Beckwith, standing behind the dog, looked into the gorse. From the

distance at which he still stood he could see nothing at all. His

belief then was that there was either a tramp in a drunken sleep,

possibly two tramps, or a hare caught in a wire, or possibly even a

fox. Having no stick with him he did not care, at first, to go any

nearer, and contented himself with urging on his terrier. This was not

very courageous of him, as he admits, and was quite unsuccessful. No

verbal excitations would draw Strap nearer to the furze-bush. Finally

the dog threw up his head, showed his master the white arcs of his

eyes and fairly howled at the moon. At this dismal sound Mr. Beckwith

owned himself alarmed. It was, as he describes it--though he is an

Englishman--"uncanny." The time, he owns, the aspect of the night,

loneliness of the spot (midway up the steep slope of a chalk down),

the mysterious shroud of darkness upon shadowed and distant objects

and flood of white light upon the foreground--all these circumstances

worked upon his imagination.

He was indeed for retreat; but here Strap was of a different mind.

Nothing would excite him to advance, but nothing either could induce

him to retire. Whatever he saw in the furze-bush Strap must continue

to observe. In the face of this Beckwith summoned up his courage, took

it in both hands and went much nearer to the furze-bushes, much

nearer, that is, than Strap the terrier could bring himself to go.

Then, he tells us, he did see a pair of bright eyes far in the

thicket, which seemed to be fixed upon his, and by degrees also a pale

and troubled face. Here, then, was neither fox nor drunken tramp, but

some human creature, man, woman, or child, fully aware of him and of

the dog.

Beckwith, who now had surer command of his feelings, spoke aloud

asking, "What are you doing there? What's the matter?" He had no

reply. He went one pace nearer, being still on his guard, and spoke

again. "I won't hurt you," he said. "Tell me what the matter is." The

eyes remained unwinkingly fixed upon his own. No movement of the

features could be discerned. The face, as he could now make it out,

was very small--"about as big as a big wax doll's," he says, "of a

longish oval, very pale." He adds, "I could see its neck now, no

thicker than my wrist; and where its clothes began. I couldn't see any

arms, for a good reason. I found out afterward that they had been

bound behind its back. I should have said immediately, 'That's a girl

in there,' if it had not been for one or two plain considerations. It

had not the size of what we call a girl, nor the face of what we mean

by a child. It was, in fact, neither fish, flesh, nor fowl. Strap had

known that from the beginning, and now I was of Strap's opinion

myself."

Advancing with care, a step at a time, Beckwith presently found

himself within touching distance of the creature. He was now standing

with furze half-way up his calves, right above it, stooping to look

closely at it; and as he stooped and moved, now this way, now that, to

get a clearer view, so the crouching thing's eyes gazed up to meet

his, and followed them about, as if safety lay only in that

never-shifting, fixed regard. He had noticed, and states in his

narrative, that Strap had seemed quite unable, in the same way, to

take his eyes off the creature for a single second.

He could now see that, of whatever nature it might be, it was, in form

and features, most exactly a young woman. The features, for instance,

were regular and fine. He remarks in particular upon the chin. All

about its face, narrowing the oval of it, fell dark glossy curtains of

hair, very straight and glistening with wet. Its garment was cut in a

plain circle round the neck, and short off at the shoulders, leaving

the arms entirely bare. This garment, shift, smock or gown, as he

indifferently calls it, appeared thin, and was found afterward to be

of a grey colour, soft and clinging to the shape. It was made loose,

however, and gathered in at the waist. He could not see the

creature's legs, as they were tucked under her. Her arms, it has been

related, were behind her back. The only other things to be remarked

upon were the strange stillness of one who was plainly suffering, and

might well be alarmed, and appearance of expectancy, a dumb appeal;

what he himself calls rather well "an ignorant sort of impatience,

like that of a sick animal."

"Come," Beckwith now said, "let me help you up. You will get cold if

you sit here. Give me your hand, will you?" She neither spoke nor

moved; simply continued to search his eyes. Strap, meantime, was still

trembling and whining. But now, when he stooped yet lower to take her

forcibly by the arms, she shrank back a little way and turned her

head, and he saw to his horror that she had a great open wound in the

side of her neck--from which, however, no blood was issuing. Yet it

was clearly a fresh wound, recently made.

