SPURLING TAKES FRIGHT
If Spurling had suspected Granger before, he was doubly suspicious of
him now. Wherever he went, his heavy treacherous eyes followed and
spied upon him. In one thing only were they united--in their desire to
see the last of Murder Point. For the accomplishment of this end, they
laboured feverishly in sullen silence. On visiting the dog-pen, they
found that of the eleven huskies which had been there, three were
missing; of the eight which remained, four were the animals left over
from the grey team belonging to Spurling, and these were the best.
This meant that they would be able to harness but four dogs apiece to
a sled, and would have to leave some of their wealth behind, limiting
each outfit together with the gold to not more than three hundred
pounds. On examining his clothing, Granger found that his favourite
capote was not there; he conjectured that Peggy had taken that also in
her hurry.
They went to the store and selected their provisions with care, taking
no flour or canned goods, but tallow and fat bacon, because this food
is least bulky and affords most nourishment. For the same reason,
instead of the usual allowance for a husky of two raw white fish a
day, they took lumps of grease frozen solid. Of the gold they took
mostly dust, because it packed closer than nuggets. This they divided
into equal shares and poured into moose-hide sacks, which they lashed
to the bottom of their sleds, with their outfit above.
They clothed themselves warmly for the journey, for already there were
forty degrees of frost, and this was but November. They put on three
flannel shirts apiece and one of duffel, and over them a beaded shirt
of leather. They swathed their feet in duffel, covering them with high
moccasins, and encased their legs in several wrappings of duffel
leggins. Their caps were of fur, the hair of which reached down over
their foreheads, ears, and necks, giving them protection. Over all
they flung capotes, which extended to their knees and were caught in
at the waist with a scarlet sash.
Having fed the huskies, Granger returned to the shack, to run through
his belongings and destroy whatever he did not wish to be found. He
turned to Spurling, saying, "You'd better lie down now and get a
little rest."
Spurling blinked at him, and swallowed once or twice, hesitating. Then
he said, "It's a pleasant meeting that they'll have, with two of us
absent."
Granger was sorting out old letters, dated years back--things which
brought memories. He did not pay any attention; perhaps he had not
heard.
"It's a pleasant meeting that they'll have, I say, with two of us
absent," Spurling repeated.
"What meeting? I don't understand."
"Why, the meeting you promised them on Christmas Eve--the one you were
so pressing about."
Granger raised up his head and looked at him. "Don't you be so certain
of that," he said; "we may not be absent--we may be caught by Eyelids
and brought back."
Spurling cursed him under his breath.
Granger went on sorting out his papers, burning them or putting them
aside. Some were from his mother; one was from his father, faded with
age; and some were from girls whose very names had passed from his
remembrance. Presently he stopped, and turning round again, with a
different look in his eyes, handed a page to his companion, saying,
"Read that."
Spurling laughed harshly and took it. It was in his own handwriting.
"None of your softness," he said. "I've got long past sentiment."
Granger watched him as he scanned its contents, and saw his face grow
solemn. It had been written seven years back, before they had left
England, when both their sympathies were fresher, before their souls
had grown tarnished. It read: "John, I've just seen the unemployed,
about four battalions of 'em or from two to three thousand
men--unemployed, half-clothed, half-fed, and half-men. God! that such
a sight could be in this world, and here in London; our London,
wealthy London, the city of luxury and at our own doors. Four
battalions of men in real want; not a want such as you and I know when
we run short of our damned tobacco, but a want when the belly is sick
and empty and has no prospect of being filled--a want of necessities.
Four battalions of men in want, and how many children and women does
that represent? God's hooligans, God's scamps, and God's wrecks! '_His
wrecks_,' how can I write such words. How pitiable are their physical
conditions, their privation and distress of body! But what of their
souls, the starvation of their minds? Why, I doubt if they could
subscribe a respectable soul among the whole four battalions.
"Males who might have been men and of some use in the world, if only
a finger had shown them the road instead of shoving 'em down into
wrecks and damnation.
"I can write no more. I must go out and walk about."
Spurling gulped down a sob, and without comment crunched the sheet up
in his hand, and flung it towards the stove; but it fell short and
rolled to where Granger was standing. He stooped, picked it up and
smoothed it out. "I'll put it in my pocket," he said, "to remember
what we were; we may need the reminder on our journey."
"Damn your softness," Spurling broke out. "I want to forget the past,
and to live like the beast I am. How could I shoot down even an Indian
to defend myself, if I were to remember things like that! It's gold
that's changed me; and now that I've got it I intend, at all costs, to
win out."
"Yes, it's gold that's changed us," Granger said.
Presently he paused again. "I had intended to keep that to threaten
you with, but you can have it now," he said.
Spurling rose up from the floor, and coming over to the table took the
paper from him. It was the warrant for his arrest. His hand shook as
he read it.
