CHAPTER XIX.

HIS FAITH IN HIS PAST WORK—VISIT TO NEW YORK CITY—PHILADELPHIA,

ETC.—ADDRESS TO THE PUBLIC—VISIT TO CANADA, ETC.

“In the month of September, Mr. Miller attended Conferences in Addison

and Bristol, Vt., and lectured in each place. He then took a journey into

Connecticut, and visited Hartford, attended a camp-meeting in Newington,

near Hartford, and one at Square Pond, in Tolland County. He then visited

Middletown. He was much pleased with his journey, and returned home

refreshed.

“After this, in connection with Elder A. Hale, he lectured, in November

in the State of Vermont, at Waterbury, Morristown, Stowe, Waitesfield and

Burlington. Besides at these places, he seems to have labored but little

during the remainder of the year. He occasionally communicated articles

for the _Advent Herald_, giving expositions of Scripture, &c.; but the

approaching infirmities of age admonished him that his labors were nearly

ended.

“‘LOW HAMPTON, JANUARY 13, 1846.

“‘DEAR BROTHER HIMES:—I am yet in this land of toil, where sin

has spoiled all the blessings and enjoyments of earth, which

were appointed by our beneficent Creator for the best good of

his creatures, and which, had it not been for sin, would have

led us to reverence and adore that Being who had produced, by

his power, this earth and all its appurtenances, and placed in

it man—rational, intelligent, social man—to enjoy this vast

and wondrous piece of mechanism.

“‘Perhaps we are unable rightly to appreciate the blessings

which were placed within the reach of man at his creation,

when “the sons of God shouted for joy.” Yet I think that we

do realize some of the evils to which man is heir by reason

of “sin, and death by sin,” which have entered the world. How

manifest it is, at the present day, that all the influences

of the pit are inciting men to crime, bringing in their trail

consequences ten-fold more dreadful than those entailed upon

us by the sin of our first parents! If there were one spark of

philanthropy existing in the world, methinks it must bleed at

beholding the rapid increase of evil within the last few years.

“‘I confess that to me it would be but a dismal and appalling

prospect in the future, did not a ray of light beam forth from

the word of God, that there should be a glorious and final

renovation of all things! This “exceeding great and precious

promise,” to the man of God, is the only hope that cheers him

in his weary pilgrimage. Every means that the wisdom of man

could devise for the melioration of the condition of man has

failed; ministers of the gospel have been sent into every land;

Bibles have been scattered broadcast in the earth, translated

into almost every tongue, and placed in the hands of the poor,

“without money and without price;” schools of every grade,

from the college to the common, have sprung up, in which have

been developed the highest mental qualities of man; societies

have been multiplied for the moral improvement of our race,—to

Christianize the heathen, to reform the inebriate, to break

the bonds of the enslaved, to liberate the debtor, to stop

the horrid practice of legal murder, to promote peace among

nations, to protect the orphan, to clothe the naked, to feed

the hungry, to nurse the sick, and even to bury the dead.

These, and many other noble and benevolent enterprises, have

been formed within the present century. But how much good have

they accomplished? That great good has been done, cannot be

denied. But it is likewise true that evil has predominated in a

far greater ratio than at any former period.

“‘When I look back to the period when we began to publish the

news of a coming Saviour, I think it the happiest time of

my life. How were our hearts refreshed by the readiness of

the dear brethren in Christ to hear, believe, and obey, the

simple gospel of the kingdom! With what delight have I, in

company with many of the dear, anxious children of God, read

and re-read the Scriptures, searched diligently and compared

the prophets, Jesus Christ, and his apostles, to see if these

things were so! What glorious light I have often seen in that

holy book while thus engaged! And with what joy have I taken

sweet communion with kindred hearts in the house of God, where

our faith was more and more established by the word of his

grace; where our prayers were mingled at the same altar, and

arose together, as incense, to the mercy-seat of our Redeemer,

for a preparation to meet the coming glories, which we then

expected shortly to realize; where our hearts burned with love

and gratitude to God for the good news of the near approach of

the King of kings; where our songs of praise and hallelujahs

to the Lamb cheered our drooping spirits, and prepared us more

vigorously to pursue our weary pilgrimage to the land of

promise, which, from evidence to us conclusive, and which I am

not ashamed of, we soon expect to reach!

