CHAPTER XVIII.

HIS APOLOGY AND DEFENSE—DEFINITENESS OF PROPHETIC

TIME—ERRONEOUS VIEWS CONNECTED WITH THE DOCTRINE, ETC.

“After the Boston Conference, Mr. Miller accompanied Mr. Himes to

Portland, Me., where he gave discourses in the afternoon and evening

of Sunday, June 1, to crowded audiences. Many of those present,

doubtless, were drawn to hear him by motives of curiosity, because of the

disappointment in time. The necessity of patience and of watchfulness

were subjects on which he discoursed.

“He returned to Boston, and from thence went to a camp-meeting at

Champlain, N. Y., on the 10th of June. After this, he returned home, in

the enjoyment of good general health, but somewhat afflicted by boils.

“As the author of a movement which had resulted in disappointment, and,

in some respects, disaster, Mr. Miller deemed it proper that he should

make a personal statement to the Christian public, show the motives

that had actuated him, and disavow any sympathy with the extremes into

which some had gone, contrary to his earnest remonstrances. His growing

infirmities made him shrink from the labor of writing, and caused him

to desire an amanuensis. For this purpose, the writer of this visited

him in the month of July, 1845, and Mr. Miller dictated his ‘Apology and

Defense,’ a tract of thirty-six pages, which was published by Mr. Himes,

in Boston. It was addressed ‘To all who love the Lord Jesus Christ in

sincerity,’ and commenced with:—

“‘As all men are responsible to the community for the

sentiments they may promulgate, the public have a right

to expect from me a candid statement in reference to my

disappointment in not realizing the advent of Christ in A. D.

1843-4, which I had confidently believed. I have, therefore,

considered it not presumptuous in me to lay before the

Christian public a retrospective view of the whole question,

the motives that actuated me, and the reasons by which I was

guided.’

“He then proceeded to narrate his early history, and gave an account

of his ‘deistical opinions,’ his ‘first religious impressions,’

his ‘connection with the army,’ his ‘removal to Low Hampton,’ his

‘determination to understand the Scriptures,’ his ‘manner of studying

the Bible,’ the ‘results arrived at,’ and his subsequent labors; all of

which have been noticed at greater length in the foregoing pages. He then

summed up his labors as follows:—

“‘From the commencement of that publication, I was overwhelmed

with invitations to labor in various places, with which I

complied as far as my health and time would allow. I labored

extensively in all the New England and Middle States, in Ohio,

Michigan, Maryland, the District of Columbia, and in Canada

East and West, giving about four thousand lectures in something

like five hundred different towns.

“‘I should think that about two hundred ministers embraced

my views, in all the different parts of the United States

and Canada; and that there have been about five hundred

public lecturers. In all the sections of country where I

labored,—not only in the towns I visited, but in those in their

vicinity,—there were more or less that embraced the doctrine

of the advent. In some places only a very few, and in other

places there have been a large number.

“‘In nearly a thousand places, Advent congregations have been

raised up, numbering, as nearly as I can estimate, some fifty

thousand believers. On recalling to mind the several places

of my labors, I can reckon up about six thousand instances of

conversion from nature’s darkness to God’s marvelous light,

the result of my personal labors alone; and I should judge the

number to be much greater. Of this number I can recall to mind

about seven hundred, who were, previously to their attending

my lectures, infidels; and their number may have been twice

as great. Happy results have also followed from the labors of

my brethren, many of whom I would like to mention here, if my

limits would permit.

“‘In all my labors I never had the desire or thought to

establish any separate interest from that of existing

denominations, or to benefit one at the expense of another. I

thought to benefit all. Supposing that all Christians would

rejoice in the prospect of Christ’s coming, and that those who

could not see as I did would not love any the less those who

should embrace this doctrine, I did not conceive there would

ever be any necessity for separate meetings. My whole object

was a desire to convert souls to God, to notify the world of

a coming judgment, and to induce my fellow-men to make that

preparation of heart which will enable them to meet their God

in peace. The great majority of those who were converted under

my labors united with the various existing churches. When

individuals came to me to inquire respecting their duty, I

always told them to go where they would feel at home; and I

never favored any one denomination in my advice to such.