He was greatly shocked. "Good God," he said, "there's been foul play

here," and whipped out his handkerchief. Kneeling, he wound it several

times round her slender throat and knotted it as tightly as he could;

then, without more ado, he took her up in his arms, under the knees

and round the middle, and carried her down the slope to the road. He

describes her as of no weight at all. He says it was "exactly like

carrying an armful of feathers about." "I took her down the hill and

through the hedge at the bottom as if she had been a pillow."

Here it was that he discovered that her wrists were bound together

behind her back with a kind of plait of thongs so intricate that he

was quite unable to release them. He felt his pockets for his knife,

but could not find it, and then recollected suddenly that he should

have a new one with him, the third prize in a whist tournament in

which he had taken part that evening. He found it wrapped in paper in

his overcoat pocket, with it cut the thongs and set the little

creature free. She immediately responded--the first sign of animation

which she had displayed--by throwing both her arms about his body and

clinging to him in an ecstasy. Holding him so that, as he says, he

felt the shuddering go all through her, she suddenly lowered her head

and touched his wrist with her cheek. He says that instead of being

cold to the touch, "like a fish," as she had seemed to be when he

first took her out of the furze, she was now "as warm as a toast, like

a child."

So far he had put her down for "a foreigner," convenient term for

defining something which you do not quite understand. She had none of

his language, evidently; she was undersized, some three feet six

inches by the look of her,[4] and yet perfectly proportioned. She was

most curiously dressed in a frock cut to the knee, and actually in

nothing else at all. It left her bare-legged and bare-armed, and was

made, as he puts it himself, of stuff like cobweb: "those dusty,

drooping kind which you put on your finger to stop bleeding." He could

not recognise the web, but was sure that it was neither linen nor

cotton. It seemed to stick to her body wherever it touched a prominent

part: "you could see very well, to say nothing of feeling, that she

was well made and well nourished." She ought, as he judged, to be a

child of five years old, "and a feather-weight at that"; but he felt

certain that she must be "much more like sixteen." It was that, I

gather, which made him suspect her of being something outside

experience. So far, then, it was safe to call her a foreigner: but he

was not yet at the end of his discoveries.

[Footnote 4: Her exact measurements are stated to have been as

follows: height from crown to sole, 3 feet 5 inches. Round waist, 15

inches; round bust, 21 inches; round wrist, 3-1/2 inches; round neck,

7-1/2 inches.]

Heavy footsteps, coming from the direction of Wishford, in due time

proved to be those of Police Constable Gulliver, a neighbour of

Beckwith's and guardian of the peace in his own village. He lifted his

lantern to flash it into the traveller's eyes, and dropped it again

with a pleasant "good evening."

He added that it was inclined to be showery, which was more than

true, as it was at the moment raining hard. With that, it seems, he

would have passed on.

But Beckwith, whether smitten by self-consciousness of having been

seen with a young woman in his arms at a suspicious hour of the night

by the village policeman, or bursting perhaps with the importance of

his affair, detained Gulliver. "Just look at this," he said boldly.

"Here's a pretty thing to have found on a lonely road. Foul play

somewhere, I'm afraid," he then exhibited his burden to the lantern

light.

To his extreme surprise, however, the constable, after exploring the

beam of light and all that it contained for some time in silence,

reached out his hand for the knife which Beckwith still held open. He

looked at it on both sides, examined the handle and gave it back.

"Foul play, Mr. Beckwith?" he said laughing. "Bless you, they use

bigger tools than that. That's just a toy, the like of that. Cut your

hand with it, though, already, I see." He must have noticed the

handkerchief, for as he spoke the light from his lantern shone full

upon the face and neck of the child, or creature, in the young man's

arms, so clearly that, looking down at it, Beckwith himself could see

the clear grey of its intensely watchful eyes, and the very pupils of

them, diminished to specks of black. It was now, therefore, plain to

him that what he held was a foreigner indeed, since the parish

constable was unable to see it. Strap had smelt it, then seen it, and

he, Beckwith, had seen it; but it was invisible to Gulliver. "I felt

now," he says in his narrative, "that something was wrong. I did not

like the idea of taking it into the house; but I intended to make one

more trial before I made up my mind about that. I said good night to

Gulliver, put her on my bicycle and pushed her home. But first of all

I took the handkerchief from her neck and put it in my pocket. There

was no blood upon it, that I could see."

