CHAPTER VIII

On the morrow, about the second hour, we began to go up the mountain which

Jesus had appointed. But having strayed from the path, we knocked at the

door of a house which was near the foot of the mountain, and besought the

goodman of the house that he would guide us. There opened the door a man

of churlish appearance; but he would neither come out, nor so much as

speak with us. This delayed us for a time, but we soon found the path, and

the way became steep. The sun shone, but not with too fervent a heat, and

the north wind blew gently from Hermon, whose top we saw clearly toward

the north, clad in snow. On the west was the Mount Carmel, shining with a

brightness as of purple; and further off the Great Sea, resembling a blue

plain, whereon appeared many sails, almost too small for sight by reason

of the distance. We climbed upward through groves of terebinth and oak. As

often as we turned round to recover breath, the houses and fields grew

smaller, till, at the last, when we drew nigh unto the top, the whole

plain of Esdraelon seemed but as a small ground‐plat; and large towns

appeared as little hamlets, and all the works of man became very small in

our eyes, as though we were leaving earth and approaching heaven.

Then said Baruch, “Is not this a second Sinai? For verily Jesus of

Nazareth is about to give us a new law.” But Eliezer the son of Arak, the

principal Scribe of Capernaum (for he at this time followed Jesus and was

now with us) rebuked him, saying, “Even though Jesus of Nazareth were the

greatest of prophets, yet were he not equal to Moses; for it is said,

Sinai is to be preferred even to the uprooter of mountains!” And another

said, “Behold, the Word of God, when it went forth from Sinai from the

mouth of the Holy One (blessed be His Name), was like sparks, and

lightnings, and flames of fire; a torch of flame was on his right hand,

and a torch of flame on his left hand: it flew and hovered in the air of

the heavens, and returned and graved itself upon the tables of the

covenant which were given into the hands of Moses. How then is it possible

that the like wonders should be wrought on this mountain?”

Then said Nathanael to Simon Peter that it might perchance please the Lord

not always to speak by the whirlwind or by the fire, but, as in the days

of Elias, by the still small voice. And to this Peter agreed, but others

did not agree: for though they inclined not to Eliezer the son of Arak,

yet it was because they thought that Jesus would of a surety soon work

some sign in heaven to prove that he was the Redeemer. But Judas of

Kerioth affirmed that Jesus would not, at this present time, lay down laws

for the Kingdom, but only ordinances for a season, to instruct the host in

the journey towards Jerusalem; but until Jerusalem should be ours, lasting

laws would not be made.

While we were disputing among ourselves concerning the saying of Judas,

Peter cried “Peace:” for, said he, “yonder is the Prophet:” and looking

upward, we saw Jesus on a rock stretching out his hands in prayer. When he

had made an end of praying, Peter approached him and besought him a second

time to teach us to pray; and Jesus gave us that well‐known prayer which

is used in all the churches. Afterwards he beckoned to us to follow him,

and he came down and stood in the bed of a torrent, which was dry by

reason of the drought. While we were following him, I heard the companion

of Eliezer murmuring because there were no words in the prayer concerning

the Redemption of Israel; “moreover,” said he, “albeit the prayer asketh

for bread, yet is there no mention of wine, nor oil, nor even of raiment.

But how can a man sit and search the Law and the Traditions, and know not

whence he is to drink as well as eat, and whence to be clad and covered?”

To this I would have made reply; but Peter again cried to us to hold our

peace, for Jesus was beginning to speak.

When he opened his lips, every one was silent for expectation; but, as he

proceeded, the silence was a silence as of them that are astonished and

disappointed. For he began with setting forth in his discourse a character

and image of a citizen of the New Kingdom; and lo, it was not the image of

a conqueror, but of one conquered. Also he drew as it were a model of the

palace of the Great King, and of the princes and nobles which stand about

His throne; and behold, when we compared the model with that which we had

imagined in our hearts, and with that which we had read of in histories,

the model of Jesus was in all things contrary to the model in our hearts.

