Yet, as a matter of fact, he is only ready for his second step. It is

the long conflict for supremacy between what the Apostle calls “the

old and the new man.” Both of them are in him still and his problem is

to realize the “new man” and bring it to fulness of life. Many people

who are striving for the better life come to this second step and stay

there all their days; and this is the reason why so many lives which

are rightly directed still give the impression of imperfection, and

why they do not seem to contribute much--though often more than we

think--to the ennobling of human relationships.

There remains the third step of spiritual growth, which, once fairly

taken, leads to the complete interpretation of life. It is the stage

of practical activity, the participating in the creation of a spiritual

kingdom. Sometimes it has been likened to the taking part in a great

work of architecture, sometimes to the enlistment in an active war.

Nothing less than this life of unselfish service can bring to the

individual true content. So long as one lives for himself and is

considering, even in the highest and noblest way, his own self-culture,

there lingers in him some taint of his original selfishness, or, at

best, he but half sees his way. As Goethe has expressed it: “While one

strives, he errs.” This self-directed effort must, at last, cease.

Nothing is more untrue, nothing is more fundamentally disheartening,

than the maxim of Lessing which so many have admired, according to

which endless effort after truth is to be preferred to the possession

of the truth. One might as well say that endless thirst, or endless

cold, was more acceptable than the finding of a refreshing fountain or

the warmth of the quickening sun.

Here then, in this attitude of life, removed from religious or

philosophical restlessness, is the path to continuous inward peace

and power. It leads, first of all, to humility and to freedom from

self-complacency. It is possible to hold to this path through the

midst of all natural ills; it is the best way that life has to offer.

What the happiness is which one then finds is hard to communicate to

another. It comes of ceasing to think first of all of oneself. It has,

as Rothe says, “no private business to transact.” It does its work

tranquilly, with absolute certainty that, though the issue of its

work may be unrecognized, still it is secure. This way of life brings

with it courage, and this courage manifests itself, not in feverish

excitement, but in an outward habit of composure which testifies to

inward and central stability. Such a life trusts its way and its

destiny. Outward experiences and the judgments of other men have no

power to move it. It is, perhaps, not essential that in the education

of youth these truths should be urgently pressed, for they may easily

appear visionary and in such a matter all appearance of obscurity and

unreality is to be deplored. God permits only high-minded souls, like

von Klinger, fully to attain this way of life.

We need not discuss whether all this should be called idealism--a name

which would drive many clever people from its acceptance. Whatever

it may be named, it is a faith which has brought to those who have

confidently given themselves to it greater inward peace than is found

in any more familiar creed. It needs but slight observation of life or

of history to be convinced of this. And yet, I fear, most of my readers

may be more inclined to say with King Agrippa: “Almost thou persuadest

me,” little as Agrippa profited by the success he attained.

A German poet sums up the richness of this spiritual peace, which men

like von Klinger exhibit, in lines which I thus slightly adapt:

“_Outward life is light and shadow,

Mingled wrong and struggling right,

But within the outward trouble

Shines a healing, inward light._

_Not to us may come fulfilment,

Not below our struggles cease,

Yet the heavenly vision gives us,

Even here, an inward peace._”

III. GOOD HABITS

III. GOOD HABITS

The most important experience which, sooner or later, meets every

thoughtful person, both in his own intellectual development and in

his observation of others, is this,--that every act, and, indeed,

every definite thought, leaves behind it an inclination which is like

a material influence, and which makes the next similar thought, or

act, easier, and the next dissimilar thought, or act, more difficult.

This is the curse of evil conduct,--that it ever brings forth more

evil conduct; and this too is the sure and chief reward of good

conduct,--that it strengthens the tendency to good and makes permanent

what has been gained. Here is the solemn and tragic fact which lies

behind all human life,--that what we have once done we can never

change. There it remains, just as it happened, little as we may be

inclined to believe, or to admit, that it is there. And hence it is

that history truly written is no entertaining drama, ending in general

reconciliation and embrace, but a tragedy which describes the movement

of destiny.

If, then, one begins thus to take life seriously, he will soon observe

that its main problem does not concern its thought or its faith,

still less any outward confession which may leave the soul within

quite undisturbed. The real problem of life is simply and solely one

of habit, and the end of all education should be to train people to

inclinations toward good. To choose discreetly between good and evil is

not always practicable, for human passions are sometimes too strong;

but what may be developed is a prompt and spontaneous instinct for the

good; and the ideal of human life is one in which all that is good has

become sheer habit, and all that is bad is so contrary to nature, that

it gives one even a physically perceptible and painful shock. Failing

this, all that one calls virtue or piety is but a series of those good

intentions with which the path to evil, as to good, may be paved.

