evening, as they sat together after the little boarders and Kate and
Robert were in bed, Edina being out.
"Oh, I think it's first-rate," answered Charley, half seriously, half
mockingly. "You and Alice will be making a fortune by-and-by."
The remark did not please Alice. _She_, at least, was not reconciled
to the new home and its duties.
"_You_ may think it first-rate," she retorted. "It is widely different
from Eagles' Nest. We were gentlepeople there; we are poor governesses
here."
Charley made no response. The very name of Eagles' Nest would give him
an unpleasant turn.
"And it is nothing but work all day," went on Alice. "Lessons this
hour, music that, writing the next. Oh, it is wearisome!"
"Don't grumble, my dears," interposed Mrs. Raynor. "It might have been
so much worse. After the strange turn our affairs took, we might now
be without a roof over our heads or a morsel of bread to eat. So far
as I can see, we should have been, but for Edina."
The tears were raining down Mrs. Raynor's cheeks. Alice started up and
threw her arms round her in repentance. "Forgive me, dear mamma,
forgive me! I was wrong to speak so repiningly."
"You were wrong, dear Alice. In dwelling so much upon the advantages
we have lost, you overlook the mercies remaining to us. And they are
mercies. We are together under one roof; we have the prospect of
making a fair living."
"Yes," acquiesced Charley, throwing regrets behind him. "It is a very
nice home indeed, compared with what might have been."
"And I think we may yet be very happy in it," said Mrs. Raynor.
Alice strove to think so too, and put on a cheerful face. But the old
days were ever present with her; and she never recalled the past hopes
connected with William Stane, but her heart turned sick and faint in
its despair.
"It will be your turn next, Charles," observed Edina, taking the
opportunity of speaking to him the following morning, when they were
alone.
"My turn?" repeated Charles, vaguely: conscious that he knew what she
meant, but not choosing to acknowledge it.
"To do something for yourself," added Edina. "You cannot intend to
live upon your mother."
"Of course I do not, Edina. How stupid you are."
"And the question is, what is that something to be?" she continued,
passing over his compliment to herself.
"I should like to go into the army, Edina."
Edina shook her head. Her longer experience of life, her habits of
forethought, enabled her to see obstacles that younger people did not
see.
"Even if you had the money to purchase a commission, Charley----"
"But I did not think of purchasing. I should like to get one given to
me."
"Is there a chance of it?"
Charles did not reply. He was standing before the window, gazing
abstractedly at a young butcher boy, dashing about in a light cart for
his morning orders. There was not very much chance of it, he feared,
but there might be a little.
"Let us suppose that you had the commission, Charley, that it arrived
here for you this very day direct from the Horse Guards--or whatever
place may issue them," pursued Edina. "Would it benefit you?"
"Benefit me!"
"I mean, could you take it up? How would you find your necessary
outfit? Regimentals cost a great deal: and there must be many other
preliminary expenses. This is not all----"
"I could get things on credit," interrupted Charles, "and pay as I
went on."
"But this would not be the only impediment, Charley. I have heard that
it takes every officer more than his pay to live. I have often thought
that were I an officer it should not take me more; but it may be that
I am mistaken there. You would not have anything besides your pay,
Charley."
"Oh, I expect I should get along."
"Taken at the best, you would have nothing to spare. I had thought you
might choose some calling which would enable you to help them here at
home."
"Of course. It is what I should wish to do."
"Alfred must be educated; and little Robert as he comes on. Your
mother may not be able to do this. And I do not see that you will have
it in your power to aid her if you enter the army."
Charles began scoring the window-pane with a pencil that he held, not
knowing what to answer. In truth, his own intentions and views as to
the future were so vague and purposeless, that to dwell on it gave him
nightmare.
"What should you propose, Edina?"
"A situation," replied Edina, promptly, "in some good city house."
But for the obligations they were just now under to Edina, Mr. Charles
Raynor would have abused her well for the suggestion. It suited
neither himself nor his pride. A situation in some city house! That
meant a clerk, he supposed. To write at desks and go on errands!
"I wish you wouldn't talk so, Edina," he peevishly said, wishing he
might box her ears. "Did you ever hear of a Raynor becoming a
tradesman?"
"Did you ever hear of a Raynor with no means of living?" retorted
Edina. "No profession, and no money? Circumstances alter cases,
Charley."
"Circumstances can't make a common man a gentleman; and they can't
make a gentleman take up the rôle of a common man."
"Can't they! I think they often do. However, Charley, I will say no
more just now, for I perceive you are not in the humour for it.
Consider the matter with yourself. _Don't_ depend upon the commission,
for indeed I do not see that you have a chance of one. Put it out of
your thoughts, if you can, and look to other ways and means. I shall
be leaving you in a day or two, you know; by that time you will
perhaps have decided on something."
Edina went into the schoolroom, and Charles stood where he was. Alfred
came in with his Latin books. Mrs. Raynor was going to send Alfred to
a day-school close by; but it did not open for another week or two,
and meanwhile Charles made a show of keeping him to his Latin.
"What am I to do this morning, Charley?"
"Copy that last exercise over again, lad. It was so badly written
yesterday that I could not read it."
Alfred's pen went scratching over the copy-book. Charles remained at
the window, deep in thought. He had no more wish to be living on his
mother than any other good son has; but he did not see where he could
go, or what he could do. The doubt had lain on his mind during these
recent days more than was agreeable to its peace. His whole heart was
set upon a commission; but in truth he did not feel much more sanguine
of obtaining one than Edina seemed to feel.
He wished he was something--wished it there as he stood. _Anything_,
rather than remain in this helpless position. Wished he was a doctor,
like Frank; or a banker, like that wretch, George Atkinson; or a
barrister, like that other wretch, Stane. Had he been brought up to
one of these callings he should at least have a profession before him.
As it was, he felt incapable: he was fit for nothing, knew nothing. If
he could get a commission given to him, he should be on his legs at
once; and _that_ required no special training.
But for Charles Raynor's inexperience, he might have found that a
candidate for a commission in the army does require a special training
now. In his father's young days the case was otherwise. The major had
been very fond of talking of those days; Charles had thence gathered
his impressions, and they remained with him.
Yes, he said to himself, making a final score on the window-pane, he
must get the commission; and the sooner the better. Not to lose time,
he thought it might be well to see about it at once. An old
acquaintance of his father's, one Colonel Cockburn, had (as Charles
was wont to put it to himself) some interest in high quarters: his
brother, Sir James Cockburn, being one of the Lords of the Admiralty.
Of course, reasoned Charles, Sir James must be quite able to give away
posts indiscriminately in both army and navy; and it was not likely he
would refuse one to his brother, if the latter asked for it. So if he,
Charles, could only get Colonel Cockburn to interest himself, the
affair was done.
"Are you going out?" questioned Alfred, as Charles began to brush his
coat and hat.
"Yes, I am going to see Colonel Cockburn," was the reply. "No good
putting it off any longer. When you have finished copying that
exercise, youngster, you can do another. And mind you stick at it:
don't go worrying the mother."
Away went Charles, on the top of a passing omnibus. Colonel Cockburn's
club was the Army and Navy. Charles possessed no other address of his;
and to that building he found his way, and boldly entered.
"Colonel Cockburn, sir?" was the answer to his inquiry. "I don't think
he is in town."
"Not in town!" cried Charles, his ardour suddenly damped. "Why do you
think that?"
"He has not been here for a day or two, sir: so we conclude he is
either absent or ill. The colonel is sometimes laid up with gout for a
week together."
"Can you tell me where he lives? I'll go and see him."
"In St. James's Street," replied the man, giving at the same time the
number of the house.
To St. James's Street proceeded Charles, found the house in which the
colonel occupied rooms, and saw the landlady. Colonel Cockburn was at
Bath: had gone to stay with a brother who was lying there ill.
"What a dreadful bother!" thought Charles. "Cockburn must have a whole
regiment of brothers!" And he stood in indecision.
"Will the colonel be back soon?" inquired he.
"I don't know at all," was the landlady's answer. "Should he be
detained in Bath, he may not come back before October. The colonel
always leaves London the end of July. Sometimes he leaves earlier than
that."
"What on earth am I to do?" cried Charles, half aloud, his vivid hopes
evaporating considerably. "My business with him was urgent."
"Could you write to him?" suggested the landlady.
"I suppose I must--if you have his address. But I ought to see him."
She took an envelope from the mantelpiece, on which was written an
address in the Crescent, Bath. Charles copied it down, and went out.
He stood a moment, considering what he should do. The day was so fine
and the town so full of life, that to go off to that pokey old
southern suburb seemed a sin and a shame. So he decided to make a day
of it, and began with the Royal Academy.
Time slips away in the most wonderful manner when sight-seeing, and
the day was over before Charles thought it half through. When he
reached home, it was past nine. The children were in bed; his mother
also had gone to bed with headache; Edina and Alice were sewing by
lamplight. Alice was at some fancy work; Edina was mending a torn
pinafore: one of a batch that required repairing.
While taking his supper, Charles told them of his ill-luck in regard
to Colonel Cockburn. And when the tray went away, he got paper and ink
and began to write to him.
"He is sure to have heard of our misfortunes--don't you think so,
Edina? I suppose I need only just allude to them."
"Of course he has heard of them," broke in Alice, resentfully. "All
the world must have heard of them."
Charley went on writing. The first letter did not please him; and when
it was nearly completed he tore it up and began another.
"It is always difficult to know what to say in this kind of
application: and I don't think I am much of a letter-writer," observed
he, candidly.
Alice grew tired, nodded over her embroidery, and at length said
good-night and went upstairs. Edina sent the servant to bed, and
stitched on at another pinafore.
"I think that will do," said Charley: and he read the letter aloud.
"It will do very well," acquiesced Edina. "But, Charley, I foresee all
sorts of difficulties. To begin with, I am not at all sure that you
are eligible for a commission: I fancy you ought to go first of all to
Sandhurst or Woolwich."
"Not a bit of it," replied Charley, full of confidence. "What other
difficulties do you foresee, Edina?"
"I wish you would give up the idea."
"I dare say! What would you have me do, if I did give it up?"
"Pocket your pride, and find a situation."
Charles tossed his head. Pride was almost as much in the ascendant
with him as it ever had been. He thought how old and silly Edina was
growing. But he remembered what she had done for them, and would not
quarrel with her.
"Time enough to talk of that, Edina, when I have had Colonel
Cockburn's answer."
