After the examination Princess Dashkov went at once to Ireland, queened

it in Dublin society, and composed church music, which was sung in

the Chapel of Magdalen in the presence of a vast concourse of people,

‘desirous,’ as she expresses it, ‘of hearing how the bears of the North

compose.’ Probably it was a successful experiment, for later on she was

busy negotiating with David Garrick for the performance on the stage of

her musical works. She was also writing long instructions to her son

in the style of the counsels of Polonius concerning the conduct of his

travels....

From England she went to Holland; in Haarlem she went to see a doctor of

her acquaintance, and there met Prince Orlov, by now married and out of

favour. The same day Orlov came to call on her, and just at dinner-time.

His visit was to Princess Dashkov ‘as unexpected as it was disagreeable.’

‘I have come to you not as an enemy, but as a friend and ally,’ said

Orlov, sitting down in a low chair. Then followed a silence on both

sides. He looked intently at young Dashkov, and observed: ‘Your son is

enrolled in the Cuirassiers, and I am in command of a regiment of the

Horse Guards; if you like, I will ask the Empress to transfer him to my

regiment; that will give him promotion.’

Princess Dashkov thanked him for his kind suggestion, but said that she

could not take advantage of his offer, because she had already written on

his behalf to Prince Potyomkin, and did not want without good reason to

do anything in opposition to him.

‘What could there be disagreeable to him in it?’ asked Orlov, feeling the

sting of this. ‘However, as you please; you may rely on me; your son will

make a great career; it would be hard to find a _handsomer_ young man.’

The mother flushed crimson with anger, and the conversation dropped. But

at the next meeting Orlov, addressing young Dashkov, said: ‘What a pity

that I shall not be in Petersburg when you arrive! I am certain that you

will oust the present favourite as soon as you appear at court; I should

be pleased to carry out my present duties—comforting the forsaken.’

Beside herself with indignation, Princess Dashkov sent her son out of the

room, and told Orlov that she thought it extremely improper to speak to a

boy of seventeen in that way, and that in so doing Orlov was compromising

the Empress, whom she had brought her son up to respect; that, as for

favourites, she begged him to remember that she had never known and

never recognised one of them.

After that they parted. Orlov went to Switzerland, Princess Dashkov to

Paris. Then we meet her inspecting the French fortresses with her son

and Colonel Samoylov, by special permission of Maréchal de Biron.[64]

From France she went to Italy, and there was completely absorbed in

pictures and statues, cameos and antiques, bought a picture of Angelica

Kauffmann’s as a present for the Empress, went to see the Pope and Abbé

Galiani,[65] and finally returned to Russia through Vienna.

In Vienna she had a heated argument with Kaunitz, with whom she was

dining. He called Peter the Great the political creator of Russia;

Princess Dashkov observed that this was a European misconception. Kaunitz

was not ready to yield his point; she was even less so. She admitted

that Peter had done a very great deal for Russia, but thought that the

material was ready, and that, together with his masterly use of it, he

had inhumanly oppressed and distorted it.

‘If he had really been a great statesman, he would by his intercourse

with other nations, and by trade, have gained without haste what he

attained by violence and cruelty. The nobility and the serfs were both

left worse off through his unbridled passion for innovations; from the

latter he took the protective tribunal to which alone they could appeal

in case of oppression, from the former he took all their privileges. And

to what end was it all? To clear the way for a military despotism, that

is, for the very worst of all existing forms of government. From simple

vanity he was in such a hurry to build Petersburg that he sent thousands

of workmen to die in the marshes. He not only forced the landowners

to provide a certain number of peasants, but compelled them to build

themselves houses according to his own plans, without asking whether they

needed them. One of his principal buildings, the Admiralty and Docks,

which cost immense sums, was constructed on the bank of a river which no

human efforts could make navigable even for merchant vessels, much less

for ships of the Navy.’

‘However,’ observed Kaunitz, ‘no one can help being touched at the sight

of a monarch learning shipbuilding with the axe in his hand.’

The ruthless lady would not let this pass. ‘Your Excellency,’ she

answered, ‘is doubtless joking. Who can know better than you how precious

is a monarch’s time, and whether he has the leisure to practise a

handicraft? Peter I. was in a position to command the services not only

of shipbuilders, but even of admirals. To my mind, when he was wasting

time in Saardam working with the axe and learning the slang of the Dutch

market, and sailors’ words with which he distorted the Russian language,

he was simply neglecting his duty.’

