CHAPTER IX

BY-PRODUCT

In the conduct of life we select, or have assigned, certain measures of

activity upon which we rely for our support and the self-respect that

follows the doing of our part. This we call our business, and if we are

wise we attend to it and prosecute it with due diligence and

application. But it is not all of life, and its claim is not the only

call that is made upon us. Exclusive interest and devotion to it may end

in the sort of success that robs us of the highest value, so that,

however much substance we accumulate, we are failures as men. On the

other hand, we take risks if we slight its just demands and scatter our

powers on miscellaneous interests. Whatever its value, every man, in

addition to what he primarily produces, turns out some by-product. If it

is worth anything, he may be thankful and add the amount to total

income.

The extracts of which this chapter is composed are selections from the

editorial columns of _The Pacific Unitarian_, submitted not as exhibits

in the case of achievement, but as indicating the convictions I have

formed on the way of life.

THE BEGINNING

Thirty years ago, a fairly active Sunday-school was instigated to

publish a monthly journal, nominally for all the organizations of the

First Unitarian Society. It was not expected to be of great benefit,

except to the school. After a year and a half it was adopted by the

Conference, its modest name, _The Guidon_, being expanded to _The

Pacific Unitarian_. Its number of pages was increased to thirty-two.

Probably the most remarkable circumstance connected with it is that it

has lived. The fact that it has enjoyed the opportunity of choice

between life and death is quite surprising. Other journals have had to

die. It has never been easy to live, or absolutely necessary to die.

Anyhow, we have the thirty years of life to look back upon and take

satisfaction in. We are grateful for friends far and near, and generous

commendation has been pleasant to receive, whether it has been justified

or not.

CHRISTIANITY

We realize more and more truly that Christianity in its spirit is a very

different thing from Christianity as a theological structure formulated

by the makers of the creed. The amazing thing is that such a

misconception of the message of Jesus as has generally prevailed has

given us a civilization so creditable. The early councils were incapable

of being led by the spirit of Jesus. They were prejudiced by their

preconceptions of the character of God and the nature of religion, and

evolved a scheme of salvation to fit past conceptions instead of

accepting as real the love of God and of man that Jesus added to the

religion of his fathers. Even the Christianity they fashioned has not

been fairly tried. The Christianity that Jesus proclaimed, a call to

trust, to love, and spiritual life, has hardly been tried at all. We

seem just to be awakening to what it is, and to its application to the

art of living.

THE PRODIGAL'S FATHER

What a difference in the thought of God and in the joy of life would

have followed had the hearers of Jesus given the parable of the Prodigal

Son its full significance! They would then have found in the happy,

loving father and his full forgiveness of the son who "came to himself"

a type of the Heavenly Father. The shadow of the olden fear still

persists, chilling human life. We do not trust the love of God and bear

life's burdens with cheerful courage. From lurking fear of the jealous

king of Hebrew tradition, we are even afraid to be happy when we might.

We fail of faith in the reality of God's love. We forget the robe, the

ring, the overflowing joy of the earthly father, not earned by the

prodigal, but given from complete love. The thing best worth while is

faith in the love of God.

If it be lacking, perhaps the best way to gain it is to assume it--to

act on the basis of its existence, putting aside our doubts, and giving

whatever love we have in our own hearts a chance to strengthen.

WHITSUNTIDE

Whitsuntide is a church season that too often fails to receive due

acknowledgment or recognition. It is, in observance, a poor third.

Christmas is largely diverted to a giving of superfluous gifts, and is

popular from the wide-felt interest in the happiness of children. Easter

we can not forget, for it celebrates the rising or the risen life, and

is marked by the fresh beauty of a beautiful world. To appreciate the

pentecostal season and to care for spiritual inspiration appeals to the

few, and to those few on a higher plane. But of all that religion has to

give, it represents the highest gift, and it has to do with the world's

greatest need.