Edina said no more for a few moments. She rose; shook out Robert's
completed pinafore, and folded it. "I had a scheme in my head,
Charley; but you don't seem inclined to hear anything I may say upon
the subject."
"Yes, I will," replied Charley, opening his ears at the rather
attractive word "scheme." "I will hear that."
"I cannot help thinking that if George Atkinson were applied to, he
would give you a post in his bank. He ought to do it. After turning
you out of Eagles' Nest----"
"I wouldn't apply to him; I wouldn't take it," interrupted Charles,
fiercely, his anger aroused by the name. "If he offered me the best
post in it to-morrow, I would fling it back in his face. Good-night,
Edina: I'm off. I don't care to stay to hear of suggested obligations
from _him_."
On the day of Edina's departure for Trennach, the morning post brought
Colonel Cockburn's answer to Charles. It was very short. Edina, her
bonnet on, stood to read it over his shoulder. The colonel intimated
that he did not quite comprehend Charles's application; but would see
him on his return to London.
"So there's nothing for it but to wait--and I hope he won't be long,"
remarked Charles, as he folded the briefly-worded letter. "You must
see there's nothing else, Edina."
CHAPTER IX.
MR. MAX BROWN.
In a populous and somewhat obscure part of Lambeth, not a hundred
miles away from the great hospital, Bedlam, there ran a narrow street.
Amongst the shops, on the left of this street in going from London,
stood a house that could not strictly be called a shop now; though it
had been one recently, and the two counters within it still remained.
It had formerly been a small chemist's shop. About a year ago, a young
medical man named Brown had taken it, done away with the drugs and
chemicals, so far as retailing them to the public went, and there set
himself up as a doctor. He dispensed his own medicines, so the
counters were useful still, and his jars of powders and liquids
occupied the pigeon-holes above, where the chemist's jars had once
stood. The lower half of the windows had been stained white; on one of
them was written in black letters, "Mr. Max Brown, surgeon;" on the
other, "Mr. Max Brown, general medical practitioner."
It was now about a year since Mr. Max Brown had thus established
himself; and he had done very fairly. If his practice did not afford a
promise that he would speedily become a millionaire, it at least was
sufficient to keep him. And to keep him well. Mr. Brown had himself
been born and reared in as crowded a part of London as this, somewhere
towards Clerkenwell, therefore the locality did not offend his tastes.
He anticipated remaining in it for good, and had not the slightest
doubt that his practice would steadily increase, and afford him a
carriage and a better house in time. The tradespeople around, though
far below those of Bond Street in the social scale, were tradespeople
of sufficient substance, and could afford to pay Mr. Brown. He was a
little dark man, of affable nature and manners, clever in his
profession, liked by his patients, and winning his way more surely
amongst them day by day.
In the midst of this humble prosperity a check occurred. Not to the
prosperity, but to Mr. Brown's plans and projects. Several years
before, his elder brother had gone to the West Indies, and his widowed
mother and his sister had subsequently followed him out. The sister
had married there. The brother, Kenneth Brown, was for some years
successful manager of a planter's estate; he now managed one of his
own. Altogether they were extremely prosperous; and the only one of
the family left in England, Max, received pleasant letters from them
by each fortnightly mail, and was quite at ease with regard to them.
It therefore took him completely by surprise in the midst of this
ease, to find himself suddenly summoned to Jamaica.
One day in this same hot summer, early in the month of June--for we
must go back two or three weeks in our story--Mr. Brown, having
completed his morning round of calls on patients, stood behind his
counter making up the physic required by them, and waiting for his
queer old maid-servant, Eve, to come and tell him his one-o'clock
dinner was ready. The door stood open to the hot street, and to the
foot-passengers traversing the pavement; and Sam, the young boy, was
waiting at the opposite counter with his covered basket until the
physic should be ready.
"That's all to-day, Sam," said his master, pleasantly, as he folded
the white paper round the last bottle, and motioned to the lad to
bring the basket forward. "And, look here"--showing one of the
packets--"this is for a fresh place, Number 26, you see, in The Walk.
It's a grocer's shop."
"All right, sir. I shall find it."
"Maximilian Brown, Esq.," interrupted a voice at this juncture. It was
that of the postman. He came in at the open door, and read out the
address of the letter--his usual custom--as he put it down.
"Oh, the mail's in, I see," observed the doctor to him.
"Yes, sir."
Postman and boy went out together. Mr. Brown, leisurely turning down
his coat-cuffs, which were never allowed to come in contact with the
physic, took up the West Indian letter, and broke the seal. By that
seal, as well as by the writing, he knew it was from his mother. Mrs.
Brown always sealed her letters.
The letter contained only a few shaky lines. It told her son Max that
she was ill; ill, as she feared, unto death. And it enjoined him to
come out to Jamaica, that she might see him before she died. A note
from his brother was enclosed, which contained these words--
"Do come out, dear Max, if you can in any way manage it. Mother's
heart is set upon it. There is no immediate danger, but she is
breaking fast. Come by next mail if you can, the middle of June; but
at any rate don't delay it longer than the beginning of July. I
enclose you an order on our London bankers, that the want of funds may
be no impediment to you.
"Your affectionate brother,
"KENNETH."
It took a great deal to disturb the equable temperament of Max Brown.
This did disturb him. He stood staring at the different missives: now
at his mother's, now at his brother's, now at the good round sum named
in the order. A thunderbolt could not more effectually have taken him
back. Eve, a clean old body in a flowery chintz gown, with a mob-cap
and bow of green ribbon surmounting her grey hair, came in twice to
say the loin of lamb waited: but she received no reply in return.
"I _can't_ go," Max was repeating to himself. "I don't see how I _can_
go. What would become of my practice?"
But his mother was his mother: and Max Brown, a dutiful son, began to
feel that he should not like her to die before he had seen her once
again. She was not sixty yet. The whole of the rest of the day and
part of the night he was revolving matters in his mind; and in the
morning he sent an advertisement to the _Times_ and to a medical
journal.
For more than a week the advertisement brought no result. Answers
there were to it, and subsequent interviews with those who wrote them;
but none that availed Max Brown. Either the applicants did not suit
him, or his offer did not suit them. He then inserted the
advertisement a second time.
And it chanced to fall under the notice of Frank Raynor. Or, strictly
speaking, under the notice of Frank's friend Crisp. This was close
upon the return of Frank from Eagles' Nest. Daisy was with her sister
in Westbourne Terrace, and Frank had been taken in by Mr. Crisp, a
young surgeon who held an appointment in one of the London hospitals.
He occupied private rooms, and could accommodate Frank with a
sofa-bedstead. Mr. Crisp saw the advertisement on the morning of its
second appearance in the _Times_, and pointed it out to Frank.
"A qualified medical practitioner wanted, to take entire charge for a
few months of a general practice in London during the absence of the
principal."
"It may be worth looking after, old fellow," said Crisp.
Frank seized upon the suggestion eagerly. Most anxious was he to be
relieved from his present state of inactivity. An interview took place
between him and Max Brown; and before it terminated Frank had accepted
the post.
To him it looked all couleur-de-rose. During the very few days he had
now been in London, that enemy, the Tiger, had troubled his mind more
than was pleasant. That the man had come up in the same train, and
absolutely in the compartment immediately behind his own, for the
purpose of keeping him in view, and of tracking out his place of abode
in town, appeared only too evident to him. When Frank had deposited
his wife at her sister's door, the turnings and twistings he caused
the cab to take in carrying him to Crisp's, would have been sufficient
to baffle a detective. Frank hoped it had baffled the Tiger: but he
had scarcely liked to show himself abroad since. Therefore the
obscurity of the locality in which Mr. Brown's practice lay, whilst it
had frightened away one or two dandies who had inquired about it, was
a strong recommendation in the eyes of Frank.
The terms proposed by Mr. Brown were these: That Frank Raynor should
enter the house as he went out of it, take his place in all respects,
carry on the practice for him until he himself returned, and live upon
the proceeds. If the returns amounted to more than a certain sum, the
surplus was to be reserved for Mr. Brown.
Frank agreed to all: the terms were first-rate; just what he should
have chosen, he said. And surely to him they looked so. He was
suddenly lifted out of his state of penniless dependence, had a house
over his head, and occupation. The very fact of possessing a home to
bring Daisy to, would have lent enchantment to the view in his
sanguine nature.
"And by good luck I shall dodge the Tiger," he assured himself. "He
will never think of looking for me _here_. Were he to find me out, Mr.
Blase Pellet would be down upon me for hush-money--for that I expect
will be his move the moment he thinks I have any money in my pocket.
Yes, better to be in this obscure place at present, than flourishing
before the West-end world as a royal physician."
So when preliminaries were arranged he wrote to Mrs. Raynor, saying
what a jolly thing he had dropped into.
But Mr. Max Brown reconsidered one item in the arrangement. Instead of
Frank's coming in when he left, he had him there a week beforehand
that he might introduce him to the patients. Frank was to take to the
old servant, Eve, and to the boy, Sam: in short, nothing was to be
altered, nothing changed excepting the master. Frank was to walk in
and Mr. Brown to walk out; all else was to go on as before. Mr. Brown
made no sort of objection to Frank's wife sharing the home: on the
contrary, he made one or two extra arrangements for her comfort. When
he sailed, the beginning of July, Frank was fully installed, and Daisy
might come as soon as she pleased. But her sister wished to keep her a
little longer.
On one of the hot mornings in that same month of July, a well-dressed
young fellow in deep mourning might be seen picking his way through
the narrow streets of Lambeth, rendered ankle-deep in mud by the
prodigal benevolence of the water-cart. It was Charles Raynor. Having
nothing to do with his time, he had come forth to find out Frank.
"It _can't_ be here!" cried Charley to himself, sniffing about
fastidiously. "Frank would never take a practice in a low place like
this! I say--here, youngster," he cried, arresting the steps of a
tattered girl, who was running out of a shop, "do you chance to know
where Mark Street is?"
"First turning you comes to," promptly responded the damsel, with
assured confidence.
Charles found the turning and the street, and went down it, looking on
all sides for the house he wanted. As he did not remember, or else did
not know, the name of Frank's predecessor, the words "Mr. Max Brown"
on some window-panes on the opposite side of the way afforded him no
guide; and he might have gone on into endless wilds but for catching
sight within the house of a shapely head and some bright hair, which
he knew belonged to Frank. He crossed the street at a bound, and
entered.
"Frank!"
Standing in the identical spot in which Max Brown was standing when we
first saw him, was Frank, his head bent forward over an account-book,
in which he was writing. He looked up hastily.
