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IN the meantime the Pope was taken ill, and his physicians thought the

case was dangerous. Accordingly my enemy began to be afraid of me, and

engaged some Neapolitan soldiers to do to me what he was dreading I

might do to him. [1] I had therefore much trouble to defend my poor

life. In course of time, however, I completed the reverse; and when I

took it to the Pope, I found him in bed in a most deplorable condition.

Nevertheless, he received me with the greatest kindness, and wished to

inspect the medals and the dies. He sent for spectacles and lights, but

was unable to see anything clearly. Then he began to fumble with his

fingers at them, and having felt them a short while, he fetched a deep

sigh, and said to his attendants that he was much concerned about me,

but that if God gave him back his health he would make it all right.

Three days afterwards the Pope died, and I was left with all my labour

lost; yet I plucked up courage, and told myself that these medals had

won me so much celebrity, that any Pope who was elected would give me

work to do, and peradventure bring me better fortune. Thus I encouraged

and put heart into myself, and buried in oblivion all the injuries which

Pompeo had done me. Then putting on my arms and girding my sword, I went

to San Piero, and kissed the feet of the dead Pope, not without shedding

tears. Afterwards I returned to the Banchi to look on at the great

commotion which always happens on such occasions.

While I was sitting in the street with several of my friends, Pompeo

went by, attended by ten men very well armed; and when he came just

opposite, he stopped, as though about to pick a quarrel with myself. My

companions, brave and adventurous young men, made signs to me to draw my

sword; but it flashed through my mind that if I drew, some terrible

mischief might result for persons who were wholly innocent. Therefore I

considered that it would be better if I put my life to risk alone. When

Pompeo had stood there time enough to say two Ave Marias, he laughed

derisively in my direction; and going off, his fellows also laughed and

wagged their heads, with many other insolent gestures. My companions

wanted to begin the fray at once; but I told them hotly that I was quite

able to conduct my quarrels to an end by myself, and that I had no need

of stouter fighters than I was; so that each of them might mind his

business. My friends were angry and went off muttering. Now there was

among them my dearest comrade, named Albertaccio del Bene, own brother

to Alessandro and Albizzo, who is now a very rich man in Lyons. He was

the most redoubtable young man I ever knew, and the most high-spirited,

and loved me like himself; and insomuch as he was well aware that my

forbearance had not been inspired by want of courage, but by the most

daring bravery, for he knew me down to the bottom of my nature, he took

my words up and begged me to favour him so far as to associate him with

myself in all I meant to do. I replied: “Dear Albertaccio, dearest to me

above all men that live, the time will very likely come when you shall

give me aid; but in this case, if you love me, do not attend to me, but

look to your own business, and go at once like our other friends, for

now there is no time to lose.” These words were spoken in one breath.

Note 1. The meaning of this is, that if Clement died, Cellini would have

had his opportunity of vengeance during the anarchy which followed a

vacancy of the Papal See.

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