VII

Adam Verver, at Fawns, that autumn Sunday, might have been

observed to open the door of the billiard-room with a certain

freedom--might have been observed, that is, had there been a

spectator in the field. The justification of the push he had

applied, however, and of the push, equally sharp, that, to shut

himself in, he again applied--the ground of this energy was

precisely that he might here, however briefly, find himself

alone, alone with the handful of letters, newspapers and other

unopened missives, to which, during and since breakfast, he had

lacked opportunity to give an eye. The vast, square, clean

apartment was empty, and its large clear windows looked out into

spaces of terrace and garden, of park and woodland and shining

artificial lake, of richly-condensed horizon, all dark blue

upland and church-towered village and strong cloudshadow, which

were, together, a thing to create the sense, with everyone else

at church, of one's having the world to one's self. We share this

world, none the less, for the hour, with Mr. Verver; the very

fact of his striking, as he would have said, for solitude, the

fact of his quiet flight, almost on tiptoe, through tortuous

corridors, investing him with an interest that makes our

attention--tender indeed almost to compassion--qualify his

achieved isolation. For it may immediately be mentioned that this

amiable man bethought himself of his personal advantage, in

general, only when it might appear to him that other advantages,

those of other persons, had successfully put in their claim. It

may be mentioned also that he always figured other persons--such

was the law of his nature--as a numerous array, and that, though

conscious of but a single near tie, one affection, one duty

deepest-rooted in his life, it had never, for many minutes

together, been his portion not to feel himself surrounded and

committed, never quite been his refreshment to make out where the

many-coloured human appeal, represented by gradations of tint,

diminishing concentric zones of intensity, of importunity, really

faded to the blessed impersonal whiteness for which his vision

sometimes ached. It shaded off, the appeal--he would have

admitted that; but he had as yet noted no point at which it

positively stopped.

Thus had grown in him a little habit--his innermost secret, not

confided even to Maggie, though he felt she understood it, as she

understood, to his view, everything--thus had shaped itself the

innocent trick of occasionally making believe that he had no

conscience, or at least that blankness, in the field of duty, did

reign for an hour; a small game to which the few persons near

enough to have caught him playing it, and of whom Mrs. Assingham,

for instance, was one, attached indulgently that idea of

quaintness, quite in fact that charm of the pathetic, involved in

the preservation by an adult of one of childhood's toys. When he

took a rare moment "off," he did so with the touching, confessing

eyes of a man of forty-seven caught in the act of handling a

relic of infancy--sticking on the head of a broken soldier or

trying the lock of a wooden gun. It was essentially, in him, the

IMITATION of depravity--which, for amusement, as might have been,

he practised "keeping up." In spite of practice he was still

imperfect, for these so artlessly-artful interludes were

condemned, by the nature of the case, to brevity. He had fatally

stamped himself--it was his own fault--a man who could be

interrupted with impunity. The greatest of wonders, moreover, was

exactly in this, that so interrupted a man should ever have got,

as the phrase was, should above all have got so early, to where

he was. It argued a special genius; he was clearly a case of

that. The spark of fire, the point of light, sat somewhere in his

inward vagueness as a lamp before a shrine twinkles in the dark

perspective of a church; and while youth and early middle-age,

while the stiff American breeze of example and opportunity were

blowing upon it hard, had made of the chamber of his brain a

strange workshop of fortune. This establishment, mysterious and

almost anonymous, the windows of which, at hours of highest

pressure, never seemed, for starers and wonderers, perceptibly to

glow, must in fact have been during certain years the scene of an

unprecedented, a miraculous white-heat, the receipt for producing

which it was practically felt that the master of the forge could

not have communicated even with the best intentions.

