and began arranging her bonnet before the glass at the window of the
crowded back-room. Two beds were in the chamber, besides other
furniture. In one of them slept Mrs. Raynor and Kate, in the smaller
one, Edina. What a change it all was for them! Suddenly, while Daisy's
attention was still given to her bonnet, certain words, spoken by
Edina, broke upon her ear. She and Frank had sat down on the bench
under the window, and were talking of Trennach. Mrs. Raynor and the
children were at the end of the garden, bending their heads together
over the untidy path, as if trying to determine what sort of coarse
gravel it might be composed of.
"Do you ever hear anything of Mrs. Bell, Frank?"
"I saw her to-day," was Frank's unexpected answer. "Saw her yesterday
as well."
"Where did you see her? Is she in London?" quickly repeated Edina.
"They have come to live in London. She and Rosaline."
"What has made them do that?" continued Edina quite sharply, as if she
did not altogether approve of the information. Daisy's fingers, tying
her bonnet-strings, could not have dropped more suddenly, had they
been seized with paralysis.
"I'm sure I don't know. They have come into money, through the death
of some relative at Falmouth, and thought, I believe, that they would
like to live in London. Poor Mrs. Bell is worse than she used to be:
the complaint, feared for her, is making progress--and must do so
until the end. I am attending her."
"They live near you, then?"
"Close by."
A short silence ensued. Edina was probably busy with her thoughts. She
spoke again.
"Is Rosaline as pretty as ever?"
"Not quite so pretty, perhaps: more beautiful."
"Ah, well--I would not go there too much, Frank; illness, or no
illness," cried Edina.
She spoke in a dreamy tone, as if her reflections were back in the
past. In her heart she believed he must have cared more or less for
Rosaline. Frank laughed slightly in answer: a laugh that was somewhat
constrained. His thoughts also had gone back; back to that fatal night
at Trennach.
A sudden shout in Alfred's voice from the group in the garden. "Here
it is! here it is, mamma!" Mrs. Raynor's thin gold ring had slipped
off her slender finger, and they had been searching for it in the
twilight.
Daisy seemed to see and hear no more until some of them came running
into the bedroom, saying that Frank was waiting for her. She went out,
said good-night in a mechanical sort of manner, and they started
homewards, arm-in-arm. The old jealousy she had once felt of Rosaline
Bell had sprung up again with tenfold force.
A short distance from the cottage, they met Charles. He was walking
along at full speed, and greeted them in a storm of anger.
"It was an awful shame! Just because I wanted to get home an hour
earlier than usual, it is an hour later. The office is full of work,
and some of us had to stay behind and do it."
"Never mind, Charley," said Frank, with his genial smile. "Better luck
next time."
"Yes, it's all very well to say next time; that will be next year, I
suppose. You hardly ever come to see us, you know, Frank."
"I come when I can. You must come to us instead. Spend next Sunday
with us, Charley. I can't stay talking now."
"All right," said Charley, vaulting off. "Good-night to you both." And
neither of them had noticed that Daisy had not spoken a word.
Daisy was tormenting herself in a most unnecessary manner. Rosaline
Bell in London! Living near to them; _close_ to them, he had said. He
had seen her to-day, and yesterday as well: no doubt he saw her every
day. No doubt he loved this Rosaline!--and had thrown off all
affection for herself, his wife. Even Edina could see the state of
affairs. What a frightful thing it was!--and how far had it gone?--and
what would it end in?
After this, the ordinary fashion of a jealous woman, did Mrs. Frank
Raynor reason; believing her fancies to be all true as gospel. Had
some angelic messenger essayed to set her right, it would have availed
nothing in her present frame of mind. Jealousy is as much a disease as
intermittent fever: it may have its lighter intervals, but it must run
its course.
"Daisy, I think we shall have a storm!" cried Frank. "How still and
hot the air is!--and look at that great black cloud coming up! We must
hasten as much as possible."
Daisy silently acquiesced. And the pace they went prevented much
attempt at talking. So that he had no opportunity of noticing that she
had suddenly become strangely silent.
The storm burst forth when they were within a few doors of their own
home. Lightning, thunder, a heavy downpour of rain. As they turned
into the surgery, where Sam stood under the gas-light, his arms on the
counter, his heels kicking about underneath it, Frank caught up a note
that was lying there, addressed to him.
"Who brought this note?" asked Frank as he read it.
"It was a young lady," replied Sam. "When I told her you were not at
home, she asked me for a sheet o' paper and pen-and-ink, and wrote
that, and said it was to be gave you as soon as you came in. And
please, sir, they have been round twice from Tripp's to say the baby's
worse."
Frank Raynor went out again at once, in spite of the storm. His wife,
who had heard what passed, turned into the parlour, her brain at work.
"I wonder how long this has been going on!--how long she has been
coming here?" debated Mrs. Frank, her fingers twitching with
agitation, her head hot and throbbing. "_She_ wrote that
note--barefaced thing! When she found she could not see him, she wrote
it, and left it for him: and he has gone out to see her!"
Jealousy in its way is as exciting as wine; acting very much in the
same manner on any patient who is under its influence. Mrs. Frank's
blood was surging in her veins; her thoughts were taking a wild turn;
her trembling fingers could hardly throw off her bonnet. In point of
fact, the note concerned a worthy tradesman, who feared he was
sickening for some complaint, and "the young lady," his daughter, had
written it, in preference to leaving a message, begging for Mr.
Raynor's speedy attendance.
"Have you had your supper, Sam?" asked Mrs. Frank, appearing at the
intervening door.
"No, ma'am."
"Then go and get it."
Sam passed her on his way to the kitchen. She stepped forward to the
counter, opened the day-book, and began searching for Dame Bell's
address. The front-door was usually kept closed now, not open as
formerly; and Daisy went to it on tiptoe, and slipped the bolt. There
was no one to hear her had she stepped ever so heavily; but we are all
apt to think that secret transactions require silent movements. Taking
up her place behind the counter, she turned the leaves of the book
again. The windows were closed in with shutters; she was quite in
privacy. But, turn and look as she would, she could not see the
address sought for. It is true she was looking in a desperate hurry,
for what if Frank were to return suddenly? Or Sam from his supper?
"No, the address is not there!"--shutting the book, and pushing back
the pretty hair from her beating temples. "He is too cautious to have
entered it. Other patients' names are there, but Dame Bell's is not.
The affair is clandestine from beginning to end."
And from that night Mrs. Frank Raynor began a course of action
that she would previously have believed herself incapable of. She
watched her husband. In her eagerness to discover where these Bells
lived--though what service the knowledge could render her she would
have been at a loss to declare--she occasionally followed him. Keeping
her bonnet downstairs in readiness, she would put it on hastily when
he went out, and steal after him. Three or four times a-week she did
this. Very contemptible indeed Daisy felt it to be, and her cheeks
blazed consciously now and again: but jealousy has driven a woman to
do more contemptible things than even this. But for the unsuitability
of her present life, as contrasted with her previous tastes and habits
and surroundings, and for its utter monotony, causing her to feel
weary unto death day after day, Margaret Raynor might never so far
have forgotten herself. The pursuit was quite exciting, bringing a
sort of relief to her; and she resolutely put away from her all
inconvenient qualms of conscience.
So, imagine that you behold them. Frank turning out at the
surgery-door, and hastening this way or that way, as if his feet were
aided by wings: and when he is a few yards off, Daisy turns out after
him. It would generally be a tedious and tormenting chase. He seemed
to have so many patients to visit, here, there, and everywhere; on
this side the street and on that side, and round the corners, and down
courts, that his pursuer was generally baffled, lost him for good, and
had to return home in despair.
Meanwhile, as time went on, Frank, unconscious of all this, was
destined to receive a shock himself. One evening, when he had been
called out to a case of emergency near home, upon quitting the sick
man's house, he entered a chemist's for the purpose of directing some
article, which it was not in his province to supply, to be sent to the
sufferer. Dashing into the shop hurriedly, for his time was not his
own, he was beginning to give his order.
"Will you send----"
And there his speech failed him. He stopped as suddenly and completely
as though his tongue had been paralyzed. The young man to whom he was
addressing himself, with the attentive red-brown eyes in which gleamed
a smile of intelligence, and the clean white apron tied round his
waist, was Blase Pellet. They looked at one another in the full glare
of the gas-light.
Blase was the first to speak. "How do you do, Mr. Raynor?"
"Is it _you?_" cried Frank, recovering himself somewhat. "Are you
living here?"
"Since a week past," replied Blase.
"Why have you left Trennach?"
"I came up to better myself," said Blase demurely. "One hears great
things of fortunes being made in London."
"And of being lost, Pellet," rejoined Frank.
"I can go back at any time," observed Blase. "Old Float would be only
too glad to have me. The young fellow he has now in my place is not
_me_, Float writes word. Float will have to attend to business a
little more himself now, and I expect it will not suit him."
Vouchsafing no answer to this, Frank left the order he had gone in to
give, and passed out of the shop, his mind in a very disagreeable
state of ferment.
"He has come up here to spy upon me; he is watching my movements,"
said Frank to himself. "How did he know I was here--in this part of
London?--how did he find it out?" A positive conviction, that it was
utterly useless to try to evade Blase Pellet, had taken sudden
possession of him; that he had been tracking him all along by the
means of spies and emissaries, and had now come to do it in person. He
felt that if he were to sail away over the seas and set up his tent in
an African desert, or on the shores of some remote fastness of the
Indian Empire, or amidst the unexplored wilds of a prairie, he should
see Blase Pellet in another tent, side by side with him, the next
morning.
For the moment, his several pressing engagements had gone out of his
head. His patients, lying in expectation of him, might lie: self was
all in all. The uneasiness that had taken hold of him amounted to
tribulation.
"I wonder what Dame Bell knows of this?" it suddenly occurred to him
to think. And no sooner did it occur than, acting on the moment's
impulse, he determined to ask her, and walked towards her lodging at
his usual quick rate. She had taken rooms in a quiet street, West
Street, where the small houses were chiefly private. It was nearly a
week since Frank had seen her, for her complaint was very fluctuating,
and latterly she had felt better, not requiring regular attendance.
Opening the front-door without knocking, as was his custom, he went
upstairs to the small sitting-room: this room and the bedchamber
behind it comprising Mrs. Bell's apartments. She had come into a
little money by the death of her sister at Falmouth, John Pellet's
wife: and this, combined with her previous small income, enabled her
to live quietly. When Mrs. Pellet died, it had been suggested that
Rosaline should take to her millinery business, and carry it on: but
Rosaline positively declined to do so. Neither Rosaline nor her mother
liked Falmouth, and they resolved to go up to London. Chance alone--or
at least, that apparently unconscious impulse that is called
chance--had caused them to choose this particular part of London for
their abode; and neither of them had the slightest idea that it was
within a stone's-throw of Frank Raynor. On the third day after
settling in it, Rosaline and Frank had met in Mark Street: and he then
learnt the news of their recent movements.
