But she had wondered still. "It's the American way. That's all."

"Exactly--it's all. It's all, I say! It fits him--so it must be

good for something."

"Do you think it would be good for you?" Maggie Verver had

smilingly asked.

To which his reply had been just of the happiest. "I don't feel,

my dear, if you really want to know, that anything much can now

either hurt me or help me. Such as I am--but you'll see for

yourself. Say, however, I am a galantuomo--which I devoutly hope:

I'm like a chicken, at best, chopped up and smothered in sauce;

cooked down as a creme de volaille, with half the parts left out.

Your father's the natural fowl running about the bassecour. His

feathers, movements, his sounds--those are the parts that, with

me, are left out."

"All, as a matter of course--since you can't eat a chicken

alive!"

The Prince had not been annoyed at this, but he had been

positive. "Well, I'm eating your father alive--which is the only

way to taste him. I want to continue, and as it's when he talks

American that he is most alive, so I must also cultivate it, to

get my pleasure. He couldn't make one like him so much in any

other language."

It mattered little that the girl had continued to demur--it was

the mere play of her joy. "I think he could make you like him in

Chinese."

"It would be an unnecessary trouble. What I mean is that he's a

kind of result of his inevitable tone. My liking is accordingly

FOR the tone--which has made him possible."

"Oh, you'll hear enough of it," she laughed, "before you've done

with us."

Only this, in truth, had made him frown a little.

"What do you mean, please, by my having 'done' with you?"

"Why, found out about us all there is to find."

He had been able to take it indeed easily as a joke. "Ah, love, I

began with that. I know enough, I feel, never to be surprised.

It's you yourselves meanwhile," he continued, "who really know

nothing. There are two parts of me"--yes, he had been moved to go

on. "One is made up of the history, the doings, the marriages,

the crimes, the follies, the boundless betises of other people--

especially of their infamous waste of money that might have come

to me. Those things are written--literally in rows of volumes, in

libraries; are as public as they're abominable. Everybody can get

at them, and you've, both of you, wonderfully, looked them in the

face. But there's another part, very much smaller doubtless,

which, such as it is, represents my single self, the unknown,

unimportant, unimportant--unimportant save to YOU--personal

quantity. About this you've found out nothing."

"Luckily, my dear," the girl had bravely said; "for what then

would become, please, of the promised occupation of my future?"

The young man remembered even now how extraordinarily CLEAR--he

couldn't call it anything else--she had looked, in her

prettiness, as she had said it. He also remembered what he had

been moved to reply. "The happiest reigns, we are taught, you

know, are the reigns without any history."

"Oh, I'm not afraid of history!" She had been sure of that. "Call

it the bad part, if you like--yours certainly sticks out of you.

What was it else," Maggie Verver had also said, "that made me

originally think of you? It wasn't--as I should suppose you must

have seen--what you call your unknown quantity, your particular

self. It was the generations behind you, the follies and the

crimes, the plunder and the waste--the wicked Pope, the monster

most of all, whom so many of the volumes in your family library

are all about. If I've read but two or three yet, I shall give

myself up but the more--as soon as I have time--to the rest.

Where, therefore"--she had put it to him again--"without your

archives, annals, infamies, would you have been?"

He recalled what, to this, he had gravely returned. "I might have

been in a somewhat better pecuniary situation." But his actual

situation under the head in question positively so little

mattered to them that, having by that time lived deep into the

sense of his advantage, he had kept no impression of the girl's

rejoinder. It had but sweetened the waters in which he now

floated, tinted them as by the action of some essence, poured

from a gold-topped phial, for making one's bath aromatic. No one

before him, never--not even the infamous Pope--had so sat up to

his neck in such a bath. It showed, for that matter, how little

one of his race could escape, after all, from history. What was

it but history, and of THEIR kind very much, to have the

assurance of the enjoyment of more money than the palace-builder

himself could have dreamed of? This was the element that bore

him up and into which Maggie scattered, on occasion, her

exquisite colouring drops. They were of the colour--of what on

earth? of what but the extraordinary American good faith? They

were of the colour of her innocence, and yet at the same time of

her imagination, with which their relation, his and these

people's, was all suffused. What he had further said on the

occasion of which we thus represent him as catching the echoes

from his own thoughts while he loitered--what he had further said

came back to him, for it had been the voice itself of his luck,

the soothing sound that was always with him. "You Americans are

almost incredibly romantic."

"Of course we are. That's just what makes everything so nice for

us."

"Everything?" He had wondered.