The essential pulse of the flame, the very action of the cerebral

temperature, brought to the highest point, yet extraordinarily

contained--these facts themselves were the immensity of the

result; they were one with perfection of machinery, they had

constituted the kind of acquisitive power engendered and applied,

the necessary triumph of all operations. A dim explanation of

phenomena once vivid must at all events for the moment suffice

us; it being obviously no account of the matter to throw on our

friend's amiability alone the weight of the demonstration of his

economic history. Amiability, of a truth, is an aid to success;

it has even been known to be the principle of large

accumulations; but the link, for the mind, is none the less

fatally missing between proof, on such a scale, of continuity, if

of nothing more insolent, in one field, and accessibility to

distraction in every other. Variety of imagination--what is that

but fatal, in the world of affairs, unless so disciplined as not

to be distinguished from monotony? Mr. Verver then, for a fresh,

full period, a period betraying, extraordinarily, no wasted year,

had been inscrutably monotonous behind an iridescent cloud. The

cloud was his native envelope--the soft looseness, so to say, of

his temper and tone, not directly expressive enough, no doubt, to

figure an amplitude of folds, but of a quality unmistakable for

sensitive feelers. He was still reduced, in fine, to getting his

rare moments with himself by feigning a cynicism. His real

inability to maintain the pretence, however, had perhaps not

often been better instanced than by his acceptance of the

inevitable to-day--his acceptance of it on the arrival, at the

end of a quarter-of-an hour, of that element of obligation with

which he had all the while known he must reckon. A quarter-of-an-

hour of egoism was about as much as he, taking one situation with

another, usually got. Mrs. Rance opened the door--more

tentatively indeed than he himself had just done; but on the

other hand, as if to make up for this, she pushed forward even

more briskly on seeing him than he had been moved to do on seeing

nobody. Then, with force, it came home to him that he had,

definitely, a week before, established a precedent. He did her at

least that justice--it was a kind of justice he was always doing

someone. He had on the previous Sunday liked to stop at home, and

he had exposed himself thereby to be caught in the act. To make

this possible, that is, Mrs. Rance had only had to like to do the

same--the trick was so easily played. It had not occurred to him

to plan in any way for her absence--which would have destroyed,

somehow, in principle, the propriety of his own presence. If

persons under his roof hadn't a right not to go to church, what

became, for a fair mind, of his own right? His subtlest manoeuvre

had been simply to change from the library to the billiard-room,

it being in the library that his guest, or his daughter's, or the

guest of the Miss Lutches--he scarce knew in which light to

regard her--had then, and not unnaturally, of course, joined him.

It was urged on him by his memory of the duration of the visit

she had that time, as it were, paid him, that the law of

recurrence would already have got itself enacted. She had spent

the whole morning with him, was still there, in the library, when

the others came back--thanks to her having been tepid about their

taking, Mr. Verver and she, a turn outside. It had been as if she

looked on that as a kind of subterfuge--almost as a form of

disloyalty. Yet what was it she had in mind, what did she wish to

make of him beyond what she had already made, a patient,

punctilious host, mindful that she had originally arrived much as

a stranger, arrived not at all deliberately or yearningly

invited?--so that one positively had her possible

susceptibilities the MORE on one's conscience. The Miss Lutches,

the sisters from the middle West, were there as friends of

Maggie's, friends of the earlier time; but Mrs. Rance was there--

or at least had primarily appeared--only as a friend of the Miss

Lutches.

This lady herself was not of the middle West--she rather insisted

on it--but of New Jersey, Rhode Island or Delaware, one of the

smallest and most intimate States: he couldn't remember which,

though she insisted too on that. It was not in him--we may say it

for him--to go so far as to wonder if their group were next to be

recruited by some friend of her own; and this partly because she

had struck him, verily, rather as wanting to get the Miss Lutches

themselves away than to extend the actual circle, and partly, as

well as more essentially, because such connection as he enjoyed

with the ironic question in general resided substantially less in

a personal use of it than in the habit of seeing it as easy to

others. He was so framed by nature as to be able to keep his

inconveniences separate from his resentments; though indeed if

the sum of these latter had at the most always been small, that

was doubtless in some degree a consequence of the fewness of the

former. His greatest inconvenience, he would have admitted, had

he analyzed, was in finding it so taken for granted that, as he

had money, he had force. It pressed upon him hard, and all round,

assuredly, this attribution of power. Everyone had need of one's

power, whereas one's own need, at the best, would have seemed to

be but some trick for not communicating it. The effect of a

reserve so merely, so meanly defensive would in most cases,

beyond question, sufficiently discredit the cause; wherefore,

though it was complicating to be perpetually treated as an

infinite agent, the outrage was not the greatest of which a brave

man might complain. Complaint, besides, was a luxury, and he

dreaded the imputation of greed. The other, the constant

imputation, that of being able to "do," would have no ground if

he hadn't been, to start with--this was the point--provably

luxurious. His lips, somehow, were closed--and by a spring

connected moreover with the action of his eyes themselves. The

latter showed him what he had done, showed him where he had come

out; quite at the top of his hill of difficulty, the tall sharp

spiral round which he had begun to wind his ascent at the age of

twenty, and the apex of which was a platform looking down, if one

would, on the kingdoms of the earth and with standing-room for

but half-a-dozen others.

