CHAPTER X

It came to pass, not many days afterwards (about a month after the Feast

of the Harvest), that we journeyed to Capernaum; and Nathanael, and

Gorgias the son of Philip, and I, had been sent on before to prepare a

lodging. Now when we were standing at the door of the house where we were

to lodge, we heard a sound as of many feet; and, looking up, Gorgias said,

“See, hither cometh the Tetrarch’s Thracian guard.” I looked and saw a

band of about three hundred men, of a wild and savage aspect, bearing

targets and girt with scimitars. But Gorgias, noting as I suppose the

anger in my countenance, answered, “These dogs (may the Lord destroy them

root and branch!) are swift indeed to shed the blood of women and

children, but they are as naught compared with the Romans. Could’st thou

but see a Roman legion how they march, these would seem unto thee but as

jackals at the lion’s tail. Mark but how the dogs straggle. But when the

Romans march, the spears in their hands all point one way, and the swords

by their sides hang all after one fashion, and even their stakes and tools

(which they carry behind their backs) do all swing to one time, and their

feet, arms, and heads, yea, even to the winking of their eyes, go all

together after the manner of a five‐banked corn‐ship of Alexandria, with

her five hundred oars all keeping time; and when they charge, they charge

like ten thousand elephants clad in iron. Moreover, they add to their

power so much wisdom, that when they halt for the night, each man setteth

up his stake in the ground, and taketh his spade, and diggeth his portion

of trench before his stake, and behold, the solitary place becometh in a

trice a fortified city, with streets and walls and ditches. Verily these

Roman swine are all as children of Satan; but a Roman legion is as Satan

himself.” By this time our Master had arrived; so I was silent. But when

he went into the house, I remained without, musing; for the words of Jesus

came into my mind again, concerning the entering into the Kingdom; and

methought it would be very hard to overthrow these Thracians, and much

more the Romans, by becoming as little children.

While I thought on these things there came to the door of the house

Jonathan the son of Ezra; for he knew that I was coming to Capernaum, and

he had appointed to meet me there. When he had greeted me in loving terms,

he said that he desired to speak with me touching Jesus of Nazareth;

“For,” said he, “I hear that he turneth from him the minds of many, in

that he observeth not the Sabbath.” I could not deny this; for indeed

Jesus had oftentimes, during our journey in Galilee, broken the Sabbath.

Sometimes he had healed the sick on the Sabbath; and but lately on the

Sabbath before the Feast of the Harvest, he had healed one that had an

impediment in his speech; and when certain of the Pharisees had blamed it,

he had said aloud, before all the people, that it was right to do good on

the Sabbath, but not to do evil. Moreover, he had not rebuked them that

carried the sick to him on the Sabbath, though the bearing of burdens be

forbidden. Once, indeed, he had even commanded a sick man to carry with

him the bed whereon he lay. I therefore held my peace, but Jonathan added,

“Even though he cure the sick on the Sabbath, yet why need he offend the

learned and the pious by bidding the sick bear burdens on the day of rest?

Moreover, if he desire to go more than a Sabbath day’s journey on some

errand of mercy, why doth he not use the device of meat, so that he may

keep the letter of the Law? Therefore, speak thou unto him, as one that

loveth him; and warn him that the Pharisees are wroth.”

Then there came into my mind how, on the last Sabbath day, Jesus had

passed by a house in a certain village, which was the house of a poor

widow; and a great storm of wind and rain, which had arisen in the night,

had washed away some part of the wall thereof, so that the rest was in

danger to fall. And behold, a man, a mason by trade, was working

diligently to repair the breach. When we saw it we were ready to take up

stones for to stone him; but Jesus forbade us, and said to the man, “Man,

if thou knowest what thou doest, blessed art thou; but if thou knowest not

what thou doest, cursed art thou.”(6) Thereat we all marvelled, and there

was much questioning among us. But when we had considered the matter, we

perceived no more but this; that Jesus would not have us to observe the

Sabbath as the Scribes observed it.

