commissioner who handled his debts for him, he left Paris and took the
first train for Monte Carlo, sitting at the window of the carriage,
and beating a nervous tattoo on the pane with his ring until the old
gentleman at the other end of the compartment scowled at him. But
Harringford did not see him, nor the trees and fields as they swept by,
and it was not until Walters came and said, “You get out here, sir,”
that he recognized the yellow station and the great hotels on the hill
above. It was half-past eleven, and the lights in the Casino were still
burning brightly. He wondered whether he would have time to go over to
the hotel and write a letter to his father and to her. He decided, after
some difficult consideration, that he would not. There was nothing
to say that they did not know already, or that they would fail to
understand. But this suggested to him that what they had written to him
must be destroyed at once, before any stranger could claim the right
to read it. He took his letters from his pocket and looked them over
carefully. They were most unpleasant reading. They all seemed to be
about money; some begged to remind him of this or that debt, of which he
had thought continuously for the last month, while others were abusive
and insolent. Each of them gave him actual pain. One was the last letter
he had received from his father just before leaving Paris, and though he
knew it by heart, he read it over again for the last time. That it came
too late, that it asked what he knew now to be impossible, made it none
the less grateful to him, but that it offered peace and a welcome home
made it all the more terrible.
“I came to take this step through young Hargraves, the new curate,”
his father wrote, “though he was but the instrument in the hands of
Providence. He showed me the error of my conduct toward you, and proved
to me that my duty and the inclination of my heart were toward the
same end. He read this morning for the second lesson the story of the
Prodigal Son, and I heard it without recognition and with no present
application until he came to the verse which tells how the father came
to his son 'when he was yet a great way off.' He saw him, it says, 'when
he was yet a great way off,' and ran to meet him. He did not wait for
the boy to knock at his gate and beg to be let in, but went out to meet
him, and took him in his arms and led him back to his home. Now, my boy,
my son, it seems to me as if you had never been so far off from me
as you are at this present time, as if you had never been so greatly
separated from me in every thought and interest; we are even worse than
strangers, for you think that my hand is against you, that I have closed
the door of your home to you and driven you away. But what I have done
I beg of you to forgive: to forget what I may have said in the past, and
only to think of what I say now. Your brothers are good boys and have
been good sons to me, and God knows I am thankful for such sons, and
thankful to them for bearing themselves as they have done.
“But, my boy, my first-born, my little Cecil, they can never be to me
what you have been. I can never feel for them as I feel for you; they
are the ninety and nine who have never wandered away upon the mountains,
and who have never been tempted, and have never left their home for
either good or evil. But you, Cecil, though you have made my heart ache
until I thought and even hoped it would stop beating, and though you
have given me many, many nights that I could not sleep, are still dearer
to me than anything else in the world. You are the flesh of my flesh and
the bone of my bone, and I cannot bear living on without you. I cannot
be at rest here, or look forward contentedly to a rest hereafter, unless
you are by me and hear me, unless I can see your face and touch you and
hear your laugh in the halls. Come back to me, Cecil; to Harringford and
the people that know you best, and know what is best in you and love you
for it. I can have only a few more years here now when you will take
my place and keep up my name. I will not be here to trouble you much
longer; but, my boy, while I am here, come to me and make me happy for
the rest of my life. There are others who need you, Cecil. You know
whom I mean. I saw her only yesterday, and she asked me of you with such
splendid disregard for what the others standing by might think, and as
though she dared me or them to say or even imagine anything against you.
You cannot keep away from us both much longer. Surely not; you will come
back and make us happy for the rest of our lives.”
The Goodwood Plunger turned his back to the lights so that the people
passing could not see his face, and tore the letter up slowly and
dropped it piece by piece over the balcony. “If I could,” he whispered;
“if I could.” The pain was a little worse than usual just then, but it
was no longer a question of inclination. He felt only this desire to
stop these thoughts and doubts and the physical tremor that shook him.
To rest and sleep, that was what he must have, and peace. There was no
peace at home or anywhere else while this thing lasted. He could not see
why they worried him in this way. It was quite impossible. He felt much
more sorry for them than for himself, but only because they could not
understand. He was quite sure that if they could feel what he suffered
they would help him, even to end it.