Mrs. Bell was at her old employment this evening when Frank
entered--knitting. Lifting her eyes to see who had come in, she took
the opportunity to snuff the candle near her, and gazed at Frank over
her spectacles.
"Hey-day!" she cried. "I thought it was Rosaline." This was the first
time Frank had seen her alone. During all his previous visits Rosaline
had been present. Rosaline had gone a long way that afternoon, Dame
Bell proceeded to explain, as far as Oxford Street, and was not back
again yet. The girl seemed to have some crotchet in her head, she
added, and would not say what she went for. Frank was glad of her
absence, crotchet or no crotchet: he felt an invincible distaste to
naming the name of Blase Pellet in her hearing.
Seen Blase Pellet to-night!--what had Blase Pellet come to town for?
repeated Dame Bell, in answer to Frank's introduction of the subject.
"Well, sir," she added, "he tells us he was grown sick and tired of
Trennach, and came up here to be near me and Rose. I'm sure you might
have knocked me down with a feather, so surprised was I when he walked
into this room last Sunday afternoon. I had dozed off in my chair
here, and Rose was reading the Bible to herself, when he came in. For
a minute or two I did not believe my eyes, and that's the truth. As to
Rose, she turned the colour of chalk, just as if he had frightened
her."
"Did he know you were living here?"
"Of course he knew that, Mr. Frank. Blase, I must say, has always been
as dutiful to me as if he had been really my nephew, and he often
wrote to us at Falmouth. One of his letters was sent after us from
Falmouth, and I wrote to tell him where we were in return."
"Did you tell him _I_ was here?" questioned Frank.
"Well no, I did not: but it is curious you should ask the question,
Mr. Frank," cried the dame. "I was just going to add to my letter that
I hoped I should get better now Mr. Raynor was attending me again, but
Rosaline stopped me. Mr. Raynor was nothing to Blase, she said: better
not name him at all. Upon that, I asked her why she did not write
herself, if she thought she could word the letter better than me: but
she never will write to him. However, you were not mentioned, sir."
"What is his object in coming to London?" repeated Frank, unable to
dismiss the one important point from his mind.
"I shouldn't wonder but it's Rosaline," said Dame Bell, shrewdly.
"Blase has wanted to make up to her this many a day; but----"
"What an idiot the man must be!" struck in Frank.
"But she will not have anything to say to him, I was going to add,"
concluded Dame Bell. "Why should you call him an idiot, Mr. Frank?"
"He must be one, if he thinks he can persuade Rosaline to like him.
See how ugly he is!"
"She might do worse, sir. I don't say Blase is handsome: he is not:
but he is steady. If men and women were all chosen by their looks, Mr.
Frank, a good many would go unmarried. Blase Pellet is putting by
money: he will be setting up for himself, some day; and he would make
her a good husband."
"Do you tell your daughter that he would?" asked Frank.
"She won't let me tell her, sir. I say to her sometimes that she seems
frightened at hearing the young man's very name mentioned: just as
though it would bring some evil upon her. I know what I think."
"What?" asked Frank.
"Why, that Rosaline pressed this settling in London upon me, on
purpose to put a wider distance between herself and Blase. Falmouth
was within reach, and he now and then came over there. I did not
suspect her of this till last Sunday, Mr. Frank. When tea was over,
and Blase had gone, she just sat with her hands before her, looking
more dead than alive. 'After all, it seems we had better have stayed
at Falmouth,' said she suddenly, as if speaking to herself: and that
gave me the idea that she had come here to be farther away from him."
Frank made no remark.
"Blase has found a place at a druggist's close by," continued Mrs.
Bell: whose chatter, once in full flow, was not easily stopped. "I
don't suppose he'll like London as well as Trennach, and so I told
him. _I_ don't. Great noisy bustling place!"
It seemed that there was nothing more to ask or learn, and Frank
bethought himself of his patients. Wishing the old dame good-night, he
departed. His first visit led him past the druggist's; and his glance,
as though fascinated, turned to the window. There, amidst the sheen of
red and green and blue reflected from the brilliant globes, he saw the
face of Blase Pellet; just as he had been wont to see it amidst the
glow of the same varied colours at Trennach.
CHAPTER III.
CROPPING UP AGAIN.
"Why, Daisy. Out marketing, my dear?"
The salutation to Mrs. Frank Raynor came from her husband. One
winter's morning, regardless of the extreme cold and the frost that
made the streets partly deserted, she followed her husband when he
went out after breakfast. The dwelling-place of Mrs. Bell and her
daughter in West Street had become known to her long ago; and Daisy
was always longing to see whether her husband's footsteps took him to
it.
That most unreasoning jealousy, which had seized upon her mind,
increased in force. It was growing almost into a disease. She felt as
sure as if she had seen it written in letters of divination, that her
husband's love had been, was, and ever would be Rosaline Bell's: that
it never had been hers: and over and over again she asked herself the
question--why had he married her?
It all appeared so plain to Daisy. Looking back, she could, as she
fully believed, trace out the past, in regard to it, bit by bit. First
of all, there was the girl's unusual and dangerous beauty; Frank
Raynor's attendance at the house on the Bare Plain, under the plea of
visiting the mother professionally; and the intimacy that was reported
to have existed between himself and Rosaline. A great deal more
frequently than was wise or necessary, Daisy recalled the evening when
Frank had been dining at The Mount, and the conversation had turned
upon the mysterious disappearance of Bell, the miner, and the beauty
of his daughter. Frank's signs of agitation--his emotional voice, his
flushings from red to white--Daisy had then been entirely unable to
comprehend: she had considered them as unaccountable as was the
absence of the man of whom they were speaking. Now the reason was very
apparent to her: the emotion had arisen from his love of Rosaline. She
remembered, as though it had been yesterday, the tales brought home by
Tabitha, and repeated to herself--that this beautiful daughter of Bell
the miner was Frank Raynor's best and only love, and that the girl
worshipped the very ground he trod on. It was too late then to be
influenced by the information, for the secret marriage had taken place
in the church at Trennach. Daisy had hardly known whether to believe
the story or not; but it had shaken her. Later, as time went on, and
she and her husband moved far away from the scene of events, and
Rosaline Bell seemed to have faded out of sight; almost, so far as
they were concerned, out of existence; Daisy had suffered herself to
forget the doubt and jealousy. But only to call it up with tenfold
force now.
And so, Mrs. Frank Raynor had amused herself, if the word may be
applied to a state of mind so painful as was hers, with the pastime of
watching her husband. Not often of course; only now and then. Her
steps, as of their own uncontrollable will, would take her to the
quiet street in which Dame Bell lived, and she had on one or two rare
occasions been rewarded by seeing him pass in or out of the house. Of
course she could not watch very often. She dared not do so. She would
have been ashamed to do so. As it was, she knew that Sam's eyes had
taken to opening with wonder whenever she followed her husband through
the surgery, and that the boy's curiosity was much exercised as to the
cause. Therefore, as she was unable to make Frank's shadow frequently,
and as, with all her expectation, she had been gratified so rarely by
seeing what she looked for, she drew the conclusion that fortune did
not favour her, and that Frank's times for going to the house were
just those when she did not happen to be out herself. An ingenious
inference: as all sensible people must allow, but one that jealousy
would be certain to invent.
On one of those rare occasions, Frank came out of the house
accompanied by Rosaline.
They turned the opposite way to where Daisy was standing, but not
before she had caught a glimpse of the beautiful face. Where were they
going together? she passionately asked herself. The probability was
that their coming out together was only incidental; for in a very few
minutes Daisy met the girl coming back alone, carrying a paper of
rusks, which she had no doubt been out to buy. All the more necessary
was it, thought Daisy, after this little incident, that she should
continue to look after her husband.
Daisy was becoming quite an adept at the work, and might have taken
service as a lady detective. Of course the chief care to be exercised
was to keep herself out of her husband's view. It was not so difficult
to do this as it would have been with some husbands; for Frank's time
was always so precious, and his movements were in consequence obliged
to be so rapid, that he went flying through the streets like a
lamplighter, never looking to the right or left. More than once,
though, Daisy had been obliged to dart into a doorway; and it was at
those times that she especially felt the humiliation of what she was
doing.
But, the pitcher that goes too often to the well gets broken at last,
we are told. On this bitter January day, when of a surety no one would
venture out who could keep in, Daisy came face to face with her
husband. She had seen him enter Mrs. Bell's house; fortune for once
had so far favoured her. She saw him make for the quiet street upon
first leaving home, skim down it with long strides, and go straight in
at the door. Her heart beat as though it would burst its bounds; her
pulses coursed on with fever-heat. Nothing in the world can be so good
for the doctors as jealousy: it must inevitably tend to bring on heart
disease. "I wonder how long he will stay?" thought Daisy in her raging
anger. "Half-an-hour, perhaps. Of course he does not hurry himself
when he goes _there_."
Sauntering onwards with slow steps, some idea in her head of waiting
to see how long he did stay, and believing herself perfectly safe for
many minutes to come, went Daisy. She longed to cross over the street
and so obtain a sight of the upstairs window. But she did not dare; he
might chance to look out and see her. She knew all about the position
of the Bells' rooms, having, in a careless, off-hand manner,
questioned Sam, who took out Mrs. Bell's medicine. In front of the
closed door, her face turned towards it, was Daisy, when--she found
herself confronted with her husband. He had come quickly forth,
without warning, not having remained two minutes.
"Why, Daisy! Out marketing, my dear?"
The question was put laughingly. Daisy never did any marketing: she
was not much of a housekeeper as yet, and the Lambeth shops did not
tempt her to begin. Eve did all that. Had she been committing a crime,
she could not have felt more taken aback in her surprise, or more
awkward at finding an excuse.
"I--had a headache," she stammered, "and--came out for a little walk."
"But it is too cold for you, Daisy. The wind is in the north-east. I
have never felt it keener."
"It won't hurt me," gasped Daisy, believing his solicitude for her was
all put on. She had believed that for some time now. The kinder Frank
showed himself, the more she despised him.
"You have been there to see a patient?" questioned Daisy, hardly
knowing and certainly not caring what she did say.
"Yes," replied Frank. "But she is better this morning; so I am off to
others who want me more than she does."
"Is it that Mrs. Bell from Trennach? I saw a bottle of medicine
directed to West Street for her one day. Sam was putting it into his
basket."
"It is Mrs. Bell. She is worse than she used to be, for the disorder
has made progress. And I fear she will grow worse, day by day now,
until the end."
"What a hypocrite he is!" thought Daisy: "I dare say there is as much
the matter with her as there is with me. Of course he needs some plea
of excuse--to be going there for ever after that wretched girl."
