inside and out, Frank stopped, and laid his hand upon his wife's.
"You are vexed, Daisy, because I cannot go to church; but when my
patients really need me I must not and will not neglect them. For a
long time now you have seemed to live in a state of constant
discontent and resentment against me. What the cause is, I know not. I
do not give you any, as far as I am aware. If it is that you are
dissatisfied with our present position--and I am not surprised that
you should be--I can only say how much for your sake I regret that I
cannot alter it. But that is what I am not yet able to do; and to find
your vexation constantly turned upon me is hard to bear. Let us,
rather, look forward to better days, and cheer on one another with the
hope."
He wrung her hand and turned away. His voice had been so loving and
tender, and yet so full of pain, that Daisy found her eyes wet with
sudden tears. She went into church. What with resentment against her
husband, her own strong sense of misery, and this softened mood, life
seemed very sad to her that night.
And as the service proceeded, and the soothing tones of the sweet
chant chosen for the _Magnificat_ fell on her ear and heart, the mood
grew more and more softened. Daisy cried in her lonely pew. Hiding her
face when she knelt she let the tears rain down. A vision came over
her of a possible happy future: of Frank's love restored to her as by
some miracle; of Rosaline Bell and these wretched troubles, lost in
the memory of the past; of the world being fair for them again, and
she and her husband walking hand in hand, down the stream of time.
Poor Daisy let her veil fall when she rose, that her swollen eyes
should not be seen.
And the sermon soothed her too. The text was one that she especially
loved: "Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I
will give you rest." Daisy thought none had ever been so heavily laden
before as she was; just as the lightly chastened are apt to think.
"If I can only be a little more pleasant with him, and have patience,"
said she to herself, "who knows but things may work round again."
But the heart of man is rebellious, as all the world knows; especially
rebellious is the heart of woman, when it is filled with jealous
fancies. The trouble to which Mrs. Frank Raynor was subjected might
bear precious fruit in the future, but it was not effecting much good
in the present. No sooner was she out of church, and the parson's
impressive voice and the sweet singing had faded on her ear, than all
the old rancour came rushing up to the surface again.
"I wonder if he is there still?" she thought. "Most likely. I wish I
could find out!"
Instead of turning her steps homeward, she turned them towards West
Street, and paced twice before the house that contained Dame Bell and
her daughter. A light shone behind the white window blind, indicating
the probability that the room had inmates; but Daisy could not see who
they were. She turned towards home, and had almost reached it when
Frank came hastily out of the surgery, a bottle of medicine in his
hand.
"Is it you, Daisy? I began to think you were late. I meant to come to
the church and fetch you, but found I could not."
"Shall I walk with you?" asked Daisy, trying to commence carrying out
the good resolutions she had made in church, and perhaps somewhat
pacified by his words. "It is a fine night."
For answer he took her hand, and placed it within his arm. Ah, never
would there have been a better husband than Frank Raynor, if she had
only met him kindly.
"Who is the medicine for?" asked Daisy.
"For Dame Bell. I am walking fast, Daisy, but she ought to have it
without delay."
"Have you been with her all this time?"
"Yes. I was coming away when she had a sort of fainting-fit, the
second this evening; and it took more than half-an hour to get her
round."
"She is really ill, then?"
"Really ill!" echoed Frank in surprise. "Why, Daisy, she is dying. I
do not mean dying to-night," he added; "or likely to die immediately;
but that which she is suffering from will gradually kill her. My uncle
suspected from the first what it would turn out to be."
Daisy said no more, and the house was gained. As Frank rang the bell,
she left his arm and went a few steps away; beyond sight of any one
who might open the door, but not beyond hearing of any conversation
that might take place.
Rosaline appeared. Frank put the bottle into her hand.
"I brought it round myself, Rosaline, that I might be sure it came
quickly. Has there been another fainting-fit?"
"No, not another, Mr. Frank," replied Rosaline. "She is in bed now and
seems tranquil."
"Well, give her a dose of this without delay."
"Very well, sir. I--I wish you would tell me the truth," she went on
in a somewhat agitated voice.
"The truth as to what?"
"Whether she is much worse? Dangerously so."
"No, I assure you she is not: not materially so, if you mean that. Of
course--as you know yourself, Rosaline, or I should not speak of it to
you--she will grow worse and worse with time."
"I do know it, sir, unfortunately."
"But I think it will be very gradual; neither sudden nor alarming.
This evening's weakness seems to me to be quite exceptional. She must
have been either exerting or exciting herself: I said so upstairs."
"True. It is excitement. But I did not like to say so before her. For
the past few days she has been complaining that my father worries
her," continued Rosaline, dropping her voice to a whisper. "She says
he seems to be in her mind night and day: asleep, she dreams of him;
she dwells on him. And oh, what a dreadful thing it all is!"
"Hush, Rosaline!" whispered Frank in the same cautious tones: and as
Daisy's ears could not catch the conversation now, she of course
thought the more. "The fancy will subside. At times, you know, she has
had it before."
"Blase Pellet excites her. I know he does. Only the other day he said
something or other."
"I wish Blase Pellet was transported!" cried Frank quickly. "But
it--it cannot be helped, Rosaline. Give your mother half a wine-glass
of this mixture at once."
"I am so much obliged to you for all, sir," she gently said, as he
shook hands with her. "Oh, and I beg your pardon for asking another
question," she added as he was turning away. "I have been thinking
that I ought perhaps to leave my situation and stay at home with my
mother. I always meant to do so when she grew worse. Do you see any
necessity for it?"
"Not yet. Later of course you must do it: and perhaps it might be as
well that you should be at home to-morrow, though the people of the
house are attentive to her. You may rely upon me to tell you when the
necessity arrives."
"Thank you, Mr. Frank. Good-night."
"Good-night, Rose."
Frank held out his arm to his wife. She took it, and they walked home
together. But this time she was very chary in answering any remark he
made, and did not herself volunteer one. The interview she had just
witnessed had only served to augment the sense of treason that filled
the heart of Mrs. Frank Raynor.
CHAPTER VII.
MEETING AGAIN.
Time flew on. Summer had come round again: and it was now close upon
three years since Mrs. Raynor and her children had quitted Eagles'
Nest. Certainly, affairs could not be said to be progressing with
them. The past winter and spring had again brought trouble. The three
younger children were attacked with scarlatina, and it had left Kate
so long ill that much care had to be taken with her. Mrs. Raynor was
laid up at the same time for several weeks with bronchitis; and the
whole nursing fell upon Edina.
With so much on her hands, and Mrs. Raynor invalided, Edina could not
continue to do the work which helped to keep them. A little of it she
continued to take, but it was very little: and she had to sit up at
night and steal hours from her rest to accomplish even so much. This
did not please the people who supplied her with it; they evidently did
not care to continue to supply her at all; and when things came round
again, and she and Mrs. Raynor would have been glad to do the same
quantity of work as before, the work was not forthcoming. Their
employment failed.
Such, in these early days of June, was the state of affairs: the
family pinching and starving more than ever, Charles wearing out his
days at the office, Alice teaching at Mrs. Preen's. Never had the
future looked so dark as it was looking now.
One day when they were at dinner, Alice came in. Perhaps the little
pinched faces around the scanty board--and both Kate's and Robert's
looked pinched--struck unpleasantly upon Alice, for she was evidently
in less good spirits than usual. She had come down by the omnibus, and
taken them by surprise.
An idea, like a fear, flashed into the mind of Mrs. Raynor. It was so
very unusual for Alice to come down in this unexpected manner. "You
have brought bad news, child!" she faintly said. "What is it?"
And, for answer, Alice burst into tears. The knowledge of their home
privations was to her as a very nightmare, for she had a warm heart.
What with that and other thoughts, her spirits were always more or
less subdued.
"I don't know how to tell you," she cried; "but it is what I have come
to do. Mamma, I am going to leave Mrs. Preen's."
Mrs. Raynor sank back in her chair. "Oh, child! For what reason?"
Alice explained as she dried her eyes. Mrs. Preen, who had not been in
strong health lately, was ordered for a lengthened term to her native
place, Devonshire, where she would stay with her mother. She could not
take her two elder children with her, neither did she care to leave
them at home during her absence. So they were to be placed at school,
and Alice had received notice to leave at the end of a month.
"If I were sure of getting another situation at once, I would not mind
it so much," she said. "But it is the uncertainty that frightens me. I
cannot afford to be out of a situation."
"Misfortunes never come alone," sighed Mrs. Raynor.
"Let us hope for the best," said Edina. "A whole month is a good
while, Alice, and we can make inquiries for you at once. Perhaps Mr.
Jones at the library can hear of something. I will speak to him: he is
very kind and obliging."
"Do you ever come across that Bill Stane now, Alice?" cried Alfred, as
he picked up his cap to go off to school. "We saw in the paper that
Sir Philip was dead. That is, we saw something about his will."
"He comes now and then to Mrs. Preen's," replied Alice, blushing
vividly, for she could not hear William Stane's name without emotion.
"What did you see about Sir Philip's will?" she added, as carelessly
as she could speak.
"Oh, I don't know--how his money was left, I think Charley reckoned up
that Bill Stane would have ten thousand pounds to his share. Charley
says he is getting on at the Bar like a house on fire."
"Shall you not be late, Alfred?"
"I am off now. Good-bye; Alice. It will be jolly, you know, if you
come home."
"Not jolly for the dinners," put in poor Katie, who had learnt by sad
experience what a difference an extra one made.
"Oh, bother the dinners!" cried Alfred, with all a schoolboy's
improvidence. "I'll eat bread-and-cheese. Goodbye, Alice."
"Did you chance to hear what Sir Philip died of, Alice?" questioned
Mrs. Raynor, when the doors had done banging after Alfred.
"No, mamma."
"But you see William Stane sometimes, don't you?"
"Yes, I see Mr. Stane now and then. Not often. He has not said
anything about his father in my hearing. When I first went to Mrs.
Preen's he was very cold and distant; but lately he has been much more
friendly. But we do not often meet."
"Well, child, I can only say how unfortunate it is that you should
lose your situation. It may be so difficult to get another."
Another matter, that had been giving Mrs. Raynor and Edina concern for
some little time, was the education of the children. Alfred ought now
to go to a better school; Robert ought to be at one. The child was
eight years old. Sometimes it had crossed Edina's mind to wish he
could be got into Christ's Hospital: she thought it high time, now
that Alice was coming home, to think about it practically. If poor
little Bob could be admitted there, it would make room for Alice.
