And nevertheless one could see in everything a kind of pathetic struggle

against the gloomy impression which the dwelling itself made. Old

illustrated papers were pasted up round the walls, the bed was neat and

clean, and behind an old curtain in one corner, the family's little

wardrobe was hung up in the neatest order. Salvatore himself, with

skilful hand, had made the little girl's bed out of an old box, and in

the day one could sit upon it as if it were a sofa. The corner shelf

where the Madonna stood was adorned with bright-coloured paper flowers,

and there, too, the small treasures of the family lay spread out,--the

gilt brooch which Salvatore had presented to his wife when they were

married; the string of corals which her brother had brought from the

coral fishery in "Barbaria" (Algeria); the two gorgeous cups out of

which coffee was drunk on solemn occasions; and there, too, stood the

wonderful porcelain dog which Concetta had once received as a present

from a grand lady, and which was only taken down on Sundays to be

admired more closely.

I did not understand how the mother managed it; but the little girls

were always neat and tidy in their outgrown clothes, and their faces

shone, so washed and polished were they. The eldest child, Concetta, had

been at the free school for more than half a year; and it was the

mother's pride to make her read aloud to me out of her book. She herself

had never learned to read, and although I allowed myself to be told that

Salvatore read very well, neither he nor I had ever ventured to try his

capabilities. Now, since Petruccio could hardly ever get out of bed,

Concetta had been obliged to give up going to school, so that she might

stay at home with her sick brother whilst _la mamma_ was at her work

away in the eating-house. This place could not be given up, as not only

did she get ten sous a day for washing dishes, but sometimes she could

bring home scraps under her apron, which no one else could turn to

account, but out of which she managed to make a capital soup for

Petruccio.

Salvatore himself worked the whole day away in La Villette. He was

obliged to be at the stone-mason's yard at six o'clock every morning,

and it was much too far to go home during the mid-day rest. Sometimes it

happened that I was there when he came home in the evening after his

day's work, and then he looked very proudly at me when Petruccio

stretched out his arms towards him. He took his little son up so

carefully with his big horny hands, lifted him on his broad shoulders,

and tenderly leaned his sunburnt cheek against the sick little one's

waxen face. Petruccio sat quite quiet and silent on his father's arm;

sometimes he laid hold of his father's matted beard with his thin

fingers, and then Salvatore looked very happy. "_Vedete, Signor

dottore_," he then would say, "_n'e vero che sta meglio sta sera?_"[14]

He received his week's wages every Saturday, and then he always came

home triumphantly with a little toy for his son, and both father and

mother knelt down beside the bed to see how Petruccio liked it.

Petruccio, alas! liked scarcely anything. He took the toy in his hand,

but that was all. Petruccio's face was old and withered, and his solemn,

weary eyes were not the eyes of a child. I had never known him cry or

complain, but neither had I seen him smile except once when he was given

a great hairy horse--a horse which stretched out its tongue when one

turned it upside down. But it was not every day that a horse like that

could be got.

Petruccio was four years old, but he could not speak. He would lie hour

after hour quite quiet and silent, but he did not sleep: his great eyes

stood wide open, and it seemed as if he saw something far beyond the

narrow walls of the room--"_Sta sempre in pensiero_,"[15] said

Salvatore.

Petruccio was supposed to understand everything which was said around

him, and nothing of importance was undertaken in the little family

without first trying to discover Petruccio's opinion of the affair; and

if any one believed that they could read disapproval in the features of

the soulless little one, the whole question fell to the ground at once,

and it was afterwards found that Petruccio had almost always been right.

On Sundays Salvatore sat at home, and there were usually some other

holiday-dressed workmen visiting him, and in low-toned voices they sat

and argued about wages, about news from _il paese_, and sometimes

Salvatore treated them to a litre of wine, and they played a game, _alla

scopa_. Sometimes it was supposed that Petruccio wished to look on, and

then his little bed was moved to the bench where they sat; and sometimes

Petruccio wished to be alone, and then Salvatore and his guests moved

out into the passage. I had, however, remarked that Petruccio's wish to

be alone, and the consequent removal of the company to the passage,

usually happened when the wife was away: if she were at home she saw

plainly that Petruccio wished his father to stay indoors and not go out

with the others. And Petruccio was right enough there, too. Salvatore

was not very difficult to persuade if one of the guests wished to treat

him in his turn. Once out in the passage, it happened often enough that

he went off to the wine-shop too. And once there, it was not so easy for

Salvatore to get away again.