“‘Then, heart beat in unison with heart, soul mingled with

soul, and love, holy, heavenly, divine, united us in that

oneness of gospel truth, and prejudice and party were

dissipated from our thoughts like midnight darkness, or the

morning mists by the rising sun. This was a time of love, a

time of faith, working by love and purifying the heart. It was

this hope, “the blessed hope,” that made us purify ourselves

from our sectarian prejudices and bigotry.

“‘I have often thought that we then enjoyed a foretaste of the

love and fellowship of the saints in light. Why is it not so

now? The reason is as obvious as the sun at noonday. We have

been drawn from our _first principles_ by wicked and designing

men, who have crept in among us and drawn us into parties, to

follow men instead of God, and to form new tests instead of

the Bible. Some of our lecturers first began the confusion by

declaring an unholy crusade against the sects, which brought in

men of blood instead of men of peace. True, after the manner

of men, the sects had provoked us to the course we took by

all the wicked arts and misrepresentation of our views and

motives that human and satanic agency could invent—by slander,

ridicule, and wresting the word of God from the meaning which

had long been laid down in their own creeds, and departing from

those rules by which their fathers, for centuries, had applied

mystic Babylon to the church of Rome. We were not called, in

my humble opinion, to engage in so universal a war. I think

we have, in this, “left our first principles,” which were to

preach the blessed hope, and beseech men to be ready for the

“glorious appearing of the great God and our Saviour Jesus

Christ,” without personal or denominational considerations.

While we pursued this course, God blessed us in our work. We

were commanded by the word to be patient, sober, to judge

not, not to be high-minded, but to fear, and, by so doing,

manifest the same spirit that was in Christ. What have been the

fruits of this departure from the plain line of duty? Surely,

they have not been love, peace, and joy, such as we formerly

experienced, when we believed in our hearts that Christ was at

the door. On the contrary, it has, in many instances, separated

those who had been knit together in the closest friendship,

fomented jealousies, produced “lo! heres, and lo! theres!”

while some have blasphemously arrogated to themselves names and

titles which belong to Christ. With such I have no sympathy,

no fellowship. I will refer them to Christ’s words, Rev. 3:3:

“Remember, therefore, how thou hast received and heard, and

hold fast, and repent. If, therefore, thou shalt not watch, I

will come on thee as a thief, and thou shalt not know what hour

I will come upon thee.”

“‘The glorious appearing of Christ is my only hope; to this

I cling—it is my anchor; and all who look for and love his

appearing are my brothers and sisters, and with such I have

fellowship in the Lord, and exhort them to watch.

“‘WILLIAM MILLER.’

“On the 11th of March, 1846, in company with Messrs. Himes and Apollos

Hale, Mr. M. lectured at Glenn’s Falls, N. Y. It does not appear that

he visited any other place till about the time of the annual Conference,

which met in New York city on the 12th of May.

“His bodily infirmities rendered it unsafe for him to journey without the

attendance of some one to render him all needful assistance; therefore he

arranged with Elder Henry Buckley, of Hampton, N. Y., to accompany him to

New York city.

“They left home on Saturday, the 9th of May, and proceeded as far as

Lansingburg, N. Y. On the Sabbath he went to Middletown, N. Y., where

he preached twice, returning, after service, to Lansingburg. On Monday,

the 11th, they proceeded to New York city. He took part in the debates

and preaching of the Conference, and, though feeble, seemed to enjoy the

meetings.