"Well, everything that's nice at all. The world, the beautiful,

world--or everything in it that is beautiful. I mean we see so

much."

He had looked at her a moment--and he well knew how she had

struck him, in respect to the beautiful world, as one of the

beautiful, the most beautiful things. But what he had answered

was: "You see too much--that's what may sometimes make you

difficulties. When you don't, at least," he had amended with a

further thought, "see too little." But he had quite granted that

he knew what she meant, and his warning perhaps was needless.

He had seen the follies of the romantic disposition, but there

seemed somehow no follies in theirs--nothing, one was obliged to

recognise, but innocent pleasures, pleasures without penalties.

Their enjoyment was a tribute to others without being a loss to

themselves. Only the funny thing, he had respectfully submitted,

was that her father, though older and wiser, and a man into the

bargain, was as bad--that is as good--as herself.

"Oh, he's better," the girl had freely declared "that is he's

worse. His relation to the things he cares for--and I think it

beautiful--is absolutely romantic. So is his whole life over

here--it's the most romantic thing I know."

"You mean his idea for his native place?"

"Yes--the collection, the Museum with which he wishes to endow

it, and of which he thinks more, as you know, than of anything in

the world. It's the work of his life and the motive of everything

he does."

The young man, in his actual mood, could have smiled again--

smiled delicately, as he had then smiled at her. "Has it been his

motive in letting me have you?"

"Yes, my dear, positively--or in a manner," she had said.

"American City isn't, by the way, his native town, for, though

he's not old, it's a young thing compared with him--a younger

one. He started there, he has a feeling about it, and the place

has grown, as he says, like the programme of a charity

performance. You're at any rate a part of his collection," she

had explained--"one of the things that can only be got over

here. You're a rarity, an object of beauty, an object of price.

You're not perhaps absolutely unique, but you're so curious and

eminent that there are very few others like you--you belong to a

class about which everything is known. You're what they call a

morceau de musee."

"I see. I have the great sign of it," he had risked--"that I cost

a lot of money."

"I haven't the least idea," she had gravely answered, "what you

cost"--and he had quite adored, for the moment, her way of saying

it. He had felt even, for the moment, vulgar. But he had made the

best of that. "Wouldn't you find out if it were a question of

parting with me? My value would in that case be estimated."

She had looked at him with her charming eyes, as if his value

were well before her. "Yes, if you mean that I'd pay rather than

lose you."

And then there came again what this had made him say. "Don't talk

about ME--it's you who are not of this age. You're a creature of

a braver and finer one, and the cinquecento, at its most golden

hour, wouldn't have been ashamed of you. It would of me, and if I

didn't know some of the pieces your father has acquired, I should

rather fear, for American City, the criticism of experts. Would

it at all events be your idea," he had then just ruefully asked,

"to send me there for safety?"

"Well, we may have to come to it."

"I'll go anywhere you want."

"We must see first--it will be only if we have to come to it.

There are things," she had gone on, "that father puts away--the

bigger and more cumbrous of course, which he stores, has already

stored in masses, here and in Paris, in Italy, in Spain, in

warehouses, vaults, banks, safes, wonderful secret places. We've

been like a pair of pirates--positively stage pirates, the sort

who wink at each other and say 'Ha-ha!' when they come to where

their treasure is buried. Ours is buried pretty well everywhere--

except what we like to see, what we travel with and have about

us. These, the smaller pieces, are the things we take out and

arrange as we can, to make the hotels we stay at and the houses

we hire a little less ugly. Of course it's a danger, and we have

to keep watch. But father loves a fine piece, loves, as he says,

the good of it, and it's for the company of some of his things

that he's willing to run his risks. And we've had extraordinary

luck"--Maggie had made that point; "we've never lost anything

yet. And the finest objects are often the smallest. Values, in

lots of cases, you must know, have nothing to do with size. But

there's nothing, however tiny," she had wound up, "that we've

missed."

"I like the class," he had laughed for this, "in which you place

me! I shall be one of the little pieces that you unpack at the

hotels, or at the worst in the hired houses, like this wonderful

one, and put out with the family photographs and the new

magazines. But it's something not to be so big that I have to be

buried."

"Oh," she had returned, "you shall not be buried, my dear, till

you're dead. Unless indeed you call it burial to go to American

City."

"Before I pronounce I should like to see my tomb." So he had had,

after his fashion, the last word in their interchange, save for

the result of an observation that had risen to his lips at the

beginning, which he had then checked, and which now came back to

him. "Good, bad or indifferent, I hope there's one thing you

believe about me."

