LXIII

At the door Lily was admitted by a fat Bretonne maidservant who ushered

her through a dark hall and up a dark stairway where the light was so

bad that she was unable to distinguish any of the furnishings. It might

have been a tunnel for all the impression it made upon a visitor. At a

turn of the stairs she was forced to press her body against the wall in

order to allow pass two strangers whom she had never seen at Madame

Gigon’s salon. At the top she was led through another hall lighted by a

sort of chalice, with a gas flame burning inside a red globe suspended

by Moorish chains from the low ceiling. Here it was possible to discern

the most enormous quantity of furniture and decorations, bronze

ornaments, bits of chinoiserie, pictures of all sizes in enormous gilt

frames, umbrellas, cloaks, chairs, pillows and what not. At the end of

the hall the maidservant opened the door of a large square room and

silently indicated Madame Blaise who was seated before a gentle charcoal

fire. Lily entered and the servant closed the door behind her.

Madame Blaise, dressed in old-fashioned gown of some thick black stuff,

sat on the edge of her chair like a crow upon a wall. Her cheeks and

lips were rouged and this, together with the red glow from the fire and

the thick mass of dyed red hair, gave her an appearance completely

bizarre and inhuman. She could not have heard Lily enter, for she did

not look up until the younger woman came quite close to her and said,

“Madame Blaise!”

“Ah!” said the old woman suddenly, as if waking from a dream. “It’s

you.”

Lily was smiling and apologetic. She lied about being detained on

business. She explained Madame Gigon’s indisposition. Altogether she

made herself charming, agreeable and insincere.

“Yes,” said Madame Blaise. “Madame Gigon is old,” in a tone which

implied “much older than I shall ever be.”

“I shan’t stay but a moment,” said Lily, sitting in a chair on the

opposite side of the fire.

“No, I suppose not.”

And then a silence fell during which it seemed that Madame Blaise

returned again to her dream. Lily took off her gloves, straightened her

hat and fell to regarding the room. It was an amazing room, full of

shadows and indefinable and shapeless objects which danced in the dim

gaslight. Gradually these things began to take shape. There were all

sorts of chairs and tables and cushions of every fashion and period. The

room fairly crawled with furniture. Near the fire stood a red lacquer

table, exquisitely made, laden with the remnants of tea--a chocolate

pot, a tea urn with the lamp extinguished and the tea growing cold,

plates with sandwiches and gateaux. The windows were covered by thick

curtains of some brocaded stuff which were drawn now to shut out the

twilight. But the most remarkable feature of the room was the number of

pictures. They hung in every conceivable nook and corner, standing

upright in little frames of gilt bronze, tortoiseshell or ebony, leaning

against the walls and against the mirror over the fireplace. Some,

judging from the flamboyance and heroic note of the poses, were pictures

of actresses and opera singers. Others from the pomposity of the subject

were undoubtedly politicians. There were pictures of ladies in

crinolines and gentlemen with beards or flowing mustaches. Some were

photographs, faded and worn; others were sketches or prints clipped out

of journals. There were at least a half dozen portraits in oil of

varying degrees of excellence.

Lily occupied herself for a time in studying the room. At last Madame

Blaise. “I am glad the others have gone. They weary me--inexpressibly.”

She leaned forward a little in her chair. “You understand I have had an

interesting life. These others ...” She made a stiff gesture of

contempt. “What have they known of life? They go round and round like

squirrels in a cage ... always the same little circle. Always the same

dull people.”

Lily smiled agreeably. She was remarkably beautiful in the soft light.

“I understand,” she said, with the air of humoring the old woman.

Madame Blaise rose suddenly. “But I forgot.... You must forgive me for

not asking you sooner. Will you have some tea or some chocolate?”

“Nothing,” said Lily. “I must think of my figure.”

Madame Blaise sat down again. “I am glad you have come ...” And after a

little pause, she added, “Alone.” A frown contracted her brow beneath a

neatly clipped bang. “You understand.... I think we have some things in

common ... you and I.”

Lily still sat complacently. “I’m sure we have!” she said, purely to

oblige her companion.

“But not what you suppose,” said Madame Blaise looking at her sharply.

“Not at all what you suppose. I am not speaking of the youth which we

share ... you and I. I am speaking rather of the qualities which have

nothing to do with youth. I mean the capacity to love.” This sentiment

she uttered with a look of profound mystery. In spite of her

eccentricity, there gleamed now and then through the cloud of mystery

traces of a grand manner, a certain elusive distinction. It showed in a

turn of the head, a gesture, an intonation ... nothing very tangible,

indeed, little more than a fleeting illusion.

Lily’s eye began to wander once more, round and round the room to this

picture and that, hesitating for a moment on one or another of the

amazing collection which caught her fancy. When Madame Blaise fell

silent once more for a long interval, she remarked,

“But have you no picture of yourself among all these?”

“No,” replied the old woman. “I am coming to that later.” And without

pausing, she added, “You have had lovers of course.” And when Lily,

astounded by this sudden observation, stirred nervously in her chair,

Madame Blaise raised her hand. “Oh, I know. I am not going to reproach

you. I approve, you understand. It is what beautiful women are made

for.” Her eyes took on an uncanny look of shrewdness.

“Don’t fancy that I am ignorant. Some people of course say that I am

crazy. I am not. It’s the others who are crazy, so they think that I am.

But I understand. You have a lover now.... He is Madame Gigon’s

cousin.” She looked fiercely into Lily’s face which had grown deathly

pale at the crazy outburst of the old woman. She appeared frightened

now. She did not even protest.

“I have watched,” continued Madame Blaise, in the most intimate manner

possible. “I understand these things. I know what a glance can mean ...

a gesture, a sudden unguarded word. You, my dear, have not always been

as cautious, as discreet, as you might have been. You needn’t fear. I

shall say nothing. I shall not betray you.” She reached over and touched

Lily’s hand with an air of great confidence. “You see, we are alike. We

are as one. It is necessary for us to fight these other women ... like

de Cyon. She is a cat, you understand.”

Lily, all her complacency vanished now, glanced at the watch on her

wrist. She stood up and walked to the fireplace in an effort to break

the way toward escape. She was, it appeared, unable to collect her wits

so that she might deal with Madame Blaise.

“You must not go yet,” continued the harridan. “I have so much to tell

you.” She pursed her withered lips reflectively and put her head a

little on one side. “When I was a young girl, I was very like you. You

can see that my hair is still the same. People notice and remark how

beautifully it has kept its color. Oh yes, many have spoken to me of it.

There is nothing like preserving your beauty.” And at this she chuckled

a little wildly with an air of savage triumph.

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