"I am trying to give all the particulars I was able to gather from

observation. In some things she was difficult, in others very easy to

teach. For instance, I got her to learn in no time that she ought to

wear her clothes, such as they were, when I was with her. She

certainly preferred to go without them, especially in the sunshine;

but by leaving her the moment she slipped her frock off I soon made

her understand that if she wanted me she must behave herself according

to my notions of behaviour. She got that fixed in her little head, but

even so she used to do her best to hoodwink me. She would slip out one

shoulder when she thought I wasn't looking, and before I knew where I

was half of her would be gleaming in the sun like satin. Directly I

noticed it I used to frown, and then she would pretend to be ashamed

of herself, hang her head, and wriggle her frock up to its place

again. However, I never could teach her to keep her skirts about her

knees. She was as innocent as a baby about that sort of thing.

"I taught her some English words, and a sentence or two. That was

toward the end of her confinement to the kennel, about March. I used

to touch parts of her, or of myself, or Bran, and peg away at the

names of them. Mouth, eyes, ears, hands, chest, tail, back, front: she

learned all those and more. Eat, drink, laugh, cry, love, kiss, those

also. As for kissing (apart from the word) she proved herself to be an

expert. She kissed me, Florrie, Bran, Strap indifferently, one as soon

as another, and any rather than none, and all four for choice.

"I learned some things myself, more than a thing or two. I don't mind

owning that one thing was to value my wife's steady and tried

affection far above the wild love of this unbalanced, unearthly little

creature, who seemed to be like nothing so much as a woman with the

conscience left out. The conscience, we believe, is the still small

voice of the Deity crying to us in the dark recesses of the body;

pointing out the path of duty; teaching respect for the opinion of the

world, for tradition, decency and order. It is thanks to conscience

that a man is true and a woman modest. Not that Thumbeline could be

called immodest, unless a baby can be so described, or an animal. But

could I be called 'true'? I greatly fear that I could not--in fact, I

know it too well. I meant no harm; I was greatly interested; and

there was always before me the real difficulty of making Mary

understand that something was in the kennel which she couldn't see. It

would have led to great complications, even if I had persuaded her of

the fact. No doubt she would have insisted on my getting rid of

Thumbeline--but how on earth could I have done that if Thumbeline had

not chosen to go? But for all that I know very well that I ought to

have told her, cost what it might. If I had done it I should have

spared myself lifelong regret, and should only have gone without a few

weeks of extraordinary interest which I now see clearly could not have

been good for me, as not being founded upon any revealed Christian

principle, and most certainly were not worth the price I had to pay

for them.

"I learned one more curious fact which I must not forget. Nothing

would induce Thumbeline to touch or pass over anything made of

zinc.[6] I don't know the reason of it; but gardeners will tell you

that the way to keep a plant from slugs is to put a zinc collar round

it. It is due to that I was able to keep her in Bran's run without

difficulty. To have got out she would have had to pass zinc. The wire

was all galvanised.

[Footnote 6: This is a curious thing, unsupported by any other

evidence known to me. I asked Despoina about it, but she would not, or

she did not, answer. She appeared not to understand what zinc was, and

I had none handy.]

"She showed her dislike of it in numerous ways: one was her care to

avoid touching the sides or top of the enclosure when she was at her

gambols. At such times, when she was at her wildest, she was all over

the place, skipping high like a lamb, twisting like a leveret,

wheeling round and round in circles like a young dog, or skimming,

like a swallow on the wing, above ground. But she never made a

mistake; she turned in a moment or flung herself backward if there was

the least risk of contact. When Florrie used to converse with her from

outside, in that curious silent way the two had, it would always be

the child that put its hands through the wire, never Thumbeline. I

once tried to put her against the roof when I was playing with her.

She screamed like a shot hare and would not come out of the kennel all

day. There was no doubt at all about her feelings for zinc. All other

metals seemed indifferent to her.