He had sounded solemn, even to himself, but she had taken it

gaily. "Ah, don't fix me down to 'one'! I believe things enough

about you, my dear, to have a few left if most of them, even, go

to smash. I've taken care of THAT. I've divided my faith into

water-tight compartments. We must manage not to sink."

"You do believe I'm not a hypocrite? You recognise that I don't

lie or dissemble or deceive? Is THAT water-tight?"

The question, to which he had given a certain intensity, had made

her, he remembered, stare an instant, her colour rising as if it

had sounded to her still stranger than he had intended. He had

perceived on the spot that any SERIOUS discussion of veracity, of

loyalty, or rather of the want of them, practically took her

unprepared, as if it were quite new to her. He had noticed it

before: it was the English, the American sign that duplicity,

like "love," had to be joked about. It couldn't be "gone into."

So the note of his inquiry was--well, to call it nothing else--

premature; a mistake worth making, however, for the almost

overdone drollery in which her answer instinctively sought

refuge.

"Water-tight--the biggest compartment of all? Why, it's the best

cabin and the main deck and the engine-room and the steward's

pantry! It's the ship itself--it's the whole line. It's the

captain's table and all one's luggage--one's reading for the

trip." She had images, like that, that were drawn from steamers

and trains, from a familiarity with "lines," a command of "own"

cars, from an experience of continents and seas, that he was

unable as yet to emulate; from vast modern machineries and

facilities whose acquaintance he had still to make, but as to

which it was part of the interest of his situation as it stood

that he could, quite without wincing, feel his future likely to

bristle with them.

It was in fact, content as he was with his engagement and

charming as he thought his affianced bride, his view of THAT

furniture that mainly constituted our young man's "romance"--and

to an extent that made of his inward state a contrast that he was

intelligent enough to feel. He was intelligent enough to feel

quite humble, to wish not to be in the least hard or voracious,

not to insist on his own side of the bargain, to warn himself in

short against arrogance and greed. Odd enough, of a truth, was

his sense of this last danger--which may illustrate moreover his

general attitude toward dangers from within. Personally, he

considered, he hadn't the vices in question--and that was

so much to the good. His race, on the other hand, had had them

handsomely enough, and he was somehow full of his race. Its

presence in him was like the consciousness of some inexpugnable

scent in which his clothes, his whole person, his hands and the

hair of his head, might have been steeped as in some chemical

bath: the effect was nowhere in particular, yet he constantly

felt himself at the mercy of the cause. He knew his antenatal

history, knew it in every detail, and it was a thing to keep

causes well before him. What was his frank judgment of so much of

its ugliness, he asked himself, but a part of the cultivation of

humility? What was this so important step he had just taken but

the desire for some new history that should, so far as possible,

contradict, and even if need be flatly dishonour, the old? If

what had come to him wouldn't do he must MAKE something

different. He perfectly recognised--always in his humility--that

the material for the making had to be Mr. Verver's millions.

There was nothing else for him on earth to make it with; he had

tried before--had had to look about and see the truth. Humble as

he was, at the same time, he was not so humble as if he had known

himself frivolous or stupid. He had an idea--which may amuse his

historian--that when you were stupid enough to be mistaken about

such a matter you did know it. Therefore he wasn't mistaken--his

future might be MIGHT be scientific. There was nothing in

himself, at all events, to prevent it. He was allying himself to

science, for it was science but the absence of prejudice backed

by the presence of money? His life would be full of machinery,

which was the antidote to superstition, which was in its turn,

too much, the consequence, or at least the exhalation, of

archives. He thought of these--of his not being at all events

futile, and of his absolute acceptance of the developments of the

coming age to redress the balance of his being so differently

considered. The moments when he most winced were those at which

he found himself believing that, really, futility would have been

forgiven him. Even WITH it, in that absurd view, he would have

been good enough. Such was the laxity, in the Ververs, of the

romantic spirit. They didn't, indeed, poor dears, know what, in

that line--the line of futility--the real thing meant. HE did--

having seen it, having tried it, having taken its measure. This

was a memory in fact simply to screen out--much as, just in front

of him while he walked, the iron shutter of a shop, closing early

to the stale summer day, rattled down at the turn of some crank.

There was machinery again, just as the plate glass, all about

him, was money, was power, the power of the rich peoples. Well,

he was OF them now, of the rich peoples; he was on their side--if

it wasn't rather the pleasanter way of putting it that they were

on his.

