III

I was not an industrious student and knew only what I had found by

accident, and I had found "nothing I cared for after Titian--and

Titian I knew chiefly from a copy of 'the supper of Emmaus' in

Dublin--till Blake and the Pre-Raphaelites;" and among my father's

friends were no Pre-Raphaelites. Some indeed had come to Bedford

Park in the enthusiasm of the first building, and others to be

near those that had. There was Todhunter, a well-off man who had

bought my father's pictures while my father was still

Pre-Raphaelite. Once a Dublin doctor he was a poet and a writer of

poetical plays: a tall, sallow, lank, melancholy man, a good

scholar and a good intellect; and with him my father carried on a

warm exasperated friendship, fed I think by old memories and

wasted by quarrels over matters of opinion. Of all the survivors

he was the most dejected, and the least estranged, and I remember

encouraging him, with a sense of worship shared, to buy a very

expensive carpet designed by Morris. He displayed it without

strong liking and would have agreed had there been any to find

fault. If he had liked anything strongly he might have been a

famous man, for a few years later he was to write, under some

casual patriotic impulse, certain excellent verses now in all

Irish anthologies; but with him every book was a new planting and

not a new bud on an old bough. He had I think no peace in himself.

But my father's chief friend was York Powell, a famous Oxford

Professor of history, a broad-built, broad-headed, brown-bearded

man, clothed in heavy blue cloth and looking, but for his glasses

and the dim sight of a student, like some captain in the merchant

service. One often passed with pleasure from Todhunter's company

to that of one who was almost ostentatiously at peace. He cared

nothing for philosophy, nothing for economics, nothing for the

policy of nations, for history, as he saw it, was a memory of men

who were amusing or exciting to think about. He impressed all who

met him & seemed to some a man of genius, but he had not enough

ambition to shape his thought, or conviction to give rhythm to his

style, and remained always a poor writer. I was too full of

unfinished speculations and premature convictions to value rightly

his conversation, in-formed by a vast erudition, which would give

itself to every casual association of speech and company precisely

because he had neither cause nor design. My father, however, found

Powell's concrete narrative manner a necessary completion of his

own; and when I asked him, in a letter many years later, where he

got his philosophy, replied 'From York Powell' and thereon added,

no doubt remembering that Powell was without ideas, 'By looking at

him.' Then there was a good listener, a painter in whose hall hung

a big picture, painted in his student days, of Ulysses sailing

home from the Phaeacian court, an orange and a skin of wine at his

side, blue mountains towering behind; but who lived by drawing

domestic scenes and lovers' meetings for a weekly magazine that

had an immense circulation among the imperfectly educated. To

escape the boredom of work, which he never turned to but under

pressure of necessity, and usually late at night with the

publisher's messenger in the hall, he had half filled his studio

with mechanical toys of his own invention, and perpetually

increased their number. A model railway train at intervals puffed

its way along the walls, passing several railway stations and

signal boxes; and on the floor lay a camp with attacking and

defending soldiers and a fortification that blew up when the

attackers fired a pea through a certain window; while a large

model of a Thames barge hung from the ceiling. Opposite our house

lived an old artist who worked also for the illustrated papers for

a living, but painted landscapes for his pleasure, and of him I

remember nothing except that he had outlived ambition, was a good

listener, and that my father explained his gaunt appearance by his

descent from Pocahontas. If all these men were a little like

becalmed ships, there was certainly one man whose sails were full.

Three or four doors off, on our side of the road, lived a

decorative artist in all the naive confidence of popular ideals

and the public approval. He was our daily comedy. 'I myself and

Sir Frederick Leighton are the greatest decorative artists of the

age,' was among his sayings, & a great lych-gate, bought from some

country church-yard, reared its thatched roof, meant to shelter

bearers and coffin, above the entrance to his front garden, to

show that he at any rate knew nothing of discouragement. In this

fairly numerous company--there were others though no other face

rises before me--my father and York Powell found listeners for a

conversation that had no special loyalties, or antagonisms; while

I could only talk upon set topics, being in the heat of my youth,

and the topics that filled me with excitement were never spoken

of.

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