"With the advent of spring weather Thumbeline became not only more

beautiful, but wilder, and exceedingly restless. She now coaxed me to

let her out, and against my judgment I did it; she had to be carried

over the entry; for when I had set the gate wide open and pointed her

the way into the garden she squatted down in her usual attitude of

attention, with her legs crossed, and watched me, waiting. I wanted to

see how she would get through the hateful wire, so went away and hid

myself, leaving her alone with Bran. I saw her creep to the entry and

peer at the wire. What followed was curious. Bran came up wagging his

tail and stood close to her, his side against her head; he looked

down, inviting her to go out with him. Long looks passed between them,

and then Bran stooped his head, she put her arms around his neck,

twined her feet about his foreleg, and was carried out. Then she

became a mad thing, now bird, now moth; high and low, round and round,

flashing about the place for all the world like a humming-bird moth,

perfectly beautiful in her motions (whose ease always surprised me),

and equally so in her colouring of soft grey and dusky-rose flesh.

Bran grew a puppy again and whipped about after her in great circles

round the meadow. But though he was famous at coursing, and has killed

his hares single-handed, he was never once near Thumbeline. It was a

wonderful sight and made me late for business.

"By degrees she got to be very bold, and taught me boldness too, and

(I am ashamed to say) greater degrees of deceit. She came freely into

the house and played with Florrie up and down stairs; she got on my

knee at meal-times, or evenings when my wife and I were together. Fine

tricks she played me, I must own. She spilled my tea for me, broke

cups and saucers, scattered my Patience cards, caught poor Mary's

knitting wool and rolled it about the room. The cunning little

creature knew that I dared not scold her or make any kind of fuss. She

used to beseech me for forgiveness occasionally when I looked very

glum, and would touch my cheek to make me look at her imploring eyes,

and keep me looking at her till I smiled. Then she would put her arms

round my neck and pull herself up to my level and kiss me, and then

nestle down in my arms and pretend to sleep. By-and-by, when my

attention was called off her, she would pinch me, or tweak my necktie,

and make me look again at her wicked eye peeping out from under my

arm. I had to kiss her again, of course, and at last she might go to

sleep in earnest. She seemed able to sleep at any hour or in any

place, just like an animal.

"I had some difficulty in arranging for the night when once she had

made herself free of the house. She saw no reason whatever for our

being separated; but I circumvented her by nailing a strip of zinc all

round the door; and I put one round Florrie's too. I pretended to my

wife that it was to keep out draughts. Thumbeline was furious when she

found out how she had been tricked. I think she never quite forgave me

for it. Where she hid herself at night I am not sure. I think on the

sitting-room sofa; but on mild mornings I used to find her out-doors,

playing round Bran's kennel.

"Strap, our fox-terrier, picked up some rat poison towards the end of

April and died in the night. Thumbeline's way of taking that was very

curious. It shocked me a good deal. She had never been so friendly

with him as with Bran, though certainly more at ease in his company

than in mine. The night before he died I remember that she and Bran

and he had been having high games in the meadow, which had ended by

their all lying down together in a heap, Thumbeline's head on Bran's

flank, and her legs between his. Her arm had been round Strap's neck

in a most loving way. They made quite a picture for a Royal

Academician; 'Tired of Play,' or 'The End of a Romp,' I can fancy he

would call it. Next morning I found poor old Strap stiff and staring,

and Thumbeline and Bran at their games just the same. She actually

jumped over him and all about him as if he had been a lump of earth or

a stone. Just some such thing he was to her; she did not seem able to

realise that there was the cold body of her friend. Bran just sniffed

him over and left him, but Thumbeline showed no consciousness that he

was there at all. I wondered, was this heartlessness or obliquity? But

I have never found the answer to my question.[7]

[Footnote 7: I have observed this frequently for myself, and can

answer Beckwith's question for him. I would refer the reader in the

first place to my early experience of the boy (to call him so) with

the rabbit in the wood. There was an act of shocking cruelty, done

idly, almost unconsciously. I was not shocked at all, child as I was,

and quickly moved to pity and terror, because I knew that the creature

was not to be judged by our standards. From this and other things of

the sort which I have observed, and from this tale of Beckwith's, I

judge, that, to the fairy kind, directly life ceases to be lived at

the full, the object, be it fairy, or animal, or vegetable, is not

perceived by the other to exist. Thus, if a fairy should die, the

others would not know that its accidents were there; if a rabbit (as

in the case cited) should be caught it would therefore cease to be

rabbit. We ourselves have very much the same habit of regard toward

plant life. Our attitude to a tree or a growing plant ceases the

moment that plant is out of the ground. It is then, as we say,

_dead_--that is, it ceases to be a plant. So also we never scruple to

pluck the flowers, or the whole flower-scape from a plant, to put it

in our buttonhole or in the bosom of our friend, and thereafter to

cease our interest in the plant as such. It now becomes a memory, a

_gage d'amour_, a token or a sudden glory--what you will. This is the

habit of mankind; but I know of rare ones, both men and women, who

never allow dead flowers to be thrown into the draught, but always

give them decent burial, either cremation or earth to earth. I find

that admirable, yet don't condemn their neighbours, nor consider

fairies cruel who torture the living and disregard the maimed or the

dead.]

