The old champion, Minih, still stood by him, all Russia and part of

Petersburg was still not against him, but he had already lost his head

entirely. Displaying incredible cowardice at Cronstadt, he bade the

Imperial yacht sail not to the fleet, but back to Oranienbaum; the ladies

were afraid of sickness and the sea, he was afraid of everything. It

was a calm moonlight night; the pitiful Tsar hid in the cabin with his

courtiers, while the two heroes, Minih and Gudovitch, sat in gloomy

brooding on deck, with shame and anger and sorrow in their hearts; they

saw that there is no saving people against their will. At four o’clock in

the morning they reached Oranienbaum again, and crestfallen stealthily

returned to the Palace. Peter sat down to write a letter to Catherine.

At the same time two fiery steeds were being saddled, one for Catherine,

the other for Princess Dashkov, and again, full of gaiety and energy,

they were at the head of their soldiers, who set off on the march at

five o’clock, and halted to rest at the Troitsky Monastery. Then Peter’s

envoys began appearing one after another, bringing proposals each more

foolish than the last; he abdicated from the throne, begged leave to go

to Holstein, and owned himself to blame and unfit to rule. Catherine

insisted on his unconditional surrender to avert greater troubles, and

promised in return to arrange his life as comfortably as possible in

whichever he preferred of the palaces away from the town.

Catherine’s troops calmly occupied Peterhof; Orlov, who had ridden on

to reconnoitre, had found no one there. The Holsteiners, who were about

Peter in Oranienbaum and were devoted to him, were ready to die for him,

but he told them to make no defence; he meant to flee, ordered a horse to

be brought, but did not mount it; instead, he got into a carriage with

Romanovna and Gudovitch, and mournfully went to surrender to his guilty

wife. He was led secretly into a remote room of the Palace. Gudovitch,

who even then behaved with extraordinary dignity, was arrested, together

with Romanovna; Peter was given food and drink, and taken to Ropsha

in the escort of Alexey Orlov, Passek, Baryatinsky, and Baskakov. He

selected Ropsha himself; it had belonged to him when he was Grand Duke.

Other authorities state, however, that he did not go to Ropsha at all,

but was on the estate of Razumovsky.

Princess Dashkov saw his letters to Catherine. In one he speaks of his

abdication, in another of the persons he would like to keep about him,

and enumerates everything he needed for his daily life, making special

mention of a store of Burgundy and tobacco. He asked further, it is said,

for a violin, a Bible, and various novels, adding that he meant to become

a philosopher.

On the evening of the day when Peterhof was taken, Princess Dashkov,

coming back from the Princess of Holstein’s to the Empress’s apartments,

came upon Orlov, who was lying at full length on a sofa in one of the

Empress’s inner rooms. He apologised for doing so, alleging that he had

hurt his foot. He was opening a big envelope; Princess Dashkov had seen

such envelopes in the hands of her uncle, the Vice-Chancellor; they were

used for the most important affairs of state communicated from the Privy

Council to the Tsar.

‘What are you doing?’ she asked, with amazement.

‘The Empress told me to.’

‘Impossible,’ she answered. ‘You have no official status for doing it.’

At that moment word was brought that the soldiers had broken into the

cellars, and were drinking Hungarian wine in their helmets, taking it

for mead. Orlov did not stir. Princess Dashkov at once went downstairs,

assumed a threatening air, and with her thin girlish voice restored

discipline. Pleased with her success, she distributed among them all

the money she had on her; then, turning her purse inside out, told them

that her means were less than her goodwill, but that on their return to

Petersburg they should have leave to drink at the Government’s expense;

after this she went back.

Beside the sofa on which Orlov was lying she found a table laid for

three. The Empress came in, took her seat, and invited the princess to

sit down. All this so impressed the latter that she could not conceal her

emotion. The Empress noticed it, and asked her what was the matter.

‘Nothing,’ she answered; ‘most likely I am tired from sleepless nights

and excitement.’

Catherine, wishing to draw the princess into being civil to Orlov,

told her that in spite of her urgent wishes he was giving up military

service, and begged the princess to help her to dissuade him. ‘I shall be

charged,’ she said, ‘with horrible ingratitude if he leaves the army.’

But Princess Dashkov, mortified by her discovery, answered that Her

Majesty had so many means of rewarding his services that she had no need

to constrain him.