"Charley!"
Their hands met, and some mutual inquiries ensued. They had not seen
each other since quitting Eagles' Nest.
"We thought you must be dead and buried, Frank. You might have come to
see us."
"Just what I have been thinking--that you might have come to see me,"
returned Frank. "_I_ can't get away. Since Brown left, and for a week
before it, I have not had a moment to myself: morning, noon and night,
I am tied to my post here. Your time is your own, Charley."
"I have been about at the West-end, finding out Colonel Cockburn, and
doing one thing or another," said Charley, by way of excusing his
laziness. "Edina left us only yesterday."
"For Trennach?"
"Yes, for Trennach. We fancy she means to take up her abode for good
in the old place. She does not feel at home anywhere else, she says,
as she does there. It was good of her, though, was it not, Frank, to
set us up in the new home?"
"Very good--even for Edina. And I believe few people in this world are
so practically good as she is. I did a little towards helping her
choose the furniture; not much, because I arranged with Brown. How is
the school progressing?"
"All right. It is a dreadful come-down: but it has to be put up with.
Alice cries every night."
"And about yourself? Have you formed any plans?"
"I am waiting till Cockburn returns to town. I expect he will get me a
commission."
"A commission!" exclaimed Frank, dubiously; certain doubts and
difficulties crossing his mind, as they had crossed Edina's.
"It will be the best thing for me if I can only obtain it. There is no
other opening."
Frank remained silent. His doubts were very strong indeed; but he
never liked to inflict thorns where he could not scatter flowers, and
he would not damp Charley's evident ardour. Time might do that quickly
enough.
Charley was looking about him. He had been looking about him ever
since he entered, somewhat after the fastidious manner that he had
looked at the streets, but more furtively. Appearances were surprising
him. The small shop (it seemed no better) with the door standing open
to the narrow street; the counters on either side; the glass jars
above; the scales lying to hand, and sundry packets of pills and
powders beside them: to him, it all savoured of a small retail
chemist's business. Charley thought he must be in a sort of dream. He
could not understand how or why Frank had condescended to so inferior
a position as this.
"Do you _like_ this place, Frank?"
"Uncommonly," answered Frank: and his honest blue eyes, glancing
brightly into Charley's, confirmed the words. "It is a relief to be in
harness again; and to have a home to bring Daisy to."
"Will Daisy like it?" questioned Charles. And the hesitation in his
tone, which he could not suppress, plainly betrayed his opinion--that
she would not like it.
Frank's countenance fell. It was the one bitter drop in the otherwise
sufficiently palatable cup.
"I _wish_ I could have done better for her. It is only for a time, you
know, Charley."
"I see," said Charley, feeling relieved. "You are only here whilst
looking out for something better."
"That's it, in one sense. I stay here until Brown comes back. By that
time I hope to--to pick myself up again."
The slight pause was caused by a consciousness that he did not feel
assured upon the point. That Mr. Blase Pellet and his emissary, the
Tiger, and all their unfriendly machinations combined, would by that
time be in some way satisfactorily disposed of, leaving himself a free
agent again, Frank devoutly hoped and most sanguinely expected. It was
only when his mind dipped into details, and he began to consider how
and by what means these enemies were likely to be subdued, that he
felt anxious and doubtful.
"Something good may turn up for you, Frank, before the fellow--Brown,
if that's his name--comes home. I suppose you'll take it if it does."
"Not I. My bargain with Brown is to remain here until he returns. And
here I shall remain."
"Oh, well--of course a bargain's a bargain. How long does he expect to
be away?"
"He did not know. He might stay four or six months with his people, he
thought, if things went on well here."
"I say, why do you keep that street-door open?"
"I don't know," answered Frank. "From habit, I suppose. Brown used to
keep it open, and I have done the same. I like it so. It gives a
little liveliness to the place."
"People may take the place for a shop, and come in."
"Some have done so," laughed Frank. "It was a chemist's shop before
Brown took to it. I tell them it is only a surgery now."
"When do you expect Daisy?" asked Charles, after a pause.
"This evening."
"This evening!"
"I shall snatch a moment at dusk to fetch her," added Frank. "Mrs.
Townley is going into Cornwall on a visit to The Mount, and Daisy
comes home."
"Have the people at The Mount forgiven Daisy yet?"
"No. They will not do that, I expect, until I am established as a
first-rate practitioner, with servants and carriages about me. Mrs.
St. Clare likes show."
"She wouldn't like this, I'm afraid," spoke Charles, candidly, looking
up at the low ceiling and across at the walls.
Frank was saved a reply. Sam, the boy, who had been out on an errand,
entered, and began delivering a message to his master.
"Would you like some dinner, Charley?" asked Frank. "Come along, I
don't know what there is to-day."
Passing through a side-door behind him, Frank stepped into an
adjoining sitting-room. It was narrow, but comfortable. The window
looked to the street. The fireplace was at the opposite end, side by
side with the door that led to the house beyond. A mahogany sofa
covered with horsehair stood against the wall on one side; a low
bookcase and a work-table on the other. The chairs matched the sofa;
on the centre table the dinner-cloth was laid.
"Not a bad room, this," said Charley, thinking it an improvement on
the shop.
"There's a better sitting-room upstairs," observed Frank.
"Well furnished, too. Brown liked to have decent things about him; and
his people, he said, helped him liberally when he set up here. That
work-table he bought the other day for Daisy's benefit."
"He must be rather a good sort of a fellow."
"He's a very good one. What have you for dinner, Eve? Put a knife and
fork for this gentleman."
"Roast beef, sir," replied the old woman, who was carrying in the
dishes, and nodded graciously to Charles, as much as to say he was
welcome. "I thought the new mistress might like to find a cut of cold
meat in the house."
"Quite right," said Frank. "Sit down, Charley."
Charley sat down, and did ample justice to the dinner, especially the
Yorkshire pudding, a dish of which he was particularly fond, and had
not lost his relish for amidst the dainties of the table at Eagles'
Nest. He began to think Frank's quarters were not so bad on the whole,
compared with no quarters at all, and no dinner to eat.
"Have you chanced to see that man, Charley, since you came to London?"
inquired Frank, putting the question with a certain reluctance, for he
hated to allude to the subject.
"What man?" returned Charley.
"The Tiger."
"No, I have not seen him. I learnt at Oxford that I had been mistaken
in thinking he was looking after me----"
"He was not looking after you," interrupted Frank.
"My creditors there all assured me---- Oh, Frank, how could I forget?"
broke off Charley. "What an ungrateful fellow I am! Though, indeed,
not really ungrateful, but it had temporarily slipped my memory. How
good it was of you to settle those two bills for me! I would not write
to thank you: I preferred to wait until we met. How did you raise the
money?"
Frank, who had finished his dinner, had nothing to do but to stare at
Charles. And he did stare, "I don't know what you are talking about,
Charley. What bills have I settled for you?"
"The two wretched bills I had accepted and went about in fear of. You
know. Was it not you who paid them?"
"Are they paid?"
"Yes. All paid and done with. It must have been you, Frank. There's no
one else that it could have been."
"My good lad, I assure you I know nothing whatever about it. Where
should I get a hundred pounds from? What could induce you to think it
was I?"
Charles told the tale--all he knew of it. They wasted some minutes in
conjectures, and then came to the conclusion that it must have been
Major Raynor himself who had paid. He had become acquainted in some
way with Charles's trouble and had quietly relieved it. A lame
conclusion, as both felt: for setting aside the fact that the poor
major was short of money himself, to pay bills for his son secretly
was eminently uncharacteristic of him: he would have been far more
likely to proclaim it to the whole house, and reproach Charley in its
hearing. But they were fain to rest in the belief, from sheer want of
any other benefactor to fix upon. Not a soul was there in the wide
world, as far as Charley knew, to come forth in this manner, excepting
his father.
"I think it must have been so," concluded Charles. "Perhaps the dear
old man got to know, through Lamb, of Huddles's visit that day."
"And what of Eagles' Nest?" asked Frank, as he passed back into the
surgery with Charles, and sent the boy into the kitchen to his dinner.
"Has George Atkinson taken possession yet?"
"We have heard nothing of Eagles' Nest, Frank; we don't care to hear
anything. Possession? Of course he has. You may depend upon it he
would make an indecent rush into it the very day after we came out of
it, the wretch! If he did not the same night."
Frank could not help a smile at the outburst of indignation. "Atkinson
ought to do something for you, Charley," he said. "After turning you
out of one home, the least he could do would be to find you another. I
dare say he might put you into some post or other."
"And do you suppose I'd take it!" fired Charles, his eyes blazing.
"What queer ideas you must have, Frank! You are as bad as Edina. As
if----"
"Oh, please, Dr. Brown, would you come to mother," interrupted a small
child, darting in at the open door. "She have fell through the back
parlour window a-cleaning of it, and her arm be broke, she says."
"Who is your mother, little one?"
"At the corner shop, please, sir. Number eleven."
"Tell her I will come directly."
Charles was taking up his hat, to leave. "Why does she call you Dr.
Brown?" he questioned, as the child ran off, and Frank was making
ready to follow her and summoning Sam to the surgery.
"Half the people here call me so. It comes more readily to them than
the new name. Good-bye, Charley. My love to all at home. Come again
soon."
He sped away in the wake of the child. Charley turned the other way on
his road homewards, carrying with him a very disparaging opinion of
Lambeth.
In the small back sitting-room, underneath its two lighted
gas-burners, stood Mrs. Frank Raynor, her heart beating faster than
usual, her breath laboured. She felt partly frightened, partly
confused by what she saw--by the aspect of the place she was brought
to, as her new home. Frank had in a degree prepared her for it as they
came along in the cab which brought them, Daisy's boxes piled upon it:
but either he had done it insufficiently, or she had failed to realize
his description of what he called the "humble den," for it came upon
her with a shock. Both as Margaret St. Clare and as Margaret Raynor
her personal experiences of dwelling-places had been pleasant and
sunny.
The clock was striking ten when the cab had drawn up in Mark Street.
She looked out to see why it stopped. She saw a narrow street, an
inferior locality, small shops on either side. The one before which
they had halted appeared to be a shop too: the door stood open, a
gas-burner was alight within.
"Why are we stopping here, Frank?"
Frank, hastening to jump out, did not hear the question. He turned to
help her.
"This is not the place?" she cried in doubt.
"Yes, this is it, Daisy."