His eyes, in any case, now saw Mrs. Rance approach with an

instant failure to attach to the fact any grossness of avidity of

Mrs. Rance's own--or at least to descry any triumphant use even

for the luridest impression of her intensity. What was virtually

supreme would be her vision of his having attempted, by his

desertion of the library, to mislead her--which in point of fact

barely escaped being what he had designed. It was not easy for

him, in spite of accumulations fondly and funnily regarded as of

systematic practice, not now to be ashamed; the one thing

comparatively easy would be to gloss over his course. The

billiard-room was NOT, at the particular crisis, either a natural

or a graceful place for the nominally main occupant of so large a

house to retire to--and this without prejudice, either, to the

fact that his visitor wouldn't, as he apprehended, explicitly

make him a scene. Should she frankly denounce him for a sneak he

would simply go to pieces; but he was, after an instant, not

afraid of that. Wouldn't she rather, as emphasising their

communion, accept and in a manner exploit the anomaly, treat it

perhaps as romantic or possibly even as comic?--show at least

that they needn't mind even though the vast table, draped in

brown holland, thrust itself between them as an expanse of desert

sand. She couldn't cross the desert, but she could, and did,

beautifully get round it; so that for him to convert it into an

obstacle he would have had to cause himself, as in some childish

game or unbecoming romp, to be pursued, to be genially hunted.

This last was a turn he was well aware the occasion should on no

account take; and there loomed before him--for the mere moment--

the prospect of her fairly proposing that they should knock about

the balls. That danger certainly, it struck him, he should manage

in some way to deal with. Why too, for that matter, had he need

of defences, material or other?--how was it a question of dangers

really to be called such? The deep danger, the only one that made

him, as an idea, positively turn cold, would have been the

possibility of her seeking him in marriage, of her bringing up

between them that terrible issue. Here, fortunately, she was

powerless, it being apparently so provable against her that she

had a husband in undiminished existence.

She had him, it was true, only in America, only in Texas, in

Nebraska, in Arizona or somewhere--somewhere that, at old Fawns

House, in the county of Kent, scarcely counted as a definite

place at all; it showed somehow, from afar, as so lost, so

indistinct and illusory, in the great alkali desert of cheap

Divorce. She had him even in bondage, poor man, had him in

contempt, had him in remembrance so imperfect as barely to assert

itself, but she had him, none the less, in existence unimpeached:

the Miss Lutches had seen him in the flesh--as they had appeared

eager to mention; though when they were separately questioned

their descriptions failed to tally. He would be at the worst,

should it come to the worst, Mrs. Rance's difficulty, and he

served therefore quite enough as the stout bulwark of anyone

else. This was in truth logic without a flaw, yet it gave Mr.

Verver less comfort than it ought. He feared not only danger--he

feared the idea of danger, or in other words feared, hauntedly,

himself. It was above all as a symbol that Mrs. Rance actually

rose before him--a symbol of the supreme effort that he should

have sooner or later, as he felt, to make. This effort would be

to say No--he lived in terror of having to. He should be proposed

to at a given moment--it was only a question of time--and then he

should have to do a thing that would be extremely disagreeable.

He almost wished, on occasion, that he wasn't so sure he WOULD do

it. He knew himself, however, well enough not to doubt: he knew

coldly, quite bleakly, where he would, at the crisis, draw the

line. It was Maggie's marriage and Maggie's finer happiness--

happy as he had supposed her before--that had made the

difference; he hadn't in the other time, it now seemed to him,

had to think of such things. They hadn't come up for him, and it

was as if she, positively, had herself kept them down. She had

only been his child--which she was indeed as much as ever; but

there were sides on which she had protected him as if she were

more than a daughter. She had done for him more than he knew--

much, and blissfully, as he always HAD known. If she did at

present more than ever, through having what she called the change

in his life to make up to him for, his situation still, all the

same, kept pace with her activity--his situation being simply

that there was more than ever to be done.