For in old times men had done reverence unto the valiant, the proud, the

strong, the rich and the wise; but Jesus said that the chief places about

the throne of God should be given to the hungry and thirsty, and poor; to

them that were innocent and simple; to them that made not war, but peace;

yea, even to them which resisted not evil, but rewarded evil with good.

Upon all these, as being the nobles and princes of the New Kingdom, Jesus

pronounced a blessing; to wit, that all things should work together for

good to them, so that they should have all that they needed, according to

the words of the prophet, “Behold, my servants shall eat, but ye shall be

hungry; behold, my servants shall drink, but ye shall be thirsty; behold,

my servants shall rejoice, but ye shall be ashamed.” Even so did Jesus

ordain that they which hungered should be satisfied, and that the makers

of peace should conquer and inherit the earth.

Next, he described the statutes and judgments of the New Kingdom; and,

behold, instead of an easier yoke, he seemed to be placing upon us a yoke

even heavier than the yoke of the ancient Law, too heavy to be borne. For

the old Law forbade us to commit murder; but the new Law forbade us even

to hate our enemies. Again, the old Law forbade us to commit adultery; but

the new Law forbade us even to entertain a lustful thought in our hearts.

In a word, the old Law laid down certain ordinances, which if a man

obeyed, he should live therein; but the new Law laid down nothing fixed

nor certain for us, so that we might say “I have done this or that, and

therefore I have fulfilled the Law of Christ.” For the Law of Moses

touched the life of man, as it were, in certain points; as for example, in

sacrifices, and feasts, and purifications, and Sabbaths, and in the

obeying of the Ten Commandments: but the Law of Christ covered the whole

of the state of man, the thoughts as well as the deeds; even as the

encompassing air, which pierceth into every corner and cavern of the

earth, wheresoever human life is. In fine, whereas the Law of Moses

commanded us what we should do, the Law of Christ commanded what we should

be. For this cause Jesus set himself against all bookishness, and against

all worship of Traditions, and even of the precepts of the Scriptures; for

he taught that precepts, howsoever they may shape the outward action,

shape not the inner man.

Again, as concerning the laws, and the judgments, and the rewards, and the

punishments, in the New Kingdom, he spake as if they were not laws of

man’s device, but rather Laws according to the nature of things, like unto

the ordinances of the rain and the sunshine, the harvest and the seed‐

time. For he said that righteousness was not any such thing as could be

attained by a price, nor by the doing of deeds; but that it consisted in a

seeing of that which may be seen of God. He also spake of a certain eye of

the soul, which, if it were clear, the man would be righteous; but if it

were darkened, the man would be unrighteous. Also he spake of a certain

law of retributions, which decreeth that whoso judgeth shall be judged,

whoso forgiveth shall be forgiven, whoso giveth shall receive: adding

thereunto this most strange doctrine, that if we would go forth into the

world, giving and ready to give, then, from all sides, the world would

give to us again; yea, the angels of God, and the elements of the world

(which are His ministers) and even the children of men, should make us

marvel by reason of their gratitude, giving us back good measure pressed

down and running over. Now there is a saying in the Traditions that,

“Whensoever a poor man standeth at thy door, the Holy One (blessed is He)

standeth at his right hand. If thou givest him alms, know that thou shalt

receive a reward from Him who standeth at his right hand.” Jesus therefore

added to this doctrine, teaching that God standeth at the right hand not

of the poor only, but of every one that is in need of aught, that is to

say, of every one of the children of men: wherefore whatsoever is given to

men, is given to God, and from God cometh back multiplied to the giver.

Howbeit, we were neither to give alms, nor to do aught else, for hope of

reward; but only out of love.

