As far back as I can remember, the house, near Putney-bridge and

churchyard, of my maternal grandfather appears in the light of my

proper and native home. It was there that I was allowed to spend

the greatest part of my time, in sickness or in health, during my

school vacations and my parents' residence in London, and finally

after my mother's death. Three months after that event, in the

spring of 1748, the commercial ruin of her father, Mr. James Porten,

was accomplished and declared. He suddenly absconded: but as his

effects were not sold, nor the house evacuated, till the Christmas

following, I enjoyed during the whole year the society of my aunt,

without much consciousness of her impending fate. I feel a

melancholy pleasure in repeating my obligations to that excellent

woman, Mrs. Catherine Porten, the true mother of my mind as well as

of my health. Her natural good sense was improved by the perusal of

the best books in the English language; and if her reason was

sometimes clouded by prejudice, her sentiments were never disguised

by hypocrisy or affectation. Her indulgent tenderness, the

frankness of her temper, and my innate rising curiosity, soon

removed all distance between us: like friends of an equal age, we

freely conversed on every topic, familiar or abstruse; and it was

her delight and reward to observe the first shoots of my young

ideas. Pain and languor were often soothed by the voice of

instruction and amusement; and to her kind lessons I ascribe my

early and invincible love of reading, which I would not exchange for

the treasures of India. I should perhaps be astonished, were it

possible to ascertain the date, at which a favourite tale was

engraved, by frequent repetition, in my memory: the Cavern of the

Winds; the Palace of Felicity; and the fatal moment, at the end of

three months or centuries, when Prince Adolphus is overtaken by

Time, who had worn out so many pair of wings in the pursuit. Before

I left Kingston school I was well acquainted with Pope's Homer and

the Arabian Nights Entertainments, two books which will always

please by the moving picture of human manners and specious miracles:

nor was I then capable of discerning that Pope's translation is a

portrait endowed with every merit, excepting that of likeness to the

original. The verses of Pope accustomed my ear to the sound of

poetic harmony: in the death of Hector, and the shipwreck of

Ulysses, I tasted the new emotions of terror and pity; and seriously

disputed with my aunt on the vices and virtues of the heroes of the

Trojan war. From Pope's Homer to Dryden's Virgil was an easy

transition; but I know not how, from some fault in the author, the

translator, or the reader, the pious Aeneas did not so forcibly

seize on my imagination; and I derived more pleasure from Ovid's

Metamorphoses, especially in the fall of Phaeton, and the speeches

of Ajax and Ulysses. My grand-father's flight unlocked the door of

a tolerable library; and I turned over many English pages of poetry

and romance, of history and travels. Where a title attracted my

eye, without fear or awe I snatched the volume from the shelf; and

Mrs. Porten, who indulged herself in moral and religious

speculations, was more prone to encourage than to check a curiosity

above the strength of a boy. This year (1748), the twelfth of my

age, I shall note as the most propitious to the growth of my

intellectual stature.

The relics of my grandfather's fortune afforded a bare annuity for

his own maintenance; and his daughter, my worthy aunt, who had

already passed her fortieth year, was left destitute. Her noble

spirit scorned a life of obligation and dependence; and after

revolving several schemes, she preferred the humble industry of

keeping a boarding-house for Westminster-school, where she

laboriously earned a competence for her old age. This singular

opportunity of blending the advantages of private and public

education decided my father. After the Christmas holidays in

January, 1749, I accompanied Mrs. Porten to her new house in

College-street; and was immediately entered in the school of which

Dr. John Nicoll was at that time head-master. At first I was alone:

but my aunt's resolution was praised; her character was esteemed;

her friends were numerous and active: in the course of some years

she became the mother of forty or fifty boys, for the most part of

family and fortune; and as her primitive habitation was too narrow,

she built and occupied a spacious mansion in Dean's Yard. I shall

always be ready to join in the common opinion that our public

schools, which have produced so many eminent characters, are the

best adapted to the genius and constitution of the English people.

A boy of spirit may acquire a previous and practical experience of

the world; and his playfellows may be the future friends of his

heart or his interest. In a free intercourse with his equals, the

habits of truth, fortitude, and prudence will insensibly be matured.