Spiritual life is the most precious of possessions, the highest

attainment of humanity. Happy are we if our better spirit be quickened,

if our hearts be lifted up, and our wills be strengthened, that worthy

life may bring peace and joy!

WHY THE CHURCH?

We cannot deny the truth that the things of the spirit are of first

importance; but when it comes to living we seem to belie our

convictions. We live as though we thought the spirit a doubtful matter.

There are those who take pride in calling themselves materialists, but

they are hardly as hopeless as those who are so indifferent that they

have no opinion whatever. The man who thinks and cares is quite apt to

come out right, but the mindless animal who only enjoys develops no

recognizable soul. The seeking first is not in derogation of any true

manhood. It is the full life, the whole life, that we are to

compass--but life subordinated and controlled by the spirit, the spirit

that recognizes the distinction between right and wrong. Those who

choose the right and bend all else to it, are of the Kingdom. That is

all that righteousness means.

The church has no monopoly of righteousness, but it is of immense

importance in cultivating the religious spirit, and cannot safely be

dispensed with. And so it must be strongly supported and made efficient.

To those who know true values this is an investment that cannot safely

be ignored. To it we should give generously of our money, but equally

generously we should give ourselves--our presence, our co-operation, our

loyal support of our leaders, our constant effort to hold it to high

ideals. If it is to give life, it must have life, and whatever life it

has is the aggregation of our collected and consecrated lives.

The church called Christian cannot win by holding its old trenches. It

must advance to the line that stretches from our little fortress where

the flag of Reason and Religion defiantly floats. Shall we retreat? No;

it is for us to hold the fort at all costs, not for our sake alone, but

for the army of humanity.

We believe in God and we believe in man. As President Eliot lately put

it, "We believe in the principles of a simple, practical, and democratic

religion. We are meeting ignorance, not with contempt, but with

knowledge. We are meeting dogmatism and superstition, not with

impatience, but with truth. We are meeting sin and injustice, not with

abuse, but with good-will and high idealism. We have the right message

for our time." To the church that seems to us to most nearly realize

these ideals, it is our bounden duty, and should be our glad privilege,

to present ourselves a reasonable sacrifice, that we may do our part in

bringing in God's Kingdom.

THE CHURCH AND PROGRESS

Reforms depend upon reformed men. Perhaps the greater need is _formed_

men. As we survey the majority of men around us, they seem largely

unconscious of what they really are and of the privileges and

responsibilities that appertain to manhood. It must be that men are

better, and more, than they seem. Visit a baseball game or a movie. The

crowds seem wholly irresponsible, and, except in the pleasure or

excitement sought, utterly uninterested--apparently without principle or

purpose. And yet, when called upon to serve their country, men will go

to the ends of the world, and place no limit on the sacrifice freely

made for the general good. They are better than they seem, and in ways

we know not of possess a sense of justice and a love of right which they

found we know not where.

This is encouraging, but must not relieve us from doing our utmost to

inform more fully every son of man of his great opportunity and

responsibility, and also of inspiring him to use his life to his and our

best advantage.

It is so evident that world-welfare rests upon individual well-being

that we cannot escape the conviction that the best thing any one of us

can do is to help to make our fellow-men better and happier. And the

part of wisdom is to organize for the power we gain.

It would seem that the church should be the most effective agency for

promoting individual worth and consequent happiness. Is it?--and if not,

why not? We are apt to say we live in a new age, forgetting how little

change of form matters. Human nature, with its instincts and desires,

love of self, and the general enjoyment of, and through, possessions, is

so little changed that differences in condition and circumstance have

only a modifying influence. It is man, the man within, that counts--not

his clothing.

But it is true that human institutions do undergo great changes, and

nothing intimate and important has suffered greater changes than the

church. Religion itself, vastly more important than the church, has

changed and is changing. Martineau's illuminating classification helps

us to realize this. The first expression, the pagan, was based on fear

and the idea of winning favor by purchase, giving something to God--it

might be burnt-offerings--for his good-will. Then came the Jewish, the

ethical, the thought of doing, rather than giving. Righteousness earns

God's favor. The higher conception blossomed into Christianity with its

trust in the love of God and of serving him and fellow-man,

self-sacrifice being the highest expression of harmony with him.