Concerning citizenship in the Kingdom and how men should become citizens

therein, he spake little to us, as being already citizens therein: save

only this, that whoso would come, must come unto him; and through him, as

through a door, they should pass into the Kingdom. And behold, the Kingdom

was no other than a family, wherein God was at once Father and King, and

all men were as children of the Father in Heaven. For the foundation of

all was, that the heart and not the hands shaped the goodness and badness

of all deeds, and made men to become citizens of the Kingdom: wherefore

the heart and not the hands must be purified; nor could any be in truth

citizens of the Kingdom except they had the thought of the Kingdom always

in their hearts, so that their hopes and treasures were all stored up, not

in the banks of money‐changers, but in the Kingdom of Heaven.

Then he spake of the exceeding joys of the citizens of the Kingdom of God,

and how they are free from all troubles and all disquietudes. But none, he

said, could serve God and Mammon at one time; neither was it possible to

serve God aright and yet to be distracted and torn asunder by cares

concerning meat or raiment. Hereat the companion of Eliezer murmured

again, saying that Jesus had before spoken blasphemously in joining the

forgiving of sins by God with the forgiving of sins by men, and now he had

spoken as a madman, in forbidding us to be careful about food and raiment;

“Can a man sit,” said he, “and search the Law, and not know whence he is

to eat, and drink, and to be clad?” Now whether Jesus perceived his

murmuring I know not: but he pointed, first upwards to the birds (for even

at that instant there was a flight of pelicans above us) and then downward

to the flowers, which bestrewed the side of the brook, and he said that

our Father in Heaven fed the birds and clothed the flowers; and should He

not much more care for us? Then he bade us seek first the Kingdom of God

and His righteousness, and all things else should be added unto us.

Now concerning this Kingdom of God (or Kingdom of Heaven, for he called it

by both names) we understood not much at this time: but my judgment now is

that Jesus desired that all the Lord’s people should be as Prophets, not

teaching one the other and saying “Know the Lord,” but all knowing the

Lord from the least to the greatest. For he perceived that all the tribes

of the earth were joined together under one emperor through desire of

wealth and ease, and that Israel was joined together through hatred of the

Romans and through desire to be rescued from them; but he saw that neither

love of ease nor hatred of enemies could bind men together in an enduring

Kingdom: but that which bindeth men together is the Spirit of love, which

is a Spirit of brotherhood among men and of childhood unto God. For all

nations begin with being first families, and then many families together;

helping one another by reason of kindred, and not by reason of manhood.

Now such a nation as this, and all men of such a nation, Jesus called

“born of flesh and blood:” and he said that no nation could leave off to

be a tribe and become a nation indeed, except it were born again, not of

flesh and blood, but of the Spirit; so as to enter into a certain

government of God, which the Greeks called _theocratia_, but Jesus called

it the Kingdom of God. Such a _theocratia_ Moses had partly established in

old times; howbeit the King in the kingdom of Moses was the God of

Abraham, but the King in the kingdom of Jesus was the Father of the Son of

man.

But now to return to the words of Jesus. He ended his discourse with

warning. First he warned us to beware of the common saying, “Give judgment

according to the greater number”; for he said that the path to destruction

is broad, and many go thereby. He bade us also try teachers and prophets

by their works. Last of all, he spake very earnestly against certain which

pretended to obey him but obeyed him not. We were the salt of the earth,

he said, but if we lost our savour, how could the world be salted, and to

what end could we serve, but to be cast out and trampled under foot? Whoso

heard him and obeyed him not, such an one he likened unto a foolish

shepherd (and even as he spake, there was nigh, within a bow‐shot of us, a

sheep‐cote that had been cast down by the swollen waters of the brook)

which built his house upon the sand, so that it fell: but whoso heard and

obeyed, he likened him unto a wise shepherd, which built his house upon a

rock so that it fell not. This parable Jesus did not at this time

interpret to us, but afterwards he made it clear. For even as the

Psalmists of Israel spake often of a certain Rock of Salvation, even so

was it afterwards a common saying with Jesus both that each citizen of the

New Kingdom must build his house upon a Rock, and that the Kingdom itself

must be founded on a Rock, so that the gates of Hades or Destruction

should not prevail against it. Howbeit what this Rock might be, we did not

as yet understand; for he had not at this time revealed it unto us.

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