‘It was only then,’ she adds, ‘that I was convinced there was _une

liaison_ between them.’

It has been thought that she was mortified at this through jealousy,

and it is not a mistake. Only, she was not jealous on Orlov’s account;

she never liked and never respected either him or his brothers; she was

jealous over the Empress; she liked neither the choice nor the tone;

moreover, her dreams of exclusive confidence, of romantic friendship, of

all-powerful influence, paled and vanished at her discovery. And as a

fact, from that evening she had a rival and an enemy; she felt that the

very day after the _coup d’état_.

Crazy Peter’s saying about the orange skin began coming true with

extraordinary rapidity. The very day after ascending the throne the

Empress began appraising and rewarding Princess Dashkov’s services, she

began to be grateful—that is, ceased to be her friend.

After her triumphal entry into Petersburg, Princess Dashkov went away

to see her father, her uncle, and, most of all, to have a look at her

little one. It must not be forgotten that our Preobrazhensky sergeant

had a little daughter Nastya, whom she passionately loved, and with whom

she longed to play, after having played enough with the Tsar’s crown.

Her father’s house was full of soldiers, stationed there partly for

his protection, and partly because ‘Romanovna’ had been brought to his

house. Vadkovsky sent to ask the officer on duty whether all the guard

was needed; Princess Dashkov, speaking to him in French, told the officer

that half of the soldiers were not needed, and that she was dismissing

them.

When she went back to the Palace, Catherine received her with a look

of displeasure; the officer of the guard was present and was talking

to Orlov. The Empress reprimanded Princess Dashkov for acting on her

own initiative, and even observed that she had spoken French before the

soldiers. The princess, deeply wounded, listened to the reprimand, made

no reply, and, to change the conversation, gave Catherine the ribbon and

the order which she had put in her pocket the day before.

‘Not so fast, not so fast,’ said the Empress. ‘I had to reprimand you for

your impetuosity—you had no right to dismiss the soldiers on your own

authority; but I must also reward you for your services.’ With this she

put around her neck the ribbon that had been restored.

Instead of kneeling down before the Empress, as is done on such

occasions, Princess Dashkov said to her sorrowfully: ‘Your Majesty,

forgive me for what I want to say; the time is coming when truth must

be banished from your presence; before it comes, I beg you to take back

that order: as a decoration I cannot sufficiently value it; if it is a

reward—however great it might be, it could not reward my services, they

cannot be paid by anything, for they were not to be bought.’

‘But,’ said the Empress, embracing her, and leaving the ribbon,

‘friendship has its claims; surely I am not deprived of them now?’

Princess Dashkov, pleased again, kissed her hand, and the spirits of a

girl of eighteen got the upper hand; half a century later she does not

forget to add with pleasure: ‘Fancy me in a uniform, with a spur on one

high boot, looking like a boy of fifteen, with the red Catherine ribbon

across my shoulder.’ The new cavalier galloped back again to Nastya,

to show herself to the baby, to be present at her supper, and at last

undressing flung herself into bed; but this time, too, sleep fled from

her fretted nerves, or terrified her with dreams: the amazing scenes

of the preceding days, which she had not merely lived through, but had

partly brought about, passed incessantly before her imagination.

The Empress herself did not deny the important share Princess Dashkov had

taken in the revolution of the 28th of June; on the contrary, when the

wily old Bestuzhev was presented to her, she said to him: ‘Who could

have imagined that the daughter of Roman Vorontsov would have helped me

to ascend the throne!’

The news of the murder of Peter filled Princess Dashkov with horror

and aversion; she was so distressed and revolted by this stain on the

‘revolution which has not cost one drop of blood,’ that she could not

bring herself to go next day to the Palace. She omits in her memoirs all

the details of the revolting proceeding, in which three officers, one

of whom was of gigantic stature, were at work for half an hour stifling

with a napkin the poisoned prisoner, as though they could not wait for a

quarter of an hour. She assumed that Catherine did not know beforehand

of Alexey Orlov’s design;[54] it is more probable that she simply had

no idea of the connivance of Catherine, who could carefully conceal her

wishes. Not only Panin and the other conspirators knew nothing of her

intrigue with Grigory Orlov, but, as we have just seen, Princess Dashkov

had not suspected it.