What was still more difficult was the coming home. His wife forgave him

certainly,--she had done it so many times before; but Salvatore knew

that Petruccio was inexorable, and the thicker the mist of intoxication

fell over him, the more crushed did he feel himself under Petruccio's

reproachful eye. No dissimulation helped here; Petruccio saw through it

at once. Petruccio could even see how much he had drunk, as Salvatore

himself confided to me one Sunday evening when I came upon him sitting

out in the passage, in the deepest repentance. Salvatore was, alas!

obviously uncertain in his speech that evening, and it did not need

Petruccio's perspicacity to see that he had drunk more than usual. I

asked him if he would not go in, but he wished to remain outside to get

_un poco d'aria_; he was, however, very anxious to know if Petruccio

were awake or not, and I promised to come out and tell him. I also

thought it was best he should sit out there till his head should clear

itself a little bit, though not so much for Petruccio's sake as to spare

his wife; and for that matter this was not the first time I had been

Salvatore's confidant in the like difficult situation. They who see the

lives of the poor near at hand cannot be very severe upon a working man

who, after he has toiled twelve hours a day the whole week, sometimes

gets a little wine into his head. It is a melancholy fact, but we must

judge it leniently; for we must not forget that here at least society

has hardly offered the poorer classes any other distraction.

I therefore advised my friend Salvatore to sit outside till I came back,

and I went in alone. Inside sat the wife with her child of sorrow in her

arms; and the even breathing of the little girls could be heard from the

box. Petruccio was supposed to know me very well, and even to be fond of

me--although he had never shown it in any way, nor, as far as I knew,

had any sort of feeling ever been mirrored in his face. The mother's

eye, so clear-sighted in everything, nevertheless did not see that there

was no soul in the child's vacant eye; the mother's ear, so sensible to

each breath of the little one, yet did not hear that the confused

sounds which sometimes came from his lips would never form themselves

into human speech. Petruccio had been ill from his birth, his body was

shrunken, and no thought lived under the child's wrinkled forehead.

Unhappily I could do nothing for him; all I could hope for was that the

ill-favoured little one should soon die. And it looked as if his release

were near. That Petruccio had been worse for some time both the mother

and I had understood; and this evening he was so feeble that he was not

able to hold his head up. Petruccio had refused all food since

yesterday, and Salvatore's wife, when I came in, was just trying to

persuade him, with all the sweet words which only a mother knows, to

swallow a little milk; but he would not. In vain the mother put the

spoon to his mouth and said that it was wonderfully good, in vain did

she appeal to my presence, "_Per fare piacere al Signor

dottore_,"--Petruccio would not. His forehead was puckered, and his

eyes had a look of painful anxiety, but no complaint came from his

tightly compressed lips.

Suddenly the mother gave a scream. Petruccio's face was distorted with

cramp, and a strong convulsion shook his whole little body. The attack

was soon over; and whilst Petruccio was being laid in his bed, I tried

to calm the mother as well as I could by telling her that children often

had convulsions which were of very little importance, and that there was

no further danger from this one now. I looked up and I saw Salvatore,

who stood leaning against the door-post. He had taken courage, and had

staggered to the door, and, unseen by us, he had witnessed that sight so

terrifying to unaccustomed eyes. He was pale as a corpse, and great

tears ran down the cheeks which had been so lately flushed with drink.

"_Castigo di Dio! Castigo di Dio!_"[16] muttered he with trembling

voice; and he fell on his knees by the door, as if he dared not approach

the feeble cripple who seemed to him like God's mighty avenger.

The unconscious little son had once more shown his father the right way;

Salvatore went no more to the wine-shop.

Petruccio grew worse and worse, and the mother no longer left his side.