He took her in, piloted her between the counters into the lighted
side-room, and turned back to see to the luggage; leaving her utterly
aghast, bewildered, and standing as still as a statue.
The door at the end of the room opened, and a curious old figure,
attired in a chintz gown of antique shape, with a huge bow of green
ribbon on her muslin cap, appeared at it. Eve curtsied to her new
mistress: the new mistress stared at the servant.
"You are welcome, ma'am. We are glad to see you. And, please, would
you like the supper-tray brought in?"
"Is--is this Mr. Raynor's?" questioned Daisy, in tones that seemed to
say she dreaded the answer.
"Sure enough it is, ma'am, for the present. He is here during the
master's absence."
Daisy said no more. She only stood still in her grievous astonishment,
striving to comprehend it all, and to hush her dismayed heart. The
luggage was being brought in, and Eve went to help with it. Frank
found his wife seated on the horsehair sofa, when he came in; and
caught the blank look on her pale face.
"You are tired, Daisy. You would like to take your things off. Come
upstairs, and I will show you your bedroom."
Lighting a candle, he led the way, Daisy following mechanically up the
steep, confined staircase, to which she herself seemed to present a
contrast, with her fashionable attire of costly black gauze, relieved
by frillings of soft white net.
"The room's not very large, Daisy," he said, entering one on the first
floor, the window looking out on some back leads. "There's a larger
one in front on the upper landing, but I thought you would prefer
this, and it is better furnished. It was Brown's room. He said I had
better take to it, for if I went up higher I might not hear the
night-bell.
"Yes," replied Daisy, faintly, undoing the strings of her bonnet. "Was
it a--a shop we came through?"
"That was the surgery. It used to be a shop, and Brown never took the
trouble to alter its arrangement."
"Have you always to come through it on entering the house?"
"Yes. There is no other entrance. The houses in these crowded places
are confined in space, you see, Daisy. I will help Sam to bring up the
boxes," added Frank, disappearing.
When finally left to herself, Margaret sat down and burst into a
passionate flood of tears. It seemed to her that, in coming to dwell
here, she must lose caste for ever. Frank called to her presently, to
know whether she was not coming down.
Drying her eyes as she best could, she took up the candle to descend.
On the opposite side of the small landing, a door stood open to a
sitting-room, and she looked in. A fair-sized room this, for it was
over both the surgery and the parlour, and a very nice room too, its
carpet of a rich dark hue, with chairs and window-hangings to match,
and furniture that was good and handsome. She put the candle on a
console, crossed to one of the windows, and gazed down at the street.
Late though it was, people were surging to and fro; not at all the
sort of people Daisy had been accustomed to. Over the way was a small
fish-shop: a ragged man and boy, standing before it, were eating
mussels. To pass one's days in such a street as this must be
frightfully depressing, and Mrs. Raynor burst into tears again.
"Why, my darling, what is the matter?"
Frank, coming up in search of her, found her sobbing wildly, her head
buried on the arm of one of the chairs. She lifted it, and let it rest
upon his shoulder.
"You are disappointed, Daisy. I see it."
"It--it is such a wretched street, Frank; and--and such a house!"
Frank flushed painfully. He felt the complaint to his heart's core.
"It is only for a time, Daisy. Until I can get into something better.
If that may ever be!" he added to himself, as Blase Pellet's image
rose before his mind.
Daisy sobbed more quietly. He was holding her to him.
"I know, my poor girl, how inferior it is; altogether different from
anything you have been accustomed to; but this home is better than
none at all. We can at least be together and be happy here."
"Yes, we can," replied Daisy, rallying her spirits and her sweet
nature, as she lifted her face to look into his. "I married you for
worse, as well as for better, Frank, my best love. We _will_ be happy
in it."
"As happy as a king and queen in a fairy-tale," rejoined Frank, a
whole world of hope in his tones.
And that was Daisy's instalment in her London home.
CHAPTER X.
A NIGHT ALARM.
Misfortunes seldom come singly. Many of us, unhappily, have had good
cause only too often to learn the truth of the saying; but few, it is
to be hoped, have experienced it in an equal degree with the Raynors.
For another calamity was in store for them: one that, taking the
difference between their present and past circumstances into
consideration, was at least as distressing as the ejection from
Eagles' Nest.
But it did not happen quite immediately. The weeks were calmly
passing, and Mrs. Raynor felt in spirits; for two more day-scholars
had entered at the half-quarter, and another boarder was promised at
Michaelmas. So that matters might be said to be progressing
satisfactorily though monotonously. Monotony, however, does not suit
young people, especially if they have been suddenly plunged into it.
It did not suit Charles and Alice Raynor. Ever contrasting, as they
were, the present enforced quiet and obscurity with the past life at
Eagles' Nest, its show, society, and luxuries, no wonder that they
felt well-nigh weary unto death. At first it was almost unbearable.
But they could not help themselves: it had to be endured. Charles was
worse off than Alice; she had her school duties to occupy her during
the day; he had nothing. Colonel Cockburn had not yet returned to
London, and Charles told himself and his mother that he must wait for
him. As the weeks went on, some relief suggested itself from this
dreariness--perhaps was the result of it.
The alleviation was found in private theatricals. They had made the
acquaintance of some neighbours named Earle; had become intimate with
them. The circumstances of the two families were much alike, and
perhaps this at first drew them together. Captain Earle--a
post-captain in the Royal Navy--had left only a slender income to his
wife at his death: just enough to enable her to live quietly, and
bring up her children inexpensively. They were gentlepeople; and that
went a long way with the Raynors. The young Earles--four of them--were
all in their teens: the eldest son had a post in Somerset House, the
younger one went to a day-school in the neighbourhood, the two
daughters had finished their education, and were at home. It chanced
that these young people had a passion just now for private
theatricals, and the Raynors caught the infection. After witnessing a
performance at Mrs. Earle's of a popular comedy, Charles and Alice
Raynor got up from it wild to perform one at their own home.
And probably the very eagerness with which they pursued the fancy,
arose out of the recent monotony of their lives. Mrs. Raynor looked
grave: she did not know whether the parents of her pupils would
approve of private theatricals. But her children overruled her
objection, and she could only yield to them. She always did so.
They fixed upon Goldsmith's comedy, "She Stoops to Conquer." A
thoroughly good play in itself. Charles procured some sixpenny copies
of it, and drew his pen through any part that he considered unsuited
to present taste, which shortened the play very much. He chose the
part of Charles Marlowe; Alice that of Miss Hardcastle; Mrs. Earle,
who liked the amusement as much as her children did, would be Mrs.
Hardcastle; her eldest daughter Constance Neville: and the young
Somerset-House clerk Tony Lumpkin. The other characters were taken by
some acquaintances of the Earles.
And now, fairly launched upon this new project, the monotony of the
house disappeared: for the time they even forgot to lament after
Eagles' Nest. Dresses, gauzes, tinsel, green-baize curtains, and all
the rest of it, were to be lent by the Earles; so that no cost was
involved in the entertainment. The schoolroom was to be the theatre,
and the pupils were to have seats amongst the audience.
Charles entered into it with wonderful energy. He never now had a
minute for lying on three chairs, or for stretching his hands above
his head to help a mournful yawn. A letter that arrived from Edina,
requiring him to transact a little matter of business, was wholly
neglected; it would have involved his going to the City, and he said
he had no time for it.
Edina had intended to insure the new furniture in the same Cornish
office that her father had insured his in for so many years. Perhaps
she had more faith in it than in the London offices. However, after
some negotiations with the Cornish company upon her return to
Trennach, they declined the offer, as the furniture it related to was
so far away, and recommended a safe and good insurance company in the
City of London. She wrote to Mrs. Raynor, desiring that Charles should
at once go to the City to do what was necessary and secure the policy.
Charles put it off upon the plea that he was too busy; it could wait.
"Charley, I think you ought to do it, if only to comply with Edina's
wish," urged Mrs. Raynor.
"And so I will, mother, as soon as I get a little time."
"It would only take you half-a-day, my dear."
"But I can't spare the half-day. Do you think the house is going to be
burnt down?"
"Nonsense, Charley!"
"Then where's the need of hurry?" he persisted. "I have looked after
every one else's part so much and the arrangements altogether, that I
scarcely know a word yet of my own. I stuck yesterday at the very
first sentence Charles Marlowe has to say."
Mrs. Raynor, never able to contend against a stronger will than her
own, gave in as usual, saying no more. And Charles was left
unmolested.
But in the midst of this arduous labour, for other people as well as
for himself, Charles received news from Colonel Cockburn. The colonel
wrote to say he was in London for a couple of days, and Charles might
call in St. James's Street the following morning.
This mandate Charles would not put off, in spite of the exigencies of
the theatricals; and of the first rehearsal, two evenings hence. The
grand performance was to take place during the few days' holiday Mrs.
Raynor gave at Michaelmas; and Michaelmas would be upon them in a
little more than a week.
Charles went to St. James's Street. And there his hopes, in regard to
the future, received a very decided check. Colonel Cockburn--who
turned out to be a feeble and deaf old gentleman--informed Charles
that he could not help him to obtain a commission, and moreover,
explained many things to him, and assured him that he had no chance of
obtaining one. No one, the colonel said, could get one now, unless he
had been specially prepared for it. He would advise Charles, he added,
to embrace a civil profession; say the law. It was very easy to go to
the Bar, he believed; involving only, so far as he knew, the eating of
a certain number of dinners. All this sounded very cruel to Charles
Raynor. Otherwise the colonel was kind. He kept him for the day, and
took him to dine at his club.
It was late when Charles reached home; thoroughly tired.
Disappointment alone inflicts weariness. Mrs. Raynor felt terribly
disheartened at the news.
"There have been so many weeks lost, you see, Charley!"
"Yes," returned Charles, gloomily. "I'm sure I don't know what to be
at now. Cockburn suggested the Bar. He says one may qualify for almost
nothing."
"We will talk about it to-morrow Charley," said Mrs. Raynor. "It is
past bedtime, and I am tired. You were not thinking of sitting up
later, were you, my dear?" she added, as Charles took up "She Stoops
to Conquer" from a side table.
"Oh, well--I suppose not, if you say it is so late," he replied.
"The dresses have come, ready for the rehearsal, Charley," whispered
Alice, as they were going upstairs. "I have put them in your room.
Charlotte Earle and I have been trying on ours. I mean to wear one of
Edina's brown holland aprons while I am supposed to be a barmaid."