Catherine perceived what was in the latter’s heart, and when she saw her

began to speak with horror of what had happened.

‘Yes, your Majesty,’ answered Princess Dashkov, ‘this death has come too

quickly and too soon for your fame and for mine.’

As she walked through the drawing-room, she said in a loud voice before

every one that, of course, Alexey Orlov would spare her his acquaintance.

For over twenty-five years they did not bow nor say a word to each other.

It is very possible that Catherine had not given instructions to murder

Peter. Alexander went further: he positively insisted that they should

not _kill_ Paul, when he sent a gang of the rebel nobles to him. We

know from Shakespeare how these orders are given by a glance, a hint, a

silence. Why did Catherine entrust the care of the pusillanimous Peter

to his worst enemies? Passek and Baskakov had meant to kill him several

days before the 27th of June, and did not she know that? And why were the

murderers so shamelessly rewarded?

Princess Dashkov quotes in Catherine’s defence a letter from Orlov,

written immediately after the murder, which the Empress showed her. This

letter, she says, bore unmistakable traces of uneasiness, distress,

consternation, and tipsiness. It was preserved by the Empress in a

special case, together with other important documents. After her death

Paul ordered Prince Bezborodka to go through these papers in his

presence; when they got to this letter, Paul read it aloud to the Tsarina

in the presence of Madame Nelidov.[55] Then he ordered Rastoptchin to

read it aloud to the Grand Dukes.

I have heard what the letter contained from a trustworthy man who had

read it himself; it was in this style: ‘Little Mother, Empress, how am I

to tell you what we have done! such a misfortune has happened! We came to

see your husband, and were drinking with him; you know what he is like

when he is drunk; word followed word. He so insulted us that we came to

blows. All of a minute he dropped dead. What is to be done? Take our

heads if you like, or, merciful Little Mother, think that what is done

cannot be undone, and overlook our offence.’[56]

Princess Dashkov, carried away by her love for Catherine, believed,

or professed to believe, that Mirovitch,[57] too, acted without her

knowledge; and the worst, most disgraceful and loathsome story of her

whole reign, the abduction by Alexey Orlov and De Ribasse of Princess

Tarakanov,[58] she does not mention at all.

It was, among other things, because she believed and wanted to believe in

the ideal Catherine that she could not maintain herself in favour. And

she would have been a splendid minister. Though indisputably gifted with

political insight, she had besides her enthusiastic temperament two great

defects which hindered her from making a career: she could not be silent,

her tongue was sharp and biting, and it spared no one except Catherine;

moreover, she was too proud, and she could not, and would not, conceal

her antipathies—in short, she could not ‘abase her personality,’ as the

Moscow Old Believers express it.

As a matter of fact, a friendship between Catherine and Princess Dashkov

was impossible. Catherine wanted not only to be sovereign by the Imperial

power, but to rule over every one in the world by her genius and her

beauty; she wanted to attract the attention of all to herself alone; she

had an insatiable desire to please. She was still in the full flower of

her beauty, but she was thirty. She could probably have borne to have

about her a weak woman, lost in the radiance of her glory and adoring

her, not very handsome and not very clever. But she could not endure at

her side the vigorous Princess Dashkov, who spoke of _her own fame_,

with her wit, her fire, and her nineteen years.

She withdrew herself from her with the rapidity of truly royal

ingratitude. In Moscow, after the Coronation, the old sinner Bestuzhev

proposed writing an address to the Empress, and begging her, in the name

of all her subjects, to take another husband. Grigory Orlov, who had

already been created a prince of the Empire, dreamed of being Tsar. This

roused the indignation of all decent people. Chancellor Vorontsov asked

for an audience, and warned Catherine, on the supposition that she did

not know what was being done. Catherine was surprised, and wanted to

reprimand Bestuzhev.

Hitrov, one of the devoted conspirators of the 27th of June, loudly

declared that he would sooner kill Orlov, or go to the scaffold, than

acknowledge him Emperor. It need hardly be said that Princess Dashkov’s

voice, too, was heard in the general murmur of displeasure; her words

were carried to Catherine. Suddenly one evening, Tyeplov, the secretary

of the Empress, came to Prince Dashkov and demanded to see him. The

Empress had written him the following note: ‘I sincerely desire not to

be compelled to consign to oblivion the services of the Princess Dashkov

on account of her imprudent behaviour. Tell her to remember this next

time she permits herself an indiscreet freedom of language amounting to

threats.’

