THE HAND IN THE DOORWAY
He picked up a lantern and, having lighted it, left the shack. Going
round the out-building of the store, he made his way through the snow
to the cabin where Spurling was imprisoned. As he placed the key in
the padlock, he could hear the rattle of the chains of the man inside.
Having opened the door, he halted on the threshold, afraid and ashamed
to enter. There was dead silence. Lifting the lantern above his head,
he could make out the figure of Spurling, crouched like a beast on
knees and hands, with eyes which watched him doubtfully.
"They have gone," he said.
Spurling did not answer, but followed his every movement.
"They have gone," he repeated; "but they have not gone to the
Forbidden River--they have gone in the direction of God's Voice."
Then Spurling spoke. "Thank God," he said, "for they'll hang you as
well."
Granger placed the lantern on the floor and sat himself down.
"Spurling," he said, "we both of us have some old scores to pay off;
at the present moment, I happen to have the upper hand. But this is
not the time to settle them. For instance, you have never told me the
name of the woman whom you shot in the Klondike."
Spurling broke in furiously, saying, "I have told you already, that
it was not a woman I murdered, but a man."
Granger waved him aside with his hand. "I'm not asking you her name,"
he said. "We've not got the time to quarrel, for there is still a
chance of our saving ourselves. It'll take Beorn and Eyelids at least
four days to reach God's Voice and come back. But I don't think
they'll touch at God's Voice at all; they'll skirt it and go farther
south. They won't trust Robert Pilgrim, lest he should claim a part of
the reward. If I know Eyelids, it's the thousand dollars he's after,
and he wants it all for himself. Their purpose is to go on until they
meet the winter patrol, so that they may be able to give direct
information to the Mounted Police themselves. Now before they do that,
a good deal of time may be lost, for the winter patrol has hardly
started as yet, and it may go in a new direction so that they'll miss
it at first. With the best of luck, they'll have to travel three
hundred miles, a ten days' journey, before they fall in with it. While
they're searching for it, we shall be able to slip by them and get
out. If you'll promise to stand by me I'll release you. If you won't,
I shall leave you here and go on myself. But I warn you fairly, no
man, unless he leaves the gold behind him, can make that journey by
himself with any hope of surviving. Our last chance, whether we want
to reach El Dorado or merely to save our lives, is to stick together
and persuade ourselves that we are friends."
"I'll stand by you," Spurling said; "I'm no more anxious to die by the
rope or starvation than you are yourself. But what are we to do with
the half-breed woman--your wife? To leave her behind us, free to go
where she chooses, would be suicide."
Granger eyed him angrily, for he did not like the sinister whisper in
which he had asked that question. He might just as well have said,
"Shall I shoot her while you go outside and scrape out her grave?" But
to have paid attention to it just then would have brought them to high
words at the outset; so he said, "We can't take her with us, for she
is soon to have a child. But I think, when I have explained things to
her, she'll give us her promise to keep our secret, and we shall be
able to trust her word."
"Humph! You think that? Well, knock off these chains."
Granger brought the lantern nearer and was stooping to his work, when
Spurling stopped him, laying his hand upon his shoulder. "Hist! What's
that?" he said. Granger listened. He could distinctly hear the crunch
of footsteps on the snow, moving stealthily away from the cabin.
Running to the door, he caught sight of a woman's skirt, disappearing
round the corner of the store, and recognised the shadow which was
flung behind as Peggy's. She must have heard all that they had said.
Spurling waited till his chains were off and he was able to stand
upright, a free man. Then he asked significantly, "And now what are
you going to do with her?"
"That is my business," Granger retorted hotly.
"But I think that it is also mine."
He knew that it would be unwise to argue the point, so he led the way
to Bachelors' Hall, Spurling limping stiffly behind. So cramped had he
become with the cold, and the position in which he had been chained
during his confinement, that he could hardly move a step without
groaning. Until he should recover, despite his own weakness, Granger
knew that he was physically the stronger and still had the upper hand.
For Peggy's sake he intended to make the best use of his time; he
began to have fears for her as to what might happen were she left to
the mercy of Spurling's choice.
"What are we coming here for?" growled Spurling, as they stopped at
the door of the hall; "why can't we go to the shack? I'm desperately
cold and there's a fire there."
"I'll light you a fire," said Granger, placing his hands on his
shoulders and thrusting him inside.
"You're mighty anxious that I shouldn't get near your wife," said
Spurling; "she must be very valuable."
