CHAPTER VIII

AN INVESTMENT

On the morning of October 18, 1850, there appeared in San Francisco's

morning paper the following notice:

RELIGIOUS INTELLIGENCE There will be Religious Services (Unitarian)

on Sunday Morning next, October 20th, at Simmons' Athenaeum Hall.

Entrance on Commercial and Sacramento Streets. A Discourse will be

preached by Rev. Charles A. Farley.

San Francisco at this time was a community very unlike any known to

history. Two years before it is said to have numbered eight hundred

souls, and two years before that about two hundred. During the year

1849, perhaps thirty thousand men had come from all over the world, of

whom many went to the mines. The directory of that year contained

twenty-five hundred names. By October, 1850, the population may have

been twenty thousand. They were scattered thinly over a hilly and rough

peninsula, chaparral-covered but for drifting sand and with few

habitable valleys. From Pacific to California streets and from Dupont to

the bay was the beginning of the city's business. A few streets were

graded and planked. Clay Street stretched up to Stockton. To the south

mountains of sand filled the present Market Street, and protected by

them nestled Happy Valley, reaching from First to Third streets and

beyond Mission. In 1849 it was a city of tents. Wharves were pushing out

into the bay. Long Wharf (Commercial Street) reached deep water about

where Drumm Street now crosses it.

Among the motley argonauts were a goodly number of New Englanders,

especially from Boston and Maine. Naturally some of them were

Unitarians. It seems striking that so many of them were interested in

holding services. They had all left "home" within a year or so, and most

of them expected to go back within two years with their respective

fortunes. When it was learned that a real Unitarian minister was among

them, they arranged for a service. The halls of the period were west of

Kearny Street in Sacramento and California. They secured the Athenaeum

and gave notice in the _Alta California_.

It is significant that the day the notice appeared proved to be

historical. The steamer "Oregon" was due, and it was hoped she would

bring the news of favorable action by Congress on the application of

California to be admitted into the Union. When in the early forenoon the

steamer, profusely decorated with bunting, rounded Clark's Point

assurance was given, and by the time she landed at Commercial and Drumm

the town was wild with excitement.

[Illustration: THOMAS STARR KING. SAN FRANCISCO, 1860-1864]

Eastern papers sold readily at a dollar a copy. All day and night

impromptu celebrations continued. Unnumbered silk hats (commonly worn by

professional men and leading merchants) were demolished and champagne

flowed freely. It should be remembered that thirty-nine days had elapsed

since the actual admission, but none here had known it.

The Pilgrim Yankees must have felt like going to church now that

California was a part of the Union and that another free state had been

born. At any rate, the service conducted by Rev. Charles A. Farley was

voted a great success. One man had brought a service-book and another a

hymnbook. Four of the audience volunteered to lead the singing, while

another played an accompaniment on the violin. After the services

twenty-five men remained to talk things over, and arranged to continue

services from week to week. On November 17, 1850, "The First Unitarian

Church of San Francisco" was organized, Captain Frederick W. Macondray

being made the first Moderator.

Mr. Farley returned to New England in April, 1851, and services were

suspended. Then occurred two very serious fires, disorganizing

conditions and compelling postponement. It was more than a year before

an attempt was made to call another minister.

In May, 1852, Rev. Joseph Harrington was invited to take charge of the

church. He came in August and began services under great promise in the

United States District Court building. A few weeks later he was taken

alarmingly ill, and died on November 2d. It was a sad blow, but the

society withstood it calmly and voted to complete the building it had

begun in Stockton Street, near Sacramento. Rev. Frederic T. Gray, of

Bulfinch Street Chapel, Boston, under a leave of absence for a year,

came to California and dedicated the church on July 1, 1853. This was

the beginning of continuous church services. On the following Sunday,

Pilgrim Sunday-school was organized.

Mr. Gray, a kind and gentle soul, rendered good service in organizing

the activities of the church. He was succeeded by Rev. Rufus P. Cutler,

of Portland, Maine, a refined, scholarly man, who served for nearly five

years. He resigned and sailed for New York in June, 1859. During his

term the Sunday-school prospered under the charge of Samuel L. Lloyd.

Rev. J.A. Buckingham filled the pulpit for ten months preceding April

28, 1860, when Thomas Starr King arrived. The next day Mr. King faced a

congregation that crowded the church to overflowing and won the warm and

enthusiastic regard of all, including many new adherents. With a winning

personality, eloquent and brilliant, he was extraordinarily attractive

as a preacher and as a man. He had great gifts and he was profoundly in

earnest--a kindly, friendly, loving soul.