Something of this sort was in any case the moral and the murmur

of his walk. It would have been ridiculous--such a moral from

such a source--if it hadn't all somehow fitted to the gravity of

the hour, that gravity the oppression of which I began by

recording. Another feature was the immediate nearness of the

arrival of the contingent from home. He was to meet them at

Charing Cross on the morrow: his younger brother, who had married

before him, but whose wife, of Hebrew race, with a portion that

had gilded the pill, was not in a condition to travel; his sister

and her husband, the most anglicised of Milanesi, his maternal

uncle, the most shelved of diplomatists, and his Roman cousin,

Don Ottavio, the most disponible of ex-deputies and of

relatives--a scant handful of the consanguineous who, in spite of

Maggie's plea for hymeneal reserve, were to accompany him to the

altar. It was no great array, yet it was apparently to be a more

numerous muster than any possible to the bride herself, having

no wealth of kinship to choose from and making it up, on the

other hand, by loose invitations. He had been interested in the

girl's attitude on the matter and had wholly deferred to it,

giving him, as it did, a glimpse, distinctly pleasing, of the

kind of ruminations she would in general be governed by--which

were quite such as fell in with his own taste. They hadn't

natural relations, she and her father, she had explained; so they

wouldn't try to supply the place by artificial, by make-believe

ones, by any searching of highways and hedges. Oh yes, they had

acquaintances enough--but a marriage was an intimate thing. You

asked acquaintances when you HAD your kith and kin--you asked

them over and above. But you didn't ask them alone, to cover your

nudity and look like what they weren't. She knew what she meant

and what she liked, and he was all ready to take from her,

finding a good omen in both of the facts. He expected her,

desired her, to have character; his wife SHOULD have it, and he

wasn't afraid of her having much. He had had, in his earlier

time, to deal with plenty of people who had had it; notably with

the three four ecclesiastics, his great-uncle, the Cardinal,

above all, who had taken a hand and played a part in his

education: the effect of all of which had never been to upset

him. He was thus fairly on the look-out for the characteristic

in this most intimate, as she was to come, of his associates.

He encouraged it when it appeared.

He felt therefore, just at present, as if his papers were in

order, as if his accounts so balanced as they had never done in

his life before and he might close the portfolio with a snap. It

would open again, doubtless, of itself, with the arrival of the

Romans; it would even perhaps open with his dining to-night in

Portland Place, where Mr. Verver had pitched a tent suggesting

that of Alexander furnished with the spoils of Darius. But what

meanwhile marked his crisis, as I have said, was his sense of the

immediate two or three hours. He paused on corners, at crossings;

there kept rising for him, in waves, that consciousness, sharp as

to its source while vague as to its end, which I began by

speaking of--the consciousness of an appeal to do something or

other, before it was too late, for himself. By any friend to whom

he might have mentioned it the appeal could have been turned to

frank derision. For what, for whom indeed but himself and the

high advantages attached, was he about to marry an

extraordinarily charming girl, whose "prospects," of the solid

sort, were as guaranteed as her amiability? He wasn't to do it,

assuredly, all for her. The Prince, as happened, however, was so

free to feel and yet not to formulate that there rose before him

after a little, definitely, the image of a friend whom he had

often found ironic. He withheld the tribute of attention from

passing faces only to let his impulse accumulate. Youth and

beauty made him scarcely turn, but the image of Mrs. Assingham

made him presently stop a hansom. HER youth, her beauty were

things more or less of the past, but to find her at home, as he

possibly might, would be "doing" what he still had time for,

would put something of a reason into his restlessness and thereby

probably soothe it. To recognise the propriety of this particular

pilgrimage--she lived far enough off, in long Cadogan Place--was

already in fact to work it off a little. A perception of the

propriety of formally thanking her, and of timing the act just as

he happened to be doing--this, he made out as he went, was

obviously all that had been the matter with him. It was true that

he had mistaken the mood of the moment, misread it rather,

superficially, as an impulse to look the other way--the other way

from where his pledges had accumulated. Mrs. Assingham,

precisely, represented, embodied his pledges--was, in her

pleasant person, the force that had set them successively in

motion. She had MADE his marriage, quite as truly as his papal

ancestor had made his family--though he could scarce see what she

had made it for unless because she too was perversely romantic.

He had neither bribed nor persuaded her, had given her nothing--

scarce even till now articulate thanks; so that her profit-to

think of it vulgarly--must have all had to come from the Ververs.

Yet he was far, he could still remind himself, from supposing

that she had been grossly remunerated. He was wholly sure she

hadn't; for if there were people who took presents and people who

didn't she would be quite on the right side and of the proud

class. Only then, on the other hand, her disinterestedness was

rather awful--it implied, that is, such abysses of confidence.