"I'll be shot if I know half my part," grumbled Charley. "It _was_ a
bother, having to go out to-day!"
"You can learn it before Michaelmas."
"Of course I can. But one likes to be perfect at rehearsal.
Good-night."
Charles turned into his room, and shut the door. It was a good-sized
apartment, one that Mrs. Raynor destined for boarders, when the school
should have increased. The first thing he saw, piled up between the
bed and the wall, partly on a low chest of drawers, partly on the
floor, was a confused heap of gay clothes and other articles: the
theatrical paraphernalia that had been brought round from Mrs.
Earle's. Upon the top of all, lay a yellow gauze dress edged with
tinsel. Charles, all his interest in the coming rehearsal reviving at
the sight, touched it gingerly here and there, and wondered whether it
might be the state robe for one of the younger ladies, or for Tony
Lumpkin's mother.
"I wish to goodness I was more perfect in my part!" cried he, pulling
corners out of the other things to see what they consisted of.
"Suppose I give half-an-hour to it, before I get into bed?"
The little book was still in his hand. He lodged the candle on the
edge of the drawers amidst the finery, and sat down near, pausing in
the act of taking off his coat. Alfred lay on the far side of the bed
fast asleep. A night or two ago, for this was by no means the first
time he had sat down in his chamber to con the sayings of young
Marlowe, Charles took his coat off, dropped asleep, and woke up cold
when the night was half over. So he concluded that he would keep his
coat on now.
Precisely the same event took place: Charles fell asleep. Tired with
his day's journey, he had not studied the book five minutes when it
fell from his hands. He was soon in a sound slumber. How long he
remained in it he never knew, but he was awakened by a shout and a
cry. Fire!
A shout and a cry, and a great glare of light. Fire? Yes, it was fire.
Whether Charles had thrown out his arm in his sleep and turned the
candle over, or whether a spark had shot out from it, he knew not,
never would know; but the pile of inflammable gauzes and other stuffs
lying there had caught light. The flames had penetrated to the bed,
and finally awakened Alfred. It was Alfred who shouted the alarm.
Perhaps Charles owed his life to the fact that he had kept his coat
on: its sleeve was scorched.
These scenes have been often described before: it is of no use to
detail another here. A household aroused in the depth of the night;
terrified women and children crying and running: flames mounting,
smoke suffocating. They all escaped with life, taking refuge at the
dwelling of a neighbour; but the house and its contents were burnt to
the ground.
"MY DEAR EDINA,
"I never began a letter like this in all my life: it will have nothing
in it but ill news and misery. Whether I am doing wrong in writing to
you, I hardly know. My mother would not write. She feels a delicacy in
disclosing our calamities to you, after your generous kindness in
providing us with a home; and she must be ashamed to tell you about
me. The home is lost, Edina, and I am the cause of it.
"I am too wretched to go into details: and, if I did, you might not
have patience to read them; so I will tell the story in as few words
as I can. We--I, Alice, and the Earles: you may remember them as
living in the low, square house, near the church--were going to act a
play, 'She Stoops to Conquer.' I sat up last Wednesday night to study
my part, dropped asleep, and somehow the candle set light to some
stage dresses that were lying ready in my chamber. When I woke up, the
room was in flames. None of us are hurt; but the house is burnt down;
and everything that was in it.
"This is not all. I hate to make the next confession to you more than
I hated this one. The insurance on the furniture had not been
effected. I had put it off and off; though my mother urged me more
than once to go and do it.
"You have spoken sometimes, Edina, of the necessity of acting rightly,
so that we may enjoy a peaceful conscience. If you only knew what mine
is now, and the torment of remorse I endure, even you might feel a
passing shade of pity for me. There are moments when the weight seems
more than I can bear.
"We have taken a small, cheap lodging near; number five, in the next
street; and what the future is to be I cannot tell. It of course falls
to my lot now to keep them, as it is through me they have lost their
home, and _I shall try and do it_. Life will be no play-day with me
now.
"I thought it my duty to tell you this, Edina. Whilst holding back
from the task, I have yet said to myself that you would reproach me if
I did not. And you will not mistake the motive, since you are aware
that I know you parted with every shilling you had, to provide us with
the last home.
"Write a few words of consolation to my mother; no one can do it as
you can; and _don't spare me to her_.
"Your unhappy cousin,
"CHARLES."
Frank Raynor once made the remark in our hearing that somehow every
one turned to Edina in trouble. Charley had instinctively turned to
her. Not because it might lie in his duty to let her know what had
come to pass, to confess his own share in it, his imprudent folly; but
for the sake of his mother. Though Edina had no more money to give
away, and could not help them to another home, he knew that if any one
could breathe a word of comfort to her, it was Edina.
One thing lay more heavily upon his conscience than all the rest; and
if he had not mentioned this to Edina, it was not that he wished to
spare himself, for he was in the mood to confess everything that could
tell against him, almost with exaggeration, but that in the hurry of
writing he had unintentionally omitted it. On one of the previous
nights that he had been studying his part, Mrs. Raynor caught sight of
the light under his door. Opening it, she found him sitting on the bed
in his shirt-sleeves, reading. There and then she spoke of the danger,
and begged him never to sit up at night again. The fact was this:
Charles Raynor had nothing on earth to do with his time; an idle young
fellow, as he was, needed not the night for work; but his habits had
grown so desultory that he could settle to no occupation in the
daytime.
The answer from Edina did not come. Charles said nothing about having
written to her; but he did fully hope and expect Edina would write to
his mother. Morning after morning he posted himself outside the door
to watch for the postman; and morning after morning the man passed and
gave him nothing.
"Edina is too angry to write," concluded Charles, at last. "This has
been too much even for her." And he betook himself to his walk to
London.
No repentance could be more thoroughly sincere than was Charles
Raynor's. The last dire calamity had taken all his pride and elevated
notions out of him. The family were helpless, hopeless; and he had
rendered them so. No clothes, no food, no prospects, no home, no
money. A few articles of wearing apparel had been thrown out of the
burning house, chiefly belonging to Alice, but not many. All the money
Mrs. Raynor had in the world--four banknotes of five pounds each--had
been consumed. There had chanced to be a little gold in Charles's
pockets, given him to pay the insurance, some taxes, and other
necessary matters; and that was all they had to go on with. Night
after night Charles lay awake, lamenting his folly, and making huge
resolves to remedy the evil results of it.
They must have food to eat; though it were but bread-and-cheese; they
must have a roof over them, let it be ever so confined. And there was
only himself to provide this. Any thought of setting up a school again
could not present itself to their minds after the late ignominious
failure: they had no means of doing it, and the little pupils had gone
from them for ever. No; all lay on Charles. He studied the columns of
the _Times_, and walked up and down London until he was footsore;
footsore and heart-sick; trying to get one of the desirable places
advertised as vacant. In vain.
He had been doing this now for four or five days. On this, the sixth
day, when he reached home after his weary walk, the landlady of the
house stood at the open door, bargaining for one of the pots of musk
that a man was carrying about for sale. Charles wished her
good-evening as he passed on to the parlour; and there he met with a
surprise, for in it sat Edina. She had evidently just arrived. Her
travelling-cloak was thrown on the back of a chair, her black mantle
was only unfastened, her bonnet was still on. Katie and Robert sat at
her feet; the tea-things were on the table, Alice was cutting
bread-and-butter, and Mrs. Raynor was sobbing. Charles held out his
hand with hesitation, feeling that it was not worthy for Edina to
touch, and a red flush dyed his face.
After tea the conversation turned on their present position, on plans
and projects. Ah what poor ones they were! Mrs. Raynor acknowledged
freely that she had only a few shillings left.
"Have you been paid for the pupils?" asked Edina.
"No," said Mrs. Raynor. "I have not yet sent in the accounts. The
children were not with me quite a quarter, you know, and perhaps some
of the parents may make that an excuse, combined with the termination,
for not paying me at all. Even if I get the money, there are debts to
be paid out of it: the tradespeople, the stationer, the maidservant's
wages. Not much will be left of it."
"Then, Mary, let us settle to-night what is to be done."
"What can be settled?" returned Mrs. Raynor, hopelessly. "I see
nothing at all before us. Except starvation."
"Don't talk of starvation while Heaven spares us the use of our minds
to plan, and our hands to work," said Edina, pleasantly; and the
bright tone cheered Mrs. Raynor. "For one thing, I have come up to
live with you."
"Edina!"
"I cannot provide you with another home: you know why," continued
Edina: "but I can share with you all I have left--my income. It is so
small a one that perhaps you will hardly thank me for it, saddled with
myself; but at least it is something to fall back upon, and we can all
share together."
Mrs. Raynor burst into tears again. Never strong in resources, the
repeated calamities she had been subjected to of late had tended to
render her next-door to helpless both in body and spirit. Charles
turned to Edina, brushing his eyelashes.
"I cannot presume to thank you, Edina: you would not care to receive
thanks from me. _I_ am hoping to support them."
"In what manner, Charles?" asked Edina; and her tone was as kind as
usual. "I hear you have lost hopes of the commission."
"By getting into some situation and earning a weekly salary at it,"
spoke Charles, bravely. "The worst is, situations seem to be so
unattainable."
"How do you know they are unattainable?"
"I have done nothing the last few days but look for one. Besides the
places advertised, I can't tell you how many banks and other
establishments I have made bold to go into, asking if they want a
clerk. A hundred a-year would be something."
"It would be a great deal," replied Edina, significantly. "Salaries to
that amount are certainly hard to find. I question if you would get
half of it at first."
A blank look overspread Charley's face. Edina's judgment had always
been sound.
"But why do you question it, Edina?"
"Because you are inexperienced: totally unused to business; to work of
any kind."
"Yes, that's what some of the people say when they question me."
"There is one person who might help you to such a situation, if he
would," observed Edina, slowly. "But I shall offend you if I speak of
him, Charles: as I did once before."
"You mean George Atkinson!"
"I do. If he chose to put you into his bank, he might give you any
salary he pleased; and he might be willing to do it, whether you
earned it or not. I think he would, if I asked him."
There was a pause. Edina's thoughts were carrying her back to the old
days when George Atkinson had been all the world to her. It would cost
her something to apply to him; but for the sake of this helpless
family, she must bring her mind to doing it.
"What do you say, Charles?"
"I say yes, Edina. I have nothing but humble-pie to eat just now: it
will be only another slice of it. Banking work seems to consist of
everlastingly adding up columns of figures: I should grow expert at it
no doubt in time."