What, then, are the most important of good habits? I propose to name a

few, not in any systematic fashion; for of systems of morals the modern

world seems to have had more than enough, and it is much more likely to

give some attention to purely practical suggestions based on practical

experience.

The first and chief rule seems to be this,--that one should try rather

to cultivate good habits than merely negatively to escape from bad

ones. It is much easier in the inner life, as in the outer, to attack

positively than to repel defensively; for in aggressive conduct every

success brings joy, while in mere resistance much of one’s effort seems

to have no positive result. The main point to be gained is the habit of

prompt resolution, directed immediately toward action. What Voltaire

said of the history of nations is in large degree true of human life:

“I have noticed that destiny in every case depends upon the act of a

moment.”

The second principle of good habits is fearlessness. Perhaps this is

not possible to acquire in a high degree without a strong religious

faith. This I will not discuss. It is, at any rate, certain that fear

is not only the least agreeable of human emotions, so that one should

at any cost conquer it, but that it is also the most superfluous. For

fear does not prevent the approach of that which is feared; it only

exhausts beforehand the strength which one needs to meet the thing he

fears. Most of the things which we fear to meet are not in reality so

terrible as they appear to be when looked at from afar. When they meet

us, they can be borne. The imagination is inclined to picture evils as

more permanent and persistent than they are really to be. If, as one’s

trouble approached, he should say to himself: “This is likely to last

about three days,” one would in many cases be justified by the event,

and, at any rate, would proceed to meet the trouble with a better

courage. On the whole, the best defence against fear which philosophy

can provide is the conviction that every fear is a symptom of some

wrong condition in ourselves. If one search for that weakness and rid

himself of it, then, for the most part, fear will vanish also.

Beyond this philosophical defence from fear, however, lie certain

spiritual conditions of courage. The chief of these is determining for

oneself what are the best blessings of life. First of all, one must

acquire as soon as possible the habit of preferring the better things

to the worse. He must especially abandon the expectation of possessing

at the same time different things which are contradictory of each

other. Here is the secret of failure in many a career. In my opinion,

a man may not only freely choose his aims in life, but he may attain

all those aims which he seriously and wholly desires, provided that

for the sake of this desire he is ready to surrender all other desires

which are inconsistent with it. The best possessions one can have in

life, and the things which, with reasonable sagacity, are the easiest

to get, are these: firm moral principles, intellectual discipline,

love, loyalty, the capacity for work and the enjoyment of it, spiritual

and physical health, and very moderate worldly possessions. No other

blessings can be compared with these, and some other possessions are

inconsistent with these--for instance, great wealth, great worldly

honor and power, habitual self-indulgence. These are the things which

people commonly most desire, and which they very often attain, but they

must always be attained through the surrender of the better things.

One must, therefore, promptly and unhesitatingly determine to surrender

the desire for wealth, honor, and luxury, and to take in their place

other possessions. Without this determination, there can be no

religious or philosophical basis of spiritual education. What seems

to be spiritual development ends in unreality, vacillation, at last

hypocrisy. It must be confessed that even the best of men are, as a

rule, but half-hearted in making this fundamental resolution. They

give up under compulsion one or another fragment of their desires. Few

are sagacious enough to foresee the choice which sooner or later must

be made, and free themselves while they are still young from their

prolonged perplexity by one quick and sublime decision.

A further obstacle to any worthy life is the desire for praise, or for

pleasure. The man who is dominated by either of these motives is simply

a slave of the opinions or tastes of others. Both of these desires must

be, without compromise, expelled, and sympathy, which one has always

at his command, must take their place. For, if the lower desires have

been cast out and no higher impulses enter, then we have simply an

unendurable emptiness in life. “When the unclean spirit,” says the

Gospel, “is gone out of a man, he walketh through dry places, seeking

rest, and findeth none.... Then goeth he, and taketh with himself seven

other spirits more wicked than himself, and they enter in and dwell

there: and the last state of that man is worse than the first.”

Thus, at any cost, and even for the sake of one’s own soul, one must

make it his habit to cultivate love for others, not first of all

inquiring whether they deserve that love or not--a question which

is often too hard to answer. For without love life is without joy,

especially when one has outgrown his youth. Lacking love, we sink into

indifference, and indifference passes easily into aversion, and one’s

aversions so poison life that life is no better than death.

Further, our dislikes must be directed, not against people, but

against things. Good and evil are too much mingled in persons to be

justly distinguished, and each unjust judgment reacts upon those who

have permitted themselves to be unjust and embitters their lives.

