CHAPTER IX

When Jesus had ended all these words, he came down from the mountain, and

we followed, reasoning much among ourselves. Baruch spake first,

complaining that the new Law was full of hard sayings. “For,” said he,

“when the Prophet proclaimed a blessing on the poor and hungry, that was

easy to understand, and I rejoiced thereat: but afterwards, when he bade

us bless them that cursed us, and do good to those that injured us, yea,

and turn the left cheek to him that had smitten us on the right, and give

our coat to him that had taken away our cloak, then indeed his doctrine

seemed too wonderful for the mind of man to fathom.” Then a certain Essene

(who at that time followed with us) made answer and said, “This world is

but as a vestibule before the world to come: therefore the Prophet’s

intent is to instruct us how to prepare ourselves at the vestibule so that

we may find grace to come into the King’s presence: and his words enjoin

on us to abstain from all earthly cares and pleasures, and to withdraw

ourselves from the cities of men.” But to this Simon Peter made answer

that Jesus had taught us to live in the sight of all men, like a city on

an hill or like a candle on a candlestick: moreover, he had promised that

we should inherit the earth.

But here Eliezer the son of Arak could no longer constrain himself. “I

marvel,” he said, “that we listen so long without first asking this

Prophet by what authority he sayeth these things, or what sign he can work

in Heaven to prove his authority. For other teachers received of teachers

before them; as, for example, Hillel and Shammai received from Shemaiah

and Abtalion; and Shemaiah and Abtalion received from Jehudah the son of

Tabai, and Simeon the son of Shatach; and so on successively; but this

teacher maketh mention of no teachers from whom he hath received his

doctrine: neither worketh he any sign in Heaven. But whence doth he draw

his knowledge about the Unapproachable (blessed is He)? Even from the

creatures; even from the weeds of the field, and the silly birds that are

caught in the snare of the fowler; from the senseless rain and from the

shining of the sun; yea, and from the nature of the heart of man, which is

evil from his youth! But how much better than all these is the Law,

whereby was created all that is; according as it is said, ‘Beloved are the

children of Israel, in that there was given to them the instrument by

which the world was created.’”

No answer was made to the words of Eliezer: but Barabbas took up the words

of Baruch, and said, “If we are to turn the left cheek to him which hath

smitten the right, and if we are to do good unto them which do us harm,

who shall cause injustice to cease in the world? For verily the unjust

will wax fat in their injustice and will go on from oppression to

oppression.” But said Judas of Kerioth, “Listen unto me, O foolish ones,

and take counsel from me: for is it not even as I foretold? Did not I say

unto you that the Prophet would not at this time make laws that should

endure for ever, but only ordinances for a season, till we had gained the

upper hand? Wherefore ye must know that it is in the mind of the Prophet

to draw unto himself the hearts of all people by fair words and gentle

dealing: but when the time is come for different policy, then we shall

take fresh counsel according to our needs. But now hearken. Did not the

Prophet prophesy woe to the rich and the powerful? These are the Romans;

and in foretelling woe to them, he foretold woe against the Romans. Again,

did he not prophesy blessing for the poor? And we are poor: and in every

city of Israel the poor are the greater part, and will fight on our side,

and will have a part in our blessing. I grant, he said not that we should

be judges and princes: but he promised that we should have that for which

we asked; and is not this enough for us? Yea, and albeit he mentioned not

expressly money, or lands, or houses, yet he said that our reward should

be great. But if persecution or the shedding of some of our blood must

needs come before our success, who is so fainthearted and womanish as to

draw back for such a cause? Therefore, I say, be of good heart; and though

there be some dark sayings of the Prophet, let us be content to stand fast

on those sayings which are plain. But as touching the words of Eliezer, we

all know in our hearts that Jesus is not a man as other men, but that he

is a leader sent from God; and howsoever he teacheth, and whithersoever he

leadeth, it is our wisdom to obey him and to follow him.”

The words of Judas pleased us: and we all agreed to them. Only a certain

Alexandrine (whose name was Quartus) said to Baruch that he judged not

that the words of Jesus were intended to be merely transitory ordinances.

