[Footnote 73: His court, formerly so numerous, was now

customarily composed only of the Duke of Bassano, Count

Lavalette, General Flahaut, and the persons who were to

go with him, as the following orderly officers, General

Gourgaud, Counts Montholon and de Lascases, and the Duke

of Rovigo. The attachment, that induced the latter to

attend Napoleon, was so much the more to his honour, as

Napoleon, when he returned from the island of Elba,

reproached him very harshly with having neglected him.

He passes however in the opinion of the public, though

very erroneously, for being one of the contrivers of the

20th of March: but he had always to complain of the

public opinion. It imputes to him a number of wicked

actions, in which he had really no share, and which he

frequently indeed had endeavoured to prevent. The

Emperor employed him on all occasions; because he found

him possessed of a bold and clear judgment, an acute

understanding, and great skill in perceiving the

consequences of a thing, and acting with spirit.

Unfavourable suspicions have been thrown on the motives,

that induced Napoleon, to entrust to him the

administrations of the police: but he was called to this

important office solely because the Emperor had

experience of the infidelity of the Duke of Otranto, who

deserted him on all occasions of difficulty; and wished

to supply his place by a man of tried attachment, a man

who, unconnected with the revolution, and having no

party to keep terms with, could serve him alone, and do

his duty without tergiversation.]

General Beker, overcome by the ascendancy of his prisoner, set off

immediately. The letter, the former part of which I am sorry I cannot

warrant to be exact, was in substance as follows:

"_To the Committee of Government._

"In abdicating the sovereign authority, I did not renounce the noblest

right of a citizen, the right of defending my country.

"The approach of the enemy to the capital leaves no doubt of their

intentions, of their bad faith.

"Under these weighty circumstances, I offer my services as general,

still considering myself as the first soldier of my country."

The Duke of Otranto read this letter aloud, and exclaimed: "Is he

_laughing_ at us?"

M. Carnot appeared to be of opinion, that the Emperor should be

replaced at the head of the army.

The Duke of Otranto replied, that the Emperor no doubt had spared the

committee this trouble; that he had probably _stolen away_, the moment

General Beker departed; and was already haranguing the soldiers, and

reviewing them.

General Beker pledged himself, that Napoleon would await his return.

The president of the committee observed then, that the recall of

Napoleon would destroy for ever all hope of conciliation: that the

enemy, indignant at our Punic faith, would no longer grant us either

truce or quarter: that the character of Napoleon would not allow any

confidence, to be placed in his promises; and that, if he should meet

with any success, he would re-ascend the throne, and bury himself

under its ruins, rather than descend from it a second time, &c.

These observations united all their suffrages, and the members of the

committee answered the Emperor, "That their duty toward their country,

and the engagements the plenipotentiaries had entered into with the

foreign powers, did not permit them, to accept his offer." They

appointed M. Carnot, to go to Malmaison; explain to the Emperor his

situation, and that of France; and conjure him, to spare those

calamities, that he appeared desirous of bringing upon France and upon

himself.

The proposal of Napoleon was soon known all over Paris. It was first

reported, that he had wished, to resume the command; and at last, that

he had resumed it. In fact, immediately after the departure of General

Beker, Napoleon ordered his chargers to be saddled; and for three

hours it was supposed, that he was going to the army. But he had no

thought of basely availing himself of the absence of his guardian, to

make his escape. Such an idea was beneath a man, who had come to

attack and invade a kingdom with eight hundred soldiers.

General Beker returned to Malmaison. The Emperor snatched the answer

of the committee, ran it hastily through, and exclaimed: "I was sure

of it; these people have no energy. Well, general, since it is so, let

us be gone, let us be gone." He ordered M. de Flahaut to be called;

and directed him, to go to Paris immediately, and concert measures for

his departure and embarkation with the members of the committee.

The Prince of Eckmuhl was at the Tuileries when M. de Flahaut made his

appearance there. In the mission of this general he saw nothing but a

subterfuge of the Emperor, to defer his departure. "This Bonaparte of

yours," said he to him in a tone of anger and contempt, "will not

depart: but we must get rid of him: his presence hampers us, is

troublesome to us; it is injurious to the success of our negotiations.