"Then I will go to-morrow and see whether he is in town," decided
Edina. "If not, I must travel down to Eagles' Nest."
"You might write instead," suggested Mrs. Raynor.
"No, Mary, I will not write. A personal interview gives so much more
chance of success in an application of this nature."
"_I_ could not apply to him personally," sighed Mrs. Raynor.
But Edina never shrank from a duty; and the next morning saw her at
the banking-house of Atkinson and Street, the very house where she had
spent those few happy days of her early life when she had learned to
love. Mr. Street and his wife lived in it now. She went to the private
door and asked for him. He had known her in those days; and a smile
actually crossed his calm cold face as he shook hands with her: and to
her he proved more communicative than he generally showed himself to
the world.
"Is Mr. Atkinson in town?" she inquired, when a few courtesies had
passed.
"No. He----"
"I feared not," quickly spoke Edina, for she had quite anticipated the
answer. "I thought he would be at Eagles' Nest."
"But he is not at Eagles' Nest," interposed the banker. "He is on the
high seas, on his way to New Zealand."
"On his way to New Zealand!" echoed Edina, hardly thinking, in her
surprise, that she heard correctly.
"He went away again immediately. I do not suppose he was in London a
fortnight altogether."
"Then he could not have made much stay at Eagles' Nest?"
"He did not make any stay at it," replied Edwin Street. "I don't think
he went down to Eagles' Nest at all. If he did go, he came back the
same day, for he never slept one night away from this house throughout
his sojourn."
"But what could be his reason?" reiterated Edina, wonderingly. "Why
has he gone away so soon again?"
"He put it upon the score of his health, Miss Raynor. England does not
agree with him. At least, he fancies it does not."
"And who is living at Eagles' Nest?"
"A Mr. Fairfax. He is a land-agent and steward, a thoroughly efficient
man, and he has been appointed steward to the estate. His orders are
to take care of it, and to renovate it by all possible means that
money and labour can do. Mr. Atkinson was informed on good authority
that it had been neglected by Major Raynor."
"That's true," thought Edina.
"The first thing Mr. Atkinson did on his arrival, was to inquire
whether the estate had been well cared for and kept up since Mrs.
Atkinson's death. I was not able to say that it had been: I was
obliged to tell him that the contrary was the fact. He then questioned
my brother, and other people who were acquainted with the truth. It
vexed him: and, as I tell you, he is now doing all he can to remedy
the late neglect."
"I am very much surprised that Mr. Atkinson did not himself go down to
see into it!" said Edina.
"Long residence in foreign lands often conduces to indolent habits,"
remarked the banker.
Edina sighed. Was her mission to be a fruitless one? Taking a moment's
counsel with herself, she resolved to disclose its purport to Edwin
Street. And she did so: asking him to give Charles Raynor a stool in
his counting-house, and a salary with it.
But Mr. Street declined. His very manner seemed to freeze at the
request. A young man, brought up as Mr. Charles Raynor had been, could
not possibly be of any use in a bank, he observed.
"Suppose Mr. Atkinson were here, and had complied with my request to
put him in?--what then?" said Edina.
"In that case he would have come in," was the candid answer. "But Mr.
Atkinson is not here; in his absence I exercise my own discretion; and
I am bound to tell you that I cannot make room for the young man.
Don't seek to put Charles Raynor into a bank: he is not fitted for the
post in any way, and might do harm in it instead of good. Take an
experienced man's advice for once, Miss Raynor."
"It has spared me the pain of an interview with _him_," thought Edina,
as she said good-morning to Mr. Street. "But what a strange thing that
he should go away again without seeing Eagles' Nest!"
PART THE THIRD.
CHAPTER I.
LAUREL COTTAGE.
It was a roomy cottage in a small by-road of the environs of
Kennington, bordering on South Lambeth. Frost and snow lay on the
ground outside, and bitter blasts in the air: within, sitting round
the scanty fire in a bare-looking but not very small parlour, were
Mrs. Raynor, Edina, and the younger children, the two former busily
employed making brown chenile nets for the hair.
When Edina was out one day searching for some abode for them, this
dwelling fell under her eye. It was called Laurel Cottage, as the
white letters on a slate-coloured wooden gate testified: probably
because a dwarf laurel tree flourished between the palings and the
window. In the window was a card, setting forth that "lodgings" were
to be let: and Edina entered. Could the Raynors have gone into the
country, she would have taken a whole cottage to themselves; but then
there would have been a difficulty about furniture. It was necessary
they should remain in London, as Charles still expected to find
employment there, and they must not be too far from the business parts
of it, for he would have to walk to and fro night and morning. Laurel
Cottage possessed a landlady, one Mrs. Fox, and a young boy, her son.
The rooms to let were four in number; parlour, kitchen, and two
bedrooms. She asked ten shillings a-week: but that the house was
shabby and badly furnished, she might have asked more. Edina freely
said she could afford to give only eight shillings a-week; and at
length the bargain was struck. Edina's income was just a pound a-week,
fifty-two pounds a-year; eight shillings out of it for rent was a
formidable sum. It left only twelve shillings for all necessities: and
poor, anxious Edina, who had all the care and responsibility on her
own shoulders, and felt that she had it, did not see the future very
clearly before her; but at present there was nothing to be done but to
bow to circumstances. So here they were in Laurel Cottage, with a
dreary look-out of waste-ground for a view, and a few stunted trees
overshadowing the gate.
Alice had gone into a school as teacher. It was situated near
Richmond, in Surrey, and was chiefly for the reception of children
whose parents were in India. She would have to stay there during the
holidays: but that was so much the better, as there was no place for
her at home. Alfred ran on errands, and made a show of saying his
lessons to his mother between whiles. Mrs. Raynor taught Kate and
little Robert; Edina did the work, for they were not waited upon;
Charles spent his time tramping about after a situation. To eke out
their narrow income, Edina had tried to get some sewing, or other
work, to do; she had found out a City house that dealt largely in
ladies' hairnets, and the house agreed to supply her with some to
make. All their spare time she and Mrs. Raynor devoted to these nets,
Charles carrying the parcels backwards and forwards. But for those
nets, they must certainly to a great extent have starved. With the
nets, they were not much better off.
In some mysterious way, Edina had managed to provide them all with a
change of clothing, to replace some of that which had been lost in the
fire. They never knew how she did it. Only Edina herself knew that. A
few articles of plate that had been her father's; a few ornaments of
her own: these were turned into money.
The light of the wintry afternoon was fading; the icicles outside were
growing less visible to the eye. Little Robert, sitting on the floor,
said at last that he could not see his picture-book. Mrs. Raynor,
looking young still in her widow's cap, let fall the net on her lap
for a minute's rest, and looked at the fire through her tears. Over
and over again did these tears rise unbidden now. Edina, neat and
nice-looking as ever, in her soft black dress, her brown hair smoothly
braided on either side her attractive face--attractive in its
intelligence and goodness--caught sight of the tears from the low
chair where she sat opposite.
"Take courage, Mary," she gently said. "Things will take a turn some
time."
Mrs. Raynor caught up her work and suppressed a rising sob. Katie, in
a grumbling tone, said she was sure it must be tea-time. Edina rose,
brought in a tray from the small kitchen, which was on the same floor
as the room they sat in, and began to put out the cups and saucers.
"What a long time Alfred is!" cried the little girl.
Alfred came in almost as he spoke, a can of milk in his hand. By
sending to a dairy half-a-mile off, Edina had discovered that she
could get pure milk cheaper than any left by the milkman: so Alfred
went for it morning and night.
"It is so jolly hard!" exclaimed he, with a glowing face, alluding to
the ice in the roads. "The slides are beautiful."
"Don't get sliding when you are carrying the milk," advised Edina.
"Take off your cap and comforter, Alfred."
She was cutting slices of bread for him to toast. Unused to hard fare,
the children could not eat dry bread with any relish: so, when there
was neither butter nor dripping, neither treacle nor honey in the
house, Edina had the bread toasted. Alfred knelt down before the
fire--the only fire they had--and began to toast. The kettle was
singing on the hob. Edina turned the milk into a jug.
They were sitting down to the tea-table when Charles came in. A glance
at his weary and dispirited face told Edina that he had met with no
more luck to-day than usual. Putting down a brown-paper parcel that he
carried, containing a fresh supply of material to be made into nets,
he took his place at the table. How hungry he was, no one but himself
knew. And how scanty the food was that he could be supplied with!
But for his later experience, Charles could not have believed that it
was so difficult for a young man to obtain a situation in London.
Edina, less hopeful than he, would not have believed it. Charles
Raynor had not been brought up to work of any sort, had never done
any; and this seemed to be one of the stumbling-blocks in his way.
Perhaps he looked too much of a gentleman; perhaps his refined manners
and tones told against him in the eyes of men of business, betraying
that he might prove unfit for work: at any rate, he had not found any
one to take him. Another impediment was that no sooner did a situation
fall vacant, than a large number of applicants made a rush to fill it.
Only one of them could be engaged: and it never happened to be
Charles. Charles looked through the _Times_ advertisements every
morning, through the friendliness of a neighbouring newsvendor. He
would read of a clerk being wanted in some place or other in the great
mart of London, and away he would go, to present himself. But he
invariably found other applicants before him, and as invariably he
never seemed to have the slightest chance.
The disappointment was beginning to tell upon him. There were times
when he felt almost maddened. His conscience had been awake these last
many bitter weeks, and the prolonged strain often seemed more than he
could bear. Had it been only himself! All, then, as it seemed to
Charles Raynor, all would have been easy. He could enlist for a
soldier; he could join the labourers' emigration society and go out
for a term of years to Australia or Canada; he could turn porter at a
railway-station. These wild thoughts (though perhaps they could not be
called so very wild in his present circumstances) continually passed
through his mind: but he had to put them aside as visionary.
Visionary, because his object was, not to support himself alone, but
the family. At least to help to support them. Charles Raynor was
sensitive to a degree; and every mouthful he was obliged to eat seemed
as though it would choke him, because it lessened the portion of those
at home. A man cannot quite starve: but it often seemed to Charles
that he really and truly would prefer to starve, and to bear the
martyrdom of the process, rather than be a burden upon his mother
and Edina. Sometimes he came home by way of Frank's and took tea
there--and Frank, suspecting the truth of matters, took care to add
some substantial dish to the table. But Charles, in delicacy of
feeling, would not do this often: the house, in point of fact, was Mr.
Max Brown's, not Frank's.
