II

Time, silence, the sea. And through them thrilled ever that haunting

sense of something just impending. The island was like a room in which

there was only so much air. When the air was gone, that would be the end.

However, it was all very elusive and subtle.

The slow days crept like the imperceptible movement of shade across a

sweep of summer lawn.

One morning, soon after dawn came in across the dreamy jungle, Stella

stood before the calendar blocking out her yesterday. There was a look of

quivering, almost frantic hope in her eyes. Today was the long awaited

fifteenth of August, and she meant to spend it all in her rocky nook,

gazing to sea through the glasses. Perhaps there would be a tiny speck

at last on the horizon. Captain Utterbourne was a man quite capable of

being perversely and poetically punctual if he chose.

Mechanically she loaded her pistol and took the binoculars. Who but the

Captain would ever think of anything so beautifully and maddeningly

ironical for a wedding gift?

On the way out she noticed in passing that her husband wasn’t in the

parlour where he usually slept now, so as to be near his smoking

materials.

On the floor in a corner, half buried beneath trash, lay the big book

in which King’s report on the progress of opium culture was to have

appeared. Life seemed slipping out between his fingers. He could not have

told just when he crossed over the sinister boundary beyond which there

could be no returning. However, he had passed it by, and now could only

press on and on.

This morning the sun was barely in the sky, yet King was not in the

house. Dully she wondered where he was. Then she passed on out into the

early freshness of the dawn.

At first the sea was misty. But as the day advanced a little, and the

shroud gradually dissolved, it became very blue—like the colour in

certain canvases of primitive Italian painters.

Tsuda came toward her, hat in hand, and his demeanour, as always,

scrupulously humble. Sometimes she felt Tsuda was too humble; yet she

believed he had the heart of a child. Tsuda could scarcely be thought of

as in any sense a kindred soul; they were not of the same race; and at

times he alarmed her, vaguely, with his flashes of oriental mysticism;

still, after a fashion, he spoke her tongue, and beside him and her

husband there were only the hairy Ainu....

Tsuda greeted her cheerfully and with his usual wide-eyed innocence in

full operation.

“Wife-of-the-Kami, you come early today.”

“Yes,” she told him quietly. “I am looking for the _Star of Troy_.”

“The _Star of Troy_?” There was a flash almost of sudden dismay in his

bright eyes.

“It’s not certain,” she admitted wistfully.

“Wife-of-the-Kami, he will not come today.”

She turned her eyes, so full of sorrow and of disillusion, upon him. “Why

do you say that, Tsuda?”

“We must—gn—wait out the year. It is always so. He will not come today,

Wife-of-the-Kami.”

Her eyes travelled away from his face dully and rested on the sea

again—the sunny, vacant sea. She felt that her heart was very close to

breaking.

When at last her arms tingled with the strain of holding up the

binoculars, she lowered them slowly. And then she saw that the young

savage, Nipek-kem, had slipped noiselessly toward them and had prostrated

himself before her.

“Please tell him he may get up,” she said.

Then Tsuda, who, she saw, had likewise dropped to his own slightly

rheumatic knees, spoke a few low words to Nipek-kem, who promptly arose

and sat on the ground Turk-fashion, beginning at once an elaborate Ainu

gesture salutation. Every movement of his body lured a tiny jingle from

the accoutrements of his royal-looking shirt-front. Finally he lifted up

his hands as high as his head, the palms turned upward, and lowered them

gradually to his knees, speaking at the same time a few murmuring words

in the crude Ainu dialect.

“What does he want?” asked Stella.

“He tell—gn—of a prayer in the valley for rain. It is long time,

Wife-of-the-Kami, that we get no rain, and the cocoanut withers in the

sun. They ask if you will show yourself on the crest of the hill as a

sign—gn—the gods will open up the sky.”

She felt the primitive fog of superstition in the midst of which she

dwelt, and a shudder of new misgiving and vague fear oppressed her. But

she rose and said: “Yes, I will go. Where is the hill, Tsuda?”

“Just come along this way, Wife-of-the-Kami. I give you a hand so you

don’t slip down where it get steep.”

And Nipek-kem followed at a respectful distance. But first, his eyes

agleam, he picked up the little revolver which Stella had left on the

rock. He slipped it inside his tunic of birds’ feathers. This, he knew

with a gay heart, would mean all the good saké he could drink.

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