He had been standing for some time with his back to the light, but now
he turned to face it and to take up his watch again. He felt quite
sure the lights would not burn much longer. As he turned, a woman came
forward from out the lighted hall, hovered uncertainly before him, and
then made a silent salutation, which was something between a courtesy
and a bow. That she was a woman and rather short and plainly dressed,
and that her bobbing up and down annoyed him, was all that he realized
of her presence, and he quite failed to connect her movements with
himself in any way. “Sir,” she said in French, “I beg your pardon,
but might I speak with you?” The Goodwood Plunger possessed a somewhat
various knowledge of Monte Carlo and its _habitues_. It was not the
first time that women who had lost at the tables had begged a napoleon
from him, or asked the distinguished child of fortune what color or
combination she should play. That, in his luckier days, had happened
often and had amused him, but now he moved back irritably and wished
that the figure in front of him would disappear as it had come.
“I am in great trouble, sir,” the woman said. “I have no friends here,
sir, to whom I may apply. I am very bold, but my anxiety is very great.”
The Goodwood Plunger raised his hat slightly and bowed. Then he
concentrated his eyes with what was a distinct effort on the queer
little figure hovering in front of him, and stared very hard. She wore
an odd piece of red coral for a brooch, and by looking steadily at
this he brought the rest of the figure into focus and saw, without
surprise,--for every commonplace seemed strange to him now, and
everything peculiar quite a matter of course,--that she was distinctly
not an _habituee_ of the place, and looked more like a lady's maid than
an adventuress. She was French and pretty,--such a girl as might wait in
a Duval restaurant or sit as a cashier behind a little counter near the
door.
“We should not be here,” she said, as if in answer to his look and in
apology for her presence. “But Louis, my husband, he would come. I told
him that this was not for such as we are, but Louis is so bold. He said
that upon his marriage tour he would live with the best, and so here
he must come to play as the others do. We have been married, sir, only
since Tuesday, and we must go back to Paris to-morrow; they would give
him only the three days. He is not a gambler; he plays dominos at the
cafes, it is true. But what will you? He is young and with so much
spirit, and I know that you, sir, who are so fortunate and who
understand so well how to control these tables, I know that you will
persuade him. He will not listen to me; he is so greatly excited and so
little like himself. You will help me, sir, will you not? You will speak
to him?”
The Goodwood Plunger knit his eyebrows and closed the lids once or
twice, and forced the mistiness and pain out of his eyes. It was most
annoying. The woman seemed to be talking a great deal and to say
very much, but he could not make sense of it. He moved his shoulders
slightly. “I can't understand,” he said wearily, turning away.
“It is my husband,” the woman said anxiously: “Louis, he is playing at
the table inside, and he is only an apprentice to old Carbut the baker,
but he owns a third of the store. It was my _dot_ that paid for it,” she
added proudly. “Old Carbut says he may have it all for 20,000 francs,
and then old Carbut will retire, and we will be proprietors. We have
saved a little, and we had counted to buy the rest in five or six years
if we were very careful.”
“I see, I see,” said the Plunger, with a little short laugh of relief;
“I understand.” He was greatly comforted to think that it was not so bad
as it had threatened. He saw her distinctly now and followed what she
said quite easily, and even such a small matter as talking with this
woman seemed to help him.
“He is gambling,” he said, “and losing the money, and you come to me to
advise him what to play. I understand. Well, tell him he will lose what
little he has left; tell him I advise him to go home; tell him--”
“No, no!” the girl said excitedly; “you do not understand; he has not
lost, he has won. He has won, oh, so many rolls of money, but he will
not stop. Do you not see? He has won as much as we could earn in many
months--in many years, sir, by saving and working, oh, so very hard! And
now he risks it again, and I cannot force him away. But if you, sir,
if you would tell him how great the chances are against him, if you who
know would tell him how foolish he is not to be content with what he
has, he would listen. He says to me, 'Bah! you are a woman'; and he is
so red and fierce; he is imbecile with the sight of the money, but he
will listen to a grand gentleman like you. He thinks to win more and
more, and he thinks to buy another third from old Carbut. Is it not
foolish? It is so wicked of him.”