Therefore, permit neither your philosophy nor your experience to crowd

out of your life the power to love. Dismiss the preliminary question

of another’s right to be loved. Love is the only way of keeping one’s

inner life in peace, and of maintaining an interest in people and

in things. Without it, both people and things become by degrees an

annoyance and affront. Thus love is, at the same time, the highest

worldly wisdom. One who loves is always, though unconsciously, wiser

than one who does not. If you incline to say with the poet:

“_This is my creed and this will ever be,

To love and hate as others may treat me!_”

live for a while by this creed, and you will learn soon enough how much

of hate and how little of love you are likely to receive.

In all the points thus far indicated, and especially in the last, there

is no place for half-way conduct. There must be a complete and absolute

decision, with no petty and clever computations of consequences. And in

addition to these more decisive rules of habit, there are many smaller

ones which go to reinforce and make practicable the larger principles.

For instance, there is the Gospel command: “Let the dead bury their

dead.” The dead are the best people to do this work. If one refrain

from controversy about what is past and gone, then one may give himself

to tasks of positive construction, and not merely to that destructive

work which, even if it be essential, should be subordinate. Many a

memorial has been dedicated to those who destroy which should have been

reserved for those who fulfil.

And yet, one must not let himself be cheated. He must not even be

thought to be easily duped. He must let the would-be clever people know

that he reads their thoughts and knows what they are seeking. One may,

as I have already said, read such thoughts quite thoroughly if one be

no longer blinded by any selfishness of his own.

Apart from this degree of self-defence, which is so far necessary,

the better plan in general is to see the good side of people and

to take for granted that there is good in them. Then it not only

happens that they often make the effort to be good and become actually

better through one’s appreciation of them, but it also happens that

one is saved from a personal experience of regret or distress. For

intercourse with persons whom one recognizes as bad, demoralizes one’s

own nature, and in the case of sensitive persons may go so far as to

have even a physical effect. What is bad needs no severity of criticism

or of reproach. In most cases it needs only to be brought to the light.

Then, even if the man protest that he is not bad, his conscience

judges him. Therefore, when one must blame others, he should proceed

with great calmness, speak of the matter without disguise and without

glossing, but simply and without passion. Passionate reproaches seldom

do good, and good people who lack sympathy are apt to be very trying.

There is a kind of virtuous character not unfamiliar in some Protestant

circles which to those who differ from its convictions seems to have

no capacity for love. It is especially aggravating to young people, so

that they often prefer the company of the vicious to that of moral but

cold-blooded friends.

Finally, it may not appear possible for you to be equally friendly with

everybody. Well, then, discriminate among people, but always in favor

of the humble, the poor, the simple, the uneducated, the children, even

the animals and plants. Never, on the other hand, if you desire a quiet

mind, seek the favor of important people, and never expect gratitude

for condescension to the humble, but count the love they have for you

as precious as you do your love for them.

There are many other of these lesser instances of good habits which I

might still further mention, and if my reader should recall them, he

is not to regard them as unrecognized by me. I only invite him, in the

first place, to put to practical use my list as thus far suggested. As

he does so, let him notice--as he soon must notice--that it is much

more to his purpose to begin practically with one good habit than to

begin by making a complete catalogue of all. The real difficulty in

this cultivation of good habits--indeed the only difficulty--is in

ridding the heart of its natural selfishness. For selfishness is the

practical obstacle to good habits, though it may pretend to believe in

them. No one who understands himself will deny that there is in every

one a curious tendency to moral degeneration. It is often something

that literally borders on depravity. Now, this inclination to evil is

to be conquered only by a superior force; and the whole problem, both

of philosophy and of religion,--a problem as old as the world and yet

new with each individual,--is summed up in the question: “Where shall I

find this superior force which shall make me inclined to goodness and

shall renew that spiritual health which is essential for the right

conduct of life?”

To this question, there are still given many different answers. Dante,

in the famous twenty-seventh canto of the Purgatorio, says:

“_When underneath us was the stairway all

Run o’er, and we were on the highest step,

Virgilius fastened upon me his eyes,

And said_:

* * * * *

_By intellect and art I here have brought thee._”[2]

By the guidance of reason, then, the traveller has been led to the Holy

Mountain, where at last he hears his guide say:

“_Take thine own pleasure for thy guide henceforth;

Beyond the steep ways and the narrow art thou._”

And yet--and here we notice a marked inconsistency in the great

mediæval poet and philosopher--it is an angel who bears these mortal

souls across the sea and brings them to the foot of this mountain,

and another angel repeatedly restrains them from returning on their

way, even when they have passed the Gate of Grace; and by the diamond

threshold, beyond which none may pass without his bidding, sits a third

angel, to whom one may approach only by a miracle of God’s grace. In

all this journey, then, the “intellect and art” which accompany the

traveller play, we must confess, a very limited rôle.