I therefore replied that I durst not speak to Jesus, nor did I believe

that he would give heed to my speech: for that I thought he brake the

Sabbath, not out of heedlessness, but of set purpose. Jonathan was

astonished at these words, but I continued, “Not that our Master aimeth at

breaking the Sabbath: but if a sick man needeth to be healed, he thinketh

it right that the Sabbath should be broken for the sick man’s sake.” Then

Jonathan said, “Then what new rule doth he teach? Doth he suffer you to go

four thousand paces or even five thousand paces on the Sabbath, instead of

two thousand, which the Law alloweth?” But I replied, “Neither four

thousand paces, nor five thousand; for our Master maketh no rules. But, as

it seemeth to me, there is in him a certain spirit from God which

prompteth him to do this or that, and forbiddeth him to do otherwise: and

if the spirit of kindness say unto him ‘Go,’ then he will go and bid us

go, though it be ten thousand or twenty thousand paces; and this, even on

the Sabbath. For, in fine, he saith that the Sabbath is made for man, and

not man for the Sabbath.”

Hereat Jonathan was sorely grieved, and said, “If this be so, I fear lest

counsel be of no avail.” But after that he had weighed the matter, he

said, “Even though he be a prophet, and have a message from God, yet are

there seasons and ways of delivering a message; and in these matters the

experience and counsel of old age may have weight. Therefore I will

adventure to speak to him.” I was glad that he had thus determined: for

many of us had desired to speak with Jesus. Yet I feared lest Jonathan

might not prevail. For I had noted that Jesus at first brake the Sabbath,

only when a kindness compelled; but when the Scribes and Pharisees were

wroth, and strove to place the yoke on his neck, so as to cause him to

cease from good works on the Sabbath, then he not only rebelled against

it, but made as if he would break the yoke from off the necks of all,

especially the poorer sort, to whom the Sabbath was rather a burden than a

joy. For the more the Pharisees raged against him, the more he made war

against the Sabbath. Therefore I did not forebode well for Jonathan:

howbeit, I accompanied him into the presence of Jesus.

When we entered into the house, behold, Barabbas was with Jesus,

beseeching him that he would not go into the synagogue on the next

Sabbath: “For,” said he, “the chief ruler of the synagogue hath a plot

against thee, and desireth to question thee touching the Sabbath, that he

may raise up a tumult of the people against thee. For all the Pharisees

and elders of the synagogue are wroth with thee for the sake of the

Sabbath, saying that thou dost both break it and teach others also to

break it.”

Hereon Jonathan, finding his occasion, spake to the same effect, saying

that all the Scribes in the country round about Sepphoris had been turned

away from Jesus because it had been noised abroad that he observed not the

Sabbath. So he besought Jesus to consider his course well: “Despise not

instruction from an elder, O my son, even though thou art a prophet. Art

thou confident in thine heart that it is a spirit from God, and not a

spirit from Satan, that tempteth thee thus to break the Sabbath? Bethink

thee also how thou wilt cause the people of the land to go astray. For the

simple walk by rules, and straighten their path by ordinances. But lo,

thou takest away rules and ordinances; and what dost thou leave in the

place thereof? I have heard from Eliezer the son of Arak that a certain

man was working even at his handicraft on the Sabbath day, and thou sawest

him, and didst not rebuke him: but didst say, that if he had knowledge of

that which he did, he was blessed; but if he had not that knowledge, he

was accursed. Whence, O my son, should the simple and unlearned gain this

knowledge whereof thou speakest? But if thou sayest, ‘I am a prophet and

will give them this knowledge,’ then remember that thou too art mortal,

and as the grass of the field; and when thou shalt pass away, thy

knowledge shall perish with thee, unless it be set forth in rules. But

thou givest no rules to thy disciples.

“But come, let us reason together as though thou wert altogether right in

this matter, having a message from God to us touching the Sabbath.

Notwithstanding, is there not a place and a time for delivering a message,

and a place and a time for concealing it? There is a time to go forward;

but is there not also a time to make a stand? It is good to set thy face

toward the light, that thou mayest advance; but it is good also to turn

thy face from the light, that thou mayest see whither thou hast advanced.

Moreover, why dost thou cause the Pharisees to stumble, and the rich to

take offence at thy doctrine? Art thou not the Redeemer of all Israel? Are

not the Pharisees also thy brethren, and the rich also sheep of the flock?

Why therefore dost thou drive them from the fold and cast them forth into

the wilderness? If thou sayest, ‘They are weak,’ then take pity, O my son,

on the weak ones of Israel, yea and perchance on thine own disciples, lest

they that may come after thee drink of thy doctrine and die, and the Name

of Heaven be profaned.”