"Do you come here pretty often?" went on Daisy, coughing to conceal
the spleen in her tone, which she was unable to suppress.
"I shall have to come here oftener in future, I fear," returned Frank,
not directly answering the question; of which delay she took due note.
Just for these few minutes, he had slackened his pace to hers, and
they were walking side by side. "I am glad she is near me: I don't
think any stranger would give her the care that I shall give her."
"You speak as though you were anxious about her!" resentfully cried
Daisy.
"I am more than anxious. I would give half I am worth to be able to
cure her."
"Well, I'm sure!" exclaimed Daisy. "One would think you and these
people must possess some bond of union in common."
"And so we do," he answered.
Perhaps the words were spoken incautiously. Daisy, looking quickly up
at him, saw that he seemed lost in thought.
"What is it?" she asked in a low tone: her breathing just then seeming
a little difficult.
"What is what?"
"The bond of union between you and these Bells."
The question brought him out of his abstraction. He laughed lightly:
laughed, as Daisy thought, and saw, to do away with the impression the
words had made: and answered carelessly.
"The bond between me and Dame Bell? It is that I knew her at Trennach,
Daisy, and learnt to respect her. She nursed me through a fever once."
"Oh," said Daisy, turning her head away, indignant at what she
believed was an evasion. The "bond," if there were any, existed, not
between himself and the mother, but between himself and the daughter.
"I dare say you attend them for nothing!"
"Of course I do."
"What would Mr. Max Brown say to that?"
"What he pleased. Max Brown is not a man to object, Daisy."
"You can't tell."
"Yes, I can. If he did, I should pay him the cost of the medicines.
And my time, at least, I can give."
Daisy said no more. Swelling with resentment and jealousy, she walked
by his side in silence. Frank saw her to the surgery-door, and then
turned back rapidly. She went in; passed Sam, who was leisurely
dusting the counter, and sat down in the parlour by the fire.
Her state of mind was not one to be envied. Jealousy, you know, makes
the food it feeds on. Mrs. Frank Raynor was making very disagreeable
food for herself, indeed. She gave the reins to her imagination, and
it presented her with all sorts of suggestive horrors. The worst was
that she did not, and could not, regard these pictured fancies as
possible delusions, emanating from her own brain, and to be cautiously
received; but she converted them into undoubted facts. The sounds of
Sam's movements in the surgery, his answers to applicants who came in,
penetrated to her through the half-open door; but, though they touched
her ear in a degree, they did not touch her senses. She was as one who
heard not.
Thus she sat on, until midday, indulging these visions to the full
extent of her fancy, and utterly miserable. At least, perhaps not
quite utterly so: for when people are in the state of angry rage that
Daisy was, they cannot feel very acutely. A few minutes after twelve,
Sam appeared. He stared to see his mistress sitting just as she had
come in, not even her cloak removed, or her bonnet unfastened.
"A letter for you, please, ma'am. The postman have just brought it
in."
Daisy took the letter from him without a word. It proved to be from
her sister Charlotte, Mrs. Townley. Mrs. Townley wrote to say that she
was back again at the house in Westbourne Terrace, and would be glad
to see Daisy. She, with her children, had been making a long visit of
several months to her mother at The Mount, and she had only now
returned. "I did intend to be back for the New Year," she wrote; "but
mamma and Lydia would not hear of it. I have many things to tell you,
Daisy: so come to me as soon as you get this note. If your husband
will join us at dinner--seven o'clock--there will be no difficulty
about your getting home again. Say that I shall be happy to see him."
Should she go, or should she not go? Mrs. Frank Raynor was in so
excited a mood as not to care very much what she did. And--if she
went, and he did not come in the evening, he would no doubt take the
opportunity of passing it with Rosaline Bell.
She went upstairs, took her things off, and passed into the
drawing-room. The fire was burning brightly. Eve was a treasure of a
servant, and attended to it carefully. Frank had given orders that a
fire should be always kept up there: it was a better room for his wife
than the one downstairs, and more cheerful.
Certainly more cheerful: for the street and its busy traversers could
be seen. The opposite fish-shop displayed its wares more plainly to
this room than to the small room below. Just now, Monsieur and Madame,
the fish proprietors, were enjoying a wordy war, touching some haddock
that Madame had sold under cost price. He held an oyster-knife in his
hand, and was laying down the law with it. She stood, in her old brown
bonnet, her wrists turned back on her capacious hips, and defied his
anger. Daisy had the pleasure of assisting at the quarrel, as the
French say; for the tones of the disputants were loud, and partly
reached her ears.
"What a frightful place this is!" ejaculated Daisy. "What people! Yes,
I will go to Charlotte. It is something to get away from them for a
few hours, and into civilized life again."
At one o'clock, the hand-bell in the passage below was rung: the
signal for dinner. Daisy went down. Frank had only just come in, and
was taking off his overcoat.
"I have hardly a minute, Daisy," he said. "I have not seen all my
patients yet."
"Been hindering his time with Rosaline," thought Daisy. And she slowly
and ungraciously took her place at the table. Frank, regardless of
ceremony, had already begun to carve the boiled leg of mutton.
"You have _generally_ finished before one o'clock," she coldly
remarked, as he handed her plate to her. For Eve, good servant though
she was, had no idea of remaining in the room during meals to wait
upon them.
"Yes, generally. But a good many people are ill: and I was hindered
this morning by attending to an accident. A little boy was run over in
the street."
"Is he much hurt?"
"Not very much. I shall get him right again soon."
The dinner proceeded in silence. Frank was eating too rapidly to have
leisure for anything else; Daisy's angry spirit would not permit her
to talk. As she laid down her knife and fork, Frank pressed her to
take some more mutton, but she curtly refused it.
"I have said no once. This is luncheon; not dinner."
Frank Raynor had become accustomed to hearing his wife speak to him in
cold, resentful tones: but to-day they sounded especially cold. He had
long ago put it down in his own mind to dissatisfaction at their
blighted prospects; blighted, at least, in comparison with those they
had so sanguinely entertained when wandering together side by side at
Trennach and picturing the future to each other. It only made him the
more patient, the more tender with her.
"Mrs. Townley has written to ask me to go to her. She is back again in
Westbourne Terrace. She bids me say she shall be happy to see you to
dinner at seven. But I suppose you will not go."
"Yes, I will go," said Frank, rapidly revolving ways and means, as
regarded the exigencies of his patients. "I think I can get away for
an hour or two, Daisy. Is it dress?"
"Just as you please," was the frosty answer. "Mrs. Townley says
nothing about dress; she would be hardly likely to do so; but she is
accustomed to proper ways."
"And how shall you go, my dear?" resumed Frank, passing over the
implication with his usual sweetness of temper. "You had better have a
cab."
"I intend to have one," said Daisy.
She arrayed herself in some of her smartest things, for the spirit of
bravado was upon her: if her husband did not choose to dress, _she_
should: and set out in a cab for Westbourne Terrace. Once there, she
put away her troubles; outwardly at any rate: and her sister never
suspected that anything was amiss.
"I shall give you a surprise, Daisy," said Mrs. Townley in the course
of the afternoon. "An old beau of yours is coming to dinner."
"An old beau of mine! Who is that?"
"Sir Paul Trellasis."
"What an idea!" cried Daisy. "_He_ a beau of mine! Mamma must have put
that into your head, Charlotte. Sir Paul came to The Mount once or
twice; as he was a bachelor, mamma at once jumped to the conclusion
that he must come for Lydia or for me. He married Miss Beauchamp that
same year, you know."
"He and his wife are in London, and I asked them to come and dine with
us to-day without ceremony," resumed Mrs. Townley. "Had you married
Sir Paul, Daisy, you would not have been buried alive amongst savages
in some unknown region of London."
"No, I should not," replied the miserable wife with stern emphasis.
But there was another surprise in store for Daisy. For Mrs. Townley as
well. At dusk, a caller was ushered into the drawing-room, and proved
to be the Reverend Titus Backup. The curate had never quite severed
his relations with Trennach. He had taken three-months' duty there
again the past autumn, when the Rector was once more laid aside by
illness. He had then made the acquaintance of Mrs. Townley; and being
now in London, had called upon her.
Mrs. Frank Raynor flushed red as a rose when he entered. The sight
brought back to her memory the old time at Trennach, and its doings,
with vivid intensity. She seemed to see herself once more standing
with Frank Raynor before him at the altar, when he was making them
_One_ together, until death should part them. Mr. Backup had lost
somewhat of his former nervousness, but he was shy still, and held out
his hand to Mrs. Frank Raynor with timidity.
"Ah, I remember--it was you who married Daisy," observed Mrs. Townley.
"My mother at first would not forgive you, I believe, Mr. Backup,
until she found you did not know it was a stolen match. And for how
long are you in town?"
"I am not sure," replied the parson. "I have come up to see about a
curacy."
"Well, you must stay and dine with us," returned Mrs. Townley.
"Nonsense! You must. I shall not let you say no. Sir Paul and Lady
Trellasis are coming--you know them--and Mr. Raynor."
The curate, perhaps lacking courage to press his refusal, stayed. In
due time Sir Paul and his wife arrived; and, as the clock was striking
seven, Frank: dressed.
All this need not have been noticed, for in truth Mrs. Townley and
her visitors have little to do with the story, but for an incident
that occurred in the course of the evening. Mrs. Townley was on the
music-stool, playing some scientific "morceau" that was crushingly
loud, and seemed interminable, with Sir Paul at her elbow turning over
for her, and Daisy on the other side. Lady Trellasis, a pretty young
woman with black hair, sat talking with Mr. Backup on the sofa near
the fire: and Frank stood just behind them, looking at photographs. In
a moment, when he was least thinking of trouble, certain words spoken
by the curate caught his ear.
"Josiah Bell: that was his name. No; the particulars have never come
to light. He was found eventually, as of course you know, and buried
in the churchyard at Trennach."
"The affair took great hold on my imagination," observed Lady
Trellasis. "I was staying at The Mount with papa and mamma at the
time the man was lost. It was a story that seemed to be surrounded
with romance. They spoke, I remember, of the daughter, saying she was
so beautiful. Papa thought, I recollect, that the poor man must have
fallen into some pit or other; and so it proved."
"Yes," said Mr. Backup, "a pit so deep that the miners call it the
Bottomless Shaft. The mystery of course consisted in how he got
there."
"But why should that be a mystery? Did he not fall into it?"
"The fact is, that some superstition attaches to the place, and not a
single miner, it is said, would willingly approach it. Bell especially
would not go near it: for in all matters of superstition he was
singularly weak-minded."
"Then how did he get in?" quickly asked Lady Trellasis.
"There was a suspicion of foul play. It was thought the man was thrown
in."
"How very dreadful! Thrown in by whom?"
"I cannot tell you. A faint rumour arose later--as I was told by Mr.