I foresee how the good Orthodox souls of our Moscow Slavophils will

rejoice at reading these words; they certainly ought, on days for

commemorating the dead, to keep the memory of our princess with pancakes

and lenten oil.

Joseph II. was ill, and wanted Princess Dashkov to remain a few days

longer, but she had received an invitation from Frederick II. for herself

and her son to be present at his manœuvres. She had, however, an informal

interview with Joseph II. in the study he devoted to natural history.

A week later Princess Dashkov was at the manœuvres at which Frederick II.

drilled forty-two thousand men, and to which he had never before admitted

women, but she was specially invited. The Prussian Princess herself

drove to fetch her, brought her to the spot where the King was to meet

her, and asked her to get out of the carriage, saying: ‘Dear Princess,

as I have not the slightest desire to see the old grumbler, I will drive

on,’ and Princess Dashkov was left to an innocent _tête-à-tête_ with

Frederick II., who took her and her son with him to a military inspection

of the provinces.

In July 1782 she returned to Petersburg. The Empress appointed her

President of the Academy of Science. Princess Dashkov was apparently

for the first time in her life disconcerted, and wanted to decline the

honour. She wrote a sharp letter to the Empress, and at twelve o’clock at

night drove with it to Potyomkin. Potyomkin had gone to bed; however, he

received her. He read the letter, tore it up and threw it on the floor,

but, seeing that she was angry, said to her: ‘Here are pen and paper, by

all means write it again; only, it is all nonsense; why do you refuse?

The Empress has been full of the idea for the last two days. In that

position you will be frequently seeing her, and the fact is, to tell the

truth, she is dying of boredom, perpetually surrounded by fools.’

Potyomkin’s eloquence overcame her opposition; she went to the Senate

to take the oath for her new duties, and from that moment became a

consummate president. She asked old Euler, the great mathematician, to

introduce her at the assembled Academy; she wanted to appear under the

aegis of learning before the academicians. She presented herself to them

not in silence, as Russian presidents usually do, but with a speech,

after which, seeing that the first place next the president was occupied

by Stehlin,[66] she turned to Euler and said: ‘Sit where you prefer;

whatever place you occupy will be the first.’

Then with her habitual energy she set to work to eradicate abuses,

that is, thefts; she increased the number of the pupils, improved the

printing-press, and finally proposed to the Empress the founding of a

Russian Academy. Catherine appointed her president of this new academy

too. Again Princess Dashkov made a speech. ‘You all know, gentlemen,’

she said, among other things, ‘the wealth and splendour of our language.

The powerful eloquence of Cicero, the measured grandeur of Virgil,

the fascinating charm of Demosthenes, and the light language of Ovid,

translated into Russian, lose nothing of their beauties.... But we are

without exact rules, the limits and meanings of words have not been

defined, and many foreign phrases have crept into our language,’ and

therefore she proposed that the Russian Academy should work at a grammar

and dictionary of the language. She herself prepared to share the

labours of the academicians, and did, in fact, work at the dictionary.

The Empress seemed to be pleased with her. Her energy at this period

was amazing. She undertook the publication of special geographical maps

of the different provinces, and edited the periodical, _Lovers of the

Russian Language_, to which the Empress herself, Von Vizin, Derzhavin,

and others contributed.

Her relations with the Empress were unmistakably improved. A

correspondence sprang up between them again; the letters deal with a

review they were publishing and various literary subjects. These letters,

which are of little general interest, are a striking proof of the degree

to which good manners, culture, and humanity have since sunk in the

Winter Palace. Catherine gives no orders, does not command in her notes,

does not confine herself to set forms, is not afraid of jesting; she has

confidence in herself, and the Empress often gives way to the woman of

intelligence. The Prussian Gatchina tone, translated into official red

tape by Nicholas, has replaced with brutal illiteracy the gentleness of

cultured language.

All would have been well if only Princess Dashkov could have kept on good

terms with the favourites; she got on better with Potyomkin than with any

of the rest, perhaps because Potyomkin was the cleverest of them; with

Lanskoy, and afterwards with Manonov, she was at daggers drawn. Zubov

gossiped spitefully against her, and did her a great deal of mischief.