Now at the first the face of Jesus was not altered toward Jonathan the son

of Ezra, and he heard him kindly, yet patiently withal, and as if he knew

what the old man would say, before he said it. But when Jonathan begged

him for compassion’s sake not to cause the weak ones to stumble, then the

fashion of his countenance was changed as if he would have wept, and he

seemed to us like one in sore straits, for he changed colour and was

silent. Judge, therefore, how great was our astonishment when he stood up

and rebuked Jonathan as though his words were from Satan.

Perplexity and sore grief fell upon us all, and the old man would have

retired abashed. But Jesus took him by the hand and constrained him to

stay, and made him sit down by his side and spake kindly unto him. Yet he

began to speak again of the words of Jonathan as being a sore temptation,

telling us how in former times he had undergone a like temptation from

Satan. He had been in the wilderness, he said, and lo, in a moment of time

he had been borne to the top of a mountain, whence he saw the kingdoms of

the earth and the glory thereof, and Satan said to him, “All these things

will I give unto thee, if thou wilt fall down and worship me.”

While we marvelled at the words of Jesus, and disputed among ourselves how

that temptation in the wilderness could be like unto this temptation,

behold, Judas of Kerioth came into the chamber, saying the same things

which Barabbas had said, to wit that the Pharisees in Capernaum were

laying a snare for Jesus, for to catch him in his teaching, that they

might cause the people to stone him. But Jesus gave command that we should

pass over on the morrow to the other side of the lake.

On the morrow, while we rowed across the lake, I asked Nathanael what

seemed to him the nature of the temptation of Satan whereof Jesus had

spoken. Nathanael made answer and said, “Thou perceivest that the heart of

our Master overfloweth with pity for the miseries of men; and even to

redeem them from these miseries he hath been sent by the Lord. Now as for

silver and gold, or fame, or wisdom, none of these things can in any wise

tempt him once to go aside either to the right hand or to the left from

the straight path of Redemption. Howbeit, pity and love can tempt him.

Wherefore the only temptation that can befal him is from the Voice that

saith, Be pitiful, even though thou transgress in pitying; Do evil that

thou mayest do good; Gain power by crooked ways, that thou mayest

straighten the paths of salvation for them which wander astray; Wink thou

at falsehood, that they which err may be guided toward truth. Now this

Voice, as it seemeth to me, is to our Master the Voice of Satan; and to

listen to it is to bow down to Satan. And Satan, perchance, knowing that

in this way alone can our Master be tempted, hath caused Jonathan the son

of Ezra to tempt him. But I know no more than thou; only such is my

conjecture.”

While we thus conversed together the boat drew nigh unto the eastern

shore. The mountains came down to the water’s edge, so close, and so

precipitous withal, that there was scarce space enough to land: and,

because the sun still lay low in the east, all was dark before us, though

the waters behind us shone fair and bright. But when we were now entering

under the shadow of the cliffs, so that we could discern things more

clearly, we perceived that there was a margin of shore, but narrow and

exceeding rocky, strewn all over with large and small fragments of black

rock, which had fallen from the mountain above. Then suddenly there fell

on our ears a marvellous strange cry, neither as of a man nor yet as of a

wild beast; and while we ceased rowing for to listen, behold, yet another

cry, more piercing and strange than the first, and then straightway

another: and withal the rocks and cliffs took up the sound and multiplied

it, and tossed it this way and that way till all the land seemed alive

with the clamour. But Gorgias trembled and said it was an evil spirit,

for, said he, “There be burial‐places in this part of the coast.” Then

Peter cried aloud and said, “I see a form as of a man, lank and lean,

coming out from the rocks; and it is naked.” Then some of us bade steer

towards another part of the coast; but Jesus commanded to keep on our

course.

Now when we landed, we perceived that it was a man, but he was one

possessed with evil spirits. For he had chains about his body; and he had

cut and lanced his flesh with grievous wounds. When he saw us, he took up

stones to cast at us, so that we feared to approach him; and certain

shepherds from afar off beckoned to us to go back from him. But Jesus went

before the rest of us and accosted him. And lo, at the voice of Jesus, the

man straightway let the stones fall from his hands; and, for a moment, he

stood as one astonied and in a trance. Then he shrieked aloud and made

answer to Jesus in two voices, after the manner of those possessed with

unclean spirits. For at one time the man spake, and at another the devils.

But the devils, speaking in a deep hollow voice, declared that they were

swine, and three thousand in number, and that their name was Legion.

