My scheme of Order gave me the most trouble; and I found that, though

it might be practicable where a man's business was such as to leave

him the disposition of his time,--that of a journeyman printer, for

instance,--it was not possible to be exactly observed by a master, who

must mix with the world, and often receive people of business at their

own hours. Order, too, with regard to places for things, papers, etc.,

I found extremely difficult to acquire. I had not been early

accustomed to it, and, having an exceeding good memory, I was not so

sensible of the inconvenience attending want of method. This article,

therefore, cost me so much painful attention, and my faults in it

vexed me so much, and I made so little progress in amendment and had

such frequent relapses, that I was almost ready to give up the

attempt, and content myself with a faulty character in that respect,

like the man who, in buying an ax of a smith, my neighbor, desired to

have the whole of its surface as bright as the edge. The smith

consented to grind it bright for him if he would turn the wheel. He

turned, while the smith pressed the broad face of the ax hard and

heavily on the stone, which made the turning of it very fatiguing. The

man came every now and then from the wheel to see how the work went

on, and at length would take his ax as it was, without farther

grinding. "No," said the smith, "turn on, turn on; we shall have it

bright by and by; as yet, it is only speckled." "Yes," says the man,

"but I think I like a speckled ax best." And I believe this may have

been the case with many, who, having, for want of some such means as I

employed, found the difficulty of obtaining good and breaking bad

habits in other points of vice and virtue, have given up the struggle,

and concluded that a "speckled ax" was best. For something, that

pretended to be reason, was every now and then suggesting to me that

such extreme nicety as I exacted of myself might be a kind of foppery

in morals, which, if it were known, would make me ridiculous; that a

perfect character might be attended with the inconvenience of being

envied and hated; and that a benevolent man should allow a few faults

in himself, to keep his friends in countenance.

In truth, I found myself incorrigible with respect to order; and, now

I am grown old and my memory bad, I feel very sensibly the want of it.

But on the whole, though I never arrived at the perfection I had been

so ambitious of obtaining, but fell far short of it, yet I was, by the

endeavor, a better and a happier man than I otherwise should have been

if I had not attempted it; as those who aim at perfect writing by

imitating the engraved copies, though they never reach the wished-for

excellence of those copies, their hand is mended by the endeavor, and

is tolerable while it continues fair and legible.

It may be well my posterity should be informed that to this little

artifice, with the blessing of God, their ancestor owed the constant

felicity of his life, down to his seventy-ninth year, in which this is

written. What reverses may attend the remainder is in the hand of

Providence; but, if they arrive, the reflection on past happiness

enjoyed ought to help his bearing them with more resignation. To

temperance he ascribes his long-continued health, and what is still

left to him of a good constitution; to industry and frugality, the

early easiness of his circumstances and acquisition of his fortune,

with all that knowledge that enabled him to be a useful citizen, and

obtained for him some degree of reputation among the learned; to

sincerity and justice, the confidence of his country, and the

honorable employs it conferred upon him; and to the joint influence of

the whole mass of the virtues, even in the imperfect state he was able

to acquire them, all that evenness of temper and that cheerfulness in

conversation which makes his company still sought for, and agreeable

even to his younger acquaintance. I hope, therefore, that some of my

descendants may follow the example and reap the benefit.

It will be remarked that, though my scheme was not wholly without

religion, there was in it no mark of any of the distinguishing tenets

of any particular sect. I had purposely avoided them; for, being fully

persuaded of the utility and excellency of my method, and that it

might be serviceable to people in all religions, and intending some

time or other to publish it, I would not have anything in it that

should prejudice any one, of any sect, against it. I purposed writing

a little comment on each virtue, in which I would have shown the

advantages of possessing it, and the mischiefs attending its opposite

vice; and I should have called my book "The Art of Virtue,"[114]

because it would have shown the means and manner of obtaining virtue,

which would have distinguished it from the mere exhortation to be

good, that does not instruct and indicate the means, but is like the

apostle's man of verbal charity, who only, without showing to the

naked and hungry how or where they might get clothes or victuals,

exhorted them to be fed and clothed. (James ii. 15, 16.)

But it so happened that my intention of writing and publishing this

comment was never fulfilled. I did, indeed, from time to time, put

down short hints of the sentiments, reasonings, etc., to be made use

of in it, some of which I have still by me; but the necessary close

attention to private business in the earlier part of my life, and

public business since, has occasioned my postponing it; for, it being

connected in my mind with a great and extensive project, that required

the whole man to execute, and which an unforeseen succession of

employs prevented my attending to, it has hitherto remained unfinished.