If he hope, that we shall take him again, he deceives himself: we will

have nothing more to do with him. Tell him from me, that he must go;

and if he do not depart instantly, I will have him arrested, _I will

arrest him myself_." M. de Flahaut, burning with indignation,

answered: "I could not have believed, M. marshal, that a man, who was

at the knees of Napoleon but a week ago, could to-day hold such

language. I have too much respect for myself, I have too much respect

for the person and misfortunes of the Emperor, to report to him your

words; go yourself, M. marshal, it will befit you better than

me."--The Prince of Eckmuhl, irritated at this, reminded him, that he

was speaking to the minister at war, to the general in chief of the

army: and enjoined him, to repair to Fontainebleau, where he should

receive his orders.--"No, sir," replied Count de Flahaut briskly, "I

will not go; I will not abandon the Emperor I will preserve to the

last moment that fidelity to him, which so many others have

sworn."--"I will have you punished for your disobedience."--"You have

no longer the right to do so. From this moment I give in my

resignation. I can no longer serve under your orders, without

disgracing my epaulettes."

He went away. The Emperor perceived on his return, that something had

cut him to the heart. He questioned him; and at length brought him to

confess all that had passed. Accustomed since his abdication, to be

surprised at nothing, and to endure every thing without complaint,

Napoleon appeared neither astonished nor displeased at the insults of

his former minister. "Let him come," answered he coolly: "_I am ready,

if he desire it, to hold out my throat to him._ Your conduct, my dear

Flahaut, touches me; but your country wants you: remain in the army,

and forget, like me, the Prince of Eckmuhl and his dastardly menaces."

History, more rigid, will not forget them. Respect for misfortune has

always been placed in the foremost rank of military virtues. If the

warrior, who insults his disarmed enemy, lose the esteem of the brave,

what sentiment should he inspire, who abuses, insults, and threatens,

his friend, his benefactor, his prince, when under misfortunes?

In the bosom of faithful friendship the Emperor disburdened his mind of

the chagrin, that the refusal of his services by the committee

occasioned him. "Those people," said he to M. de Bassano, "are blinded

by their avidity of enjoying power, and continuing to act the sovereign.

They feel, that, if they replaced me at the head of the army, they would

be no longer any thing more than my shadow; and they are sacrificing me

and their country to their pride, to their vanity. They will ruin every

thing." After a few moments silence he added: "But why should I let them

reign? I abdicated, to save France, to save the throne of my son. If

this throne must be lost, I had rather lose it in the field of battle

than here. I can do nothing better for all of you, for my son, and for

myself, than throw myself into the arms of my soldiers. My presence

will electrify the army, will be a clap of thunder to the foreign

powers. They will be aware, that I return to the field, to conquer or

die: and, to get rid of me, they will grant all you ask. If, on the

contrary, you leave me to gnaw my sword here; they will laugh at you,

and you will be forced to receive Louis XVIII. _cap in hand_. We must

come to a close: if your five Emperors will not have me, to save France,

I must dispense with their consent. It will be sufficient for me, to

show myself, and Paris and the army will receive me a second time, as

their deliverer."--"I do not doubt it, Sire," answered M. de Bassano:

"but the chamber will declare against you: perhaps it will even venture,

to declare you outlawed. On the other hand, Sire, if fortune should not

prove favourable to your efforts; if the army, after performing

prodigies of valour, should be overpowered by numbers; what will become

of France? what will become of your Majesty? The enemy will be justified

in abusing their victory; and perhaps your Majesty would have to

reproach yourself with having caused the ruin of France for

ever."--"Come, I see, I must always give way." The Emperor remained some

minutes, without uttering another word. He then said: "You are right: I

ought not to take upon myself the responsibility of so great an event.