Moreover they besought Jesus that he would not send them into the abyss

(for by this name do the evil spirits use to call that place wherein they

must needs wander so long as they have no bodies of men to dwell in), but

that he would suffer them to remain in the man’s body. But Jesus drove

them out, and the Legion went forth into the abyss, to the number of three

thousand, and in the shapes of swine. But Jesus did not suffer the man to

accompany him, but bade him return to his friends, and to tell them what

great things the Lord had done for him.

This mighty work of Jesus I have set down the more exactly, because no

such unclean spirit as this was ever cast out by any other exorcist. For

other men have been possessed with swine, or toads, or scorpions, or

serpents, but not with many in number, seldom with more than seven. But

this man was possessed with three thousand swine. For I not only heard him

say this to Jesus, but he also repeated it to me; for I conversed with

him. He told me also that he himself saw the three thousand swine go forth

and run, first upward, and then violently down from the cliff, even to the

abyss. Now the man was a Gadarene, a Jew by birth, and a patriot, one of

the sect of the Galileans. Howbeit, living in Gadara, which is a Greek

city, he had suffered himself to become defiled, and had rejected the Law

and the Worship, and had eaten swine’s flesh. But it came to pass that on

a certain day, even at the hour of prayer, when he thought on these

things, a darkness fell upon his soul, and he saw sights of demons; and

sometimes also he saw the sun as though it were red as blood; and he

loathed his food as it had been poison. And this continued for the space

of six months. But at the end of the six months, on a certain Sabbath, as

he stood in the streets of Gadara, so it was that there came a cohort,

which is the tenth part of a Roman legion, marching through the town. And

he turned and cursed them in the name of the Lord; and lo, as the curse

went forth from his mouth, the devils entered into him in the shape of a

legion of swine; and they possessed him even to the day when Jesus healed

him. All this I heard from the demoniac himself.

When Jesus had worked this miracle we all rejoiced greatly; for we thought

that whoso could do so mighty a work, to him all things were possible; and

we desired Jesus to go back to the other side of the lake, and there to

work miracles that he might convince the Pharisees. But we marvelled that

Jesus set so little store on his mighty works, insomuch that he even

seemed oftentimes unwilling to work them. Many also he wrought in private;

and many he would fain have kept secret, but he could not. Now when I

asked Nathanael (for he was as it were an interpreter unto me to explain

such sayings of Jesus as were hard to understand) for what cause Jesus

lightly esteemed his own miracles, he asked me whether I had not noted how

the common folk resorted to Jesus as a mere worker of wonders, so that

sometimes they even interrupted his discourse, being desirous that Jesus

should cease to teach that he might begin to work cures. “Now Jesus,” he

said, “doth not desire that men should come to him merely as the healer of

their bodies, but as the healer also of their souls.”

“For this cause,” said Nathanael, “Jesus often biddeth such as he healeth

in Galilee to keep silence, although he suffered the Gadarene in these

distant parts to make it known. For he deemeth it his especial work not so

much to drive out diseases and evil spirits from the body, as rather to

heal the soul, ministering bread to the hungry and wine to them that are

athirst, loosing the tongue of the dumb, and causing the deaf to hear,

opening the eyes of the blind, and making the lame to leap as a hart in

the paths of salvation.”

We made no long stay on the eastern side of the lake; but when we came

again to Capernaum we found the hearts of the people turned from us. For

not only did the chief ruler and the elders of the synagogue watch us, as

before, if perchance they could take us at an advantage; but the zeal of

the townsmen also seemed to have waxed cold. Scarcely had our boat touched

the strand at Capernaum when my uncle Manasseh met me. He took me aside

and spake with me very earnestly, saying that he had rebuked his son

Baruch for his slackness at business, because poverty was coming upon them

as an armed man, by reason of his constant attending on Jesus; and he

added, “It is true also of thee as of Baruch, ‘He becometh poor that

dealeth with a slack hand; but the hand of the diligent maketh rich. He

that gathereth in summer is a wise son; but he that sleepeth in harvest is

a son that causeth shame.’” “And what said Baruch?” I asked. “He hath

consented to my words,” said Manasseh, “and hath promised that he will no

longer accompany this Jesus of Nazareth in his wanderings: and do thou the

like.” But this I would not do; so we parted in anger.

Not a few left Jesus at this time, mostly they of the wealthier sort, as

were Baruch and Manasseh; some going back to their vineyards, others to

their olive‐presses, others to the dye‐works and glass‐furnaces, whereof

there were many in Galilee. But the poorer sort joined themselves to Jesus

as much as before, being drawn unto him by the fame of his mighty works.