"Now I come to the tragical part of my story, and wish with all my

heart that I could leave it out. But beyond the full confession I have

made to my wife, the County Police and the newspapers, I feel that I

should not shrink from any admission that may be called for of how

much I have been to blame. In May, on the 13th of May, Thumbeline,

Bran, and our only child, Florrie, disappeared.

"It was a day, I remember well, of wonderful beauty. I had left them

all three together in the water meadow, little thinking of what was in

store for us before many hours. Thumbeline had been crowning Florrie

with a wreath of flowers. She had gathered cuckoo-pint and marsh

marigolds and woven them together, far more deftly than any of us

could have done, into a chaplet. I remember the curious winding,

wandering air she had been singing (without any words, as usual) over

her business, and how she touched each flower first with her lips, and

then brushed it lightly across her bosom before she wove it in. She

had kept her eyes on me as she did it, looking up from under her

brows, as if to see whether I knew what she was about.

"I don't doubt now but that she was bewitching Florrie by this curious

performance, which every flower had to undergo separately; but, fool

that I was, I thought nothing of it at the time, and bicycled off to

Salisbury leaving them there.

"At noon my poor wife came to me at the Bank distracted with anxiety

and fatigue. She had run most of the way, she gave me to understand.

Her news was that Florrie and Bran could not be found anywhere. She

said that she had gone to the gate of the meadow to call the child in,

and not seeing her, or getting any answer, she had gone down to the

river at the bottom. Here she had found a few picked wild flowers, but

no other traces. There were no footprints in the mud, either of child

or dog. Having spent the morning with some of the neighbours in a

fruitless search, she had now come to me.

"My heart was like lead, and shame prevented me from telling her the

truth as I was sure it must be. But my own conviction of it clogged

all my efforts. Of what avail could it be to inform the police or

organise search-parties, knowing what I knew only too well? However, I

did put Gulliver in communication with the head-office in Sarum, and

everything possible was done. We explored a circuit of six miles about

Wishford; every fold of the hills, every spinney, every hedgerow was

thoroughly examined. But that first night of grief had broken down my

shame: I told my wife the whole truth in the presence of Reverend

Richard Walsh, the Congregational minister, and in spite of her

absolute incredulity, and, I may add, scorn, next morning I repeated

it to Chief Inspector Notcutt of Salisbury. Particulars got into the

local papers by the following Saturday; and next I had to face the

ordeal of the _Daily Chronicle_, _Daily News_, _Daily Graphic_,

_Star_, and other London journals. Most of these newspapers sent

representatives to lodge in the village, many of them with

photographic cameras. All this hateful notoriety I had brought upon

myself, and did my best to bear like the humble, contrite Christian

which I hope I may say I have become. We found no trace of our dear

one, and never have to this day. Bran, too, had completely vanished. I

have not cared to keep a dog since.

"Whether my dear wife ever believed my account I cannot be sure. She

has never reproached me for wicked thoughtlessness, that's certain.

Mr. Walsh, our respected pastor, who has been so kind as to read this

paper, told me more than once that he could hardly doubt it. The

Salisbury police made no comments upon it one way or another. My

colleagues at the Bank, out of respect for my grief and sincere

repentance, treated me with a forbearance for which I can never be too

grateful. I need not add that every word of this is absolutely true. I

made notes of the most remarkable characteristics of the being I

called Thumbeline _at the time of remarking them_, and those notes are

still in my possession."

* * * * *

Here, with the exception of a few general reflections which are of

little value, Mr. Beckwith's paper ends. It was read, I ought to say,

by the Rev. Richard Walsh at the meeting of the South Wilts Folk-lore

Society and Field Club held at Amesbury in June 1892, and is to be

found in the published transactions of that body (Vol. IV. New Series,

pp. 305 _seq._).