Now this Quartus was a man of no common understanding and discernment; and

inasmuch as his father had been a Greek and had caused him to be trained

in the Greek learning and philosophy, he spake with more art and subtlety

than most of my companions. Howbeit he lacked not faith and the love of

righteousness; and, his mother being of our nation, he had been

circumcised, and had conformed himself to the worship of Israel; but

having been bred up in the schools of the Greeks and in the school of

Philo, he was at all times desirous to compare the teaching of other

philosophers with the teaching of Jesus. He was a merchant, and his

business brought him oftentimes to Capernaum, where I had met him; but I

had also met him before in the house of my uncle at Alexandria. So when I

overheard Quartus saying these words to my cousin, I questioned him how he

interpreted the sayings of Jesus, and in particular, that saying

concerning the turning of the cheek to the smiter.

Then said Quartus unto me, after some pause, “Be not displeased if I speak

in a parable. Many times in Capernaum have I seen mariners (such as know

not your waters) grievously tossed by a storm while they strove to enter

into the harbour by a straight course, and toiling hard for many hours,

but all to no purpose; but others (which know the secret) leave the

straight course on one side, and stand far out to Taricheæ. Thence floweth

a current toward Capernaum, strong at all times; but in stormy weather it

cannot be resisted. Falling into this current therefore, the wise mariner

needeth but to row softly, or scarce at all, and lo, he entereth into

Capernaum as it were upon wings. Now even such a wise mariner doth Jesus

seem unto me.”

I marvelled at his words. But Quartus perceived that I understood him not;

and he continued, “I speak as one groping in the dark. But the meaning of

my parable is this: The lake is the world; the vessel is Israel; and

Capernaum is redemption. Other pilots have striven to guide Israel to

redemption by dint of force, but they have failed: Jesus is the true

pilot, and knoweth the currents and streams in the nature of men and

things; and by his wisdom he thinketh to guide us aright.”

“But what,” I asked, “are these streams and currents?” Again Quartus was

silent for a while, and longer than before, so that by this time we were

almost come down from the mountain; but at last he said unto me, “What

seemeth to thee the strongest current in the nature of men?” But, when I

held my peace, not knowing what to answer, he spake again very earnestly,

“Thou art a student of the sayings of the Wise, O Joseph, and canst answer

with discerning. Tell me, then, on what standeth the earth?” Then I

replied according to the saying, “Upon the pillars; and the pillars upon

the waters.” “Yea,” replied Quartus; “and after these cometh the wind; and

what after the wind?” Then I said, “Beneath the wind is the storm, and

beneath the storm is the arm of the Holy One; for it is said, ‘Underneath

are the Everlasting Arms.’” Then said Quartus, “It is so; and verily the

foundations of earth are the Everlasting Arms of the Father in Heaven: but

if the Fatherhood of God be the strongest thing on earth, and if this be

the mightiest stream or current in the nature of men, then how may we best

sail with that current?” I remembered the words which Jesus had spoken

that we were to become as little children; so I answered, “I suppose, by

approaching Him as children.”

Here Judas interrupted us and said, “Nay, but wisdom is the strongest

thing in the world, for it is written of wisdom, ‘The Lord possessed me in

the beginning of His way, before His works of old. When He appointed the

foundations of the earth, then I was by Him as one brought up with Him.’”

“Thou sayest well,” said Quartus, “but what human wisdom is like unto that

wisdom which revealeth God to men? Now as no child can understand his

father unless he love his father, so no man can know God (who is our

Father in Heaven) unless he love Him; but whoso loveth, understandeth;

therefore to love God is the highest wisdom of man.” Then Judas scoffed at

him and said, “This is nothing but repeating in new words the old saying

of the Law, ‘Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with

all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength.’ What! do

ye then deem our Master to be naught but a merchant that retaileth old

wares as if they were new?” So he left us and went on before.