There had not yet been quite so much, on all the showing, as

since their return from their twenty months in America, as since

their settlement again in England, experimental though it was,

and the consequent sense, now quite established for him, of a

domestic air that had cleared and lightened, producing the

effect, for their common personal life, of wider perspectives and

large waiting spaces. It was as if his son-in-law's presence,

even from before his becoming his son-in-law, had somehow filled

the scene and blocked the future--very richly and handsomely,

when all was said, not at all inconveniently or in ways not to

have been desired: inasmuch as though the Prince, his measure now

practically taken, was still pretty much the same "big fact," the

sky had lifted, the horizon receded, the very foreground itself

expanded, quite to match him, quite to keep everything in

comfortable scale. At first, certainly, their decent little

old-time union, Maggie's and his own, had resembled a good deal

some pleasant public square, in the heart of an old city, into

which a great Palladian church, say--something with a grand

architectural front--had suddenly been dropped; so that the rest

of the place, the space in front, the way round, outside, to the

east end, the margin of street and passage, the quantity of

over-arching heaven, had been temporarily compromised. Not even

then, of a truth, in a manner disconcerting--given, that is, for

the critical, or at least the intelligent, eye, the great style

of the facade and its high place in its class. The phenomenon

that had since occurred, whether originally to have been

pronounced calculable or not, had not, naturally, been the

miracle of a night, but had taken place so gradually, quietly,

easily, that from this vantage of wide, wooded Fawns, with its

eighty rooms, as they said, with its spreading park, with its

acres and acres of garden and its majesty of artificial lake--

though that, for a person so familiar with the "great" ones,

might be rather ridiculous--no visibility of transition showed,

no violence of adjustment, in retrospect, emerged. The Palladian

church was always there, but the piazza took care of itself. The

sun stared down in his fulness, the air circulated, and the

public not less; the limit stood off, the way round was easy, the

east end was as fine, in its fashion, as the west, and there were

also side doors for entrance, between the two--large, monumental,

ornamental, in their style--as for all proper great churches. By

some such process, in fine, had the Prince, for his father-in-

law, while remaining solidly a feature, ceased to be, at all

ominously, a block.

Mr. Verver, it may further be mentioned, had taken at no moment

sufficient alarm to have kept in detail the record of his

reassurance; but he would none the less not have been unable, not

really have been indisposed, to impart in confidence to the right

person his notion of the history of the matter. The right

person--it is equally distinct--had not, for this illumination,

been wanting, but had been encountered in the form of Fanny

Assingham, not for the first time indeed admitted to his

counsels, and who would have doubtless at present, in any case,

from plenitude of interest and with equal guarantees, repeated

his secret. It all came then, the great clearance, from the one

prime fact that the Prince, by good fortune, hadn't proved

angular. He clung to that description of his daughter's husband

as he often did to terms and phrases, in the human, the social

connection, that he had found for himself: it was his way to have

times of using these constantly, as if they just then lighted the

world, or his own path in it, for him--even when for some of his

interlocutors they covered less ground. It was true that with

Mrs. Assingham he never felt quite sure of the ground anything

covered; she disputed with him so little, agreed with him so

much, surrounded him with such systematic consideration, such

predetermined tenderness, that it was almost--which he had once

told her in irritation as if she were nursing a sick baby. He

had accused her of not taking him seriously, and she had

replied--as from her it couldn't frighten him--that she took him

religiously, adoringly. She had laughed again, as she had laughed

before, on his producing for her that good right word about the

happy issue of his connection with the Prince--with an effect the

more odd perhaps as she had not contested its value. She couldn't

of course, however, be, at the best, as much in love with his

discovery as he was himself. He was so much so that he fairly

worked it--to his own comfort; came in fact sometimes near

publicly pointing the moral of what might have occurred if

friction, so to speak, had occurred. He pointed it frankly one

day to the personage in question, mentioned to the Prince the

particular justice he did him, was even explicit as to the danger

that, in their remarkable relation, they had thus escaped. Oh,

if he HAD been angular!--who could say what might THEN have

happened? He spoke--and it was the way he had spoken to Mrs.