"Granger, how did you get that?" he asked in a low voice. "Was it from
Strangeways?"
On the spur of the moment, to avoid the direct answering of the
question and that he might learn the exact truth about something else,
he drew forth the locket from his breast.
"What's that?" asked Spurling. "Another reminder?"
"Come and look for yourself."
"I don't want to remember, I tell you."
"But this has something to do with the answer to your question."
Spurling came behind and looked over his shoulder carelessly, not
expecting to see anything which was of much concern. Then he started,
so violently that the portrait fell from Granger's hand. "My God, it
_was_ a woman!" he moaned. "A woman! A woman!"
Granger turned upon him, willing to be angry; but he saw that he had
no need of further revenge. The man's body seemed to have shrunk into
itself, and to have grown smaller. His lower jaw hung down, giving a
purposeless expression to the face and mouth. The eyes were vacant and
stared out on space, focussing nothing. Whatever anger he had had was
turned to pity as he regarded him. So Spurling had not known that
Mordaunt was a woman! And the body which was found at Forty-Mile had
not been clothed in a woman's dress! How Strangeways must be laughing
out there, alone in the coldness, three feet beneath the snow at the
bend!
Yet, for all his pity, Granger could not bring himself to touch the
man--he looked too absorbed in his tragedy. Out of decency he turned
his back upon him, hurrying his task to an end. Already he had been
too long about it; they had no time to linger. Peggy's absence might
have many purposes; when she returned, she might not come
unaccompanied. Before he made a start, after his night of watching he
would require rest.
Spurling had drawn away from him and was huddled in a corner,
whispering to himself. He must say and do something to brace him up,
and show to him that in his eyes he was still a man. If he didn't
recover quickly, they would have to postpone their journey. He was a
fool to have shown him that.
The last of the papers had been burned; he tied the few which he had
preserved into a little bundle, and thrust them in his breast. Going
over to Spurling, he laid his hand on his shoulder and said, "Druce,
old fellow, I'm very tired. I want to take an hour's sleep before we
set out. You'd best watch and see that nothing happens. In two hours
it'll be sunset; wake me before then."
He raised up his haggard face and nodded, but he did not look at him
squarely. Granger, having made up the fire, laid himself down.
When he awoke, he found that the room was in darkness; it must have
been night for several hours. It was the coldness which had aroused
him, for the fire had gone out.
He supposed that Spurling must be sleeping, so he called to him,
"Spurling, Spurling, are you there?"
There was no answer. He listened for his breathing, but could hear
nothing. Getting upon his feet as swiftly as the stiffness of his
muscles would allow, he groped his way over to the corner where he had
last seen him. He was not there. Then he lit the lamp, and saw that
the room was empty.
His first thought was that, in his despair, he had gone outside and
shot himself. Recalling his uncanny horror of the bend, he fancied
that he could trace madness in all his recent actions; but then he
remembered that his fear of the bend had been shared. He became
possessed of a new and more personal dread. What if in giving him the
warrant and showing him the portrait, he had told him too much--more
than his courage and honesty could bear? He rushed to the door of the
shack, and out to where the sleds and huskies had been left. One of
the sleds was gone; his own outfit lay scattered on the snow and the
gold had been taken. But he made a yet worse discovery, for of the
eight huskies, only two remained; Spurling's four gray dogs and the
two best of his own team were missing. He looked wildly round on the
great emptiness. The night pressed down on the earth, as though to
imprison it; the forest closed in on the river, menacing and silent;
and the river ran on, a level, untravelled roadway, from the west. He
shouted, and cursed, and called down God's vengeance on Spurling.
Then, for a moment he was quiet, and heard his own voice coming back
to him as an echo from the bend. His voice had tried to escape and was
returning to him because it could find no way out.
Crazily turning his face down-river, he shouted, "Hey, Strangeways,
may God damn Spurling."
Muffled, as if the dead man were answering him from underground, the
cry came back, "Hey, Strangeways, may God damn Spurling."
He covered his face with his hands and sat down in the snow laughing.
It was all a cruel jest. "Oh, the hypocrite! The hypocrite!" he
shrieked. "He came here hunted and I helped him with my life. He has
taken everything, and given me death."
Through his head ran maddeningly the scraps of the conversation he had
had with Peggy: "I'll strike for the south, and, when the hunt is
over, I'll send you word where you can join me." "You never will do
that." "And why not?" "Because you will be dead."
On all his thought, as if she were sitting at his side, her voice
broke in persistently, drearily and low-pitched reiterating, "Because
you will be dead. Because you will be dead."
A hard look came into his eyes; he ceased from his laughing and
whispering. Turning to the quarter behind his back from which he had
seemed to hear her speaking last, he said quietly, "But I shan't be
dead."
Then he rose up and entered the shack.