CHAPTER XVIII

THE BETRAYAL

Granger had been sick and delirious for several days as a result of

exposure and starvation. Day and night Peggy had nursed him with

unwearying attention; one would have supposed that he had been always

kind to her, and that she was greatly in his debt. Since his brain had

cleared she had said little to him; but, when she touched him, he

could feel the thrill of passion that travelled through her hands. Her

face told him nothing; it was only when suddenly she raised up her

eyes that he saw the longing which they could not hide. Because her

eyes betrayed her, she rarely looked at him. He would gladly have

spoken with her frankly, but her reserve deterred him, and, moreover,

a great anxiety weighed upon his mind--he did not know how many of his

secrets and hidden intentions he had let out in his ravings. The

altered bearing of his companions made him aware that they had each

learnt something fresh about himself, one another, and the manner in

which he regarded them. The Man with the Dead Soul was alone

unchanged.

So he sat among them on his couch of furs as morosely as Beorn

himself, striving to grope his way back into the darkness from which

his mind had issued, torturing himself to remember how much his lips

had admitted during the time when his vigilance was relaxed. He could

only recall the shadows of his words and acts; the real things, which

lurked behind the shadows, continually evaded capture. Yet it seemed

to him that he must have laid bare all his life, confessing to Eyelids

and his sister his every affection and his every treachery, whether

accomplished or intended.

Then, if he had done that, he had told Peggy to her face how he was

purposing to desert her! It was this suspicion which kept him silent;

he waited for her to reveal herself. But she refused to help him; in

her looks there was no condemnation, and in her treatment of him

nothing but gentleness. Surely there should have been contempt, if she

had known _all_ about him!

Two pictures stood out so sharply from the background chaos of his

impressions, that he believed them to be veritable memories. The one

was of Peggy kneeling at his side, taking him in her arms, as though

he were a child, and laying his head upon her breast, and of himself

mistaking her for his mother or Mordaunt, and speaking to her all

manner of tenderness. The other was of his perpetual terror lest

Spurling had gone southward without him, having stolen his share of

the treasure; and of one night when Peggy to quiet him had roused up

Eyelids, who had brought in Spurling--and Spurling's hands were bound.

When he had come to himself, his first action had been to look round

for Spurling--and he was not there. Two days had now passed, and there

was still no sign of him. As his strength returned, the fear of his

delirium gained ground upon him--lest Spurling had escaped. Brooding

over the past with a sick man's fancy, he discovered a new cause for

agitation--_if Spurling had departed, he would never know the truth

about Mordaunt_. For the recovery of the gold he scarcely cared now;

the apparent actualness of Mordaunt's presence, bending over him in

his delirium, had recalled her vividly to his memory, awakening the

passion which he had striven to crush down, so that now it seemed

all-important to him that he should ask Spurling that one question,

"Was the body that was found near Forty-Mile clothed in a woman's

dress?"

The return of a certain season, which the mind has associated with a

special experience, will often arouse and poignantly concentrate an

old emotion, which has been almost forgotten throughout the other

months of the year. The arrival of Spurling, and the agony which he

had suffered when he had begun to suspect that the woman whom he loved

was dead, had happened when the snow was on the ground; perhaps it was

the sight of the frozen river and the white landscape which now caused

him to remember so furiously the vengeance which he had planned,

should Mordaunt prove to be the woman whom Spurling had murdered. So,

for the time being, the seeking of El Dorado and preserving of his own

life seemed paltry objects when compared with the asking of that

question, and the exacting, if need be, of the necessary revenge.

On the third day after the recovery of his senses he could endure his

suspicions no longer. Peggy had gone out for a little while; Eyelids

was busy in the store; only the Man with the Dead Soul was left with

him in the shack. Seizing his opportunity, he got up and dressed. He

was so weak that at first he could scarcely stand. Tottering toward

the door, he already had his hand upon the latch when Beorn arose and

followed him. Though Granger had asked him no question, "I will show

you," he said.

Outside they met Peggy returning; but her father waved her sternly

aside, and, putting his arms about Granger to support him, guided him

to the back of Bachelors' Hall. A stoutly built cabin was there, which

stood by itself and was windowless, the door of which was iron-bound

and padlocked; it was used as a cell in which Indians and half-breeds

were kept, should they grow refractory. Producing the key, he opened

the door; as they entered they were greeted with a volley of curses.

In the farthest corner lay a man, crouched on a bed of mouldy furs.

