Hoyt, angrily, “but when anything

happens I want to know the reason why and how it is done.”

“All right,” answered his employer, “then you might explain why and how

the sun rises.”

But he humored the young man sufficiently to examine with him the baths

in which the plates were submerged, and the plates themselves. All was

as it should be; but the mystery was there, and could not be done away

with.

Hoyt hoped against hope that the friends of the dead woman would somehow

forget about the photographs; but the idea was unreasonable, and one

day, as a matter of course, the daughter appeared and asked to see the

pictures of her mother.

“Well, to tell the truth,” stammered Hoyt, “they didn't come out

quite--quite as well as we could wish.”

“But let me see them,” persisted the lady. “I'd like to look at them

anyhow.”

“Well, now,” said Hoyt, trying to be soothing, as he believed it was

always best to be with women,--to tell the truth he was an ignoramus

where women were concerned,--“I think it would be better if you didn't

look at them. There are reasons why--” he ambled on like this, stupid

man that he was, till the lady naturally insisted upon seeing the

pictures without a moment's delay.

So poor Hoyt brought them out and placed them in her hand, and then

ran for the water pitcher, and had to be at the bother of bathing her

forehead to keep her from fainting.

For what the lady saw was this: Over face and flowers and the head of

the coffin fell a thick veil, the edges of which touched the floor in

some places. It covered the features so well that not a hint of them was

visible.

“There was nothing over mother's face!” cried the lady at length.

“Not a thing,” acquiesced Hoyt. “I know, because I had occasion to touch

her face just before I took the picture. I put some of her hair back

from her brow.”

“What does it mean, then?” asked the lady.

“You know better than I. There is no explanation in science. Perhaps

there is some in--in psychology.”

“Well,” said the young woman, stammering a little and coloring, “mother

was a good woman, but she always wanted her own way, and she always had

it, too.”

“Yes.”

“And she never would have her picture taken. She didn't admire her own

appearance. She said no one should ever see a picture of her.”

“So?” said Hoyt, meditatively. “Well, she's kept her word, hasn't she?”

The two stood looking at the photographs for a time. Then Hoyt pointed

to the open blaze in the grate.

“Throw them in,” he commanded. “Don't let your father see them--don't

keep them yourself. They wouldn't be agreeable things to keep.”

“That's true enough,” admitted the lady. And she threw them in the fire.

Then Virgil Hoyt brought out the plates and broke them before her eyes.

And that was the end of it--except that Hoyt sometimes tells the story

to those who sit beside him when his pipe is lighted.

A CHILD OF THE RAIN

IT was the night that Mona Meeks, the dressmaker, told him she didn't

love him. He couldn't believe it at first, because he had so long been

accustomed to the idea that she did, and no matter how rough the weather

or how irascible the passengers, he felt a song in his heart as he

punched transfers, and rang his bell punch, and signalled the driver

when to let people off and on.

Now, suddenly, with no reason except a woman's, she had changed her

mind. He dropped in to see her at five o'clock, just before time for the

night shift, and to give her two red apples he had been saving for her.

She looked at the apples as if they were invisible and she could not see

them, and standing in her disorderly little dressmaking parlor, with its

cuttings and scraps and litter of fabrics, she said:

“It is no use, John. I shall have to work here like this all my

life--work here alone. For I don't love you, John. No, I don't. I

thought I did, but it is a mistake.”

“You mean it?” asked John, bringing up the words in a great gasp.

“Yes,” she said, white and trembling and putting out her hands as if to

beg for his mercy. And then--big, lumbering fool--he turned around

and strode down the stairs and stood at the corner in the beating rain

waiting for his car. It came along at length, spluttering on the wet

rails and spitting out blue fire, and he took his shift after a gruff

“Good night” to Johnson, the man he relieved.

He was glad the rain was bitter cold and drove in his face fiercely.

He rejoiced at the cruelty of the wind, and when it hustled pedestrians

before it, lashing them, twisting their clothes, and threatening their

equilibrium, he felt amused. He was pleased at the chill in his bones

and at the hunger that tortured him. At least, at first he thought it

was hunger till he remembered that he had just eaten. The hours passed

confusedly. He had no consciousness of time. But it must have been

late,--near midnight,--judging by the fact that there were few persons

visible anywhere in the black storm, when he noticed a little figure

sitting at the far end of the car. He had not seen the child when she

got on, but all was so curious and wild to him that evening--he himself

seemed to himself the most curious and the wildest of all things--that

it was not surprising that he should not have observed the little

creature.

