After one of these dinners people always asked to be allowed to look

over Miss Catherwaight's collection, of which almost everybody had

heard. It consisted of over a hundred medals and decorations which Miss

Catherwaight had purchased while on the long tours she made with her

father in all parts of the world. Each of them had been given as a

reward for some public service, as a recognition of some virtue of the

highest order--for personal bravery, for statesmanship, for great genius

in the arts; and each had been pawned by the recipient or sold outright.

Miss Catherwaight referred to them as her collection of dishonored

honors, and called them variously her Orders of the Knights of the

Almighty Dollar, pledges to patriotism and the pawnshops, and honors at

second-hand.

It was her particular fad to get as many of these together as she could

and to know the story of each. The less creditable the story, the more

highly she valued the medal. People might think it was not a pretty

hobby for a young girl, but they could not help smiling at the stories

and at the scorn with which she told them.

“These,” she would say, “are crosses of the Legion of Honor; they are of

the lowest degree, that of chevalier. I keep them in this cigar box to

show how cheaply I got them and how cheaply I hold them. I think you

can get them here in New York for ten dollars; they cost more than

that--about a hundred francs--in Paris. At second-hand, of course. The

French government can imprison you, you know, for ten years, if you wear

one without the right to do so, but they have no punishment for those

who choose to part with them for a mess of pottage.

“All these,” she would run on, “are English war medals. See, on this one

is 'Alma,' 'Balaclava,' and 'Sebastopol.' He was quite a veteran, was he

not? Well, he sold this to a dealer on Wardour Street, London, for five

and six. You can get any number of them on the Bowery for their weight

in silver. I tried very hard to get a Victoria Cross when I was in

England, and I only succeeded in getting this one after a great deal of

trouble. They value the cross so highly, you know, that it is the only

other decoration in the case which holds the Order of the Garter in the

Jewel Room at the Tower. It is made of copper, so that its intrinsic

value won't have any weight with the man who gets it, but I bought this

nevertheless for five pounds. The soldier to whom it belonged had loaded

and fired a cannon all alone when the rest of the men about the battery

had run away. He was captured by the enemy, but retaken immediately

afterward by re-enforcements from his own side, and the general in

command recommended him to the Queen for decoration. He sold his cross

to the proprietor of a curiosity shop and drank himself to death. I felt

rather meanly about keeping it and hunted up his widow to return it to

her, but she said I could have it for a consideration.

“This gold medal was given, as you see, to 'Hiram J. Stillman, of the

sloop _Annie Barker_, for saving the crew of the steamship _Olivia_,

June 18, 1888,' by the President of the United States and both houses of

Congress. I found it on Baxter Street in a pawnshop. The gallant Hiram

J. had pawned it for sixteen dollars and never came back to claim it.”

“But, Miss Catherwaight,” some optimist would object, “these men

undoubtedly did do something brave and noble once. You can't get back

of that; and they didn't do it for a medal, either, but because it was

their duty. And so the medal meant nothing to them: their conscience

told them they had done the right thing; they didn't need a stamped coin

to remind them of it, or of their wounds, either, perhaps.”

“Quite right; that's quite true,” Miss Catherwaight would say. “But how

about this? Look at this gold medal with the diamonds: 'Presented to

Colonel James F. Placer by the men of his regiment, in camp before

Richmond.' Every soldier in the regiment gave something toward that, and

yet the brave gentleman put it up at a game of poker one night, and the

officer who won it sold it to the man who gave it to me. Can you defend

that?”

Miss Catherwaight was well known to the proprietors of the pawnshops and

loan offices on the Bowery and Park Row. They learned to look for her

once a month, and saved what medals they received for her and tried to

learn their stories from the people who pawned them, or else invented

some story which they hoped would answer just as well.

Though her brougham produced a sensation in the unfashionable streets

into which she directed it, she was never annoyed. Her maid went with

her into the shops, and one of the grooms always stood at the door

within call, to the intense delight of the neighborhood. And one day she

found what, from her point of view, was a perfect gem. It was a poor,

cheap-looking, tarnished silver medal, a half-dollar once, undoubtedly,

beaten out roughly into the shape of a heart and engraved in script by

the jeweller of some country town. On one side were two clasped hands

with a wreath around them, and on the reverse was this inscription:

“From Henry Burgoyne to his beloved friend Lewis L. Lockwood”; and

below, “Through prosperity and adversity.” That was all. And here it

was among razors and pistols and family Bibles in a pawnbroker's window.