Birth and riches are measured by the standard of personal merit; and

the mimic scene of a rebellion has displayed, in their true colours,

the ministers and patriots of the rising generation. Our seminaries

of learning do not exactly correspond with the precept of a Spartan

king, "that the child should be instructed in the arts, which will

be useful to the man;" since a finished scholar may emerge from the

head of Westminster or Eton, in total ignorance of the business and

conversation of English gentlemen in the latter end of the

eighteenth century. But these schools may assume the merit of

teaching all that they pretend to teach, the Latin and Greek

languages: they deposit in the hands of a disciple the keys of two

valuable chests; nor can he complain, if they are afterwards lost or

neglected by his own fault. The necessity of leading in equal ranks

so many unequal powers of capacity and application, will prolong to

eight or ten years the juvenile studies, which might be despatched

in half that time by the skilful master of a single pupil. Yet even

the repetition of exercise and discipline contributes to fix in a

vacant mind the verbal science of grammar and prosody: and the

private or voluntary student, who possesses the sense and spirit of

the classics, may offend, by a false quantity, the scrupulous ear of

a well-flogged critic. For myself, I must be content with a very

small share of the civil and literary fruits of a public school. In

the space of two years (1749, 1750), interrupted by danger and

debility, I painfully climbed into the third form; and my riper age

was left to acquire the beauties of the Latin, and the rudiments of

the Greek tongue. Instead of audaciously mingling in the sports,

the quarrels, and the connections of our little world, I was still

cherished at home under the maternal wing of my aunt; and my removal

from Westminster long preceded the approach of manhood.

The violence and variety of my complaint, which had excused my

frequent absence from Westminster School, at length engaged Mrs.

Porten, with the advice of physicians, to conduct me to Bath: at the

end of the Michaelmas vacation (1750) she quitted me with

reluctance, and I remained several months under the care of a trusty

maid-servant. A strange nervous affection, which alternately

contracted my legs, and produced, without any visible symptoms, the

most excruciating pain, was ineffectually opposed by the various

methods of bathing and pumping. From Bath I was transported to

Winchester, to the house of a physician; and after the failure of

his medical skill, we had again recourse to the virtues of the Bath

waters. During the intervals of these fits, I moved with my father

to Beriton and Putney; and a short unsuccessful trial was attempted

to renew my attendance at Westminster School. But my infirmities

could not be reconciled with the hours and discipline of a public

seminary; and instead of a domestic tutor, who might have watched

the favourable moments, and gently advanced the progress of my

learning, my father was too easily content with such occasional

teachers as the different places of my residence could supply. I

was never forced, and seldom was I persuaded, to admit these

lessons: yet I read with a clergyman at Bath some odes of Horace,

and several episodes of Virgil, which gave me an imperfect and

transient enjoyment of the Latin poets. It might now be apprehended

that I should continue for life an illiterate cripple; but, as I

approached my sixteenth year, Nature displayed in my favour her

mysterious energies: my constitution was fortified and fixed; and my

disorders, instead of growing with my growth and strengthening with

my strength, most wonderfully vanished. I have never possessed or

abused the insolence of health: but since that time few persons have

been more exempt from real or imaginary ills; and, till I am

admonished by the gout, the reader will no more be troubled with the

history of my bodily complaints. My unexpected recovery again

encouraged the hope of my education; and I was placed at Esher, in

Surrey, in the house of the Reverend Mr. Philip Francis, in a

pleasant spot, which promised to unite the various benefits of air,

exercise, and study (Jan.,1752). The translator of Horace might

have taught me to relish the Latin poets, had not my friends

discovered in a few weeks, that he preferred the pleasures of

London, to the instruction of his pupils. My father's perplexity at

this time, rather than his prudence, was urged to embrace a singular

and desperate measure. Without preparation or delay he carried me

to Oxford; and I was matriculated in the university as a gentleman

commoner of Magdalen college, before I had accomplished the

fifteenth year of my age (April 3, 1752).

The curiosity, which had been implanted in my infant mind, was still

alive and active; but my reason was not sufficiently informed to

understand the value, or to lament the loss, of three precious years

from my entrance at Westminster to my admission at Oxford. Instead

of repining at my long and frequent confinement to the chamber or

the couch, I secretly rejoiced in those infirmities, which delivered

me from the exercises of the school, and the society of my equals.

