IX.

There is in our imperfect life too little of pleasure and too much of

play. This means that our activities are largely wasted in

pleasureless ways; that, being more tired than we should be, we lose

much time in needed rest; moreover, that being, all of us more or

less, slaves to the drudgery of need or fashion, we set a positive

value on that negative good called freedom, even as the pause between

pain takes, in some cases, the character of pleasure.

There is in all play a sense not merely of freedom from

responsibility, from purpose and consecutiveness, a possibility of

breaking off, or slackening off, but a sense also of margin, of

permitted pause and blank and change; all of which answer to our

being on the verge of fatigue or boredom, at the limit of our energy,

as is normal in the case of growing children (for growth exhausts),

and inevitable in the case of those who work without the renovation of

interest in what they are doing.

If you notice people on a holiday, you will see them doing a large

amount of "nothing," dawdling, in fact; and "amusements" are, when

they are not excitements, that is to say, stimulations to deficient

energy, full of such "doing nothing." Think, for instance, of "amusing

conversation" with its gaps and skippings, and "amusing" reading with

its perpetual chances of inattention.

All this is due to the majority of us being too weak, too badly born

and bred, to give full attention except under the constraint of

necessary work, or under the lash of some sort of excitement; and as a

consequence to our obtaining a sense of real well-being only from the

spare energy which accumulates during idleness. Moreover, under our

present conditions (as under those of slave-labour) "work" is rarely

such as calls forth the effortless, the willing, the pleased

attention. Either in kind or length or intensity, work makes a greater

demand than can be met by the spontaneous, happy activity of most of

us, and thereby diminishes the future chances of such spontaneous

activity by making us weaker in body and mind.

Now, so long as work continues to be thus strained or against the

grain, play is bound to be either an excitement which leaves us poorer

and more tired than before (the fox-hunter, for instance, at the close

of the day, or on the off-days), or else play will be mere dawdling,

getting out of training, in a measure demoralisation. For

demoralisation, in the etymological sense being _debauched_, is the

correlative of over-great or over-long effort; both spoil, but the one

spoils while diminishing the mischief made by the other.

Art is so much less useful than it should be, because of this bad

division of "work" and "play," between which two it finds no place.

For Art--and the art we unwittingly practice whenever we take pleasure

in nature--is without appeal either to the man who is straining at

business and to the man who is dawdling in amusement.

Æsthetic pleasure implies energy during rest and leisureliness during

labour. It means making the most of whatever beautiful and noble

possibilities may come into our life; nay, it means, in each single

soul, _being_ for however brief a time, beautiful and noble because

one is filled with beauty and nobility.

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