THE FAIRY WIFE

There is nothing surprising in that story, to my mind, but the

reprobation with which Beckwith visits himself. What could he have

done that he did not? How could he have refrained from doing what he

did? Yet there are curious things about it, and one of those is the

partiality of the manifestation. The fairy was visible to him, his

child and his dogs but to no one else. So, in my own experience, had

she been whom I saw in K---- Park, whom Harkness, my companion, did

not see. My explanation of it does not carry me over all the

difficulties. I say, or will repeat if I have said it before, that the

fairy kind are really the spirit, essence, substance (what you will)

of certain sensible things, such as trees, flowers, wind, water,

hills, woods, marshes and the like, that their normal appearance to us

is that of these natural phenomena; but that in certain states of

mind, perhaps in certain conditions of body, there is a relation

established by which we are able to see them on our own terms, as it

were, or in our own idiom, and they also to treat with us to some

extent, to a large extent, on the same plane or standing-ground. That

there are limitations to this relationship is plain already; for

instance, Beckwith was not able to get his fairy prisoner to speak,

and I myself have never had speech with more than one in my life. But

as to that I shall have a very curious case to report shortly, where a

man taught his fairy-wife to speak.

The mentioning of that undoubted marriage brings me to the question of

sex. There is, of course, not the slightest doubt about it. Mrs.

Ventris was a fairy wife. Mrs. Ventris was a puzzle to me for a good

many years--in fact until Despoina explained to me many things. For

Mrs. Ventris had a permanent human shape, and spoke as freely as you

or I. I thought at one time that she might be the offspring of a mixed

marriage, like Elsie Marks (whose mother, by the way, was another case

of the sort); but in fact Mrs. Ventris and Mrs. Marks were both fairy

wives, and the wood-girl, Mabilla King, whose case I am going to deal

with was another. But this particular relationship is one which my

explanation of fairy apparitions does not really cover: for marriage

implies a permanent accessibility (to put it so) of two normally

inaccessible natures; and parentage implies very much more. That,

indeed, implies what the Christians call Miracle; but it is quite

beyond dispute. I have a great number of cases ready to my hand, and

shall deal at large with all of them in the course of this essay, in

which fairies have had intercourse with mortals. It is by no means the

fact that the wife is always of the fairy-kind. My own experience at

C---- shall prove that. But I must content myself with mentioning the

well-known case of Mary Wellwood who was wife to a carpenter near

Ashby de la Zouche, and was twice taken by a fairy and twice

recovered. She had children in each of her states of being, and on one

recorded occasion her two families met. It appears to be a law that

the wife takes the nature of the husband, or as much of it as she can,

and it is important to remark that _in all cases_ the children are of

the husband's nature, fairy or mortal as he may happen to be.

"Nature," Despoina told me, "follows the male." So far as fairies are

concerned it seems certain that union with mortals runs in families or

clans, if one may so describe their curious relationships to each

other. There were five sisters of the wood in one of the Western

departments of France (Lot-et-Garonne, I think), who all married men:

two of them married two brothers. Apart they led the decorous lives of

the French middle class, but when they were together it was a sight to

see! A curious one, and to us, with our strong associations of ideas,

that tremendous hand which memory has upon our heart-strings, a

poignant one. For they had lost their powers, but not their impulses.

It was a case of _si vieillesse pouvait_. I suppose they may have

appeared to some chance wayfarer, getting a glimpse of them at their

gambols between the poplar stems of the road, or in the vistas of the

hazel-brakes, as a company of sprightly matrons on a frolic. To the

Greeks foolishness! And be sure that such an observer would shrug them

out of mind. My own impression is that these ladies were perfectly

happy, that they had nothing of that _maggior' dolore_ which we

mortals know, and for which our joys have so often to pay. Let us hope

so at any rate, for about a fairy or a growing boy conscious of the

prison-shades could Poe have spun his horrors.