Talking it over with Mrs. Raynor and Charles that same evening, it was
decided that the first step towards it must be to obtain a list of the
governors. It might be that one of that body had known something of
Major Raynor in the days gone by, and would help his little son. How
was the list to be procured? They knew not, and went to bed pondering
the question.
"I will go to the library and ask Mr. Jones," said Edina the next
morning. "Perhaps he has one."
Mr. Jones had not a list, but thought he knew where he could borrow
one. And he did so, and left it at the door in the after-part of the
day. Edina sat down to study it.
"Here is a name almost at the beginning that we know," she said,
looking up with a smile.
"Is there!" exclaimed Charles, with animation, and taking an
imaginative view of Robert, yellow-stockinged and bareheaded. "Whose
name is it, Edina?"
"George Atkinson, Esquire, Eagles' Nest," read out Edina.
"How unfortunate!" exclaimed Mrs. Raynor. "The very man to whom we
cannot apply."
"The very man to whom we will apply," corrected Edina. "If you will
not do so, Mary, I will."
"Would you ask a favour of _him?_"
"Yes," said Edina emphatically. "Mr. Atkinson has not behaved well to
you: let us put it in his power to make some slight reparation."
"Edina, I--I hope I am not uncharitable or unforgiving, but I do not
feel that I _can_ ask him," breathed poor Mrs. Raynor.
"But I don't want you to ask him, Mary; I will do that," returned
Edina. "Perhaps I shall not _like_ doing it more than you would; but
the thought of poor little Robert will give me courage."
"Those governors have only a presentation once in three years, I
fancy," observed Charles. "George Atkinson may have given away his
next turn."
"We can only ascertain, Charley. And now--I wonder how we are to find
his address? I hope he is in England!"
"He is at Eagles' Nest, Edina."
"At Eagles' Nest!" repeated Edina.
"He took possession of it six months ago, and gave Fairfax, who was in
it, a house close by. And I know he is there still, for only a day or
two ago I saw Preen address a letter to him."
"Well, I am glad to hear it, for now I shall go to him instead of
writing," concluded Edina. "In these cases a personal application is
generally of more use than a written one. And, Mary, you will, at any
rate, wish me God speed."
"With my whole heart," replied Mrs. Raynor.
Once mere Edina Raynor stood before the gates of Eagles' Nest. As she
walked from the station, the great alteration in the place struck her.
Not in Eagles' Nest itself: that looked the same as ever: but in its
surroundings. The land was well-cared for and flourishing; the
cottages had been renovated into decent and healthy tenements; the row
of ugly skeletons had been completed; all were filled with contented
inhabitants; and the men and women that Edina saw about as she passed,
looked respectable and happy. None could look on the estate of Eagles'
Nest as it was now, and not see how good and wise was its ruler.
"Is Mr. Atkinson at home?" asked Edina, as a servant whom she did not
know answered her ring.
"He is at home, ma'am, but I do not think you can see him," was the
answer. "Mr. Atkinson is very unwell, and does not see visitors."
"I think he will perhaps see me," said Edina. And she took a leaf from
her pocket-book, and wrote down her name, adding that she wished to
see him very much.
The man showed her to a room. He came back immediately, and ushered
her into his master's presence. As she entered, George Atkinson rose
from a sofa on which he had been lying near the window, and went
forward to meet her.
"Edina!"
The old familiar name from the once loved lips--nay, perhaps loved
still: who knew?--in the old familiar voice, brought a tremor to her
heart and a tear to her eye. Mr. Atkinson handed her to a chair and
sat down in another. The window stood open to the delicious summer
air, the morning sunshine--for Edina had come early, and it was not
yet much past eleven--to the charming landscape that lay stretched
around in the distance. But the impulse that had prompted the warm
greeting seemed to die away again, and he addressed her more coldly
and calmly.
"Your coming here this morning seems to me to be a very singular
coincidence. You see that letter on the table, just ready for the
post: have the kindness to read the address."
Edina did so. It bore her own name: and was addressed to the "Care of
Charles Raynor, Messrs. Prestleigh and Preen's."
"I did not know your address. That it was somewhere in or near London,
I did know, but not the exact locality. The letter contains only a
request that you would kindly come down to me here."
"I!" exclaimed Edina.
"Yes. I wanted to see you. But I will ring for my housekeeper to show
you to a room where you can take your bonnet off.
"I have not come to remain," replied Edina. "Half-an-hour will be more
than enough to transact my business with you.
"But half-an-hour will not transact mine with you. Remain the day with
me," he pleaded, "and enliven a poor invalid for a short time." And
Edina made no further objection.
When she returned to the room, looking cool and fresh in her summer
muslin, old though it might be, with her brown hair braided from her
pleasant face, and the brown eyes sweet and earnest as of yore, George
Atkinson thought how little, how very little she was altered. It is
these placid faces that do not change. Neither had he changed very
much. He looked ill, and wore a beard now; a silky brown beard; but
his face and eyes and voice were the same. And somehow, now that she
was in his presence, heard that musical voice, and met the steadfast,
kindly look in the grey eyes, she almost forgot her resentment against
him for his conduct to the Raynors.
"You are a governor of Christ's Hospital, I believe," she began,
entering upon her business at once as she resumed her seat.
"I am."
"I came here to ask for your next presentation to it. Is it promised?"
"Not yet. It falls due next year."
"Then will you promise it to me?" continued Edina. "It is for the
youngest child of Mrs. Raynor. Will you give it to him?"
"No."
"No!" she repeated, tone and spirit falling with the disappointment.
"But why not?"
"I have a boy in my eye who is badly in want of it: more than Mrs.
Raynor's son will be."
"It is almost impossible that any boy can want it more than poor
Robert does."
"In that matter our opinions differ, Miss Raynor."
"And it would be making some trifling reparation to the family."
"Reparation for what?"
"For--what you did," answered Edina, hesitating for a moment and then
speaking up bravely. "For turning them out of Eagles' Nest."
"What would you have done in my place?" questioned Mr. Atkinson
good-humouredly. "Have left them in quiet possession of Eagles' Nest?"
"I--don't--know--whether I should, or not," hesitated Edina, for the
question puzzled her. "Of course Eagles' Nest was legally yours, and I
cannot say you were wrong to take it. But I think you might in some
way have softened the blow. _I_ could not have turned a family from
their home and not inquired how they were to live in the future."
"I am aware you could not: for, unless I am mistaken, it was you who
provided them with another. The Raynors wanted a lesson read to them,
and it was well they should have it. What did I find when I came home;
what did I hear? Was there a single good act done by any one of them
whilst they were at Eagles' Nest? How did they use the property they
came into: well?--or disgracefully? Yes, I repeat it, disgracefully.
Things were going to rack and ruin. The poor tenants were ground down
to the dust, the uttermost farthing of rent was exacted from them,
whilst they were uncared for; body and soul alike abandoned, to get
through life as they could, or to perish. And all for what?--to add to
the pride, the folly and the prodigality of the Raynors. Could you
approve of all this, Edina, or find excuse for it?"
She shook her head in the negative. He seemed to have called her Edina
again unconsciously.
"It was self with them all; nothing but self, from Major Raynor
downwards," he continued. "Show, extravagance, and vanity! Not a sound
moral, or prudent, or worthy aim was inculcated on the children, not a
penny given away in charity. Charles Raynor, the supposed heir, was an
apt pupil in all this. He even had writs out against him, though he
was under age."
Edina could not gainsay a word. It was all too true. "You had this
reported to you on your return, I presume, Mr. Atkinson?"
"I had. But I did not take the report uncorroborated. I came down
here, and saw for myself I was here for many weeks, watching."
Edina felt surprised. "How could that have been? The Raynors did not
see you?"
"I came down unknown. No one knew me in the place, and I stayed on in
my lodgings at Jetty the carpenter's and looked about me. The natives
took me for an inquisitive man who was fond of poking himself into
matters that did not concern him; a second Paul Pry. Mr. Charles
Raynor, I heard, christened me the Tiger," added the speaker, with a
smile.
Edina held her breath. What a singular revelation it was!
"I was in Australia when I heard that Mrs. Atkinson had left Eagles'
Nest to me," he resumed. "The news reached me in a letter from
herself, written only a day or two before her death; written chiefly
to tell me where her will would be found--in the hands of my
solicitors, Callard and Prestleigh. She also stated that a duplicate
copy of the will was kept in this, her own house. But that, I think,
must have been a mistake."
"Had one been here, it would have been found at the time of her
death," remarked Edina.
"Just so. When this letter of hers arrived at Sydney," continued Mr.
Atkinson, "I was travelling in the more remote and unfrequented parts
of the country, and I did not receive it for some six months
afterwards, on my return to Sydney. Rather an accumulation of letters
awaited me at Sydney, as you may suppose; and I found, by those from
my partner, Street, and his brother the lawyer, that the former will
was alone known to exist, and that Major Raynor had entered into
possession of Eagles' Nest. Now what did I at once resolve to do? Why,
to leave him in possession of it; never to speak of this later will,
but destroy it when I got back to England, and say nothing about it.
The major had a right to Eagles' Nest; I had not any right at all to
it: and the resolve did not cost me a moment's thought----"
"It is just as I should have expected you to act," put in Edina, her
cheeks flushing.
"Don't give me more credit than I deserve, Miss Raynor. I cannot tell
what I might have done had I been a poor man. Kept the estate,
perhaps. But I was a rich one, and I did not want it. I sailed for
England; and, on landing, went direct to London, to Street the
banker's, arriving there at night. He chanced to be at home alone; his
wife and children were at Brighton, and we had a few hours' quiet
chat. The first thing I heard of, was the miserable state of affairs
down here. Eagles' Nest was going to ruin, Street said, and the major
and his son were probably going to ruin with it. 'I will go down
incog. and see for myself,' I said to Street, 'and you need not tell
any one of my return at present.' I did go down, as I have told you:
went down the next day; and Street kept counsel as to my having
returned to Europe, and when he wrote to me at Grassmere, addressed
his letters to 'Mr. George.' There I stayed, looking about at my
leisure."
"How was it my uncle Francis did not recognize you?"
"He never saw me. At first I kept out of his way lest he should do so;
but I soon learnt that there was little chance of our meeting, as he
never went beyond his own gates. Had he met me, I don't think he would
have known me, my beard altered me so much; and I always pulled my
broad-brimmed hat well on. No, I felt quite easy, and remained on
until my purpose was answered."