In 1861 I planned to pass through the city on Sunday with the

possibility of hearing him. The church was crowded. I missed no word of

his wonderful voice. He looked almost boyish, but his eyes and his

bearing proclaimed him a man, and his word was thrilling. I heard him

twice and went to my distant home with a blessed memory and an enlarged

ideal of the power of a preacher. Few who heard him still survive, but a

woman of ninety-three years who loves him well vividly recalls his

second service that led to a friendship that lasted all his life.

In his first year he accomplished wonders for the church. He had felt on

coming that in a year he should return to his devoted people in the

Hollis Street Church of Boston. But when Fort Sumter was fired upon he

saw clearly his appointed place. He threw himself into the struggle to

hold California in the Union. He lectured and preached everywhere,

stimulating patriotism and loyalty. He became a great national leader

and the most influential person on the Pacific Coast. He turned

California from a doubtful state to one of solid loyalty. Secession

defeated, he accomplished wonders for the Sanitary Commission.

A large part of 1863 he gave to the building of the beautiful church in

Geary street near Stockton. It was dedicated in January, 1864. He

preached in it but seven Sundays, when he was attacked with a malady

which in these days is not considered serious but from which he died on

March 4th, confirming a premonition that he would not live to the age of

forty. He was very deeply mourned. It was regarded a calamity to the

entire community. To the church and the denomination the loss seemed

irreparable.

To Dr. Henry W. Bellows, of New York, the acknowledged Unitarian leader,

was entrusted the selection of the one to fill the vacant pulpit. He

knew the available men and did not hesitate. He notified Horatio

Stebbins, of Portland, Maine, that he was called by the great disaster

to give up the parish he loved and was satisfied to serve and take the

post of the fallen leader on the distant shore.

Dr. Bellows at once came to San Francisco to comfort the bereaved church

and to prepare the way for Mr. Stebbins, who in the meantime went to New

York to minister to Dr. Bellows' people in his absence.

It was during the brief and brilliant ministry of Dr. Bellows that good

fortune brought me to San Francisco.

Dr. Bellows was a most attractive preacher, persuasive and eloquent. His

word and his manner were so far in advance of anything to which I was

accustomed that they came as a revelation of power and beauty. I was

entranced, and a new world of thought and feeling opened before me. Life

itself took on a new meaning, and I realized the privilege offered in

such a church home. I joined without delay, and my connection has been

uninterrupted from that day to this. For over fifty-seven years I have

missed few opportunities to profit by its services. I speak of it not in

any spirit of boasting, but in profound gratitude. Physical disability

and absence from the city have both been rare. In the absence of reasons

I have never felt like offering excuses.

Early in September, Horatio Stebbins and family arrived from New York,

and Dr. Bellows returned to his own church. The installation of the

successor of Starr King was an impressive event. The church building

that had been erected by and for King was a beautiful and commodious

building, but it would not hold all the people that sought to attend the

installation of the daring man who came to take up the great work laid

down by the preacher-patriot. He was well received, and a feeling of

relief was manifest. The church was still in strong hands and the

traditions would be maintained.

On September 9th Dr. Stebbins stood modestly but resolutely in the

pulpit so sanctified by the memory of King. Few men have faced sharper

trials and met them with more serenity and apparent lack of

consciousness. It was not because of self-confidence or of failure to

recognize what was before him. He knew very well what was implied in

following such a man as Starr King, but he was so little concerned with

anything so comparatively unimportant as self-interest or so unessential

as personal success that he was unruffled and calm. He indulged in no

illusion of filling Mr. King's place. He stood on his own feet to make

his own place, and to do his own work in his own way, with such results

as came, and he was undisturbed.

Toward the end of his life he spoke of always having preached from the

level of his own mind. It was always true of him. He never strained for

effect, or seemed unduly concerned for results. In one of his prayers he

expresses his deep philosophy of life: "Help us, each one in his place,

in the place which is providentially allotted to us in life, to act well

our part, with consecrated will, with pure affection, with simplicity of

heart--to do our duty, and to leave the rest to God." It was wholly in

that spirit that Dr. Stebbins took up the succession of Thomas Starr

King.

Personally, I was very glad to renew my early admiration for Mr.