And it was scarcely a month after she lost her place that Salvatore's

accident happened: he fell from a scaffolding and broke his leg. He was

taken to the Lariboisiere Hospital; and the company for whom he worked

paid fifty centimes a day to his family, which they were not obliged to

do,--so that Salvatore's wife had to be very grateful for it. Every

Thursday--the visiting day at the hospital--she was with him for an

hour; and I too saw him now and then. The days went on, and with

Petruccio's mother want increased more and more. The porcelain dog

stood alone now on the Madonna's shelf; and it was not long before the

holiday clothes went the same way as the treasures--to the pawnshop.

Petruccio needed broth and milk every day, and he had them. The little

girls too had enough, I believe, to satisfy them more or less; but what

the mother herself lived upon I do not know.

I had already tried many times to take Petruccio to the children's

hospital, where he would have been much better off, but as usual all my

powers of eloquence could not achieve this: the poor, as is well known,

will hardly ever be separated from their sick children. The lower middle

class and the town artisans have learnt to understand the value of the

hospital, but the really poor mother, whose culture is very low, will

not leave the side of her sick child: the exceptions to this rule are

extremely rare.

And so came the 15th, the dreaded day when the quarter's rent must be

paid, when the working man drags his mattress to the pawn-shop, and the

wife draws off her ring, which in her class means much more than in

ours; the day full of terror, when numberless suppliants stand with

lowered heads before their landlord, and when hundreds of families do

not know where they will sleep the next night.

I happened to pass by there on that very evening, and at the door stood

Salvatore's little girl crying all to herself. I asked her why she

cried, but that she did not know; at last, however, I learned that she

cried because "_la mamma piange tanto_."[17] Inside the yard I ran

against my friend Archangelo Fusco, the street-sweeper, who lived next

door to the Salvatores. He was occupied in dragging his bed out into the

yard, and I did not need to wait for his explanation to understand that

he had been evicted.[18] I asked him where he was going to move to, and

he hoped to sleep that night at the Refuge in the Rue Tocqueville, and

afterwards he must find out some other place. Inside sat Salvatore's

wife crying by Petruccio's bed, and on the table stood a bundle

containing the clothes of the family. The Salvatore family had not been

able to pay their rent, and the Salvatore family had been evicted. The

landlord had been there that afternoon, and had said that the room was

let from the morning of the next day. I asked her where she thought of

going, and she said she did not know.

I had often heard the dreaded landlord talked of; the year before I had

witnessed the same sorrowful scene, when he had turned out into the

street a couple of unhappy families and laid hands upon the little they

possessed. I had never seen him personally, but I thought it might be

useful in my study of human nature to make his acquaintance. Archangelo

Fusco offered to take me to him, and we set forth slowly. On the way my

companion informed me that the landlord was "_molto ricco_"; besides the

whole court he owned a large house in the vicinity, and this did not

surprise me in the least, because I had long known that he secretly

carried on that most lucrative of all professions--money-lending to the

poor. Archangelo Fusco considered that he on his side had nothing to

gain by a meeting with the landlord, and after he had told me that

besides the rent he also owed him ten francs, we agreed that he should

only accompany me to the entrance.

A shabbily-dressed old man, with a bloated, disagreeable face opened the

door carefully, and after he had looked me over, admitted me into the

room. I mentioned my errand, and asked him to allow Salvatore to settle

his rent in a few days' time. I told him that Salvatore himself lay in

the hospital, that the child was dying, and that his severity towards

these poor people was inhuman cruelty. He asked who I was, and I

answered that I was a friend of the family. He looked at me, and with an

ugly laugh he said that I could best show that by at once paying their

rent. I felt the blood rushing to my head, I hope and believe it was

only with anger, for one never ought to blush because one is not rich. I

listened for a couple of minutes whilst he abused my poor destitute

Italians with the coarsest words; he said that they were a dirty

thieving pack, who did not deserve to be treated like human beings; that

Salvatore drank up his wages; that the street-sweeper had stolen ten

francs from him; and that they all of them well deserved the misery in

which they lived.

I asked if he needed this money just now, and from his answer I

understood that here no prayers would avail. He was rich; he owned over

50,000 francs in money, he said, and he had begun with nothing of his

own. It is a melancholy fact that the man who has risen from destitution

to riches is usually cruel to the poor: one would hope and believe the

contrary, but this is unhappily the case.