Princess Dashkov did not answer a word to this letter; she held herself

aloof, and after the death of her husband in 1768 asked leave to visit

foreign lands. ‘I might very well go without question,’ she said

(probably never dreaming that in another eighty years a stupid law would

almost completely deprive Russians of the right of crossing the frontier,

and still less, that the Government would force every traveller to pay

ransom), ‘but my position as a lady of the court lays upon me the

obligation to ask the sanction of the Most High.’

Receiving no answer, she went to Petersburg, and at her first reception

asked Catherine to allow her to go abroad for the sake of her children’s

health.

‘I am very sorry,’ answered Catherine, ‘that such a distressing cause

obliges you to go. But, of course, Princess, you are perfectly free to

make what arrangements you like.’

Where was the time when they had lain in one bed, under one quilt, and

had wept and embraced each other, or, lying on Colonel Kar’s overcoat,

had dreamed for a whole night of political reforms?

Abroad Princess Dashkov revived, and became again the same proud,

indefatigable, indomitable, active woman, interested in every one and

throwing herself into everything.

On the wall in the hotel at Dantzig there hung a big picture representing

some battle between Prussians and Russians, in which, of course, the

Russians were being beaten. In the foreground there was a group of our

soldiers on their knees before the Prussians begging for mercy. Princess

Dashkov could not stand this. She induced two Russians to creep by night

into the room, with oil-paints and brushes, locked the door, and set to

work with her companions to repaint the uniforms, so that by the morning

the Prussians were on their knees begging the Russians to spare them.

When she had finished the picture, she sent for post-horses, and before

the hotel-keeper had grasped the situation, she was racing along the road

to Berlin, laughing at the thought of his amazement.

In Hanover she went to the Opera alone with Mlle. Kamensky. They were so

unlike the worthy German women that the Prince of Mecklenburg, who was

the chief authority in the town, sent to find out who they were. His

adjutant went unceremoniously into the box in which there were also two

German ladies, and asked our Russians whether they were not foreigners.

Princess Dashkov said ‘Yes.’

‘His Highness,’ added the adjutant, ‘wishes to know with whom I have the

honour of speaking.’

‘Our name,’ answered Princess Dashkov, ‘can be of no interest either to

you or to the Duke; as women we have the right not to say who we are, and

not to answer your question.’

The adjutant went away in confusion. The German ladies, who had from

the first felt involuntary respect for our ladies, gazed at them with

awe when they heard Princess Dashkov’s valiant answer. Seeing that the

Germans took them for very great ladies, Princess Dashkov, turning

courteously to them, said that though she would not answer the Prince’s

impudent question, she had no reason to conceal from them her identity.

‘I am an opera-singer, and my friend is a dancer; we are both out of a

job, and on the look-out for a good engagement.’ The German ladies opened

their eyes wide, blushed to their ears, and not only abandoned their

polite attentions, but tried so far as the size of the box permitted to

sit with their backs turned on them.

In Paris Princess Dashkov was surrounded by all the celebrities and made

friends with all of them except Rousseau; him she would not go to see on

account of his hypocritical humility and affected originality. Diderot,

on the other hand, became an intimate friend, spent whole evenings

_tête-à-tête_ with her, and discussed everything under the sun with

her. Princess Dashkov proved to him that serfdom was not so bad as was

supposed, trapped him into contradictory statements, and the susceptible

Diderot was ready to agree with her instantly.

A servant came in and announced that Madame Necker[59] and Madame

Geoffrin[60] had arrived. ‘Don’t receive them!’ cried Diderot, without

asking Princess Dashkov’s wishes; ‘say that she is not at home.’

‘There is not a better woman in the world than Madame Geoffrin, but she

is the greatest gossip in Paris; I positively won’t have her talking all

sorts of nonsense about you before she has time to know you properly. I

won’t have blasphemy against my idol.’ And Princess Dashkov sent word

that she was unwell.

Rulhière,[61] who was writing about Russia and the year 1762, also

urgently wished to see her. Diderot would not have him received either:

he wanted to keep Princess Dashkov to himself.