Granger went off and soon returned with fuel. The stove was damp and
rusty, and did not draw well at first, so that all the room was filled
with smoke. Spurling had stumbled over to the shelf and lay there
complaining. When the wood had caught and was burning brightly,
Granger fetched him something to eat and then went out to speak with
Peggy, leaving him alone, promising to return again to spend the
night.
When he had entered the shack, it appeared to be empty. He called
Peggy's name, but she did not reply. Listening intently, he heard the
sound of sobbing which she was endeavouring to stifle. Going over to
the berth he found her lying there, with face turned to the wall.
Sitting down beside her, he placed his arms about her, and tried to
make her turn his way, but she refused to be comforted.
"Peggy," he said, "you heard what we were saying in the cabin? You
remember how I said that I was able to trust your word. I want you to
promise me that you will not tell anyone that we have left, and that
you will not try to follow until I send to tell you that all is safe,
so that you can come to me."
"You will never send," she said.
"Why do you say that?"
"Because that man will quarrel with you and kill you on the way out."
"That's nonsense; you must listen to what I have planned. This summer
we found gold on the Forbidden River."
"I know that."
"Who told you?"
"Eyelids."
"Why did he tell you?"
"He found it himself in the spring, when father sent him up there
after Spurling; and he was angry when he knew that you had gone there,
because he wanted it for himself."
"Did he stop here all summer?"
"Yes, but father went away. I think he must have followed you. He got
back four days before your return."
"Humph! I suspected that, for I saw something that was very like him
there. . . . And do you still think that they have gone to tell the
Mounted Police only in order that Spurling may be arrested?"
"I don't know; but that's what they said. I chose to believe them
because that was the only way in which I could keep you for myself."
"Well, then, listen. No matter what Eyelids and Beorn may intend, if
the Mounted Police once get hold of me the result will be that I shall
get hanged. The one way in which you can keep me for yourself is to
help me to escape. I can't take you with me as you are at present; you
know that. And I can't strike the trail alone; I must have someone to
help me take the gold out. There's no one but Spurling. Besides, I've
promised to stick by him; he saved my life once, and I'm paying back
the debt. When once I've reached Winnipeg, I'll be able to purchase
friends who will hide me, if need be; but I hope to get there ahead of
the news of my escape, before the police have my description and are
on the lookout. I shall strike for the south, and, when the hunt is
over and I'm given up for dead, I'll send you word where you can join
me."
"You never will do that."
"And why not?"
"Because you will be dead."
Granger was losing patience. Whatever reasoning he used, he could not
move her beyond that one assertion.
"Won't you help me to take the one chance of life that I think I
have?" he said. "It can't make much difference to you if Spurling does
kill me on the trail; if I stay here, I shall die a few weeks later,
more disgracefully."
She stood up and led him over to the window, through which the moon
was shining, so that he could see her face. She placed her arms about
his neck, as if she were a white woman. "I will tell you the truth
now," she said; "I have been keeping something back that I might save
you from yourself. Since you joined with this man and helped him take
the gold from the Forbidden River, Eyelids and my father have both
become your enemies. The factor did send his message that your life
would be spared if Spurling was given up, but I think he was speaking
falsely. I have tried to keep you near me because I alone, if need be,
can stand between you and them. If you set out with Spurling, he will
kill you; and if you stay here, you will be arrested. But if you will
come with me into the forest, we can join some Indians of my mother's
tribe, and they will hide us where you never can be found."
Granger watched her while she was speaking, wondering whether he was
hearing the very truth this time. "And, if I do as you ask me, what
will happen to Spurling?" he said.
She drew him nearer to herself. "I hate that man," she whispered; "let
him die as he deserves."
"And why didn't you tell me everything at first?"
"Because you are not strong enough to make the journey yet; and I
wanted to keep you resting here, till you had no other choice of
saving yourself but by following me into the forest. While my father
was present, I did not dare to tell you--_for his soul is dead_."
Granger took his eyes from off her face; she tempted him--he had been
so long unused to kindness. He gazed out of the window, far away
across the frozen forest, and heard the dream of his boyhood calling
to him to seek the city out of sight. His choice lay between this
woman and El Dorado, in whose search he had wasted all his life. He
did not deceive himself, whatever he might say aloud; his hesitancy
did not arise out of unwillingness to desert Spurling, but from
unwillingness to abandon the quest while a fragment of hope remained.
With that stolen gold, if he could slip by the winter patrol and carry
it out to Winnipeg, he would be able to strike for the south and sail
up the Great Amana, past the rocks with the forgotten handwriting,
till he came to the lake of Parima, on whose shores the city is said
to stand.
