IV

Some quarter of an hour's walk from Bedford Park, out on the high

road to Richmond, lived W. E. Henley, and I, like many others,

began under him my education. His portrait, a lithograph by

Rothenstein, hangs over my mantlepiece among portraits of other

friends. He is drawn standing, but, because doubtless of his

crippled legs, he leans forward, resting his elbows upon some

slightly suggested object--a table or a window-sill. His heavy

figure and powerful head, the disordered hair standing upright,

his short irregular beard and moustache, his lined and wrinkled

face, his eyes steadily fixed upon some object, in complete

confidence and self-possession, and yet as in half-broken reverie,

all are exactly as I remember him. I have seen other portraits and

they too show him exactly as I remember him, as though he had but

one appearance and that seen fully at the first glance and by all

alike. He was most human--human, I used to say, like one of

Shakespeare's characters--and yet pressed and pummelled, as it

were, into a single attitude, almost into a gesture and a speech,

as by some overwhelming situation. I disagreed with him about

everything, but I admired him beyond words. With the exception of

some early poems founded upon old French models, I disliked his

poetry, mainly because he wrote _Vers Libre_, which I associated

with Tyndall and Huxley and Bastien-Lepage's clownish peasant

staring with vacant eyes at her great boots; and filled it

with unimpassioned description of an hospital ward where his leg

had been amputated. I wanted the strongest passions, passions that

had nothing to do with observation, and metrical forms that seemed

old enough to be sung by men half-asleep or riding upon a journey.

Furthermore, Pre-Raphaelitism affected him as some people are

affected by a cat in the room, and though he professed himself at

our first meeting without political interests or convictions, he

soon grew into a violent unionist and imperialist. I used to say

when I spoke of his poems: 'He is like a great actor with a bad

part; yet who would look at Hamlet in the grave scene if Salvini

played the grave-digger?' and I might so have explained much that

he said and did. I meant that he was like a great actor of

passion--character-acting meant nothing to me for many years--and

an actor of passion will display some one quality of soul,

personified again and again, just as a great poetical painter,

Titian, Botticelli, Rossetti may depend for his greatness upon a

type of beauty which presently we call by his name. Irving, the

last of the sort on the English stage, and in modern England and

France it is the rarest sort, never moved me but in the expression

of intellectual pride; and though I saw Salvini but once, I am

convinced that his genius was a kind of animal nobility. Henley,

half inarticulate--'I am very costive,' he would say--beset with

personal quarrels, built up an image of power and magnanimity till

it became, at moments, when seen as it were by lightning, his true

self. Half his opinions were the contrivance of a sub-consciousness

that sought always to bring life to the dramatic crisis, and

expression to that point of artifice where the true self could

find its tongue. Without opponents there had been no drama,

and in his youth Ruskinism and Pre-Raphaelitism, for he was

of my father's generation, were the only possible opponents. How

could one resent his prejudice when, that he himself might play a

worthy part, he must find beyond the common rout, whom he derided

and flouted daily, opponents he could imagine moulded like

himself? Once he said to me in the height of his imperial

propaganda, 'Tell those young men in Ireland that this great thing

must go on. They say Ireland is not fit for self-government but

that is nonsense. It is as fit as any other European country but

we cannot grant it.' And then he spoke of his desire to found and

edit a Dublin newspaper. It would have expounded the Gaelic

propaganda then beginning, though Dr. Hyde had as yet no league,

our old stories, our modern literature--everything that did not

demand any shred or patch of government. He dreamed of a tyranny

but it was that of Cosimo de Medici.

V

We gathered on Sunday evenings in two rooms, with folding doors

between, & hung, I think, with photographs from Dutch masters, and

in one room there was always, I think, a table with cold meat. I

can recall but one elderly man--Dunn his name was--rather silent

and full of good sense, an old friend of Henley's. We were young

men, none as yet established in his own, or in the world's

opinion, and Henley was our leader and our confidant. One evening

I found him alone amused and exasperated.