Howbeit they also began to wax impatient that Jesus should give the sign

for war. Nor did they give now much heed to the words of Jesus; but they

paid regard to him as to some great exorcist and sorcerer, who useth his

art for good ends. Therefore the heart of our Master was sad at this time;

and he was grieved that the simple folk knew him not: and their words of

praise were an abomination to him.

Now it came to pass that on the third day after we had returned to

Capernaum, the fame of Jesus, how he had driven out the legion of swine

into the abyss, having been now noised abroad on our side of the lake,

behold, the common people thronged him more than before; insomuch that,

when he began to teach the people on the shore after his manner, during

the cool of the evening, they pressed in upon him and interrupted him, so

that he was not able to continue his discourse. But Jesus, being grieved

thereat, gave command to Peter and to Andrew that they should straightway

launch a boat; and he went on board. When the people saw it, they made

lamentation; but the boat was stayed at about fifty paces from the land;

and Jesus sat in the boat and taught us while we stood on the shore.

When he opened his mouth, we perceived that he taught after a new fashion.

For he no longer said “Do this,” “Do not that”; but he spake in parables.

Now almost all the teaching of the Wise is in parables, and Jesus also had

before taught in parables; but these parables had been short, and along

with the parables there had been added the interpretation thereof. But it

was not so now; for the parable was naught but a tale about a certain

sower, how he sowed seed on several kinds of ground: of the seeds, some

falling on rock were destroyed by birds; others by heat and the

shallowness of the soil; others by weeds; but some brought forth fruit.

Hereat certain murmured, and Gorgias said aloud, “Doth he think to redeem

Sion with a tale? Lo, the prophet John is in prison, and the men of

Galilee wait but for a nod from Jesus to rescue him; and our Master

rescueth him not, but openeth his mouth in dark sayings.” But the greater

number listened all agape, as though spell‐bound; for the very voice of

Jesus had power to bind the souls of a multitude. Howbeit, when evening,

or at the most when the morrow came, the parable had clean vanished out of

the minds of the greater part. Notwithstanding some (but these only a very

few) stored up the words of Jesus in their hearts, and diligently pondered

them.

In the evening I went with the rest to Jesus; and we besought him to tell

us what the parable might mean, and also why he taught thus in parables.

When he had answered, I perceived the meaning of the parable, how that

Abuyah the son of Elishah, and Eliezer the son of Arak, were the rocky

ground from which the birds picked up the seed; but Baruch, and such as

Baruch, were the shallow ground; and Manasseh and the rich merchants and

artificers were the fertile ground wherein weeds choked the seed. But

still we were fain to know why he spake in parables.

When we again questioned him of this, behold, Jesus cried aloud with an

exceeding bitter cry, saying, in the words of the Prophet Isaiah: “I heard

the voice of the Lord saying, Whom shall I send, and who will go for us?

Then said I, Here am I; send me. And the Lord said, ‘Go and tell this

people, Hear ye indeed, but understand not; and see ye indeed, but

perceive not. Make the heart of this people fat, and make their ears

heavy, and shut their eyes; lest they see with their eyes, and hear with

their ears, and understand with their heart, and be converted, and be

healed.’”

Then were we all sad, and sat silent for a while; for our Master’s face

was full of sorrow, and this was, as it were, the first shadow of evil

that had fallen upon our path. Moreover we began to fear that, as in the

days of Isaiah, so it would be now. The Lord had sent his prophet, even

Jesus of Nazareth; but the hearts of the people would be hardened against

the words of the prophet; yea, the prophet himself would seem to make the

hearts of the people hard and not soft, as it was with Abuyah the son of

Elishah and Eliezer the son of Arak, whose hearts were made fat and their

ears heavy by the words of Jesus of Nazareth.

For we perceived in part his meaning, to wit, not that he desired in truth

to shut the eyes of the people, but that he was constrained of the Lord to

preach the Gospel, and all pressed to hear it; yet could he in no wise

preach it so as to make it plain to all, but only to a few. For behold, he

had made trial of the plain way of teaching, and men had thought they had

understood him, but they had understood him not; but had esteemed him

lightly, as little better than an exorcist. For his words had not pierced

into their hearts, but had rested without, as seeds on the wayside;

insomuch that they had been carried away by the angels of Satan. Therefore

must he now adventure a new path of teaching to the end that, at the

least, some few of us might be convinced of our want of understanding, so

that we might seek and find the truth; but, to the most, all things should

be in darkness, yea, the light itself should be as darkness unto the most.