In this piece it was my design to explain and enforce this doctrine,

that vicious actions are not hurtful because they are forbidden, but

forbidden because they are hurtful, the nature of man alone considered;

that it was, therefore, every one's interest to be virtuous who wished

to be happy even in this world; and I should, from this circumstance,

(there being always in the world a number of rich merchants, nobility,

states, and princes, who have need of honest instruments for the

management of their affairs, and such being so rare,) have endeavored to

convince young persons that no qualities were so likely to make a poor

man's fortune as those of probity and integrity.

My list of virtues contained at first but twelve; but a Quaker friend

having kindly informed me that I was generally thought proud; that my

pride showed itself frequently in conversation; that I was not content

with being in the right when discussing any point, but was overbearing

and rather insolent, of which he convinced me by mentioning several

instances,--I determined endeavoring to cure myself, if I could, of

this vice or folly among the rest, and I added Humility to my list,

giving an extensive meaning to the word.

I cannot boast of much success in acquiring the reality of this

virtue, but I had a good deal with regard to the appearance of it. I

made it a rule to forbear all direct contradiction to the sentiments

of others, and all positive assertion of my own. I even forbade

myself, agreeably to the old laws of our Junto, the use of every word

or expression in the language that imported a fixed opinion, such as

"certainly," "undoubtedly," etc., and I adopted, instead of them, "I

conceive," "I apprehend," or "I imagine" a thing to be so or so; or

"it so appears to me at present." When another asserted something that

I thought an error, I denied myself the pleasure of contradicting him

abruptly, and of showing immediately some absurdity in his

proposition; and in answering I began by observing that in certain

cases or circumstances his opinion would be right, but in the present

case there "appeared" or "seemed" to me some difference, etc. I soon

found the advantage of this change in my manner: the conversations I

engaged in went on more pleasantly; the modest way in which I proposed

my opinions procured them a readier reception and less contradiction;

I had less mortification when I was found to be in the wrong; and I

more easily prevailed with others to give up their mistakes and join

with me when I happened to be in the right.

And this mode, which I at first put on with some violence to natural

inclination, became at length so easy and so habitual to me, that

perhaps for these fifty years past no one has ever heard a dogmatical

expression escape me. And to this habit (after my character of

integrity) I think it principally owing that I had early so much

weight with my fellow-citizens when I proposed new institutions, or

alterations in the old, and so much influence in public councils when

I became a member; for I was but a bad speaker, never eloquent,

subject to much hesitation in my choice of words, hardly correct in

language, and yet I generally carried my points.

In reality there is, perhaps, no one of our natural passions so hard to

subdue as pride. Disguise it, struggle with it, beat it down, stifle it,

mortify it as much as one pleases, it is still alive, and will every now

and then peep out and show itself. You will see it, perhaps, often in

this history; for, even if I could conceive that I had completely

overcome it, I should probably be proud of my humility.[115]

["I AM NOW ABOUT TO WRITE AT HOME, AUGUST, 1788, BUT CANNOT HAVE

THE HELP EXPECTED FROM MY PAPERS, MANY OF THEM BEING LOST IN THE

WAR.[116] I HAVE, HOWEVER, FOUND THE FOLLOWING."]

Having mentioned a great and extensive project which I had conceived,

it seems proper that some account should be here given of that project

and its object. Its first rise in my mind appears in the following

little paper, accidentally preserved:

_Observations on my Reading History, in Library, May 19, 1731._

"That the great affairs of the world,--the wars, revolutions,

etc.,--are carried on and effected by parties.

"That the view of these parties is their present general

interest, or what they take to be such.

"That the different views of these different parties occasion all

confusion.

"That while a party is carrying on a general design, each man has

his particular private interest in view.

"That as soon as a party has gained its general point, each

member becomes intent upon his particular interest; which,

thwarting others, breaks that party into divisions, and occasions

more confusion.

"That few in public affairs act from a mere view of the good of

their country, whatever they may pretend; and though their

actings bring real good to their country, yet men primarily

consider that their own and their country's interest is united,

and do not act from a principle of benevolence.

"That fewer still, in public affairs, act with a view to the good

of mankind.

"There seems to me at present to be great occasion for raising a

United Party for Virtue, by forming the virtuous and good men of

all nations into a regular body, to be governed by suitable good

and wise rules, which good and wise men may probably be more

unanimous in their obedience to than common people are to common

laws.

"I at present think that whoever attempts this aright, and is

well qualified, cannot fail of pleasing God, and of meeting with

success.

B. F."

Revolving this project in my mind, as to be undertaken hereafter, when

my circumstances should afford me the necessary leisure, I put down

from time to time, on pieces of paper, such thoughts as occurred to me

respecting it. Most of these are lost; but I find one purporting to be

the substance of an intended creed, containing, as I thought, the

essentials of every known religion, and being free of everything that

might shock the professors of any religion. It is expressed in these

words:

"That there is one God, who made all things.