In the summer of 1783 she was in Finland with the Empress, who had an

interview there with the King of Sweden. Lanskoy kept pestering her to

know why in the news published under the auspices of the Academy her name

was the only one mentioned of the persons who were with the Empress.

Princess Dashkov explained to him that it was not her doing at all, that

the Court news was sent and printed without alteration. Lanskoy went on

sulking and grumbling till she was sick of it.

‘You ought to know,’ she said to him, ‘that, though it is always an

honour and a happiness to me to dine with the Empress, I cannot really

be so much overwhelmed by it as to publish it in the papers. I am too

much accustomed to it; as a little child I used to dine on the Empress

Elizabeth’s knee, as a little girl I sat at her table; it is so natural

that it could not be a matter for boasting to me.’

Lanskoy grew heated, but Princess Dashkov, seeing that the room was

beginning to fill up, raised her voice, and said: ‘Sir, people whose

whole life has been devoted to the public welfare are not always

particularly powerful or happy, but they always have the right to insist

on being treated without insolence. They quietly go their own way and

outlive those meteors of a day which burst and fall, leaving no trace.’

The doors were flung open and the Empress walked in. Her arrival put an

end to the conversation. How could Lanskoy fail to hate her? It was as

well for her that he died soon after.

On her return from Finland Princess Dashkov received her friend, Mrs.

Hamilton, to stay with her. She took her to her new estate; there she

kept a village holiday, met with bread and salt the peasants newly

settled there, introduced them to the Englishwoman, and informed them

that henceforth the new village would be called Hamiltonovo. After this

she travelled with her to other estates in the provinces of Kaluga,

Smolensk, Kiev, and Tambov.

The following year Princess Dashkov received a cruel blow in her personal

life. Her son was in Rumyantsev’s army, and she was glad that he was not

in Petersburg. Latterly even Potyomkin had designs upon him. He once sent

Samoylov to fetch him late one evening, and Samoylov gave the mother a

hint of their project. She refused to have anything to do with it, and

said that if it happened she would take advantage of her son’s influence

to obtain leave of absence abroad for many years. For this reason she was

relieved that her son was away in Kiev. But there love had another arrow

in store for him, aimed not from above, but from below.

One day, as she came out of the Empress’s bedroom, she met Rebinder,

who warm-heartedly congratulated her on her son’s marriage. She was

thunderstruck. Rebinder was disconcerted; he had had no idea that young

Dashkov’s wedding was a secret. She was wounded in her motherly feelings

and in her pride; on the one hand, the _mésalliance_, on the other, the

lack of confidence. It was a heavy blow, it made her ill.

Two months later her son wrote her a letter, asking for her permission to

marry; this was a fresh blow—falsity, cowardice, deceit. Moreover, he had

so little understanding of his mother’s character that together with his

own letter he sent one from Field-Marshal Rumyantsev obviously written

at his request. Rumyantsev tried to persuade Princess Dashkov to sanction

her son’s marriage, spoke of the prejudices of aristocratic birth and of

the instability of fortune, and, in her words, ‘reached such a pitch of

futility as to give advice in a matter of such gravity between mother and

son, though nothing in their relations gave him a right to meddle.’

Wounded on two sides at once, she wrote a sarcastic letter to Rumyantsev,

in which she explained to him that, ‘among the various foolish ideas

with which her head was filled, there was happily no exaggerated respect

for aristocratic birth; but that, if she had been endowed with such

remarkable eloquence as the Count, she would have used it to show the

superiority of good breeding over bad.’

To her son her letter was strikingly simple; here it is: ‘When your

father intended to marry a Countess Vorontsov, he drove post-haste to

Moscow to ask his mother’s sanction. You are married; I knew this before

you wrote, and I know, too, that my mother-in-law had done no more to

deserve to have a friend in her son than I have.’

The discussions that followed this and other family affairs must have

cost her much mortification. Her daughter parted from her husband.

Miss Wilmot has omitted several pages in the Memoirs, after which

Princess Dashkov goes on like this: ‘All was black in the future and the

present.... I was so worn out by suffering that I was at times visited by

the thought of suicide.’

And so the demon of family troubles crushed her, as it has crushed many

strong characters. Family misfortunes wound so deeply, because they steal

upon one in silence and to combat them is almost impossible. Victory in

the struggle makes it worse. They are like those poisons whose presence

is only recognised when their effect is shown in pain, that is, when the

man is already saturated with them.

