Shortly before Midsummer Day, as I had arranged with my friend, I

reached Frankfurt. During my many weeks' journey in the lovely

springtime, my thoughts had had time to grow calm and collected. My

friend, too, was true to his word; and we at once set to work together

to prepare a prosperous future for me. The plan of seeking a situation

with an architect was still firmly held to, and circumstances seemed

favourable for its realisation; but my friend at last advised me to

secure a livelihood by giving lessons for a time, until we should find

something more definite than had yet appeared. Every prospect of a

speedy fulfilment of my wishes seemed to offer, and yet in proportion as

my hopes grew more clear, a certain feeling of oppression manifested

itself more and more within me. I soon began seriously to ask myself,

therefore:--

"How is this? Canst thou do work in architecture worthy of a man's life?

Canst thou use it to the culture and the ennoblement of mankind?"

I answered my own question to my satisfaction. Yet I could not conceal

from myself that it would be difficult to follow this profession

conformably with the ideal I had now set before me. Notwithstanding

this, I still remained faithful to my original scheme, and soon began to

study under an architect with a view to fitting myself for my new

profession.

My friend, unceasingly working towards the accomplishment of my views,

introduced me to a friend of his, Herr Gruner, the headmaster at that

time of the Frankfurt Model School,[39] which had not long been

established. Here I found open-minded young people who met me readily

and ingenuously, and our conversation soon ranged freely over life and

its many-sided aspects. My own life and its object were also brought

forward and talked over. I spoke openly, manifesting myself just as I

was, saying what I knew and what I did not know about myself.

"Oh," said Gruner, turning to me, "give up architecture; it is not your

vocation at all. Become a teacher. We want a teacher in our own school.

Say you agree, and the place shall be yours."

My friend was for accepting Gruner's proposal, and I began to hesitate.

Added to this, an external circumstance now came to my knowledge which

hastened my decision. I received the news namely, that the whole of my

testimonials, and particularly those that I had received in Jena, which

were amongst them, had been lost. They had been sent to a gentleman who

took a lively interest in my affairs, and I never found out through what

mischance they were lost. I now read this to mean that Providence itself

had thus broken up the bridge behind me, and cut off all return. I

deliberated no longer, but eagerly and joyfully seized the hand held out

to me, and quickly became a teacher in the Model School of

Frankfurt-on-the-Main.[40]

The watchword of teaching and of education was at this time the name of

PESTALOZZI. It soon became evident to me that Pestalozzi was to be the

watchword of my life also; for not only Gruner, but also a second

teacher at the school, were pupils of Pestalozzi, and the first-named

had even written a book on his method of teaching. The name had a

magnetic effect upon me, the more so as during my self-development and

self-education it had seemed to me an aspiration--a something perhaps

never to be familiarly known, yet distinct enough, and at all events

inspiriting. And now I recalled how in my early boyhood, in my father's

house, I had got a certain piece of news out of some newspaper or

another, or at least that is how the matter stood in my memory. I

gathered that in Switzerland a man of forty, who lived retired from the

world,--Pestalozzi by name,--had taught himself, alone and unaided,

reading, writing, and arithmetic. Just at that time I was feeling the

slowness and insufficiency of my own development, and this news quieted

me, and filled me with the hope and trust that I, too, might, through my

own endeavour, repair the deficiencies of my bringing-up. As I have

grown older I have also found it consolatory to remark how the culture

of vigorous, capable men has not seldom been acquired remarkably late in

life. And in general I must acknowledge it as part of the groundwork

underlying my life and the evolution of my character, that the

contemplation of the actual existences of real men always wrought upon

my soul, as it were, by a fruitful rain and the genial warmth of

sunshine; while the isolated truths these lives enshrined, the

principles those who lived them had thought out and embodied in some

phrase or another, fell as precious seed-corn, as it were, or as solvent

salt crystals upon my thirsty spirit. And while on this head I cannot

help especially calling to mind how deep and lasting was the impression

made upon me in my last year at school by the accounts in the Holy

Scriptures of the lives of earnestly striving youths and men. I mention

it here, but I shall have to return to the subject later on.[41]

Now to return to the new life which I had begun. It was only to be

expected that each thing and all things I heard of Pestalozzi seized

powerfully upon me; and this more especially applies to a sketchy

narrative of his life, his aims, and his struggles, which I found in a

literary newspaper, where also was stated Pestalozzi's well-known desire

and endeavour--namely, in some nook or corner of the world, no matter

where, to build up an institution for the education of the poor, after

his own heart. This narrative, especially the last point of it, was to

my heart like oil poured on fire. There and then the resolution was

taken to go and look upon this man who could so think and so endeavour

to act, and to study his life and its work.