"That he governs the world by his providence.

"That he ought to be worshiped by adoration, prayer, and thanksgiving.

"But that the most acceptable service of God is doing good to man.

"That the soul is immortal.

"And that God will certainly reward virtue and punish vice, either

here or hereafter."

My ideas at that time were that the sect should be begun and spread at

first among young and single men only; that each person to be

initiated should not only declare his assent to such creed, but should

have exercised himself with the thirteen-weeks' examination and

practice of the virtues, as in the before-mentioned model; that the

existence of such a society should be kept a secret till it was become

considerable, to prevent solicitations for the admission of improper

persons, but that the members should each of them search among his

acquaintance for ingenuous, well-disposed youths, to whom, with

prudent caution, the scheme should be gradually communicated; that the

members should engage to afford their advice, assistance, and support

to each other in promoting one another's interests, business, and

advancement in life; that, for distinction, we should be called "The

Society of the Free and Easy:" free, as being, by the general practice

and habit of the virtues, free from the dominion of vice; and

particularly, by the practice of industry and frugality, free from

debt, which exposes a man to confinement and a species of slavery to

his creditors.

This is as much as I can now recollect of the project, except that I

communicated it in part to two young men, who adopted it with some

enthusiasm; but my then narrow circumstances, and the necessity I was

under of sticking close to my business, occasioned my postponing the

further prosecution of it at that time; and my multifarious

occupations, public and private, induced me to continue postponing, so

that it has been omitted till I have no longer strength or activity

left sufficient for such an enterprise; though I am still of opinion

that it was a practicable scheme, and might have been very useful, by

forming a great number of good citizens; and I was not discouraged by

the seeming magnitude of the undertaking, as I have always thought

that one man of tolerable abilities may work great changes, and

accomplish great affairs among mankind, if he first forms a good plan,

and, cutting off all amusements or other employments that would

divert his attention, makes the execution of that same plan his sole

study and business.

In 1732 I first published my Almanac,[117] under the name of "Richard

Saunders;" it was continued by me about twenty-five years, and

commonly called "Poor Richard's Almanac." I endeavored to make it both

entertaining and useful, and it accordingly came to be in such demand

that I reaped considerable profit from it, vending annually near ten

thousand. And observing that it was generally read, scarce any

neighborhood in the province being without it, I considered it as a

proper vehicle for conveying instruction among the common people, who

bought scarcely any other books. I therefore filled all the little

spaces that occurred between the remarkable days in the calendar with

proverbial sentences,[118] chiefly such as inculcated industry and

frugality as the means of procuring wealth, and thereby securing

virtue; it being more difficult for a man in want to act always

honestly, as (to use here one of those proverbs) "it is hard for an

empty sack to stand upright."

These proverbs, which contained the wisdom of many ages and nations, I

assembled and formed into a connected discourse,[119] prefixed to the

Almanac of 1757 as the harangue of a wise old man to the people

attending an auction. The bringing all these scattered counsels thus

into a focus enabled them to make greater impression. The piece, being

universally approved, was copied in all the newspapers of the

Continent, reprinted in Britain on a broadside,[120] to be stuck up in

houses, two translations were made of it in French, and great numbers

bought by the clergy and gentry to distribute gratis among their poor

parishioners and tenants. In Pennsylvania, as it discouraged useless

expense in foreign superfluities, some thought it had its share of

influence in producing that growing plenty of money which was

observable for several years after its publication.

I considered my newspaper, also, as another means of communicating

instruction, and in that view frequently reprinted in it extracts from

the "Spectator," and other moral writers, and sometimes published

little pieces of my own, which had been first composed for reading in

our Junto. Of these are a Socratic dialogue, tending to prove that,

whatever might be his parts and abilities, a vicious man could not

properly be called a man of sense; and a discourse on self-denial,

showing that virtue is not secure till its practice becomes a

habitude, and is free from the opposition of contrary inclinations.

These may be found in the papers about the beginning of 1735.

In the conduct of my newspaper, I carefully excluded all libeling and

personal abuse, which is of late years become so disgraceful to our

country. Whenever I was solicited to insert anything of that kind, and

the writers pleaded, as they generally did, the liberty of the press,

and that a newspaper was like a stagecoach, in which any one who would

pay had a right to a place, my answer was that I would print the piece

separately if desired, and the author might have as many copies as he

pleased to distribute himself, but that I would not take upon me to

spread his detraction; and that, having contracted with my subscribers

to furnish them with what might be either useful or entertaining, I

could not fill their papers with private altercation, in which they

had no concern, without doing them manifest injustice. Now many of

our printers make no scruple of gratifying the malice of individuals

by false accusations of the fairest characters among ourselves,

augmenting animosity even to the producing of duels; and are,

moreover, so indiscreet as to print scurrilous reflections on the

government of neighboring states, and even on the conduct of our best

national allies, which may be attended with the most pernicious

consequences. These things I mention as a caution to young printers,

and that they may be encouraged not to pollute their presses and

disgrace their profession by such infamous practices, but refuse

steadily, as they may see by my example that such a course of conduct

will not, on the whole, be injurious to their interests.