What a story there was in that! These two boy friends, and their boyish

friendship that was to withstand adversity and prosperity, and all that

remained of it was this inscription to its memory like the wording on a

tomb!

“He couldn't have got so much on it any way,” said the pawnbroker,

entering into her humor. “I didn't lend him more'n a quarter of a dollar

at the most.”

Miss Catherwaight stood wondering if the Lewis L. Lockwood could be

Lewis Lockwood, the lawyer one read so much about. Then she remembered

his middle name was Lyman, and said quickly, “I'll take it, please.”

She stepped into the carriage, and told the man to go find a directory

and look for Lewis Lyman Lockwood. The groom returned in a few minutes

and said there was such a name down in the book as a lawyer, and that

his office was such a number on Broadway; it must be near Liberty. “Go

there,” said Miss Catherwaight.

Her determination was made so quickly that they had stopped in front of

a huge pile of offices, sandwiched in, one above the other, until they

towered mountains high, before she had quite settled in her mind what

she wanted to know, or had appreciated how strange her errand might

appear. Mr. Lockwood was out, one of the young men in the outer office

said, but the junior partner, Mr. Latimer, was in and would see her.

She had only time to remember that the junior partner was a dancing

acquaintance of hers, before young Mr. Latimer stood before her smiling,

and with her card in his hand.

“Mr. Lockwood is out just at present, Miss Catherwaight,” he said, “but

he will be back in a moment. Won't you come into the other room and

wait? I'm sure he won't be away over five minutes. Or is it something I

could do?”

She saw that he was surprised to see her, and a little ill at ease as

to just how to take her visit. He tried to make it appear that he

considered it the most natural thing in the world, but he overdid it,

and she saw that her presence was something quite out of the common.

This did not tend to set her any more at her ease. She already regretted

the step she had taken. What if it should prove to be the same Lockwood,

she thought, and what would they think of her?

“Perhaps you will do better than Mr. Lockwood,” she said, as she

followed him into the inner office. “I fear I have come upon a very

foolish errand, and one that has nothing at all to do with the law.”

“Not a breach of promise suit, then?” said young Latimer, with a smile.

“Perhaps it is only an innocent subscription to a most worthy charity. I

was afraid at first,” he went on lightly, “that it was legal redress you

wanted, and I was hoping that the way I led the Courdert's cotillion

had made you think I could conduct you through the mazes of the law as

well.”

“No,” returned Miss Catherwaight, with a nervous laugh; “it has to do

with my unfortunate collection. This is what brought me here,” she said,

holding out the silver medal. “I came across it just now in the Bowery.

The name was the same, and I thought it just possible Mr. Lockwood would

like to have it; or, to tell you the truth, that he might tell me what

had become of the Henry Burgoyne who gave it to him.”

Young Latimer had the medal in his hand before she had finished

speaking, and was examining it carefully. He looked up with just a touch

of color in his cheeks and straightened himself visibly.

“Please don't be offended,” said the fair collector. “I know what you

think. You've heard of my stupid collection, and I know you think

I meant to add this to it. But, indeed, now that I have had time to

think--you see I came here immediately from the pawnshop, and I was

so interested, like all collectors, you know, that I didn't stop to

consider. That's the worst of a hobby; it carries one rough-shod over

other people's feelings, and runs away with one. I beg of you, if you do

know anything about the coin, just to keep it and don't tell me, and I

assure you what little I know I will keep quite to myself.”

Young Latimer bowed, and stood looking at her curiously, with the medal

in his hand.

“I hardly know what to say,” he began slowly. “It really has a story.

You say you found this on the Bowery, in a pawnshop. Indeed! Well, of

course, you know Mr. Lockwood could not have left it there.”

Miss Catherwaight shook her head vehemently and smiled in deprecation.