He paused, as if recalling the scenes of that past time. Edina made no
remark. Presently he resumed.
"What I saw here shocked me. I could not detect one redeeming point in
the conduct of Major Raynor and his family, though I assure you I
should have been glad to do so. To leave the estate in their hands
would be little less than a sin, as I looked upon it, and a cruel
wrong upon the poor people who lived on it. So I deliberated on my
measures, and finally took them. Edwin Street announced my speedy
return, and conveyed a letter from me (apparently written in
Australia) to Callard and Prestleigh, informing them that they held
the will, and ordering them to produce it, that it might be proved and
acted upon. I was more than justified in what I did, as I thought
then," emphatically concluded Mr. Atkinson, "and as I think now."
"Well--yes, I cannot say you were not," acquiesced Edina. "But it
seemed to us so bitterly hard--never to inquire what became of the
Raynors; never to offer them any help."
"Stay," said he. "I did inquire. I heard that Miss Edina Raynor had
come forward from Trennach with her help, and had established Mrs.
Raynor in a school in which she was likely to do well. I heard that
Charles Raynor was about to be taken by the hand by an old friend of
his father's, one Colonel Cockburn, who meant to put him forward in
the world. In short, I left England again in the belief that the
Raynors were, in a smaller way, as prosperous as they had been at
Eagles' Nest."
"What misapprehensions exist!" exclaimed Edina. "That home was soon
lost again through a fire, and Colonel Cockburn only saw Charles to
tell him he could not help him. Their life for the last three years
has been one long course of humiliation, poverty and privation."
"Ay! and you have voluntarily shared it with them," he answered,
looking straight into her eyes. "Well, they needed the lesson. But I
would have been a friend to Charles Raynor had he allowed me, and not
shown himself so haughtily upstart; and to his cousin the doctor also.
When Charles was in a mess at Eagles' Nest, in danger of being
arrested for debt, I asked him to confide his trouble to me and let me
help him. Not a bit of it. He flung my words back in my face with as
much scorn as if I had been a dog. So I let him go his own way: though
I privately settled the debt for him. Had he known who I was, and that
I had power to eject him and his family from their heritage, I could
have understood his behaviour: but that was impossible, and I think I
never met with so bad an example of conduct shown to a stranger. Yes:
Charles Raynor needed a lesson read to him, and he has had it."
"Indeed he has. They all have. Charles Raynor is as true and good a
young man now as he was once thoughtless and self-sufficient. There
will be no fear of his lapsing in this life."
"I saw him a year ago in Preen's office," remarked Mr. Atkinson, "and
liked his tones. Preen gives me an excellent account of him and his
sister."
"They deserve it," said Edina. "But oh, you do not know what a
struggle it is for us all," she added, her voice almost broken by
emotion, "or what a boon it would be to get Robert into the Bluecoat
School. If you did, I think you would grant it me."
"No, I should not," persisted he, smiling. "The presentation falls due
next year; and by that time little Raynor will not want it. He may be
back here again at Eagles' Nest."
Edina gazed at him. "What do you mean?" she gasped.
"I have not had particularly strong health--as you know; but a couple
of months ago I was so ill as to fear the worst. It caused me to wish
to revise my will, and to consider certain of its provisions. I think
I shall leave Eagles' Nest to you."
"I won't have it," cried Edina, bursting into tears. "I will not. How
can you be so unjust, Mr. Atkinson? What right have I to Eagles'
Nest?"
"Right! You have shared your home with the Raynors when it was a
humble one--for the home is virtually yours, I am told: you can do the
like, you know, when you become rich."
"I will not have Eagles' Nest," she cried. "It is of no use to think
of such a thing, for I will not. I have told you the Raynors are
worthy of it themselves."
He almost laughed at her alarm; at the frightened earnestness with
which she spoke.
"Well, well, the bequest is not made," he said in a changed tone; and
an idea flashed over Edina that he had only been joking with her.
"Very thankful I am to say that health and strength appear to be
returning to me; the doctors think I have taken a turn, and shall soon
be quite well again; better than I have been for years. So, as my
death seems improbable, I have thought of making over Eagles' Nest to
Charles Raynor by deed of gift. That request for your presence here,"
glancing at the letter on the table, "was to ask you whether he was so
changed in heart and conduct that it might safely be done."
"Oh yes, indeed he is," responded Edina, drying her happy tears. "I
told you so before I knew of this, and I told you only the truth."
"I fully believe you. But I must have an interview with him. Let him
come down here on Saturday and remain with me until Monday morning. If
I find that he may be fully trusted for the future, in a short time he
and his mother will be back at Eagles' Nest. London will be hereafter
my chief home. They shall come and see me there when they please: and
I shall doubtless be welcome to come here occasionally."
"And you do not intend to go wandering again?"
"Never again. I have had enough of it. It may be, that I should have
enjoyed better health had I been contented to take more rest. I have
purchased the lease of a house in London, to which I shall remove on
quitting Eagles' Nest. I am also looking out for some snug little
property in this neighbourhood--which I have learned to like--and,
when I can find it, shall purchase that."
"How was it," asked Edina, "that you did not take possession of
Eagles' Nest when the Raynors left it? We were told you would do so."
George Atkinson smiled. "I had seen enough of Eagles' Nest while
staying at Jetty's. And perhaps I did not care to be recognized
immediately by the community for that same prying individual."
"Have the lost bonds been found?"
"No. I feel more than ever convinced that they are in the ebony desk.
Unless, indeed, your aunt left no money behind her; in which case
there would of course be no bonds anywhere. I begin to think that
whoever has the desk must have found and used the bonds."
"You have not heard of the desk?"
"No. The advertisements Street inserted in the newspapers brought
forth no more result than the previous inquiries."
"Perhaps if a larger reward had been offered?" said Edina. "We thought
the sum small."
"Ten guineas was the sum offered first; twenty afterwards. I suggested
increasing it to fifty, or a hundred: but the cautious lawyers said
no. Such a reward offered for a desk, would have betrayed that it
contained something of value--if the possessor of the desk had not
already found that out for himself. It was certainly singular that I
should not have thought to ask whether the secret compartment of that
desk had been searched when I first knew the bonds were being looked
for; but I did not. It altogether escaped my memory."
A servant came in to lay the cloth for dinner: since his illness Mr.
Atkinson had taken that meal at one o'clock. The tears rose to Edina's
eyes as she sat down to the abundant table, and a choking sensation to
her throat. George Atkinson noticed her emotion.
"What is it, Edina?"
"I was only wishing I could transport some of this to London," she
answered, glancing at him through her wet eyelashes with a smile.
They sat at the open window again after dinner, talking of the past
and the future, and Edina stayed to make tea for him--which came in
early. As she put her hand into his, on saying farewell, he left a
small case of money in it.
"Shall you be too proud to accept it for them?"
"I have not any pride," answered Edina with a grateful smile. "If I
ever had any, the experience of the past three years has taken it out
of me."
"I never intended to keep Eagles' Nest," he whispered. "I think you
might have divined that, Edina. You knew me well once."
"And suppose Charles Raynor had continued to be unworthy?"
"Then Eagles' Nest would have passed away from him for ever. Its
inheritor would have been Edina."
The evening was getting on at Mrs. Raynor's. Charles, who had been
detained late at the office was sitting down to his frugal supper,
which had been kept warm over the fire, and little Robert was in bed.
They had been saying how late Edina was. Mrs. Raynor had a very bad
headache.
"Let me place that cushion more comfortably for you mamma," said
Charles.
"It will do very well as it is, my dear," she answered. "Get your
supper: you must want it."
"Oh, not very much," said Charles, making a pretence of eating slowly,
to conceal his hunger. "Alfred, do be quiet!--don't you know mamma is
ill? Kate, sit down."
"There's Edina!" cried Alfred, clattering out to meet her in the
passage.
She came in, looking pleased and gay, with sundry parcels in her hand.
Kate and Alfred jumped round her.
"How have you sped, Edina?" asked Mrs. Raynor. "Has George Atkinson
given Robert the presentation?"
"No; he will not give it him."
"I feared so. He must be altogether a hard-hearted man. May Heaven
have mercy upon us!"
"It will, it will," said Edina. "I have always told you so."
She was undoing the papers. The young eyes regarding them were opened
to their utmost width. Had a fairy been out with Edina? Buns,
chocolate, a jar of marmalade, a beautiful pat of butter, and--what
could be in that other parcel?
"Open it, Charley," said Edina.
He had left his supper to look on with the others, and did as he was
told. Out tumbled a whole cargo of mutton chops. Ah, that was the best
sight of all, dear as cakes and sweets are to the young! Mrs. Raynor
could see nothing clearly for her glistening tears.
"I thought you could all eat a mutton chop for supper, Mary. I know
you had scarcely any dinner."
"Are we _all_ to have one?" demanded Alfred, believing Aladdin's lamp
must really have been at work.
"Yes, all. Charley and mamma can have two if they like. Don't go on
with your miserable supper, Charles."
"Robert," cried Kate, flying to the door, "Edina's come home, and she
has brought up so many things, and a mutton chop apiece."
Why, there he was, the audacious little Bob, peeping in in his white
nightgown!
"A _whole_ mutton chop!" cried he, amazed at the magnitude of the
question.
"Yes, a whole one, dear," said Edina turning to him. "And not only for
to-night. Every day you shall have a whole mutton chop, or something
as good."
"And puddings too!" stammered Kate, the idea of the fairy becoming a
certainty.
"And puddings too," said Edina. "Ah, children, I bring you such news!
Did I not always tell you that God would remember us in His own good
time? Mary, are you listening? Very soon you will all be back again at
Eagles' Nest."
Charles's heart beat wildly. He looked at Edina to see if she were
joking, his eyes fearfully earnest.
"I am telling you the truth, dear ones: Eagles' Nest is to be yours
again, and our struggles and privations are over. George Atkinson
never meant to keep it from you. You are to go down to him on
Saturday, Charley, and stay over Sunday."
"I'll never abuse him again," said Charley, smiling to hide a deeper
emotion. "But--my best coat is so shabby, you know, Edina. I am
ashamed of it at church."
"Perhaps you may get another between now and then," nodded Edina.
"What's _this?_" cried Kate, touching the last of the parcels.
"A bottle of wine for mamma. She will soon look so fit and rosy that
we shan't know her, for we shall have nothing to do but nurse her up."