She was wrapped in a coat so much too large that it had become frayed

at the bottom from dragging on the pavement. Her hair hung in unkempt

stringiness about her bent shoulders, and her feet were covered with old

arctics, many sizes too big, from which the soles hung loose.

Beside the little figure was a chest of dark wood, with curiously

wrought hasps. From this depended a stout strap by which it could be

carried over the shoulders. John Billings stared in, fascinated by the

poor little thing with its head sadly drooping upon its breast, its thin

blue hands relaxed upon its lap, and its whole attitude so suggestive

of hunger, loneliness, and fatigue, that he made up his mind he would

collect no fare from it.

“It will need its nickel for breakfast,” he said to himself. “The

company can stand this for once. Or, come to think of it, I might

celebrate my hard luck. Here's to the brotherhood of failures!” And

he took a nickel from one pocket of his great-coat and dropped it in

another, ringing his bell punch to record the transfer.

The car plunged along in the darkness, and the rain beat more viciously

than ever in his face. The night was full of the rushing sound of the

storm. Owing to some change of temperature the glass of the car became

obscured so that the young conductor could no longer see the little

figure distinctly, and he grew anxious about the child.

“I wonder if it's all right,” he said to himself. “I never saw living

creature sit so still.”

He opened the car door, intending to speak with the child, but just

then something went wrong with the lights. There was a blue and green

flickering, then darkness, a sudden halting of the car, and a great

sweep of wind and rain in at the door. When, after a moment, light and

motion reasserted themselves, and Billings had got the door together, he

turned to look at the little passenger. But the car was empty.

It was a fact. There was no child there--not even moisture on the seat

where she had been sitting.

“Bill,” said he, going to the front door and addressing the driver,

“what became of that little kid in the old cloak?”

“I didn't see no kid,” said Bill, crossly. “For Gawd's sake, close the

door, John, and git that draught off my back.”

“Draught!” said John, indignantly, “where's the draught?”

“You've left the hind door open,” growled Bill, and John saw him

shivering as a blast struck him and ruffled the fur on his bear-skin

coat. But the door was not open, and yet John had to admit to himself

that the car seemed filled with wind and a strange coldness.

However, it didn't matter. Nothing mattered! Still, it was as well no

doubt to look under the seats just to make sure no little crouching

figure was there, and so he did. But there was nothing. In fact, John

said to himself, he seemed to be getting expert in finding nothing where

there ought to be something.

He might have stayed in the car, for there was no likelihood of more

passengers that evening, but somehow he preferred going out where the

rain could drench him and the wind pommel him. How horribly tired he

was! If there were only some still place away from the blare of the city

where a man could lie down and listen to the sound of the sea or the

storm--or if one could grow suddenly old and get through with the bother

of living--or if--

The car gave a sudden lurch as it rounded a curve, and for a moment it

seemed to be a mere chance whether Conductor Billings would stay on

his platform or go off under those fire-spitting wheels. He caught

instinctively at his brake, saved himself, and stood still for a moment,

panting.

“I must have dozed,” he said to himself.

Just then, dimly, through the blurred window, he saw again the little

figure of the child, its head on its breast as before, its blue hands

lying in its lap and the curious box beside it. John Billings felt a

coldness beyond the coldness of the night run through his blood. Then,

with a half-stifled cry, he threw back the door, and made a desperate

spring at the corner where the eerie thing sat.

And he touched the green carpeting on the seat, which was quite dry

and warm, as if no dripping, miserable little wretch had ever crouched

there.

He rushed to the front door.

“Bill,” he roared, “I want to know about that kid.”

“What kid?”

“The same kid! The wet one with the old coat and the box with iron

hasps! The one that's been sitting here in the car!”

Bill turned his surly face to confront the young conductor.

“You've been drinking, you fool,” said he. “Fust thing you know you'll

be reported.”

The conductor said not a word. He went slowly and weakly back to his

post and stood there the rest of the way leaning against the end of the

car for support. Once or twice he muttered:

“The poor little brat!” And again he said, “So you didn't love me after

all!”

He never knew how he reached home, but he sank to sleep as dying men

sink to death. All the same, being a hearty young man, he was on duty

again next day but one, and again the night was rainy and cold.

It was the last run, and the car was spinning along at its limit, when

there came a sudden soft shock. John Billings knew what that meant. He

had felt something of the kind once before. He turned sick for a moment,

and held on to the brake. Then he summoned his courage and went around

to the side of the car, which had stopped. Bill, the driver, was before

him, and had a limp little figure in his arms, and was carrying it to

the gaslight. John gave one look and cried:

“It's the same kid, Bill! The one I told you of!”