“This medal was in his safe when he lived on Thirty-fifth Street at

the time he was robbed, and the burglars took this with the rest of the

silver and pawned it, I suppose. Mr. Lockwood would have given more for

it than any one else could have afforded to pay.” He paused a moment,

and then continued more rapidly: “Henry Burgoyne is Judge Burgoyne. Ah!

you didn't guess that? Yes, Mr. Lockwood and he were friends when they

were boys. They went to school in Westchester County. They were Damon

and Pythias and that sort of thing. They roomed together at the State

college and started to practise law in Tuckahoe as a firm, but they made

nothing of it, and came on to New York and began reading law again with

Fuller & Mowbray. It was while they were at school that they had these

medals made. There was a mate to this, you know; Judge Burgoyne had it.

Well, they continued to live and work together. They were both orphans

and dependent on themselves. I suppose that was one of the strongest

bonds between them; and they knew no one in New York, and always spent

their spare time together. They were pretty poor, I fancy, from all

Mr. Lockwood has told me, but they were very ambitious. They were--I'm

telling you this, you understand, because it concerns you somewhat:

well, more or less. They were great sportsmen, and whenever they could

get away from the law office they would go off shooting. I think they

were fonder of each other than brothers even. I've heard Mr. Lockwood

tell of the days they lay in the rushes along the Chesapeake Bay waiting

for duck. He has said often that they were the happiest hours of his

life. That was their greatest pleasure, going off together after duck or

snipe along the Maryland waters. Well, they grew rich and began to know

people; and then they met a girl. It seems they both thought a great

deal of her, as half the New York men did, I am told; and she was the

reigning belle and toast, and had other admirers, and neither met with

that favor she showed--well, the man she married, for instance. But for

a while each thought, for some reason or other, that he was especially

favored. I don't know anything about it. Mr. Lockwood never spoke of it

to me. But they both fell very deeply in love with her, and each thought

the other disloyal, and so they quarrelled; and--and then, though the

woman married, the two men kept apart. It was the one great passion

of their lives, and both were proud, and each thought the other in the

wrong, and so they have kept apart ever since. And--well, I believe that

is all.”

Miss Catherwaight had listened in silence and with one little gloved

hand tightly clasping the other.

“Indeed, Mr. Latimer, indeed,” she began, tremulously, “I am terribly

ashamed of myself. I seemed to have rushed in where angels fear to

tread. I wouldn't meet Mr. Lockwood _now_ for worlds. Of course I might

have known there was a woman in the case, it adds so much to the story.

But I suppose I must give up my medal. I never could tell that story,

could I?”

“No,” said young Latimer, dryly; “I wouldn't if I were you.”

Something in his tone, and something in the fact that he seemed to avoid

her eyes, made her drop the lighter vein in which she had been speaking,

and rise to go. There was much that he had not told her, she suspected,

and when she bade him good-by it was with a reserve which she had not

shown at any other time during their interview.

“I wonder who that woman was?” she murmured, as young Latimer turned

from the brougham door and said “Home,” to the groom. She thought about

it a great deal that afternoon; at times she repented that she had given

up the medal, and at times she blushed that she should have been carried

in her zeal into such an unwarranted intimacy with another's story.

She determined finally to ask her father about it. He would be sure to

know, she thought, as he and Mr. Lockwood were contemporaries. Then

she decided finally not to say anything about it at all, for Mr.

Catherwaight did not approve of the collection of dishonored honors

as it was, and she had no desire to prejudice him still further by a

recital of her afternoon's adventure, of which she had no doubt but he

would also disapprove. So she was more than usually silent during

the dinner, which was a tete-a-tete family dinner that night, and she

allowed her father to doze after it in the library in his great chair

without disturbing him with either questions or confessions.

{Illustration with caption: “What can Mr. Lockwood be calling upon me

about?”}

They had been sitting there some time, he with his hands folded on the

evening paper and with his eyes closed, when the servant brought in a

card and offered it to Mr. Catherwaight. Mr. Catherwaight fumbled

over his glasses, and read the name on the card aloud: “'Mr. Lewis L.

Lockwood.' Dear me!” he said; “what can Mr. Lockwood be calling upon me

about?”

Miss Catherwaight sat upright, and reached out for the card with a

nervous, gasping little laugh.