The cell was not often used, and was covered with decaying

fungus-growth from the dampness of the past summer. When Granger tried

to speak to him, his voice was drowned by the sort of noise that a dog

makes when it comes out from its kennel; then he saw that Spurling was

chained low down to the floor by his hands and feet, so that he could

not stand upright. With an hysteric cry of gladness he ran forward,

and was only saved from Spurling's teeth, as he bent back his head, by

Beorn, who pushed him to one side so heavily that he fell to the

ground. Then Eyelids came in, and picked him up and carried him back

to the shack.

For the next few days he had plenty of leisure to reflect. He wondered

whether Beorn's treatment of Spurling, and the fact that he had shown

him to him on the earliest occasion, was meant as a threat to himself;

or had the disclosures which he had made in his delirium given him the

impression that he also was entirely Spurling's enemy. The bearing of

Eyelids and of Peggy led him to believe that the latter supposition

was correct. His natural instinct was to free the man at once,--but

he thought better of it; Spurling would be at least kept out of

mischief there till he himself was well.

Now that his mind was at ease, he commenced to mend rapidly; when two

more days had passed, he was up and able to get about without much

help. On visiting the trading-store he found that his canoe was lying

there, just as he had brought it back; nothing of its contents had

been removed or unpacked. He sat down beside it, and tried to

formulate his plans.

So far, in spite of his illness, everything had happened for the best.

Spurling was safe until he should require him. The gold was now in his

absolute possession. Very shortly Eyelids and Beorn would set out on

their winter's hunt, leaving him, save for Peggy, free to act

unobserved. But he had made a discovery, the knowledge of which

disturbed him--that a part, at least, of the reason for Peggy's

reticence and new gentleness was that before long she would be a

mother. That fact made him feel differently towards her; he could not

now desert her, for it would mean abandoning his child.

When he pictured to himself what the Northland might do for a child

who was fatherless, especially if it were a girl, he knew that,

whatever plans he made, they must include his half-breed wife.

Moreover, her approaching maternity appealed to the chivalry in his

nature, making him ashamed that he had ever thought to leave her.

Until his child was born, at whatever risk to himself, he must

postpone his departure and lie in hiding at Murder Point. And after

that? He must take her into his confidence, as he should have done

long ago, as if she were all white. He would have to leave her behind

at first, but would make arrangements for her to follow after him when

the road was clear.

Having arrived at this point, his train of reasoning was broken off by

the appearance of Eyelids, who came to ask for two outfits, and to

inform him that he and Beorn had determined to set out on the winter

trail that night. The rest of the day was spent in preparations, and

the getting together of their teams of huskies.

Just before they left, a visit was paid to Spurling in the cabin, and

the key was handed over to Granger. While there, Granger referred to

the matter which he had been wanting to mention all day. Turning to

Eyelids, as though it were of little importance, he said, "Before you

return, as I daresay you've noticed, something will have happened. I

want you to promise me to come back for Christmas Eve, so that we may

celebrate the event." Then, throwing aside his disguise of

indifference, he spoke more earnestly, "I want you and Beorn to

promise me that."

Spurling looked sharply up from his corner; being ignorant of the

matter which Granger hinted at, he watched to see if the words

contained a reference to himself. Peggy turned her head away and began

to steal softly out. But her brother stayed her, and throwing his arm

about her shoulder, said, "I promise you; we shall return." And Beorn

gave him his hand as a sign of his assent.

They closed and locked the door on the prisoner, and the father and

son set out.

A sudden instinct for carefulness had prompted him to make that

request. At the last moment he had thought that he noticed on Beorn's

part a certain uneasiness in handing over to him the custody of

Spurling. He was afraid that the distrust might grow upon him, causing

him to return unexpectedly, perhaps just at the time when he and

Spurling were starting on their southward journey. It was to prevent

such an interference with his plans that he had named a definite time

for their next meeting, for, by so doing, he had given Beorn to

understand that he intended to remain at Murder Point throughout

December. The hinting at the birth of his child had added to his

request a show of naturalness, and had at the same time let them know

that he was aware of his wife's condition--a difficult knowledge to

communicate to people who spoke rarely, and then only of trivial

affairs. As yet he had not decided as to when he would set out, for he

hesitated between the manfully fulfilling of his new responsibility

and the callously accomplishing of his old purpose; if he should

choose the latter, he had provided for Peggy so that she would not be

left too long by herself, by the promise which he had exacted from her

brother and father to return for Christmas Eve.

For the first time he was left truly alone with her. Standing side by

side, they watched the trappers descend the Point to the pier, where

their dogs lay waiting them. The whips cracked and the teams

straightened out.