Following this general advance from giving and doing to being, we have

the altar, the temple, and the church.

THE GENUINE UNITARIAN

Unitarians owe first allegiance to the Kingdom of God on earth. It is of

little consequence through which door it is entered. If any other is

nearer or broader or more attractive, use it. We offer ours for those

who prefer it or who find others not to be entered without a password

they cannot pronounce.

A Unitarian who merely says he is one thereby gives no satisfactory

evidence that he is. There are individuals who seem to think they are

Unitarians because they are nothing else. They regard Unitarianism as

the next to nothing in its requirement of belief, losing all sight of

the fact that even one real belief exceeds, and may be more difficult

than, many half-beliefs and hundreds of make-beliefs, and that a

Unitarian church made up of those who have discarded all they thought

they believed and became Unitarian for its bald negations is to be

pitied and must be patiently nurtured.

As regards our responsibility for the growth of Unitarianism, we surely

cannot fail to recognize it, but it should be clearly qualified by our

recognition of the object in view. To regard Unitarianism as an end to

be pursued for its own sake does not seem compatible with its own true

spirit. The church itself is an instrument, and we are in right relation

when we give the Unitarian church our preference, as, to us, the best

instrument, while we hold first allegiance to the idealism for which it

stands and to the goodness it seeks to unfold in the heart of man.

Nor would we seek growth at any sacrifice of high quality or purpose. We

do not expect large numbers and great popular applause. Unitarians are

pioneers, and too independent and discriminating to stir the feverish

pulse of the multitude. We seek the heights, and it is our concern to

reach them and hold them for the few that struggle up. Loaves and fishes

we have not to offer, nor can we promise wealth and health as an

attractive by-product of righteousness.

There is no better service that anyone can render than to implant

higher ideals in the breast of another. In the matter of religious

education as sought through the ordinary Sunday-school, no one who has

had any practical experience has ever found it easy, or kept free from

doubt as to its being sufficiently efficacious to make it worth while.

But the problem is to recognize the difficulty, face all doubts, and

stand by. Perfect teachers are impossible, satisfactory ones are not

always to be had. If they are not dissatisfied with themselves, they are

almost always unfit. But as between doing the best you can and doing

nothing at all, it would seem that self-respect and a sense of deep

responsibility would leave no recourse. There is no place for a shirker

or a quitter in a real Unitarian church.

HAVE WE DONE OUR WORK?

Now and then some indifferent Unitarian expresses doubt as to the future

value of our particular church. There are those who say, "Why should we

keep it up? Have we not done our work?" We have seen our original

protests largely effective, and rejoice that more liberal and generous,

and, we believe, more just and true, religious convictions prevail; but

have we been constructive and strengthening? And until we have made our

own churches fully free and fruitful in spiritual life are we absolved

from the call to service?

Have we earned our discharge from the army of life? Shall we be

deserters or slackers! We ask no man to fight with us if his loyalty to

any other corps is stronger, but to fight _somewhere_--to do his part

for God and his fellow-men wherever he can do the most effective

service.

We are not Unitarians first. We are not even Christians first. We are

human first, seeking the best in humanity, in our appointed place in a

civilization that finds its greatest inspiration in the leadership of

Jesus of Nazareth, we are next Christians, and we are finally Unitarians

because for us their point of view embodies most truly the spirit that

animated his teachings and his life.

And so we appeal to those who really, not nominally, are of our

household of faith to feel that it is best worth while to stand by the

nearest church and to support it generously, that it may do its part in

soul service and world welfare, and also to encourage it and give it

more abundant life through attendance and participation in its

activities.

