MERIWEATHER’S BEND

1/4 less 3*—run shape of upper bar and go into the low place in willows

about 200(ft.) lower down than last year.

* Depth of water. One-quarter less than three fathoms.

One simple little note out of hundreds far more complicated. It would

take days for the average mind to remember even a single page of such

statistics. And those long four-hour gaps where he had been asleep,

they are still there, and somehow, after more than fifty years, the old

heart-ache is still in them. He got a new book, maybe, for the next

trip, and laid this one away.

There is but one way to account for the fact that the man whom the

world knew as Mark Twain—dreamy, unpractical, and indifferent to

details—ever persisted in acquiring knowledge like that—in the vast,

the absolutely limitless quantity necessary to Mississippi piloting. It

lies in the fact that he loved the river in its every mood and aspect

and detail, and not only the river, but a steam boat; and still more,

perhaps, the freedom of the pilot’s life and its prestige. Wherever he

has written of the river—and in one way or another he was always

writing of it we feel the claim of the old captivity and that it still

holds him. In the Huckleberry Finn book, during those nights and days

with Huck and Nigger Jim on the raft—whether in stormlit blackness,

still noontide, or the lifting mists of morning—we can fairly “smell”

the river, as Huck himself would say, and we know that it is because

the writer loved it with his heart of hearts and literally drank in its

environment and atmosphere during those halcyon pilot days.

So, in his love lay the secret of his marvelous learning, and it is

recorded (not by himself, but by his teacher) that he was an apt pupil.

Horace Bixby has more than once declared:

“Sam was always good-natured, and he had a natural taste for the river.

He had a fine memory and never forgot anything I told him.”

Mark Twain himself records a different opinion of his memory, with the

size of its appalling task. It can only be presented in his own words.

In the pages quoted he had mastered somewhat of the problem, and had

begun to take on airs. His chief was a constant menace at such moments:

One day he turned on me suddenly with this settler:

“What is the shape of Walnut Bend?”

He might as well have asked me my grandmother’s opinion of protoplasm.

I reflected respectfully, and then said I didn’t know it had any

particular shape. My gun-powdery chief went off with a bang, of course,

and then went on loading and firing until he was out of adjectives…. I

waited. By and by he said:

“My boy, you’ve got to know the shape of the river perfectly. It is all

there is left to steer by on a very dark night. Everything is blotted

out and gone. But mind you, it hasn’t the same shape in the night that

it has in the daytime.”

“How on earth am I ever going to learn it, then?”

“How do you follow a hall at home in the dark? Because you know the

shape of it. You can’t see it.”

“Do you mean to say that I’ve got to know all the million trifling

variations of shape in the banks of this interminable river as well as

I know the shape of the front hall at home?”

“On my honor, you’ve got to know them better than any man ever did know

the shapes of the halls in his own house.”

“I wish I was dead!”

“Now, I don’t want to discourage you, but——”

“Well, pile it on me; I might as well have it now as another time.”

“You see, this has got to be learned; there isn’t any getting around

it. A clear starlight night throws such heavy shadows that, if you

didn’t know the shape of a shore perfectly, you would claw away from

every bunch of timber, because you would take the black shadow of it

for a solid cape; and, you see, you would be getting scared to death

every fifteen minutes by the watch. You would be fifty yards from shore

all the time when you ought to be within fifty feet of it. You can’t

see a snag in one of those shadows, but you know exactly where it is,

and the shape of the river tells you when you are coming to it. Then

there’s your pitch-dark night; the river is a very different shape on a

pitch-dark night from what it is on a starlight night. All shores seem

to be straight lines, then, and mighty dim ones, too; and you’d run

them for straight lines, only you know better. You boldly drive your

boat right into what seems to be a solid, straight wall (you know very

well that in reality there is a curve there), and that wall falls back

and makes way for you. Then there’s your gray mist. You take a night

when there’s one of these grisly, drizzly, gray mists, and then there

isn’t any particular shape to a shore. A gray mist would tangle the

head of the oldest man that ever lived. Well, then, different kinds of

moonlight change the shape of the river in different ways. You see——”

“Oh, don’t say any more, please! Have I got to learn the shape of the

river according to all these five hundred thousand different ways? If I

tried to carry all that cargo in my head it would make me

stoop-shouldered.”

“No! you only learn the shape of the river; and you learn it with such

absolute certainty that you can always steer by the shape that’s in

your head, and never mind the one that’s before your eyes.”

“Very well, I’ll try it; but, after I have learned it, can I depend on

it? Will it keep the same form, and not go fooling around?”

Before Mr. Bixby could answer, Mr. W. came in to take the watch, and he

said:

“Bixby, you’ll have to look out for President’s island, and all that

country clear away up above the Old Hen and Chickens. The banks are

caving and the shape of the shores changing like everything. Why, you

wouldn’t know the point about 40. You can go up inside the old sycamore

snag now.”

So that question was answered. Here were leagues of shore changing

shape. My spirits were down in the mud again. Two things seemed pretty

apparent to me. One was that in order to be a pilot a man had got to

learn more than any one man ought to be allowed to know; and the other

was that he must learn it all over again in a different way every

twenty-four hours.

I went to work now to learn the shape of the river; and of all the

eluding and ungraspable objects that ever I tried to get mind or hands

on, that was the chief. I would fasten my eyes upon a sharp, wooded

point that projected far into the river some miles ahead of me and go

to laboriously photographing its shape upon my brain; and just as I was

beginning to succeed to my satisfaction we would draw up to it, and the

exasperating thing would begin to melt away and fold back into the

bank!

It was plain that I had got to learn the shape of the river in all the

different ways that could be thought of—upside down, wrong end first,

inside out, fore-and-aft, and “thort-ships,”—and then know what to do

on gray nights when it hadn’t any shape at all. So I set about it. In

the course of time I began to get the best of this knotty lesson, and

my self-complacency moved to the front once more. Mr. Bixby was all

fixed and ready to start it to the rear again. He opened on me after

this fashion:

“How much water did we have in the middle crossing at Hole-in-The-Wall,

trip before last?”

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