As often as I was tolerably exempt from danger and pain, reading,

free desultory reading, was the employment and comfort of my

solitary hours. At Westminster, my aunt sought only to amuse and

indulge me; in my stations at Bath and Winchester, at Beriton and

Putney, a false compassion respected my sufferings; and I was

allowed, without controul or advice, to gratify the wanderings of an

unripe taste. My indiscriminate appetite subsided by degrees in the

historic line: and since philosophy has exploded all innate ideas

and natural propensities, I must ascribe this choice to the

assiduous perusal of the Universal History, as the octavo volumes

successively appeared. This unequal work, and a treatise of Hearne,

the Ductor historicus, referred and introduced me to the Greek and

Roman historians, to as many at least as were accessible to an

English reader. All that I could find were greedily devoured, from

Littlebury's lame Herodotus, and Spelman's valuable Xenophon, to the

pompous folios of Gordon's Tacitus, and a ragged Procopius of the

beginning of the last century. The cheap acquisition of so much

knowledge confirmed my dislike to the study of languages; and I

argued with Mrs. Porten, that, were I master of Greek and Latin, I

must interpret to myself in English the thoughts of the original,

and that such extemporary versions must be inferior to the elaborate

translations of professed scholars; a silly sophism, which could not

easily be confuted by a person ignorant of any other language than

her own. From the ancient I leaped to the modern world: many crude

lumps of Speed, Rapin, Mezeray, Davila, Machiavel, Father Paul,

Bower, &c., I devoured like so many novels; and I swallowed with the

same voracious appetite the descriptions of India and China, of

Mexico and Peru.

My first introduction to the historic scenes, which have since

engaged so many years of my life, must be ascribed to an accident.

In the summer of 1751, I accompanied my father on a visit to Mr.

Hoare's, in Wiltshire; but I was less delighted with the beauties of

Stourhead, than with discovering in the library a common book, the

Continuation of Echard's Roman History, which is indeed executed

with more skill and taste than the previous work. To me the reigns

of the successors of Constantine were absolutely new; and I was

immersed in the passage of the Goths over the Danube, when the

summons of the dinner-bell reluctantly dragged me from my

intellectual feast. This transient glance served rather to irritate

than to appease my curiosity; and as soon as I returned to Bath I

procured the second and third volumes of Howel's History of the

World, which exhibit the Byzantine period on a larger scale.

Mahomet and his Saracens soon fixed my attention; and some instinct

of criticism directed me to the genuine sources. Simon Ockley, an

original in every sense, first opened my eyes; and I was led from

one book to another, till I had ranged round the circle of Oriental

history. Before I was sixteen, I had exhausted all that could be

learned in English of the Arabs and Persians, the Tartars and Turks;

and the same ardour urged me to guess at the French of D'Herbelot,

and to construe the barbarous Latin of Pocock's Abulfaragius. Such

vague and multifarious reading could not teach me to think, to

write, or to act; and the only principle that darted a ray of light

into the indigested chaos, was an early and rational application to

the order of time and place. The maps of Cellarius and Wells

imprinted in my mind the picture of ancient geography: from

Stranchius I imbibed the elements of chronology: the Tables of

Helvicus and Anderson, the Annals of Usher and Prideaux,

distinguished the connection of events, and engraved the multitude

of names and dates in a clear and indelible series. But in the

discussion of the first ages I overleaped the bounds of modesty and

use. In my childish balance I presumed to weigh the systems of

Scaliger and Petavius, of Marsham and Newton, which I could seldom

study in the originals; and my sleep has been disturbed by the

difficulty of reconciling the Septuagint with the Hebrew

computation. I arrived at Oxford with a stock of erudition, that

might have puzzled a doctor, and a degree of ignorance, of which a

school-boy would have been ashamed.

At the conclusion of this first period of my life, I am tempted to

enter a protest against the trite and lavish praise of the happiness

of our boyish years, which is echoed with so much affectation in the

world. That happiness I have never known, that time I have never

regretted; and were my poor aunt still alive, she would bear

testimony to the early and constant uniformity of my sentiments. It

will indeed be replied, that I am not a competent judge; that

pleasure is incompatible with pain; that joy is excluded from

sickness; and that the felicity of a schoolboy consists in the

perpetual motion of thoughtless and playful agility, in which I was

never qualified to excel. My name, it is most true, could never be

enrolled among the sprightly race, the idle progeny of Eton or

Westminster,

"Who foremost may delight to cleave,

With pliant arm, the glassy wave,

Or urge the flying ball."

The poet may gaily describe the short hours of recreation; but he

forgets the daily tedious labours of the school, which is approached

each morning with anxious and reluctant steps.