"My goodness!" cried Kate. "Wine! Mamma, here's some wine for you!"
But there was no answer. Poor Mrs. Raynor lay back in her chair unable
to speak, the silent tears stealing down her worn cheeks.
Charles bent over and kissed her. Little Bob, in his nightgown,
crouched down by her side at the fire; whilst Edina, throwing off her
shawl and bonnet, began to prepare for supper.
CHAPTER VIII.
HARD LINES.
Lying in her darkened chamber, sick almost unto death, was Mrs. Frank
Raynor. A baby, a few days old, slept in a cot by the wall. No other
child had been born to her, until now, since that season of peril at
Eagles' Nest: and just as her life had all but paid the forfeit then,
so it had again now. She was in danger still; she, herself, thought
dying.
An attentive nurse moved noiselessly about the room. Edina stood near
the bed, fanning the poor pale face resting on it. The window was wide
open, behind the blind: for the invalid's constant cry throughout the
morning had been, "Give me air!"
A light, quick step on the stairs, and Frank entered. He took the fan
from Edina's tired hand, and she seized the opportunity to go down to
the kitchen, to help Eve with the jelly ordered by Dr. Tymms; a
skilful practitioner, who had been in constant attendance. Daisy
opened her eyes to look at her husband, and the nurse quitted the
room, leaving them together.
"You will soon be about again, my darling," said Frank, in his low,
earnest, hopeful tones, that were worth more than gold in a sick
chamber. "Tymms assures me you are better this morning."
"I don't want to get about," faintly responded Daisy.
"Not want to get about!" cried Frank, uncertain whether it would be
best to treat the remark as a passing fancy arising from weakness, or
to inquire farther into it--for everything said by his wife now bore
this depressing tenor.
"And you ought to know that I cannot wish it," she resumed.
"But I do not know it, Daisy, my love. I do not know why you should
speak so."
"I shall be glad to die."
Frank bent a little lower, putting down the fan. "Daisy, I honestly
believe that you will recover; that the turning-point has come and
gone. Tymms thinks so. Why, yesterday you could not have talked as you
are talking now."
"I know I am dying. And it is so much the better for me."
He put his hand under the pillow, raising it slightly to bring her
face nearer his, and spoke very tenderly and persuasively. He knew
that she was _not_ dying; that she was, in fact, improving.
"My darling, you are getting better; and will get better. But, were it
as you think, Daisy, all the more reason would exist for telling me
what you mean, and why you have so long been in this depressed state
of mind. Let me know the cause, Daisy."
For a few minutes she did not reply. Frank thought that she was
deliberating whether or not she should answer--and he was not
mistaken. She closed her eyes again, and he took up the fan.
"I have thought, while lying here, that I should like to tell you
before I die," spoke Daisy at last. "But you don't need to be told."
"I do. I do, indeed."
"It is because you no longer love me. Perhaps you never loved me at
all. You care for some one else; not for me."
In very astonishment, Frank dropped the fan on the counterpane. "And
who is--'some one else'?"
"Oh, you know."
"Daisy, this is a serious charge, and you must answer me. I do not
know."
She turned her face towards him, without speaking. Frank waited; he
was ransacking his brains.
"_Surely_ you cannot mean Edina!"
A petulant, reproachful movement betrayed her anger. Edina! Who was an
angel on earth, and so good to them all!--and older, besides. The
tears began to drop slowly from her closed lashes, for she thought he
must be trifling with her.
"You will be sorry for it when I am gone, Frank. _Edina!_"
"Who is it, Daisy?"
A flush stole into her white cheeks, and the name was whispered so
faintly that Frank scarcely caught it.
"Rosaline Bell!" he repeated, gazing at her in doubt and surprise, for
the thought crossed him that her senses might be wandering. "But,
Daisy, suppose we speak of this to-morrow instead of now," he added as
a measure of precaution. "You----"
"We will speak of it now, or never," she interrupted, as vehemently as
any one can speak whose strength is at the lowest ebb. And the sudden
anger Frank's words caused her--for she deemed he was acting
altogether a deceitful part and dared not speak--nerved her to tell
out her grievances more fully than she might otherwise have had
courage to do. Frank listened to the accusation with apparent
equanimity; to the long line of disloyal conduct he had been indulging
in since the early days at Trennach down to the present hour. His
simple attempt at refutation made no impression whatever: the belief
was too long and firmly rooted in her mind to be quickly dispelled.
"I could have borne any trial better than this," concluded she, with
laboured breathing: "all our misfortunes would have been as nothing to
me in comparison. Don't say any more, please. Perhaps she will feel
some remorse when she hears I am dead."
"We will let it drop now then, Daisy," assented Frank. "But I have had
no more thought of Rosaline than of the man in the moon."
"Will you go away now, please, and send the nurse in?"
"What on earth is to be done?" thought Frank, doing as he was ordered.
"With this wretched fancy hanging over her, she may never get well;
never. Mental worry in these critical cases sometimes means death."
"How is she now?" asked Edina, meeting him on the stairs.
"Just the same."
"She seems so unhappy in mind, Frank," whispered Edina. "Do you know
anything about it?"
"She is low and weak at present, you see," answered Frank, evasively.
And he passed on.
Frank Raynor lapsed into a review of the past. Of the admiration he
had undoubtedly given to Rosaline Bell at Trennach; of the solicitude
he had evinced for her (or, rather, for her mother) since their stay
in London. Of his constant visits to them: visits paid every three or
four days at first; later, daily or twice a day--for poor Mrs. Bell
was now near her end. Yes, he did see, looking at the years carefully
and dispassionately, that Daisy (her suspicions having been, as she
had now confessed, first aroused by the waiting-maid Tabitha) might
have fancied she saw sufficient grounds for jealousy. She could not
know that his friendship and solicitude for the Bells proceeded from a
widely different cause. That clue would never, as he believed, be
furnished to her so long as she should live.
"What a blessing it would be if some people were born dumb!" concluded
Frank, thinking of Tabitha Float.
The slight symptoms of improvement continued; and at sunset Frank
Raynor knew that his wife's condition would bear the carrying out of
an idea he had formed. It was yet daylight outside, though the drawn
curtains made the room dark, when Daisy was conscious of a sad,
beautiful face bending over her, and an entreating voice whose gentle
tones told of sadness.
"Don't shrink from me, Mrs. Frank Raynor," whispered Rosaline--for she
it was. "I have come to strive to put straight what I hear has been so
long crooked."
And the few words she spoke, spoke earnestly and solemnly, brought
peace to the unhappy wife's heart. Daisy was too ill to feel much
self-reproach then, but it was with some shame she learnt how mistaken
she had been.
"Oh, believe me!" concluded Rosaline, "I have never had a wrong
thought of Mr. Frank Raynor; nor he one of me. Had we been brother and
sister, our intercourse with each other could not have been more open
and simple."
"He--he liked you at Trennach, and you liked him," murmured poor
Daisy, almost convinced, but repentant and tearful. "People talked
about it."
"He liked me as an acquaintance, nothing more," sighed Rosaline,
passing over all mention of her own early feelings. "He was fond of
talking and laughing with me, and I would talk and laugh back again. I
was light-hearted then. But never, I solemnly declare it, did a word
of love pass between us. And, in the midst of it, there fell upon me
and my mother the terrible grief of my father's unhappy death. I have
never laughed since then."
"I have been thinking these past two years that he went to West Street
only to see you," sobbed Daisy.
Rosaline shook her head. "He has come entirely for my mother. Without
fee, for he will not take it, he has been unremittingly kind and
attentive, and has soothed her pains on the way to death. God bless
him for it! A few days, and I shall never see him again in this world.
But I shall not forget what he has done for us; and God will not
forget it either."
"_You_ are not going to die, are you?" cried poor puzzled Daisy.
"I am going out to New Zealand," replied Rosaline. "As soon as I have
laid my dear mother in her last home--and Death's shadow is even now
upon her--I bid farewell to England for ever. We have relations who
are settled near Wellington, and they are waiting to receive me. Were
Mr. Raynor a free man and had never possessed any other ties on earth,
there could be no question, now or ever, of love between him and me."
Daisy's delicate hand went out to clasp the not less delicate one that
rested near her on the bed, and her cheeks took quite a red tinge for
her own folly and mistakes in the past. A wonderful liking, fancy,
admiration, esteem--she hardly knew what to call it--was springing up
in her heart for this sad and beautiful young woman, whom she had so
miserably misjudged.
"Forgive me my foolish thoughts," she whispered, quite a painful
entreaty in her eyes. "I wish I had known you before: I would have
made a friend of you."
"Thank you, thank you!" warmly responded Rosaline. "That is all I came
to say; but it is Heaven's truth. I, the unconscious cause of the
trouble, am more sorry for it than you can be. Farewell, Mrs. Raynor:
for now I must go back to my mother. I shall ever pray for your
happiness and your husband's."
"Won't you kiss me?" asked Daisy with a sob. And Rosaline bent over
her and kissed her.
"Are you convinced now, Daisy?" questioned Frank, coming into the room
when he had seen Rosaline out of the house. "Are you happier?"
All the answer she made was to lie on his arm and cry silently,
abjectly murmuring something that he could not hear.
"I thought it best to ask Rosaline to come, as you would not believe
me. When I told her of the mischief that was supposed to have been
afloat, she was more eager to come than I to send her."
"Forgive me, Frank! Please don't be harsh with me! I am so ashamed of
myself; so sorry!"
"It is over now; don't think about it any more," kissing her very
fervently.
"I will never be so stupid again," she sobbed. "And--Frank--I think I
shall--perhaps--get well now."
Rosaline had said that Death's shadow lay upon her mother even while
she was talking with Mrs. Raynor. In just twenty-four hours after
that, Death himself came. When the day's sunlight was fading, to give
place to the tranquil stars and to the cooler air of night, Mrs. Bell
passed peacefully away to her heavenly home. She had been a great
sufferer: she and her sufferings were alike at rest now.
It was some two hours later. The attendant women had gone downstairs,
and Rosaline was sitting alone, her eyes dry but her heart overwhelmed
with its anguish, when Blase Pellet came to make a call of inquiry. He
had shown true anxiety for the poor sick woman, and had often brought
her little costly dainties; such as choice fruit. And once--it was a
positive fact--once when Rosaline was absent, Blase had sat down and
read to her from the New Testament.