Pine--that some one in a higher walk of life was supposed to have been
implicated in the matter: some gentleman. The Rector tried to trace
the report to its source, and to ascertain the name of the suspected
man. He could get at nothing: but he says that an uncomfortable
feeling about it remains still on his mind. I should not be surprised
at the affair cropping up again some day."
The "morceau" came to an end with a final crash, and the conversation
with it. Frank woke up with a start, to find a servant standing before
him with a tray and tea-cups. He took one of the cups, and drank the
tea quite scalding, never knowing whether it was hot or cold. Certain
of the words, which he could not help overhearing, had startled all
feeling out of him.
"Is it not time to go, Daisy?" he asked presently.
"If you think so," she freezingly answered.
"Then will you put on your bonnet, my dear," he said, never noticing
the ungraciousness of her reply. After those ominous words, all other
words, for the time being, fell on his ear as though he heard them
not.
Not a syllable was exchanged between them as they sat together in the
cab, speeding homewards. Frank was too unpleasantly absorbed to speak;
Daisy was indulging resentment. That last sentence of Mr. Backup's, "I
should not be surprised at the affair cropping up again," kept surging
in his mind. He asked himself whether it was spoken prophetically;
and, he also asked, what, if it did crop up, would be the consequences
to himself?
"He is thinking of _her_," concluded Daisy, resenting the unusual
silence, although she herself by her manner invoked it. And, in good
truth, so he was.
Handing Daisy out of the cab when it stopped, Frank opened the
surgery-door for her, and turned to pay the driver. At that self-same
moment some man came strolling slowly along the pavement. He was
wrapped up in a warm coat, and seemed to be walking for pleasure.
He looked at the cab, looked at the open door of the house, looked at
Frank. Not straightforwardly; but by covert sidelong glances.
"Good-night, Mr. Raynor," said he at length, as he was passing.
"Good-night to you," replied Frank.
And Mr. Blase Pellet sauntered on, enjoying the icicles of the winter
night. Frank went in, and barred and bolted his door.
"I wish to Heaven it needed nothing but bars and bolts to keep the
fellow out!" spoke Frank in his dismay. "How long he will be kept out,
I know not. Talk of whether the affair will crop up again!--why, it
_is_ cropping up. And I have a bitter enemy in Blase Pellet."
CHAPTER IV.
HUMILIATION.
Again the weeks and the months went on, bringing round the autumn
season of another year. For in real life--and this is very much of a
true history--time passes imperceptibly when there are no special
events to mark its progress. Seasons succeed each other, leaving
little record behind them.
It was a monotonous life at best--that of the Raynors'. It seemed to
be spent in a quiet, constant endeavour to exist; a patient, perpetual
struggling to make both ends meet: to remain under the humble roof of
Laurel Cottage, and not to have to turn from it; to contrive that
their garments should be decent, something like gentlepeople's, not
ragged and shabby.
But for Edina they would never have done it. Even though they had her
fifty pounds a-year, without her presence they would never have got
on. She managed and worked, and had ever a cheerful word for them all.
When their spirits failed, especially Mrs. Raynor's, and the onward
way looked unusually dark and dreary, it was Edina who talked of a
bright day-star to arise in the distance, of the silver lining that is
sure to be in every cloud. But for Edina they might almost have lost
faith in Heaven.
The one most altered of all was Charles. Altered in looks, bearing,
manner; above all, in spirit. All his pride had flown; all his
self-importance had disappeared as a summer mist before the sun:
disappeared for ever. Had the discipline he was subjected to been
transient, lasting for a few weeks, let us say, or even months, its
impressions might have worn away with renewed prosperity, had such set
in again, leaving no lasting trace for good. But when this sort of
depressing mortification continues for years, the lesson it implants
in the mind is generally permanent. Day by day, every day of his life,
and every hour in the day, Charles was subjected to the humiliations
(as he looked upon them, and to him they were indeed such) that attend
the position of a working clerk. He who had been reared in the habits
and ideas of a gentleman, had believed himself the undoubted heir to
Eagles' Nest, found himself reduced by fate to this subordinate
capacity, ordered about by the articled clerks, and regarded as an
individual not at all to be ranked with them. He was at their beck and
call, and obliged to be so; he had to submit to them as his superiors,
not only his superiors in the office, but his superiors socially;
above all, he had to submit to their off-hand tones, which always
implied, unwittingly, perhaps, to themselves, but all too apparent to
Charles, a consciousness of the distinction that existed between them.
How galling it all was to Charles Raynor, the reader may imagine; but
it can never be described. At first it was all but unbearable. Over
and over again he thought he must run away from it, and escape to a
land where these distinctions do not exist. He might dig for gold in
California; he might clear a settlement for himself in the back-woods
of America: and the life in either place would be as paradise compared
with this one at Prestleigh and Preen's. Nothing but the broad fact
that the wages he earned were absolutely necessary to his mother's and
the family's support, detained him. To give that aid was his
imperative duty before God: for had it not been through him and his
carelessness that they were reduced to this terrible extremity? So
Charles Raynor, helped on by the ever-ready counsel of Edina,
_endured_ his troubles, put up with his humiliation, and bore onwards
with the best resolution he could call up. Who knew, who could ever
know, _how much_ of this wonderful change was really due to Edina?
And, as the time went on, he grew to feel the troubles somewhat less
keenly: habit reconciles us in a degree to the worst of things, no
matter what that worst may be. But he had learnt a lesson that would
last him his whole life. Never again could he become the arrogant
young fellow who thought the world was made for his especial
delectation. He had gained experience; he had found his level; he saw
what existence was worth, and that those who would be happy in it must
first learn and perform their duties in it. His very nature had
changed. Self-sufficiency, selfish indifference, had given place to
modesty, to a subdued thoughtfulness of habit, to an earnest sense of
other's needs as well as his own. Frank Raynor, with all his
sunny-heartedness and geniality, could not be more ready with a
helping hand, than was Charles. He could give nothing in money, but he
could in kind. No other discipline, perhaps, would have had this
effect upon Charles Raynor. It had made a man of him, and, if a
subdued, a good one. And so, he went on, reconciled in a degree to the
changed life after his two years' spell at it, and looking forward to
no better prospect in the future. Prospect of every sort seemed so
hopeless.
A little fresh care had come upon them this autumn, in the return of
Alice. Changes had taken place in the school at Richmond, and her
services were no longer required. Edina borrowed the advertisement
sheet of the _Times_ every morning, and caused Alice to write to any
notice that appeared likely to suit her. As yet--a fortnight had gone
on--nothing had come of it.
"No one seems to want a governess," remarked Alice one Monday morning,
as they rose from breakfast, and Charles was brushing his hat to
depart. "I suppose there are too many of us."
"By one half," assented Edina. "The field is too crowded. Some lady in
this neighbourhood recently advertised for a governess for her
daughters, directing the answers to be addressed to Jones's library,
where we get these papers. Mr. Jones told me that the first day's post
brought more than a hundred letters."
"Oh dear!" exclaimed Alice.
"The lady engaged one of the applicants," continued Edina, "and then
discovered that she was the daughter of a small shopkeeper at
Camberwell. That put her out of conceit of governesses, and she has
sent her children to school."
"I should not like to be hard, I'm sure, or to speak against any class
of people," interposed Mrs. Raynor, in her meek, deprecating voice;
"but I do think that some of the young women who came forward as
governesses would do much better as servants. These inferior persons
are helping to jostle the gentlewomen out of the governess field--as
Edina calls it."
"Will they jostle me out of it?" cried Alice, looking up in alarm.
"Oh, Charley, I wish you could hear of something for me!--you go out
into the world, you know."
Charles, saying good-bye and kissing his mother, went off with a smile
at the words: he was thinking how very unlikely it was that he should
hear of anything. Governesses did not come within the radius of
Prestleigh and Preen's. Nevertheless, it was singular that Charles did
hear of a vacant situation that self-same day, and heard it in the
office.
In the course of the afternoon the head-clerk had despatched Charles
to Mr. Preen's room with a message. He was about to deliver it when
Mr. Preen waved his hand to him to wait: a friend who had been sitting
with him had risen to leave.
"When shall we see Mrs. Preen to spend her promised day with us?"
asked the gentleman, as he was shaking hands. "My wife has been
expecting her all the week."
"I don't know," was the reply. "The little girls' governess has left;
and, as they don't much like going back to the nursery to the younger
children, Mrs. Preen has them with her."
"The governess left, has she?" was the answering remark. "I fancied
you thought great things of her."
"So we did. She suited extremely well. But she was summoned home last
week in consequence of her mother's serious illness, and now sends us
word that she will not be able to leave home again."
"Well, you will easily find a successor, Preen."
"Two or three ladies have already applied, but Mrs. Preen did not care
for them. She will have to advertise, I suppose."
Charles drank in the words. He delivered the message, and took Mr.
Stroud the answer, his head full of Alice. If she could only obtain
the situation! Mrs. Preen seemed a nice woman, and the two little
girls were nice: he had seen them occasionally at the office. Alice
would be sure to be happy there.
Sitting down to his desk, he went on with his writing, making one or
two mistakes, and drawing down upon him the wrath of Mr. Stroud. But
his mind was far away, deliberating whether he might, or could, do
anything.
Speak to Mr. Preen? He hardly liked to do it: the copying-clerks kept
at a respectful distance. And yet, why should he not speak? It seemed
to be his only chance. Then came a thought that made Charley's face
burn like fire: would _his_ sister be deemed worthy of the post? Well,
he could only make the trial.
Just before the time of leaving for the night, Charles went to Mr.
Preen's room, knocked at the door, and was told to enter. Mr. Preen
was standing in front of his desk, in the act of locking it, and a
gentleman sat close before the almost-extinguished fire in the large
easy-chair which had been old Mr. Callard's. Charles could see nothing
but the back of his head, for the high, well-stuffed chair hid all the
rest of him. He had a newspaper in his hand, and was reading it by the
light of a solitary gas-burner; the other having been put out. To see
this stranger here took Charles aback.
"What is it?" questioned Mr. Preen.
Charles hesitated. "I had thought you were alone, sir."
"All the same. Say what you want."
"I have taken the liberty of coming to speak to you on a private
matter, sir; but----" There he stopped.
"What is it?" repeated Mr. Preen.
"When I was in this room to-day, sir, I heard you say that your little
girls were in want of a governess."
"Well?"
"What I am about to say may seem nothing but presumption--but my
sister is seeking just such a situation. If you--if Mrs. Preen--would
only see her!"
"Your sister?" returned the lawyer; with, Charles thought, chilling
surprise. It damped him: made him feel sensitively small.