“Oh, I think it must be for me,” she said; “I'm quite sure it is

intended for me. I was at his office to-day, you see, to return him some

keepsake of his that I found in an old curiosity shop. Something with

his name on it that had been stolen from him and pawned. It was just a

trifle. You needn't go down, dear; I'll see him. It was I he asked for,

I'm sure; was it not, Morris?”

Morris was not quite sure; being such an old gentleman, he thought it

must be for Mr. Catherwaight he'd come.

Mr. Catherwaight was not greatly interested. He did not like to disturb

his after-dinner nap, and he settled back in his chair again and

refolded his hands.

“I hardly thought he could have come to see me,” he murmured, drowsily;

“though I used to see enough and more than enough of Lewis Lockwood

once, my dear,” he added with a smile, as he opened his eyes and nodded

before he shut them again. “That was before your mother and I were

engaged, and people did say that young Lockwood's chances at that time

were as good as mine. But they weren't, it seems. He was very attentive,

though; _very_ attentive.”

Miss Catherwaight stood startled and motionless at the door from which

she had turned.

“Attentive--to whom?” she asked quickly, and in a very low voice. “To my

mother?”

Mr. Catherwaight did not deign to open his eyes this time, but moved his

head uneasily as if he wished to be let alone.

“To your mother, of course, my child,” he answered; “of whom else was I

speaking?”

Miss Catherwaight went down the stairs to the drawing-room slowly, and

paused half-way to allow this new suggestion to settle in her mind.

There was something distasteful to her, something that seemed not

altogether unblamable, in a woman's having two men quarrel about her,

neither of whom was the woman's husband. And yet this girl of whom

Latimer had spoken must be her mother, and she, of course, could do no

wrong. It was very disquieting, and she went on down the rest of the way

with one hand resting heavily on the railing and with the other pressed

against her cheeks. She was greatly troubled. It now seemed to her very

sad indeed that these two one-time friends should live in the same city

and meet, as they must meet, and not recognize each other. She argued

that her mother must have been very young when it happened, or she would

have brought two such men together again. Her mother could not have

known, she told herself; she was not to blame. For she felt sure that

had she herself known of such an accident she would have done something,

said something, to make it right. And she was not half the woman her

mother had been, she was sure of that.

There was something very likable in the old gentleman who came forward

to greet her as she entered the drawing-room; something courtly and of

the old school, of which she was so tired of hearing, but of which she

wished she could have seen more in the men she met. Young Mr. Latimer

had accompanied his guardian, exactly why she did not see, but she

recognized his presence slightly. He seemed quite content to remain in

the background. Mr. Lockwood, as she had expected, explained that he had

called to thank her for the return of the medal. He had it in his hand

as he spoke, and touched it gently with the tips of his fingers as

though caressing it.

“I knew your father very well,” said the lawyer, “and I at one time had

the honor of being one of your mother's younger friends. That was before

she was married, many years ago.” He stopped and regarded the girl

gravely and with a touch of tenderness. “You will pardon an old man, old

enough to be your father, if he says,” he went on, “that you are greatly

like your mother, my dear young lady--greatly like. Your mother was

very kind to me, and I fear I abused her kindness; abused it by

misunderstanding it. There was a great deal of misunderstanding; and

I was proud, and my friend was proud, and so the misunderstanding

continued, until now it has become irretrievable.”

He had forgotten her presence apparently, and was speaking more to

himself than to her as he stood looking down at the medal in his hand.

“You were very thoughtful to give me this,” he continued; “it was very

good of you. I don't know why I should keep it though, now, although I

was distressed enough when I lost it. But now it is only a reminder of

a time that is past and put away, but which was very, very dear to me.

Perhaps I should tell you that I had a misunderstanding with the friend

who gave it to me, and since then we have never met; have ceased to

know each other. But I have always followed his life as a judge and as a

lawyer, and respected him for his own sake as a man. I cannot tell--I do

not know how he feels toward me.”

The old lawyer turned the medal over in his hand and stood looking down

at it wistfully.

The cynical Miss Catherwaight could not stand it any longer.