"Will you see her, Blase?" asked Rosaline, as he stood quiet and
silent with the news. "She looks so peaceful."
Blase assented; and they went together into the death-chamber. Very
peaceful. Yes: none could look more so.
"Poor old lady!" spoke Blase. "I'm sure I feel very sorry: almost as
though it was my own mother. Was she sensible to the last?"
"Quite to the very last; and collected," replied Rosaline, suppressing
a sob in her throat. "Mr. Frank Raynor called in the afternoon; and I
know he saw that nothing more could be done for her, though he did not
say so. She was very still after he left, lying with her eyes closed.
When she opened them and saw me, she put up her hand for me to take
it. 'I have been thinking about your father and that past trouble,
dear,' she said. 'I am going to him: and what has never been cleared
here will be made clear there.' They were nearly the last words she
spoke."
"It's almost a pity but it had been cleared up for her here," said
Blase. "It might have set her uncertainty at rest, don't you see.
Sometimes I had three parts of a mind to tell her. She'd have thought
a little less of Mr. Frank Raynor if I had told."
Rosaline, standing on one side the bed, cast a steady look on the
young man, standing on the other. "Blase," she said, "I think the time
has come for me to ask you what you mean. As you well know, it is not
your first hint, by many, in regard to what you saw that fatal night
at Trennach. I have wanted to set you right; but I was obliged to
avoid the subject whilst my mother lived; for had the truth reached
her she might have died of it."
"Died of it! Set me right!" repeated Blase, gazing back at Rosaline.
"By the words which you have allowed to escape you from time to time,
I gather that you have believed my unfortunate father owed his death
to Mr. Frank Raynor."
"So he did," said Blase.
"So he did _not_, Blase. It was I who killed my father."
The assertion seemed to confound him. But for the emotion that
Rosaline was struggling with, her impressive tones, and the dead woman
lying there, across whom they spoke, Blase might have deemed she was
essaying to deceive him, and accorded her no belief.
"Are you doubting my words, Blase?" she asked. "Listen. In going home
from Granny Sandon's that night, I took the street way, and saw you
standing outside the shop, preparing to shut it up. You nodded to me
across the street, and I thought you meant to follow me as soon as you
were at liberty. When I was out of your sight, I quickened my pace,
and should have been at home before you could have caught me up,
but for meeting Clerk Trim's wife. She kept me talking for I cannot
tell how long, relating some sad tale about an accident that had
happened to her sister at Pendon. I did not like to leave her in the
middle of it; but I got away as soon as I could, though I dare say a
quarter-of-an-hour had been lost. As I reached the middle of the
Plain, I turned and saw some one following me at a distance, and I
made no doubt it was you. At that same moment, Mr. Frank Raynor met
me, and began telling me of a fight that had taken place between Molly
Janes and her husband, and of the woman's injuries, which he had then
been attending to. It did not occupy above a minute, but during that
time, whilst I was standing, you were advancing. I feared you would
catch me up; and I wished Mr. Frank a hurried good-night, and ran
across to hide behind the mounds whilst you passed by. He did not
understand the motive of my sudden movement, and followed me to ask
what was the matter. I told him: I had seen you coming, and I did not
want you to join me. When I thought you must have gone by, I stole out
to look; and, as I could not see you, thought what good speed you had
made, to be already out of sight. It never occurred to me to suppose
you had come to the mounds, instead of passing on."
"But I had come to them," interrupted Blase eagerly. "My eyes are
keener than most people's, and I knew you both; and I saw you dart
across, and Raynor after you. So I followed."
"Well--in very heedlessness, I ran up to the mouth of the shaft, and
pretended to be listening for Dan Sandon's ghost. Mr. Raynor seized
hold of me; for I was too near the edge, and the least false step
might have been fatal. Not a moment had we stood there; not a moment;
when a shout, followed by a blow on Mr. Raynor's shoulder, startled
us. It was my poor father. He was raising his stick for another blow,
when I, in my terror, pushed between him and Mr. Raynor to part them.
With all my strength--and a terrified woman possesses strength--I
flung them apart, not knowing the mouth of the pit was so near. _I
flung my father into it, Blase_."
"Good mercy!" ejaculated Blase.
"Mr. Frank Raynor leaped forward to save him, and nearly lost his own
life in consequence; it was an even touch whether he followed my
father, or whether he could balance himself backwards. I grasped his
coat, and I believe--he believes--that that alone saved him."
"I saw the scuffle," gasped Blase. "I could have taken my oath that it
was Raynor who pushed your father in."
"I am telling the truth in the presence of my dead mother and before
Heaven," spoke Rosaline, lifting her hands in solemnity. "Do you doubt
it, Blase Pellet?"
"No--no; I can't, I don't," confessed Blase. "Moonlight's deceptive.
And the wind was rushing along like mad between my eyes and the
shaft."
"I only meant to part them," wailed Rosaline. "And but that my poor
father was unsteady in his gait that night, he need not have fallen.
It is true I pushed him close to the brink, and there he tottered, in
his unsteadiness, for the space of a second, and fell backwards: his
lameness made him awkward at the best of times. A stronger man, sure
of his feet, need not and would not have fallen in. But oh, Blase,
that's no excuse for me! It does not lessen my guilt or my misery one
iota. It was I who killed him: I, I!"
"Has Mr. Raynor known this all along?" asked Blase, whose faculties
for the moment were somewhat confused.
Rosaline looked at him in surprise. "_Known it?_ Why, he was an actor
in it. Ah, Blase, you have been holding Mr. Raynor guilty in your
suspicious heart; he knows you have; and he has been keeping the
secret out of compassion for me, bearing your ill thoughts in patient
silence. All these four years he has been dreading that you would
bring the accusation against him publicly. It has been in your heart;
I know it has; to accuse him of my father's murder."
"No, not really," said Blase, knitting his brows. "I should never have
done it. I only wanted him to think I should."
"And, see you not what it would have involved? I honestly believe that
Frank Raynor would never have cleared himself at my expense, whatever
charge you might have brought, but he feared that I should speak and
clear him. As I should have done. And that confession would have gone
well-nigh to kill my poor mother. For my sake Mr. Raynor has borne all
this; borne with you; and done what lay in his power to ward off
exposure."
"He always favoured you," spoke Blase in crestfallen tones.
"Not for the sake of _that_ has he done it," quickly returned
Rosaline. "He takes his share of blame for that night's work; and
_will_ take it, although blame does not attach to him. Had he gone
straight home as I bade him, and not followed me to the mounds, it
would not have happened, he says; so he reproaches himself. And, so
far, that is true. It was a dreadful thing for both of us, Blase."
"I wish it had been him instead of you," retorted Blase.
"It might have been better, far better, had I spoken at the time--or
allowed Mr. Raynor to speak. To have told the whole truth--that I had
done it, though not intentionally; and that my poor father was lying
where he was--dead. But I did not; I was too frightened, too
bewildered, too full of horror: in short, I believe I was out of my
senses. And, as I did not confess at the time, I could not do so
afterwards. Mr. Raynor would have given the alarm at the moment, but
for me: later, when I in my remorse and distress would have confessed,
he said it must not be. And I see that he was right."
Blase could only nod acquiescence to this: but his nod was a sullen
one.
"You know that our old clergyman at Trennach, Mr. Pine, was in London
last Easter and came here to see my mother," resumed Rosaline. "I
privately asked him to let me have half-an-hour alone with him, and he
said I might call on him at his lodgings. I went; and I told him what
I have now told you, Blase; and at my request he got a lawyer there,
who drew up this statement of mine in due form, and I swore to its
truth and signed it in their presence. A copy of this, sealed and
attested, has been handed to Mr. Raynor; Mr. Pine keeps another copy.
I do not suppose they will ever have to be used; but there the deeds
are, in case of need. It was right that some guarantee of the truth
should be given to secure Mr. Raynor, as I was intending to go to the
other end of the world."
"It sounds altogether like a tale," cried Blase.
"A very hideous one."
"And as to your going to the end of the world, Rosaline, you know that
you need not do it. I am well off, now my father's dead, and----"
She held up her hand warningly. "Blase, _you_ know that this is a
forbidden subject. I shall never, never marry in this world: and, of
all men in it, the two whom I would least marry are you and Mr.
Raynor. He takes a share of that night's blame; you may take at least
an equal share: for, had you not persisted in following me from
Trennach, when you knew it would be distasteful to me, I should have
had no need to seek refuge in the mounds, and the calamity could not
have occurred. Never speak to me of marriage again, Blase."
"It's very hard lines," grumbled Blase.
"And are not my lines hard?--and have not Mr. Frank Raynor's been
hard?" she asked with emotion. "But, oh, Blase," she softly added,
"let us remember, to our consolation, that these 'hard lines' are only
sent to us in mercy. Without them, and the discipline they bring, we
might never seek to gain heaven."
CHAPTER IX.
TEARS.
Alice Raynor was sitting in a small parlour at Mrs. Preen's, dedicated
to herself and the children's studies, busily employed in correcting
exercises. The afternoon sun shone upon the room, and she had drawn
the table into the shade. Her head and hands were given to their work,
but her deeper thoughts were far away: for there existed not a minute
in the day that the anxiety caused by her uncertain prospects was not
more or less present to her mind. She knew nothing of the new hopes
relative to Eagles' Nest. In truth, those hopes, both to Mrs. Raynor
and Edina, seemed almost too wonderful to be real; and as yet they
refrained from giving them to Alice.
The corrections did not take very long, and then Alice laid down the
pen and sat thinking. She felt hot and weary, and wished it was nearer
tea-time. The old days at Eagles' Nest came into her thoughts. They
very often did so: and the contrast they presented to these later ones
always made her sad.
A slight tap at the door, and a gentleman entered: William Stane.
Alice blushed through her hot cheeks when she saw who it was, and
brushed the tears from her eyes. But not before he had seen them.
"I beg your pardon, Miss Raynor. Mrs. Preen is out, I hear."
"Yes, she is out with the two little girls."
"I am sorry. I have brought up some admission tickets for the
Botanical flower-show: they were only given me this morning. Do you
think Mrs. Preen will be back soon?"
"Not in time to use the tickets. They have gone to an afternoon-tea at
Richmond."
"What a pity! It is the rose show. I--suppose you could not go with
me?" added Mr. Stane in some hesitation.
"Oh dear, no," replied Alice, glancing at him in astonishment. "Thank
you very much."
"Mrs. Preen would not like it, you think?"