In London Princess Dashkov made the acquaintance of Paoli, but she did

not like his ‘Italian grimaces,’ which were unbecoming in a great man. In

Geneva she visited Voltaire and marvelled at him, though she could not

help laughing with some doctor over the way Voltaire lost his temper at

losing a game of draughts, and at the killing faces he made. The doctor,

observing that it was not only Voltaire who could make such faces, bade

his dog lift up his head, and Princess Dashkov could not control her

laughter at the extraordinary resemblance. From Geneva she went to Spa;

there she made great friends with Mrs. Hamilton[62] and, when she parted

from her, romantically swore to come again in five years to see her, if

they did not meet before, and, what was even more romantic, actually came.

The feeling of the most ardent, most active affection was almost the

strongest emotion in this proud and strong-willed woman. Deeply wounded

by Catherine’s treatment of her,[63] she looked prematurely old.

Diderot says that she looked nearly forty, though she was at that time

twenty-seven. Whether she loved any man after her husband’s death, or

was beloved by one, is not to be seen from her Memoirs; but it may be

said for certain that no man played a significant part in her life. After

Catherine she attached herself, with all the ardour of a hungry heart, to

Mrs. Hamilton. And in her old age an infinitely tender motherly affection

brought warmth into her life; I am speaking of Miss Wilmot, who edited

her Memoirs.

From Spa she went back to Moscow to the house of her sister, Madame

Polyansky; this sister, with her humble, prosaic name, was no other than

the notorious ‘Romanovna,’ who, if she had not been Madame Polyansky,

might easily have been Empress of all the Russias.

The clouds which had overcast Princess Dashkov’s sky were beginning to

clear away. The influence of the Orlovs had waned. The Empress, hearing

of her arrival, sent her sixty thousand roubles to buy an estate.

But the princess was utterly unable to get on with the favourites, and

there was no real intimacy between her and the court. Now she began to be

deeply absorbed in the education of her son; an ardent admirer of England

and English institutions, she made up her mind to go with her son to

Edinburgh. Moreover, she saw that she was completely superfluous in the

Winter Palace.

While she was preparing for this journey she betrothed her daughter to

Shtcherbinin. On the way to the estate of the young man’s brother, to

which she was going with the whole party, a servant fell off the box,

and three sledges passed over him; he was badly hurt and stunned; he had

to be bled, but how? Princess Dashkov had with her a case of surgical

instruments bought in London; she took out a lancet, but no one would

undertake to use it; the injured man lay unaided until, overcoming an

intense feeling of disgust, she opened his vein, and after successfully

performing the operation, almost sank into a swoon herself.

In Edinburgh she was soon surrounded by the leading celebrities,

Robertson, Blair, Adam Smith, Fergusson. She wrote long letters to

Robertson, and explained to him in detail her plan of education; she

wanted her son, who was at that time fourteen, to complete his studies

in two years and a half, and then, after making a tour of the whole of

Europe, to go into the Service.

Robertson presumed that he would need four years; the mother thought that

was too much. She wrote out in detail what her son knew already, and what

he must know.

‘_Languages_:

Latin.—The initial difficulties are overcome.

English.—The prince has a very good understanding of prose,

and to some extent of verse.

German.—He understands it perfectly.

French.—He knows like his mother tongue.

‘_Literature_: He is familiar with the best classical works.

His taste is more formed than is common at his age. He has an

excessive tendency to be critical, which is perhaps his only

defect.

‘_Mathematics_: A very important branch of study. He has been

fairly successful in the solution of advanced problems, but I

should like him to go further in algebra.

‘_Civil and Military Architecture_: I want him to make a

particular study of these subjects.

‘_History and Political Institutions_: He has a knowledge of

general history, and particularly of Germany, England, and

France, but he ought to go through a course of history more in

detail; he can study it at home with a tutor.

‘Now this is what I want him to study: 1. Logic and the

Philosophy of Reasoning. 2. Experimental Physics. 3. A little

Chemistry. 4. Philosophy and Natural History. 5. Natural Law,

International Law, public and private Law in its application to

the legal systems of European nations. 6. Ethics. 7. Politics.’

This extensive programme she divides into five sessions, and then, as

always, carries it out exactly. Her son passed his M.A. examination

in 1779; it is commonly said that she exhausted him, and, certainly,

he never did anything; moreover, he died very young, but whether his

education is to blame for that it is hard to say.

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