“‘But my brethren began to complain that they were not fed

by their ministers, and wanted expository preaching. I told

them it was their duty to interest their ministers in the

prophecies; but, if they could not receive the teachings under

which they sat, they must act in accordance with their own

sense of duty. They then began to complain that they had not

liberty in the churches to present their views freely, or to

exhort their brethren to prepare for the Judgment. Those in

the neighborhood of advent preaching felt that, when they

could listen to these glorious truths, it was their privilege

so to do. For this, many of them were treated coldly. Some

came out of their churches, and some were expelled. Where the

blame lay it is not necessary here to inquire; there was,

doubtless, wrong on both sides. The result was, that a feeling

of opposition arose, on the part of many of the ministers and

churches that did not embrace these views, against those who

were looking for the blessed hope and the glorious appearing of

the great God and our Saviour Jesus Christ.’

“He then spoke of various points as follows:—

“‘DEFINITENESS OF PROPHETIC TIME.

“‘I had never been positive as to any particular _day_ for the

Lord’s appearing, believing that no man could know the day

and hour. In all my published lectures will be seen, on the

title-page, “about the year 1843.” In all my oral lectures I

invariably told my audiences that the periods would terminate

in 1843 _if_ there were no mistakes in my calculation; but

that I could not say the end might not come even before that

time, and they should be continually prepared. In 1842, some

of my brethren preached, with great positiveness, the exact

year, and censured me for putting in an IF. The public press

had also published that I had fixed upon a definite day, the

23d of April, for the Lord’s advent. Therefore, in December of

that year, as I could see no error in my reckoning, I published

my belief that some time between March 21, 1843, and March

21, 1844, the Lord would come. Some had their minds fixed on

particular days; but I could see no evidence for such, unless

the types of the Mosaic law pointed to the feast of tabernacles.

“‘During the year 1843, the most violent denunciations were

heaped upon me, and those associated with me, by the press

and some pulpits. Our motives were assailed, our principles

misrepresented, and our characters traduced. Time passed on,

and the 21st of March, 1844, went by without our witnessing the

appearing of the Lord. Our disappointment was great, and many

walked no more with us.

“‘Previously to this, in the fall of 1843, some of my brethren

began to call the churches Babylon, and to urge that it was

the duty of Adventists to come out of them. With this I was

much grieved, as not only the effect was very bad, but I

regarded it as a perversion of the word of God, a wresting of

Scripture.[86] But the practice spread extensively; and, from

that time, the churches, as might have been expected, were

closed against us. It prejudiced many against us, and created

a deep feeling of hostility between Adventists and those who

did not embrace the doctrine; so that most of the Adventists

were separated from their respective churches. This was a

result which I never desired nor expected; but it was brought

about by unforeseen circumstances. We could, then, only act in

accordance with the position in which we were thus placed.

“‘On the passing of my published time, I frankly acknowledged

my disappointment in reference to the exact period; but my

faith was unchanged in any essential feature. I therefore

continued my labors, principally at the West, during the summer

of 1844, until “the seventh-month movement,” as it is called.

I had no participation in this, only as I wrote a letter,

eighteen months previously, presenting the observances under

the Mosaic law which pointed to that month as a probable time

when the advent might be expected. This was written because

some were looking to definite days in the _spring_. I had,

however, no expectation that so unwarranted a use would be made

of those types that any should regard a belief in such mere

inferential evidence a test of salvation. I therefore had no

fellowship with that movement until about two or three weeks

previous to the 22d of October, when, seeing it had obtained

such prevalence, and considering it was at a probable point of

time, I was persuaded that it was a work of God, and felt that,

if it should pass by, I should be more disappointed than I was

in my first published time.

“‘But that time passed, and I was again disappointed. The

movement was of such a character that, for a time, it was

very mysterious to me; and the results following it were so

unaccountable that I supposed our work might be completed, and

that a few weeks only might elapse between that time and the

appearing of Christ. However that might be, I regarded my own

work completed, and that what was to be done for the extension

of these views must be done by younger brethren, except an

occasional discourse from myself.

“‘As time has progressed, I have been pained to see many

errors which have been embraced, in different sections of the

country, by some who have labored in connection with myself;

errors which I cannot countenance, and of which I wish to

speak freely, although I may lose the fellowship of some for

faithfully doing my duty.

“‘I have been pained to see a spirit of sectarianism and

bigotry, in some sections, which disfellowships everything that

does not square with the narrow prejudices of individual minds.

There is a tendency to exalt individual opinions as a standard

for all to submit to; a disposition to place the results of

individual investigation upon a level with solemn conclusions

to which the great body of brethren have arrived. This is very

wrong; for, while we are in this world, we are so short-sighted

that we should never regard our conclusions as infallible,

should bear with the imperfections of others, and receive those

that are weak in the faith, but not to doubtful disputations.