Stebbins, who had chosen his first parish at Fitchburg, adjoining my

native town, and had always attracted me when he came to exchange with

our minister. He was a strong, original, manly character, with great

endowments of mind and heart. He was to enjoy a remarkable ministry of

over thirty-five years and endear himself to all who knew him. He was a

great preacher and a great man. He inspired confidence, and was broad

and generous. He served the community as well as his church, being

especially influential in promoting the interests of education. He was a

kindly and helpful man, and he was not burdened by his large duties and

responsibilities, he was never hurried or harassed. He steadily pursued

his placid way and built up a really great influence. He was, above all

else, an inspirer of steadfast faith. With a great capacity for

friendship, he was very generous in it, and was indulgent in judgment of

those he liked. I was a raw and ignorant young man, but he opened his

great heart to me and treated me like an equal. Twenty years difference

in years seemed no barrier. He was fond of companionship in his travels,

and I often accompanied him as he was called up and down the coast. In

1886 I went to the Boston May Meeting in his company and found delight

in both him and it. He was a good traveler, enjoying the change of scene

and the contact with all sorts of people. He was courteous and friendly

with strangers, meeting them on their own ground with sympathy and

understanding.

In his own home he was especially happy, and it was a great privilege to

share his table-talk and hospitality, for he had a great fund of kindly

humor and his speech was bright with homely metaphor and apt allusions.

Not only was he a great preacher, he was a leader, an inspirer, and a

provoker of good.

What it meant to fall under the influence of such a man cannot be told.

Supplementing the blessing was the association with a number of the best

of men among the church adherents. Hardly second to the great and

unearned friendship of Dr. Stebbins was that of Horace Davis, ten years

my senior, and very close to Dr. Stebbins in every way. He had been

connected with the church almost from the first and was a firm friend of

Starr King. Like Dr. Stebbins, he was a graduate of Harvard. Scholarly,

and also able in business, he typified sound judgment and common sense,

was conservative by nature, but fresh and vigorous of mind. He was

active in the Sunday-school. We also were associated in club life and as

fellow directors of the Lick School. Our friendship was uninterrupted

for more than fifty years. I had great regard for Mrs. Davis and many

happy hours were passed in their home. Her interpretation of Beethoven

was in my experience unequaled.

It is impossible even to mention the many men of character and

conscience who were a helpful influence to me in my happy church life.

Captain Levi Stevens was very good to me; C. Adolphe Low was one of the

best men I ever knew; I had unbounded respect for Horatio Frost; Dr.

Henry Gibbons was very dear to me; and Charles R. Bishop I could not but

love. These few represent a host of noble associates. I would I could

mention more of them.

[Illustration: HORATIO STEBBINS. SAN FRANCISCO, 1864-1900]

We all greatly enjoyed the meetings of a Shakespeare Club that was

sustained for more than twelve consecutive years among congenial friends

in the church. We read half a play every other week, devoting the latter

part of the evening to impromptu charades, in which we were utterly

regardless of dignity and became quite expert.

At our annual picnics we joined in the enjoyment of the children. I

recall my surprise and chagrin at having challenged Mr. Davis to a

footrace at Belmont one year, giving him distance as an age handicap,

and finding that I had overestimated the advantage of ten years

difference.

In 1890 we established the Unitarian Club of California. Mr. Davis was

the first president. For seventeen years it was vigorous and prosperous.

We enjoyed a good waiting-list and twice raised the limit of membership

numbers. It was then the only forum in the city for the discussion of

subjects of public interest. Many distinguished visitors were

entertained. Booker T. Washington was greeted by a large audience and so

were Susan B. Anthony and Anna H. Shaw. As time passed, other

organizations afforded opportunity for discussion, and numerous less

formal church clubs accomplished its purpose in a simpler manner.

A feature of strength in our church has been the William and Alice

Hinckley Fund, established in 1879 by the will of Captain William C.

Hinckley, under the counsel and advice of Dr. Stebbins. His wife had

died, he had no children, and he wanted his property to be helpful to

others. He appointed the then church trustees his executors and the

trustees of an endowment to promote human beneficence and charity,

especially commending the aged and lonely and the interests of education

and religion. Shortly after coming to San Francisco, in 1850, he had

bought a lot in Bush Street for sixty dollars. At the time of his death

it was under lease to the California Theater Company at a ground rent of

a thousand dollars a month. After long litigation, the will was

sustained as to $52,000, the full proportion of his estate allowed for

charity. I have served as secretary of the trust fund for forty years. I

am also surviving trustee for a library fund of $10,000 and another

charity fund of $5000. These three funds have earned in interest more

than $105,000. We have disbursed for the purposes indicated $92,000, and

have now on hand as capital more than $80,000, the interest on which we

disburse annually. It has been my fortune to outlive the eight trustees

appointed with me, and, also, eight since appointed to fill vacancies

caused by death or removal.