Meanwhile, the French Revolution had come. Catherine, who was growing

old, worn out by a life of vice, threw herself into reaction. This was

no longer the conspirator of the 27th of June, who said to Betsky:

‘I reign by the will of God and the election of the people,’ not the

Petersburg correspondent of Voltaire and the translator of Beccaria and

Filangier,[67] who proclaimed in her famous _Nakaz_[68] the evils of the

censorship and the advantage of an assembly of deputies from the whole

realm of Russia. In 1792 we find her an old woman afraid of thought, a

worthy mother of Paul.... And like a pledge that a savage reaction would

crush for long years every branch of free development in Russia, Nicholas

was born before her death. Catherine’s dying hand was still there to

caress this awful monster who was destined to cry _Halt!_ to the epoch of

Peter’s reforms, and to delay the progress of Russia for thirty years.

Princess Dashkov, an aristocrat and an admirer of English institutions,

could not sympathise with the Revolution; but still less could she share

the feverish terror of free speech and applaud the punishment of thought.

Catherine was alarmed by Radishtchyev’s pamphlet;[69] she saw in it the

‘signal of revolution.’ Radishtchyev was seized and sent without trial

to Siberia. Princess Dashkov’s brother, Alexandr Vorontsov, who loved

Radishtchyev, and had been a benefactor to him, retired from the Service

and went to Moscow.

Her own turn came next. Knyazhnin’s[70] widow asked her, for the benefit

of her children, to publish under the auspices of the Academy her

husband’s last tragedy. The subject was taken from the history of the

subjugation of Novgorod. Princess Dashkov directed that it should be

published. Field-Marshal Saltykov, ‘who,’ as she says, ‘could not be

charged with ever having read a book of any sort,’ read this one and

talked to Zubov of its pernicious tendency. Zubov spoke to the Empress

about it.

Next day the Petersburg police-master arrived at the Academy bookshop to

seize the copies of the Jacobin Knyazhnin’s inflammatory tragedy; and

in the evening the Prosecutor-General, Samoylov, came himself to tell

Princess Dashkov of the Empress’s displeasure at the publication of the

dangerous play. Princess Dashkov answered coldly that probably no one

had read the tragedy, and that it was certainly less pernicious than the

French plays which were being performed at the Hermitage.

The ex-liberal Catherine met her with a frowning face. ‘What have I

done,’ she asked her, ‘that you publish such dangerous books against me

and my authority?’

‘And does your Majesty really think that?’ the princess asked.

‘That tragedy ought to have been burnt by the hand of the hangman.’

‘Whether it is burnt by the hand of the hangman or not is no concern of

mine. I shall not have to blush for it. But for God’s sake, madam, before

you decide on an action so opposed to your character, read the whole

play.’

At that the conversation ended. Next day Princess Dashkov attended a

great court reception, and made up her mind that if the Empress did

not send for her to her dressing-room, as she always did, she would

resign her post. Samoylov came out from the inner apartments. With a

patronising air he went up to Princess Dashkov and told her not to be

uneasy, that the Empress was not angry with her.

She could not brook this, and answered, as her habit was, in a loud

voice: ‘I have no reason to be uneasy, my conscience is clear. It would

greatly distress me if the Empress retained an unjust feeling towards

me; but I should not be surprised even then: at my age injustice and

misfortune have long ceased to surprise me.’

The Empress was reconciled with her, and tried once more to explain why

she had acted as she did. Instead of answering her, Princess Dashkov

replied: ‘A grey cat has run between us, madam: let us not awaken her

again.’

But Petersburg was becoming distasteful to her; she was sick of it. She

felt ‘utterly alone in these surroundings, which became every day more

hateful to her.’ This feeling of repulsion was so great that she made up

her mind to leave the court, Petersburg, her public activity, her Academy

of Science, and her Russian Academy, and finally her Empress, and to go

and live on her estate in the country.

‘With deep sorrow I thought of parting, perhaps for ever, from the

Sovereign whom I loved passionately, and loved long before she was on her

throne, when she had less means of bestowing benefits on me than I found

occasions for serving her. I still loved her, although she did not always

treat me as her own heart, her own brain, would have prompted her.’