True as truth were the ragged coat dangling from the pitiful body, the

little blue hands, the thin shoulders, the stringy hair, the big arctics

on the feet. And in the road not far off was the curious chest of dark

wood with iron hasps.

“She ran under the car deliberate!” cried Bill. “I yelled to her, but

she looked at me and ran straight on!”

He was white in spite of his weather-beaten skin.

“I guess you wasn't drunk last night after all, John,” said he.

“You--you are sure the kid is--is there?” gasped John.

“Not so damned sure!” said Bill.

But a few minutes later it was taken away in a patrol wagon, and with it

the little box with iron hasps.

THE ROOM OF THE EVIL THOUGHT

THEY called it the room of the Evil Thought. It was really the

pleasantest room in the house, and when the place had been used as the

rectory, was the minister's study. It looked out on a mournful clump

of larches, such as may often be seen in the old-fashioned yards in

Michigan, and these threw a tender gloom over the apartment.

There was a wide fireplace in the room, and it had been the young

minister's habit to sit there hours and hours, staring ahead of him at

the fire, and smoking moodily. The replenishing of the fire and of his

pipe, it was said, would afford him occupation all the day long, and

that was how it came about that his parochial duties were neglected so

that, little by little, the people became dissatisfied with him, though

he was an eloquent young man, who could send his congregation away drunk

on his influence. However, the calmer pulsed among his parish began to

whisper that it was indeed the influence of the young minister and not

that of the Holy Ghost which they felt, and it was finally decided

that neither animal magnetism nor hypnotism were good substitutes for

religion. And so they let him go.

The new rector moved into a smart brick house on the other side of the

church, and gave receptions and dinner parties, and was punctilious

about making his calls. The people therefore liked him very much--so

much that they raised the debt on the church and bought a chime of

bells, in their enthusiasm. Every one was lighter of heart than under

the ministration of the previous rector. A burden appeared to be lifted

from the community. True, there were a few who confessed the new man

did not give them the food for thought which the old one had done, but,

then, the former rector had made them uncomfortable! He had not only

made them conscious of the sins of which they were already guilty, but

also of those for which they had the latent capacity. A strange and

fatal man, whom women loved to their sorrow, and whom simple men could

not understand! It was generally agreed that the parish was well rid of

him.

“He was a genius,” said the people in commiseration. The word was an

uncomplimentary epithet with them.

When the Hanscoms moved in the house which had been the old rectory,

they gave Grandma Hanscom the room with the fireplace. Grandma was well

pleased. The roaring fire warmed her heart as well as her chill old

body, and she wept with weak joy when she looked at the larches, because

they reminded her of the house she had lived in when she was first

married. All the forenoon of the first day she was busy putting things

away in bureau drawers and closets, but by afternoon she was ready to

sit down in her high-backed rocker and enjoy the comforts of her room.

She nodded a bit before the fire, as she usually did after luncheon, and

then she awoke with an awful start and sat staring before her with such

a look in her gentle, filmy old eyes as had never been there before.

She did not move, except to rock slightly, and the Thought grew and grew

till her face was disguised as by some hideous mask of tragedy.

By and by the children came pounding at the door.

“Oh, grandma, let us in, please. We want to see your new room, and mamma

gave us some ginger cookies on a plate, and we want to give some to

you.”

The door gave way under their assaults, and the three little ones stood

peeping in, waiting for permission to enter. But it did not seem to be

their grandma--their own dear grandma--who arose and tottered toward

them in fierce haste, crying:

“Away, away! Out of my sight! Out of my sight before I do the thing I

want to do! Such a terrible thing! Send some one to me quick, children,

children! Send some one quick!”

They fled with feet shod with fear, and their mother came, and Grandma

Hanscom sank down and clung about her skirts and sobbed:

“Tie me, Miranda. Make me fast to the bed or the wall. Get some one to

watch me. For I want to do an awful thing!”

They put the trembling old creature in bed, and she raved there all

the night long and cried out to be held, and to be kept from doing the

fearful thing, whatever it was--for she never said what it was.

The next morning some one suggested taking her in the sitting-room

where she would be with the family. So they laid her on the sofa, hemmed

around with cushions, and before long she was her quiet self again,

though exhausted, naturally, with the tumult of the previous night.

Now and then, as the children played about her, a shadow crept over

her face--a shadow as of cold remembrance--and then the perplexed tears

followed.

When she seemed as well as ever they put her back in her room. But

though the fire glowed and the lamp burned, as soon as ever she was

alone they heard her shrill cries ringing to them that the Evil Thought

had come again. So Hal, who was home from college, carried her up to his

room, which she seemed to like very well. Then he went down to have a

smoke before grandma's fire.