OF FIRST IMPORTANCE

It is well for each soul, in the multiplicity of questions besetting

him, to deliberately face them and determine what is of first

importance. Aspects are so diverse and bewildering that if we do not

reduce them to some order, giving them rank, we are in danger of

becoming purposeless drifters on the sea of life.

What is the most important thing in life? What shall be our aim and

purpose, as we look about us, observing our fellows--what they have

accomplished and what they are--what commends itself to us as best worth

while? And what course can we pursue to get the most and the best out of

it?

We find a world of infinite diversity in conditions, in aims, and in

results. One of the most striking differences is in regard to what we

call success. We are prone to conclude that he who is prosperous in the

matter of having is the successful man. Possessing is the proof of

efficiency, and he who possesses little has measurably failed in the

main object of life. This conclusion has a measure of truth, but is not

wholly true. We see not a few instances of utter poverty of life

concurrent with great possessions, and are forced to conclude that the

real value of possessions is dependent on what they bring us. Merely to

have is of no advantage. Indeed it may be a burden or a curse. Happiness

is at least desirable, but it has no necessary connection with property

accumulations. They may make it possible, but they never insure it.

Possession may be an incident, but seldom is a cause.

If we follow this thought further we shall find that in the accepted

methods of accumulation arise many of the causes of current misery and

unhappiness. Generally he who is said to succeed pays a price, and a

large one, for the prosperity he achieves. To be conspicuously

successful commonly involves a degree of selfishness that is almost

surely damaging. Often injustice and unfairness are added to the train

of factors, and dishonesty and absence of decency give the finishing

touch. Every dollar tinged with doubt is a moral liability. If it has

been wrested from its rightful owner through fraud or force of

opportunity, it would better be at the bottom of the sea.

THE BEST IN LIFE

The power and practical irresponsibility of money have ruined many a

man, and the misuse of wealth has left unused immense opportunity for

good. It has coined a word that has become abhorrent, and "Capitalism"

has, in the minds of the suspicious, become the all-sufficient cause of

everything deplorable in human conditions. No true-hearted observer can

conclude that the first consideration of life should be wealth. On the

other hand, no right-minded person will ignore the desirability and the

duty of judiciously providing the means for a reasonable degree of

comfort and self-respect, with a surplus for the furtherance of human

welfare in general, and the relief of misfortune and suffering. Thrift

is a virtue; greed is a vice. Reasonable possession is a commendable and

necessary object. The unrestrained avarice that today is making cowards

of us all is an unmeasured curse, a world-wide disgrace that threatens

civilization.

In considering ends of life we cannot ignore those who consider

happiness as adequate. Perhaps there are few who formulate this, but

there are many who seem to give it practical assent. They apparently

conform their lives to this butterfly estimate, and, in the absence of

any other purpose, rest satisfied. Happiness is indeed a desirable

condition, and in the highest sense, where it borders on blessedness,

may be fairly termed "the end and aim of being." But on the lower

stretches of the senses, where it becomes mere enjoyment or pleasure,

largely concerned with amusement and self-indulgence of various sorts,

it becomes parasitic, robbing life of its strength and flavor and

preventing its development and full growth. It is insidious in its

deterioration and omnivorous in its appetite. It tends to habits that

undermine and to the appropriation of a preponderating share of the

valueless things of life. The danger is in the unrestrained appetite, in

intemperance that becomes habit. Pleasure is exhausting of both purse

and mind. We naturally crave pleasant experiences, and we need a certain

amount of relaxation. The danger is in overindulgence and indigestion

resulting in spiritual invalidism. Let us take life sanely, accepting

pleasures gratefully but moderately.

But what _is_ best in life? Why, life itself. Life is opportunity. Here

it is, around us, offered to us. We are free to take what we can or what

we like. We have the great privilege of choice, and life's ministry to

us depends on what we take and what we leave.

We are providentially assigned our place, whatever it is, but in no

fixed sense of its being final and unalterable. The only obligation

implied is that of acceptance until it can be bettered.