“Mr. Lockwood,” she said, impulsively, “Mr. Latimer has told me why

you and your friend separated, and I cannot bear to think that it

was she--my mother--should have been the cause. She could not have

understood; she must have been innocent of any knowledge of the trouble

she had brought to men who were such good friends of hers and to each

other. It seems to me as though my finding that coin is more than a

coincidence. I somehow think that the daughter is to help undo the harm

that her mother has caused--unwittingly caused. Keep the medal and don't

give it back to me, for I am sure your friend has kept his, and I am

sure he is still your friend at heart. Don't think I am speaking hastily

or that I am thoughtless in what I am saying, but it seems to me as if

friends--good, true friends--were so few that one cannot let them go

without a word to bring them back. But though I am only a girl, and a

very light and unfeeling girl, some people think, I feel this very

much, and I do wish I could bring your old friend back to you again as I

brought back his pledge.”

“It has been many years since Henry Burgoyne and I have met,” said the

old man, slowly, “and it would be quite absurd to think that he still

holds any trace of that foolish, boyish feeling of loyalty that we once

had for each other. Yet I will keep this, if you will let me, and I

thank you, my dear young lady, for what you have said. I thank you from

the bottom of my heart. You are as good and as kind as your mother was,

and--I can say nothing, believe me, in higher praise.”

He rose slowly and made a movement as if to leave the room, and then,

as if the excitement of this sudden return into the past could not

be shaken off so readily, he started forward with a move of sudden

determination.

“I think,” he said, “I will go to Henry Burgoyne's house at once,

to-night. I will act on what you have suggested. I will see if this has

or has not been one long, unprofitable mistake. If my visit should

be fruitless, I will send you this coin to add to your collection of

dishonored honors, but if it should result as I hope it may, it will be

your doing, Miss Catherwaight, and two old men will have much to thank

you for. Good-night,” he said as he bowed above her hand, “and--God

bless you!”

Miss Catherwaight flushed slightly at what he had said, and sat looking

down at the floor for a moment after the door had closed behind him.

Young Mr. Latimer moved uneasily in his chair. The routine of the office

had been strangely disturbed that day, and he now failed to recognize

in the girl before him with reddened cheeks and trembling eyelashes the

cold, self-possessed young woman of society whom he had formerly known.

“You have done very well, if you will let me say so,” he began, gently.

“I hope you are right in what you said, and that Mr. Lockwood will not

meet with a rebuff or an ungracious answer. Why,” he went on quickly, “I

have seen him take out his gun now every spring and every fall for the

last ten years and clean and polish it and tell what great shots he and

Henry, as he calls him, used to be. And then he would say he would take

a holiday and get off for a little shooting. But he never went. He would

put the gun back into its case again and mope in his library for days

afterward. You see, he never married, and though he adopted me, in a

manner, and is fond of me in a certain way, no one ever took the place

in his heart his old friend had held.”

“You will let me know, will you not, at once,--to-night, even,--whether

he succeeds or not?” said the cynical Miss Catherwaight. “You can

understand why I am so deeply interested. I see now why you said I

would not tell the story of that medal. But, after all, it may be the

prettiest story, the only pretty story I have to tell.”

Mr. Lockwood had not returned, the man said, when young Latimer reached

the home the lawyer had made for them both. He did not know what to

argue from this, but determined to sit up and wait, and so sat smoking

before the fire and listening with his sense of hearing on a strain for

the first movement at the door.

He had not long to wait. The front door shut with a clash, and he heard

Mr. Lockwood crossing the hall quickly to the library, in which he

waited. Then the inner door was swung back, and Mr. Lockwood came in

with his head high and his eyes smiling brightly.

There was something in his step that had not been there before,

something light and vigorous, and he looked ten years younger. He

crossed the room to his writing-table without speaking and began tossing

the papers about on his desk. Then he closed the rolling-top lid with a

snap and looked up smiling.

“I shall have to ask you to look after things at the office for a little

while,” he said. “Judge Burgoyne and I are going to Maryland for a few

weeks' shooting.”

VAN BIBBER AND THE SWAN-BOATS

It was very hot in the Park, and young Van Bibber, who has a good heart

and a great deal more money than good-hearted people generally get, was

cross and somnolent. He had told his groom to bring a horse he wanted to

try to the Fifty-ninth Street entrance at ten o'clock, and the groom had

not appeared. Hence Van Bibber's crossness.

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