My intention when I went there was to endeavour with diplomatic cunning

to effect a kind of arrangement, but alas! I was not the man for that. I

lost my temper altogether and went further than I had intended to do, as

usual. At first he answered me scornfully and with coarse insults, but

he soon grew silent, and I ended by talking alone I should say for

nearly an hour's time. It would serve no purpose to relate what I said

to him; there are occasions when it is legitimate to show one's anger in

action, but it is always stupid to show it in words. I said to him,

however, that this money which had been squeezed out of the poor was

the wages of sin; that his debt to all these poor human beings was far

greater than theirs to him. I pointed to the crucifix which hung against

the wall, and I said that if any divine justice was to be found on this

earth, vengeance could not fail to reach him, and that no prayers could

buy his deliverance from the punishment which awaited him, for his life

was stained with the greatest of all sins--namely cruelty towards the

poor. "And take care, old blood-sucker!" I shouted out at last with

threatening voice; "You owe your money to the poor, but you owe yourself

to the devil, and the hour is near when he will demand his own again!" I

checked myself, startled, for the man sank down in his chair as if

touched by an unseen hand, and pale as death, he stared at me with a

terror which I felt communicated itself to me. The curse I had just

called down rang still in my ears with a strange uncanny sound, which I

did not recognise; and it seemed to me as if there were some one else

in the room besides us two.

I was so agitated that I have no recollection of how I came away. When I

got home it was already late, but I did not sleep a wink all night; and

even to this day I think with wonder of the waking dream which that

night filled me with an inconceivable emotion. I dreamt that I had

condemned a man to death.

When I got there in the forenoon the blow had already fallen upon me. I

_knew_ what had happened although no human being had told me. All the

inhabitants of the yard were assembled before the door in eager talk.

"_Sapete Signor dottore?_"[19] they called out as soon as they saw me.

"Yes, I know," answered I, and hurried to Salvatore's. I bent down over

Petruccio and pretended to examine his chest; but breathless I listened

to every word that the wife said to me.

The landlord had come down there late yesterday evening, she said. The

little girl had run away and hidden herself when he came into the room;

but Concetta had remained behind her mother's chair, and when he asked

why they were so afraid of him, Concetta had answered because he was so

cruel to mamma. He had sat there upon the bench a long time without

saying a word, but he did not look angry, Salvatore's wife thought. At

last he said to her she need not be anxious about the rent; she could

wait to pay it till next time. And when he left he laid a five-franc

piece upon the table to buy something for Petruccio. Outside the door he

had met Archangelo Fusco with his bed on a hand-cart, preparing to take

himself off, and he had told the street-sweeper too that he could remain

in his lodging. He had asked Archangelo Fusco about me, and Archangelo

Fusco, who judged me with friendship's all-forgiving forbearance, had

said nothing unkind about me. He had then gone on his way, and

according to what was discovered by the police investigations he had,

contrary to his habit, passed the evening in the wine-shop close by, and

the porter had thought he looked drunk when he came home. As he lived

quite alone, and for fear of thieves or from avarice, attended to his

housekeeping himself, no one knew what had happened; but lights were

burning in the house the whole night, and when he did not come down in

the morning, and his door was fastened inside, they had begun to suspect

foul play and sent for the police. He was still warm when they cut him

down; but the doctor whom the police sent for said that he had already

been dead a couple of hours. They had not been able to discover the

smallest reason for his hanging himself. All that was known was that he

had been visited in the evening by a strange gentleman who had stayed

with him more than an hour, and the neighbours had heard a violent

dispute going on inside. No one in the house had seen the strange

gentleman before, and no one knew who he was.

* * * * *

The Roussel Yard belongs now to the dead man's brother; and to my joy

the new landlord's first action was to have the rooms in it repaired, so

that now they look more habitable. He also lowered the rents.

The Salvatores moved thence when Petruccio died; but the place is still

full of Italians. I go there now and then; and in spite of all the talk

about the Paris doctors' _jalousie de metier_, I have never yet met any

one who tried to supplant me in this practice.

