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I hastened, of course, to share with my friends my impressions of the

International Workingmen’s Association and my books. At the university

I had no friends, properly speaking; I was older than most of my

companions, and among young people a difference of a few years is

always an obstacle to complete comradeship. It must also be said that

since the new rules of admission to the university had been introduced

in 1861, the best of the young men, the most developed and the most

independent in thought, were sifted out of the gymnasia, and did not

gain admittance to the university. Consequently, the majority of my

comrades were good boys, laborious, but taking no interest in anything

besides the examinations.

I was friendly with only one of them: let me call him Dmítri Kelnitz.

He was born in South Russia, and, although his name was German, he

hardly spoke German, and his face was South Russian rather than

Teutonic. He was very intelligent, had read a great deal, and had

seriously thought over what he had read. He loved science and deeply

respected it, but, like many of us, he soon came to the conclusion that

to follow the career of a scientific man meant to join the camp of the

Philistines, and that there was plenty of other and more urgent work

that he could do. He attended the university lectures for two years,

and then abandoned them, giving himself entirely to social work. He

lived anyhow; I even doubt if he had a permanent lodging. Sometimes he

would come to me and ask, ‘Have you some paper?’ and, having taken

a supply of it, he would sit at the corner of a table for an hour or

two, diligently making a translation. The little that he earned in this

way was more than sufficient to satisfy all his limited wants. Then he

would hurry to a distant part of the town to see a comrade or to help

a needy friend; or he would cross St. Petersburg on foot, to a remote

suburb, in order to obtain free admission to a college for some boy in

whom the comrades were interested. He was undoubtedly a gifted man.

In Western Europe a man far less gifted would have worked his way to

a position of political or socialist leadership. No such thought ever

entered the brain of Kelnitz. To lead men was by no means his ambition,

and there was no work too insignificant for him to do. This trait,

however, was not distinctive of him alone; all those who had lived some

years in the students’ circles of those times were possessed of it to a

high degree.

Soon after my return Kelnitz invited me to join a circle which was

known among the youth as ‘the Circle of Tchaykóvsky.’ Under this name

it played an important part in the history of the social movement in

Russia, and under this name it will go down to history. ‘Its members,’

Kelnitz said to me, ‘have hitherto been mostly constitutionalists; but

they are excellent men, with minds open to any honest idea; they have

plenty of friends all over Russia, and you will see later on what you

can do.’ I already knew Tchaykóvsky and a few other members of this

circle. Tchaykóvsky had won my heart at our first meeting, and our

friendship has remained unshaken for twenty-seven years.

The beginning of this circle was a very small group of young men and

women--one of whom was Sophie Peróvskaya--who had united for purposes

of self-education and self-improvement. Tchaykóvsky was of their

number. In 1869 Necháieff had tried to start, amidst the youth imbued

with the above-mentioned desire of working amongst the people, a secret

revolutionary organization, and to secure this end he resorted to the

ways of old conspirators, without recoiling even before deceit when

he wanted to force his associates to follow his lead. Such methods

could have no success in Russia, and very soon his society broke down.

All the members were arrested, and some of the best and purest of

the Russian youth went to Siberia before they had done anything. The

circle of self-education of which I am speaking was constituted in

opposition to the methods of Necháieff. The few friends had judged,

quite correctly, that a morally developed individuality must be the

foundation of every organization, whatever political character it

may take afterward and whatever programme of action it may adopt in

the course of future events. This was why the circle of Tchaykóvsky,

gradually widening its programme, spread so extensively in Russia,

achieved such important results, and later on, when the ferocious

prosecutions of the government created a revolutionary struggle,

produced that remarkable set of men and women who fell in the terrible

contest they waged against autocracy.

At that time, however--that is, in 1872--the circle had nothing

revolutionary in it. If it had remained a mere circle of

self-improvement, it would soon have petrified like a monastery.

But the members found a suitable work. They began to spread good

books. They bought the works of Lassalle, Bervi (on the condition of

the labouring classes in Russia), Marx, Russian historical works,

and so on--whole editions--and distributed them among students in

the provinces. In a few years there was not a town of importance

in ‘thirty-eight provinces of the Russian Empire,’ to use official

language, where this circle did not have a group of comrades engaged

in the spreading of that sort of literature. Gradually, following the

general drift of the times, and stimulated by the news which came from

Western Europe about the rapid growth of the labour movement, the

circle became more and more a centre of socialistic propaganda among

the educated youth, and a natural intermediary between numbers of

provincial circles; and then, one day, the ice between students and

workers was broken, and direct relations were established with working

people at St. Petersburg and in some of the provinces. It was at that

juncture that I joined the circle, in the spring of 1872.

All secret societies are fiercely prosecuted in Russia, and the western

reader will perhaps expect from me a description of my initiation and

of the oath of allegiance which I took. I must disappoint him, because

there was nothing of the sort, and could not be; we should have been

the first to laugh at such ceremonies, and Kelnitz would not have

missed the opportunity of putting in one of his sarcastic remarks,

which would have killed any ritual. There was not even a statute. The

circle accepted as members only persons who were well known and had

been tested in various circumstances, and of whom it was felt that they

could be trusted absolutely. Before a new member was received, his

character was discussed with the frankness and seriousness which were

characteristic of the Nihilist. The slightest token of insincerity or

conceit would have barred the way to admission. The circle did not care

either to make a show of numbers, and had no tendency to concentrate

in its hands all the activity that was going on among the youth, or

to include in one organization the scores of different circles which

existed in the capitals and the provinces. With most of them friendly

relations were maintained; they were helped, and they helped us, when

necessity arose, but no assault was made on their autonomy.

The circle preferred to remain a closely united group of friends; and

never did I meet elsewhere such a collection of morally superior men

and women as the score of persons whose acquaintance I made at the

first meeting of the circle of Tchaykóvsky. I still feel proud of

having been received into that family.

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