His wife, as he had expected, was waiting at the gate for him. She

exclaimed, as he had expected, upon the lateness of the hour. Beckwith

stood for a little in the roadway before the house, explaining that

Strap had bolted up the hill and had had to be looked for and fetched

back. While speaking he noticed that Mrs. Beckwith was as insensible

to the creature on the bicycle as Gulliver the constable had been.

Indeed, she went much further to prove herself so than he, for she

actually put her hand upon the handle-bar of the machine, and in order

to do that drove it right through the centre of the girl crouching

there. Beckwith saw that done. "I declare solemnly upon my honour," he

writes, "that it was as if Mary had drilled a hole clean through the

middle of her back. Through gown and skin and bone and all her arm

went; and how it went I don't know. To me it seemed that her hand was

on the handle-bar, while her upper arm, to the elbow, was in between

the girl's shoulders. There was a gap from the elbow downwards where

Mary's arm was inside the body; then from the creature's diaphragm her

lower arm, wrist and hand came out. And all the time we were speaking

the girl's eyes were on my face. I was now quite determined that I

wouldn't have her in the house for a mint of money."

He put her, finally, in the dog-kennel. Strap, as a favourite, lived

in the house; but he kept a greyhound in the garden, in a kennel

surrounded by a sort of run made of iron poles and galvanised wire. It

was roofed in with wire also, for the convenience of stretching a

tarpaulin in wet weather. Here it was that he bestowed the strange

being rescued from the down.

It was clever, I think, of Beckwith to infer that what Strap had shown

respect for would be respected by the greyhound, and certainly bold of

him to act upon his inference. However, events proved that he had been

perfectly right. Bran, the greyhound, was interested, highly

interested in his guest. The moment he saw his master he saw what he

was carrying. "Quiet, Bran, quiet there," was a very unnecessary

adjuration. Bran stretched up his head and sniffed, but went no

further; and when Beckwith had placed his burden on the straw inside

the kennel, Bran lay down, as if on guard, outside the opening and put

his muzzle on his forepaws. Again Beckwith noticed that curious

appearance of the eyes which the fox-terrier's had made already.

Bran's eyes were turned upward to show the narrow arcs of white.

Before he went to bed, he tells us, but not before Mrs. Beckwith had

gone there, he took out a bowl of bread and milk to his patient. Bran

he found to be still stretched out before the entry; the girl was

nestled down in the straw, as if asleep or prepared to be so, with her

face upon her hand. Upon an after-thought he went back for a clean

pocket handkerchief, warm water and a sponge. With these, by the light

of a candle, he washed the wound, dipped the rag in hazeline, and

applied it. This done, he touched the creature's head, nodded a good

night and retired. "She smiled at me very prettily," he says. "That

was the first time she did it."

There was no blood on the handkerchief which he had removed.

Early in the morning following upon the adventure Beckwith was out and

about. He wished to verify the overnight experiences in the light of

refreshed intelligence. On approaching the kennel he saw at once that

it had been no dream. There, in fact, was the creature of his

discovery playing with Bran the greyhound, circling sedately about

him, weaving her arms, pointing her toes, arching her graceful neck,

stooping to him, as if inviting him to sport, darting away--"like a

fairy," says Beckwith, "at her magic, dancing in a ring." Bran, he

observed, made no effort to catch her, but crouched rather than sat,

as if ready to spring. He followed her about with his eyes as far as

he could; but when the course of her dance took her immediately behind

him he did not turn his head, but kept his eye fixed as far backward

as he could, against the moment when she should come again into the

scope of his vision. "It seemed as important to him as it had the day

before to Strap to keep her always in his eye. It seemed--and always

seemed so long as I could study them together--intensely important."