“‘Some have an inclination to indulge in harsh and denunciatory

remarks against all who do not agree with them. We are all

liable to err; but we should avoid thus giving occasion of

offense. We should instruct with meekness those who oppose

themselves, and avoid foolish and unlearned questions, that

gender strifes.

“‘There may be causes operating on the minds of others, of

which we know nothing, that influence them contrary to the

truth as we have received it. We should, therefore, in all

our intercourse with those we deem in error, treat them with

kindness and affection, and show them that we would do them

good, and not evil, if God, peradventure, will give them

repentance to the acknowledging of the truth, and that they may

recover themselves out of the snare of the devil, who are taken

captive by him at his will.

“‘Some are prone to indulge in a spirit of uneasiness and

disorder, and looseness with regard to church government and

doctrine. In all the essential doctrines of the Bible, as they

have been held by the pious of the church in all ages, were

given to the saints, and for which we are commanded earnestly

to contend, I have never seen any reason to change my faith.

Jesus I regard as my all-sufficient Saviour, by whose merits

alone I can be saved. No being but him, “whose goings forth

were of old from everlasting,” who should take upon himself

our nature, and bear our sins in his own body, could make an

atonement, on the efficacy of which I should dare to rely. The

Bible speaks as plainly of my Saviour’s divinity as it does

of his humanity. He is, therefore, Immanuel, God with us. The

Bible tells us plainly what the Saviour is. That should satisfy

us, without venturing beyond the Bible to say what he is not.

“‘It is in the use of terms not found in the Scriptures that

disputations arise. For instance, the difference between the

Calvinist and Armenian I often thus explain: Both are in the

same dilemma. They are like a company of men in the lower story

of a house when the tide is entering, and from which there is

no escape only by a rope by which they may be drawn up. All

endeavor to lay hold of the rope. The one is continually afraid

he has not hold of the right rope; if he was sure he had the

right rope he would have no fears. The other has no fear but he

has hold of the right rope; he is continually afraid his rope

will break. Now both are equally fearful they may perchance not

escape. Their fears arise from different causes. How foolish it

is, then, for them to begin to quarrel with each other, because

the one supposes the rope may break, and the other that it is

the wrong rope!

“‘Now I have found Christians among those who believed that

they were born again, but might fall away; and among those

that believe that, if they were ever born again, they should

certainly persevere. The difference between them I regard as

a mere matter of education; both have their fears, and both

believe that those only who persevere unto the end will be

saved. I, therefore, look on men as bigots who quarrel with

others and deny that those are Christians who cannot see just

as they do....

“‘I have thus given a plain and simple statement of the

manner of my arriving at the views I have inculcated, with a

history of my course up to the present time. That I have been

mistaken in the time, I freely confess; and I have no desire

to defend my course any further than I have been actuated by

pure motives, and it has resulted to God’s glory. My mistakes

and errors God, I trust, will forgive. I cannot, however,

reproach myself for having preached definite time; for, as I

believe that whatsoever was written aforetime was written for

our learning, the prophetic periods are as much a subject of

investigation as any other portion of the word.[87]

“‘I, therefore, still feel that it was my duty to present all

the evidence that was apparent to my mind; and were I now in

the same circumstances, I should be compelled to act as I have

done. I should not, however, have so done, had I seen that

the time would pass by; but not knowing that it would, I feel

even now more satisfaction in having warned my fellow-men than

I should feel, were I conscious that I had believed them in

danger and had not raised my voice. How keen would have been my

regret, had I refrained to present what in my soul I believed

to be truth, and the result had proved that souls must perish

through my neglect! I cannot, therefore, censure myself for

having conscientiously performed what I believed to be my duty.