I ought to wait, till the voice of the people, of the soldiers, of the

chambers recall me. But how is it, that Paris does not call for me? Do

not the people then perceive, that the allies give you no credit for my

abdication?"--"Sire, so much uncertainty pervades their minds, that they

cannot come to an understanding with each other. If they were fully

convinced, that it is the intention of the allies, to restore Louis

XVIII., perhaps they would not hesitate to speak out; but they entertain

hopes, that the allies will keep their promises."--"That infamous Fouché

deceives you. The committee suffers itself, to be led by him. It will

have severe reproaches to make itself. There is nobody in it worth any

thing, except Caulincourt and Carnot: and they are badly fitted with

associates. What can they do with a traitor, a couple of blockheads[74],

and two chambers, that do not know what they would be at? You all

believe, like innocents, the fine promises of the foreign powers. You

believe, that they will give you a fowl in the pot, and a prince of

your own liking, do you not? You deceive yourselves. Alexander, in spite

of his magnanimous sentiments, suffers himself to be influenced by the

English: he is afraid of them; and the Emperor of Austria will do, as he

did in 1814, what others think proper."

[Footnote 74: This epithet was not an insult in the

mouth of Napoleon. He even applied it commonly to his

ministers, when they showed any irresolution.]

This conversation was interrupted by the arrival of Generals P. and

Chartran. They had already been refused admittance twice: but this

time they declared, that they would not go away, till they had spoken

with the Emperor. Their business was, to get money from him. General

Chartran, as fatally inspired as Labedoyère, told him, that he had

ruined himself in his service; that the Bourbons were on the point of

returning; that he should be shot, if he had not money to make his

escape; and that money he must have. Napoleon caused a thousand

crowns, to be given to each; and they went away. The Princess

Hortensia, afraid that these illustrious Cossacks should do the

Emperor some ill turn, would generously have given them whatever they

asked. I had infinite difficulty in tranquillising her, and making her

understand, that they had more design on the purse than the person of

Napoleon.

After they were departed, Napoleon gave me some commands for Paris. I

returned thither. The moment I entered the Tuileries, the committee

had just been informed, that the enemy, after having beaten our

troops, was advancing with all speed to Paris. This news rendered the

government uneasy; and, as there was no orderly officer then at hand,

the Duke of Vicenza requested me, to go and reconnoitre. I set off. On

my arrival at the entrance of Bourget, I met General Reille with his

army. He informed me, that the enemy was following him; but that there

was no reason, to be in fear for the capital. "I know not what is

passing there," said he to me; "but this very moment the brother of M.

de Talleyrand was brought before me. He had with him a false passport,

under the name of Petit. I had an inclination, to send him before the

committee of government: but he declared to me, that he was employed

by it on a mission as important as it was urgent; and as, at all

events, one enemy more can do us no injury, I thought it better to let

him pass, than risk the frustrating of his mission by useless delays."

I hastened to return, to calm the anxiety of the government.

As soon as I was at liberty, I flew to Malmaison. Napoleon, who felt

himself obliged by this continual posting, always condescended to

receive me immediately. I gave him an account of every thing, that

could be interesting to him. I did not omit to inform him, that the

enemy was already master of part of the environs of Paris; and that it

was important for him, to be on his guard. "I shall have no fear of

them to-morrow," said he to me; "I have promised Decrès to set out,

and I will be gone to-night. I am tired of myself, of Paris, of

France. Make your preparations, and do not be out of the

way."--"Sire," answered I, "when I promised yesterday, to attend your

Majesty, I consulted only my attachment; but when I imparted this

resolution to my mother, she conjured me by her gray hairs, not to

desert her. Sire, she is seventy-four years old[75]: she is blind; my

brothers have perished in the field of honour; she has only me, me

alone in the world, to protect her: and I confess to your Majesty,

that I had not the heart to refuse her."--"You have done well," said

Napoleon to me, "you owe yourself to your mother: remain with her. If

at some future time you should be master of your own actions, come to

me: you will always be well received."--"Your Majesty is resolved,

then," I replied, "to depart?"--"What would you have me do here

now?"--"Your Majesty is right: but...."--"But what? would you have me

remain?"--"Sire, I confess to your Majesty, I cannot look on your

departure without alarm."--"In fact the path is difficult; but fortune

and a fair wind...."--"Ah, Sire! fortune is no longer in our favour:

besides, whither will your Majesty go?"--"I will go to the United

States. They will give me land, or I will buy some, and we will

cultivate it. I will end, where mankind began: I will live on the

produce of my fields and my flock."--"That will be very well, Sire:

but do you think, that the English will suffer you, to cultivate your

fields in peace?"--"Why not? what harm could I do them?"--"What harm,

Sire! Has your Majesty then forgotten, that you have made England

tremble? As long as you are alive, Sire, or at least at liberty, she

will dread the effects of your hatred and your genius. You were

perhaps less dangerous to her on the degraded throne of Louis XVIII.,

than you would be in the United States. The Americans love and admire

you: you have a great influence over them; and you would perhaps

excite them to enterprises fatal to England."--"What enterprises? The

English well know, that the Americans would lose their lives to a man

in defence of their native soil; but they are not fond of making war

abroad. They are not yet arrived at a pitch, to give the English any

serious uneasiness. Some future day perhaps, they will be the avengers

of the seas; but this period, which I might have had it in my power to

accelerate, is now at a distance. The Americans advance to greatness

but slowly."--"Admitting, that the Americans can give England no

serious uneasiness at this moment, your presence in the United States

will at least furnish it with an occasion, to stir up Europe against

them. The combined powers will consider their work as imperfect, till

you are in their possession; and they will compel the Americans, if

not to deliver you up, at least to expel you from their

territory."--"Well! then I will go to Mexico. I shall there find

patriots, and will put myself at their head."--"Your Majesty forgets,

that they have leaders already: people bring about revolutions for

themselves, not for others; and the chiefs of the independents would

be disconcerted by your Majesty's presence, if they did not oblige

you, to seek an asylum elsewhere...."--"Well, I will leave them as

they are; and go to Caracas; if I do not find myself well received

there, I will go to Buenos Ayres; I will go to California; in fine, I

will go from shore to shore, till I meet with an asylum against the

malignancy and persecutions of men."--"Supposing your Majesty to speak

seriously, can you reasonably flatter yourself with continually

escaping the snares and fleets of the English?"--"If I cannot escape

them, they will take me: their government is good for nothing, but the

nation is great, noble, generous; they will treat me as I ought to be

treated. After all, what would you have me do? Do you wish, that I

should suffer myself to be taken here like a dolt by Wellington, and

give him the pleasure of parading me in triumph through the streets of

London like King John? Since my services are refused, there is but one

step I can take: to depart. The destinies will do the rest."--"There

is still another, Sire, if I dared suggest it to you: your Majesty is

not a man to run away."--"What do you call running away?" said

Napoleon with a proud and angry look: "where do you see me running

away?"--"I entreat your Majesty not to dwell on that expression."--"Go

on, go on."--"I think then, Sire, that your Majesty ought not thus to

quit France, first, for your safety's sake, next for your honour's.

The English are informed, that you have the intention of going to the

United States; and no doubt our coasts already swarm with their

cruisers. This is not all: your Majesty is aware of the hatred and

perfidy of the Duke of Otranto: and who can say, whether secret orders

have not been issued, to delay your departure, or retard the progress

of the vessels, that you may be taken by the English? I consider it

impossible, therefore, that your Majesty should escape them; or, if

you should escape, but that you must ultimately fall into their hands,

sooner or later. In this dilemma, it is right, at least, to endeavour

to fall as nobly as possible."--"What are you driving at?" said

Napoleon peevishly, thinking I meant to propose suicide to him: "I

know, I might say, like Hannibal, 'Let us deliver them from the terror

my name inspires:' but suicide is the business only of minds not

thoroughly steeled, or of distempered brains. _Whatever my destiny may

be, I will never hasten my end a single moment._"--"Such is not my

meaning, Sire; and, since your Majesty condescends to listen to me,

were I in your place, I would renounce the chimerical hope of finding

an asylum in a foreign country; and I would say to the chambers: I

abdicated, in order to disarm our enemies; I learn, that they are not

satisfied; if they must have my liberty, or my life, I am ready, to

place myself in their hands, happy to be able at this price, to save

France and my son. How noble it would be," exclaimed I, "to see

Napoleon the Great, after having laid down the crown placed on his

head by twenty years of victory, offering himself as a sacrifice to

the independence of his country!"--"Yes, yes," said Napoleon, "the

sacrifice would be noble; but a nation of thirty millions of souls,

that could suffer it, would be dishonoured for ever. Besides, to whom

shall I surrender myself? to Blucher? to Wellington? They have not the

power necessary, to treat with me on such conditions. They would begin

with making me their prisoner; and then would do with me, and with

France, whatever they took into their heads."--"I would surrender

myself, Sire, to the Emperor Alexander."--"To Alexander! you know

nothing of those Russians. It would cost the lives of both of us.