Bran's mouth was stretched to "a sort of grin"; occasionally he

panted. When Beckwith entered the kennel and touched the dog (which

took little notice of him) he found him trembling with excitement. His

heart was beating at a great rate. He also drank quantities of water.

Beckwith, whose narrative, hitherto summarised, I may now quote, tells

us that the creature was indescribably graceful and light-footed.

"You couldn't hear the fall of her foot: you never could. Her dancing

and circling about the cage seemed to be the most important business

of her life; she was always at it, especially in bright weather. I

shouldn't have called it restlessness so much as busyness. It really

seemed to mean more to her than exercise or irritation at confinement.

It was evident also that she was happy when so engaged. She used to

sing. She sang also when she was sitting still with Bran; but not with

such exhilaration.

"Her eyes were bright--when she was dancing about--with mischief and

devilry. I cannot avoid that word, though it does not describe what I

really mean. She looked wild and outlandish and full of fun, as if she

knew that she was teasing the dog, and yet couldn't help herself. When

you say of a child that he looks wicked, you don't mean it literally;

it is rather a compliment than not. So it was with her and her

wickedness. She did look wicked, there's no mistake--able and willing

to do wickedly; but I am sure she never meant to hurt Bran. They were

always firm friends, though the dog knew very well who was master.

"When you looked at her you did not think of her height. She was so

complete; as well made as a statuette. I could have spanned her waist

with my two thumbs and middle fingers, and her neck (very nearly)

with one hand. She was pale and inclined to be dusky in complexion,

but not so dark as a gipsy; she had grey eyes, and dark-brown hair,

which she could sit upon if she chose. Her gown you could have sworn

was made of cobweb; I don't know how else to describe it. As I had

suspected, she wore nothing else, for while I was there that first

morning, so soon as the sun came up over the hill she slipped it off

her and stood up dressed in nothing at all. She was a regular little

Venus--that's all I can say. I never could get accustomed to that

weakness of hers for slipping off her frock, though no doubt it was

very absurd. She had no sort of shame in it, so why on earth should I?

"The food, I ought to mention, had disappeared: the bowl was empty.

But I know now that Bran must have had it. So long as she remained in

the kennel or about my place she never ate anything, nor drank either.

If she had I must have known it, as I used to clean the run out every

morning. I was always particular about that. I used to say that you

couldn't keep dogs too clean. But I tried her, unsuccessfully, with

all sorts of things: flowers, honey, dew--for I had read somewhere

that fairies drink dew and suck honey out of flowers. She used to look

at the little messes I made for her, and when she knew me better

would grimace at them, and look up in my face and laugh at me.

"I have said that she used to sing sometimes. It was like nothing that

I can describe. Perhaps the wind in the telegraph wire comes nearest

to it, and yet that is an absurd comparison. I could never catch any

words; indeed I did not succeed in learning a single word of her

language. I doubt very much whether they have what we call a

language--I mean the people who are like her, her own people. They

communicate with each other, I fancy, as she did with my dogs,

inarticulately, but with perfect communication and understanding on

either side. When I began to teach her English I noticed that she had

a kind of pity for me, a kind of contempt perhaps is nearer the mark,

that I should be compelled to express myself in so clumsy a way. I am

no philosopher, but I imagine that our need of putting one word after

another may be due to our habit of thinking in sequence. If there is

no such thing as Time in the other world it should not be necessary

there to frame speech in sentences at all. I am sure that Thumbeline

(which was my name for her--I never learned her real name) spoke with

Bran and Strap in flashes which revealed her whole thought at once. So

also they answered her, there's no doubt. So also she contrived to

talk with my little girl, who, although she was four years old and a

great chatterbox, never attempted to say a single word of her own

language to Thumbeline, yet communicated with her by the hour

together. But I did not know anything of this for a month or more,

though it must have begun almost at once.