She was admirably attached to Maggie--whose possession of such a

friend might moreover quite rank as one of her "assets"; but the

great proof of her affection had been in bringing them, with her

design, together. Meeting him during a winter in Rome, meeting

him afterwards in Paris, and "liking" him, as she had in time

frankly let him know from the first, she had marked him for her

young friend's own and had then, unmistakably, presented him in a

light. But the interest in Maggie--that was the point--would have

achieved but little without her interest in HIM. On what did that

sentiment, unsolicited and unrecompensed, rest? what good,

again--for it was much like his question about Mr. Verver--should

he ever have done her? The Prince's notion of a recompense to

women--similar in this to his notion of an appeal--was more or

less to make love to them. Now he hadn't, as he believed, made

love the least little bit to Mrs. Assingham--nor did he think she

had for a moment supposed it. He liked in these days, to mark

them off, the women to whom he hadn't made love: it represented--

and that was what pleased him in it--a different stage of

existence from the time at which he liked to mark off the women

to whom he had. Neither, with all this, had Mrs. Assingham

herself been either aggressive or resentful. On what occasion,

ever, had she appeared to find him wanting? These things, the

motives of such people, were obscure--a little alarmingly so;

they contributed to that element of the impenetrable which alone

slightly qualified his sense of his good fortune. He remembered

to have read, as a boy, a wonderful tale by Allan Poe, his

prospective wife's countryman-which was a thing to show, by the

way, what imagination Americans COULD have: the story of the

shipwrecked Gordon Pym, who, drifting in a small boat further

toward the North Pole--or was it the South?--than anyone had ever

done, found at a given moment before him a thickness of white air

that was like a dazzling curtain of light, concealing as darkness

conceals, yet of the colour of milk or of snow. There were

moments when he felt his own boat move upon some such mystery.

The state of mind of his new friends, including Mrs. Assingham

herself, had resemblances to a great white curtain. He had never

known curtains but as purple even to blackness--but as producing

where they hung a darkness intended and ominous. When they were

so disposed as to shelter surprises the surprises were apt to be

shocks.

Shocks, however, from these quite different depths, were not what

he saw reason to apprehend; what he rather seemed to himself not

yet to have measured was something that, seeking a name for it,

he would have called the quantity of confidence reposed in him.

He had stood still, at many a moment of the previous month, with

the thought, freshly determined or renewed, of the general

expectation--to define it roughly--of which he was the subject.

What was singular was that it seemed not so much an expectation

of anything in particular as a large, bland, blank assumption of

merits almost beyond notation, of essential quality and value. It

was as if he had been some old embossed coin, of a purity of gold

no longer used, stamped with glorious arms, mediaeval, wonderful,

of which the "worth" in mere modern change, sovereigns and half

crowns, would be great enough, but as to which, since there were

finer ways of using it, such taking to pieces was superfluous.

That was the image for the security in which it was open to him

to rest; he was to constitute a possession, yet was to escape

being reduced to his component parts. What would this mean but

that, practically, he was never to be tried or tested? What would

it mean but that, if they didn't "change" him, they really

wouldn't know--he wouldn't know himself--how many pounds,

shillings and pence he had to give? These at any rate, for the

present, were unanswerable questions; all that was before him was

that he was invested with attributes. He was taken seriously.

Lost there in the white mist was the seriousness in them that

made them so take him. It was even in Mrs. Assingham, in spite of

her having, as she had frequently shown, a more mocking spirit.

All he could say as yet was that he had done nothing, so far as

to break any charm. What should he do if he were to ask her

frankly this afternoon what was, morally speaking, behind their

veil. It would come to asking what they expected him to do. She

would answer him probably: "Oh, you know, it's what we expect you

to be!" on which he would have no resource but to deny his

knowledge. Would that break the spell, his saying he had no idea?

What idea in fact could he have? He also took himself seriously--

made a point of it; but it wasn't simply a question of fancy and

pretension. His own estimate he saw ways, at one time and

another, of dealing with: but theirs, sooner or later, say what

they might, would put him to the practical proof. As the

practical proof, accordingly, would naturally be proportionate to

the cluster of his attributes, one arrived at a scale that he was

not, honestly, the man to calculate. Who but a billionaire could

say what was fair exchange for a billion? That measure was the

shrouded object, but he felt really, as his cab stopped in

Cadogan Place, a little nearer the shroud. He promised himself,

virtually, to give the latter a twitch.

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