Assingham too--as if he grasped the facts, without exception, for

which angularity stood.

It figured for him, clearly, as a final idea, a conception of the

last vividness. He might have been signifying by it the sharp

corners and hard edges, all the stony pointedness, the grand

right geometry of his spreading Palladian church. Just so, he was

insensible to no feature of the felicity of a contact that,

beguilingly, almost confoundingly, was a contact but with

practically yielding lines and curved surfaces. "You're round, my

boy," he had said--"you're ALL, you're variously and

inexhaustibly round, when you might, by all the chances, have

been abominably square. I'm not sure, for that matter," he had

added, "that you're not square in the general mass--whether

abominably or not. The abomination isn't a question, for you're

inveterately round--that's what I mean--in the detail. It's the

sort of thing, in you, that one feels--or at least I do--with

one's hand. Say you had been formed, all over, in a lot of little

pyramidal lozenges like that wonderful side of the Ducal Palace

in Venice--so lovely in a building, but so damnable, for rubbing

against, in a man, and especially in a near relation. I can see

them all from here--each of them sticking out by itself--all the

architectural cut diamonds that would have scratched one's softer

sides. One would have been scratched by diamonds--doubtless the

neatest way if one was to be scratched at all--but one would have

been more or less reduced to a hash. As it is, for living with,

you're a pure and perfect crystal. I give you my idea--I think

you ought to have it--just as it has come to me." The Prince had

taken the idea, in his way, for he was well accustomed, by this

time, to taking; and nothing perhaps even could more have

confirmed Mr. Verver's account of his surface than the manner in

which these golden drops evenly flowed over it. They caught in no

interstice, they gathered in no concavity; the uniform smoothness

betrayed the dew but by showing for the moment a richer tone. The

young man, in other words, unconfusedly smiled--though indeed as

if assenting, from principle and habit, to more than he

understood. He liked all signs that things were well, but he

cared rather less WHY they were.

In regard to the people among whom he had since his marriage been

living, the reasons they so frequently gave--so much oftener than

he had ever heard reasons given before--remained on the whole the

element by which he most differed from them; and his father-in-

law and his wife were, after all, only first among the people

among whom he had been living. He was never even yet sure of how,

at this, that or the other point, he would strike them; they felt

remarkably, so often, things he hadn't meant, and missed not less

remarkably, and not less often, things he had. He had fallen

back on his general explanation--"We haven't the same values;" by

which he understood the same measure of importance. His "curves"

apparently were important because they had been unexpected, or,

still more, unconceived; whereas when one had always, as in his

relegated old world, taken curves, and in much greater quantities

too, for granted, one was no more surprised at the resulting

feasibility of intercourse than one was surprised at being

upstairs in a house that had a staircase. He had in fact on this

occasion disposed alertly enough of the subject of Mr. Verver's

approbation. The promptitude of his answer, we may in fact well

surmise, had sprung not a little from a particular kindled

remembrance; this had given his acknowledgment its easiest turn.

"Oh, if I'm a crystal I'm delighted that I'm a perfect one, for I

believe that they sometimes have cracks and flaws--in which case

they're to be had very cheap!" He had stopped short of the

emphasis it would have given his joke to add that there had been

certainly no having HIM cheap; and it was doubtless a mark of the

good taste practically reigning between them that Mr. Verver had

not, on his side either, taken up the opportunity. It is the

latter's relation to such aspects, however, that now most

concerns us, and the bearing of his pleased view of this absence

of friction upon Amerigo's character as a representative precious

object. Representative precious objects, great ancient pictures

and other works of art, fine eminent "pieces" in gold, in silver,

in enamel, majolica, ivory, bronze, had for a number of years so

multiplied themselves round him and, as a general challenge to

acquisition and appreciation, so engaged all the faculties of his

mind, that the instinct, the particular sharpened appetite of the

collector, had fairly served as a basis for his acceptance of the

Prince's suit.