"I am sure she would not. You forget that I am only the governess."
Down sat Mr. Stane on the other side the table, and began fingering
absently one of the exercise-books, looking occasionally at Alice
while he did so.
"What were you crying about?" he suddenly asked.
Alice was taken
aback. "I--I don't think I was quite crying."
"You were very near it. What was the matter?"
"I am very sorry to have to leave," she truthfully answered. "Mrs.
Preen is about to stay for a time in Devonshire, as perhaps you know,
and the little girls are to go to school. So I am no longer wanted
here."
"I should consider that a subject for laughter instead of tears. You
will be spared work."
"Ah, you don't know," cried Alice, her tone one of pain. "If I do not
work here, I must elsewhere. And the next place I get may be harder
than this."
"And you were crying at the anticipation?"
"No. I was crying at the thought of perhaps not being able speedily to
find another situation. I--suppose," she timidly added, "you do not
happen to know of any situation vacant, Mr. Stane?"
"Why, yes, I believe I do. And I think you will be just the right
person to fill it."
Her blue eyes brightened, her whole face lighted up with eagerness.
"Oh, if you can only obtain it for me! I shall be so thankful, for
mamma's sake."
"But it is not as a governess."
"Not as a governess! What then?"
"As a housekeeper."
"Oh dear!" cried Alice in dismay. "I don't know very much about
housekeeping. People would not think me old enough."
"And as a wife."
She did not understand him. He was rising from his seat to approach
her, a smile on his face. Alice sat looking at him with parted lips.
"As _my_ wife, Alice," he said, bending low. "Oh, my dear, surely our
foolish estrangement may end! I have been wishing it for some time
past. I am tired of chambers, and want to set up a home for myself. I
want a wife in it. Alice, if you will be that wife, well: otherwise I
shall probably remain as I am for ever."
Ah, there could be no longer any doubt: he was in earnest. His tender
tones, his beseeching eyes, the warm clasp of his hands, told her all
the happy truth--his love was her own still. She burst into tears of
emotion, and William Stane kissed them away.
"You don't despise me because I have been a governess?" she sobbed.
"My darling, I only love you the better for it. And shall prize you
more."
He sat down by her side and quietly told her all. That for a
considerable period after their parting, he had steeled his heart
against her, and done his best to drive her from it. He thought he had
succeeded. He believed he should have succeeded but for meeting her
again at Mrs. Preen's. That showed him that she was just as dear to
him as ever. Still he strove against his love; but he continued his
visits to the Preens, who were old friends of his and each time, that
he chanced to see Alice, served to convince him more and more that he
could not part with her. He was about to tell his father that he had
made up his mind to marry Miss Raynor, when Sir Philip died, and then
he did not speak to Alice quite immediately. All this he explained to
her.
"And but for your coming into this house, Alice, and my opportunities
of seeing you in it, we should in all human probability have remained
estranged throughout life. So, you see that I would not have had you
not become a governess for the world."
She smiled through her tears. "It was not in that light I spoke."
"I am aware of it. But you are more fitted to make a good wife now,
after your experiences and your trials, than you would have been in
the old prosperous days at Eagles' Nest. I shall be especially glad
for one thing--that when you are mine I shall have a right to ease
your mother's straits and difficulties. She has deemed me very
hard-hearted, I dare say: but I have often and often thought of her,
and wished I had a plea for calling on and helping her."
His intention showed a good heart. But William Stane and Alice were
both ignorant of one great fact--that Mrs. Raynor no longer needed
help. She would shortly be back again at Eagles' Nest, all her
struggles with poverty over.
The hot sun still streamed into the little room, but Alice wondered
what had become of its oppression, what of her own weariness. The day
and all things with it, without and within, had changed to Elysium.
Frank Raynor attended the funeral of old Mrs. Bell. He chose to do so:
and Rosaline felt the respect warmly, and thanked him for it. He would
have been just as well pleased not to have Mr. Blase Pellet for his
companion mourner: but it had to be. On his return home from the
cemetery, Frank's way led him through West Street, and he called in
just to see Rosaline, who had been too disturbed in health, too
depressed in spirits, to attend herself. Not one minute had he been
there when Mr. Blase Pellet also came in. On the third day from that,
Rosaline was to sail for New Zealand.
"And I say that it is a very cruel thing of her to sail at all,"
struck in Blase, when Frank chanced to make some remark about the
voyage. "As my wife, she would----"
"Blase, you know the bargain," quietly interrupted Rosaline, turning
her sad eyes upon him. "Not a word of that kind must ever be spoken by
you to me again. I will not hear it, or bear it."
"I'm not going to speak of it; it's of no use speaking," grumbled
Blase. "But a fellow who feels his life is blighted can't be wholly
silent. And you might have been so happy at Trennach! You liked the
place once."
"Are you going back to Trennach?" asked Frank in some surprise.
"Yes," said Blase. "I only came to London to be near her; and I shan't
care to stay in it, once she is gone. Float, the druggist, has been
wanting me for some time. I am to be his partner; and the whole
concern will be mine after he has done with it."
"I wish you success, Blase;" said Frank heartily. "You can make a
better thing of the business than old Float makes, if you will."
"I mean to," answered Blase.
"I will take this opportunity of saying just a word to you, Blase,"
again spoke up Rosaline, smoothing down the crape of her gown with one
hand, in what looked like nervousness. "I have informed Mr. Raynor of
the conversation I had with you the night my mother died, and that you
are aware of the confession he and Mr. Pine alike hold."
Frank turned quickly to Blase. "You perceive now that you have been
lying under a mistake from the first, with regard to me."
"I do," said Blase. "I am never ashamed to confess myself in the
wrong, once I am convinced of it. But I should never have brought it
against you, Mr. Frank Raynor; never; and that, I fancy, is what you
have been fearing. In future, the less said about that past night the
better. Better for all of us to try and forget it."
Frank nodded an emphatic acquiescence, and took up his hat to depart.
Yes, indeed, better forget it. He should have to allude to it once
again, for he meant to tell the full truth to Edina; and then he would
put it from his mind.
He went home, wondering whether any urgent calls had been made upon
him during this morning's absence; and was standing behind the
counter, questioning Sam, when a sunburnt little gentleman walked in.
Frank gazed at him in amazement: for it was Mr. Max Brown.
"How are you, Raynor?" cried the traveller, grasping Frank's hand
cordially.
"My goodness!" exclaimed Frank. "Have you dropped from the moon?"
"I dropped last from the Southampton train. Got into port last night."
"All well?"
"_Very_ well. And my good old mother is not dead yet."
There was no mistaking the stress upon the first word: no mistaking
the perfectly contented air that distinguished Mr. Max Brown's whole
demeanour. Whatever cause might have detained him so long from his
home and country, it did not appear to be an unpleasant one.
"There was a young lady in the case," he acknowledged, entering on his
explanation with a smile on his bronzed face. "Lota Elmaine; old
Elmaine the planter's only daughter. The old man would not let us be
married: Lota was too young, he said; the marriage should not take
place until she was in Europe. Will you believe it, Raynor, old
Elmaine has kept me on like that all the blessed time I have been
away, perpetually saying he was coming over here, and never coming!
Never a month passed but he gave out he should sail the next."
"And so you stayed also!"
"I stayed also. I would not leave Lota to be snapped up by some
covetous rascal in my absence. Truth to tell, I could not part with
her on my own score."
"And where is Miss Lota Elmaine?"
"No longer in existence. She is Mrs. Max Brown.
"Then you have brought her over with you!"
"Poor Elmaine died a few months ago; and Lota had a touch of the
native fever, which left her thin and prostrate: so I persuaded her to
marry me off-hand that I might bring her here for a change. She is
better already. The voyage has done her no end of good."
"Where is she?"
"At a private hotel in Westminster. We have taken up our quarters
there for the time being."
"Until you can come here," assumed Frank. "I suppose you want me to
clear out as soon as possible. My wife is ill----"
"I want you to stay for good, if you will," interrupted Mr. Brown.
"The business is excellent, you know, better than when I left it. If
you will take to it I shall make it quite easy for you."
"What are you going to do yourself?" questioned Frank.
"Nothing at present," said Mr. Max Brown. "Lota's relatives on the
mother's side live in Wales, and she wants to go amongst them for a
time. Perhaps I shall set up in practice there. Lota's fortune is more
than enough for us, but I should be miserable with nothing to do. Will
you take to this concern, Raynor?"
"I think not," replied Frank, shaking his head. "My wife does not like
the neighbourhood."
"Neither would my wife like it. Well, there's no hurry; it is a good
offer, and you can consider it. And, look here, Raynor: if you would
like a day or two's holiday now, take it: you have been hard at work
long enough. I will come down and attend for you. I should like to see
my old patients again: though some of them were queer kind of people."
"Thank you," said Frank mechanically.
Thought after thought was passing through his mind. No, he would not
stay here. He had no further motive for seeking obscurity, thank
Heaven, and Daisy should be removed to a more congenial atmosphere.
But--what could he do for means? He must be only an assistant yet, he
supposed; but better luck might come in course of time.
And better luck, though Frank knew it not, was on his way to him even
then.
What with one thing and another, that day seemed destined to be
somewhat of an eventful day to Frank Raynor. In the evening a letter
was delivered to him from Mr. George Atkinson, requesting him to go
down to Eagles' Nest on the morrow, as he wished particularly to see
him.
"What can he want with me?--unless he is about to appoint me
Surgeon-in-Ordinary to his high and mighty self!" quoth Frank,
lightly. "But I should like to go. I should like to see the old place
again. _Can_ I go? Daisy is better. Max Brown has offered me a day or
two's rest. Yes, I can. And drop Max a note now to say his patients
will be waiting for him to-morrow morning."
CHAPTER X.
MADEMOISELLE'S LETTER.
"A parcel for you, sir."
"A parcel for me!" repeated Mr. Atkinson to his servant, some slight
surprise in his tone. For he was not in the habit of receiving
parcels, and wondered what was being sent to him.
The parcel was done up rather clumsily in brown paper, and appeared,
by the label on it, to have come by fast train from Hereford. Mr.
George Atkinson looked at the address with curiosity. It did not bear
his name, but was simply directed to "The Resident of Eagles' Nest.
"Undo it, Thomas," said he.
Thomas took off the string and unfolded the brown paper. This
disclosed a second envelope of white paper: and a sealed note,
similarly superscribed, lying on it. Mr. Atkinson took the note in his
hand: but Thomas was quick, and in a minute the long-lost ebony desk
stood revealed to view, its key attached to it.
