THE COLOUR OF LIFE

Red has been praised for its nobility as the colour of life. But the

true colour of life is not red. Red is the colour of violence, or of

life broken open, edited, and published. Or if red is indeed the

colour of life, it is so only on condition that it is not seen. Once

fully visible, red is the colour of life violated, and in the act of

betrayal and of waste. Red is the secret of life, and not the

manifestation thereof. It is one of the things the value of which is

secrecy, one of the talents that are to be hidden in a napkin. The

true colour of life is the colour of the body, the colour of the

covered red, the implicit and not explicit red of the living heart and

the pulses. It is the modest colour of the unpublished blood. So

bright, so light, so soft, so mingled, the gentle colour of life is

outdone by all the colours of the world. Its very beauty is that it is

white, but less white than milk; brown, but less brown than earth;

red, but less red than sunset or dawn. It is lucid, but less lucid

than the colour of lilies. It has the hint of gold that is in all fine

colour; but in our latitudes the hint is almost elusive. Under

Sicilian skies, indeed, it is deeper than old ivory; but under the

misty blue of the English zenith, and the warm grey of the London

horizon, it is as delicately flushed as the paler wild roses, out to

their utmost, flat as stars, in the hedges of the end of June.

For months together London does not see the colour of life in any

mass. The human face does not give much of it, what with features, and

beards, and the shadow of the top-hat and _chapeau melon_ of man, and

of the veils of woman. Besides, the colour of the face is subject to a

thousand injuries and accidents. The popular face of the Londoner has

soon lost its gold, its white, and the delicacy of its red and brown.

We miss little beauty by the fact that it is never seen freely in

great numbers out-of-doors. You get it in some quantity when all the

heads of a great indoor meeting are turned at once upon a speaker; but

it is only in the open air, needless to say, that the colour of life

is in perfection, in the open air, "clothed with the sun," whether the

sunshine be golden and direct, or dazzlingly diffused in grey.

The little figure of the London boy it is that has restored to the

landscape the human colour of life. He is allowed to come out of all

his ignominies, and to take the late colour of the midsummer

north-west evening, on the borders of the Serpentine. At the stroke of

eight he sheds the slough of nameless colours--all allied to the hues

of dust, soot, and fog, which are the colours the world has chosen for

its boys--and he makes, in his hundreds, a bright and delicate flush

between the grey-blue water and the grey-blue sky. Clothed now with

the sun, he is crowned by-and-by with twelve stars as he goes to

bathe, and the reflection of an early moon is under his feet.

So little stands between a gamin and all the dignities of Nature. They

are so quickly restored. There seems to be nothing to do, but only a

little thing to undo. It is like the art of Eleonora Duse. The last

and most finished action of her intellect, passion, and knowledge is,

as it were, the flicking away of some insignificant thing mistaken for

art by other actors, some little obstacle to the way and liberty of

Nature.

All the squalor is gone in a moment, kicked off with the second boot,

and the child goes shouting to complete the landscape with the lacking

colour of life. You are inclined to wonder that, even undressed, he

still shouts with a Cockney accent. You half expect pure vowels and

elastic syllables from his restoration, his spring, his slenderness,

his brightness, and his glow. Old ivory and wild rose in the deepening

midsummer sun, he gives his colours to his world again.

It is easy to replace man, and it will take no great time, where

Nature has lapsed, to replace Nature. It is always to do, by the

happily easy way of doing nothing. The grass is always ready to grow

in the streets--and no streets could ask for a more charming finish

than your green grass. The gasometer even must fall to pieces unless

it is renewed; but the grass renews itself. There is nothing so

remediable as the work of modern man--"a thought which is also," as

Mr. Pecksniff said, "very soothing." And by remediable I mean, of

course, destructible. As the bathing child shuffles off his

garments--they are few, and one brace suffices him--so the land might

always, in reasonable time, shuffle off its yellow brick and purple

slate, and all the things that collect about railway stations. A

single night almost clears the air of London.

But if the colour of life looks so well in the rather sham scenery of

Hyde Park, it looks brilliant and grave indeed on a real sea-coast. To

have once seen it there should be enough to make a colourist. O

memorable little picture! The sun was gaining colour as it neared

setting, and it set not over the sea, but over the land. The sea had

the dark and rather stern, but not cold, blue of that aspect--the dark

and not the opal tints. The sky was also deep. Everything was very

definite, without mystery, and exceedingly simple. The most luminous

thing was the shining white of an edge of foam, which did not cease to

be white because it was a little golden and a little rosy in the

sunshine. It was still the whitest thing imaginable. And the next most

luminous thing was the little child, also invested with the sun and

the colour of life.

In the case of women, it is of the living and unpublished blood that

the violent world has professed to be delicate and ashamed. See the

curious history of the political rights of woman under the Revolution.

On the scaffold she enjoyed an ungrudged share in the fortunes of

party. Political life might be denied her, but that seems a trifle

when you consider how generously she was permitted political death.

She was to spin and cook for her citizen in the obscurity of her

living hours; but to the hour of her death was granted a part in the

largest interests, social, national, international. The blood

wherewith she should, according to Robespierre, have blushed to be

seen or heard in the tribune, was exposed in the public sight

unsheltered by her veins.

Against this there was no modesty. Of all privacies, the last and the

innermost--the privacy of death--was never allowed to put obstacles in

the way of public action for a public cause. Women might be, and were,

duly suppressed when, by the mouth of Olympe de Gouges, they claimed a

"right to concur in the choice of representatives for the formation of

the laws"; but in her person, too, they were liberally allowed to bear

political responsibility to the Republic. Olympe de Gouges was

guillotined. Robespierre thus made her public and complete amends.

_Alice Meynell._

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