“Oh, yes,” said the Goodwood Plunger, nodding, “I see now. You want me
to take him away so that he can keep what he has. I see; but I don't
know him. He will not listen to me, you know; I have no right to
interfere.”
He turned away, rubbing his hand across his forehead. He wished so much
that this woman would leave him by himself.
“Ah, but, sir,” cried the girl, desperately, and touching his coat, “you
who are so fortunate, and so rich, and of the great world, you cannot
feel what this is to me. To have my own little shop and to be free, and
not to slave, and sew, and sew until my back and fingers burn with the
pain. Speak to him, sir; ah, speak to him! It is so easy a thing to do,
and he will listen to you.”
The Goodwood Plunger turned again abruptly. “Where is he?” he said.
“Point him out to me.”
The woman ran ahead, with a murmur of gratitude, to the open door and
pointed to where her husband was standing leaning over and placing
some money on one of the tables. He was a handsome young Frenchman,
as _bourgeois_ as his wife, and now terribly alive and excited. In the
self-contained air of the place and in contrast with the silence of the
great hall he seemed even more conspicuously out of place. The
Plunger touched him on the arm, and the Frenchman shoved the hand off
impatiently and without looking around. The Plunger touched him again
and forced him to turn toward him.
“Well!” said the Frenchman, quickly. “Well?”
“Madame, your wife,” said Cecil, with the grave politeness of an old
man, “has done me the honor to take me into her confidence. She tells me
that you have won a great deal of money; that you could put it to good
use at home, and so save yourselves much drudgery and debt, and all
that sort of trouble. You are quite right if you say it is no concern of
mine. It is not. But really, you know there is a great deal of sense in
what she wants, and you have apparently already won a large sum.”
The Frenchman was visibly surprised at this approach. He paused for
a second or two in some doubt, and even awe, for the disinherited
one carried the mark of a personage of consideration and of one whose
position is secure. Then he gave a short, unmirthful laugh.
“You are most kind, sir,” he said with mock politeness and with an
impatient shrug. “But madame, my wife, has not done well to interest a
stranger in this affair, which, as you say, concerns you not.”
He turned to the table again with a defiant swagger of independence and
placed two rolls of money upon the cloth, casting at the same moment a
childish look of displeasure at his wife. “You see,” said the Plunger,
with a deprecatory turning out of his hands. But there was so much grief
on the girl's face that he turned again to the gambler and touched his
arm. He could not tell why he was so interested in these two. He had
witnessed many such scenes before, and they had not affected him in any
way except to make him move out of hearing. But the same dumb numbness
in his head, which made so many things seem possible that should have
been terrible even to think upon, made him stubborn and unreasonable
over this. He felt intuitively--it could not be said that he
thought--that the woman was right and the man wrong, and so he grasped
him again by the arm, and said sharply this time:
“Come away! Do you hear? You are acting foolishly.”
But even as he spoke the red won, and the Frenchman with a boyish gurgle
of pleasure raked in his winnings with his two hands, and then turned
with a happy, triumphant laugh to his wife. It is not easy to convince a
man that he is making a fool of himself when he is winning some hundred
francs every two minutes. His silent arguments to the contrary are
difficult to answer. But the Plunger did not regard this in the least.
“Do you hear me?” he said in the same stubborn tone and with much the
same manner with which he would have spoken to a groom. “Come away.”
Again the Frenchman tossed off his hand, this time with an execration,
and again he placed the rolls of gold coin on the red; and again the red
won.
“My God!” cried the girl, running her fingers over the rolls on the
table, “he has won half of the 20,000 francs. Oh, sir, stop him, stop
him!” she cried. “Take him away.”
“Do you hear me!” cried the Plunger, excited to a degree of utter
self-forgetfulness, and carried beyond himself; “you've got to come with
me.”
“Take away your hand,” whispered the young Frenchman, fiercely. “See,
I shall win it all; in one grand _coup_ I shall win it all. I shall win
five years' pay in one moment.”
He swept all of the money forward on the red and threw himself over the
table to see the wheel.