How utterly subdued in spirit his mother had become, Charles did not
like to see and note. She kept about, but there could be no mistaking
that she was both ill and suffering. Oh, if he could only lift her out
of this poverty to a home of ease and plenty! he would say to himself,
a whole world of self-reproach at work within him. If this last year
or two could be blotted out of time and memory, and they had their
modest home again near Bath!
No; it might not be. The events that time brings forth must endure in
the memory for ever; our actions in it must remain in the Book of the
Recording Angel as facts of the past. The home at Bath had gone;
Eagles' Nest had gone; the transient weeks of the school-life had
gone: and here they were, hopeless and without prospect, eating hard
fare at Laurel Cottage.
They had left off asking him now in an evening how he succeeded during
the day, and what his luck had been. His answer was ever the same; he
had had no luck; had done nothing: and it was given with pain so
evident, that they refrained in very compassion. On this evening
Charles himself spoke of it; spoke to Edina. The children were in bed.
Mrs. Raynor had gone, as usual, to hear them say their prayers, and
had not yet returned.
"I wonder how much longer this is to go on, Edina?"
Edina looked up from her work. "Do you mean your want of success,
Charley?"
"Could I mean anything else!" he rejoined, his tone utterly subdued.
"I think of nothing but that, morning, noon, and night."
"It is a long lane that has no turning, Charles. And I don't think
patience and perseverance often go unrewarded in the long-run. How did
you fare to-day?"
"Just as usual. Never had a single chance at all. Look, Edina--my
boots are beginning to wear out."
A rather ominous pause. Charley was stretching out his right foot.
"You have another pair, you know, Charley. These must be mended."
"But I am thinking of the time when neither pair will mend any longer.
Edina, I wonder whether life is worth living?"
"Charley, we cannot see into the future," spoke Edina, pausing for a
moment in her work to look at him, a newly begun net in her hand. "If
we could, we might foresee, even now, how good and necessary this
discipline is for us. It may be, Charley, that you needed it; that we
all needed it, more or less. Take it as a cross that has come direct
from God; bear it as well as you are able; do your best in it and
trust to Him. Rely upon it that, in His own good time, He will lighten
it for you. And He will take care of you until it passes away."
Charles took up the poker; recollected himself, and put it down again.
Fires might not be lavishly stirred now, as they had been at Eagles'
Nest. Mrs. Raynor had been obliged to make a rule that no one should
touch the fire excepting herself and Edina.
"It is not for myself I am thus impatient to get employment," resumed
Charles. "But for the rest of them, I would go off to-morrow and
enlist. If I could only earn twenty pounds a-year to begin with, it
would be a help; better than nothing."
Only two or three months ago he had said, If I can only get a hundred
a-year. Such lessons of humility adversity teaches!
"Twenty pounds a-year would pay the rent," observed Edina. "I never
thought it could be so hard to get into something. I supposed that
when young men wanted employment they had only to seek it. It does
seem wrong does it not, Charley, that an able and willing young fellow
should not be able to work when he wishes to do so?"
"Enlisting would relieve you of myself: and the thought is often in my
mind," observed Charles. "On the other hand----"
"On the other hand, you had better not think of it," she interposed
firmly. "We should not like to see you in the ranks, Charley. A common
soldier is----"
"Hush, Edina! here comes the mother."
But luck was dawning for Charley. Only a small slice of luck, it is
true; and what, not so very long ago, he would have scorned.
Estimating things by his present hopeless condition, it looked fair
enough.
One bleak morning, a day or two after the above conversation, Charley
was slowly pacing Fleet Street, wondering where he could go next, what
do. A situation, advertised in that morning's paper, had brought him
up, post haste. As usual, it turned out a failure: to be successful,
the applicant must put down fifty pounds in cash. So that chance was
gone: and there was Charles, uncertain, and miserable.
"Halloa, Raynor! Is it you?"
A young stripling about his own age had run against him. At the first
moment Charles did not know him: but recollection flashed on his mind.
It was Peter Hartley: a lad who had been a schoolfellow of his in
Somersetshire.
"I am going to get my dinner," said Hartley, after a few sentences had
passed. "Will you come and take some with me?"
Too thankful for the offer, Charles followed him into the Rainbow. And
over the viands they grew confidential. Hartley was in a large
printing and publishing establishment close by: his brother Fred was
at a solicitor's, almost out of his articles.
"Fred's ill," observed Peter. "He thinks it must be the fogs of this
precious London that affect him: and I think so too. Any way, he
coughs frightfully, and has had to give up for a day or two. I went to
his office this morning to say he was in bed with a plaster on his
chest; and a fine way they were in at hearing it: wanting him to go,
whether or not. One of their copying-clerks has left; and they can't
hear of another all in a hurry."
"I wonder whether I should suit them?" spoke Charles on the spur of
the moment, a flush rising to his face and a light to his eyes.
"_You!_" cried Peter Hartley.
And then Charles, encouraged perhaps by the good cheer, told a little
of his history to Hartley, and why he must find a situation of some
sort that would bring in its returns. Hartley, an open-hearted,
country-bred lad, became eager to help him, and offered to introduce
him to the solicitor's firm there and then.
"It is near the Temple: almost close by," said he: "Prestleigh and
Preen. A good firm: one of the best in London. Let us go at once."
Charles accompanied him to the place. Had he been aware that this same
legal firm counted Mr. George Atkinson amongst its clients, he might
have declined to try to enter it. It had once been Callard and
Prestleigh. But old Mr. Callard had died very soon after Frank held
the interview with him that has been recorded: and Charles, under the
new designation of Prestleigh and Preen, did not recognize the old
firm.
Peter Hartley introduced Charles to the managing-clerk, Mr. Stroud.
Mr. Stroud, a tall man, wearing silver-rimmed spectacles, with
iron-grey hair and a crabbed manner, put some questions to Charles,
and then told him to sit down and wait. Mr. Prestleigh was in his
private room; but it would not do to trouble him with these matters:
Mr. Preen was out. Peter Hartley, in his good-nature, said all he
could in favour of Charles, particularly "that he would be sure to
do," and then went away.
Charles sat down, and passed an hour gazing at the fire and listening
to the pens scratching away at the desks. People were constantly
passing in and out: the green-baize door seemed to be ever on the
swing. Some brought messages; some were marshalled into Mr.
Prestleigh's room. By-and-by, a youngish man--he might be thirty-five,
perhaps--came in, in a warm white overcoat; and, from the attention
and seriousness suddenly shown by the clerks generally, Charles
rightly guessed him to be Mr. Preen. He passed through the room
without speaking, and was followed by the head-clerk.
A few minutes more, and Charles was sent for to Mr. Preen's room. That
gentleman--who had a great profusion of light curling hair and a
pleasant face and manner--was alone, standing with his back to the
fire near his table. He asked Charles very much the same questions
that Mr. Stroud had asked, and particularly what his recent occupation
had been. Charles told the truth: he had not been brought up to any
occupation, but an unfortunate reverse of family circumstances was
obliging him to seek one.
"You have not been in a solicitor's office, then! Not been accustomed
to copying deeds?" cried Mr. Preen.
Charles confessed he had not. But he took courage to say he had no
doubt he could do any copying required of him, and to beg that he
might be tried.
"Is your handwriting a neat one?"
"Yes, it is," said Charles, eagerly, for he was speaking the truth.
"Neat and good, and very plain."
"You think you could copy quickly and correctly?"
"I am sure I could, sir. I _hope_ you will try me," he added, a
curious entreaty in his tone, that perhaps he was himself unconscious
of; but which was nevertheless apparent to Mr. Preen. "I have been
seeking something so long, day after day, week after week, that I have
almost lost heart."
Perhaps that last avowal was not the best aid to Charles's success; or
would not have been with most men of business. With Mr. Preen, who was
very good-natured, it told rather for than against him. The lawyer
mused. They wanted a copying-clerk very badly indeed; being two hands
short, including Fred Hartley, and extremely busy: but the question
was, could this young man accomplish the work? A thought struck him.
"Suppose you were to stay now and copy a few pages this afternoon?"
suggested Mr. Preen. "You see, if you cannot do the work, it would be
useless your attempting it: but if you can, we will engage you."
"I shall only be too happy to stay, sir."
"Very well," said Mr. Preen, ringing his bell for the managing-clerk.
"And you shall then have an answer."
Charles was put to work by Mr. Stroud: who came and looked at him
three or four times whilst he was doing the copying. He wrote slowly:
the result of his extra care, his intensely earnest wish to succeed:
but his writing was good and clear.
"I shall write quickly enough in a day or two, when I am used to it,"
he said, looking up: and there was hope in his face as well as his
tone.
Mr. Preen chanced to be standing by. The writing would do, he decided;
and Mr. Stroud was told to engage him. To begin with, his salary was
to be fifteen shillings a-week: in a short time--as soon, indeed, as
his suiting them was assured--it would be raised to eighteen. He was
to enter on the morrow.
"Where do you live?" curtly questioned Mr. Stroud.
"Just beyond Kennington."
"Take care that you are punctual. Nine o'clock is the hour for the
copying-clerks. You are expected to be at work by that time, therefore
you must get here before the clock strikes."
A very easy condition, as it seemed to Charles Raynor, in his elation.
A copying-clerk in a lawyer's office at fifteen or eighteen shillings
a-week! Had any one told him a year ago that he would be capable of
accepting so degrading a post--as he would then have deemed it--he had
surely said the world must first turn itself upside down. _Now_ he
went home with a joyous step and a light heart, hardly knowing whether
he trod on his head or his heels.
And at Laurel Cottage they held quite a jubilee. Fifteen shillings
a-week added to the narrow income of twenty, seemed at the moment to
look very like riches. Charles had formed all sorts of mental
resolutions as he walked home: to manage his clothes carefully lest
they should grow shabby; scarcely to tread on his boots that they
might not wear out: and to make his daily dinner of bread-and-cheese,
carried in his pocket from home. Ah, these resolves are good, and more
than good; and generous, wholesome-hearted young fellows are proud to
make them in the time of need. But in their inexperience they cannot
foresee the long, wearing, depressing struggle that the years must
entail, during which the efforts and the privation must be persevered
in. And it is well they cannot.
It wanted a quarter to nine in the morning, when Charles entered the
office, warm with the speed at which he had walked. He did all that he
was put to do, and did it correctly. If Mr. Stroud did not praise, he
did not grumble.