She saw that his will was wavering and that his choice was going
against her. Seizing his hands in her own and pressing them to her
breast, "I am only a poor half-breed girl," she cried, "but I am soon
to be the mother of your child; and our child will be nearly all white
like yourself. You can't think what my life was before you came to me;
for, though my body is half Indian, my mind has become a white woman's
since I went to school in Winnipeg. I am so white that I would die for
you to-morrow, if I could give you life by doing that. I could not
tell you this before, while my father and brother were present;
somehow, with their silence they stifled my words, and made me silent.
But don't judge me by the past months, believe me now."
"Peggy," he said, "what should we do in the forest, if we went there
and joined your mother's tribe? We should starve, and grow sullen; and
you would be treated as a squaw, and our child would grow up an
Indian."
"But I should not mind that if only we were together."
"But we shall be together if my plan works out and I manage to escape.
Then there's Spurling; however much I hate him, I cannot break my
promise to him and leave him to die."
She dropped his hands and drew away from him. "You are going to meet
the white woman," she said; "you had planned to desert me whatever
happened."
"Who told you that?"
"Your lips told me, when you were sick and they moved of themselves."
"But I promise you now that, when I am safe, I will send you word so
that you can find me. If I ever did think of deserting you, it was
before I knew that we were going to have a child."
"You will not send for me," she said; "but I promise that I will do
nothing to you that will hinder you from going out."
"But what will you do when I am gone, and you yourself will be needing
help?"
"I shall go, like any other squaw, to the Indian women of my tribe."
There was nothing more to be said; she had given him what he had
asked. Bidding her good-night, he left the shack.
On returning to the Hall, he found Spurling very restless. "What have
you been doing all this time?" he asked. "I'd got a good mind to come
in search of you. I thought you must have struck the trail with your
squaw, leaving me behind."
Granger pretended not to notice his ill-nature, but told him what he
had arranged. They talked matters over and determined to make a start
on the following night. Neither of them were in proper condition to
travel, but they knew that they had no time to waste. Before they lay
down to sleep, Spurling altered his position, spreading his furs
between the stove and the entrance, with his head so near the
threshold that the door could not be opened wide enough to permit of
anyone passing out without his being wakened; Granger smiled grimly,
wondering how long it would take them to quarrel at that rate, when
one of them thought it necessary to take such precautions. Spurling
was soon snoring, but Granger could get no rest. The night was
bitterly cold, and the fire needed constant replenishing. It seemed to
him that no sooner had he piled on more wood, and wrapped himself in
his blankets, and laid himself down, than he would feel the
temperature lowering, and a chill passing over his body like an icy
hand, beginning at his feet and working up to his head. Shivering and
with teeth chattering, he would raise himself up on his elbow, only to
see that the wood was again burnt through and that the fire was going
out.
At last he determined to give up the attempt to sleep. Pulling a box
near the stove and using it as a back-rest, he gathered his blankets
tightly round him and lit his pipe.
Across his shoulders, through the window behind him, fell a shaft of
moonlight; in front of him, dazzling his eyes, was the redness of the
glowing charcoal, and the yellow of the jumping flames; within
hand-stretch to the right lay Spurling, with his feet toward the fire
and his head within six inches of the threshold. In the great
stillness which was outside, nothing was to be heard save the rustling
of the snow as it bound tighter, and the occasional low booming of the
trees as the frost, acting on the sap, bent their branches.
With his accustomed passion for fairness, he commenced to examine his
dealings with Peggy and to try to regard his actions from her
view-point. In his recent conversation with her she had revealed
qualities the existence of which he had not suspected; he had not
reckoned her at her true worth. He began to be uncertain even now as
to whether he was doing right in leaving her. Perhaps she, for all her
ignorance, was wiser than himself. But of one thing she had made him
certain, that of all creatures which walked, and talked, and ate, and
drank, upon the earth, she alone stood by him in his crisis for an
unselfish reason, and loved him for himself. He knew now, though he
had not realised it until that night, that he loved her in return,
half-breed though she was, and could not do without her. He was
willing to own to himself that, in his treatment of her, he had not
always been just and, because of her race, at times had been
despising. He'd been more or less of a fool, and had refused a good
deal of available happiness.
He looked towards the door; if it had not been for the unpleasantness
of awaking Spurling, he would have gone at once to the shack and said
to her, "I don't mind who you are, I love you better than any white
girl, and would prefer you from amongst them all, were I again given
my choice." Before he set out, he would like to have her believe that
he was going, at least partly, for her sake.
The smoke from the burning wood made his eyes grow heavy; he began to
drowse. He dreamt that he had taken Peggy's advice and had gone with
her into the forest, having joined himself to the people of her tribe.