"Oh, pray do not judge of my sister by me, sir!--I mean by the
position I occupy here," cried Charles, all his prearranged speeches
forgotten, and speaking straight from his wounded feelings, his full
heart. "You only know me as a young man working for his daily bread,
and very poor. But indeed we are gentlepeople: not only by birth and
education, but in mind and habits. I was copying a deed to-day: the
lease of a farm on the estate of Eagles' Nest. Do you know it, sir?"
"Know what?" asked Mr. Preen. "That you were copying the deed, or the
estate?"
"Eagles' Nest."
"I know it only from being solicitor to its owner. As my predecessor,
Mr. Callard, was before me."
"That estate was ours, sir. When Mr. George Atkinson came into
possession of it he turned us out. It had come to my father from his
sister, Mrs. Atkinson, and we lived in it for a year, never dreaming
it possible that it could be wrested from us. But at the year's-end a
later will came to light: my aunt had left Eagles' Nest to Mr. George
Atkinson, passing my father over."
Charles stopped to gather breath and firmness. The remembrance of his
father, and of their subsequent misfortunes and privations, almost
unnerved him. Mr. Preen listened in evident surprise.
"But--was your father Major Raynor, of Eagles' Nest?"
"Yes, sir."
"You never mentioned it."
"To what end?" returned Charles; while the stranger took a momentary
glance over his shoulder at him, and then bent over his newspaper
again, as though the matter and the young clerk were no concern of
his. "Now that my position in life has so much altered, I would rather
let people think I was born a copying-clerk, than that I was heir to
Eagles' Nest."
"It sounds like a romance," cried Mr. Preen.
"For us it has been, and is, only too stern reality. But I do not wish
to trouble you with these affairs, sir; and I should not have presumed
to allude to them, but for wishing to prove to you that Alice is
superior to what you might imagine her to be as my sister. She is a
very excellent governess indeed, accomplished, and a thorough lady."
"And you say she is in want of a situation?"
"Yes, sir. She has been for two years teacher in a school at Richmond.
If Mrs. Preen would but consent to give her a trial, I know she would
prove worthy. I do not say so merely to get her the post," he
continued, earnestly, "but because I really believe she could and
would faithfully fulfil its duties. I would not otherwise urge it: for
we have learnt not to press ourselves forward at the expense of other
people's interests, whatever the need."
"Well, Raynor: I cannot say anything myself about this matter; it is
Mrs. Preen's business and not mine," spoke the lawyer, upon whom
Charles's story and Charles's manner had made an impression. "If your
sister likes to call and see Mrs. Preen she can do so."
"Oh, thank you; thank you very much, sir," said Charles. "I am sure
you will like Alice."
"Stay; not so fast"--for Charley was leaving the room in eager haste.
"Do you know where my house is?"
"To be sure I do, sir--in Bayswater. I have been up there with
messages for you."
"So that's young Raynor!" cried the gentleman at the fire, turning as
Charles went out, and taking a look at him.
"It is young Raynor, one of our copying-clerks," acquiesced Mr. Preen.
"But I never knew he was one of the Raynors who were connected with
Eagles' Nest."
"Is he steady?--hardworking?"
"Quite so, I think. He keeps his hours punctually, and does his work
well. He has been here nearly two years."
"Is not upstart and lazy?"
Mr. Preen laughed. "He has no opportunity of being either. I fancy he
and his family have to live in a very humble, reduced sort of way. If
they were the Raynors of Eagles' Nest--and of course they were, or he
would not say so--they must have been finding the world pretty hard of
late."
"So much the better," remarked the stranger. "By what I have heard,
they needed to find it so."
"He has to make no end of shifts, for want of means. At first the
clerks made fun of him; but they left it off: he took it so helplessly
and patiently. His clothes are often threadbare; he walks to and fro,
instead of riding as the others do, though I fancy it is close upon
three miles. I don't believe he has a proper dinner one day out of the
six."
The stranger nodded complacently: as if the information gave him
intense satisfaction.
"I wish I could persuade you to come home and dine with me," resumed
Mr. Preen, as he concluded his preparations for departure.
"I am not well enough to do so. I am fit for nothing to-night but bed.
Will one of your people call a cab for me? Oh, here's Prestleigh."
As Charles had gone out, dashing along the passage from his interview,
he nearly dashed against Mr. Prestleigh, who was coming up, some
papers in hand.
"Take care, Raynor! What are you in such a hurry about? Is Mr. George
Atkinson gone?"
"Who, sir?" asked Charles, struck with the name.
"Mr. George Atkinson. Is he still with Mr. Preen?"
"Some gentleman is with him, sir. He is sitting over the fire.
"The same, no doubt. He is a great invalid just now."
Charles felt his face flush all over. So, it was the owner of Eagles'
Nest before whom he had spoken. What a singular coincidence! The only
time that a word had escaped his lips in regard to their fallen
fortunes, _he_ must be present and hear it! And Charley felt inclined
to wish he had lost his tongue first. All the world might have been
welcome to hear it, rather than George Atkinson.
The way home was generally long and weary, but this evening Charles
found it light enough: he seemed to tread upon air. His thoughts were
filled with Alice, and with the hope he was carrying to her. Never for
a moment did he doubt she would be successful. He already saw her in
imagination installed at Mrs. Preen's.
Edina went to Bayswater with Alice in the morning. A handsome house,
well appointed. Mrs. Preen, interested in what she had heard from her
husband, received them graciously. She liked them at first sight.
Though very plain in dress, she saw that they were gentlewomen.
"It cannot be that I am speaking to Mrs. Raynor?" she cried, puzzled
at Edina's youthful look.
Edina set her right: she was _Miss_ Raynor. "The result of possessing
no cards," thought Edina. "I never had more than fifty printed in my
life, and most of those got discoloured with years. Mrs. Raynor is not
strong enough to walk as far as this," she said aloud.
"But surely you did not walk?" cried Mrs. Preen.
"Yes, for walking costs nothing," replied Edina with a smile.
"The Raynors, if I have been rightly informed, have experienced a
reverse of fortune."
"A reverse that is rarely experienced," avowed Edina. "From wealth and
luxury they have been plunged into trouble and poverty. If you, madam,
are what, from this short interview, I judge you to be, the avowal
will not tell against our application."
"Not in the least," said Mrs. Preen, cordially, for she was a
warm-hearted, sensible woman. "We do not expect young ladies who are
rich to go out as governesses."
The result was that Alice was engaged, and they were asked to stay
luncheon. Alice played, and her playing was approved of; she sang one
short song, and that was approved of also. Mrs. Preen was really taken
with hor. She was to have thirty guineas a-year to begin with, and to
enter the day after the morrow.
"I can buy mamma a new black silk, by-and-by, with all that money,"
said Alice, impulsively, with a flushed, happy face. And though Mrs.
Preen laughed at the remark, she liked her all the better for it: it
was so naïve and genuine.
"Oh my dear child, I am sure God is helping you!" breathed Mrs.
Raynor, when they got back home and told her the news.
On the afternoon appointed, Thursday, Alice went to take up her abode
at Mrs. Preen's, accompanied, as before, by Edina. Poverty makes us
acquainted with habits before unknown, and necessity, it is said, is a
hard taskmaster; nevertheless, it was deemed well that Alice should
not walk alone in the streets of London. Edina left her in safety, and
saw for a moment her pupils--two nice little girls of eight and ten
years old.
Alice was taking off her bonnet in the chamber assigned her when Mrs.
Preen entered it.
"We shall have a few friends with us this evening, Miss Raynor," she
said. "It may give you a little pleasure to come to the drawing-room
and join them."
"Oh, thank you," said Alice, her face beaming at the unexpected, and,
with her, very rare treat. "If I can--if my boxes arrive. They were
sent off this morning by the carrier."
The boxes arrived. Poor Alice might have looked almost as well had
they been delayed, for her one best dress was an old black silk.
Prettily made for evening wear, it is true; but its white lace and
ribbon trimmings could not conceal the fact that the silk itself was
worn and shabby.
The few friends consisted of at least thirty people, most of them in
gay evening dress. Mrs. Preen introduced her to a young lady, a Miss
Knox, who was chatty and pleasant, and told her many of the names of
those present. But after a while Miss Knox went away into the next
room, leaving Alice alone.
She felt something like a fish out of water. Other people moved about
here and there talking with this acquaintance and laughing with that;
but Alice, conscious of being only the governess, did not like to do
so. She was standing near one of the open windows, within shade of the
curtains that were being swayed about by the draught, turning her gaze
sometimes upon the rooms, sometimes to the road below.
Suddenly, her whole conscious being seemed struck as by a blow. Her
pulses stopped, her heart felt faint, every vestige of colour forsook
her cheeks. Walking slowly across the room, within a yard of her, came
William Stane.
Not until he was close up did he see her standing there. A moment's
hesitation, during which he seemed to be as surprised as she, and then
he held out his hand.
"It is Miss Raynor, I think?"
"Yes," replied Alice, her hand meeting his, and the hot crimson
flushing her cheek again. How well he was looking! Better, far better
looking than he used to be. And he was of more importance in the
world, for he had risen into note as a pleader, young at the Bar
though he was, and his name was often on the lips of men. His presence
brought back to Alice the old Elysian days at Eagles' Nest, and her
heart ached.
"Are Sir Philip and Lady Stane quite well?" she asked, in sheer need
of saying something; for the silence was embarrassing.
"My mother is well; my father is very poorly indeed. He is a confirmed
invalid now."
His tone was frigid. Alice felt it painfully. She stood there before
him in the blaze of light, all too conscious of her shabby dress, her
subdued manner, all her other disadvantages. Not far off sat a young
lady in rich white silk and lace, diamond bracelets gleaming on her
arms. Times had indeed changed!
"Are any of your family here to-night, Miss Raynor? I do not see
them."
"No; oh no;--I am only the governess here," replied poor Alice, making
the confession in bitter pain. And he might hear it in her voice.
"Oh--the governess," he assented, quite unmoved. "I hope Mrs. Raynor
is well."
"Not very well, thank you."
Mr. Stane moved away. She saw him several times after that in
different parts of the room; but he did not come near her again.
And that, the first night that Alice spent at her new home, was passed
in the same cruel pain, her pillow wet with tears. Pain, not so much
for the life of ease she had once enjoyed, the one of labour she had
entered upon, not so much in regret for the changed position she held
in the world, as for the loss of the love of William Stane.
CHAPTER V.
THE MISSING DESK.
But there is something yet to relate of the afternoon. It was about
five o'clock when Edina reached home. Very much to her astonishment
she saw a gentleman seated by Mrs. Raynor. The tea-things were on the
table. Bobby sat on the floor. Kate stood, her back to the window,
gazing with some awe at the visitor--so unusual an event in the
retired household. He was a scanty-haired little gentleman, with cold,
light eyes, and a trim, neat dress. Edina knew him at once, and held
out her hand. It was Street, the banker.