All this the Lord Jesus spake more clearly afterwards, when he perceived

the will of the Father that only a few should be chosen, though many were

called: but at this time (perchance because it had been but newly revealed

to him) he spake more darkly and with a greater bitterness of sorrow.

Howbeit when he had lifted up his head and perceived that we also were

weighed down with his affliction, then straightway he made himself to be

of a cheerful countenance, and comforted us, saying, “Unto you it is given

to know the mysteries of the kingdom of God; but unto them that are

without, all things are done in parables.” Then he bade us take heed that

we taught others even as he had taught us; for, said he, “with what

measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you.” He said also, “Take heed

how ye hear; for whosoever hath, to him shall be given, and whosoever hath

not, from him shall be taken even that which he hath.” These latter words

we understood not then; but, as I take it, the meaning of Jesus was

twofold; first, that whoso had not faith nor honesty would receive damage

(even as Judas received damage, and not advantage) from the doctrine of

Jesus; but, secondly, he seemed to mean that the doctrine was, as it were,

lent to each of the disciples, as money upon usury; each being bound to

traffic with the doctrine in the commerce of his own thoughts, so as to

add thereto. In the same way he told us, at another time, that we were to

bring forth out of our treasuries things new as well as old; and he also

bade us to “be trustworthy bankers.”(7) For of all things Jesus misliked

that we should repeat his words by rote; nor did he even bid us copy his

actions exactly (but he even said that a time should come when we should

do greater works than he had done); and the like also of his words. For

this cause perchance, Jesus spake afterwards to us also, even to us his

disciples, sometimes in dark sayings; to the intent that we might ponder,

and ask and know the truth. For albeit we often feared to ask him

questions (because of our folly and our want of faith), yet did he ever

desire us to question him; teaching us that only to them that knock, is

the door opened; and only to them that hunger, is given of the bread of

Life.

When we went forth from the chamber, Gorgias said, “What meaneth the

Prophet? Doth he say that whosoever is rich, he shall be made richer? And

whosoever is poor, shall he also be made poorer?” Hereat we all smiled;

for we knew that our Master spake not of money, but of wisdom: and one

made answer to Gorgias to this effect. Then said Judas, “But if Jesus mean

wisdom, then how sayeth he ‘With what measure ye mete, it shall be

measured to you?’” But Jonathan the son of Ezra replied, “Is not this even

according to the saying of the Wise, ‘Man is born to learn in order to

teach?’ And again, ‘He that learneth the Law and doth not teach it, he it

is that despiseth the Name of the Lord.’ Therefore the meaning of Jesus

is, that if a man teach others what he hath learned, the angels give into

his bosom a hundredfold reward.” To this Nathanael agreed, and he added,

“The reward is not as a price that is paid, so many shekels for so much

teaching; but it is even as the rain cometh from the cloud, or as heat

cometh from the fire. Even so doth wisdom come from teaching. For wisdom

is not as a dead block that wasteth with the using, but as a living thing

that groweth with exercise. But most of all is this true of that kind of

wisdom whereof our Master speaketh.”

Then Judas said, “But I would to God that our Master would leave off to

speak of wisdom and would do somewhat.” And Gorgias said Amen to that. But

Simon Peter replied: “It is said, ‘Take to thyself a master, and be quit

of doubt.’ Now my Master is Jesus of Nazareth, and I purpose not to spend

the time in doubting, nor to halt between many opinions. For the man that

is given to much doubting, to what is he like? He is like unto a ship with

many pilots, which attaineth not to the harbour. Therefore have I settled

my mind to believe that whatsoever Jesus doeth, that is righteousness, and

whatsoever he purposeth, that is wisdom.”

To this we agreed, and no more was said. Howbeit many of us could not so

far constrain ourselves, but we had some searchings of heart; and passing

clouds of trouble sometimes crossed our souls for that the Pharisees were

set against us, and because Jesus himself had that day seemed like unto

one bearing a burden of the Lord. Notwithstanding on the morrow, when we

looked upon his countenance, full of brightness and cheerfulness, and when

we heard him speak, after his wont, of the greatness and the glory of the

Kingdom that was to come, behold, all our dark thoughts had immediately

vanished away.

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