For a few strides they moved toward the opposite bank and then, to

Granger's amazement, wheeled to the left, and commenced travelling

up-river to the west. The loaded sleds swung lightly over the ice and,

as he listened, the shouting of the drivers and the yelping of the

huskies grew fainter, till they were no more heard. He was made

terribly afraid by the direction they had taken, for he knew that

Beorn's trapping grounds had always lain to the northwards, and never

around God's Voice; they were still less likely to do so now, since he

had quarrelled with the factor. Then why had he gone to the west?

He turned to the girl at his side to question her, "Did you know that

they were going there?" he said. She did not answer him; he saw that

her eyes were intently fixed upon the bend. Her lips moved, and her

hands made the sign of the cross upon her breast as if she were

praying. Without replying, she entered the shack.

He did not follow her, for his feelings were changed with anger. He

felt that, whether knowingly or unknowingly, they had betrayed him

through their secretiveness. While he had been absent they must have

heard that Spurling was a man with a price upon his head. They might

even have learnt it from Pilgrim at the time of his June visit, but

had not laid hands upon him because he had appeared to be his friend.

But now since their return, in his delirium he had probably uttered

words concerning Spurling which had left them with the impression that

he desired his death--and had given them their excuse for gratifying

their own covetousness and revenge for the Forbidden River trespass.

Even what he had said to them about returning for Christmas Eve might

have been taken as having a double meaning, referring not only to the

birth of the child, but also to the thousand-dollar reward to be

gained by the arrest. Spoken as it was, in the prison-cabin, that was

most likely how it had been taken. Since they had accepted him as

their confederate, it seemed evident that they did not know that the

arrest of Spurling might entail his own hanging. If all that he had

conjectured was true, he had now no option but to release Spurling and

to make good his escape with him at once; for from Murder Point to

God's Voice was no more than seventy miles. At once! But he would not

be strong enough to travel for some days yet, and Spurling could not

be in very excellent condition for such a journey--to be thrown into

an out-house and left there for a fortnight, with back bent double and

arms and legs bound, is not the best kind of training.

Before doing anything rash he would talk to Peggy, and find out how

much she knew about it. Following her into the shack, he made fast the

door and threw himself on the pile of furs which had been his couch.

The lamp was not lighted, but the stove was red-hot and scattered an

angry glare. He called to her; she came to him timidly from the far

end of the room and sat down beside him. He commenced abruptly by

telling her that the man who was chained out there in the cabin was a

murderer. Did she know that? She nodded. How did she know that? She

shuddered, and pointed with her hand out of the window in the

direction of the bend.

He did not gather what she meant, but for the present he let it pass.

And did she know that there were a thousand dollars offered for

Spurling's capture? She shrugged her shoulders, and again gave her

assent. Then, raising himself on his elbow, he asked her plainly, "Is

that what Eyelids has gone to get?"

She smiled down at him as though she were owning to something worthy;

"I hope so," she said.

"Why do you hope so," he asked in a hard voice; "because of the

money?"

She drew back from him as though he had affronted her. "No, not for

that," she said, speaking slowly.

"Then why?"

"Because he is trying to take you away from me."

"And you think that when the Mounted Police have hanged him that it

will be all right, and I shall stay here?"

She did not answer him, but he knew that she was thinking of her

child. "Whether Spurling escapes or is taken," he said, "will make no

difference to my doings. I cannot stay; they are hunting for me,

because they think I also am a murderer."

She turned sharply round. "But we are doing this to save you; we

thought that you agreed and understood. When you have given them this

man, they will pardon you, and you will be allowed to stay."

"Who told you that? Was it Antoine?"

"Robert Pilgrim."

He laughed in her face. "Bah! Robert Pilgrim!" he exclaimed. "He told

you that, and you believed him! Why, you little fool, he doesn't care

a curse what happens to Spurling, whether he's caught or gets away;

it's me that he's anxious to put to death. But he couldn't have told

you that when we were in hiding on Huskies' Island, or you'd have

betrayed us then."

"He sent word to us by a messenger while you were away. But, if I had

known, I shouldn't have betrayed you then, for this man seemed to be

at that time your friend."

"Then why have you done so now?"

"Because he has become your enemy and you hate him; and because there

is no other way of saving you for my child and for myself. He is

trying to take you away from me." She spoke in a fierce strained

whisper, kneeling, with her hands spread out before her, and her head

thrown back.

"You haven't saved me," he said, rising to his feet angrily; "all

you've done is to place the rope about my neck."

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