“After its adjournment, they visited Philadelphia. On Sunday, the

17th, he preached in the morning and evening to large and attentive

congregations. The next day he visited his former acquaintances, and, on

the 19th, he left for Providence, R. I. There they attended a meeting

of the Friends, which continued four days, and to which Mr. M. preached

four discourses, with his usual interest. On the 25th he visited North

Scituate, R. I., and gave two discourses. On the 26th he preached

twice in North Attleboro’, Mass., and, on the 27th, arrived in Boston.

The Annual Conference was adjourned from New York to meet there, and

commenced on the day previous. He again took part in its debates, but

spent most of his time in visiting friends and acquaintances in the

vicinity. They visited Westminster, Mass., where Mr. M. preached on the

3d of June; and, on the 5th, he arrived home, much fatigued with his

journey, but in good health and spirits.

“On the 24th of June, in company with Elder Buckley, Mr. M. visited

Cranbury Creek, N. Y., where he preached seven discourses in four days.

No other place being open for the meetings, they were held in a large

barn, owned by Judge Gilbert. It was comfortably furnished with seats,

and accommodated very respectable congregations, composed of the more

intelligent and pious portion of the community. Mr. M.’s discourses there

were spoken of by those present as logical and interesting.

“During the warm months he attempted no public labors; and his pen, even,

seems to have lain idle. The next communication received from him was

published in the _Advent Herald_ of September 9, 1846, as follows:—

“‘ADDRESS TO THE PUBLIC.

“‘DEAR READER:—Permit me to address you once more by calling

your attention to the great events which the word of God

declares are soon to come to pass, that I may faithfully

perform my duty; and that you may be able to answer, in that

way which will be satisfactory to your own soul, in the day

when God shall judge the secret thoughts of men by Jesus Christ.

“‘In my former communications to you on this subject—which

is near my heart, fills my soul at times with indescribable

joy and consolation, and is big with the hope of soon, very

soon, coming into possession of immortality and eternal

life—I readily confess I was misled in my calculations;

not by the word of God, nor by the established principles

of interpretation I adopted, but by the authorities which

I followed in history and chronology, and which have been

generally considered worthy of the fullest confidence. And I

fear many of you have been blinded to your own interest, which

may be of eternal consequences to you, by hasty expressions

of full confidence in these authors, before I had carefully

and more extensively examined the subject to which I had, in

the simplicity of my heart, called your candid and serious

attention.

“‘The testimony of historians, as to the dates of events,

cannot affect the testimony of the word of God, that, at

certain periods from these events, his promises shall be

fulfilled. They may fail, but his word cannot fail. I confess

I have been thus mistaken as to the definite time; but what of

that? Will you or any man dare to take the ground that, because

Mr. Miller or any other man made a mistake, the word of God

is not true? No, no. There would be nothing in that worthy of

being called an argument.

“‘But, above all things else, I was deceived in the number and

character of those who, without study, argument, or reason,

rejected the (to me at least) glorious news of the coming

Saviour. Neither did I suppose that a man or woman could have

been found on the habitable earth, who loved the Lord Jesus

Christ and believed the Bible, who would reject the second

advent or the redemption of the body; the final salvation of

the soul, or the inheritance of eternal life, at the appearing

of Jesus Christ. Yet facts warrant me to say I find more than

one-half who profess Christianity denying one or more of these

fundamental pillars of the Christian hope.