A traveller, who visits Oxford or Cambridge, is surprised and

edified by the apparent order and tranquillity that prevail in the

seats of the English muses. In the most celebrated universities of

Holland, Germany, and Italy, the students, who swarm from different

countries, are loosely dispersed in private lodgings at the houses

of the burghers: they dress according to their fancy and fortune;

and in the intemperate quarrels of youth and wine, their swords,

though less frequently than of old, are sometimes stained with each

other's blood. The use of arms is banished from our English

universities; the uniform habit of the academics, the square cap,

and black gown, is adapted to the civil and even clerical

profession; and from the doctor in divinity to the under-graduate,

the degrees of learning and age are externally distinguished.

Instead of being scattered in a town, the students of Oxford and

Cambridge are united in colleges; their maintenance is provided at

their own expense, or that of the founders; and the stated hours of

the hall and chapel represent the discipline of a regular, and, as

it were, a religious community. The eyes of the traveller are

attracted by the size or beauty of the public edifices; and the

principal colleges appear to be so many palaces, which a liberal

nation has erected and endowed for the habitation of science. My

own introduction to the university of Oxford forms a new aera in my

life; and at the distance of forty years I still remember my first

emotions of surprise and satisfaction. In my fifteenth year I felt

myself suddenly raised from a boy to a man: the persons, whom I

respected as my superiors in age and academical rank, entertained me

with every mark of attention and civility; and my vanity was

flattered by the velvet cap and silk gown, which distinguish a

gentleman commoner from a plebeian student. A decent allowance,

more money than a schoolboy had ever seen, was at my own disposal;

and I might command, among the tradesmen of Oxford, an indefinite

and dangerous latitude of credit. A key was delivered into my

hands, which gave me the free use of a numerous and learned library;

my apartment consisted of three elegant and well-furnished rooms in

the new building, a stately pile, of Magdalen College; and the

adjacent walks, had they been frequented by Plato's disciples, might

have been compared to the Attic shade on the banks of the Ilissus.

Such was the fair prospect of my entrance (April 3, 1752) into the

university of Oxford.

A venerable prelate, whose taste and erudition must reflect honour

on the society in which they were formed, has drawn a very

interesting picture of his academical life.--"I was educated (says

Bishop Lowth) in the UNIVERSITY OF OXFORD. I enjoyed all the

advantages, both public and private, which that famous seat of

learning so largely affords. I spent many years in that illustrious

society, in a well-regulated course of useful discipline and

studies, and in the agreeable and improving commerce of gentlemen

and of scholars; in a society where emulation without envy, ambition

without jealousy, contention without animosity, incited industry,

and awakened genius; where a liberal pursuit of knowledge, and a

genuine freedom of thought, were raised, encouraged, and pushed

forward by example, by commendation, and by authority. I breathed

the same atmosphere that the HOOKERS, the CHILLINGWORTHS, and the

LOCKES had breathed before; whose benevolence and humanity were as

extensive as their vast genius and comprehensive knowledge; who

always treated their adversaries with civility and respect; who made

candour, moderation, and liberal judgment as much the rule and law

as the subject of their discourse. And do you reproach me with my

education in this place, and with my relation to this most

respectable body, which I shall always esteem my greatest advantage

and my highest honour?" I transcribe with pleasure this eloquent

passage, without examining what benefits or what rewards were

derived by Hooker, or Chillingworth, or Locke, from their academical

institution; without inquiring, whether in this angry controversy

the spirit of Lowth himself is purified from the intolerant zeal,

which Warburton had ascribed to the genius of the place. It may

indeed be observed, that the atmosphere of Oxford did not agree with

Mr. Locke's constitution; and that the philosopher justly despised

the academical bigots, who expelled his person and condemned his

principles. The expression of gratitude is a virtue and a pleasure:

a liberal mind will delight to cherish and celebrate the memory of

its parents; and the teachers of science are the parents of the

mind. I applaud the filial piety, which it is impossible for me to

imitate; since I must not confess an imaginary debt, to assume the

merit of a just or generous retribution. To the university of

Oxford I acknowledge no obligation; and she will as cheerfully

renounce me for a son, as I am willing to disclaim her for a mother.

I spent fourteen months at Magdalen College; they proved the

fourteen months the most idle and unprofitable of my whole life: the

reader will pronounce between the school and the scholar; but I

cannot affect to believe that Nature had disqualified me for all

literary pursuits. The specious and ready excuse of my tender age,

imperfect preparation, and hasty departure, may doubtless be

alleged; nor do I wish to defraud such excuses of their proper

weight. Yet in my sixteenth year I was not devoid of capacity or

application; even my childish reading had displayed an early though

blind propensity for books; and the shallow flood might have been

taught to flow in a deep channel and a clear stream. In the

discipline of a well-constituted academy, under the guidance of

skilful and vigilant professors, I should gradually have risen from

translations to originals, from the Latin to the Greek classics,

from dead languages to living science: my hours would have been

occupied by useful and agreeable studies, the wanderings of fancy

would have been restrained, and I should have escaped the

temptations of idleness, which finally precipitated my departure

from Oxford.