Three days afterwards (it was towards the end of August 1805) I was

already on the road to Yverdon,[42] where Pestalozzi had not long before

established himself. Once arrived there, and having met with the

friendliest reception by Pestalozzi and his teachers, because of my

introductions from Gruner and his colleagues, I was taken, like every

other visitor, to the class-rooms, and there left more or less to my own

devices. I was still very inexperienced, both in the theory and practice

of teaching, relying chiefly in such things upon my memory of my own

school-time, and I was therefore very little fitted for a rigorous

examination into details of method and into the way they were connected

to form a whole system. The latter point, indeed, was neither clearly

thought out, nor was it worked out in practice. What I saw was to me at

once elevating and depressing, arousing and also bewildering. My visit

lasted only a fortnight. I worked away and tried to take in as much as I

could; especially as, to help me in the duties I had undertaken, I felt

impelled to give a faithful account in writing of my views on the whole

system, and the effect it had produced upon me. With this idea I tried

to hold fast in my memory all I heard. Nevertheless I soon felt that

heart and mind would alike come to grief in a man of my disposition if I

were to stay longer with Pestalozzi, much as I desired to do so. At that

time the life there was especially vigorous; internally and externally

it was a living, moving, stirring existence, for Prince Hardenberg,

commissioned by the Austrian Government, had come to examine thoroughly

into Pestalozzi's work.[43]

The fruits of my short stay with Pestalozzi were as follows:--

In the first place, I saw the whole training of a great educational

institution, worked upon a clear and firmly-settled plan of teaching. I

still possess the "teaching-plan" of Pestalozzi's institution in use at

that time. This teaching-plan contains, in my opinion, much that is

excellent, somewhat also that is prejudicial. Excellent, I thought, was

the contrivance of the so-called "exchange classes."[44] In each subject

the instruction was always given through the entire establishment at the

same time. Thus the subjects for teaching were settled for every class,

but the pupils were distributed amongst the various classes according to

their proficiency in the subject in hand, so that the whole body of

pupils was redistributed in quite a distinct division for each subject.

The advantage of this contrivance struck me as so undeniable and so

forcible that I have never since relinquished it in my educational work,

nor could I now bring myself to do so. The prejudicial side of the

teaching-plan, against which I intuitively rebelled, although my own

tendencies on the subject were as yet so vague and dim, lay, in my

opinion, in its incompleteness and its onesidedness. Several subjects of

teaching and education highly important to the all-round harmonious

development of a man seemed to me thrust far too much into the

background, treated in step-motherly fashion, and superficially worked

out.

The results of the arithmetical teaching astounded me, yet I could not

follow it into its larger applications and wider extent. The mechanical

rules of this branch of instruction seemed to whirl me round and round

as in a whirlpool. The teacher was Krüsi. The teaching, in spite of the

brilliant results within its own circle, and in spite of the sharpness

of the quickened powers of perception and comprehension in the children

by which it attained those results, yet, to my personal taste, had

something too positive in its setting forth, too mechanical in its

reception. And Josias Schmid[45] had already, even at that time, felt

the imperfection of this branch of instruction. He imparted to me the

first ground-principles of his later work on the subject, and his ideas

at once commanded my approval, for I saw they possessed two important

properties, manysidedness and an exhaustive scientific basis.

The teaching of drawing was also very incomplete, especially in its

first commencement; but drawing from right-angled prisms with equal

sides, in various lengths, which was one of the exercises required at a

later stage, and drawing other mathematical figures by means of which

the comprehension of the forms of actual objects of every-day life might

be facilitated were much more to my mind. Schmid's method of drawing had

not yet appeared.

In physical geography, the usual school course, with its many-coloured

maps, had been left far behind. Tobler, an active young man, was the

principal teacher in this section. Still, even this branch had far too

much positive instruction[46] for me. Particularly unpleasant to me was

the commencement of the course, which began with an account of the

bottom of the sea, although the pupils could have no conception of

their own as to its nature or dimensions. Nevertheless the teaching

aroused astonishment, and carried one involuntarily along with it

through the impression made by the lightning-quickness of the answers of

the children.

In natural history I heard only the botany. The principal teacher, who

had also prepared the plan of instruction in this subject for all the

school, was Hopf, like the rest an active young man. The school course

arranged and carried out by him had much that was excellent. In each

separate instance--for example, the shape and position of leaves,

flowers, etc.--he would first obtain all the possible varieties of form

by question and answer between the class and himself, and then he would

select from the results the form which was before them in nature. These

lessons, which were in this way made so attractive, and whose merits

spoke for themselves, showed, however, when it came to practical

application, an unpractical, I had almost said, a self-contradictory

aspect.