Our moral responsibility is limited to our opportunity, and the vital

question is the use we make of it. The great fact of life is that we are

spiritual beings. Religion has to do with soul existence and is the

field of its development. It is concerned primarily with being and

secondly with doing. It is righteousness inspired by love. It is

recognition of our responsibilities to do God's will.

Hence the best life is that which accepts life as opportunity, and

faithfully, happily seeks to make the most of it. It seeks to follow the

right, and to do the best it can, in any circumstances. It accepts all

that life offers, enjoying in moderation its varied gifts, but in

restraint of self-indulgence, and with kindly consideration of others.

It subordinates its impulses to the apprehended will of God, bears

trials with fortitude, and trusts eternal good.

OVERCOMING OBSTACLES

One of the most impressive sights in the natural world is the

difficulties resisted and overcome by a tree in its struggle for life.

On the very summit of the Sentinel Dome, over eight thousand feet above

sea-level, there is rooted in the apparently solid granite a lone pine

two feet in diameter. It is not tall, for its struggle with the wind and

snow has checked its aspirations, but it is sturdy and vigorous, while

the wonder is that it ever established and maintained life at all. Where

it gains its nourishment is not apparent. Disintegrated granite seems a

hard diet, but it suffices, for the determined tree makes the best of

the opportunities offered. Like examples abound wherever a crevice holds

any soil whatever. In a niche of El Capitan, more than a thousand feet

from the valley's floor, grows a tree a hundred feet high. A strong

glass shows a single tree on the crest of Half Dome. Such persistence is

significant, and it enforces a lesson we very much need.

Reason should not be behind instinct in making the most of life. While

man is less rigidly conditioned and may modify his environment, he, too,

may nourish his life by using to the full whatever nutriment is offered.

Lincoln has been characterized as a man who made the most of his life.

Perhaps his greatness consisted mostly in that.

We are inclined to blame conditions and circumstances for failures that

result from our lack of effort. We lack in persistence, we resent

disparity in the distribution of talents, we blink at responsibility,

and are slothful and trifling. Our life is a failure from lack of will.

Who are we that we should complain that life is hard, or conclude that

it is not better so? Why do we covet other opportunities instead of

doing the best with those we have? What is the glory of life but to

accept it with such satisfaction as we can command, to enjoy what we

have a right to, and to use all it offers for its upbuilding and

fulfillment?

BEING RIGHT

How evident it is that much more than good intentions is needed in one

who would either maintain self-respect or be of any use in his daily

life! It is not easy to be good, but it is often less easy to be right.

It involves an understanding that presupposes both ability and effort.

Intelligence, thinking, often studious consideration, are necessary to

give a working hypothesis of what is best. It is seldom that anything is

so simple that without careful thought we can be sure that one course is

right and another wrong. Perhaps, after we have weighed all that is

ponderable, we can only determine which seems the better course of

action. Being good may help our judgment. Doing right is the will of

God.

PATRIOTISM

"Let us have faith that right makes might, and in that faith let us to

the end dare to do our duty as we understand it." Abraham Lincoln had a

marvelous aptitude for condensed statement, and in this compact

sentence from his Cooper Union address expresses the very essence of the

appeal that is made to us today. We can find no more fundamental slogan

and no nobler one.

Whatever the circumstances presented and whatever the immediate result

will be, we are to dare to do our duty as we understand it. And we are

so to dare and so to do in complete faith that right makes might and in

utter disregard of fear that might may triumph. The only basis of true

courage is faith, and our trust must be in right, in good, in God.

We live in a republic that sustains itself through the acceptance by all

of the will of the majority, and to talk of despotism whenever the

authority necessary for efficiency is exercised, and that with

practically unanimous concurrence, is wholly unreasonable. A man who

cannot yield allegiance to the country in which he lives should either

be silent and inactive or go to some country where his sympathy

corresponds with his loyalty.

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