He cried: 'Young A... has just been round to ask my advice. Would

I think it a wise thing if he bolted with Mrs. B...? "Have you

quite determined to do it?" I asked him. "Quite." "Well," I said,

"in that case I refuse to give you any advice."' Mrs. B... was a

beautiful talented woman, who, as the Welsh triad said of

Guinevere, 'was much given to being carried off.' I think we

listened to him, and often obeyed him, partly because he was quite

plainly not upon the side of our parents. We might have a

different ground of quarrel, but the result seemed more important

than the ground, and his confident manner and speech made us

believe, perhaps for the first time, in victory. And besides, if

he did denounce, and in my case he certainly did, what we held in

secret reverence, he never failed to associate it with things, or

persons, that did not move us to reverence. Once I found him just

returned from some art congress in Liverpool or in Manchester.

'The Salvation Armyism of art,' he called it, & gave a grotesque

description of some city councillor he had found admiring Turner.

Henley, who hated all that Ruskin praised, thereupon derided

Turner, and finding the city councillor the next day on the other

side of the gallery, admiring some Pre-Raphaelite there, derided

that Pre-Raphaelite. The third day Henley discovered the poor man

on a chair in the middle of the room, staring disconsolately upon

the floor. He terrified us also, and certainly I did not dare, and

I think none of us dared, to speak our admiration for book or

picture he condemned, but he made us feel always our importance,

and no man among us could do good work, or show the promise of it,

and lack his praise.

I can remember meeting of a Sunday night Charles Whibley, Kenneth

Grahame, author of 'The Golden Age,' Barry Pain, now a well known

novelist, R. A. M. Stevenson, art critic and a famous talker,

George Wyndham, later on a cabinet minister and Irish chief

secretary, and Oscar Wilde, who was some eight years or ten older

than the rest. But faces and names are vague to me and, while

faces that I met but once may rise clearly before me, a face met

on many a Sunday has perhaps vanished. Kipling came sometimes, I

think, but I never met him; and Stepniak, the nihilist, whom I

knew well elsewhere but not there, said 'I cannot go more than

once a year, it is too exhausting.' Henley got the best out of us

all, because he had made us accept him as our judge and we knew

that his judgment could neither sleep, nor be softened, nor

changed, nor turned aside. When I think of him, the antithesis

that is the foundation of human nature being ever in my sight, I

see his crippled legs as though he were some Vulcan perpetually

forging swords for other men to use; and certainly I always

thought of C..., a fine classical scholar, a pale and seemingly

gentle man, as our chief swordsman and bravo. When Henley founded

his weekly newspaper, first the 'Scots,' afterwards 'The National

Observer,' this young man wrote articles and reviews notorious for

savage wit; and years afterwards when 'The National Observer' was

dead, Henley dying & our cavern of outlaws empty, I met him in

Paris very sad and I think very poor. 'Nobody will employ me now,'

he said. 'Your master is gone,' I answered, 'and you are like the

spear in an old Irish story that had to be kept dipped in

poppy-juice that it might not go about killing people on its own

account.' I wrote my first good lyrics and tolerable essays for

'The National Observer' and as I always signed my work could go my

own road in some measure. Henley often revised my lyrics, crossing

out a line or a stanza and writing in one of his own, and I was

comforted by my belief that he also re-wrote Kipling then in the

first flood of popularity. At first, indeed, I was ashamed of

being re-written and thought that others were not, and only began

investigation when the editorial characteristics--epigrams,

archaisms and all--appeared in the article upon Paris fashions and

in that upon opium by an Egyptian Pasha. I was not compelled to

full conformity for verse is plainly stubborn; and in prose, that

I might avoid unacceptable opinions, I wrote nothing but ghost or

fairy stories, picked up from my mother, or some pilot at Rosses

Point, and Henley saw that I must needs mix a palette fitted to my

subject matter. But if he had changed every 'has' into 'hath' I

would have let him, for had not we sunned ourselves in his

generosity? 'My young men out-dome and they write better than I,'

he wrote in some letter praising Charles Whibley's work, and to

another friend with a copy of my 'Man who dreamed of Fairyland:'

'See what a fine thing has been written by one of my lads.'

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