(When, afterwards, in 1808, I visited Yverdon for the second time, I

found to my regret neither Tobler nor Hopf there.)

With the method used for the German language I could not at all bring

myself into sympathy, although it has been introduced into later school

books elsewhere. Here also the arbitrary and non-productive style of

teaching ran strongly counter to me at every step.

Singing was taught from figures.[47] Reading was taught from

Pestalozzi's well-known "A.B.C."

[Memorandum.--All this lay dark within me, its value unrecognised even

by myself. But my intellectual position tended to become more settled by

passing through these experiences. As to my state at the time, I have,

as accurately as may be, described it above, as at once exalted and

depressed, animated and dull. That Pestalozzi himself was carried away

and bewildered by this great intellectual machine of his appears from

the fact that he could never give any definite account of his idea, his

plan, his intention. He always said, "Go and see for yourself" (very

good for him who knew _how_ to look, how to hear, how to perceive); "it

works splendidly!"[48] It was at that time, indeed, surprising and

inexplicable to me that Pestalozzi's loving character did not win every

one's heart as it won mine, and compel the staff of teachers to draw

together into a connected whole, penetrated with life and intellectual

strength in every part. His morning and evening addresses were deeply

touching in their simplicity; and yet I remarked in them even already at

that time some slight traces of the unhappy dissensions afterwards to

arise.[49]]

I left Yverdon in mid-October (1805) with a settled resolution to return

thither as soon as possible for a longer stay. As soon as I got back to

Frankfurt, I received my definite appointment from the Consistorium.[50]

The work that awaited me upon my arrival from Switzerland at the Model

School (which was, in fact, properly two schools, one for boys and one

for girls) was a share in the arrangement of an entirely new educational

course and teaching-plan for the whole establishment. The school

contained four or five classes of boys and two or three of girls;

altogether about two hundred children. The staff consisted of four

permanent masters and nine visiting masters.

As I threw myself heartily into the consideration of the necessities and

the present position of the school, and of the instruction given there,

the working out of this plan was left almost wholly in my hands, under

the conditions imposed upon us. The scheme I produced not only succeeded

in winning the approbation of the authorities, but proved itself during

a long period of service beneficial in the highest degree, both to the

institution itself and to its efficiency; notwithstanding that it put

the teachers to some considerable personal inconvenience, as well as

making larger claims upon their time than was usual.

The subjects of instruction which fell to my share were arithmetic,

drawing, physical geography, and German. I generally taught in the

middle classes. In a letter to my brother I spoke of the impression made

upon me by my first lesson to a class of thirty or forty boys ranging

from nine to eleven; it seemed as if I had found something I had never

known, but always longed for, always missed, as if my life had at last

discovered its native element. I felt as happy as the fish in the water,

the bird in the air.

But before I pursue this side of the development of my life I must touch

upon another which was far more important to the evolution of my

character as man, as teacher, and as educationist, and which, indeed,

soon absorbed the first within itself.

Not long after my old friend, to meet with whom I had come to Frankfurt,

had introduced me to Gruner, he went back himself to his work as private

tutor. Afterwards he heard of a family (in Frankfurt) desiring a private

tutor for the sons. Since he could not introduce me personally to this

family he did so by letter, and several weeks before my journey to

Yverdon he had, in fact, written to them about me in very kindly terms.

It was for three sons principally that instruction and education were

required. They came to see me, and after they had gone their personal

peculiarities and their previous teaching and training, with the

results, were fully described to me, and I was then consulted as to

their future education. Now to education as an object[51] I had in truth

never yet given a thought, and the question threw me into great

perplexity. Nevertheless it required an answer, and moreover a precise

answer.

In the life and circumstances of these lads I discovered frequent

similarities with my own boyhood, which sprang to my memory as I

listened. I could therefore answer the questions which were put to me

out of the development and educational experiences of my own life; and

my reply, torn as it was from actual life, keenly felt and vigorously

expressed, bore upon it the stamp of truth. It was satisfactory to the

parents; and education--development, which hitherto had been subjective

alone for me--that is, as self-development--now took an objective form,

a change which was distinctly painful to me. Long, long it was before I

could bring this business of education into a form expressible by words.

I only knew education, and I could only educate, through direct personal

association. This, then, I cultivated to the best of my power, following

the path whither my vocation and my life now called me.