This great question, however, of the moral dynamic is, for the moment,

not my theme, and its answer is, I doubt not, to be finally reached

only by the way of personal experience. Only this is to be said, once

more, that one’s self-discipline begins with the discipline of the

will. First of all comes the definite resolution to pursue one worthy

end of life with singleness of mind and to turn from all that is

opposed to it. Given this decision of the will, and there follows the

capacity to act. And this search is not in vain, when one determines

to make it a universal and an unreserved search, and to recognize

the power that is attained as the only possible proof that the right

way has been found. Whatever brings with it no sense of supporting,

calming, ethical power is not true, and whatever does contribute this

power must, at least, have some degree of truth in it. In the future,

any philosophy of life which proposes to be more effective than our

present philosophy must meet this test. All else leads astray.

“_Why is it that we shrink away

When death, our friend, draws near some day?

We see the shadowy presence stand,

But not the gift within the hand!

So shrinks from love the human heart

As though, like death, love came to part,

For where love enters, self must die

And life find love its destiny.

O death of self! Pass like the night,

And waken us from death to light!_”

IV. THE CHILDREN OF THIS WORLD ARE WISER THAN THE CHILDREN OF LIGHT

IV. THE CHILDREN OF THIS WORLD ARE WISER THAN THE CHILDREN OF LIGHT

I do not question the truth of this text, but I cannot fail to observe

in it the most familiar defence of worldly wisdom against the spirit

of idealism. The objection to idealism which we most commonly hear is

this, that it is well enough in theory, but that it does not work in

practice; and if it be really true that worldly wisdom and idealism are

irreconcilable, then most people must hold to the first. They have to

live on this earth, and to deal with life as it is; they must accept

the inevitable, even though it costs them a moment of deep regret to

abandon their idealism. This world calls for worldly wisdom; another

world may be blessed with light--on this stone of stumbling many a life

which has already overcome the common temptation of selfishness is

still wrecked and lost.

The first thing that strikes us, then, in this dangerous text is its

high appreciation of what it calls the children of this world. Indeed,

these people are never so severely handled by Christ as are the priests

and the devout Pharisees of his time. Such sayings as: “The publicans

and the harlots go into the kingdom of God before you,” are not uttered

against the children of this world. The children of this world know

what they want and pursue the end they set before themselves with

energy and persistence, putting away all that stands between them and

it; and this the children of light, at least in their earlier stages

of development, seldom do. Still further, the children of this world

are not wholly impervious to the higher motives of life. Their hearts

are not the rock where the good seed falls in vain. They are merely

the soil which is choked by other growth, where the seed takes root

but cannot prosper. The children of this world may at any rate claim

that it is not they who have built the crosses and scaffolds for the

servants of the truth.

We must not then think of the children of this world as absolutely

bad or as unappreciative of the excellent. On the contrary, they are

generally better than they pretend to be, and among them are many

persons who are, as it were, hypocrites reversed; who conceal, that is

to say, their best thoughts. What they lack is commonly the courage

to be good. They do not have a sufficiently substantial confidence

in the moral order of the world to guide them in the struggle for

existence. And, in fact, this assurance of the moral order does

not at first sight appear to be justified. On the contrary, one who

deserts the wisdom of the world must anticipate, first of all, that

he will be deserted by the world and that he will not improbably pass

the greater part of his life in uncertainty whether he has chosen the

better path. Such is the testimony of all who have practically followed

this path and have not merely heard of it or preached about it. Thus,

the children of this world are simply the people who prefer to travel

the common and well-known road. The unfamiliar path may appear to

them in theory very beautiful and sublime, but they do not find it a

practicable path to follow.

It is still more difficult to say who are the children of light. It is

true that the Gospels sometimes mention them, but what is the meaning

of the light of which the Gospels speak? Whence comes it, and how does

it shine into the life of men? Here we touch at once the greatest of

human problems. Whence come we? Whither do we go? What is our destiny?

All that can be said in plain words of the children of light is this:

that they are seeking that which is beyond reality, and are receptive

to the suggestions of the ideal world. The children of light are

those who supremely desire something better than to eat and drink and

to-morrow die. This is the motive which most stirs their hearts and

wills, and out of this desire comes to them by degrees, first, faith,

and then conviction.

This way to the light is in a certain degree indicated in the Gospel

of Matthew: “Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God”;

and it is more precisely described in the Gospel of Luke: “If thy

whole body be full of light, the whole shall be full of light”--a

passage whose exact meaning no one has clearly determined. Beyond such

evidence as this one can hardly go; for, if we do, the children of

this world, who know nothing of such experiences and regard them as

extravagances or worse, will at the best turn away like Felix and the

Athenians, saying: “We will hear thee again of this matter”; having no

more inclination than Felix to be further drawn into such disturbing

and unprofitable discussions. The dreams of the children of light, they

will say, lead to nothing and had better be forgotten.

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