However, your idea deserves consideration: I will reflect upon it.

Before taking a step, that cannot be retracted, it is proper to look

at it twice. The sacrifice of myself would be nothing on my own

account; but perhaps it would be lost to France. The faith of an

enemy is never to be trusted. See if Maret and Lavalette be here, and

send them to me."

[Footnote 75: The uneasiness given her by the terrors of

1815 conducted her to the grave. I hope the reader will

pardon me these particulars, and this note.]

Every thing, that bears the stamp of greatness of mind, seduces and

transports me. I confess, that my imagination was fired at the idea of

Napoleon generously devoting himself for France, and for his son. But

this remark of Napoleon's, "A nation of thirty millions of men, that

could suffer such a sacrifice, would be for ever dishonoured," a

remark that I had not foreseen, dissipated the enchantment. On

quitting the closet, I was stopped by the Duke of Rovigo, who said to

me: "You have been talking a long while with the Emperor, has any

thing new passed?"--"No," answered I; "we have been talking of his

departure:" and I gave him an account of our conversation. "Your

advice was noble," replied he; "but what I gave him was, I think,

preferable. It was, to come and fall with us before the walls of

Paris. He will not do so; because, in the first place, Fouché will not

leave it in his power; and, in the next, because the fear of

endangering every thing has laid hold of him. He will set off

to-night. God knows whither we shall go: but no matter, I will follow

him. My first object is, to know that he is out of danger. Besides, I

would rather ramble at a venture with him, than remain here. Fouché

thinks, that he shall get himself out of the scrape: he is mistaken;

he will be hanged like the rest, and more richly deserve it. France is

sunk, lost! I wish I was dead!"

While I was conversing with the Duke of Rovigo, Napoleon was

discussing the proposal, which I had ventured to submit to him.

Several times he was on the point of adopting it; but still recurred

to his prevailing idea, that such a sacrifice was unworthy a great

nation; and that France probably would derive no more advantage from

it, than had been derived from his abdication. All things considered,

therefore, Napoleon resolved, to entrust his fate "to fortune and the

winds." But the committee, advised by a despatch from our

plenipotentiaries, which I shall transcribe farther on, "that the

escape of Napoleon, before the conclusion of the negotiations, would

be considered by the allies as an act of bad faith on our part, and

would compromise the safety of France," directed him to be informed,

that unforeseen political circumstances compelled it, to subject his

departure anew to the arrival of the safeconduct. Thus Napoleon was

obliged to remain.

I returned to Paris. Here I learned, that the enemy had made immense

progress; and, according to custom, I was desirous of getting off, to

acquaint Napoleon with it. The barriers were strictly closed, and no

one could go out without permission. I endeavoured to obtain one. The

Duke of Otranto answered me, that my presence with the cabinet was

necessary; and ordered me to remain. I knew, that one Chauvin, who was

to go with the Emperor, was setting out for Malmaison. I ran to

acquaint him with what was passing; and directed him, to give the

information to Count Bertrand. At the same moment M. G. D.[76],

informed, I know not by what means, that the Prussians designed, to

carry off the Emperor; that Blucher had said, "If I can catch

Bonaparte, I will hang him up at the head of my army;" and that

Wellington had strenuously opposed this cowardly and criminal design,

M. G. D. hastened, to transmit this information to Napoleon; and soon

after found means, by favour of his employment in the national guard,

to repair in person to Malmaison. Napoleon made him relate at large

all he knew. When he was acquainted with the position of the

Prussians, he laid it down on the map[77], and said with a smile:

"Aha! so I have suffered myself in fact to be turned." He then sent an

orderly officer, to see whether the bridges of Bezons and Peck had

been broken down. He found, that the latter was not. "I desired it,

however: but I am not surprised at it."

[Footnote 76: From accounts communicated to me.]

[Footnote 77: That is, be marked out the enemy's

positions with pins.]

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