The next morning he was absent from breakfast. They thought he might

have gone for an early walk, and waited for him a few minutes. Then

his sister went to the room that looked upon the larches, and found him

dressed and pacing the floor with a face set and stern. He had not been

in bed at all, as she saw at once. His eyes were bloodshot, his face

stricken as if with old age or sin or--but she could not make it out.

When he saw her he sank in a chair and covered his face with his hands,

and between the trembling fingers she could see drops of perspiration on

his forehead.

“Hal!” she cried, “Hal, what is it?”

But for answer he threw his arms about the little table and clung to

it, and looked at her with tortured eyes, in which she fancied she saw

a gleam of hate. She ran, screaming, from the room, and her father came

and went up to him and laid his hands on the boy's shoulders. And then

a fearful thing happened. All the family saw it. There could be no

mistake. Hal's hands found their way with frantic eagerness toward his

father's throat as if they would choke him, and the look in his eyes was

so like a madman's that his father raised his fist and felled him as he

used to fell men years before in the college fights, and then dragged

him into the sitting-room and wept over him.

By evening, however, Hal was all right, and the family said it must have

been a fever,--perhaps from overstudy,--at which Hal covertly smiled.

But his father was still too anxious about him to let him out of his

sight, so he put him on a cot in his room, and thus it chanced that the

mother and Grace concluded to sleep together downstairs.

The two women made a sort of festival of it, and drank little cups of

chocolate before the fire, and undid and brushed their brown braids,

and smiled at each other, understandingly, with that sweet intuitive

sympathy which women have, and Grace told her mother a number of things

which she had been waiting for just such an auspicious occasion to

confide.

But the larches were noisy and cried out with wild voices, and the flame

of the fire grew blue and swirled about in the draught sinuously, so

that a chill crept upon the two. Something cold appeared to envelop

them--such a chill as pleasure voyagers feel when a berg steals beyond

Newfoundland and glows blue and threatening upon their ocean path.

Then came something else which was not cold, but hot as the flames of

hell--and they saw red, and stared at each other with maddened eyes, and

then ran together from the room and clasped in close embrace safe beyond

the fatal place, and thanked God they had not done the thing that they

dared not speak of--the thing which suddenly came to them to do.

So they called it the room of the Evil Thought. They could not account

for it. They avoided the thought of it, being healthy and happy folk.

But none entered it more. The door was locked.

One day, Hal, reading the paper, came across a paragraph concerning the

young minister who had once lived there, and who had thought and

written there and so influenced the lives of those about him that they

remembered him even while they disapproved.

“He cut a man's throat on board ship for Australia,” said he, “and then

he cut his own, without fatal effect--and jumped overboard, and so ended

it. What a strange thing!”

Then they all looked at one another with subtle looks, and a shadow fell

upon them and stayed the blood at their hearts.

The next week the room of the Evil Thought was pulled down to make way

for a pansy bed, which is quite gay and innocent, and blooms all the

better because the larches, with their eternal murmuring, have been laid

low and carted away to the sawmill.

STORY OF THE VANISHING PATIENT

THERE had always been strange stories about the house, but it was a

sensible, comfortable sort of a neighborhood, and people took pains to

say to one another that there was nothing in these tales--of course

not! Absolutely nothing! How could there be? It was a matter of common

remark, however, that considering the amount of money the Nethertons had

spent on the place, it was curious they lived there so little. They

were nearly always away,--up North in the summer and down South in the

winter, and over to Paris or London now and then,--and when they did

come home it was only to entertain a number of guests from the city. The

place was either plunged in gloom or gayety. The old gardener who kept

house by himself in the cottage at the back of the yard had things much

his own way by far the greater part of the time.

Dr. Block and his wife lived next door to the Nethertons, and he and his

wife, who were so absurd as to be very happy in each other's company,

had the benefit of the beautiful yard. They walked there mornings when

the leaves were silvered with dew, and evenings they sat beside the lily

pond and listened for the whip-poor-will. The doctor's wife moved her

room over to that side of the house which commanded a view of the yard,

and thus made the honeysuckles and laurel and clematis and all the

masses of tossing greenery her own. Sitting there day after day with

her sewing, she speculated about the mystery which hung impalpably yet

undeniably over the house.

It happened one night when she and her husband had gone to their room,

and were congratulating themselves on the fact that he had no very sick

patients and was likely to enjoy a good night's rest, that a ring came

at the door.

“If it's any one wanting you to leave home,” warned his wife, “you must

tell them you are all worn out. You've been disturbed every night this

week, and it's too much!”

The young physician went downstairs. At the door stood a man whom he had

never seen before.

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