“‘I am thankful to God, although much and sorely disappointed,

that I never pretended to be divinely inspired, but always

directed you to the same source from which I obtained all the

information I then had and now possess on this glorious and

heart-cheering subject. Let me, then, exhort you, kind reader,

by the value of truth, by the worth of your own soul, and the

love of life everlasting, to examine your Bible on the coming

of Christ, the redemption of the body, the salvation of your

soul, and the everlasting inheritance. Lay by all prejudice,

all opinions not founded on the plain and clear declarations

of God’s word; keep close to that rule which will thoroughly

furnish you, and make you perfect in every good work; examine

for yourselves; let no man deceive you in these days of

deception, when the devil has come, deceiving, if possible,

the very elect. Now is the time for you to exercise the “sober

second thought;” a good time for you to come over on the side

of truth, to choose the good, and refuse the evil. I beseech

you, do not say, “Nay, I will not examine!” Do not say, “I

am well enough off, and I have got the truth!” Perhaps you

have; if so, it will not hurt you to re-examine, for every

re-examination only makes the truth the brighter, our evidence

more clear, and our love for the truth more fervent; it helps

to establish our faith and hope, and keeps us from wavering.

“‘And now, dear reader, let me propose a few questions, in view

of what I have said, for you to answer to God and your own

soul; and I pray you not to trifle with them, or one of them,

if you can find a plain Scripture text which authorizes the

question. And I beg of you delay not to answer every question

which may or can be answered; and let your answers be such

as you will be willing to meet before the throne of God in

the day of Judgment, to which day I appeal in thus addressing

you. I append a text to every question, to show you they are

scriptural:—

“‘1. Will Christ appear the second time? Heb. 9:28.

“‘2. Will he come himself? 1 Thess. 4:16.

“‘3. Who will see him? 1 John 3:2; Rev. 1:7.

“‘4. Who will not be ashamed before him at his coming? 1 John

2:28; 4:17.

“‘5. What will Christ come to do? 2 Thess. 1:7-10; Heb.

1:10-12; Rev. 21:5.

“‘6. When Christ comes, will there be a resurrection? and of

whom? 1 Cor. 15:23; 1 Thess. 4:14-18.

“‘7. Where is Christ now? Acts 1:11; 3:21.

“‘8. At what time will Christ be sent again to earth? Acts

3:20, 21.

“‘9. When may we know he is near, even at the door? Matt.

24:30, 33.

“‘10. Has any one of the signs been seen which are given by our

Lord in Matt. 24:29; Mark 13:24, 25, or Luke 21:25, 26; or by

Paul in 1 Tim. 4:1-3; also 2 Tim. 3:1-9; or by Peter in 2 Pet.

3:3, 4, by any one living in this generation?

“‘11. When is the day of redemption? Eph. 4:30; Luke 21:28.

“‘12. When shall our bodies be redeemed? Rom. 8:23.

“‘13. When shall our souls be saved? 1 Pet. 1:7-13.

“‘14. When shall the righteous inherit eternal life? Mark

10:17; Matt. 19:29; 25:46.

“‘15. What is the earnest of that inheritance? Eph. 1:13, 14; 2

Cor. 1:22; 5:4, 5.

“‘16. If we are to receive all this when Christ appears, and

not until then, can you blame any Christian for loving his

appearing? 2 Tim. 4:8.

“‘17. And, if you were commanded to watch for him, and these

blessings were promised when he comes, would you not look with

intense interest until his coming?

“‘18. And, if you were commanded to watch, would you watch

without expecting him? Luke 12:35-40.

“‘19. And, if he did not come when you expected, would you

not be disappointed in some proportion to your love for his

appearing?

“‘Remember this is the situation of your Advent friends; this

is our experience. And may God help you to love, watch, and

expect the dear Saviour until he shall come.

“‘WILLIAM MILLER.’

“On the 4th of September, in view of many contradictory opinions afloat,

he proffered the following advice:—

“‘When we write to a brother to complain of some of his

opinions, let us consider of it three days before we write;

pray God nine times to direct us before we take up the pen;

read it in the room of our brother three times before we send

it; seal it only when we love him for being God-like; send it

when we would delight to be the bearer; while it is going,

think with what tears of joy he will devour its contents; and

remember to pay postage.’