"Oh," said Mr. Atkinson. "What does the letter say?"
The letter proved to be from Mademoiselle Delrue, the former governess
at Eagles' Nest. In a long and rather complicated explanation, written
partly in French, partly in English, the following facts came to
light.
When about to leave Eagles' Nest; things and servants being at that
time at sixes-and-sevens there; the kitchen-maid, one Jane--or, as
mademoiselle wrote it, Jeanne--a good-natured girl, had offered to
assist her to pack up. She had shown Jeanne her books piled ready in
the small study, and Jeanne had packed them together in several
parcels: for mademoiselle's stock of books was extensive. After
leaving Mrs. Raynor's, Mademoiselle Delrue had gone into a family
who spent a large portion of their time in travelling on the Continent
and elsewhere: much luggage could not be allowed to mademoiselle,
consequently her parcels of books had remained unpacked from that time
to this. She had now settled down with the family in Herefordshire,
had her parcels forwarded to her, and unpacked them. To her
consternation, her grief, her horror--mademoiselle dashed all three of
the words--in one of these parcels she discovered not books, but the
black desk, one that she well remembered as belonging to Major Raynor:
that stupid Jeanne must have taken it to be hers, and committed the
error of putting it up. Mademoiselle finished by asking whether she
could be forgiven: if one slight element of consolation could peep out
upon her, she observed, it was to find that the desk was empty. She
had lost not an instant in sending it back to Eagles' Nest, and she
begged the resident gentleman there (whose name, she had the pain of
confessing, had quite escaped her memory) to be so kind as to forward
it, together with this note of contrition and explanation, to Mrs.
Raynor--whose present residence she was not acquainted with. And she
had the honour to salute him with respectful cordiality.
"Don't go away, Thomas," said his master. "I want you to stay while I
search the private compartment of this desk: I fancy those missing
papers may be in it. Let me see? Yes, this is the way--and here's the
spring."
With one touch, the false bottom was lifted out. Beneath, quietly lay
the lost bonds; also a copy of Mrs. Atkinson's last will--the one made
in favour of George Atkinson, and a few words written by her to
himself.
"You see them, Thomas? See that I have found them here?"
"Indeed I do, sir."
"That's all, then. People are fond of saying that truth is stranger
than fiction," said Mr. Atkinson to himself with a smile, as the man
withdrew. He examined the bonds; ascertained, to his astonishment,
that the money they related to had been invested in his name, and in
one single profitable undertaking. And it appeared that Mrs. Atkinson
had given directions that the yearly interest, arising, should remain
and be added to the principal, until such time as he, George Atkinson,
should come forward to claim the whole.
"Little wonder we could not find the money," thought he. "And
now--what is to be done with it?" And taking only a few minutes for
consideration, he addressed the letter spoken of in the foregoing
chapter, to Frank Raynor. Which brought the latter down in person.
"I never heard of so romantic a thing!" cried Frank with his sweet
smile and gay manner, that so won upon everybody; and was now winning
upon George Atkinson, as he listened to the narrative on his arrival
at Eagles' Nest. "I am sure I congratulate you very heartily. The
hunts that poor Uncle Francis used to have over those very bonds! And
to think that they were lying all the time close under his hand!"
"I expect that very little of the money would have been left for me
had he found them," significantly remarked Mr. Atkinson.
Frank laughed. "To speak the truth, I don't think it would. Is it very
much?"
"A little over twenty-one thousand pounds. That is what I make it at a
rough calculation--of course including the interest to this date."
"What a heap of money!" exclaimed Frank. "You can set up a
coach-and-six," added he, joking lightly.
"Ay. By the way, Mr. Francis Raynor, how came _you_ to treat me so
cavalierly when I was playing 'Tiger' here?--the name you and Charles
were pleased to bestow----"
"Oh, Charley gave you that name," interrupted Frank, his blue eyes
dancing with merriment. "He took you for a sheriff's officer about to
capture him. I'm sure I never was so astonished in all my life as when
Charley told me the other day that the Tiger had turned out to be, not
a Tiger, but Mr. George Atkinson.
"I can understand his shunning me, under the misapprehension. But why,
I ask, did you do it? You were not in fear, I presume, of a sheriff's
officer?"
Frank's face grew grave at once. "No, I was not in fear of that," he
said, dropping his voice, "but I had fears on another score. I had
reason to fear that I was being watched--looked after--tracked; and I
thought you were doing it. I am thankful to say," he added, his
countenance brightening again, "that I was under a misapprehension
altogether: but I only learnt that very lately. It has been a great
trouble to me for years, keeping me down in the world--and yet I had
done nothing myself to deserve it. I--I cannot explain further, and
would be glad to drop the subject," he continued, raising his eyes
ingenuously to George Atkinson's. "And I heartily beg your pardon for
all the discourtesy I was guilty of. It is against my nature to show
any--even to a Tiger."
"As I should fancy. It gave me a wrong impression of you. Made me
think all you Raynors were alike--worthless. It's true, Frank. I was
ready to be a good friend to you then, had you allowed me. And now
tell me of your plans."
Frank, open-natured, full of candour, told freely all he knew about
himself. That he did not intend to remain at Mr. Max Brown's, for
Daisy disliked the neighbourhood, and he should look out for a more
desirable situation at the West End as assistant-surgeon.
"Why not set up in practice for yourself at the West End?" asked
George Atkinson.
"Because I have nothing to set up upon," answered Frank. "That has
been a bar all along. We must live, you see, whilst the practice is
coming in."
"You could do it on seven thousand pounds."
"Seven thousand pounds!" echoed Frank. "Why, yes on half of it; on a
quarter. But I have no money at all, you understand."
"Yes, you have, Frank. You have just that sum. At least you will have
it in the course of a few days!"
Frank's Frank's pleasant lips were parting with a smile. He thought it
was meant as a joke.
"Look here. This money that has come to light, of your aunt
Atkinson's--you cannot, I hope, imagine for a moment that I should
keep it. By law it is mine, for she willed it to me; but I shall
divide it into three portions, and give them to those who are her
rightful heirs: her brothers' families. One portion to Mrs. Raynor;
one to that angel of goodness, Edina----"
"And she is an angel," interrupted Frank hotly, carried away by the
praise. "How we should all have got on without Edina, I don't know.
But, Mr. Atkinson, you must not do this that you are talking of: at
least as far as I am concerned. It would be too chivalrously
generous."
"Why not to you?"
"I could not think of taking it. I have no claim upon you. Who am I,
that you should benefit me?"
"I benefit you as your father's son. Were he living, this money would
be his: it will now be yours. There, say no more, Frank; you cannot
talk me out of doing bare justice. You will own seven thousand pounds
next week, and you can lay your plans accordingly."
"I shall not know how to thank you," cried Frank, with a queer feeling
in his throat. "Eagles' Nest first, and twenty-one thousand pounds
next! You must have been taking a lesson from Edina. And what will Max
Brown say when he hears that I shall leave him for certain? He does
not believe it yet."
"Max Brown can go promenading."
CHAPTER XI.
SUNSHINE.
It was a warm September day. The blue sky was without a cloud; the
sunbeams glinted through the foliage, beginning to change with the
coming autumn, and fell on the smooth velvet lawn at Eagles' Nest. On
that same green lawn stood a group of people in gala attire, for this
had been a gala day with them. William Stane and Alice Raynor were
married that morning. They had now just driven from the gates, around
which the white satin shoes lay, and the rice in showers.
It had been Mr. George Atkinson's intention to resign Eagles' Nest at
the end of June, almost immediately after he first spoke of doing so.
But his intention, like a great many more intentions formed in this
uncertain world of ours, was frustrated. The Raynors could not come
down so soon to take possession of it. Charles had given notice at
once to leave Prestleigh and Preen's; but he was requested, as a
favour, not to do so until the second week in August, for the office
had a hard task to get through its work before the long vacation. And
as Charles had learnt to study other people's interests more than his
own, he cheerfully said he would remain. It was a proud moment for
him, standing amongst the fellow-clerks who had looked down upon him,
when one of those very clerks copied out the deed of gift by which
Eagles' Nest was transferred to him by George Atkinson, constituting
him from henceforth its rightful owner. Charles, who knew a little of
law by this time, proposed to himself to commence reading for the Bar:
he had acquired the habit of work and knew its value, and did not wish
to be an idle man. But George Atkinson, their true friend and
counsellor, spoke against it. The master of Eagles' Nest need be no
idle man, he said; rather, if he did his duty faithfully, too busy a
one. Better for Charles to learn how to till his land and manage his
property, than to plead in a law court; better to constitute himself
the active manager of his estate. Charles saw the advice was sound,
and meant to follow it.
Neither was Alice ready to leave London as soon as she had expected,
for Mrs. Preen's intended departure from home was delayed for some
weeks, and she also requested Alice to remain. Alice was nothing loth.
She saw William Stane frequently, and Mrs. Preen took a warm interest
in the arrangement of her wedding clothes.
But the chief impediment to their departure from Laurel Cottage, the
poor home which had sheltered them so long, lay with Mrs. Raynor.
Whether the reaction, at finding their miserable troubles at an end
and fortune smiling again, told too strongly upon her weakened frame;
or whether that headache, which you may remember she complained of the
night Edina reached home with the joyful news from Eagles' Nest, was
in truth the advance symptom of an illness already attacking her,
certain it was that from that night Mrs. Raynor drooped. The headache
did not leave her; other symptoms crept on. At the end of a few days:
days that Edina had spent at Frank's in attendance on his sick wife: a
doctor was called in. He pronounced it to be low fever. Edina left
Daisy, who was then out of danger, to return home, where she was now
most wanted. For some weeks Mrs. Raynor did not leave her bed.
Altogether there had been many hindrances.
It was getting towards the end of August before the day came when they
went down to take possession of Eagles' Nest. Mrs. Raynor was better
then; almost well; but much reduced, and still needing care.
"This place will bring back your health and spirits in no time,
mother," cried Charles, bending towards her, as they drove up to the
gates of Eagles' Nest. She was leaning back in the carriage, side by
side with Edina, and tears were trickling down her pale cheeks. He
took her hand. "You don't speak, mother."
"Charley, I was thanking God. And wondering what we can do to show our
thanks to Him in the future. I know that my life will be one long,
heartfelt hymn of gratitude."