Perhaps in a separate annotation I may coolly examine the fabulous

and real antiquities of our sister universities, a question which

has kindled such fierce and foolish disputes among their fanatic

sons. In the meanwhile it will be acknowledged that these venerable

bodies are sufficiently old to partake of all the prejudices and

infirmities of age. The schools of Oxford and Cambridge were

founded in a dark age of false and barbarous science; and they are

still tainted with the vices of their origin. Their primitive

discipline was adapted to the education of priests and monks; and

the government still remains in the hands of the clergy, an order of

men whose manners are remote from the present world, and whose eyes

are dazzled by the light of philosophy. The legal incorporation of

these societies by the charters of popes and kings had given them a

monopoly of the public instruction; and the spirit of monopolists is

narrow, lazy, and oppressive; their work is more costly and less

productive than that of independent artists; and the new

improvements so eagerly grasped by the competition of freedom, are

admitted with slow and sullen reluctance in those proud

corporations, above the fear of a rival, and below the confession of

an error. We may scarcely hope that any reformation will be a

voluntary act; and so deeply are they rooted in law and prejudice,

that even the omnipotence of parliament would shrink from an inquiry

into the state and abuses of the two universities.

The use of academical degrees, as old as the thirteenth century, is

visibly borrowed from the mechanic corporations; in which an

apprentice, after serving his time, obtains a testimonial of his

skill, and a licence to practise his trade and mystery. It is not

my design to depreciate those honours, which could never gratify or

disappoint my ambition; and I should applaud the institution, if the

degrees of bachelor or licentiate were bestowed as the reward of

manly and successful study: if the name and rank of doctor or master

were strictly reserved for the professors of science, who have

approved their title to the public esteem.

In all the universities of Europe, excepting our own, the languages

and sciences are distributed among a numerous list of effective

professors: the students, according to their taste, their calling,

and their diligence, apply themselves to the proper masters; and in

the annual repetition of public and private lectures, these masters

are assiduously employed. Our curiosity may inquire what number of

professors has been instituted at Oxford? (for I shall now confine

myself to my own university;) by whom are they appointed, and what

may be the probable chances of merit or incapacity; how many are

stationed to the three faculties, and how many are left for the

liberal arts? what is the form, and what the substance, of their

lessons? But all these questions are silenced by one short and

singular answer, "That in the University of Oxford, the greater part

of the public professors have for these many years given up

altogether even the pretence of teaching." Incredible as the fact

may appear, I must rest my belief on the positive and impartial

evidence of a master of moral and political wisdom, who had himself

resided at Oxford. Dr. Adam Smith assigns as the cause of their

indolence, that, instead of being paid by voluntary contributions,

which would urge them to increase the number, and to deserve the

gratitude of their pupils, the Oxford professors are secure in the

enjoyment of a fixed stipend, without the necessity of labour, or

the apprehension of controul. It has indeed been observed, nor is

the observation absurd, that excepting in experimental sciences,

which demand a costly apparatus and a dexterous hand, the many

valuable treatises, that have been published on every subject of

learning, may now supersede the ancient mode of oral instruction.

Were this principle true in its utmost latitude, I should only infer

that the offices and salaries, which are become useless, ought

without delay to be abolished. But there still remains a material

difference between a book and a professor; the hour of the lecture

enforces attendance; attention is fixed by the presence, the voice,

and the occasional questions of the teacher; the most idle will

carry something away; and the more diligent will compare the

instructions, which they have heard in the school, with the volumes,

which they peruse in their chamber. The advice of a skilful

professor will adapt a course of reading to every mind and every

situation; his authority will discover, admonish, and at last

chastise the negligence of his disciples; and his vigilant inquiries

will ascertain the steps of their literary progress. Whatever

science he professes he may illustrate in a series of discourses,

composed in the leisure of his closet, pronounced on public

occasions, and finally delivered to the press. I observe with

pleasure, that in the university of Oxford Dr. Lowth, with equal

eloquence and erudition, has executed this task in his incomparable

Praelections on the Poetry of the Hebrews.

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