“Wait, confound you!” whispered the Plunger, excitedly. “If you will
risk it, risk it with some reason. You can't play all that money; they
won't take it. Six thousand francs is the limit, unless,” he ran on
quickly, “you divide the 12,000 francs among the three of us. You
understand, 6,000 francs is all that any one person can play; but if you
give 4,000 to me, and 4,000 to your wife, and keep 4,000 yourself, we
can each chance it. You can back the red if you like, your wife shall
put her money on the numbers coming up below eighteen, and I will back
the odd. In that way you stand to win 24,000 francs if our combination
wins, and you lose less than if you simply back the color. Do you
understand?”
“No!” cried the Frenchman, reaching for the piles of money which the
Plunger had divided rapidly into three parts, “on the red; all on the
red!”
“Good heavens, man!” cried the Plunger, bitterly. “I may not know much,
but you should allow me to understand this dirty business.” He caught
the Frenchman by the wrists, and the young man, more impressed with the
strange look in the boy's face than by his physical force, stood still,
while the ball rolled and rolled, and clicked merrily, and stopped, and
balanced, and then settled into the “seven.”
“Red, odd, and below,” the croupier droned mechanically.
“Ah! you see; what did I tell you?” said the Plunger, with sudden
calmness. “You have won more than your 20,000 francs; you are
proprietors--I congratulate you!”
“Ah, my God!” cried the Frenchman, in a frenzy of delight, “I will
double it.”
He reached toward the fresh piles of coin as if he meant to sweep them
back again, but the Plunger put himself in his way and with a quick
movement caught up the rolls of money and dropped them into the skirt of
the woman, which she raised like an apron to receive her treasure.
“Now,” said young Harringford, determinedly, “you come with me.” The
Frenchman tried to argue and resist, but the Plunger pushed him on with
the silent stubbornness of a drunken man. He handed the woman into a
carriage at the door, shoved her husband in beside her, and while the
man drove to the address she gave him, he told the Frenchman, with an
air of a chief of police, that he must leave Monte Carlo at once, that
very night.
“Do you suppose I don't know?” he said. “Do you fancy I speak without
knowledge? I've seen them come here rich and go away paupers. But you
shall not; you shall keep what you have and spite them.” He sent the
woman up to her room to pack while he expostulated with and browbeat
the excited bridegroom in the carriage. When she returned with the bag
packed, and so heavy with the gold that the servants could hardly lift
it up beside the driver, he ordered the coachman to go down the hill to
the station.
“The train for Paris leaves at midnight,” he said, “and you will be
there by morning. Then you must close your bargain with this old Carbut,
and never return here again.”
The Frenchman had turned during the ride from an angry, indignant
prisoner to a joyful madman, and was now tearfully and effusively humble
in his petitions for pardon and in his thanks. Their benefactor, as they
were pleased to call him, hurried them into the waiting train and ran to
purchase their tickets for them.
“Now,” he said, as the guard locked the door of the compartment, “you
are alone, and no one can get in, and you cannot get out. Go back to
your home, to your new home, and never come to this wretched place
again. Promise me--you understand?--never again!”
They promised with effusive reiteration. They embraced each other like
children, and the man, pulling off his hat, called upon the good Lord to
thank the gentleman.
“You will be in Paris, will you not?” said the woman, in an ecstasy of
pleasure, “and you will come to see us in our own shop, will you not?
Ah! we should be so greatly honored, sir, if you would visit us; if you
would come to the home you have given us. You have helped us so greatly,
sir,” she said; “and may Heaven bless you!”
She caught up his gloved hand as it rested on the door and kissed it
until he snatched it away in great embarrassment and flushing like a
girl. Her husband drew her toward him, and the young bride sat at
his side with her face close to his and wept tears of pleasure and of
excitement.
“Ah, look, sir!” said the young man, joyfully; “look how happy you have
made us. You have made us happy for the rest of our lives.”
The train moved out with a quick, heavy rush, and the car-wheels took
up the young stranger's last words and seemed to say, “You have made us
happy--made us happy for the rest of our lives.”