“‘But while I frankly acknowledge my disappointment in the

exact time, I wish to inquire whether my teachings have been

thereby materially affected. My view of exact time depended

entirely upon the accuracy of chronology; of this I had no

absolute demonstration; but as no evidence was presented to

invalidate it, I deemed it my duty to rely on it as certain,

until it should be disproved. Besides, I not only rested on

received chronology, but I selected the earliest dates in the

circle of a few years on which chronologers have relied for the

date of the events from which to reckon, because I believed

them to be best sustained, and because I wished to have my eye

on the earliest time at which the Lord might be expected. Other

chronologers had assigned later dates for the events from which

I reckoned; and if they are correct we are only brought into

the circle of a few years, during which we may rationally look

for the Lord’s appearing. As the prophetic periods, counting

from the dates from which I have reckoned, have not brought us

to the end, and as I cannot tell the exact time that chronology

may vary from my calculations, I can only live in continual

expectation of the event. I am persuaded that I cannot be far

out of the way, and I believe that God will still justify my

preaching to the world.[88]

“‘With respect to other features of my views, I can see no

reason to change my belief. We are living under the last form

of the divided fourth kingdom, which brings us to the end. The

prophecies which were to be fulfilled previous to the end have

been so far fulfilled that I find nothing in them to delay the

Lord’s coming. The signs of the times thicken on every hand;

and the prophetic periods must certainly, I think, have brought

us into the neighborhood of the event.

“‘There is not a point in my belief in which I am not sustained

by some one of the numerous writers who have opposed my views.

Prof. Bush, the most gentlemanly of my opponents, admits that I

am correct in the time, with the exception of the precise day

or year; and this is all for which I contend. That the 70 weeks

are 490 years, and the 1260 and 2300 days are so many years,

are admitted by Messrs. Bush, Hinton, and Jarvis. That the 2300

days and 70 weeks commence at the same time, Prof. Bush does

not deny. And Dr. Jarvis admits that the former carry us to the

resurrection and Judgment. Prof. Bush, Dr. Jarvis, Mr. Hinton,

and Mr. Morris, admit that the legs of iron and fourth beast

are Rome, and that the little horn of Dan. 7 is papacy, while

Dr. Jarvis and Mr. Hinton admit that the exceeding great horn

of Daniel 8 is Rome. The literal resurrection of the body, the

end of the world, and a personal coming of Christ, have not

been questioned by several who have written against me.

“‘Thus there is not a point for which I have contended that has

not been admitted by some of those who have written to disprove

my opinions. I have candidly weighed the objections advanced

against these views; but I have seen no arguments that were

sustained by the Scriptures that, in my opinion, invalidated

my position. I cannot, therefore, conscientiously refrain

from looking for my Lord, or from exhorting my fellow-men, as

I have opportunity, to be in readiness for that great event.

For my indiscretions and errors I ask pardon; and all who have

spoken evil of me without cause I freely forgive. My labors are

principally ended. I shall leave to my younger brethren the

task of contending for the truth. Many years I toiled alone;

God has now raised up those who will fill my place. I shall not

cease to pray for the spread of truth.

“‘In conclusion, suffer a word of exhortation. You, my

brethren, who are called by the name of Christ, will you not

examine the Scriptures respecting the nearness of the advent?

The great and good of all ages have had their minds directed

to about this period of time, and a multitude are impressed

with the solemn conviction that these are emphatically the

last days. Is not a question of such moment worthy of your

consideration? I do not ask you to embrace an opinion of mine;

but I ask you to weigh well the evidence contained in the

Bible. If I am in any error, I desire to see it, and I should

certainly renounce it; but look at the question in the light of

the inspired word, and decide for eternity.

“‘What shall I say to my unconverted friends? I have faithfully

exhorted you these many years to believe in Christ. You have

excused yourselves. What can I say more? Will not all the

considerations that are presented in the Scriptures of truth

move your hearts to lay down the weapons of your rebellion? You

have no lease of your lives, and, if the Lord should not come,

your eyes may be soon closed in death. Why will you not improve

the present moment, and flee from the wrath to come? Go to

Christ, I beseech you; lay hold on the promise of God, trust in

his grace, and he will cleanse you by his blood.

“‘I would exhort my Advent brethren to study the word

diligently. Let no man spoil you through philosophy and vain

deceit. Avoid everything that shall cause offense. Let your

lives be models of goodness and propriety. Let the adversary

get no advantage over you. We have been disappointed; but

disappointments will work for our good, if we make the right

use of them. Be faithful. Be vigilant. Exhort with all

longsuffering and patience. Let your conversation be in Heaven,

from whence you look for the blessed hope. Avoid unnecessary

controversy and questions that gender strifes. Be not many

masters; all are not competent to advise and direct. God will

raise up those to whom he will commit the direction of his

cause. Be humble, be watchful, be patient, be persevering. And

may the God of peace sanctify you wholly, and preserve you

blameless unto the glorious appearing of the great God and our

Saviour Jesus Christ!

WILLIAM MILLER.’

“‘_Low Hampton, Aug. 1, 1845._’

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