"To the Greeks foolishness," I said in my haste; but in very truth it

was far from being so. To the Greeks there was nothing extraordinary

in the parentage of a river or the love of a God for a mortal. Nor

should there be to a Christian who accepts the orthodox account of the

foundation of his faith. So far as we know, the generative process of

every created thing is the same; it is, therefore, an allowable

inference that the same process obtains with the created things which

are not sensible to ourselves. If flowers mate and beget as we do, why

not winds and waters, why not gods and nymphs, fauns and fairies? It

is the creative urgency that imports more than the creative matter. To

my mind, _magna componere parvis_, it is my fixed belief that all

created nature known to us is the issue of the mighty love of God for

his first-made creature the Earth. I accept the Greek mythology as the

nearest account of the truth we are likely to get. I have never had

the least difficulty in accepting it; and all I have since found out

of the relations of men with their fellow-creatures of other genera

confirms me in the belief that the urgency is the paramount necessity.

If I am to deal with a case of a mixed marriage, where the wife was a

fairy, the spirit of a tree, I shall ask leave to set down first a

plain proposition, which is that all Natural Facts (as wind, hills,

lakes, trees, animals, rain, rivers, flowers) have an underlying Idea

or Soul whereby they really are what they appear, to which they owe

the beauty, majesty, pity, terror, love, which they excite in us; and

that this Idea, or Soul, having a real existence of its own in

community with its companions of the same nature, can be discerned by

mortal men in forms which best explain to human intelligence the

passions which they excite in human breasts. This is how I explain the

fact, for instance, that the austerity of a lonely rock at sea will

take the form and semblance, and much more than that, assume the

prerogatives of a brooding man, or that the swift freedom of a river

will pass by, as in a flash, in the coursing limbs of a youth, or that

at dusk, out of a reed-encircled mountain-tarn, silvery under the hush

of the grey hour, there will rise, and gleam, and sink again, the pale

face, the shoulders and breast of the Spirit of the Pool; that,

finally, the grace of a tree, and its panic of fury when lashed by

storm, very capable in either case of inspiring love or horror, will

be revealed rarely in the form of a nymph. There may be a more

rational explanation of these curious things, but I don't know of one:

_Fortunatus et ille, Deos qui novit agrestes!_

Happy may one be in the fairies of our own country. Happy, even yet,

are they who can find the Oreads of the hill, Dryads of the wood,

nymphs of river, marsh, plough-land, pasture, and heath. Now, leaving

to Greece the things that are Greek, here for an apologue follows a

plain recital of facts within the knowledge of every man of the

Cheviots.

I

There is in that country, not far from Otterburn--between Otterburn

and the Scottish border--a remote hamlet consisting of a few white

cottages, farm buildings and a shingle-spired church. It is called

Dryhope, and lies in a close valley, which is watered by a beck or

burn, known as the Dryhope Burn. It is deeply buried in the hills.

Spurs of the Cheviots as these are, they rise to a considerable

elevation, but are pasturable nearly to the top. There, however, where

the heather begins, peat-hags and morasses make dangerous provision,

from which the flocks are carefully guarded. It is the practice of the

country for the shepherds to be within touch of them all night, lest

some, feeding upward (as sheep always do) should reach the summits and

be lost or mired inextricably. These upland stretches, consequently,

are among the most desolate spots to be found in our islands. I have

walked over them myself within recent years and met not a human soul,

nor beast of man's taming. Ravens, curlews, peewits, a lagging fox or

limping hare; such, with the unsensed Spirits of the Earth, will be

your company. In particular I traversed (in 1902) the great upland

called Limmer Fell, and saw the tarn--Silent Water--and the trees

called The Seven Sisters. They are silver birches of remarkable size

and beauty. One of them is fallen. Standing there, looking north-west,

the Knapp may be seen easily, some five miles away; and the extent of

the forest with which it is covered can be estimated. A great and

solemn wood that is, which no borderer will ever enter if he can help

it.

There was--and may be still--a family of shepherds living in Dryhope

of the name of King. When these things occurred there were alive

George King, a patriarch of seventy-five years, Miranda King, his

daughter-in-law, widow of his son, who was supposed to be a

middle-aged woman, and a young man, Andrew King, her only son. That

was the family; and there was a girl, Bessie Prawle, daughter of a

neighbour, very much in and out of the house, and held by common

report to be betrothed to Andrew. She used to help the widow in

domestic matters, see to the poultry, milk the cow, churn the butter,

press the cheeses. The Kings were independent people, like the

dalesmen of Cumberland, and stood, as the saying is, upon their own

foot-soles. Old King had a tenant-right upon the fell, and owed no man

anything.

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