“On the 8th of September, Mr. M. commenced a tour into Canada. He went

by way of Lake Champlain to Burlington, Vt., where he preached in the

evening of that day. There he met Elder Buckley, who accompanied him on

his tour. From this place they went to Essex, Vt., where Mr. M. gave

two discourses. On the 12th, they commenced a two-days’ meeting in

Cambridge, Vt., where there was a good attendance. On Tuesday, the 15th,

they commenced a meeting in Montgomery, Vt., which continued over the

following Sabbath, Mr. Miller generally preaching twice a day.

“While at this place he was taken with a severe pain in one of his

toes. He was soon relieved of that, when the pain commenced in his left

shoulder. He then desired to return home, but was persuaded to continue

his journey. On the 22d, he gave two discourses in South Troy, Vt.

The meeting was held in a large hall which had formerly been used for

a ball-room. While he was preaching in the evening, the windows were

pelted with eggs, clubs, and stones, thrown by some ‘rude fellows of the

baser sort,’ who were outside of the building. Some of their missiles

entered the room. One stone, about the size of a hen’s egg, struck the

desk in front of Mr. Miller, where he was speaking. He paused, and, with

emphasis, asked, very composedly:—

“‘Is this Vermont, the State which boasts of its freedom, of its

republicanism? Shame on Vermont!’

“The audience were somewhat agitated; but he requested them to be quiet,

and proceeded with his discourse. No one was injured, and good evidently

resulted from the interruption; for it aroused the old gentleman’s

energy, and gave additional interest to the remainder of the sermon.

“On Thursday, the 24th of September, they commenced a Conference at Derby

Line, Vt., which continued four days. The pain in Mr. M.’s shoulder had

increased considerably, and resulted in a tumor of considerable size,

which was much inflamed. Yet he preached six times, with a good degree of

vigor.

“On Monday, the 28th, a widowed sister of Mr. M., living in Canada,

having met him at Derby Line, he left with her for her residence in

Hatley. He was there confined about three weeks with the tumor on his

shoulder, which was very painful, affecting his neck and head, and

discharged freely for many days. In consequence of this indisposition,

he was unable to fulfill several appointments, which he had made in that

region, much to the disappointment of the inhabitants.

“As soon as they were able to ride, they started for Low Hampton; but

the weather and roads made the traveling very tedious. On his way home

he spent a Sabbath, and preached a discourse of two hours’ duration, at

Rickford, Vt., which left him so weak that it was with difficulty he

could walk. On arriving at Fairfield, Vt., they spent a night, and Mr. M.

preached in the evening. They arrived at Low Hampton after an absence of

about nine weeks, during which he had been treated with great kindness

and respect wherever he visited,—with the exception of the incident at

Troy.

“‘My tour into Canada,’ he wrote, soon after his return, ‘would

have been pleasant and agreeable to me, had it not been for

sickness, which confined me to the house.’

“On the 27th of November following, he wrote to Elder Buckley, who

accompanied him on the above journey:—

“‘I cannot tell you what I have done since you were here, but I

can tell you what I have not done.

“‘1. I have not done with vanity. It is as natural as my

breath; and if I ever cease from vain and trifling conversation

in this world, you must place me in society which I have no

regard for,—either to love or to hate,—where I could be a

hypocrite without any drawback. For I have often noticed,

when I am alone and with no one to converse with, that I am

not tempted to speak words of vanity. This is the reason why

I choose to be alone much of my time. In my opinion, this

accounts for the ascetic lives of the early Christians. What

think you—is it not best for me to become a hermit?

“‘2. I have not done with _pain_. I have been troubled with

head-ache, teeth-ache, bones-ache, and heart-ache, since you

left; but much more of the _last_ ache, when I think of so

many of my once dearly beloved brethren, who have, since our

disappointment, gone into fanaticism of every kind, and left

the first principles of the glorious appearing of the great

God and our Saviour, Jesus Christ. And now, can you blame me

for desiring a hermitage, away from these evil tidings and

shameful acts of our friends in this time of severe trial?