It was evident that he had come in only a minute before her, for he
had not yet entered upon his business. He began upon it now. Edina
silently took off her things as she listened, put them on the
side-table, and made the tea. There he sat, talking methodically, and
appearing to notice nothing, but in reality seeing everything: the
shabby room, the scanty attire of the young children, the faded
appearance of Mrs. Raynor, as she sat putting fresh cuffs on a jacket
of Alfred's. Edina began to pour out the tea, and brought him a cup,
handing him the sugar and milk.
"Is it cream?" asked Mr. Street. "I can't take cream."
"It is skim-milk," said Edina. "But it is good: not at all watered. We
buy it at a small farmhouse."
He had come to ask Mrs. Raynor whether she remembered a small ebony
desk that had been at Eagles' Nest. It had belonged to the late Mrs.
Atkinson, he observed: "she kept papers in it: receipts and things of
that sort."
"I remember it quite well," replied Mrs. Raynor. "My husband took it
into use, and kept papers of his own in it. He used to put all the
bills there."
"Do you know what became of the desk, madam?"
"It was left in the house," said Mrs. Raynor.
"Ay: we supposed it would be," nodded the banker. "But, madam, it
cannot be found. I was at Eagles' Nest myself all day yesterday,
searching for it. Mr. Fairfax says he does not remember to have seen
it."
The name struck unfamiliarly on Mrs. Raynor's ear. "Mr. Fairfax? Who
is he?"
"The land-steward, who lives in the house. He thinks that had the desk
been there when he entered into possession, he should have noticed
it."
"Is the desk particularly wanted?" interposed Edina, struck with the
fact that so busy a man as Mr. Street should have been down in search
of it.
"We should be glad to find it," was the answer, as he turned again to
Mrs. Raynor. "Lamb, the butler, who remained in the house for some two
or three weeks after you left it, says he does not remember to have
seen it there after your departure. So I procured your address from my
brother, madam, and have come to ask you about it."
Mrs. Raynor, who had put aside her work soon after Mr. Street entered,
sat with her cup and saucer in her hand, looking a little bewildered.
He proceeded to explain further.
On the evening of Mr. George Atkinson's arrival in London--which had
only taken place on Monday, the day Charles Raynor saw him in Mr.
Preen's office--he and the banker were conversing together on various
matters, as would naturally be the case after his long absence.
Amongst other subjects touched upon was that of the lost money and the
vouchers: neither of which had ever been discovered. Whilst they were
recalling, in a desultory sort of way, every probable and improbable
place in which these vouchers, if they existed, could have been
placed, Mr. Atkinson suddenly asked whether the ebony desk had been
well examined. Of course it had, and all the other desks, was Mr.
Street's answer. "But," said George Atkinson, "that ebony desk had a
false bottom to it, in which things might be concealed. I wonder I
never thought of that before. It may be that the Raynors never found
that out; and I should not be much surprised if Mrs. Atkinson put the
bonds in it, and if they are in it to this day."
Of course the suggestion was worth following up. Especially worthy of
it did it appear to Street, the banker, who had a keen scent for
money, whether his own or other people's. He went down himself to
Eagles' Nest to search the desk: but of the desk he could find no
traces. The land-agent who had since occupied the house did not
remember to have seen anything of the kind. He next inquired for Lamb,
the former butler, and heard that he was now living with Sir Philip
Stane. To Sir Philip Stane's proceeded Mr. Street, and saw Lamb. Lamb
said he knew the desk quite well; but he could not recollect seeing it
after the family had left, and he had no idea what became of it. Mr.
Street, feeling baffled, had returned to town without learning
anything of the desk. He had now come down to question Mrs. Raynor.
"I wish, madam, I could hear that you had brought it away with you,"
he observed, the explanation over. It had been rather a long one for
curt-speaking Mr. Street.
"We should not be likely to bring it away," said poor Mrs. Raynor, in
her mild, meek voice. "We were told that we must not remove anything
that had been Mrs. Atkinson's."
"True. Those instructions were issued by Mr. George Atkinson, through
me, madam."
"And I can assure you, sir, that we did _not_ remove anything," she
replied, a little flurried. "All that we brought away belonged
strictly to ourselves. But I fancy Mr. George Atkinson must be
mistaken in supposing the bonds were in that desk. Had they been there
my husband could not have failed to see them."
"Did he know of the false bottom?"
"I am not aware that he did. But still--he so often used the desk. It
frequently stood in the little room, upon the low cabinet, or
secretaire. I have seen him turn it upside down, when searching for
some particular bill he had mislaid."
"That does not prove the bonds were not in the secret compartment,"
remarked the banker.
"Did you know of this secret compartment?" inquired Edina.
"I did not, Miss Raynor. Or you may be sure it would have been
searched when we were first looking for the bonds. This desk George
Atkinson himself brought from Ceylon the first time he went there, and
gave it to Mrs. Atkinson. It was not, I believe, really of ebony, but
of black wood peculiar to the country; handsomely carved, as you no
doubt remember, if you made acquaintance with the desk at Eagles'
Nest. Mr. George Atkinson cannot imagine how he could have forgotten
the desk until now; but it had as completely slipped his memory, he
says, as though it had never existed."
"I'm sure I wish it could be found!" spoke Mrs. Raynor. "It may be
that the bonds are in it. That my husband never discovered the
compartment you speak of, I feel assured. If he had, we should all
have known it."
"And--just one more question, madam," said the banker, rising to
depart. "Do you chance to remember in what room that desk was left
when you quitted Eagles' Nest?"
Mrs. Raynor paused in thought; and then shook her head hopelessly.
"No, I do not," she answered. "I know the desk must have been left
there because we did not bring it away, but I have no especial
recollection about it at all. Dear me! What a strange thing if the
bonds were lying concealed in it all that time!"
"That they are lying in it I think more than likely--provided there
are any to lie anywhere," observed the banker, "for it is most
singular that none have come to light. It is also to be regretted that
Mr. Atkinson did not think of the desk before this. Good-evening,
madam."
"We heard that Mr. Atkinson was in London," remarked Edina, as she
accompanied Mr. Street to the front-door.
"For a few days only."
"For a few days only! When does he intend to enter into possession of
Eagles' Nest?"
"I cannot tell: he is an invalid just now," was the hurried answer, as
if the banker did not care to be questioned. "Good-day, Miss Raynor."
And away he went with a quick step.
Edina began to wash up the tea-things, that she might get to some
ironing. Her mind was busy, and somewhat troubled. Reminiscences of
George Atkinson, thoughts of the missing desk and of the lost bonds
that were perhaps in it, kept rapidly chasing each other in her
brain--and there seemed to be no comfort in any one of them.
"Had the desk been brought away from Eagles' Nest, I must have seen
it," she remarked at length, but in doubtful tones, as if not feeling
altogether sure of her assertion.
"But surely, Edina, you don't think we _should_ bring it!" cried Mrs.
Raynor, looking up from her work, which she had resumed.
"Not intentionally, of course, Mary. The only chance of it would be if
Charles, or any one else, inadvertently packed it up."
"I am sure he did not," said Mrs. Raynor. "Had it been brought away by
accident we should certainly have seen it, and sent it back to Eagles'
Nest."
"I remember that desk quite well," spoke up Kate, looking off the
spelling-lesson she was learning. "I remember seeing Frank empty all
the papers out of it one morning.
"Frank did?" cried Edina.
"Why, yes: it was Frank who examined the desk," said Mrs. Raynor. "I
now recollect as much as that. It was the day after the funeral. You
were upstairs, Edina, helping to pack Daisy's things for London. I was
crying about the money we owed, not knowing whether it was much or
little, and Frank said we had better examine the bills. I told him the
bills were most likely all in the little ebony desk--and he went to
get them.
"I saw him do it," reiterated Kate. "I was in the little room with
Mademoiselle Delrue. He came and unlocked the desk, shook all the
papers out of it, and took them away with him."
"And what did he do with the desk?" asked Edina. "Did he leave it
there?"
"I don't know. I think he took that away too."
"I wonder whether Frank would remember anything of it?" mused Edina.
"Perhaps he put up the desk somewhere for safety, after taking the
papers out of it: in some cupboard or closet?"
"Perhaps he did," added Mrs. Raynor. "It is so strange a thing that it
cannot be found."
"I may as well walk over to Frank's, and hear what his recollections
are upon the subject," said Edina after a pause.
"But you must be so tired, Edina, after that walk to Bayswater."
"Not very. I meant to iron the boy's collars and Charley's wristbands
this evening, but I can do that to-morrow."
Mrs. Raynor made no further objection; and Edina set out. The visit of
the banker seemed to have saddened rather than cheered her--as so
unusual a little change in the monotony of their home life might have
been expected to do. They all felt faint and weary with their
depressing prospects. Were things to go on for life as they now were?
It was a question they often asked themselves. And, for all they could
see, the answer was--Yes. Even Edina at times lost heart, and indulged
in a good cry in secret.
Matters were not in a much better state at Frank Raynor's. It is true
no poverty was there, no privation; but the old happiness that existed
between him and his wife had disappeared. Daisy was much changed. The
once warm-hearted girl had become cold and silent, and frightfully
apathetic. Her husband never received a kindly look from her, or heard
a loving tone. She did not complain. She did not reproach him. She did
not find fault with any earthly thing. She just went through life in a
listless kind of manner, as if all interest had left her for ever.
Frank put it down to dissatisfaction at their changed circumstances;
to the obscure manner in which they lived. Ever and anon he would try
to breathe a word of hope that things would be different sometime: but
his wife never responded to it.
Steeped in her miserable jealousy, was Mrs. Frank Raynor. All through
this past year had she been silently indulging it. It had become a
chronic ailment; it coloured her mind by day and her dreams by night.
The most provoking feature of it all was, that she could not obtain
any tangible proof of her husband's delinquency, anything very special
to make a stir about: and how intensely aggravating that is to a
jealous woman, let many confess. That her husband did go to Mrs.
Bell's frequently, was indisputable: but then, as a counterbalance to
that, there was the fact that he went in his professional capacity. No
end of pills and potions were entered in Mrs. Bell's name in the
medicine-book, and Daisy was therefore unable to assert that the plea
for his visits was a mere pretence. But she believed it was so. Once,
chance had given her an opportunity of speaking of these visits. A
serious accident happened in the street just opposite their door,
through a vicious horse. Daisy watched it from the drawing-room
window; saw the injured man brought into the surgery. She ran down in
distress. Frank was not at home. The boy flew one way in search of
him, Eve ran another: but Frank could not be found, and the poor man
had to be carried insensible elsewhere. "I'm very sorry," said Frank,
when he returned, speaking rather carelessly; "I was at Mrs. Bell's."
"You appear to be pretty often there," retorted Daisy, an angry sound
in her usually cold tones. "I go every two or three days," said he.