In 1733 I sent one of my journeymen to Charleston, South Carolina,

where a printer was wanting. I furnished him with a press and letters,

on an agreement of partnership by which I was to receive one third of

the profits of the business, paying one third of the expense. He was a

man of learning, and honest but ignorant in matters of account; and,

though he sometimes made me remittances, I could get no account from

him, nor any satisfactory state of our partnership while he lived. On

his decease the business was continued by his widow, who, being born

and bred in Holland, where, as I have been informed, the knowledge of

accounts makes a part of female education,[n] she not only sent me as

clear a state[121] as she could find of the transactions past, but

continued to account with the greatest regularity and exactness every

quarter afterward, and managed the business with such success that she

not only brought up reputably a family of children, but, at the

expiration of the term, was able to purchase of me the printing house,

and establish her son in it.

I mention this affair chiefly for the sake of recommending that branch

of education for our young women, as likely to be of more use to them

and their children, in case of widowhood, than either music or dancing,

by preserving them from losses by imposition of crafty men, and

enabling them to continue, perhaps, a profitable mercantile house, with

established correspondence, till a son is grown up fit to undertake and

go on with it, to the lasting advantage and enriching of the family.

About the year 1734 there arrived among us from Ireland a young

Presbyterian preacher, named Hemphill, who delivered with a good

voice, and apparently extempore, most excellent discourses, which drew

together considerable numbers of different persuasions, who joined in

admiring them. Among the rest I became one of his constant hearers,

his sermons pleasing me, as they had little of the dogmatical kind,

but inculcated strongly the practice of virtue, or what in the

religious style are called "good works." Those, however, of our

congregation who considered themselves as orthodox Presbyterians,

disapproved his doctrine, and were joined by most of the old clergy,

who arraigned him of heterodoxy[122] before the synod, in order to

have him silenced. I became his zealous partisan, and contributed all

I could to raise a party in his favor, and we combated for him awhile

with some hopes of success. There was much scribbling pro and con[123]

upon the occasion; and finding that, though an elegant preacher, he

was but a poor writer, I lent him my pen and wrote for him two or

three pamphlets, and one piece in the "Gazette" of April, 1735. Those

pamphlets, as is generally the case with controversial writings,

though eagerly read at the time, were soon out of vogue, and I

question whether a single copy of them now exists.

During the contest an unlucky occurrence hurt his cause exceedingly.

One of our adversaries having heard him preach a sermon that was much

admired, thought he had somewhere read the sermon before, or at least

a part of it. On search, he found that part quoted at length in one of

the British Reviews, from a discourse of Dr. Foster's. This detection

gave many of our party disgust, who accordingly abandoned his cause,

and occasioned our more speedy discomfiture in the synod. I stuck by

him, however, as I rather approved his giving us good sermons

composed by others than bad ones of his own manufacture, though the

latter was the practice of our common teachers. He afterward

acknowledged to me that none of those he preached were his own, adding

that his memory was such as enabled him to retain and repeat any

sermon after one reading only. On our defeat, he left us in search

elsewhere of better fortune, and I quitted the congregation, never

joining it after, though I continued many years my subscription for

the support of its ministers.

I had begun in 1733 to study languages; I soon made myself so much a

master of the French as to be able to read the books with ease. I then

undertook the Italian. An acquaintance, who was also learning it, used

often to tempt me to play chess with him. Finding this took up too

much of the time I had to spare for study, I at length refused to play

any more, unless on this condition: that the victor in every game

should have a right to impose a task, either in parts of the grammar

to be got by heart, or in translations, etc., which task the

vanquished was to perform on honor before our next meeting. As we

played pretty equally, we thus beat one another into that language. I

afterward, with a little painstaking, acquired as much of the Spanish

as to read their books also.

I have already mentioned that I had only one year's instruction in a

Latin school, and that when very young, after which I neglected that

language entirely. But, when I had attained an acquaintance with the

French, Italian, and Spanish, I was surprised to find, on looking over

a Latin Testament, that I understood so much more of that language

than I had imagined, which encouraged me to apply myself again to the

study of it, and I met with more success, as those preceding languages

had greatly smoothed my way.

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