When told at one o'clock that he might go to dinner, Charles made his
way to the more sheltered parts in the precincts of the Temple, and
surreptitiously ate the bread-and-cheese that he had brought from home
in his pocket. That was eaten long and long before the time had
expired when he would be expected to go in again: but he did not like
to appear earlier, lest some discerning clerk should decide he had not
been to dinner at all. It was frightfully dull and dreary here, the
bitterly cold wind whistling down the passages and round the corners;
so he turned into the open streets: they, at least, were lively with
busy traversers: and walked about the Strand.
"I must go and see Peter Hartley, to tell him of my success and thank
him; for it is to him I owe it," thought Charles, as he left the
office in the evening. "Let me see! The address was somewhere near
Mecklenburgh Square."
Taking out a small note-case, in which the address was entered, he
halted at a street corner whilst he turned its leaves: some one came
round the corner hastily, and Charles found himself in contact with
William Stane. The gas in the streets and shops made it as light as
day: no chance had they to pretend not to see each other. A bow,
coldly exchanged, and each passed on his way.
"I won't notice him at all, if we meet again," said Charles to
himself. And it might have been that Mr. Stane was saying the same
thing. "Now for Doughty Street. I wonder which is the way to it?"
deliberated he.
"Does Mr. Hartley live here?" inquired Charles of the young
maid-servant, when he had found the house.
"In the parlour," replied the girl, pointing to a room on her left.
Without further ceremony, she went away, leaving him to introduce
himself. A voice, that he supposed was Peter's, bade him "come in," in
answer to his knock.
But he could not see Peter. A young fellow was stretched on the sofa
in front of the fire. Charles rightly judged him to be the brother,
Frederick Hartley. Young men are not, as a rule, very observant of one
another, but Charles was struck with the appearance of the one before
him. He was extremely good-looking; with fair hair, all in disorder,
that shone like threads of gold in the firelight, glistening blue
eyes, and a hectic flush on his thin cheeks.
"I beg your pardon," said Charley, as the invalid--for such he
evidently was--half rose and gazed at him. "I came to see Peter."
"Oh yes; sit down," was the answer, given in cordial but very weak
tones. "I expect him in every minute."
"You are Fred," observed Charles. "I dare say he told you about
meeting me on Tuesday: Charles Raynor."
"Yes, he did. Do sit down. You don't mind my lying here?"
"Is it a cold you have taken?" asked Charles, bringing a chair to the
corner of the hearth.
"I suppose so. A fresh cold. You might have heard me breathing
yesterday over the way. The doctor kept me in bed. He wanted to keep
me there to-day also; but to have to lie in that back-room is so
wretchedly dull. Poke up the fire, will you, please, and make a
blaze."
With every word he spoke, his breath seemed laboured. His voice was
hollow. Now he had a fit of coughing; and the cough sounded as hollow
as the voice had done.
Peter came in, welcomed Charles boisterously, and rang for tea. That,
you may be sure, was acceptable to poor Charles. Fred, saying he was
glad Charles had obtained the place at Prestleigh's, plunged into a
few revelations touching the office politics, as well as his frequent
cough and his imperfect breathing allowed, with a view of putting him
au courant of affairs in general in his new position.
"I shall make things pleasant for you, after I get back," said he. "We
articled fellows hold ourselves somewhat aloof from the working
clerks; but I shall let them know who you are, and that it is only a
temporary move on your part."
Fred Hartley, warm-hearted as his brother, said this when Charles was
bidding him good-evening. That last look, taken when the invalid's
face was raised, and the lamp shone full upon it, impressed Charles
more than all. Peter went with him to the door.
"What does the doctor say about your brother?" asked Charles, as they
stood on the pavement, in the cold.
"Says he must take care of himself."
"Don't you think he looks very ill?"
"I don't know," replied Peter, who had been in the habit of seeing his
brother daily; and therefore had not been particularly impressed by
his looks. "Does he?"
"Well, it strikes me so. I should say he is ill. Why don't you send
for his mother to come up?"
"So I would, if we had a mother to send for," returned Peter. "Our
mother died two years ago; and--and my father has married again. We
have no longer any place in the old Somersetshire homestead, Raynor.
Fred and I stand alone in the world."
"And without means?" cried Charles, quickly; who had lately begun to
refer every evil the world contained to the want of money.
"Oh, he allows us something. Just enough to keep us going until we
have started on our own account. I get a hundred a-year from the place
I'm at. Fred gains nothing yet. He is not out of his articles."
"Well, I'll come and see him again soon," cried Charley, vaulting off.
"Good-night, Peter."
Was Fred indeed seriously ill? Was it going to be one of those cases,
of which there are too many in London: of a poor young fellow, just
entering on the hopeful threshold of life, dying away from friends,
and home, and care? Whether caused by Charles's tone or Charles's
words, the shadowy thought, that it might be so, entered for the first
time into the mind of Peter.
And Charles never had "things made pleasant for him," at the office,
in pursuance of the friendly wish just expressed: the opportunity was
never afforded. Exactly twenty days from that evening, he was invited
to attend the funeral of Frederick Hartley. And could not do so, for
want of suitable clothes to wear.
CHAPTER II.
JEALOUSY.
The room was smartened up for the occasion. At least, as much as a
room furnished with cane-seated chairs, a threadbare carpet not half
covering the boards, and a stained green-baize table-cover, can be
smartened. It was Mrs. Raynor's birthday. Frank Raynor and his wife
had come down to wish her many happy returns of it and to take tea
with her; Alice had been invited; Charles had said he would be home
early. But tea was over, and neither Charles nor Alice had put in an
appearance; and the little fête, without them, had seemed a failure to
their mother.
Mrs. Raynor was altered: worn, spiritless, always ailing, in the past
year she had aged much. Disappointment and straitened circumstances
told on her health as well as on her mind. It was not for herself she
grieved and suffered, but for her children. For Charles especially.
His prospects had been blighted; his standing in the world utterly
changed. Edina's hands were full, for Mrs. Raynor could help very
little now. What Mrs. Raynor chiefly did was to gather the young ones
around her, and talk to them, in her gentle voice, of resignation to
God's will, of patience, of that better world that they were
travelling on to; where there will be neither sickness nor sorrow,
neither mortification nor suffering. The children needed such lessons.
It seemed very hard to them that they should sometimes have nothing
but dry bread for dinner, or baked potatoes without meat. Even with
all Edina's economy and with Charles's earnings, meat could not always
be afforded. The joint must be carved sparingly, and made to last the
best part of the week. They generally had a joint on a Sunday, and
that was as much as could be said. Clothes cost so much: and Charles,
at least, had to be tolerably well-dressed. But there are many items
in a household's expenses besides eating and drinking; and this
especially applies to fallen gentlepeople, whose habits have been
formed, and who must still in a degree keep up appearances.
If the Raynors had needed discipline, as some who knew them at Eagles'
Nest had declared, they were certainly experiencing it in a very
marked degree. Twelve months had slipped by since they took up their
abode at Laurel Cottage, and there had been no change. The days and
the weeks had drifted on, one day, one week after another, in the same
routine of thrift, struggle and privation. Charles was at Prestleigh
and Preen's, working to that firm's satisfaction, and bringing home a
sovereign a-week: Alice was teaching still in the school at Richmond.
Alfred went to a day-school now. Edina had sought an interview with
its principal, and by dint of some magic of her own, when she told him
confidentially of their misfortunes, had persuaded him to admit the
lad at an almost nominal charge. It was altogether a weary life for
them, no doubt; one requiring constant patience and resignation; but,
as Edina would cheerfully tell them, it might have been worse, and
they had many things to be thankful for even yet.
October was passing, and the falling leaves strewed the ground. The
afternoon was not sunny, but warm and dull; so sultry, in fact, as to
suggest the idea of tempest in the air. They had gathered in the
square patch of ground at the back of the house, called by courtesy a
garden: Frank, his wife, Edina, Mrs. Raynor, and the children. Some of
them stood about, looking at the bed of herbs Edina's care had
planted; Mrs. Raynor was sitting on the narrow bench under the high
window. For this garden had to be descended into by several steps; and
as you stood in it the back-parlour window (Mrs. Raynor's bedroom)
looked perched quite a long way up.
"Herbs are so useful," remarked Edina, as they praised the bed. "When
a stew is nothing in itself, thyme or mint will give it quite a fine
flavour. Do you remember, Frank, how poor papa liked thyme in the
Irish stews?"
"And very good they used to be," said Frank. "Eve calls them ragoûts.
I often tell her they are not half as good as those I had at Trennach.
Remember, Daisy, it is thyme Eve's ragoûts want."
Daisy, playing with little Robert, turned round with dancing eyes. She
was as pretty as ever, in spite of the distasteful existence in
Lambeth. And she had put on for this occasion one of her old grand
silks.
"I'll try and remember, Frank," she laughed. "I hope I shall not say
rue instead of thyme. What did you plant this great bush of rue for,
Edina?"
"That bush is not mine but the landlady's; it was here when we came,"
replied Edina. "Mrs. Fox hangs some of it at the foot of her bed, and
declares that it mysteriously keeps away gnats and moths."
When Mr. Max Brown departed for the West Indies, he had thought the
very utmost extent of his term of absence would be less than six
months. But considerably more than twice six months had elapsed, and
he had not returned. Apparently he liked the life there; apparently
was quite satisfied with Frank's management of his practice at home.
In writing to Frank, he put the delay down to his mother. She was
dying, but very slowly: that is, her complaint was one for which there
is no remedy: and she wanted to keep him with her to the end. Thus Max
wrote, and it was the only excuse he gave for his prolonged stay.
Frank could not help thinking there was some mystery about it; but he
was quite content to remain at his post. It was very seldom indeed
that he could take an hour or two's recreation, such as this. The
practice was exacting, and he had no assistant.
"That's the postman's knock!" cried Kate.
The postman was not a frequent visitor at Laurel Cottage. When he did
bring a letter it was always for the Raynors: Mrs. Fox never had one
at all, and never seemed to expect one. Kate ran to the door and
brought back the letter. It proved to be from Alice: stating why she
was not able to come.
"Daisy, my darling, you must put your bonnet on," whispered Frank. "I
want to get home before dark: I have been away now longer than I care
to be."
"I should send the practice to York for one evening," cried Alfred,
who chanced to overhear the words.
"No doubt you would," laughed Frank.
"Well, Frank, I'm sure you seem to put that precious practice before
everything else. One would think it was an idol, with a golden body
and diamond wings."
"And so I ought to put it before everything else, Master Alfred. A
steward must do his duty."