We worshiped in the Geary and Stockton church for more than twenty-three

years, and then concluded it was time to move from a business district

to a residential section. We sold the building with the lot that had

cost $16,000 for $120,000, and at the corner of Franklin and Geary

streets built a fine church, costing, lot included, $91,000. During

construction we met in the Synagogue Emanu-El, and the Sunday-school was

hospitably entertained in the First Congregational Church, which

circumstances indicate the friendly relations maintained by our

minister, who never arraigned or engaged in controversy with any other

household of faith. In 1889 the new church was dedicated, Dr. Hedge

writing a fine hymn for the occasion.

Dr. Stebbins generally enjoyed robust health, but in 1899 he was

admonished that he must lay down the work he loved so well. In September

of that year, at his own request, he was relieved from active service

and elected Minister Emeritus. Subsequently his health improved, and

frequently he was able to preach; but in 1900, with his family, he

returned to New England, where he lived with a good degree of comfort at

Cambridge, near his children, occasionally preaching, but gradually

failing in health. He suffered severely at the last, and found final

release on April 8, 1901.

Of the later history of the church I need say little. Recollections root

in the remote. For thirteen years we were served by Rev. Bradford

Leavitt, and for the past eight Rev. Caleb S.S. Dutton has been our

leader. The noble traditions of the past have been followed and the

place in the community has been fully maintained. The church has been a

steady and powerful influence for good, and many a life has been

quickened, strengthened, and made more abundant through its ministry. To

me it has been a never-failing source of satisfaction and happiness.

I would also bear brief testimony to the Sunday-school. All my life I

had attended Sunday-school,--the best available. I remember well the

school in Leominster and the stories told by Deacon Cotton and others. I

remember nay teacher in Boston. Coming to California I took what I could

get, first the little Methodist gathering and then the more respectable

Presbyterian. When in early manhood I came to San Francisco I entered

the Bible-class at once. The school was large and vigorous. The

attendance was around four hundred. Lloyd Baldwin, an able lawyer, was

my first teacher, and a good one, but very soon I was induced to take a

class of small boys. They were very bright and too quick for a youth

from the country. One Sunday we chanced to have as a lesson the healing

of the daughter of Jairus. In the gospel account the final word was the

injunction: "Jesus charged them that they tell no man." In all innocence

I asked the somewhat leading question: "What did Jesus charge them?"

Quick as a flash one of the boys answered, "He didn't charge them a

cent." It was so pat and so unexpected that I could not protest at the

levity.

In the Sunday-school library I met Charles W. Wendte, then a clerk in

the Bank of California. He had been befriended and inspired by Starr

King and soon turned from business and studied for the ministry. He is

now a D.D. and has a long record of valuable service.

In 1869 J.C.A. Hill became superintendent of the school and appointed me

his assistant. Four years later he returned to New Hampshire, much to

our regret, and I succeeded him. With the exception of the two years

that Rev. William G. Eliot, Jr., was assistant to Dr. Stebbins, and took

charge of the school, I served until 1914.

Very many pleasant memories cluster around my connection with the

Sunday-school. The friendships made have been enduring. The beautiful

young lives lured me on in service that never grew monotonous, and I

have been paid over and over again for all I ever gave. It is a great

satisfaction to feel that five of our nine church trustees are graduates

of the Sunday-school. I attended my first Christmas festival of the

Sunday-school in Platt's Hall in 1864, and I have never missed one

since. Fifty-seven consecutive celebrations incidentally testify to

unbroken health.

In looking back on what I have gained from the church, I am impressed

with the fact that the association with the fine men and women

attending it has been a very important part of my life. Good friends

are of untold value, and inspiration is not confined to the spoken words

of the minister. Especially am I impressed with the stream of community

helpfulness that has flowed steadily from our church all these years. I

wish I dared to refer to individual instances--but they are too many.

Finally, I must content myself with acknowledgment of great obligation

for all I have profited from and enjoyed in church affiliation. I cannot

conceive how any man can afford not to avail himself of the privilege of

standing by some church. As an investment I am assured that nothing pays

better and surer interest. Returns are liberal, dividends are never

passed, and capital never depreciates.

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