It must have happened years ago, for their child was a sturdy boy who
ran beside them. She was leading the way through a dark wood, holding
him by the hand. He asked her where she was going, and for answer she
laid her finger on his lips and only smiled. On and on they went, and
then, far away in the distance, he began to see a little light. It
grew brighter and more dazzling as they approached, so that he had to
close his eyes. Presently she halted and told him to look. He was
standing on the edge of a precipice, in the side of which steps had
been hewn out, and far below was a silver lake which he knew to be
Parima; and far away was a gleaming of domes and spires which he
recognised. He was about to speak to thank her, when he tottered and
his feet sank from under him. As he fell, he stared up at her; the
last thing he saw was the expression of agony that was in her eyes.
He awoke with a start, but his instinct warned him not to stir. The
shaft of moonlight had been blotted out, and he knew that someone,
standing outside, behind him, was gazing in through the window. It was
not Spurling, for he lay breathing heavily, fast asleep, over to his
right. As he crouched there motionless, he ran through the list of all
possible assailants in his mind. It might be Beorn or Eyelids. It
might be Robert Pilgrim. It might even be the Mounted Police, arrived
before their time. It might be only a renegade trapper of the Hudson
Bay Company, who had come by night, that he might not be discovered,
to see if the private trader would offer a higher price for his catch
of furs. Then the darkness was removed, and the light shone in again.
Quickly turning his head, he looked toward the window, and saw nothing
there. Very quietly he rose to his feet, tiptoed to the window and
looked out. At first he could see no one; then he saw the outer edge
of a figure, pressed close to the wall of the house, standing upright
beside the door-jamb. He crept back from the panes, so that he should
not obscure the little light he had. Moving over to the right, he
halted mid-way between the window and Spurling.
He could hear the muffled breathing of the person outside and could
almost feel the pressure of his body against the wall on the other
side. In the few seconds' respite, while nothing happened, he glanced
round, taking in the situation and trying to forecast the probable
sequence of action. Since Spurling had lain down, he had altered his
position, so that now his body stretched across the entrance, with his
head in the corner where the two walls met, forming an acute angle
with the threshold so that, though he prevented the door from opening
more than two or three inches, directly it was opened his person would
be visible, and exposed to attack.
Gently the latch was raised and, by slow degrees, the door began to
swing inwards. The slit which it made let in a narrow ray of
moonlight, which, leaving Spurling's face in shadow, fell slanting
across his neck. If he had not moved in his sleep, his head would have
been farther out from the wall, and the light, striking on his eyes
would have aroused him; as it was, he was undisturbed. Alert with the
horror of it, Granger watched to see what would follow next. The
person on the other side, peering through the opening, had been warned
by the same sight of the exposed bare neck, and, desisting from
pushing the door wider, was deliberating.
When a short interval had elapsed, he saw a hand thrust through the
crack; it gripped a trapper's hunting knife, with the blade pointing
downwards, and was poised about to strike. Granger was unarmed
himself; there was but one thing that could be done to save his
comrade's life. Flinging all his weight upon the door, he closed it,
imprisoning the assailant's hand above the wrist joint. The knife
clattered to the floor, where it stuck out quivering, grazing
Spurling's cheek as it fell. The hand tried to wrench itself free, the
fingers opening and closing convulsively, but there was no sound from
outside.
Spurling awoke with a cry, and clapping his hand to his face found it
wet with blood. He rose to his feet with his fists clenched, and the
look of a wild beast at bay in his eyes. His lips were working with
nervousness and desire to fight. "What is it?" he whispered. "Have
they come to take us?"
Granger signed to him to stand back and keep quiet. Then he followed
the direction of Granger's eyes, and he also saw the hand. Bending
down, with his back against the door, Granger examined it. It was
brown and slim--far too small for a man's hand, and far too dusky to
belong to a person who was white. The light, stealing in through the
aperture, showed it plainly and fell along its length; the fingers had
ceased to writhe and were extended, as if the thing had died.
While Granger had been looking, Spurling also had seen and had
surmised. Coming swiftly forward, he stooped to pick up the knife.
Granger read his purpose and, as he leant forward to pluck it from the
boards, kicked him heavily in the chest, so that he lost his balance
and fell sprawling on his back. Before he could recover himself, he
had opened the door and released the hand. Possessing himself of the
knife, he set his back against the door again to prevent Spurling from
following. There was a little cry of gladness, and the sound of
footsteps rustling the snow as they hurried away.
For the remainder of the long night, he stood guard over the man whom
he had rescued. When the dawn broke and he visited the shack, he found
that Peggy had vanished.