To say truth, I had a silent inward reluctance towards private

tutorship. I felt the constant interruptions and the piece-meal nature

of the work inseparable from the conditions of the case, and hence I

suspected that it might want vitality; but the trusting indulgence with

which I was met, and especially the clear, bright, friendly glance which

greeted me from the two younger lads, decided me to undertake to give

the boys lessons for two hours a day, and to share their walks. The

actual teaching was to be in arithmetic and German. The first was soon

arranged. I simply followed Pestalozzi's course. But as to the language

I encountered great difficulties. I began by teaching it from the

regular school-books then used, and indeed still in use. I prepared

myself to the best of my ability for each lesson, and worked up whatever

I felt myself ignorant of in the most careful and diligent way. But the

mode of teaching employed in these books frustrated my efforts. I could

neither get on myself nor get my pupils on with it. So I began to take

for my method Pestalozzi's "Mothers' Book." In this way we went on much

better, but still I was not satisfied; and, indeed, I may say that for a

very long time no system of instruction in German did satisfy me.

In arithmetic, by using the "Tables of Units"[52] in Pestalozzi's

pamphlet, I arrived at the same results which I had seen in

Switzerland. Very often my pupils had the answer ready when the last

word of the question had scarcely been spoken. Yet I presently found out

some defects in this method of teaching, of which I shall speak later

on.[53]

When we were out walking together, I endeavoured to my utmost to

penetrate into the lives of the children, and so to influence them for

good. I lived my own early life over again, but in a happier way, for it

now lay clear and intelligible before me in its special as well as its

general characteristics.

All my thoughts and work were now directed to the subject of the culture

and education of man. This period of my life became full of zeal, of

active development, of advancing culture, and, in consequence, of

happiness. And my life in the Model School also, with my boys and with

my excellent colleagues, unusually clever men, was very elevating and

encouraging.

Owing to the position and surroundings of the school buildings, which,

though not apparently extensive as seen from the street, contained a

considerable courtyard and a spacious garden, the scholars enjoyed

perfect freedom of exercise, and could play just as they liked in

courtyard or garden; with the result, moreover, of thereby affording a

most important opportunity to the various teachers of becoming really

intimate with the characters of the boys they taught. And there grew up

out of all this a voluntary resolution on the part of the teachers that

every teacher should take his boys for a walk once a week. Each adopted

the method he liked best; some preferred to occupy the time of the walk

over a permanent subject; others preferred leaving the subject to

chance. I usually occupied my class with botanising; and also as

geographical master, I turned these occasions to profit by leading on my

boys to think for themselves and to apprehend the relations of various

parts of the earth's surface: on these and other perceptions gained in

this way I based my instruction in physiography, making them my point of

departure.

The town was at once my starting-place and my centre. From it I

extended our observations to the right and to the left, on this side and

on that. I took the river Main as a base line, just as it lay; or I used

the line of hills or the distant mountains. I settled firmly the

direction of the four quarters of the compass. In everything I followed

the leading of Nature herself, and with the data so obtained I worked

out a representation of the place from direct observation, and on a

reduced scale, in some level spot of ground or sandy tract carefully

chosen for the purpose. When my representation (or map) was thoroughly

understood and well impressed on every one's mind, then we reconstructed

it in school on a black board placed horizontally. The map was first

sketched by teachers and pupils between them, and then each pupil had to

do it by himself as an exercise. These representations of the earth's

surface of ours had a round contour, resembling the circular outline of

the visible horizon.

At the next public examination of the school, I was fortunate enough,

although this first attempt was full of imperfections, to win the

unanimous approval of the parents present; and not only that, but the

especial commendation of my superiors. Every one said, "That is how

physiography[54] should be taught. A boy must first learn all about his

home before he goes further afield." My boys were as well acquainted

with the surroundings of the town as with their own rooms at home; and

gave rapid and striking answers as to all the natural peculiarities of

the neighbourhood. This course was the fountain-head of the teaching

method which I afterwards thoroughly worked out, and which has now been

in use for many years.

In arithmetic I did not take the lower, but the middle classes; and here

also my teaching received cheering encomiums.

In drawing I also taught the middle classes. My method in this subject

was to work at the thorough comprehension and the representation of

planes and solids in outline, rising from the simplest forms to complex

combinations. I not only had the gratification of obtaining good

results, which thoroughly satisfied those who tested them, but also of

seeing my pupils work with pleasure, with ardour, and with

individuality. In the girls' school I had to teach orthography[55] in

one of the elementary classes. This lesson, ordinarily standing by

itself, disconnected with anything, I based upon correct

pronunciation.[56] The teaching was imperfect, certainly; but it

nevertheless gained an unmistakable charm for both teacher and pupils;

and, finally, its results were very satisfactory.

In one of the other classes of the girls' school I taught preparatory

drawing. I took this by combinations of single lines; but the method was

wanting in a logically necessary connection, so that it did not satisfy

me. I cannot remember whether the results of this teaching were brought

to the test or not.

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