And how much oftener, I wonder! thought Daisy: but she said nothing
more.
No, there was no tangible proof of bad behaviour to be brought against
him. Not once, during the whole past twelvemonth, had she even seen
them abroad together. She did not watch Frank as at first; she had
grown ashamed of that, perhaps a little weary; and she had not once
been rewarded by the sight of Rosaline. Had that obnoxious individual
been a myth, she could not have more completely hidden herself from
her neighbours and from Daisy on a week-day. On Sundays Daisy
generally saw her at church. The girl would be sitting quietly in her
pew wearing a plain black silk gown; still, devout, seeming to notice
no one: had she been training for a nun, the world could not have
appeared to possess less interest for her. Her black lace veil was
never lifted from her face: but it could not hide that face's beauty.
As soon as church was over Rosaline seemed to glide away before any
one else stirred, and was lost to sight.
In this unsatisfactory manner the seasons had passed, Frank and his
wife living in an estranged atmosphere, without any acknowledged cause
for the unhappy state of affairs.
On this self-same evening when Edina was on her way to them, the West
Indian mail brought a letter to Frank from Mr. Max Brown. That roving
individual wrote regularly once a month, all his letters being filled,
more or less, with vague promises of return. Vague, because no certain
time was ever given. Frank called Eve to light the lamp, and stood by
the fire in the little parlour whilst he read his letter. It was a
genial autumn, and very few people had taken to fires; but Daisy ever
seemed chilly, and liked one lighted at twilight.
"He says he is really coming, Daisy," cried Frank in quick tones as he
looked over the letter. "Listen: 'I am now positively thinking of
starting for home, and may be with you soon after the beginning of the
new year. I know that you have thought my prolonged absence singular,
but I will explain all in person. My mother is, I fear, sinking!'"
Mrs. Frank Raynor made no reply of any sort. For days together she
would not speak to her husband, unless something he might say
absolutely demanded an answer.
"And when Brown comes, we shall have to leave," went on Frank. "You
will be glad of it, I am sure."
"I don't care whether we leave or not," was the ungracious retort.
And she really did not seem to care. Life, for her, had lost its
sweetness. Nay, she probably would prefer, of the two, to remain where
she was. If away, the field would be so free and open for her husband
and that obnoxious young woman, Rosaline Bell.
"I shall be at liberty, once Brown is here again to take to his own
practice," continued Frank; "and I will try to place you in a more
genial atmosphere than this. I know you have felt it keenly, Daisy,
and are feeling it still; but I have not been able to help myself."
His tone was considerate and tender; he stooped unexpectedly and
kissed her forehead. Daisy made no response: she passively endured the
caress, and that was all. The tears sprang to her eyes. Frank did not
see them: he carried his letter into the surgery, where very much of
his home time was passed.
His thoughts were far away. Would Mr. Blase Pellet tolerate this
anticipated removal when it came? Or, would he not rather dodge
Frank's footsteps and establish himself where he could still keep him
in view? Yes: Frank felt certain that he would. Unconscious though
Frank was of his wife's supervision, he felt persuaded in his mind
that he was ever subjected to that of Blase Pellet. It was not, in one
sense of the word, offensive; for not once in three months did he and
Pellet come into contact with each other: but Frank felt always as a
man chained--who can go as far as the chain allows him, but no
farther. With all his heart he wished that he could better his
position for Daisy's sake; had long wished it; but in his sense of
danger he had been contented to let things go on as they were,
dreading any attempt at change. Over and over again had he felt
thankful for the prolonged wanderings of Mr. Max Brown, which afforded
him the plea for putting up with his present lot.
Daisy set on with her discontented face. A very pretty face still;
prettier, if anything, than of yore; with the clear eyes and their
amber light, the delicate bloom on the lovely features, the sunny,
luxuriant hair. She often dressed daintily, wishing in her secret
heart, in spite of her resentment, to win back her husband's
allegiance. This evening she wore a dark blue silk, one of the
remnants of better days, with some rich white lace falling at the
throat, on which rested a gold locket, attached to a thin chain. Very,
very pretty did Edina think her when she arrived, and was brought into
the room by Frank.
"You never come to see me now," began Daisy, in fretful tones of
complaint. "I might be dead and buried, for all you or any one else
would know of it, Edina."
"Ah, no, Margaret, you might not," was Edina's answer. "Not while you
have Frank at your side. If you really needed us, he would take care
that we should be sent for."
"All the same, every one neglects me," returned Daisy. "I am glad you
have thought of me at last."
"I came this evening with a purpose," said Edina: who would not urge
in excuse the very little time she had to give to visiting, for
Daisy must be quite aware of it. And she forthwith, loosening her
bonnet-strings, told Frank of Mr. Street's visit, of its purport, and
of their own conjectures at Laurel Cottage after the banker had
departed.
"Why, yes, it was I who emptied that ebony desk," said Frank. "A false
bottom! I really can't believe it, Edina. Some of us would have found
it out."
"We cannot doubt Mr. Street. He knew nothing of it himself, you hear,
until Mr. George Atkinson spoke about it."
"But why in the world did not Atkinson speak about it before? When he
was last in England these bonds were being hunted for, high and low."
"He says, I tell you, that he forgot all about the desk and its secret
compartment. But, Frank, we cannot remedy the omission if we talk of
it for ever; what I wanted to ascertain from you is, whether you
remember where you left the desk."
"No, that I don't. I remember turning the bills and papers out of it
wholesale, and carrying them into the room where Mrs. Raynor was
sitting. As to the desk, I suppose it remained upon the table."
"You are sure you emptied it of all the papers?"
"Quite sure," replied Frank. "I turned the desk upside down and shook
the papers out, and saw that the desk was quite empty."
"Kate says she saw you do it. But she does not recollect what became
of the desk."
"Neither do I. No doubt it was left in the room. I dare say it still
remained there when you all came away from the house."
"Well, it cannot be found," concluded Edina. "I think the probability
is, that the desk was packed up by the servants and brought away in
one of the large boxes, and was lost in the fire. If it had remained
at Eagles' Nest, it would no doubt be there still?"
"Then I suppose they will never find the lost money as long as oak and
ash grow," observed Frank. "It is a very unsatisfactory thing. George
Atkinson ought to have remembered and spoken in time."
He was called away into the surgery, and Edina began to retie her
bonnet-strings. Daisy had picked up some crochet-work.
"Why don't you take your bonnet off, Edina, and stay?"
"Because I must go home, dear."
"Not before you have had some supper. Not stay for it! Why can't you
stay?"
"I do not like going back so late."
"As if any one would hurt you!"
"I do not fear that. But I am not London bred, you know, Margaret, and
cannot quite overcome my dislike to London streets at night."
"Oh, very well. No one cares to be with me now."
Edina looked at her. It was not the first indication by several that
Mrs. Frank Raynor had given of a spirit of discontent.
"Will you tell me what is troubling you, Margaret? Something is, I
know."
"How do you know?"
"Because I perceive it. I detect it every time I see you."
"It's nothing at all," returned Daisy--who would not have spoken of
her jealousy for the world. "That is, nothing that any one could help
or hinder."
"My dear," said Edina, bending nearer to her, her sweet voice sounding
like music, "that some grievance or other is especially trying you, I
think I cannot mistake. But oh, remember one thing, and take comfort.
In the very brightest and happiest lot, lurks always some sorrow.
Every rose, however lovely, must have its thorn. We ought not, in the
true interest of our lives, to wish it otherwise. God sends clouds,
Margaret, as well as sunshine. He will guard you whilst trouble lasts,
if you only bear patiently and put yourself under His care; and He
will bring you out of trouble in His own good time. _Trust to Him_, my
dear, for He is a sure refuge."
And when Edina had left, Frank escorting her through the more narrow
streets, Daisy burst into tears, and sobbed bitterly. Indulging this
jealousy might be very gratifying to her temper; but it had lasted
long, and at times she felt ill and weak.
"If God cared for me He would punish that Rosaline Bell," was her
comment on Edina's words. "Lay her up with a broken leg, or
something."
CHAPTER VI.
UNDER THE CHURCH WALLS.
"I cannot buy the bonnet unless you will make the alteration at once.
Now: so that I may take it home with me in the carriage."
The speaker was Mrs. Townley. Daisy was spending the day with her in
Westbourne Terrace, and they had come out shopping. Mrs. Townley had
fallen in love with a bonnet she saw in a milliner's window in Oxford
Street; she entered the shop and offered to buy the bonnet, subject to
some alteration. The proprietor of the business seemed rather
unwilling to make it.
"I assure you, madam, it looks better as it is," she urged. "Were we
to substitute blue flowers for the grey and carry the side higher, it
would take away all its style at once."
Mrs. Townley somewhat hesitated. If there was one thing she went in
for, above all else, it was "style." But she liked to have her own way
also, and thought a great deal of her own taste.
"Three parts of these milliners object to any suggested alteration
only to save themselves trouble," she said aside to Daisy. "Don't you
think it would look better as I propose?"
"I hardly know," replied Daisy. "If we could first see the alteration,
we might be able to judge."
But, to make the change, unless the bonnet was first bought, Madame
François, the milliner, absolutely refused. It would ruin it, she
said, for another customer. Of course she would alter it, if madam
insisted after purchasing the bonnet; but she must again express her
opinion that it would spoil its style.
The discussion was carried on with animation, madame's accent being
decidedly English, in spite of her name. Mrs. Townley still urged her
own opinion, but less strenuously; for she would not have risked
losing the "style" for the world.
"I will call my head milliner," said madame at length. "Her taste is
very superior. Mam'selle, go and ask Miss Bell to step here."
Mam'selle--a young person, evidently French--left her place behind the
counter and went into another room. Every pulse in Daisy's body seemed
to tingle to her fingers' ends when she came back with Rosaline.
Quiet, self-contained, without a smile on her face to betray any
gladness of heart there might be within, Rosaline gave her opinion
when the case was submitted to her. She took the bonnet in her hand,
and kept it there, for a minute, or so, looking at it.
"I think, madame," she said to her mistress, "that if some grey
flowers of a lighter shade were substituted for these, it would be
prettier. Blue flowers would spoil the bonnet. As to the side, it
certainly ought not to be carried higher. It is the right height as it
is."
"Then take it, and change the flowers at once, Miss Bell," said
madame, upon Mrs. Townley's signifying her assent to the suggestion.
"The lady will wait. Miss Bell's taste is always to be depended upon,"
added madame, as Rosaline went away with the bonnet.
"How extremely good-looking she is!" exclaimed Mrs. Townley: who had
never seen Rosaline before, and of course knew nothing about her.
"Quite beautiful."
"Yes," assented madame. "When I engaged her I intended her to be in
this front-room and wait on customers; for it cannot be denied that
beauty attracts. But Miss Bell refused, point-blank: she had come to
be in my work-room, she said, not to serve. Had I insisted, she would
have left."