Charley leaned from the carriage window. Talking to the lodge-keeper
was Jetty the carpenter. Standing with them and watching the carriage
was a man whom Charles remembered as one Beck; remembered, to his
shame, what his own treatment had been of the poor fellow in the
days gone by. Good Heavens! that he should have been so insolent,
purse-proud, haughty a young upstart! his cheeks reddened now with the
recollection. Ungenerous words and deeds generally come flashing back
upon us as reminders when we least want them.
Could that be Charles Raynor!--their future master? Jetty and Beck
scarcely believed that in the pale, self-contained, gentle-faced man,
who looked so much older than his years, they saw the arrogant youth
of other days: scarcely believed that the sweet smile, the passing
word of greeting, the steadfast look shining from the considerate
eyes, could be indeed meant for them. Ah yes, they might cast out
fear; it was Charles Raynor. And they saw that the good news whispered
to them all by Mr. Atkinson was indeed true: their new master would be
as good and faithful a friend to them as he himself had been during
these past three years.
"God ever helping me to be so!" aspirated Charles to his own heart. A
whole lifetime of experience, spent in prosperity, could not have
worked the change wrought in him by this comparatively short period of
stern adversity.
George Atkinson stood at the door to receive them. He had not left
Eagles' Nest. For a week or so they were to be his guests in it: or he
theirs. Some hearty joking and laughter was raised in this the first
moment of meeting, as to which it would be, led to by a remark of Mrs.
Raynor's: that she hoped he would not find the children--coming on
with Alice in another carriage--troublesome guests.
"Nay, the house is yours, you know, not mine: you cannot be my
guests," laughed George Atkinson. "How do you say, Miss Raynor?"
"I say we are your guests," answered Edina. "And very glad to be so."
"At least I did not think _you_ would side against me," said George
Atkinson, with pretended resentment. "For this day, let it be so,
then. To-morrow I subside into my proper place, and Mrs. Raynor begins
her reign.
"I have been wondering how we can ever be sufficiently grateful to
God," she whispered with emotion, taking his hand in hers. "I know not
how we can ever thank _you_."
"Nay, my dear lady, I have done only what was right and just; right
and just in His sight, and according to His laws," was George
Atkinson's solemn answer. "We must all strive for that, you know, if
we would ensure peace at the last. Here comes the other fly with the
young ones!--and that curly-headed urchin, gazing at us with his great
blue eyes, must be my disappointed little candidate for the Bluecoat
School."
The week passed soon; and the wedding morning dawned. And now that was
past, and the bridal carriage had driven off; and the white slippers
and the rice were thrown, and they had all collected on the lawn in
the afternoon sun. The only guests were Frank Raynor and his wife, who
had arrived the night before. Street the lawyer and a brother of
William Stane's had come for the morning; but had already left again
by an afternoon train.
Frank Raynor, aided by the seven thousand pounds made over to him, had
taken to the house and practice of a deceased medical man in Mayfair,
and was securely established there and doing already fairly well. Mr.
Max Brown, who, with his wife, had been spending a week with them, had
disposed of the Lambeth practice to another purchaser. Daisy was happy
again, and just as pretty and blooming as in the old days at Trennach.
Frank, without entering into actual particulars (he did that only to
Edina), had disclosed to her enough of that past night's fatal work to
account for his interest in, and care of, Mrs. Bell and poor Rosaline.
A dozen times at least in the day, Daisy, with much contrition and
many repentant tears, would whisper prayers to her husband to be
forgiven; saying at the same time she could never forgive herself.
Frank would kiss the tears away and tell her to let bygones be
bygones; they were beginning life afresh. Rosaline had sailed for her
new home and country--was probably by this time nearing its shores.
Most earnestly was it to be hoped she would regain happiness there.
Who so proud as Daisy, flitting about the lawn with her three-months'
old baby in her arms, resplendent in its white robes! The little thing
was named Francis George, and George Atkinson was its godfather. So
many interests had claimed their attention that day, that not a minute
had yet been found for questions and answers; and it was only now, at
the first quiet moment, that Mr. Atkinson was beginning to inquire how
Frank was prospering.
"First-rate," said sanguine Frank, his kindly face glowing. "I wish
with all my heart every beginner was getting on as well as I."
"And my mother has recovered her amiability," put in Daisy,
irreverently, handing the baby over to its nurse, who stood by. "I had
quite a long letter from her yesterday morning, Mr. Atkinson, in which
she graciously forgives me, and says I shall have my share of the
money that my uncle Tom left her last year. That will be at least some
thousands of pounds."
"It never rains but it pours, you know," smiled Frank. "Money drops
in, now that we don't particularly want it."
"And so," added Daisy, "we mean to set up our brougham. Frank needs
one very badly."
"Frank needs it for use and you for show," cried George Atkinson,
laughing.
"Yes that is just it," acknowledged Daisy. "I expect I shall not have
much of it, though, as his practice increases. When do you take
possession of your town house, Mr. Atkinson? You will not be very far
from us."
"I go up to it from Eagles' Nest to-morrow," was the reply. "Perhaps
not to remain long in it at present. I am not yet able to form my
plans."
"Not able to form your plans!" echoed Daisy, in her saucy, engaging
way; her bright eyes gazing questioningly into his. "Why, I should
have thought you might have laid your plans on the first of January
for all the year, having no one to consult but yourself."
"But if I am uncertain--capricious?" returned he, in half-jesting
tones.
"Ah, that's a different thing. I should not have thought you that at
all. But--pray tell me, Mr. Atkinson! What do the people down here
say, now they have found out that it was you, yourself, who lived
amongst them three years ago?"
"They say nothing to me. I dare say they conjecture that I had my
reasons for it. Or perhaps they think I was only amusing myself,"
continued George Atkinson, glancing at Edina.
Edina smiled at him in return. All's well that ends well: and that
incognito business had turned out very well in the end. To her only
had George Atkinson spoken out fully of the motives that swayed him,
the impressions he received.
Edina stood near them in all her finery. She had never been so grand
in her life: and perhaps had never looked so well. A lilac-silk dress,
and a lovely pink rose in her bosom, nestling amidst white lace. Edina
was rich now--as _she_ looked upon riches. Seven thousand pounds, and
all her own! She had held out strenuously against receiving it,
pointing out to George Atkinson that it would be wrong and unfair to
give it to her, as her aunt Ann had never meant to leave her any money
at all. But Edina's arguments and objections proved of no avail. Mr.
Atkinson quietly closed his ears, and transferred the money to her, in
spite of her protests. The first use Edina made of her cheque-book was
to send a hundred pounds to Mr. Pine, that he might distribute it
amongst the poor of Trennach.
Like George Atkinson, as he had just avowed, Edina had not formed her
plans. She could not decide where her chief residence should be. Mrs.
Raynor and Charles naturally pressed her to remain at Eagles' Nest:
but she hesitated. A wish to have a home of her own, some little place
of her own setting up, was making itself heard in her heart: and she
could visit Eagles' Nest from time to time. Should the little
homestead be near to them?--or at Trennach? It was this that she could
not yet decide. But she must do so very shortly, for she wished to
give them her decision on the morrow.
Turning away from the busy talkers, from the excited children; Kate in
white, and little Bob, not in a long skirted blue coat and yellow
stockings, but in black velvet and knickerbockers; Edina wandered
away, her mind full, and sat down on a bench shaded by clustering
trees, out of sight and sound of all. The small opening in the trees
before her disclosed a glimpse of the far-off scenery--the Kentish
hills, with their varying foliage, lying under the calm, pale blue
sky.
"I like Trennach," she argued with herself. "I love it, for it was my
girlhood's home; and I love those who are in it. I could almost say
with Ruth, 'The people there shall be my people, and their God my
God.' On the other hand are the claims of Eagles' Nest, and of Frank
and Daisy. I love them all. Mary Raynor says she cannot get on unless
I am near her; and perhaps the young ones need me too. If I only
knew!"
"Knew what?" cried a voice at her elbow--for she had spoken the last
sentence aloud.
The interruption came from George Atkinson. He had been about looking
for her, and at last had found her. Edina blushed at having allowed
her words to be heard: as he sat down beside her.
"I was only wishing I knew whether it would be better for me to settle
near London or at Trennach," she answered with a smile. "It was very
silly of me to speak aloud."
"Charles Raynor has just informed us that you intend to remain for
good at Eagles' Nest."
"Oh no, I do not. I have never said I would; and to-morrow I shall tell
them why. I should like to have a little place of my own; ever so
little, but my very own. Either at Trennach, or in this neighbourhood:
or perhaps--in London."
"Both in this neighbourhood and in London," he interrupted. "And,
sometimes sojourning elsewhere: at the seaside or at Trennach. That is
what I should recommend."
"You have made me a millionaire in my own estimation, but not quite so
rich as that," laughed Edina.
"The houses are ready for you, and waiting."
Some peculiarity in his tone made her heart stand still. He turned and
took her hands in his, speaking softly.
"Edina! Don't you know--have you not guessed--that I want you in my
houses, my home? Surely you will come to me!--you will not say me nay!
I know that it is late, very late, for me to say this to you: but I
will try and make you happy as my wife."
Her pulses went rushing on tumultuously. As the words fell on her ear
and heart, the truth was suddenly opened to her--she loved him still.
"I am no longer young, George," she whispered, the tears slowly
coursing down her cheeks.
"Too young for me, Edina. The world may say so."
"And I--I don't know that others can spare me."
"Yes, they can. Had I been wise I should have secured you in the days
so long gone by, Edina. I have never ceased to care for you. Oh, my
best friend, my first and only love, say you will come and make the
sunshine of my home! Say you will."
"I will," she whispered.
And Mr. George Atkinson drew her to him and sheltered her face on his
breast. After all the sadness and vicissitudes of her life, what a
haven of rest it felt to Edina!
"There shall be no delay; we cannot afford it. As soon as possible,
Edina, I shall take you away. And that seven thousand pounds that you
tried hard to fight me over--you can now transfer it to the others, if
you like."
"As you will," she breathed. "All as you will from henceforth, George.
I have found my home: and my master."
"God bless you, my dear one! May He be ever with us, as now, and keep
us both to the end, in this world and in the next."
The birds sang in the branches; the distant hills were fair and
smiling; the pale blue sky had never a cloud: all nature spoke of
peace. And within their own hearts reigned that holy peace and rest
which comes alone from Heaven; the peace that passeth all
understanding.
THE END.
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