"I blame myself for it, myself only. I ought, of course, to have

remembered that children are more likely to see fairies than

grown-ups; but then--why did Florrie keep it all secret? Why did she

not tell her mother, or me, that she had seen a fairy in Bran's

kennel? The child was as open as the day, yet she concealed her

knowledge from both of us without the least difficulty. She seemed the

same careless, laughing child she had always been; one could not have

supposed her to have a care in the world, and yet, for nearly six

months she must have been full of care, having daily secret

intercourse with Thumbeline and keeping her eyes open all the time

lest her mother or I should find her out. Certainly she could have

taught me something in the way of keeping secrets. I know that I kept

mine very badly, and blame myself more than enough for keeping it at

all. God knows what we might have been spared if, on the night I

brought her home, I had told Mary the whole truth! And yet--how could

I have convinced her that she was impaling some one with her arm

while her hand rested on the bar of the bicycle? Is not that an

absurdity on the face of it? Yes, indeed; but the sequel is no

absurdity. That's the terrible fact.

"I kept Thumbeline in the kennel for the whole winter. She seemed

happy enough there with the dogs, and, of course, she had had Florrie,

too, though I did not find that out until the spring. I don't doubt,

now, that if I had kept her in there altogether she would have been

perfectly contented.

"The first time I saw Florrie with her I was amazed. It was a Sunday

morning. There was our four-year-old child standing at the wire,

pressing herself against it, and Thumbeline close to her. Their faces

almost touched; their fingers were interlaced; I am certain that they

were speaking to each other in their own fashion, by flashes, without

words. I watched them for a bit; I saw Bran come and sit up on his

haunches and join in. He looked from one to another, and all about;

and then he saw me.

"Now that is how I know that they were all three in communication;

because, the very next moment, Florrie turned round and ran to me, and

said in her pretty baby-talk, 'Talking to Bran. Florrie talking to

Bran.' If this was wilful deceit it was most accomplished. It could

not have been better done. 'And who else were you talking to,

Florrie?' I said. She fixed her round blue eyes upon me, as if in

wonder, then looked away and said shortly, 'No one else.' And I could

not get her to confess or admit then or at any time afterward that she

had any cognisance at all of the fairy in Bran's kennel, although

their communications were daily, and often lasted for hours at a time.

I don't know that it makes things any better, but I have thought

sometimes that the child believed me to be as insensible to Thumbeline

as her mother was. She can only have believed it at first, of course,

but that may have prompted her to a concealment which she did not

afterwards care to confess to.

"Be this as it may, Florrie, in fact, behaved with Thumbeline exactly

as the two dogs did. She made no attempt to catch her at her circlings

and wheelings about the kennel, nor to follow her wonderful dances,

nor (in her presence) to imitate them. But she was (like the dogs)

aware of nobody else when under the spell of Thumbeline's personality;

and when she had got to know her she seemed to care for nobody else at

all. I ought, no doubt, to have foreseen that and guarded against it.

"Thumbeline was extremely attractive. I never saw such eyes as hers,

such mysterious fascination. She was nearly always good-tempered,

nearly always happy; but sometimes she had fits of temper and kept

herself to herself. Nothing then would get her out of the kennel,

where she would lie curled up like an animal with her knees to her

chin and one arm thrown over her face. Bran was always wretched at

these times, and did all he knew to coax her out. He ceased to care

for me or my wife after she came to us, and instead of being wild at

the prospect of his Saturday and Sunday runs, it was hard to get him

along. I had to take him on a lead until we had turned to go home;

then he would set off by himself, in spite of hallooing and scolding,

at a long steady gallop and one would find him waiting crouched at the

gate of his run, and Thumbeline on the ground inside it, with her legs

crossed like a tailor, mocking and teasing him with her wonderful

shining eyes. Only once or twice did I see her worse than sick or

sorry; then she was transported with rage and another person

altogether. She never touched me--and why or how I had offended her I

have no notion[5]--but she buzzed and hovered about me like an angry

bee. She appeared to have wings, which hummed in their furious

movement; she was red in the face, her eyes burned; she grinned at me

and ground her little teeth together. A curious shrill noise came

from her, like the screaming of a gnat or hoverfly; but no words,

never any words. Bran showed me his teeth too, and would not look at

me. It was very odd.

[Footnote 5: "I have sometimes thought," he adds in a note, "that it

may have been jealousy. My wife had been with me in the garden and had

stuck a daffodil in my coat."]

"When I looked in, on my return home, she was as merry as usual, and

as affectionate. I think she had no memory.

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