“‘3. I have not done with corruption. My swelling discharges

a little every day, and I see myself falling to corruption

daily. It may be that I am corrupting others who may be brought

into contact with me,—for instance, the fanatics. If they

never had heard of “Millerism,” they would have been sober,

worldly-seeking, church-loving, and sectarian-building men and

women to this day; and they would have been respected as much

as other church members are by the rich and popular worldlings.

Yes, yes; so says the world; and you know that what the world

says must be true. This is, in these modern times, the best

evidence. If then, I had been a recluse, instead of running at

large, it might have saved the world a great deal of trouble,

and the church the knowledge of a great deal of corruption.

“‘4. I have done no good thing. I can prove this by every

writer, Christian and political, editors, doctors of divinity,

professors and ministers of all denominations,—from the Roman

Catholic to the Mormon,—save only a few despised Adventists,

who, in the eyes of the world, are as much below the Mormons as

Christ was below Barabbas in the Jews’ estimation.

“‘But,’ say you, ‘you say you have done no good thing. Was it

not a good thing to tell us, who love Christ’s appearing, that

he was near to come? Was it not a good thing to read the Bible

to us, and show by history its fulfillment and truth? Was it

not a good thing to warn sinners of their danger, which might

lead them to repentance and a preparation for the Judgment?

Was it not a good thing to preach the kingdom of Heaven at

hand and the Judgment? Was it not a good thing to preach the

resurrection of these bodies, the inheritance of the saints,

and the reign of Christ and his people on the earth made new

forever? Was it not a good thing to comfort the saints with

the words of his coming, and to stir them up to a remembrance

of the things which Christ, the prophets, and apostles, have

spoken concerning his coming? And have not you done all this?’

“‘No, no.’

“‘Who has then?’

“‘I answer, it was the grace of God which worked in me of his

own good pleasure both to will and to do.

“‘Since I have been preaching this hour, I will give you my

text, 2 Cor. 12:11, last clause: “_Though I be nothing._” And

now, lastly, the improvement.

“‘1. You may learn, by my subject, that I am nothing—like the

clay in the hands of the potter.

“‘2. You may learn, if any good has been done, that God has

done it by his grace; and if any evil, it is a chastisement for

disobedience; for “shall there be evil in a city, and the Lord

hath not done it?” Amos 3:6.

“‘3. We may learn, by the effect of any work, whether it be of

God. If wicked men, and proud, selfish, popular professors join

hand in hand to oppose you, you may be sure that God is in the

work.

“‘4. You may learn, by my subject, that I am not well of my

disease, nor do I expect to be till Christ comes; for which

event I look with great interest and desire. Yours,

“‘WM. MILLER.’

“With the exception of an occasional article for the press, Mr. Miller

made no public effort during the winter. His health would not permit.

As the time approached for the usual Annual Meeting in New York city in

May, 1847, he made arrangements to be present; but his health was not

sufficient. In writing of his inability to be present, under date of May

6, 1847, he said:—

“‘I cannot charge myself with any corrupt motive in promoting

the Second Advent doctrine. If I have any regret, it is because

I have done so little, and because I have been so inefficient.

I have lacked in zeal more than I have lacked in faith. I

believed, and do still, in this glorious and Bible doctrine of

the second coming of our dear Redeemer, and of his everlasting

kingdom or reign in paradise restored.

“‘I fear that I shall not be able to attend at Boston.’

“His health was, however, so much improved, that, with Elder Buckley, his

companion in travel of the previous year, he left home on the 20th of

May, and arrived in Boston on the 22d, three days before the Conference

commenced.

“The day following was Sunday, and he preached two discourses, in the

afternoon and evening, at the saloon, at No. 9 Milk street, where the

Adventists then worshiped. On Monday evening he preached, in the same

place, on the resurrection of the body. He took part in the discussions

of the Conference during the week, preached once on the following

Sabbath, and on Monday left for home, where he arrived on Tuesday, June

1. This was his last visit to Massachusetts.

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