"Is she respectable?"
The question came from Daisy. Swelling with all sorts of resentful and
bitter feelings, she had allowed her anger to get the better of her
discretion; and the next moment felt ashamed of herself. Madame
François did not like it at all.
"Res-pect-able!" she echoed with unnecessary deliberation. "I do not
understand the question, madam."
Daisy flushed crimson. Mrs. Townley had also turned a surprised look
upon her sister.
"Miss Bell is one of the best-conducted young persons I ever knew,"
pursued madame. "Steady and quiet in manner at all times, as you saw
her now. She is very superior indeed; quite a lady in her ways and
thoughts. Before she came to me, nearly two years ago, she had a
business of her own down in Cornwall. That is, her aunt had; and Miss
Bell was with her."
"She looks very superior indeed, to me," said Mrs. Townley, wishing to
smooth away her sister's uncalled-for remark: "her tones are good.
Have you any dentelle-de-Paris?"
The bonnet soon reappeared: but it was not brought by Rosaline. Mrs.
Townley chose some lace; paid the bill, and left. As Daisy followed
her sister into the carriage, her mind in a very unpleasant whirl, she
knew that the matter which had puzzled her--never seeing her husband
abroad with Rosaline--was now explained. Rosaline was here by day; but,
she supposed, went home at night.
It was so. The reader may remember that one evening when Frank went in
to see Dame Bell soon after she had come to London, she had told him
that Rosaline had gone to Oxford Street on some mysterious errand:
mysterious in so far as that Rose had not disclosed what she went for.
The fact was, that Rosaline had then gone to this very milliner's by
appointment, having procured a letter of introduction to her from a
house of business in Falmouth, with the view of tendering her
services. For she knew that her mother's income was too small to live
on comfortably, and it would be well if she could increase it. Madame
François, pleased with her appearance and satisfied with the letter
she brought, engaged her at once. Rosaline had been there ever since:
going up in a morning and returning home at night. The milliner had
wished her to be entirely in the house, but she could not leave her
mother.
On this day, as usual, Rosaline sat at her work in the back-room,
planning out new bonnets--that would be displayed afterwards in the
window as "the latest fashion from Paris:" and directing the young
women under her. That she had a wonderful and innate taste for the
work was recognized by all, and Madame François had speedily made her
superintendent of the room. The girl, as madame thought, always seemed
to have some great care upon her: when questioned upon the point,
Rosaline would answer that she was uneasy respecting the decaying
health of her mother.
More thoughtful than usual, more buried in the inward life, for the
appearance of Mrs. Frank Raynor, whom she knew by sight, had brought
back old reminiscences of Trennach, Rosaline sat to-day at her
employment until the hours of labour had passed. Generally speaking
she went home by omnibus, though she sometimes walked. She walked this
evening: for it was mild and pleasant, and she felt in great need of
fresh air. So that it was tolerably late when she arrived home: very
nearly half-past nine.
The first thing to be noticed was, that her mother's chair was empty:
the room also. Rosaline passed quickly into the bedchamber, and saw
that her mother had undressed and was in bed.
"Why, mother! what's this for? Are you not well?"
"Not very," sighed the dame. "Your supper is ready for you on the
table, Rose."
"Never mind my supper, mother," replied Rose, snuffing the candle, and
putting two or three things straight in the room generally, after
taking off her bonnet. "Tell me what is the matter with you. Do you
feel worse?"
"Not much worse--that I know of," was the answer. "But I grew weary,
and thought I should be better in bed. For the past week, or more, I
can't get your poor father out of my head, Rose: up or in bed, he is
always in my mind, and it worries me."
"But you know, mother, this cannot be good for you--as I have said,"
cried Rosaline: for she had heard the same complaint once or twice
lately.
"What troubles me is this, child--how did he come by his death? That's
the question I've wanted answered all along; and now it seems never to
leave me."
Rosaline drooped her head. No one but herself knew how terribly the
subject tried her.
"Blase Pellet called in at dusk for a minute or two to see how I was,"
resumed Mrs. Bell. "When I told him how poor Bell had been haunting my
mind lately, and how the prolonged mystery of his fate seemed to press
upon me, he nodded his head like a bobbing image. 'I want to know how
he came by his death,' I said to him. 'The want is always upon me.' 'I
could tell, if I chose,' said he, speaking up quickly. 'Then why don't
you tell? I insist upon your telling,' I answered. Upon that, he drew
in, and declared he had meant nothing. But it's not the first time he
has thrown out these hints, Rosaline."
"Blase is a dangerous man," spoke Rosaline, her voice trembling with
anger. "And he could be a dangerous enemy."
"Well, I don't see why you should say that, Rose. He is neither your
enemy nor mine. But I should like to know what reason he has for
saying these things."
"Don't listen to him, mother; don't encourage him here," implored
Rosaline. "I'm sure it will be better for our peace that he should
keep away. And now--will you have some arrowroot to-night, or----"
"I won't have anything," interrupted Dame Bell. "I had a bit of supper
before I undressed and a drop of ale with it. I shall get to sleep if
I can: and I hope with all my heart that your poor father will not be
haunting me in my dreams."
Rosaline carried away the candle, and sat down to her own supper in
the next room. But she could not eat. Mr. Blase Pellet's reported
words were quite sufficient supper for her, bringing before her all
too vividly the horror of that dreadful night. Would this state of
thraldom in which she lived ever cease, she asked herself; would she
ever again, as long as the world should last for her, know an hour
that was not tinged with its fatal remembrances and the fears
connected with them.
In the morning her mother said she was better, and rose as usual. This
was Saturday. When Rosaline reached home in the afternoon, earlier
than on other days, she found her stirring about at some active
housework. But on the Sunday morning she remained in bed, confessing
that she felt very poorly. Rosaline wanted to call in Mr. Raynor: but
her mother told her not to be silly; she was not ill enough for that.
The internal disorder which afflicted Mrs. Bell, and would eventually
be her death, was making slow but sure progress. Frank Raynor--and his
experience was pretty extensive now--had never known a similar case
develop so lingeringly. He thought she might have a year or two's life
in her yet. Still, it was impossible to say: a change might occur at
any moment.
On this Sunday afternoon, when she and Rosaline were sitting together
after dinner, Mr. Blase Pellet walked in. Rosaline only wished she
could walk out. She would far rather have done so. But she forced
herself to be civil to him.
"Look here," said Blase, taking a newspaper out of his pocket when he
had sat some minutes. "This advertisement must concern those Raynors
that you know of. I'll read it to you."
"'Lost. Lost. A small carved ebony desk. Was last seen at Eagles' Nest
in the month of June more than two years ago. Any one giving
information of where it may be found, or bringing it to Mr. Street,
solicitor, of Lawyers' Row, shall receive ten guineas reward.'
"Those Raynors, you know, came into the Eagles' Nest property, and
then had to turn out of it again," added Blase.
"Ten guineas reward for an ebony desk!" commented Mrs. Bell. "I wonder
what was in it?"
Blase did not receive an invitation to stay tea this afternoon, though
he probably expected it. However, he was not one to intrude unwished
for, and took his departure.
"I had a great mind to ask him what he meant by the remark he made the
other evening about your poor father," said Mrs. Bell to Rosaline as
he went out.
"Oh, mother, let it be!" exclaimed Rosaline in piteous tones, her pale
face turning hectic. "He cannot know anything that would bring peace
to you or me."
"Well, I should like my tea now," said Dame Bell. "And I should have
asked him to stay, Rose, but for your ungracious looks."
Rosaline busied herself with the tea, which they took almost in
silence. While putting the things away afterwards, Rosaline made some
remark: which was not answered. Supposing her mother did not hear, she
spoke again. Still there came no reply, and Rose looked round. Mrs.
Bell was lying back on the sofa, apparently insensible.
"It was the pain, child," she breathed, when Rosaline had revived her;
but she had not quite fainted; "the sharp, sudden pain here. I never
had it, I think, as badly as that."
Like a ghost she was still, with a pinched look in her face. Rosaline
was frightened. Without saying anything to her mother, she wrote a
hasty line to Frank, to ask if he would come round, twisted it up
three-cornered fashion, and despatched it by the landlady's daughter.
The note arrived just as Frank Raynor and his wife were beginning to
think of setting out for evening service. Frank chanced to have gone
into a small back-room near the kitchen, where he kept his store of
drugs, and Daisy was alone when Sam came in, the note held between his
fingers.
"For master, please, ma'am; and it is to be given to him directly."
With an impatient word--for Daisy knew what these hastily-written,
unsealed missives meant, and she did not care to go to church at night
alone--she untwisted it, and read the contents.
"Dear Mr. Raynor,
"If you could possibly come round this evening, I should be very much
obliged to you. My mother has been taken suddenly worse, and I do not
like her looks at all.
"Very truly yours,
"R. B."
"The shameless thing!" broke forth Mrs. Frank Raynor in her rising
anger. "She writes to him exactly as if she were his equal!"
Folding the note again, she threw it on the table, and went upstairs
to put on her bonnet. It did not take her long. Frank was only
returning to the parlour as she went down.
"Oh," said he, opening the note and reading it, "then I can't go with
you to-night, Daisy. I am called out."
No answer.
"I will take you to the church-door and leave you there," he added,
tossing the note into the fire.
"Of course you could not stay the service with me and attend to your
patient afterwards!" cried Daisy, not attempting to suppress the
sarcasm in her tone.
"No, I cannot do that. It is Mrs. Bell I am called to."
"Oh! Of all people _she_ must not be neglected."
"Right, Daisy. I would neglect the whole list of patients rather than
Mrs. Bell."
He spoke impulsively, pained by her look and tone. But had he taken
time to think, he would not have avowed so much. The avowal meant
nothing--at least, as Daisy interpreted it. But for him, Francis
Raynor, Mrs. Bell's husband might have been living now. This lay on
his conscience, and rendered him doubly solicitous for the poor widow.
To Frank it had always seemed that, in a degree, she had belonged to
him since that fatal night.
But Daisy knew nothing of this; and the impression the words made upon
her was unfortunate, for she could only see matters from her own
distorted point of view. It was for Rosaline's sake he was anxious for
the mother, reasoned her mind, and it had now come to the shameful
pass that he did not hesitate to declare it--even to her, his wife!
Perhaps the woman was not even ill--the girl had resorted to this ruse
that they might spend an evening together!
She kept her face turned to the fire lest he should see her agitation:
she pressed her hands upon her chest, to still its laboured breathing.
Frank was putting on his overcoat, for it was a cool night, and
noticed nothing. Thus they started: Daisy refusing to take his arm, on
the plea of holding up her dress: refusing to let him carry her
Prayer-book; giving no reply to the few remarks he made. The church
bells were chiming, the stars were bright in the frosty sky.