It had all come about so rapidly that the Plunger had had no time to
consider or to weigh his motives, and all that seemed real to him now,
as he stood alone on the platform of the dark, deserted station, were
the words of the man echoing and re-echoing like the refrain of the
song. And then there came to him suddenly, and with all the force of
a gambler's superstition, the thought that the words were the same as
those which his father had used in his letter, “you can make us happy
for the rest of our lives.”
“Ah,” he said, with a quick gasp of doubt, “if I could! If I made those
poor fools happy, mayn't I live to be something to him, and to her? O
God!” he cried, but so gently that one at his elbow could not have heard
him, “if I could, if I could!”
He tossed up his hands, and drew them down again and clenched them in
front of him, and raised his tired, hot eyes to the calm purple sky with
its millions of moving stars. “Help me!” he whispered fiercely, “help
me.” And as he lowered his head the queer numb feeling seemed to go, and
a calm came over his nerves and left him in peace. He did not know what
it might be, nor did he dare to question the change which had come to
him, but turned and slowly mounted the hill, with the awe and fear still
upon him of one who had passed beyond himself for one brief moment into
another world. When he reached his room he found his servant bending
with an anxious face over a letter which he tore up guiltily as his
master entered. “You were writing to my father,” said Cecil, gently,
“were you not? Well, you need not finish your letter; we are going home.
“I am going away from this place, Walters,” he said as he pulled off his
coat and threw himself heavily on the bed. “I will take the first train
that leaves here, and I will sleep a little while you put up my things.
The first train, you understand--within an hour, if it leaves that
soon.” His head sank back on the pillows heavily, as though he had come
in from a long, weary walk, and his eyes closed and his arms fell easily
at his side. The servant stood frightened and yet happy, with the tears
running down his cheeks, for he loved his master dearly.
“We are going home, Walters,” the Plunger whispered drowsily. “We are
going home; home to England and Harringford and the governor--and we are
going to be happy for all the rest of our lives.” He paused a moment,
and Walters bent forward over the bed and held his breath to listen.
“For he came to me,” murmured the boy, as though he was speaking in his
sleep, “when I was yet a great way off--while I was yet a great way off,
and ran to meet me--”
His voice sank until it died away into silence, and a few hours later,
when Walters came to wake him, he found his master sleeping like a child
and smiling in his sleep.
THE CYNICAL MISS CATHERWAIGHT
Miss Catherwaight's collection of orders and decorations and medals was
her chief offence in the eyes of those of her dear friends who thought
her clever but cynical.
All of them were willing to admit that she was clever, but some of them
said she was clever only to be unkind.
Young Van Bibber had said that if Miss Catherwaight did not like dances
and days and teas, she had only to stop going to them instead of making
unpleasant remarks about those who did. So many people repeated this
that young Van Bibber believed finally that he had said something good,
and was somewhat pleased in consequence, as he was not much given to
that sort of thing.
Mrs. Catherwaight, while she was alive, lived solely for society, and,
so some people said, not only lived but died for it. She certainly did
go about a great deal, and she used to carry her husband away from
his library every night of every season and left him standing in
the doorways of drawing-rooms, outwardly courteous and distinguished
looking, but inwardly somnolent and unhappy. She was a born and trained
social leader, and her daughter's coming out was to have been the
greatest effort of her life. She regarded it as an event in the dear
child's lifetime second only in importance to her birth; equally
important with her probable marriage and of much more poignant interest
than her possible death. But the great effort proved too much for
the mother, and she died, fondly remembered by her peers and tenderly
referred to by a great many people who could not even show a card for
her Thursdays. Her husband and her daughter were not going out, of
necessity, for more than a year after her death, and then felt no
inclination to begin over again, but lived very much together and showed
themselves only occasionally.
They entertained, though, a great deal, in the way of dinners, and
an invitation to one of these dinners soon became a diploma for
intellectual as well as social qualifications of a very high order.
One was always sure of meeting some one of consideration there, which
was pleasant in itself, and also rendered it easy to let one's friends
know where one had been dining. It sounded so flat to boast abruptly, “I
dined at the Catherwaights' last night”; while it seemed only natural to
remark, “That reminds me of a story that novelist, what's his name, told
at Mr. Catherwaight's,” or “That English chap, who's been in Africa, was
at the Catherwaights' the other night, and told me--”