[Footnote 14: "Is it not true that he is better to-night?"]

[Footnote 15: "He lies always buried in thought."]

[Footnote 16: "The punishment of God."]

[Footnote 17: "Mamma cries so."]

[Footnote 18: The landlord can take everything in such cases except the

bed and the clothes.]

[Footnote 19: "Do you know, doctor?"]

BLACKCOCK-SHOOTING

The passion for the chase is man's passion for pursuing, and if possible

killing, animals living in liberty. The passion for the chase is the

expression of the same impulse of the stronger to overthrow the weaker

which goes through the whole animal series. The wild beast's lust for

murder has been tamed to unconscious instinct, and thousand years of

culture lie between our wild ancestors who slew each other with stone

axes for a piece of raw fish, and the sportsman of our day. But it is

only the method which has been refined, the principle is the same.

The passion for killing is an animal instinct, and as such, impossible

to eradicate. But it behoves man, conscious of his high rank, to

struggle against this vice of his wild childhood, this phantom from the

grave in which sleep the progenitors of his race.

I cannot give you here in detail my proposals for new game laws--the

matter is not yet quite ripe--but I am very willing to explain the

fundamental principle on which they rest. I maintain that the very great

start which mankind has gained through the law of natural selection has

made the struggle between the man and the animal _too unequal to be

fair_; I maintain that killing animals is an unmanly and an ignoble

occupation.

Yes, but as regards wild beasts, wolves, foxes, etc., you don't really

mean to stand up for them? Of course I do! First of all it has never

been proved that the wild animals attacked man the first. And in the

hopeless, defensive warfare in which the animals with vanishing strength

struggle against mankind, all my sympathies are unhesitatingly given to

the weaker. Yes, it is quite true that now and then they take a hen or

a sheep from us; but what is that in comparison with all we take from

them, from woods and fields which were meant to be their larder as well

as ours? And do not talk too much about the ferocity of the wolf, you

men, who have the heart treacherously to put out poisoned food for the

starving animal! Perhaps you have not seen this way of killing wolves,

but I have. I have seen the victim's agony written in the snow; seen how

he has walked a little way and then begun to totter; has fallen, and

with ebbing strength tried to get up again; in mad delirium has rolled

in the snow whilst the poison was burning his bowels, and then at last

has lain down to die. And I have watched the trapper when he joyfully

came to seize his prey.

Do not talk too much about the cunning of the fox, you men who have

invented the spring-traps which cut into his leg when he tries to take

the lying bait which you have set out for him. In England you have not

seen this way of catching foxes, but I have. I have seen the prisoner

struggling with his last strength to get free, with the blood flowing

from his wounded leg, cut to the bone by the sharp iron; I have heard

the animal's moan far off in the night, and I have seen the footmarks in

the snow of his comrades, who have anxiously roamed around.

"But this is horrible! how is it possible that such a thing can be

allowed?"

"Yes, you are right; it is horrible; but this is the death which awaits

many foxes both in Russia and Scandinavia, and in Germany too."

"In England it would be considered a crime to kill a fox in that way."

"Yes, I know well that England is the country for lovers of animals.

What a fine graceful animal is the fox----"

"Only think what would become of the noblest of all sports, that of

fox-hunting----"

Fox-hunting! and you call that a noble sport? I will tell you what

fox-hunting is--no, I think I will not tell you. I will only say that

were I a fox, I think I would rather try to cross the Channel and become

a continental fox than to be hunted to death by your hounds and your

spurred horses. And the spur which urges you on, what is that? The love

of galloping away on a fiery horse in wild chase over hedge and

ditch--ah! I understand that joy well! But why must you have an animal

flying in terror for its life before you? Why not leave the pursuers and

the pursued to themselves if the latter is doomed to die and has to die?

Why do you wish to witness his desperate struggle for life against his

manifold stronger enemy? And why, if everything be all right, do you

often enough feel something akin to satisfaction if by chance the fox

escapes? I only ask, I dare not answer--I dare not for fear of my

Editor. And I think we had better drop this subject altogether; it is

too dangerous a one to discuss before an English public.

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