But Quartus continued, “Judas saith truly that the new Law aimeth at the

same mark as the old Law. But the means are diverse. For the old Law

worketh by purifications and feasts and sabbaths; but the new Law belike

worketh in part by these means, but in greater part by other means. And,

as I judge, Jesus goeth toward the end of the old Law; but by a path that

is new, yea, altogether new. For I have myself heard him say that the

redeemers of old were like unto thieves and robbers, using force and

violence; but he himself cometh not like a thief over the wall, but like

the true shepherd through the door of the fold, that is to say, through

the path of Redemption which God hath appointed. Now this path is kindness

or love. And Jesus saith that the former redeemers failed of their

purpose, for they thought to redeem men by force; but he will not fail,

for he purposeth to redeem men by gentleness. And he saith that God

ordaineth strength out of babes and sucklings, and that the spirit of

childhood is the conquering spirit of the world. Rememberest thou not how

our teacher Philo said some things not much unlike to these, teaching that

the highest revelation of God is through love? Howbeit, none methinks,

save Jesus only, can reveal this revelation. For Philo testifieth of that

which is behind the veil; but Jesus of Nazareth hath power to lift up the

veil.”

By this time we had overtaken the others, whom we found all sitting, and

Jesus in the midst of them. By the side of Jesus was a man bearing in his

arms a little child. He was come forth from a house nigh to the place

where Jesus sat, bringing a cup of water for Jesus to drink. While Jesus

was drinking, the father still kept his eyes upon the child in his arms,

and his face was full of compassion and tenderness; for the child was very

sickly. We soon perceived that it was the same man that had denied to give

us guidance in the morning; but at first we knew him not; pity and love

had so transformed his countenance. Now it came to pass that when Jesus

had given back the cup to the man, he laid his hands on the child and

blessed him. And as he blessed him, his face shone as with the glory of

the Lord; and the little one also seemed to rejoice and to partake in the

brightness of our Master’s countenance.

We both stood still, beholding Jesus. Then said Quartus unto me, “Did not

Eliezer the son of Arak say truly, that ‘Jesus looketh upon the book of

the world as well as upon the book of the Law, and seeth in all things

God’? For even as Elias the Prophet loved to commune with God on the tops

of mountains, and in deserts, and in caves, and received revelations of

the Lord from earthquakes and fires, but most of all from the still small

voice; even so doth our Master look upon all things that are, yea even on

the smallest things that live or grow, and from all, he heareth a still

small voice that speaketh of the Father. Yea, and there is yet more than

this. For whithersoever he turneth his face, methinks he giveth of his

love to all things, whether they be the flowers of the field, or the

birds, or the mountains, or the children of men: and because he thus

giveth, it is given to him again; yea, wisdom and joy and peace are given

back to him, even from things that have not life; but most of all from the

children of men, which are made in the image of God. Therefore said I that

Jesus seemeth as the wise mariner of whom we spake but now; for, by the

Word of God in himself, he hath haply hit upon a certain current in the

nature of created things, whereby he will easily prevail over the blasts

of all opposing storms, and be carried into the haven of God, both he and

all they that put their trust in him.”

“Thy words are fair,” I replied, “but they do not persuade me. That the

love of children doth bind husband and wife together, and that the bond of

families is the bond of nations, this I deny not. Perchance also the love

that parents have to their children may have lifted up the hearts of many

in Israel, during many generations, to the true God. But how we are to

take Jerusalem or thrust forth the Romans from Syria by becoming as little

children, this passeth my understanding. Or dost thou not believe that

Jesus will lead us against the Romans in Jerusalem?”

“I know not,” replied Quartus (who spoke as one musing, and not giving

heed to my question); “but what troubleth me most of all is the fear lest

the knowledge of Jesus may haply perish with him; for if he hath (as I

judge that he hath) a certain inborn power of winning men over to his will

by kindness and gentleness, then, as it seemeth to me, this power may be

likened unto the fabled ring of Solomon, which gave unto the owner well

nigh whatsoever he desired. But there is this difference. The ring could

be delivered from one man to another; but the art or secret of Jesus is,

in all likelihood, not able to be delivered to them that shall come after;

but it will perish with him. And then what becometh of his Kingdom of

God?”

As long as Quartus was speaking I heard him gladly: but when he had

ceased, his words seemed like mist in the morning sun; but the words of

Judas seemed as the solid ground from which the mist rolleth away. For

what Quartus said was hard to understand; but the words of Judas seemed

according to reason, and very plain to be understood; to wit, that the

ordinances given on the mountain of blessing were transitory, and that we

were still to wait for the New Law: and to this I agreed, and not I only,

but the most part of the disciples.

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