That is all! Not one word of anger, of condemnation for complete lack of

heart, for ingratitude; even here she gives us to understand that it was

not Catherine’s fault, but other people’s.

The parting of these women was remarkable. The Empress said to her drily,

and with an angry face: ‘I wish you a good journey.’ Princess Dashkov

was amazed; she did not understand it, and went away after kissing her

hand. Next morning Troshtchinsky, the Secretary of the Empress, arrived,

and in her name handed the princess an unpaid bill, the unpaid bill of a

tailor who had done work for Shtcherbinin. The Empress sent word that she

was surprised that the princess should leave Petersburg without carrying

out her promise to pay her daughter’s debts. Zubov, who hated Princess

Dashkov, and was a patron of the tailor’s, had carried these paltry

details to the Empress. To crown it all, it appeared that the bill had

nothing to do with her daughter, but had been incurred by her husband,

Shtcherbinin, who was living apart from her.

Princess Dashkov, utterly revolted at this humiliation, firmly resolved

to leave Petersburg for ever.

But people of her temperament do not fold their hands at a little over

fifty, in the full possession of their faculties. She became a capital

manager of her estates; she built houses, drew maps, and laid out parks.

There was not a tree nor a bush in her garden which she had not planted

or to which she had not at least assigned its position. She built four

houses, and says with pride that her peasants were among the most

prosperous in the neighbourhood. While she was engaged in these rustic

pursuits, Serpuhovsky, the Marshal of the Nobility, suddenly arrived,

looking distressed.

‘What is the matter with you?’ she asked.

‘Don’t you know?’ answered the Marshal; ‘the Empress is dead.’

Princess Dashkov’s daughter rushed to her, thinking that she would faint.

‘No, no, don’t worry about me,’ said her mother; ‘I am quite well, though

it would be happiness to die at this moment. My fate is worse; I am

destined to see all the reforms that had been begun destroyed, and my

country ruined and unhappy.’

With these words she fell into convulsions, and gave way to prolonged

grief.

It was not long before she felt the heavy, weighty, autocratic hand of

Peter’s crazy son.[71] First she received a decree discharging her from

her post; she asked the Prosecutor-General, Samoylov, to testify to the

Tsar her gratitude for relieving her from the burden which had become too

great for her strength.

A little later she went to Moscow, but the Governor-General of Moscow

called on her at once and informed her that she should go back to the

country immediately, and there think of the year 1762. She answered,

‘that she never forgot that year, but that in accordance with the Tsar’s

will she would think of that time, which had left her neither stings of

conscience nor remorse.’

Her brother Alexandr, anxious to soothe her, told her that Paul was doing

all this now for the rehabilitation of his father’s memory, but that

after his coronation things would go better. On reaching Troitskoye she

wrote to him: ‘Dear brother, you write that Paul will leave me in peace

after the coronation. Believe me, you are much mistaken in his character.

When the tyrant has once struck his victim, he will repeat his blows

until he has crushed the victim utterly. The consciousness of innocence

and the feeling of indignation serve to give me courage to endure

discomfort so long as his growing spite does not assail all of you, my

relations, also. Of one thing you may rest assured, that no circumstances

will compel me to do anything or say anything to demean myself.

‘Examining my past life,’ she adds, ‘I am not without inner consolation,

aware in myself of sufficient strength of character, tested by many

calamities, to feel certain that I shall find again strength to endure

misfortune.’

She correctly gauged the character of the relentless, petty, frenzied

tyrant. Only a few days after she had reached Troitskoye, a courier from

the Governor-General arrived from Moscow. Paul commanded Princess Dashkov

to go at once to her son’s estate in a remote district of the Novgorod

Province, and there to await his further commands.

She answered that she was ready to obey the Sovereign’s will, and that it

was a matter of complete indifference to her where she ended her days,

but that she knew nothing of the estate nor of the roads thither, that

she would have to write from Moscow either for her son’s steward or for a

peasant from that village to guide her by the cross-country roads.

When she was ready and had obtained a guide, she drove off into her exile

in the winter frost, travelling slowly with her own horses, surrounded

by the spies of Arharov, and accompanied by her kind-hearted kinsman,

Laptyev, whom she tried in vain to dissuade from coming and exposing

himself to the persecution of the frenzied autocrat.

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