Over and above the signal fact of the impression made on Maggie

herself, the aspirant to his daughter's hand showed somehow the

great marks and signs, stood before him with the high

authenticities, he had learned to look for in pieces of the first

order. Adam Verver knew, by this time, knew thoroughly; no man in

Europe or in America, he privately believed, was less capable, in

such estimates, of vulgar mistakes. He had never spoken of

himself as infallible--it was not his way; but, apart from the

natural affections, he had acquainted himself with no greater

joy, of the intimately personal type, than the joy of his

originally coming to feel, and all so unexpectedly, that he had

in him the spirit of the connoisseur. He had, like many other

persons, in the course of his reading, been struck with Keats's

sonnet about stout Cortez in the presence of the Pacific; but few

persons, probably, had so devoutly fitted the poet's grand image

to a fact of experience. It consorted so with Mr. Verver's

consciousness of the way in which, at a given moment, he had

stared at HIS Pacific, that a couple of perusals of the immortal

lines had sufficed to stamp them in his memory. His "peak in

Darien" was the sudden hour that had transformed his life, the

hour of his perceiving with a mute inward gasp akin to the low

moan of apprehensive passion, that a world was left him to

conquer and that he might conquer it if he tried. It had been a

turning of the page of the book of life--as if a leaf long inert

had moved at a touch and, eagerly reversed, had made such a stir

of the air as sent up into his face the very breath of the Golden

Isles. To rifle the Golden Isles had, on the spot, become the

business of his future, and with the sweetness of it--what was

most wondrous of all--still more even in the thought than in the

act. The thought was that of the affinity of Genius, or at least

of Taste, with something in himself--with the dormant

intelligence of which he had thus almost violently become aware

and that affected him as changing by a mere revolution of the

screw his whole intellectual plane. He was equal, somehow, with

the great seers, the invokers and encouragers of beauty--and he

didn't after all perhaps dangle so far below the great producers

and creators. He had been nothing of that kind before-too

decidedly, too dreadfully not; but now he saw why he had been

what he had, why he had failed and fallen short even in huge

success; now he read into his career, in one single magnificent

night, the immense meaning it had waited for.

It was during his first visit to Europe after the death of his

wife, when his daughter was ten years old, that the light, in his

mind, had so broken--and he had even made out at that time why,

on an earlier occasion, the journey of his honeymoon year, it had

still been closely covered. He had "bought" then, so far as he

had been able, but he had bought almost wholly for the frail,

fluttered creature at his side, who had had her fancies,

decidedly, but all for the art, then wonderful to both of them,

of the Rue de la Paix, the costly authenticities of dressmakers

and jewellers. Her flutter--pale disconcerted ghost as she

actually was, a broken white flower tied round, almost

grotesquely for his present sense, with a huge satin "bow" of the

Boulevard--her flutter had been mainly that of ribbons, frills

and fine fabrics; all funny, pathetic evidence, for memory, of

the bewilderments overtaking them as a bridal pair confronted

with opportunity. He could wince, fairly, still, as he remembered

the sense in which the poor girl's pressure had, under his fond

encouragement indeed, been exerted in favour of purchase and

curiosity. These were wandering images, out of the earlier dusk,

that threw her back, for his pity, into a past more remote than

he liked their common past, their young affection, to appear.

It would have had to be admitted, to an insistent criticism, that

Maggie's mother, all too strangely, had not so much failed of

faith as of the right application of it; since she had exercised

it eagerly and restlessly, made it a pretext for innocent

perversities in respect to which philosophic time was at, last to

reduce all groans to gentleness. And they had loved each other so

that his own intelligence, on the higher line, had temporarily

paid for it. The futilities, the enormities, the depravities, of

decoration and ingenuity, that, before his sense was unsealed,

she had made him think lovely! Musing, reconsidering little man

that he was, and addicted to silent pleasures--as he was

accessible to silent pains--he even sometimes wondered what would

have become of his intelligence, in the sphere in which it was to

learn more and more exclusively to play, if his wife's influence

upon it had not been, in the strange scheme of things, so

promptly removed. Would she have led him altogether, attached as

he was to her, into the wilderness of mere mistakes? Would she

have prevented him from ever scaling his vertiginous Peak?--or

would she, otherwise, have been able to accompany him to that

eminence, where he might have pointed out to her, as Cortez to

HIS companions, the revelation vouchsafed? No companion of Cortez

had presumably been a real lady: Mr. Verver allowed that historic

fact to determine his inference.

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